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Chapter 9 of Long Lost and Left Wanting Posted!
It's me, I'm the problem, it's me... hi lovelies, hello, I'm back! Chapter 9 of Long Lost and Left Wanting is finally up!
Sorry for the LONG delay between updates, I've been very sick and have been dealing with a family health emergency as well over the past few months. Thanks for your love and sticking with this story! Love Must Clean House has not been abandoned by the way, I've just been struggling with how to begin what I see as basically part 2 of the story. More soon xx
"Oh, Mam, by the way, I’ve been meaning to ask, what’s the special ingredient in your cocoa - “ And Hope can’t take it anymore. “ Remus John, it’s cinnamon, which you should know by now, and you’re supposed to make it on the stovetop but given your history with the stove - “ she clucks her tongue and Remus flushes. “Mam, that was years ago!” “But what is it with all these questions! About recipes and children’s toys! Are you… are you trying to tell us I should start knitting baby clothes?” Silence descends over the line. Remus stares at her, slack jawed, as Lyall lets out a sigh and puts his head in hands. “Hopie…” he mutters. “What?!” She turns to him, mutinous.“You can’t tell me our son has ever had an interest in cooking!” “Well, no, but - ” “Mam, no, god, jesu mawr, it’s not - “ Remus was bright red, avoiding their eyes. Hope stared him down. “Coc y gath… it’s… you know Dorcas’ partner, Marlene? She has this new coworker that we’ve all become friends with who has kids. Well, they’re not his kids, really, one’s his little brother and the other’s his godson, but he’s basically all on his own and we just want to help out - ” Hope wasn’t sure this negated her grandkid theory. Not with the way her son was rambling with such a fond gleam in his eyes. “And he’s just a friend?” she probed.
#wolfstar#wolfstar in love#married wolfstar#wolfstar raising harry#wolfstar raising regulus#long lost and left wanting#my fics#wolfstar fic#hope lupin the best mother in law that ever was#lyall lupin is a good father#domestic fluff
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hey does anyone else ever think about archon!dorian and lose their minds
#he becomes the archon not for the glory of house pavus but to change tevinter for the better#do you think he has days where he’s scared he’s become what his father wanted all along even if he took his own path to get there#do you think he wonders if his father would’ve been proud of him? does that thought make him feel better or worse?#i fucking love archon!dorian. it’s an incredible arc for his character#he ran away from tevinter to protect himself. he returned to tevinter to protect others#after years of trying to fight for good in the magisterium with almost no success. after his closest ally wrongfully lost her seat#after seeing minrathous getting wrecked THREE TIMES over the course of veilguard. even if rook saves minrathous the dragon does damage#after thinking all hope is lost. all his magister allies dead. elgar’nan in control of minrathous. 9(?) years of work completely for naught#still deep in his heart he loves tevinter. he loves mae. he loves the shadows. he loved felix and alexius. he loved his father#for so long he ran away from his problems. avoided thinking about the wrongs he witnessed. made wry jokes about blood magic#but no more. he will rebuild tevinter from the ruin elgar’nan left in his wake with his own two goddamn hands#Anyway. I am normal.#veilguard spoilers#dorian pavus
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Okay. hear me out. Creaking Helsknight
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#mcyt#hermitcraft#helsknight#welsknight#the creaking#do you see my vision#his heart gets left back in hels when he comes to hc through the cloning machine#something something you are a creature not entirely your own devoted to one purpose belonging to one place#and then suddenly you are somewhere else and you are alone and without purpose and you are your own being for the first time in your life#and it feels like there is a hole in you somewhere. like you have lost something vital. you want to find it again. go home. feel whole.#but at the same time in it's absence you have become something else entirely#and you're not sure if you can ever go back to belonging to a separate whole again#not to. uh. get existential with it or anything.#thought about this too long today mayhaps. whoopsie.#anyways his name being hels like the place because he is entirely a part of it as an extension of the creaking heart... .. . .#literally the knight of hels as in created from it and not seperate from the land itself#idk what all of this would imply about wels lol#someone else can figure that out
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Acknowledge me. Love me.
#surprise! the baby yall kicked to the streets at 15 isnt a well adjusted adult and desperately wants your love and acceptance#wrestling#wwe#wwe raw#wwe raw on netflix#solo sikoa#roman reigns#the bloodline#wweedit#wrestlingedit#my gifs#you left him alone around your manipulative cousin and now he imitates him bc despite his abuse yall 'respect' and follow him#not sure what tf outcome you were expecting but here we are!#even if its out of fear you do not leave roman (long). like how solo was left. how solo continues to be left.#the person nearly a decade younger than you and did not have siblings closer to his age so he looked up to you#you were never equals but now he wants to be and still isnt#and he turned to a cousin closer to his peer age who was also rejected by the family who repeatedly spouts his love so loudly#roman has everything solo could want: a secure place at the top. loved by the family. usos loyally at his side calling him their brother.#so kinda poetic of him to word it 'no matter what i did to prove you my love' like ok shakespeare! break my heart king!#he just wants to be loved and accepted and respected im so sad#and roman just used him bc he lost his control on jey#IM SAD
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"Please! We come from a peaceful planet! We mean you no harm. We're unarmed!"
#Takashi Shirogane#Shiro#You're nothingness but shining and everywhere at once.#Voltron: Legendary Defender#Mine.#And so begins Shiro's Year in Hell.#(And cue the usual suspects making their tasteless 'you're not unarmed yet' 'jokes'.)#Still not as appalling as the video that likened Shiro's electro-stim bracelets keeping his muscles loose to a fabric tube man that flails#and flutters about outside of car dealerships.#Yet pretty damned awful all the same.#I don't know why Shiro's trauma is a joke while certain other characters are treated like they're#the biggest victims in the entire universe but this IS The Fandom Straight From Hell we're talking about.#All Shiro wanted to do was go on what very well might have been his final mission into deep space#maybe even one of his final flights as a pilot at all#before his body started to fail him.#He lost his long-term partner over this mission.#It was supposed to be routine.#And instead he gets abducted by universe-conquering tyrannical monsters and spends an entire year being tortured#experimented on#and having to fight for his life and kill or be killed for those monsters' entertainment.#Trauma isn't a damn contest but if it was#Shiro is racking up gold medals left and right while everyone else- aside from Allura and Coran- barely snags a bronze.#Sidebar: I love the animation on his hair as he falls.#Why did Studio Mir have to consistently make Shiro look so pretty as he's suffering?#All I want is to fly with queue.
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holy shit time flies...
#random#idk the other day i was just looking at the sun coming through my window and it dawned on me#life changed so much in the last 11 years#for the best... but damn#i'd only want to go back in time#only for my health#but i would never give up all the experiences i went through#the friendships made and lost#the failures and victories#ig it really is just life#it still makes me laugh tho how back in the days i had my majora wallpaper#fast forward and one of my best friend gifted me the 3D figurine... ig some things never change#i'll always be a mm fan and i love her sm#but really...#the fucking disgusting chair with pillows in 2013?#disguting#i didn't care tho... i was a poor student who lived constantly for 7 years under 1k in my bank account OTL#i usually hang my left over merch because...#idk#i want to be proud to look at them too#i spend HOURS ON THOSE T0T#then i got that one other wall that's just craking down with artist merch OTL#it's weird to feel like you've lived a long time now...#like i remeber very clearly 10+ years ago#it's so strange...
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It's my OCs' first birthday today, yippie!! They're enjoying their birthday with some tiny company and a horribly baked cake. But it's the thought that counts!
These are Pai, Aurelio, and Lizzie. They are a couple and run a diner together in the low suburbs of Halcandra. Their shop also serves as a safe space and shelter for other Star Borns just like them.
They also tend to take in the more little ones of their kind, soon after they've first formed. They look after them and teach them stuff, before letting them go to live independently. But they're always welcome back in their house! Be it for shelter, or a nice cup of coffee.
More about them under the cut. Be warned it gets kinda long.
Pai's ability is Cook. When he was little, he used to use his ability to make food to share with his whole neighborhood as a way of uniting everyone.
Since then he's been steadily building towards a goal, to open his very own Diner. He wanted to create a space for his community to thrive in, though he was severely disadvantaged in such a large city.
He's not one to give up and he always looks on the positive side of things. He tends to spoil the kids they look after with treats, and has a hard time saying no, so he often takes on more than he can handle.
He is the one that looks after the well-being of the kids, and generally, things that require a bit more... Tact. He looks after them when they're sick or injured, which is how he ends up meeting future GSA founders Arthur, Erebus, and Anansi.
Aurelio grew up in a scrapyard with 6 others of their kind, being kept there as guard dogs for the paranoid old man who owned the place. They were encouraged to fight each other for fun, which is how they got the scar across their face.
When they got too big and troublesome, most of them were kicked out of their home and left to fend for themselves.
Aurelio's Spear ability eventually landed them a job as a Knight for Halcandra's elites, where they worked alongside a few of their friends. Their job was to guard the meeting room and defend their assignment from threats.
A few years into this job, they and other soldiers were given a mission. A pair of dragons were nesting at the bottom of the Haldera Volcano, they had to get them out. Dragons are calm if not provoked, so relocation shouldn't be difficult...
As it turns out, the dragons were a mated pair. A male and a female, and they were viciously protecting their egg clutch.
In the battle against the dragons, Aurelio was injured and burned by fire, but their natural fire immunity allowed them to be one of the few survivors. Nevertheless, the Knights were successful in their mission and managed to drive the dragons out.
The 4 eggs that weren't crushed during the battle were passed off to the Ancients for research. They became the Guardian Angel Landia later on.
She was forced to retire from Knighthood at age 31. Due to the lasting effects of their injuries, Aurelio is the one who spends most of the time with the children. For better and for worse.
Because of their childhood, they have very skewed ideas of how to treat children. She'll often put them in dangerous situations unintentionally since she has no frame of reference to tell her that taking kids out to the Gator Pond isn't a very good idea.
Aurelio teaches the rougher life lessons. They've been through quite a bit, so they want the kids to learn how to defend themselves, and to be careful and not have others take advantage of them.
She does most of the disciplining and the one that gives timeouts and other such punishments. She is of the opinion that sometimes rough love is necessary to set someone straight. She's calm and loving, but a bit stuck in the old way of doing things.
Lizzie, real name Angeliz, is a 2-time college dropout who grew up upper class despite her species' disadvantage. She never had many friends growing up, since other kids didn't really like her, and resigned herself to being what her parents wanted her to be.
She tried to study medicine but quit after 2 years. Not wanting to further disappoint her parents, she went into law. Which she also hated but tried to commit to finishing despite how miserable it made her.
Meeting Pai and Aurelio helped her get through the year, but after Aurelio was injured, she quit law and started living with them. She helped Pai balance his business with taking care of Aurelio and eventually used some of the money she still had left to give Pai's Diner the little push forward it needed.
Despite the many etiquette classes she took as a child, Lizzie completely lacks social skills. She's a total disaster, especially when talking to someone she likes. Once she gets comfortable, her true personality starts to shine through.
She's a huge slob and kind of vulgar despite her cute appearance. She's easily angered and does not like to be teased, which makes putting up with bratty kids more difficult for her.
She tends to treat kids as little adults instead, which causes her to not be very mindful of their sensitivities. Even when in a good mood, trying to do her best, she always ends up saying the wrong thing and makes everything worse.
She handles the business aspect of their Diner, crunching numbers and reading over legal documents. She's really smart and knowledgeable, so she's the one who tends to teach kids reading, writing, and math.
Her ability is Bubble. She never used to like it, it was silly and useless to her, so she kept it hidden for years. After meeting her partners and becoming happy, she's started blowing bubbles more frequently. The kids love them.
#kirby#kirby series#kirby oc#oc: lizzie#oc: pai#oc: aurelio#polyorbs#that's just what i call them#their “ship name”#oc: erebus#oc: anansi#god I'm too ashamed to tag him#my art#arthur#<- just what i'll use for now#ANYWAY OC POSTING YAYYY I can't be normal about my ocs#so i yapped for way too long. including on these tags#and even then i still didn't manage to explain everything. or even specify how they met and got together and stuff#i tried my best to keep it brief and failed#i don't want to talk about how badly i fucked up that second drawing oh my godddd#i forgot to size up my sketch... I didn't even notice until i was doing the dialogue and i was like ew why does it look like that#So i apologize for both how tiny it is and its slight crustiness#couple of fun facts. lizzie wears glasses. though right now she wears contacts#she also has a scar on her left foot. and a big heart on her belly and one on her butt#her design is like. a care bear. but if it had the personality of a 52 year old dad#aurelio's injuries are on their arms and back. they put their arms up to protect their face after they lost their helmet#but the dragon crushed their arm plates. when they tried to retreat it slashed at their back#i unfortunately didn't get to finish aurelio's knight design in time. so you'll have to wait to see that
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#this is so incredibly niche omg im sorry#i was feeling nostalgic about my drarry times#i dont think i ever mentioned why i left the drarry fandom#sorry about that#its a boring story#in 2018 i got quite sick and struggled with my health#one side effect was me not being able to concentrate for longer periods of time#making me unable to read and draw drarry for the first time since i joined the fandom in 2005#when i got better i started slow by watching shows#thats how i got into The Untamed and got sucked into it#since i caj only hyperifxate on one thing at a time i just lost interest in drarry sadly#or maybe i subconciously assocciated it with my health struggles?#anyway this year i stumbled upon a drarry fic rec and coincidentally it was the last fic i read before getting sick#away childish things by lettered#btw#and i never got around to finishing it bc of everything#and i wanted closure maybe so i wanted to reread it#but that kinda led me to remembering why i loved drarry so much#and i miss it#i miss old fandom days on livejournal#sending christmas fandom postcards all around the world#so yeah#i wanted to do something to honor the 2 fandoms in my life that are very dear to me#love u all#sorry for the long story#for such a silly picture#wangxian#mdzs#drarry#the untamed
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Day 559
The end
#daily pearl doodles#pearlescentmoon#secret life smp#traffic life smp#mod morph#some details here about the hearts#pearls halo is empty because she has no hearts left#she also has no more markings under her eyes because shes lost all her lives#also she has the gumi hairstyle#where like the back of her hair is short but the front sides are long#because i didnt want to hide her sillouette#however thats spelled#and also its fun
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francis madoka magica crozier
(the witch designs are here and also posted separately with some lore under the tag 'the soul gem passage')
#the terror#puella magi madoka magica#obligatory magical girl au sketchdump#digital art#krita#francis crozier#harry goodsir#james fitzjames#john bridgens#cornelius hickey#also jopson would be SO homura coded that i cannot even handle drawing that someone please help me out with it#everyone is plagued by white magical beasts big and small x2. now with kyubey in the mix#you'd think finding the passage would be easier with their powers - and yet -#anyway sir john held back on becoming an mg until he was desperate to make a break for it#his wish was for the passage to be found - but he did not specify it would be him who'd find it#so he died long before that eventually happened#also no cat ears here if you see them that's just a diadem or another headpiece sorry#thinking about if hickey made his deal after the flogging#again in a bad state and with bad phrasing - just something like 'i wish to get out of here'#and then his ears perked up when they left the ships and he jumped at the chance to get everyone together because he thought he WOULD#get himself and all his boyfriends out.#well. they did leave crozier's camp#anyway i'm probably not gonna draw more of these so if anyone wants to join in i'd like to see some takes on their witch forms!#also yeah. crozier's shoulder pieces ARE modelled after tricorn hats#both bc he lost the other two captains and had to bear the responsibility for the expedition on his shoulders#and because i just wanted to use a symbol of power in a silly way as some mg outfits do#and yes jfj has a cprset and yes i was thinking of orpheus while drawing bridgens#and goodsir in a beret just felt right lol#also made hickey's clothes less open than the others' bc reasons#the soul gem passage
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co-high kings galadriel & celeborn
since elrond doesn't want the kingship, galadriel & celeborn are the eldest in middle-earth of the lines of Olwe and Elmo respectively. olwe is older but hes the king of the teleri not specifically doriath sindar so there might be some dispute between which line the sindarin high kingship jumps to, but they very conveniently happen to already be married and so can skip all that and just be twice the headache for sauron
#silm#silmarillion#galadriel#celeborn#doriath#they picked yellow (like the mallorn leaves) as their accent color in place of melians pink#imagine if this was their backup plan if the aragorn distraction failed#oops the first long-lost heir claiming an ancient kingship wasnt enough to draw saurons attention away from mordor?#how about TWO not-so-long-lost heirs claiming one and a half ancient HIGH KINGSHIPS#now i wonder what would be the plan c after that#elrond agrees to claim the kingship for the good of middle earth and then promptly throws the crown away finrod-style the moment they win?#give arwen the noldorin high king/queenship and a really big dog?#let the twins share?#wait what would be the line of succession for the sindarin kingship if elrond doesnt want it#of the line of olwe galadriels the only one of the grandchildren left in middle earth#celebrian would be next or possibly gildor if hes actually finrods son#of the line of elmo celeborn and possibly thranduil (if oropher is celeborns brother) are still around#celebrian also goes next on this line and legolas on thranduil's side#and cirdan is floating around somewhere in the vague realm of 'kin of thingol'
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Chapter 8 of Long Lost and Left Wanting is finally up!
CW: pure smut (we'll be back to our regularly scheduled content next chapter, check the chapter notes for more)
Remus pulls Sirius down and flips them over so Sirius is once again spread about beneath him, kissing him ferociously, groaning at the thought of Sirius tasting himself on Remus’ tongue. Hazy time passes with nothing more than the addicting push and pull of Sirius’ lips, his clever tongue, as Remus maps out the body he loves so well, until he feels Sirius’ breath hitch, a sure sign he’s ready to continue. “Desperate for it already, darling?” Remus trails his fingers down Sirius’ stomach, not yet touching. Sirius tilts his eyes downwards and bites his lips, a flush rising in his teeth. Embarrassed. Not yet in the place where he can let all his shame go. “Hey,” Remus catches his bottom lip gently. “Do you know how beautiful you are like this?” Sirius’ flush deepens and Remus can feel him squirm slightly. “Rem - “ “I - getting to take care of you like this - it means the world to me. “You,” Remus continues, brushing a kiss on the tip of Sirius’ nose; his jawline; that sensitive spot in the crook of his neck Remus loves to ravish; “are my greatest wish.” Sirius’ eyes glisten a little as he strokes Remus’ cheek. “Tu es mon miracle,” he murmurs, kissing Remus gently.
#my fics#wolfstar fic#modern wolfstar au#married wolfstar#wolfstar in love#smut#dom/sub#long lost and left wanting
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chat im crying about charles xavier at near 1AM i need professional help
#snap chats#'crying' is. Not Inaccurate but stronger than truth i simply got a lil teary eyed. ignore the fact this the first time i cried in months#its because im a few glasses in but thats ok. this wouldve happened anyway i just thought about him for too long#and by 'thought about him for too long' i simply saw the phrase 'charles xavier is left all alone' and i lost it#i dont have anything significant to say i just want charles to have a good day thats all i want. let my beautiful wife be happy ONCE#ok back to drawing silly shit maybe ill fefel normal afterwards. maybe ill delete this in the morning#just needed to remind ths website i love charles and i feel weirdly inclined to rewatch the proteus episodes of 92#those are some of my faves ... for whatever reason ...#ok bye bye
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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i'm gonna do more design testing on this, because i don't know if i like the sweater look i jotted down here LMAO but...
theia's Mobiansona (aka an organic disguise she wears)
#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#mun art tbt.#and then to the left is her normie robot form just uncolored lolol#anyone who remembers the old design deserves a veterans discount.#i like to think she likes wearing her organic disguise more than her robotic appearance.#because She made it herself and got to customize how she wanted to appear#BUT.... i'm not drawing or editing all those icons KJFDGKJD
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Elder dragon Teostra
#even tho I don’t post that often anyway I havent been able to cuz my room caught fire but everything is alg now#another drawing I made ages ago and wanted to draw other monsters to post w it but lost motivation#and now that I’ve left it this long to post it I’m not too happy w it#but whatever fuck it here it is#monster hunter#teostra#my art
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