#look im just as confused as yall
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thought about it more instead of going to bed. here’s my current lineup
dragonets of destiny:
rainwing: vera
seawing: evelyn (obviously lol)
mudwing: reyna (i just feel like out of all the part two kids she could make a good bigwings)
sandwing: piper (i have no reasoning behind this i just really like piper)
nightwing: hugo (not sure if I’d keep his powers hmmmmm)
and then i have my set of alt dragonets, which here would be a lot closer than they are in canon. i thought it would be fun cause of the part one vs part two kids, yknow? not that all of these ARE part one kids okay i understand the vision.
alternate dragonets:
skywing: jason
seawing: percy
mudwing: annabeth
sandwing: drew
nightwing: hazel
this leaves Many People unaccounted for. frank is probably taking riptides place as a guy they befriend in the sea kingdom and he joins the dragonets. leo is peril but we went over that. also he probably joins them too <3. i have no idea wtf nico and bianca would be up to. hylla would still be reynas sister and the actual bigwings of that clutch. castor is yet another huge question mark. im sure im forgetting people. but ive put too much thought into this already lol
you know you need to go to sleep when your brain says “wait but i could make a son of seafoam wings of fire au”
to be fair it’s less au and more a thought experiment and it would end up wildly canon divergent but. consider. vera as the rainwing, never meant to be a part of this prophecy and she KNOWS IT, but she’s here, goddamnit, and she’s making that everyone else’s problem. leo as peril, with too much fire he can’t control, fire that’s killed his mother, and he doesn’t WANT to be a weapon but that’s all he good for. i guess four other characters are there to be the rest of the dod too.
#chatter#son of sea foam#just. yeah. wings of fire au. why not#sorry to anybody who followed me for like. Deltarune#and instead is getting late-night pjo fic but as dragons#look im just as confused as yall
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(Context: im thinking abt my post canon au, i explained on my ao3, u dont even have to read it just know its there)
Mizu revealing her being a woman to taigen AFTER he confesses his feelings to mizu AFTER being bested during their duel once again is literally so fucking personal to me. Jesus fuck... FUCK. Like. How overwhelmingly loved she must feel. How SEEN. Truly for once n not just but loved and wanted!!! Its so personal to me. Just. Taigen, losing, n then immediately leaning in for a kiss. Mizu is lost cuz what?? Why?? N taigen just. Confesses, but hes holding back cuz mizus reaction was not great and he doesn't wanna ruin the friendship they've formed these past months, they've grown so close so fast n its scary but so exciting n so right but if mizu doesnt want this then nothing is happening n its ok he has a CHOICE. Like. FUCK!! N then mizu telling taigen to wait and that night she reveals it. And its just sooo fucking intimate. Its so soft. And maybe taigen is confused but one look at how small mizu is making herself, like shielding herself from him. Like he gets it. The danger of it all. And its his promise to protect her if she ever needs to that does her in cuz. SHE HAS A CHOICE. TO BE PROTECTED OR NOT. THATS SO IMPORTANT TO HER. Yes, she can protect herself. Yes, it feels good to be protected. Yknow??
Mizu revealing her being a woman to akemi totally by accident AFTER they just had an argument abt women's choices in society AFTER mizu accidentally took one (1) big sip of sake, n then deciding fuck it im gonna win this argument, guess what akemi. And that's how akemi finds out. N Mizu thinks akemi is going to hate her, n she does for a bit in silence, but mostly shes just hurt? For herself AND for Mizu. Cause she understands, so suddenly, so intimately, how hard being a woman is and how mizu has had to hide as a man to survive (not even for plot reasons that we know, mizu being mixed AND a woman? Death sentence). And she just hurts. And they thought they'd always have this weird rift between them but they cry and they let it out (for Mizu, for the first time in YEARS) and its just. Its so emotional n so important and so personal and intimate. Its maybe winter all over again, a year has passed since theyd seen each other in kyoto, so much has changed and yet not rly and. They've grown but in different ways. Akemi, in taking life by the reins n being assertive and strong and so dangerously intelligent like shes always been but now, now its crucial to be that. And Mizu in realizing that she truly, truly wants to be loved so badly but to be loved is to be vulnerable and thats what scares her the most, to be weak; but ure only strong if u can be weak too, and thats what she learns. And i think this is where they really get deep into their feelings. Before it was a crush, an annoying one. Now? Oh bby theyre down bad. Yes they are.
#blue eye samurai#mizu blue eye samurai#akemi blue eye samurai#taigen blue eye samurai#akemi x mizu#taigen x mizu#hey look i posted a thing#come get yall headcanons#love how once they become actual friends i feel like mizu n taigen would fall for each other so fast itd scare then#but akemi n mizu have more of a slowburn cuz they're both denying the possibility of being with the other person so its just daydreaming now#n then akemi n taigen actually just stay friends cuz i think its hilarious#they can unlock their true potential as chaotic besties now#ringo is just living his life btw. hes kinda lost rn my poor darling#itohs just like “i love my wife. wait is she fucking the onryo” proceeds to be confused and lost n “confronting” her with teary eyes#(he saw them smile at each other)#akemi just inviting him to the polycule like “can u be cool abt a lot of things real quick”#and it takes time to process but he eventually is just like. this. kind of rules. dont tell my mom i said that tho#always scared his mom is gonna find out abt thier shenanigans as if she isnt the mother of the shogun now shes got shit to do#(being the second choice always oof. oof oof. best bet im playing with thattt)
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i dunno if its just who im following rn but im really rocked lately by all the division btwn transfems and transmascs on my dash... where is this coming from .?
#i feel like every other day i see a post about how all trans men are transmisogynist.?#and i also just want to blanketly say discussions of transmisogyny are super important and everyone who's TME should listen & support#but im really confused bc ive seen nothing but support for trans women and even when i look in like the#transandrophobia tag (which . bad idea yeah i know) its not transmascs shitting on trans women ?#i genuinely dont know if its like “trans men are trying to claim they have it worse than trans women” and thats sparked this but??#i dont even see Any posts about that all i see is just trans men saying hey maybe we see xyz side of transphobia can we make 1 post about i#its so strange i just dont see what it is#the post also saying trans men see themselves as women trying to be men and thats why theyre transmisogynist.................#you realize thats transphobic right . to say that . you can still be transphobic even if youre trans and that is definitely transphobia ..#transfems need more support now than ever but yk what also transmascs are gonna need hella support because T is a controlled substance#and if planned parenthood etc gets cut off its gonna be harder to get it (not that e is easier but at least its not controlled)#throws my hands up. can we just talk to each other about our problems yall . this is dumb
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https://x.com/d3kutism/status/1741579841764475157?s=46
it should be illegal to be this fucking stupid so loudly and confidently omg..
mfs on the internet preach about "media literacy" yet they completely gloss over the fact that the only damn things that kusuo "canonically" is are a tsundere, an unreliable narrator, and a fucking liar LMFAOOO.. babe thats like basic reading comprehension, im sorry..
EDIT: it should go without saying not to send a person hate just because of a silly post like this one(+i dont have any reach anyway so im sure it wouldnt happen, but i wanna say this nonetheless lol) but i would just like to say that i just checked and realized that this person is 15 years old, so like... yeah, too young to be arguing with grown people on the internet. dont take this too serious or send this person hate pls lol..
#nobody who isnt aroace is allowed to tell ME what character has to be aroace#yall forget that we aroaces (+ESPECIALLY autistic aroaces) dont want or need your ugly white knight savior bs#'oh but im aroace n i also think hes aroace🤓' ok?? should i care about your hcs?#have your projection hcs or your regular random hcs- i literalky DONT care#but it becomes an issue when u try so desperately to defend it like this#like babe u sound so dumb☠️#its so confusing to me how u chronically online weirdos insist on making ur hcs canon#i promise u guys ur hcs dont have to be canon for u to enjoy them#its a VERY popular hc too like tf more do u want#im autistic and aroace and i say kusuo is demi and autistic#i am him and he is me so i know factually/j#so still on the aroace spectrum but either way i dont force my hcs on other people like u selfish weirdos do LOL#also this person and the replies being like 'just cuz not all autistic ppl r aroace doesnt mean none can be' YEA OBVIOUSLY?#UR ARGUING WITH THE WALL AND ITS CRAZY CUZ NOBODY EVER SAID THAT#literally not one fucking person said he cant be aroace- just that it isnt canon#do u even fucking hear urselves.. YOURE the ones saying he cant be anything other than aroace.. so YOURE the one doing the forcing..#u guys love pushing ur stereotypes on others and then defending it to high fucking hell#anyway sorry i dont have a public twitter so im saying my piece here#the link looks suspicious as hell twitter pwease give me a better link#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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i love my friends so much. i feel like yesterday i had a lot of shit going on in my head and i woke up to my friend explaining things in a way that put my mind at ease. i dont feel as anxious anymore because i know i was overthinking. i think my dad said it best when he told me that he thought my wonderful brain of mine just wants to think problems are bigger than they actually are. he is right! im just inexperienced in life and half of the time im scared im doing something wrong but- HEY. i need to be more confident in making mistakes. making mistakes doesn't define me as a person!! i need to stop worrying about doing life right and just live for the sake of living and doing what makes me happy!!!!!!!
#thank u blake. u really helped#also nessa!! thank u for that reblog about your perspective on my one post about feeling lost career wise#it helps me to know im not the only one living this life because holy fuck i can feel confused sometimes because.. am i doing this right?#and you know what? theres no correct path that i think there is but im just not good without a direct direction. it makes me a little#anxious about things#i dont know if its because i have some form of a disorder but i function better when i plan stuff out and give myself something to#decompress the problems and thoughts because in my brain theyre just all stuck and clumped together#and that can get a bit scary and overwhelming!!!#im just glad i have people that care about me. it means literally everything to me#so even if i dont 100% reply dont think i dont care because literally any ANY advice or kindness you show to me means the world#we're all just living this little life and we might as well make the best of it#people care..... thats just.... its good... it makes me feel less alone that people do#i love my friends so much#evennnn if we dont talk every day or are only mutuals in passing!!! it literally means a lot if people show me kindness#like holy shit!!! your older than me? and your dealing with a similar experience??? and your telling me that its okay??? and that itll be#okay?????#like#just the reassurance that things will be okay and work out and that im not the only one dealing with a feeling like mine#idk sometimes i just feel like im crazy and like my thoughts make no sense?? you know?? but yall get it#im glad that i have people who are older than me in my life cause yall have experienced stuff that i can use to be better#like your life experiences can help me in a way that can make a difference on my perspective on things#its why i like talking to my coworkers. because theyve seen things and done things i havent and their perspective can teach me potentially#i just dont feel so overwhelmed with life when i talk to people who understand#i feel so young and yet old enough to know but even the people who are older dont know so im sort of on the right track i suppose depending#on how you look at it#so- im just gonna live my life and smile because!!! you gotta.#you gotta surround yourself with people who can enrich you and teach you things for the better and make you want to grow#some of you are like that#you may not know that#but that kindness means so much
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ok i'm going to sleep but for the first time in months there has been progress on my quest to quantify how much dialogue each Star Trek character has!!! i've located and fixed the mysterious error that was giving me grief last time i was working on this project and now know what i need to get done — basically just making graphs for each individual character per season and then writing up the relevant tumblr posts with a brief interpretation. i did TOS tonight and it took about 2 hours so fingers crossed i'll knock the rest of them out in a few days and can finally share my results!
#i could release the masterpost i wrote up now but i want to put everything out at the same time because all the data is on one sheet anyways#and knowing me ill take another 6 month break lmao#i was trying to figure out a way to do cross-show comparisons for so long but i couldnt figure it out besides looking at the captains#i had a few other cool analysis angles but all of them got too confusing + too small sample size#i did end up doing a gender & race comparison because i think thats genuinely useful (and has interesting results)#my brain is kinda friend though because the tos was definitely the most boring of the data bc its not an ensemble show#but it felt weird to *not* include it yknow#okay okay im going to sleep#just had to update yall with my fun friday night plans#sometimes i just think about how long ive been working on this and cry (about a year and a half)#my posts
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Would anyone like an analysis about why I think Onyx from Boy Girlfriend is transfem/bigender/genderqueer
#like ik theyre insecure abt being a guy cuz they thought keane wouldnt love them unless they were a girl but i think theres more to it#also SORRY THE WAY I PUT THE “IM ONYX” PANEL AFTER THE “IM NOT TRANS” PANEL MAKES IT LOOK LIKE THEY JUST TRANSFORMED OR SOME SHIT#also i dont think they're binary trans cuz i think they still are a guy but also potentially partially a girl#AHGGGBGBGHHGH#boy girlfriend#< CMON EVEN THE TITLE#and its still labeled as a “bl” story so obv not fully a girl#i think mostly a guy? idk im confused ill have to read it all again#but the line “shes a REAL girl” implies they see themselves as “a 'fake' girl” aka STILL “a girl”#and the “even both” line from keane would feel unnecessary if onyx was completely cis. u get what i mean??? it might be there for a reason#btw for context theyre crossdressing cuz keane asked them to cuz reasons and while onyx makes it seem like they hate it#they were girly as a kid but stopped presenting that way due to being bullied and also cuz their dads an abusive queerphobic asshole#so i dont think they hate presenting that way theyre just scares of what others think#and obv being feminine ≠ being a girl. but KEANES “EVEN BOTH” LINE CMON YALL#webtoon#boy girlfriend webtoon#they just want to feel loved#edit: and the fact that they reallyy felt the need to know for SURE keane likes them just as much even as a guy makes me believe again theyr#e not binary trans theyre still partially a gyy
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jean and reiner were fighting side by side, literally in sync, taking cues from ea body language in that final battle for ppl to say someone else (the ones thats left alive at least) has the best chemistry with jean …..
#if u look pass your heteronormative bias#u will see jeans meaningful relationships with actual interaction are with men mostly asdfjkl#but yall are not ready for that#the way ppl confuse looking good together with chemistry bleagh#in s4 jean only has chemistry with 3 ppl. im just gonna say it. hange floch reiner. thats a fact idc#aot rambles
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im yapping so much about my longfic but i need you all to know im trying sooooooo hard not to yap about the plot itself. Because i was an idiot and put a small mystery in my fic. Which means i should probably leave it a surprise
#IM TRYING SO HARD#to find a balance between writing enough so people wont be confused about the 'reveal'#but not writing so much that it makes Lloyd and Javier look stupid for not figuring it out sooner#why did i DO THIS#WHAT THE FUCK#sun writes fic#edit: i mean. if you know anything about writing conventions yall will probably guess correctly pretty quickly#im not THAT smart#but i just hope i dont make our boys look dumb in anything other than their love lives
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stared at geto suguru a little too long and now my gender envy is so bad, it makes me wanna SCREAM
#like fkljhslkgjh#its so BAD#idk why this just hit me out of nowhere#im so confused gender is so confusing sexuality is so confusing i dont know a thing yall#like i like being a woman i think? i like being feminine but also not always and my body dysmorphia has been getting worse too lately and#idk i also look at certain guys and im like.... i wanna look like that like i wanna express my gender like that too and its so???????#idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk#help#gflkdhglk#idk if this even makes sense and i doubt anyone reads these tags but if u did im sorry u had to see me rambling like that ghdlkgldh
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(i hope this goes without saying that literally headcanon what you want: i'm criticizing the people who talk shit and can't accept other's people's headcanons. that's who i think is boring and annoying. there's complexity in Mizu's character in a lot of ways. I really cannot see how this headcanon is erasing any part of her identity. Please do feel free to correct me on this.)
I feel like ppl who hate on ppl who hc mizu as genderfluid are 1) boring, and 2) annoying. But most of all, they always use that dialogue between her n mikio, where she says she had to be one to enact her revenge.
Mizu is a person who is in an extremely sexist country, also being targeted for being mixed. In a way, being a boy was necessary. I also think that Mizu has found some comfort in being a man, in living like one. He prefers, in some ways, how a man is treated and is very comfortable being one not only out of necessity, but also because he likes it.
Now, just because he likes being a man, doesn't mean she also doesn't love being a woman. During the mikio arc, we all saw she was comfortable being a woman, she liked some parts of it even: being someone who deserves protection, who doesn't know how to throw a knife or fight for her life, who takes care of horses n cooks not just for herself; for her, being a woman means not doing what she has to as a man, which is fight for herself and enact revenge and live alone n all that.
At the same time, they're not totally a woman, nor a man. Because Mizu is not only about their gender, either man or woman: Mizu is a person who revels in both being masculine n feminine, but if they had the choice they would be both. They're part of both worlds (male n female) of edo Japan, and just as much as both worlds bring them immense amounts of pain, there's also a great deal of euphoria that they both give Mizu, and a mix of both is what gives them total peace.
I always think abt how effortlessly Mizu fought with mikio, since she was completely unrestrained and free there: both of her worlds were colliding and she fought in a way we dont rly see any other time in the series. Not only cuz she wasn't wearing her binder, but because all of her truth was revealed at the time, n she didn't have to hide any part of her then.
So yh anyways. Mizu genderfluid. And bisexual. And polyamorous.
#blue eye samurai#mizu blue eye samurai#mizu#hey look i posted a thing#come get yall headcanons#anyways yall can hc all u want#but when yall fight each other?? wtf bro. yall r boring n annoying#ppl who hc mizu as always being a woman are always the most annoying when we hc anything else#at least from what i've seen. also ppl who hc mizu as lesbian are very angry at ppl who hc her as anything else#again from what i've seen. u can hate a hc with all u want but. like. don't harass others bro#if ure gonna be mean and weird abt others hcs im gonna be weird to u back. or just block u tbh. theres no point#like stfu pls#sorry yall#but yh#if anything abt this hc erases mizu's character in anyway i rly dont see it. im rly confused. seriously
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EXCUSE ME?!?!?!!!!
#SEUNGMIN FOREHEAD 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️#i only watched the trailer now im so sorry hahsksh also i just realized they dropped the cb trailer on my bday (my time) but i was too busy#to acknolwedge it#this concept is so confusing bc tf do you mean you’re ground#is this a continuation of the i am series or a culmination#WHY GROUND#also everyone looked so good but ever since their budgets 📈📈📈📈 their trailers have been cryptic#anyway#i will be thinking about this for the rest of the day#and im thinking of dropping a felix fic i wrote a while back bc i once again foreshadowed smth in the trailer 🙊#BYE YALL#toff.txt
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daily reminder that the block button is free
#im actually so confused i woke up and bam. everyone is fighting. hello??????????? guys???#i dont have anything to say about whats actually happening bc like. i dont care at all.#as soon as yall start getting passive agressive i immeadley tune yall out. i am looking in the other direction. i do NOT care#have fun ig??? i dont really know if yall do this for fun or. im just gonna. keep doing what im doing ig. im just living my life#soeepy
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*drops another galactic’d hermitcraft grian-centric au on you*
have fun :)
#grian#watcher grian#superhero/villain au time lets gooo#my art#grian fanart#watcher grian fanart#technically theres a little scar fanart there too but its small and i dont have a solid design so it looks bas sooo#minecraft galactic#standard galactic#hermitcraft fanart#mcyt fanart#fuckin dropping aus on yall like confetti#edit: technically this is shipping#so im gonna tag it as much just for technicality#i personally am aroace and just find them cute together as like friends#but dating works better for the plot so#hermitshipping#<-ONLY THE CHARACTERS#honestly youl only really see even a very confused-narator-esque bit in that big text block in the left bottom so#idk avoid that if you wnat?#(also for the record i can and will translate any and all text for whoever asks)#(most of it is just art qritiqye courtesy of me as im still fleshing out character designs#lol)
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visit my new tag #ellis's adventures in late capitalism customer service and predatory business practices for highly entertaining accounts of my experiences dealing with any kind of company's or government's wonderful treatment of their obviously very strongly valued customers and their very astronomically high quality offered services
#psalms#a new tag for any rant posts like the last one i just made or the one from a few weeks ago about the fun of cancelling a subscription#under the influence of current day late capitalism business management practices#truly makes me feel seen and cared for as a client i promise you#10/10 customer service would recommend if you want to have a laff at how hilariously atrocious someone is at doing their job#or at how fucking deluisonal companies and businesses can be when faced with even a little bit of notoriety#and dont even get me started about government offered services and how much i love having to get anything from them#quebec's gubbermint cant even make a website that doesnt look like it's still the year 2005 and whose menus make any kind of sense#like yall trying to find information about anything on a gov site is a lost cause both in the case of qc and canada#both official government sites couldn't be more confusing and disjointed and info couldn't be any harder to access if it was on purpose#their websites are so so so badly made that it's almost fucking hilarious#i have never felt frustration such as when we were working on my wife's immigration papers and had to find answers on the CIA's website#canadian immigration agency you know that cia not... you get it#maybe put some of those tax dollars you love allocating to military budgets à la con into making yourself an usable website you fucks#maybe with some of the money you're not actually fixing roads and schools and hospitals with you could hire a web developer#anyways#im v mad w the state of things tonite :)#ellis's adventures in late capitalism customer service and predatory business practices
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another holiday spent alone in this room. im rlly calm and chill abt it tho
#i grew up in this room and i will die in this room. i will never escape. but im rlly chill abt it tho#watching ppl complain abt thanksgiving whereas i would be willing to kill a man for that kind of familial connection#like i would actually kill a man for my mom to even look at me. and yall got ur families making a whole massive dinner for holidays#whatever whatever WHAT FUCKING EVER at least my canadian friends arent having a holiday today either. even if its because they already had#being unemployed is so awesome until u have so much free time that u start to remember more of ur childhood. fuck man#whatever. im chill. im cool im chill im chilling im casual im fine#scott speaks#this post is sooo cringe sorry guys. im tweaking out rlly bad.#i fear today may be a day i need to be drunk for the entire day#if i get drunk enough if i get so dizzy and confused and fuzzy i might just forget that i still havent left this same room
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