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the thing about art is that it was always supposed to be about us, about the human-ness of us, the impossible and beautiful reality that we (for centuries) have stood still, transfixed by music. that we can close our eyes and cry about the same book passage; the events of which aren't real and never happened. theatre in shakespeare's time was as real as it is now; we all laugh at the same cue (pursued by bear), separated hundreds of years apart.
three years ago my housemates were jamming outdoors, just messing around with their instruments, mostly just making noise. our neighbors - shy, cautious, a little sheepish - sat down and started playing. i don't really know how it happened; i was somehow in charge of dancing, barefoot and laughing - but i looked up, and our yard was full of people. kids stacked on the shoulders of parents. old couples holding hands. someone had brought sidewalk chalk; our front walk became a riot of color. someone ran in with a flute and played the most astounding solo i've ever heard in my life, upright and wiggling, skipping as she did so. she only paused because the violin player was kicking his heels up and she was laughing too hard to continue.
two weeks ago my friend and i met in the basement of her apartment complex so she could work out a piece of choreography. we have a language barrier - i'm not as good at ASL as i'd like to be (i'm still learning!) so we communicate mostly through the notes app and this strange secret language of dancers - we have the same movement vocabulary. the two of us cracking jokes at each other, giggling. there were kids in the basement too, who had been playing soccer until we took up the far corner of the room. one by one they made their slow way over like feral cats - they laid down, belly-flat against the floor, just watching. my friend and i were not in tutus - we were in slouchy shirts and leggings and socks. nothing fancy. but when i asked the kids would you like to dance too? they were immediately on their feet and spinning. i love when people dance with abandon, the wild and leggy fervor of childhood. i think it is gorgeous.
their adults showed up eventually, and a few of them said hey, let's not bother the nice ladies. but they weren't bothering us, they were just having fun - so. a few of the adults started dancing awkwardly along, and then most of the adults. someone brought down a better sound system. someone opened a watermelon and started handing out slices. it was 8 PM on a tuesday and nothing about that day was particularly special; we might as well party.
one time i hosted a free "paint along party" and about 20 adults worked quietly while i taught them how to paint nessie. one time i taught community dance classes and so many people showed up we had to move the whole thing outside. we used chairs and coatracks to balance. one time i showed up to a random band playing in a random location, and the whole thing got packed so quickly we had to open every door and window in the place.
i don't think i can tell you how much people want to be making art and engaging with art. they want to, desperately. so many people would be stunning artists, but they are lied to and told from a very young age that art only matters if it is planned, purposeful, beautiful. that if you have an idea, you need to be able to express it perfectly. this is not true. you don't get only 1 chance to communicate. you can spend a lifetime trying to display exactly 1 thing you can never quite language. you can just express the "!!??!!!"-ing-ness of being alive; that is something none of us really have a full grasp on creating. and even when we can't make what we want - god, it feels fucking good to try. and even just enjoying other artists - art inherently rewards the act of participating.
i wasn't raised wealthy. whenever i make a post about art, someone inevitably says something along the lines of well some of us aren't that lucky. i am not lucky; i am dedicated. i have a chronic condition, my hands are constantly in pain. i am not neurotypical, nor was i raised safe. i worked 5-7 jobs while some of these memories happened. i chose art because it mattered to me more than anything on this fucking planet - i would work 80 hours a week just so i could afford to write in 3 of them.
and i am still telling you - if you are called to make art, you are called to the part of you that is human. you do not have to be good at it. you do not have to have enormous amounts of privilege. you can just... give yourself permission. you can just say i'm going to make something now and then - go out and make it. raquel it won't be good though that is okay, i don't make good things every time either. besides. who decides what good even is?
you weren't called to make something because you wanted it to be good, you were called to make something because it is a basic instinct. you were taught to judge its worth and over-value perfection. you are doing something impossible. a god's ability: from nothing springs creation.
a few months ago i found a piece of sidewalk chalk and started drawing. within an hour i had somehow collected a small classroom of young children. their adults often brought their own chalk. i looked up and about fifteen families had joined me from around the block. we drew scrangly unicorns and messed up flowers and one girl asked me to draw charizard. i am not good at drawing. i basically drew an orb with wings. you would have thought i drew her the mona lisa. she dragged her mother over and pointed and said look! look what she drew for me and, in the moment, i admit i flinched (sorry, i don't -). but the mother just grinned at me. he's beautiful. and then she sat down and started drawing.
someone took a picture of it. it was in the local newspaper. the summary underneath said joyful and spontaneous artwork from local artists springs up in public gallery. in the picture, a little girl covered in chalk dust has her head thrown back, delighted. laughing.
#writeblr#warm up#this is longer than i wanted i really considered removing that part about myself and what i went thru#but i think it really fucking bothers me that EVERY time i talk about being an artist#ppl assume i just like. had the skill and ability to drop everything and pay for grad school.#like sir i grew up poor. my house wasn't a safe space. i gave up a FREE RIDE TO LAW SCHOOL. for THIS. bc i chose it.#was it fucking hard? was i choosing the hard thing?? yes.#but we need to stop seeing artists as lazy layabouts that can ''afford'' to just ''sit around and create''#when MANY - if not MOST - of us are NOT like that. we have to work our fucking ASSES off. hard work. long and hard work#part of valuing artists is recognizing the amount we sacrifice to make our art. bc it doesn't just#like HAPPEN to us. also btw it rarely has anything to do with true talent.#speaking as someone with a chronic condition i hate when ppl are like u have it easy. like actively as i'm writing this my hands r#ACTIVELY hurting me. i haven't been posting bc my left hand was curled in a claw for the last week#this isn't fucking luck. after a certain point it's not even TALENT. it's dedication & sacrifice.#''u get to flounce around and do nothing with ur life'' is a narrative that is a direct result of capitalism#imagine if we said that about literally any other profession.#''oh so u give up 10 yrs of ur life to be a doctor? u sacrifice having a social life and u get SUPER in debt?#u need to work countless hours and it will often be thankless? well i wish i was that lucky''#we should be applying that logic to landlords ONLY#''oh ur mom and dad gave u the money to buy a house? and all u did was paint it white and rent it? huh.''
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tags update: rafah is 8th on trending
edit: it is now at 7th
FOR CONTEXT:
israel has launched an invasion and heavy bombing of rafah(a.k.a the "safe zone" 1.7 million Palestinians were forced into) after the UN approved a ceasefire resolution for the rest of ramadan... all 2 weeks of it. results were 14 votes for YESes. 0 NOs. and 1 didn't vote(take a guess who it was) the resolution called for an unconditional release of all hostages on both sides. so yes, mr "i am totally just doing this to get my hostages back whom i totally care about and totally didn't kill" Israel is launching harder attacks even after being promised all hostages release. just in case anyone was still questioning if Israel was using hostages as just an excuse for colonialism
russia tried to turn it into a permanent ceasefire but the US vetoed it. i guess vetoing a ceasefire looks less bad when russia is the one proposing it
DON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE
#also bibi cancelled his visit to the US because of this... Oh ThE TraGeDy#i read about the resolution and was like “huh i wonder how long it will take israel to break it”#i didn't even have time to post THAT and they already did it#yemen#jerusalem#tel aviv#current events#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#news on gaza#palestine news#news update#war news#war on gaza#settler colonialism#genocide#gaza genocide#Gaza port#rafah
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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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whats more powerful, the metaphysical force of all space time or two besties with one braincell [ID in alt]
#doctordonna#doctor who#14th doctor#donna noble#fan art#my art#art#my fan art#long time no post huh?!#im getting back into things#i have 2 jobs went through a break up now im just trying to find any time for things i enjoy#and what i enjoy right now?#doctor who christmas special#YEAH THIS IS PRETTY TOPICAL#read: from almost 2 months ago lmao
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🎤 so what exactly do you think Xisuma's subconscious is trying to tell him exactly........... it couldn't have ANYTHING to do with a certain doctor would it.........
I cannot believe someone on the internet would send me this message
#THOUGHHT I’D BE ABLE TO GET AWAY WITH ONE SINGLE NON-DBHC POST HUH????? FREAKS???#WELL TOO BAD ITS DBHC TIME I GUESS#I haven’t laughed this hard in a REALLY long time#good lord /pos#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc sillies#dbhc xisuma#dbhc doc#art escapades#dbhc ask#ask#anon#suggestive#I GUESS? IS THAT THE FIRST TIME I’M USING THAT TAG??? AND ITS FOR T H I S ???????
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@scimagic Uhhh made this because I just think they’re dynamic is neat. Also completely agree with the Puzzle headcanon super fun silly and very on point. As we speak he is clinging for his dear life :))
I really enjoy seeing the illustrated storyline you have unfolding between the two and figured it would be nice to see this motorcycle sequence in motion. So tadaa here it is! In animated form! Now your obligated to make a full length written novel in-depth about their relationship /j
Sincerely though thanks for the creative inspiration and keep on being a swagger artist 👍✨
#Whoops seems my hand slipped—silly me these aren’t my characters! Here’s your lovelies back sorry for abducting them momentarily :))#tagging people is scary I’m just going to hide under a rock after this gets posted jksjsksp#my brain goes ‘teehee my genius hidden evil scheme no one saw coming—yess I shall gift lovely artists fanart when they least expect it’ >:3#and then once it’s actally time to post my brain goes crisis mode and implodes#like why am I drawing attention to myself huh? why can’t I scutter off as a masked anonymous figure into the night#oh well at least we made a dope ass motorcycle animation hell yea. Hopefully you like it <3#honestly in retrospect kinda surprises me that Puzzles doesn’t have a helmet…pretty sure his screen is durable but not THAT durable#one oopsie woopsie and that thing will get cracked again <<#but then again where are you ever going to find a rectangle screen shaped helmet to fit his head jksjsksp#there’s simply no winning#oh uh also incase anyone wishes to know the logistics of making this….didn’t take too long just three days! Pretty speedy :3#ok now this is the part where I twiddle my hands and await results lol#…..also just occurred to me the motorcycle model should’ve been a Harley or Suzuki I’m just dumb and forgor#even tho it was specified in the tags of the initial post I referenced heavily#like I was staring at the art for reference + online material but that useful tidbit of tag information flew over my head :P#sorry all you get is the generic motorcycle model….mission failed better luck next time *dies*#hplonesome art#not my characters#gift for someone else#do I even need to specify that in tags NO CLUE I’M PARANOID/j
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#pecharunt#OKAY!!! yeah this is the last pokémon in the natdex. fuckin crazy‚ huh?#i appreciate everyone who's stuck around this long and hope you enjoyed the ride#it kinda snuck up on me‚ didn't it? i happened to look at who i was queueing up for today and. it was. the last pokémon#didn't know how to feel about that. as of this point in time (in the past) i'm still trynna figure out what to do with this blog after#this point but hopefully by the time this posts i'll have it figured out#here's to new ventures!#also this mochi fucker had some bangin music and a weird fucked up storyline etc etc you know the drill
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danganronpa posting in 2024 i need to be taken out back and shot
#the demons got to me#v3 i miss you#matt rambles#my art#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#drv3#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#rantaro amami#anyways… long time no post huh
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Do you remember before? We stood facing each other on opposite sides of that door. Now we stand side-by-side. Let's go home together this time.
#kingdom hearts#sora#riku#soriku#ddd#the hunchback of notre dame#gifs#ali's gifs#ali's kh gifs#i promise im alive ive just been dealing with mental health stuff (and spending less time on social media in general)#but i noticed this while editing ddd scenes for soriku comp 2.0#and now im MAD at myself for not seeing it sooner bc its NOT IN MY DISNEY COUPLES PARALLELS VIDEO >:((((((#anyway wild that both of these shots happen in the same game huh#and the heights line up (riku is on the same side as phoebus and hes taller than sora)#(just like phoebus is taller than esmeralda)#no hand holding tho cuz SENA is homophobic /s#alternate caption: lyrics from chikai#'light flows in from the opened door/i want to stay by your side forever after this too/theres been no other choice for me since long ago'#also hey using tag bundles through xkit switched this back to the old post editor and i can use pre text again 8)
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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped
[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]
#my art#mysme#mystic messenger#v mystic messenger#jihyun kim#ummmm hi guys#^-^#fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well.#i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is#im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow#and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh.....#this soundssss. familiar.#anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V#i adore this song though. and it compels me#i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is#i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings#i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me#anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO.#we'll see when i post this#its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired#iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^;#been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution#OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand
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"The night has a scent...my mouth remembers... Yato."
it's been over two years since i last did a manga coloring but i had to do this one to celebrate noragami's final chapter. thank you again Adachitoka for such a special series 🤍
#noragami#noragami spoilers#noragami final chapter#noragami end#yatori#yato#iki hiyori#long time no coloring huh#doing colorings for this series is what got me back into digital art back in 2018#and i literally would not be where i am today without this series#also art posts from me two days in a row? who am i#colorings#noragamicolorings
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Finally...
Jaune: Pyrrha!
Pyrrha: Jaune?
Jaune: I want to keep you safe, and watch your back!
Pyrrha: !
Jaune: I... I love you! And I'm in love with you!
Jaune: I LOVE YOU, PYRRHA NIKOS!
Pyrrha:
Jaune: !
Pyrrha: N-No! It's not- I'm not... I'm just... I'm just so happy. (Sniffles) You're the only one who saw me for me, and- (Hiccups) I've been waiting for this moment for so long... And I never had it in me to ask you first. So, I'm... I'm happy you were the first one to say it. Because I... I never...
Jaune: So... You... Is it okay for me to assume that?
Pyrrha: (Smiles, Nods) Jaune Arc... I love you. And I'm in love with you more than anyone else could ever be in love with you.
Jaune: (Leans close) Pyrrha...
Pyrrha: (Leans close) Jaune...
THUD!
Ren: (On the floor) Ow...
Jaune: R-Ren?! Nora?! Team RWBY?! Professor Goodwitch?!
Ruby: (Giddily claps) Congratulations, you two~! This is just like in my comics, except better~!
Weiss: I guess this means it's okay for us to tell Jaune, too.
Yang: (Chuckles) It's official that we're cheating on each other now, huh~?
Nora: You guys were about to do it, huh~?
Ren: Forgive me. I was also spying on you.
Blake: This is so touching.
Goodwitch: I was just passing by, so I'll let this slide just this once.
Jaune: Would you guys get out of here already?!
Pyrrha: This is the greatest moment of my life and you guys are ruining it~!
Jaune/Pyrrha: (Look at each other)
Jaune: ...
Pyrrha: ...Th-This is your fault, too... I'm all flustered because you confessed to me...
Jaune: Huh?! My fault?!
RWBYNRG: YEAH, THAT WORKS.
Jaune: HEY!
Blake/Yang: (Shove Arkos together) Back to it, you two~!
RWBYNRG: (Scatter out, Shut the door)
Jaune: ...
Pyrrha: ...
Jaune: (Smiles) Pyrrha...
Pyrrha: (Smiles) Jaune...
THE END...?
#rwby#highschool dxd#jaune arc#pyrrha nikos#ruby rose#yang xiao long#weiss schnee#nora valkyrie#blake belladonna#lie ren#glynda goodwitch#arkos#guess it's time to harem post now huh?
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tetra is having a Day
#my posts#my art#the legend of zelda#wind waker#tloz#tloz wind waker#tloz ww#wind waker fanart#like imagine you break through a window cool as to save your sorta bestie#only oops oh no some dude the size of a mountain wearing a bathrobe has you by the neck and is saying some wild stuff about whatever#and you very reasonably pass out on account of the being strangled#next thing you know you wake up on your sorta bestie’s talking (!) boat not dead which is a definite plus#but also UNDER THE LITERAL ACTUAL OCEAN. OKAY.#so the talking (!!) boat is like ‘go find the whatever’ so your sorta bestie takes you on a quick jaunt through this MASSIVE building#like this thing is bigger than windfall island and just under the ocean?? this whole time apparently??#anyway so it’s pretty chill you go down into the basement there’s some sweet statues and then a dude in ANOTHER bathrobe appears#yada yada says some stuff turns out the talking (!!!) boat was actual the ghost of some long dead rando who’s like a king ig and THEN#HE FIDDLES WITH YOUR MUM’S TRIANGLE NECKLACE AND SUDDENLY YOU’RE IN SOME MUSTY DRESS WITH MORE LACE THAN SENSE AND ALSO A PRINCESS??#which. okay. take a second to process THAT mess and huh if you’re a princess and the dead boat dude is a king wouldn’t that mean- AUGH#this takes place over like maybe 5 hours including the time you were Passed Out On Account Of The Strangulation#AND THEN YOU GET LOCKED IN THE BASEMENT LIKE????#anyways tetra should’ve systematically smashed every stained glass window in the place. she deserved it for having the Worst Day Of Her Life
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the meaning behind the kanji of mizu and taigen's names is literally not ever gonna leave my mind.
like are you kidding me. mizu is 水 ("water"), we all know that. but what drives me insane is that taigen is 泰源 ("peaceful origin").
so when you put them together ("tai" 泰 + "mizu" 水), you literally get "peaceful water."
MIZU ALONE IS JUST MIZU, BUT PUT TAIGEN NEXT TO HER AND IT'S MIZU, BUT AT PEACE.
ALSO, both "tai" 泰 and "gen" 源 contain the "mizu" 水 character as a radical. for those unfamiliar with japanese or even chinese, a radical basically means a building block for another character; so in this case, the kanji for "tai" and "gen" both use the kanji for "mizu" as one of their building blocks.
this is also why, while "gen" 源 can refer to any general type of origin or source, it also specifically refers to a fountainhead: a source of water, or the origin of a river or stream.
and like yeah okay i know that it's a 99.9% chance that the creators didn't even think about any of this. but STILL. the brainworms have fully taken over and i am going CRAZY.
#mizu x taigen#taigen x mizu#taimizu#blue eye samurai#like this is greatly the reason why i prefer taimizu over taizu as their ship name#bcs taizu is like. huh. what's the kanji for “zu”? it doesnt matter it's irrelevant here bcs “mizu” itself has its own kanji and meaning#the only way to spell out taizu then is to use the hiragana or katakana but in that case it wouldnt mean anything#BUT THIS???? GUYS..... IT LITERALLY MEANS “PEACEFUL WATER”.... “PEACEFUL MIZU”. LIKE CMONNNNN#taimizu in my mind = 💚💙=🌳🌊#yeah i'm scheduling this post it's been in my drafts for way too long it's time to let it roam free#fandom.rtf
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“The missions... the nightmares... they’re... finally... over.”
ARC TROOPER FIVES in The Clone Wars 6.04 — Orders
#arc trooper fives#captain rex#anakin skywalker#the clone wars#tcw#501st legion#501st battalion#501st#coruscant guard#commander fox#yeah it's THAT scene i've never gif'd until now#also hi its been A LONG time huh#i'm sorry this is the gifset i post for my comeback#**#*fives#*tcw#star wars#star wars the clone wars#swanimation#swcreators#swedit#swsource#prequelsnet#tcw 6x04
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without giving away spoilers for the new vengeance saga from epic: the musical --
man, the second half of "six hundred strike" sure fits percy de rolo against orthax or sylas briarwood a little too well
#epic the musical#epic the musical spoilers#tlovm#the legend of vox machina#percy de rolo#percival de rolo#cr 1#critical role#epic the vengence saga#epic: the musical#epic: the vengeance saga#cocoapost#i haven't posted anything about tlovm but i've been watching the series and been a fan of critical role for a long time#but. OH BOY. hooooooooooooo boy howdy#“HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HELPLESS. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KNOW PAIN.”#“LOOK WHAT YOU'VE TURNED ME INTO. LOOK AT WHAT WE'VE BECOME.”#hey jorge? jorge? what if you took my ENTIRE life huh. huh.#but also GEEEZ. oh man. percy my beloved#i love this musical but this moment was SO. so him.
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