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#pokepasta#abandon lonliness#abandoned loneliness#loneliness the eevee#unwanted the banette#ive been working on sprite edits for mn and its been fun teehee
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HOW IT FEELS TO DISAPPEAR: DESCENT
WARNINGS: Disturbing Imagery. FIRST || PREV | NEXT READ THE STORY ON AO3 [Try to comfort him.] [DO THE RIGHT THING. AND GET RID OF THE EEVEE.]
You can feel such an awful lump in your throat, seeing how hurt he is. You breathe in deeply and calm yourself. Your shaking voice sweetens into something soft and comforting.
"Blue..." you call to him, "Hey, look...! I'm here- I'm here for you, bud, you're not alone..."
He curls in on himself even tighter. You hear him mutter something, but it's so soft, so muffled, you can't quite understand.
"I- I'm sorry about earlier," you continue, willing yourself to keep your composure. "I'm sorry I left you alone for so long... but I'm here now! Whatever you're thinking and whatever's going on, you don't have to deal with it alone anymore. I promise. I may not know what's going on, but..."
You watch him perk up a bit. You feel a twinge of hope. That your words mean something. That you're getting through to him. That things will be okay.
"I want to help you," you finish, holding a hand out to him.
Blue turns, slowly. He meets your eyes from where he cowers below you, allowing you to finally see the poor boy's face.
His eyes and cheeks glisten with tears, and with how red and puffy they are, you wonder how long he's been here, crying like this. His dusty-brown irises almost seem to reflect as an ocean blue, despite the dim lighting...
"Leaf..." he whispers, turning and shakily rising to his feet. Your full attention lands on him- anything he has to say. You'll do anything.
"Please... Please..."
You watch your friend wince. You swear- you can hear some kind of second voice- a voice that seems to illicit that reaction from him. But you can't strain to listen, can't even react. Blue lurches forward, barely catching himself on your shoulders.
"Don't listen to him- to THEM- it's all LIES, Leaf, they just want-"
He gasps, head snapping up to look at something to the side. He seems so scared. Dread bubbling in your chest, you follow his eyes.
The countless Ghosts of unfamiliar Channelers turn to look right at you.
"... Run," he breathes, and then he starts to yell, "JUST GO, LEAF! GET OUT!!"
You try to protest, "but you-"
"NOW! JUST RUN!"
The way the boy screams, the way he shoves you away, the way Eevee cries in your arms... and the way you can feel every last ghost lurch towards you-
Pure instinct and adrenaline overwhelms you.
Half-stumbling from Blue's push, every fearful word and question dying in your throat, you turn heel and run.
Somehow, you don't have to turn to know that the spirits all rush right past Blue, leaving him untouched, unharmed-
It's the only thing that you can understand in this frantic moment: You're the one they want.
Thank the Gods, the exit to this floor has reappeared.
As fast as you feet could possibly carry you, you practically fly down the Pokemon Tower, the chill of bloody hands and screams of souls in rapid pursuit driving you forward in blind terror. The floors on floors of the graveyard are nothing but a blur of tiles and tombs and stairs and candlelight. You give nothing even a chance to slow you down.
As you focus your hands on clinging tight to Eevee, you feel your hat fly off your head- a consequence of your frantic speed and lack of care.
Stopping to save it isn't even a thought in your mind at this point.
Suddenly, you burst out of the front doors of the tower, and you finally lose your footing and fall face-first, skidding gracelessly into the dew-soaked grass of Lavender Town. Eevee is flung out of your arms on the way down, and you feel your one slipper fly off your foot, leaving you both empty handed and barefoot.
It hurts. Your face, elbows, knees all sting like hell with how hard you went down. You know you can't get up to save yourself quickly enough, not like this- your heart stops, knowing that this could be it. You squeeze your eyes shut and hide your face in your arms, ready to accept your fate...
...
...?
... You hesitantly lift your head, looking back towards the entrance to the tower.
Nothing's there. The doors are shut firmly behind you. None of the things that pursued you down the tower followed you out. You take a deep, gasping breath- you hadn't realized you'd been holding it, and collapse fully back into the grass again, just taking a moment to rest.
Dazed, your mind wanders to the exchange you'd had with Blue in the tower.
More than anything, what perplexes you is that other voice you'd heard, for only a brief moment...
"... you? Do the right thing, and get rid of the Eevee, boy. It's..."
... You pray to the Gods that Blue will really be okay. Pure regret overwhelms you as you wish you would've grabbed him and ran together.
And yet... a part of you knows he wouldn't have followed you.
Something soft and furry bumping against you takes you away from your thoughts. You shake it off, pushing yourself up to look down at Eevee.
At least it isn't too hurt... Your fall must not have flung it too far, and you're sure you took the brunt of the damage from your momentum, if the stinging of your scuffed arms, legs, and face was anything to go by.
You push yourself to your feet, looking down at yourself with a somber expression. Mud and grass color your pale jacket with green and brown, while streaks of red color your skinned knees and forearms. And all of your clothes- what's left at this point, anyways- are damp from the dew you'd slid on. A feeling of bitterness strikes you at the loss of your beloved hat... But you wouldn't dare step foot in that graveyard again. Not in a million years.
... You decide not to bother with your lost slipper, either. Walking with only one shoe on was getting uncomfortable, you try to justify to yourself.
At the very least, you've still got the clothes on your back, your jacket, and your bag... and Eevee, of course. You open the bag up, kneeling down to give it its little perch back. It jumps right over the bag and back onto your shoulder, though. After everything, you can't really blame it for preferring the closer proximity.
Well! Nothing's broken, at least. Always good to consider the bright side. As put-together as you possibly could be, you turn to look at the rest of your surroundings. It's dim- seems like dawn, you figure, the dampness surrounding you most likely a product of a crisp morning signaling oncoming rain...
You're somewhere familiar, though. That's what strikes you most. You know where you are- from here, you could finally go home. You're out of that death trap, and you know how to get back to Palette from here... it's a long journey on foot, but maybe you could get help, or wait for Blue to emerge...
The thought of just waiting here doesn't sit well with you, though. So, you elect to embark down one of the nearby routes.
...
You should know better by now to even think that this could be over.
You've tried every exit. Every facility where you could get help. The Pokemart? Locked. Pokemon Center? Locked. And all three of the exits...
Each and every one, closed off by those old white fences, and a line of ghosts- each spirit, seemingly a resident of this town, you recognize a few of them as well as the Nurse and Cashiers from the vacant facilities. They all stared down at you, sneering at your fruitless efforts to escape at every turn.
“You can’t hide from us.”
“You can’t escape from us.”
“Do you really think you have a chance?”
So, you're stuck wandering the streets- still trying each home in the neighborhood here, knocking and begging for help, only to receive no answers. Why would you? Clearly, judging by the ghosts blocking off each road, nobody's home... and nobody cares.
“Do you really think he cares about you?”
“Do you really think you can trust someone like him?”
The cynical voices seem to follow you from all sides as you try to find someone who's still of flesh and blood around here. Each jab they make is trying to cut deeper than the last, and you find yourself trying to hurry up with each whisper. They're getting harder and harder to ignore.
“Why even bother with a kid beyond reason…?”
“He’s not who you think he is.”
“He’s not your friend.”
You're tired. You're exhausted, in fact. You feel about ready to give up. You haven't tried everything yet, though, so you can't. It's not like there's any choice in the matter.
You approach one of the only homes you haven't knocked on yet. You're running out of options. What you need right now is a goddamn miracle.
Same as every other home, you reach out. Knock on the door. It's silent.
You reach down. Try the doorknob.
And to your shock and relief... it opens.
You peer inside, feeling about ready to leap for joy. There's a few people inside of the house, as well as some Pokemon- a younger girl, a Bug Catcher, and someone else sitting by the window. The Lass spots you, motioning for you to hurry in.
You gladly oblige, slumping back against the door. Just by being in here, as if smiled upon by some distant, divine protection, it seems like a huge weight has been lifted. Your injuries sting a bit less, your heartbeat steadies, and it's like you can properly breathe again. You thank your lucky stars to have stumbled upon a place like this.
After a brief rest, you move forward to better take in your surroundings. It's only now that something clicks- the layout, the Pokemon in here... This was Mr. Fuji's house, wasn't it? It certainly explains the more welcoming atmosphere- he was such a kind man and cared so deeply for any and all lonesome Pokemon. If this were a safe haven for those Pokemon, then it'd only make sense for the same to ring true for you and the other children in here.
The girl doesn't directly acknowledge you, but you hear her sniffling, whispering to the Nidorino that had been a long-time resident. You faintly catch something about "wanting out of this nightmare," and you can't help but feel some relief in knowing that this isn't all in your head.
The Bug Catcher is much quieter. You meet his striking green eyes for a moment- they almost seem to bore into you with a vaguely familiar look, and a faint amusement... he doesn't say anything, though. Just turns his attention back to playing with the tiny Caterpie on the table- notably, the only Pokemon here that you don't recognize as one of Mr. Fuji's.
Whatever, you think. It's not anyone you know. As far as you're concerned, he's unimportant- just another lucky kid who'd gotten away from the ghost, just like you, that lass, and the other person at the back...
When you look up at them fully, your thoughts screech to a halt.
The jacket- the hat-!
You could practically leap for joy. This isn't just someone you know- this is someone you love, this is family, this is your brother-
"Red!!" you exclaim, hurrying over and nearly tackling him into a hug the second he turns to face you. You practically sob into his jacket, clinging onto him tight as if he'd fade away when you let go.
“Red- Red, oh my Gods,” you manage, “I’m so glad you’re here- I, I don’t know what happened-! I had this, this awful dream, I, I think- And now there’s ghosts, just- just everywhere, I– I woke up in Pokemon Tower, and- and Blue, he, he's…”
As you ramble, nearly manic as you confide in your brother about all the pain you've been through, your voice begins to grow weaker and weaker, until finally, you trail off completely. You're almost too exhausted for words, but that's not the only thing...
He's barely even moved a muscle, no less actually reacted to your presence. It's like you're hugging a rock. And yes, Red's always been on the more stoic side- but you pull back, and stare at his flat, borderline disinterested expression, the same as it's literally always been, and you feel a pang of frustration.
Even once, could he be bothered to try to show that he cares? To even try to comfort you? You know he struggles with this emotional stuff, but... After everything you've been through, not even so much as a single word, not even one movement...
It's like he's staring right through you.
It's like he doesn't even care.
You try to swallow back your brewing frustration. Relax, Leaf. He's... He's usually like this. You just need to give him patience. Just a little grace, same as always. You just need to be patient.
You open your mouth, your next words tumbling out as barely a whisper.
#missing numbers#how it feels to disappear: descent#leaf aoyama#blue gary oak#fire red yuuji#loneliness the eevee#abandon lonliness#abandoned loneliness#pokepasta
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(@shinyeeveeaskblog) "Hey, Miss!" The Eevee tilts her head a little. "May I ask what is the internet like, from your experience-? Never heard of it and was curious."
Snow thought for a bit, wondering how to go about explaining it, she views the internet very differently from most, being able to enter inside rather than just view it on a screen, but they did ask what it was like from her experience, and not others... "I will warn you now, I see the internet very differently from most, my experience will very likely not be your own unless you somehow can project yourself inside it..." Snow mimics taking a breath, she knows she's going to sound insane, maybe even going to have some judgment for this, she doesn't want to be seen as any less of a person, but she's afraid she'll jeopardize that, with this... She steels herself and begins... "Imagine a city that never ends, its expanse is too vast for anyone to comprehend, and buildings there can stretch so tall you can't see the top! That's what it looks like from the inside, the buildings are websites, they can vary wildly, though there isn't too many others to talk to other than using websites to talk to actual people, mainly because regular programs don't have the capacity to hold a conversation, most can't even speak! I prefer real connections though, makes me feel wanted... Like I belong somewhere, no matter how fleeting..." said Snow, she didn't expect to voice her insecurities in that explanation, maybe it was because she couldn't keep it in anymore, tearing her apart like a Mandibuzz to meat...
@shinyeeveeaskblog
#pokemon#ask blog#snow vulpix#poke ask blog#snow alolan vulpix#poke ask#pokemon ask blog#pokemon ask#silver eevee#tw insecurity#tw loneliness#long post
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Hey I literally logged in just to give you support. Don't listen to these idiots telling you that you're gross for loving Mewtwo.
Because if loving Mewtwo is gross then the entire monster-fucking community should also be shamed but they aren't hmmmmmm I wonder why.
The degenerates in this fandom are perfectly fine with Ash fucking Latias, and men fucking Gardevoir, Vaporeon, or whatever slutty monster girl bitch of the week, but nooo you self shipping with Mewtwo is apparently cONcERnING or whatever.
(I love how no one calls the Hatsune Miku guy names lol, do I smell double standards? )
But this doesn't surprise me because the Pokemon community is full of hypocrites and these are the same no - life losers who shit their pants because Ash isn't in the anime anymore, their parents truly failed in raising them.
Lord knows I faced enough trouble for loving Steven and that too, from an Eevee fucker.
Monika, sweetie you are doing nothing wrong, your love for Mewtwo is so innocent, sweet and pure. I think it's beautiful how helped you with depression and escape your narcissistic mother.
People on this site love to preach mental health support but the very minute you do something different yet harmless suddenly it's
"OH NO YOU DARE TO LOVE A "FICTIONAL CHARACTER"
Keep on giving them rectal bleeding and draw more of you and Mewtwo ;) I love to see it.
AHH thank you so much for this message!! 🥹 That is so sweet of you!
Yeah, I dunno why it has always been like this. Even 10 or even 20 years ago, I often got messages chastising me for selfshipping with Mewtwo, calling it "nasty" and "degenerate", when really, i am not doing it to specifically be a degenerate, but because I honestly love Mewtwo. In his story, he too had to fight against a narcissistic "parent" (Giovanni), just like I had to against my own. How can it be seen as a crime to want to believe? Or has it been wrong to say "Mewtwo, please teach me to be brave like you" in my mind during the hard times, especially back when I was a lonely child?
Haha, I doubt anyone could ever shame the monster fucker community out of what they are doing. Or the furry community for that matter. 🤣
There always seems to be some sort of underlying misogyny happening. Women are expected to get an IRL husband/boyfriend to serve as soon as possible, so seeing a woman openly rather selfship with a fictional character is threatening to them, because how dare a woman not be in the kitchen and make sandwiches for a man? How dare a woman prefer to be single when there is a "male crisis of loneliness" happening?
Then again, I don't think I owe society anything. Where was society when I was abused? Where was the help or the community when I needed them most? I was left to my own devices. When a fictional character like Mewtwo brings someone like me more hope than any IRL human, that's how I know we failed as a society. Even sicker is that other more destructive forms of coping mechanisms are more encouraged. Somehow selfshipping is seen as more evil by the "moral police" than dying from a drug overdose on the streets or having alcoholism.
Anyone who ever complains to me about "ruining Mewtwo" or whatever - no, you aren't "concerned", you are just using that word to camouflage that what you really want is control over me and what I put out there. And i can tell you it is futile. I haven't survived so far just for some snotty brats to tell me what i can or cannot do in MY online space. Don't like what I post? Tough titties, use the block button. No one is forcing you to look at my "cringe". My cringy stuff brings me joy and makes me happy, and I feel I deserve some happiness in this shitty world of ours. You do too, so just..go and have some fun yourself. Don't waste your only life on policing others.
So yeah, you are right, dagdasgoddess. I will keep giving people "rectal bleeding". 🤣 No one can stop me from loving Mewtwo, my guardian angel that even visits me in my dreams at night, and loves me even when I absolutely despise myself. He will always be a bastion of love for me, a symbol that life is worth living regardless of hardships.
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Imagine if pokemon games had subtle references to it's creepypastas
Like you interact with some kids and overhear them talk about a story about a hypno who kidnaps them (the obvious Hypno's Lullaby)
In an area similar to the tower in Lavender Town you find an eevee stand at a tomb with dialogue saying "It seems lonely..." (Loneliness)
Rumors of an old unnamed champion attacking his friend out of pure hatred. (Strangled Red)
Just to name a few ways to make easter eggs of those famous spooky stories.
#pokemon#pokepasta#creepypasta#hypno's lullaby#abandoned loneliness#a reference to lost silver would send me over the moon
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Hello can I request an Abandoned Loneliness (the Eevee) stimboard that involves wood puzzles and chocolate stims?
https://pokemon-creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/Abandon_Lonliness
Thank you so much!
Lonliness Eevee (Abandon Lonliness, creepypasta) with wooden puzzles and chocolate!
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#ik the spelling is ‘incorrect’; I’m going off the page#weheartstims#mod hearts#stimboard#lonliness eevee#abandon lonliness eevee#abandon lonliness#puzzles#wood#wooden#wooden puzzles#chocolate#chocolate bars#hands#gloved hands#food#sweets#chocolate orange#terry’s chocolate orange#breaking#snapping#spiral puzzle#dragon curve puzzle#block puzzle#brown#beige
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ES Journeys Main Cast: Axel the Shiny Eevee
Hey guys, I'm back again to talk about another ES Journeys character. You're probably questioning what am I talking about as I went through all 9 of them but there was one more I didn't do yet because I wanted to get the original 9 done with first. Anyway, this post is about the Shiny Pokemon himself, Axel the Shiny Eevee. If you didn't see the last few posts then here are the posts for Speed, Crystal, Flare, Sunshine, Pearl, Leaf, Lazuli, Black, and Silvia.
If you don't know what ES Journeys is, go to this post.
(Note: Not everything is fully fleshed out. These are just the main ideas I have and am currently trying to flesh out)
Axel Axel is an interesting character for a couple reasons though it isn't because of writing reasons. He's a Shiny Eevee, Pearl's cousin, shipped with Sunshine, lives with the group after the Vacation Arc and... yeah... that's all he's got.
Axel is alright to me though there are some issues I have with him which I want to try to fix in ES Journeys.
Personality So Axel is both the same and different in terms of personality for this AU. When Axel debuted in the comic he was pretty happy and social with others even though he was bullied a lot. I personally had an issue with this because if I was bullied relentlessly for how I looked in school I wouldn't be so happy like how he was in the comic. Basically what I'm saying here is that Axel isn't gonna be as happy as he was in the comic which I'll further explain going down.
Axel in ES Journeys during his debut is a lot more quiet and nonsocial. He's often alone and likes to stay away from other Pokemon outside his family. Axel's reason for staying away from others is because he assumes the worst that everyone will bully him since he was bullied a lot in school and as a result from that, he doesn't trust anyone aside from his family and doesn't try with making any friends. Even after meeting Sunshine, when it comes to other Pokemon he was still nonsocial around others and doesn't try making friends though this changes in Alola.
When Sunshine became Axel's first ever friend, he would always be happy and playful around her as he really enjoys her company and valued their friendship. When Sunshine and Axel were in school in Alola and he saw her having fun with other Pokemon, he would often get jealous and sometimes be a bit possessive of her but only because he didn't want to lose the only friend he had. He does get over this behavior thanks to Sunshine and his fellow classmates.
Despite Axel's mistrust and loneliness, Axel has a good heart so he cares about others and is willing to go through great lengths for others, especially to those he considers his friends whether it's helping them out or trying to protect them from other bullies.
When it comes to battling, while Axel isn't old enough to participate in it he's excited about it and is pretty good at it as shown in places like school. As the son of Bolt who was a former competitive battler, Axel is a hug fan of the sport and wants to become one when he grows up.
Axel only sees Sunshine as a friend and she sees him as a friend as well. Not everything has to be a romantic relationship.
Moves, Ability, and Battle Style Axel is much stronger than his comic self as he actually gets to fight while also watching competitive battles both in person and on TV and training with both his school friends and the Eeveelution Squad. His battle style is pretty basic.
Axel has a range of various moves. His movelist and when they're learned: -Tackle (SM) -Quick Attack (SM) -Double Kick (SM) -Sand Attack (SM) -Iron Tail (SM) -Shadow Ball (SM) -Veevee Volley (SM) -Breakneck Blitz (SM; Z-Move)
Axel's ability is Adaptability. This ability increases the power of his moves that are the same type as his which is Normal-Type.
Axel's Backstory Axel hatched on March 18, 2010 and he was raised by her mom, Rin and his dad, Bolt. He lives in Goldenrod City of the Johto region.
During his early childhood, Axel would be visited by Pearl and her family often. Pearl would often be the one watching over him whenever his parents were out and the two would grow close with each other.
In April of 2013, Axel attends school for the first time. While in school, Axel would get picked on for his shiny appearance often and it really hurts him. Axel would tell his parents and Pearl about this and while they try telling to school to get the bullying to stop, nothing changed. His family would have to comfort Axel every time he comes back home upset while he becomes less happy and social. He would have to endure the bullying for the rest of the year.
In 2014, Axel meets Sunshine along with the rest of the Eeveelution Squad who just arrived in Goldenrod City. Sunshine tried to talking to Axel but he ignored and avoided her. Eventually she manages to get him to talk and soon the two become friends.
Axel's Journey In Gold and Silver, Axel makes his debut when the Eeveelution Squad arrive in Goldenrod City. When he first met Sunshine and the rest of the Eeveelution Squad excluding Pearl, he avoided them and didn't want to talk. During their stay in the city, Axel does eventually talk to Sunshine after she tried speaking to him several times before. He opens up about his problems with being bullied because of his appearance and assumes she along with the rest of the group would make fun of him but to his surprise, Sunshine thought he looked cool. Eventually Sunshine becomes Axel's first friend and the two would play together often whenever the team returns to Goldenrod City during their Johto journey.
From Ruby and Sapphire to Black & White, Axel shows up with the rest of his family to watch the Eeveelution Squad compete in the regional conferences.
In Sun & Moon, Axel officially joins the main cast and attends school with Sunshine in Alola. During the beginning of their time in school, Axel mostly hung around Sunshine and didn't want to interact with anyone else. When Sunshine started to hangout with the rest of their classmates, Axel gets a bit possessive of her but soon stops this behavior after talking with Pearl. Axel's time in Alola helped him become open with others and make friends while also getting stronger by training with some of his classmates and some members of the Eeveelution Squad.
In Sword & Shield, Axel and Sunshine were left behind in Kanto to attend school in Vermilion City. During their time there, Axel befriends Pokemon that are mentioned in the after story of the comic. Axel gets bullied again in school as it's not as welcoming as Alola's but instead of letting himself be knocked down, he picks himself up and inspires others to do the same like Marcel.
In Master Journeys, Axel with Sunshine are either attending school or going on an adventure with the Eeveelution Squad. During their time in school, Axel becomes friends with Goh (The guy who's with Ash in Pokemon Journeys). He helps Goh learn to be more social with others as he saw himself with him.
And that's all I have to say about about Axel the Shiny Eevee in ES Journeys. With him done I finally finished talking about all the main cast members of my ES AU for real this time. There's some minor stuff I didn't mention but maybe I'll make a post about random facts about him. What do you guys think of it?
Now that I finished with all the main characters for real this time, I might make a character post other ES characters that are side characters or rivals like Trace, Gai, or any of the parents. Who are you interested in seeing a post about? Let me know in the comments. Until then, bye everyone!
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A shudder as Lucian breathed in the wintry air. Nestled in the warmth of his jacket, Umbra poked her head out of the hole at the base of his neck. She purred, nuzzling against his cheek, sensing her trainer’s cold.
“Thanks, Umbra,” he said softly, fingers scratching beneath the Umbreon’s chin. Most were afraid to have an Umbreon so close to their person; wary of the toxins said to be within Pokemon’s skin. Not once could he recall an instance of being affected by said toxins, Umbra being a very placid creature.
She was a quiet observer as much as her trainer.
She quietly listened to his steady breathing, her eyes searching. Lucian was very adept at hiding. She knew this. It took her so long to find him ages ago but they managed to stumble across each other. She was a mere eevee back then. Now her trainer appeared… lost as he rummaged through his pocket.
He pulled out his phone and searched through the messages, the light of the screen bright on his face.
No new messages.
His face twisted, a pink flush under his skin as he roughly shoved the phone back inside his pocket.
“I have no idea what I expected,” Lucian muttered bitterly as he dropped his head.
She recognized what this was.
Loneliness.
She butted her head against his neck, her purring more pronounced.
“It’s nothing, Umbra.”
She grew frustrated, nipping at his chin.
“Hey hey.” He fished her out, holding her, feet dangling in the air. “That’s not fair, you know.” He didn’t need the earpiece to know she was annoyed with his behavior. “Just… I expected something different this year.” Lucian wasn’t one for many connections. Only a few took up an anchor in his life and he was simply content with that.
“But sending a message every now and then wouldn’t kill them you know.” It was a matter that this was his birthday. It left him twisted, feelings he despised as he tried to push the negative thoughts out of his mind.
She meowed, her tone sounding frustrated.
“I know, I know. I should have just… said something.” But this was something that didn’t need reminders… right?! “Argh!” He groaned, slumping back.
She fussed in his hold until he was forced to release her. Then she was off, quickly bounding off into the snow.
He took off after her like a bolt. “Umbra! I’m sorry!”
Little did he know, his phone began to vibrate in his pocket as he ran after her. A small notification appearing at the top of the phone.
Happy Birthday, Lucian! I’ll be arriving by boat in an hour or two. We have a lot to catch up on. -Glad
Another soon after.
Come to my office in the evening to celebrate your birthday. My wife sorely misses your presence. She says you bring more life to my droll demeanor. I expect an explanation later. -Zane
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Benophie Pokemon Au
Benedict -
Benedict ended up evolving his Eevee into a Vaporeon. Partly just to mess with Anthony, and partly because Benedict admired tue way the pokemon glided through the water. Of course, for our artist, I have to give him a Smeargle.
In order Vaporeon and Smeargle
Sophie -
(The Penwood crest is never described, so I get creative freedom) Like the other aristocratic families, the Penwoods raise their crest pokemon, Deerling, that later evolves into Sawsbuck. With the pokemon having four different forms based on seasons, some raise more than one. Sophie was no exception even if she was only officially a ward. To try and help her loneliness, she ended up raising all four different forms. Araminta tried to keep them away from Sophie when she was forced into servitude but they knee their trainer and Sophie made sure to take them back when she left. Once Sophie did leave Penwood house she gained another pokemon in Audino.
Sawsbuck (all four seasons) and Audino
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Gotta Catch Them... (Copia)
Summary: The headcanons nobody asked for that I'm gonna do anyway. What are the Papa's Pokémon?
I threw in this little bit. Every Papa has what can be called their 'mascot' Pokémon. The one present in all the interviews and magazine covers, and making stage appearances. Their starters are not necessarily their mascots, simply which on their team best represents them.
Also, every Papa has become a Papa in more way than one. In an effort to better prepare them for progeny, they are given an egg that hatches into a pre-evolved form. Can't let his Prime Mover do all the work. It's also to instill this idea of paternity as more than just status to the members of the church.
What happened to Papa's Pokémon after their death? The rumors are they were donated to the Clergy or simply just released. They could be sitting on a shelf in the crypt with their respective Papa's bodies. I can tell you one thing. They all put up a fight.
Copia's Pokémon are free-ranged and not often if ever in their Pokeballs. They are extremely friendly and will often be found either lazing around him or where he frequents.
Starter. He would be so lucky that his started had been blue. He had been given Eevee as a way of saying he had so much potential. Eevee was, of course, loved to pieces. He knows how to play video games! His ribbons are very dexterous, and he can manage a simple game of Pong and Frogger. Catch this big bunny hogging Copia's couch and his lap. Very docile, does not like to fight. Will probably be the easiest one to go down when it comes time for Copia's Pokémon to disappear.
Found in the previous Abbey Copia lived in. He is very gentle and skirts after in Copia's shadow all the time. Had a kind of Coyote VS Roadrunner relationship with Terzo's Pikachu for a while. He was the Coyote. Irony at its fittest that he is the mascot of Copia's legacy.
Raised from an egg, and she loves him dearly. Copia was granted a shiny stone for her soon after his first hit as Papa. Has this habit of trying to brood on him when he is stressed. Catch his hair full of feathers some days when she rests on his head during naps. She is always on his bed and loves nesting in his mountain of pillows. Very friendly and an absolute mother hen, funny how the she has gone from his baby to his mother.
Very fat from Copia spoiling him so often. A huge heckin' chonker. He likes sitting on his shoulder, and when feeling playful, he nibbles his ears. He used to be able to fit in Copia's pocket, but he couldn't anymore. He has his vengeance by nibbling holes in the man's jeans and knawing at his furniture and drywall.
As a child, Copia was lonely in the Abbey he grew up in. Because of his eye and obvious relationship with Nihil, he was ostracized by his peers. And then one day a quiet girl appeared and played with him, for the longest time he thought she was another child of the Abbey but it was this Zorua who took pity on his loneliness. They have been inseparable since.
She has shown up twice. Once before, the Papa's were murdered and again now. She's wild, but there is no denying that she is his. She terrifies him of the future to come. He's thankful for the warning. He gets the warning, but she won't leave him alone and just serves to give him increasing anxiety of his ticking clock. Maybe trying to protect him and maybe just enjoying making him paranoid.
#pokemon crossover#ghost the band#the band ghost#ghost band#my personal headcanons#copia#cardinal copia#papa emeritus#papa emeritus iv#dee writes#this was not intentional#i didn't realize i had made Copia's two powerful pokemon not evolve from leveling but because they love him so fricken much#gotta catch them
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There’s a block of text incoming that might be a little heavy, but thanks for listening in case, you can scroll by.
Blue, you really weren’t the guy I thought you were in the end, but I don’t blame you, I blame myself. You and everyone else affected have the right to blame me because it was my fault your Raticate died and I face it regardless of the details. You might wanna kill me again or forgive me, maybe not even care — but I want to give an apology now. I’m sorry, but especially am sorry to Raticate and Loneliness, for beginning this mess. And I’m sorry to Pikachu for having to get involved because you were my Pokémon. This has been on my mind for a while now, and I should’ve gotten it out sooner instead of being in denial about every aspect of who we really were and the events in that life.
Also screw the ghosts who manipulated Blue’s actions toward Eevee. Just wanted to add that in.
Maybe it’s unhealthy for me to think so much about this life? Or maybe I deserve to have it weigh on me, I don’t think I can judge it for myself. I’ll leave you all be now, and thank you MPC for letting me write all this down.
- Red (Abandon Loneliness Poképasta)
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#fictionkinfessions#fictionkin#abandonlonelinesskin#pokepastakin#redkin#creepypastakin#chara hate#ish#death cw#murder cw#apology#mod party cat#ghosts cw
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cleaning up saved pics on my phone n shit and found a lot of funny stuff for redraws. the most vivid ones in my mind (given the current Project) were Loneliness over those really shitty crusty fluffy baby kittens. a few cottons happened as well
#why can't we have normal eevees in missing numbers its always something man!!!#missing numbers#loneliness the eevee#cotton the eevee#the contrast between cotton and loneliness is so fucking funny. fat baby vs mummified corpse
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HOW IT FEELS TO DISAPPEAR: DESCENT
Note: well, it's all downhill from here. also FUCK its 2am again. WARNINGS: Scopophobia, Disturbing Imagery, Blood. FIRST || PREV | NEXT ["I was just wondering if you were ready to go!"]
Thinking quickly, you decide to just play innocent. If you can't lie, why not just... Avoid the truth?
"I was just wondering if you were ready to go!" you exclaim, folding your hands behind your back and smiling down at him. He looks up at you, quirking an eyebrow. He looks like he wants to question you further, but... He sighs, and just shakes his head.
"Not yet bud. Sorry," he replies simply. "You can go on ahead, though. I'll be fine. 'sides, I didn't exactly ask you to come in the first place, did I?"
You feel your cheeks heat up a bit. He's got you there- you had really insisted on tagging along, and here you are, wandering off and trying to drag him away before he wants to leave... How rude!
He must notice how you're quietly kicking yourself, because his expression softens into a warm smile.
"Hey- don't sweat it. Remember, we're neighbors, Leaf. You can come and bug me any time you want. Promise."
That gets you to calm down a little. Sometimes you forget, you'll admit... You're lucky that Blue turned out to be so patient with you, despite everything.
You're grateful to have him by your side.
"You got it!" you finally chime in reply. "Well... I guess in that case- I'll see you soon, okay? I'll make sure to come over!"
He nods, standing up before you get on your way. You can see him mulling something over in his mind, judging by the look on his face...
Before you can question, he leans in, squeezing you tight in a hug.
The worry of oh Gods what if he feels the bag flashes across your mind, but...
You can tell that's not what he's doing. You relax into your friends arms, returning the gesture with all the warmth you can muster.
After a long moment, Blue pulls away, averting his gaze and rubbing a hand over his eyes.
"Alllllright, get outta here," he insists, "And don't tell anyone I'm going soft, you got that?!"
You beam and nod quickly. "Course! Big Bad Blue Oak being a hugger... Your secret's safe with me!" you chime, before turning to jog off towards the exit.
"I'll come visit soon!!!" you call over your shoulder, waving goodbye. You see him wave back at you, before you lose sight of him as you hop down the stairs.
Once you're outside of the tower, you call out your Dragonite, and fly home. You hope to visit Blue tomorrow... But for now, you've got an Eevee to take care of.
...
Two weeks pass.
Trying to nurse the Eevee back to health has been more difficult than you anticipated. You've tried everything. You've fed and watered it well, played with it, slept with it, tried a whole variety of medicines and home remedies.
No matter what you tried, its condition just won't improve, and it looks just like how you found it, if not worse. Worried about deeper ailments, you even managed to drag it into a Pokemon center last week, in spite of its screams and protests. The nurses did a checkup and everything- nothing abnormal came up, other than the stuff you already knew, that it was scrawny and runty and whatever. The only remarkable things you took away from the visit was the surprising strength of the claws on the little bugger, and that weirdo Nurse Joy who told you to "be careful with a Pokemon like that."
It's like they assumed you just waltzed in with an untrained wild Eevee!
It frustrated you so much that you just went back to trying to treat it yourself. Of course, Eevee calmed down as soon as you got home, and you've barely left the house since then- you can't bear to leave it alone for how bad its separation anxiety is.
At least it doesn't act up at home like it did in the Center... Other than that one day, it's been nothing but a little angel for you.
... You're regretting not getting out more, and you wish so badly you could just take it with- especially to visit your friend, like you keep meaning to... But you've noticed, every time you mentioned visiting your neighbor, Eevee freaks out and hides. You figure it's one of those abused Pokemon that's afraid of men, honestly. The thought makes you chuckle- a cruel means of gender affirmation for the boy, if you could tell him. But... You've decided to continue keeping its care a secret from him for now.
Still, not leaving the house as much as you do usually is taking a toll. You feel like you're coming down with some kind of awful cabin fever- For one, you've started losing your appetite... Add on general weakness, sleeping in later and going to bed earlier, and increasingly frequent headaches, and you'd have already been worried.
But these past few days have gotten... Severe.
You think you're starting to hallucinate.
White figures peering through your windows. Whispers in the back of your mind. Bloodstains throughout your house.
You've decided this has gotten bad enough. You're going to the hospital.
You roll out of bed. Trudge over to your closet- throw on the simplest clothes you can find- a comfortable black dress with pockets, black slippers, and your trusty old bucket hat. You just grab your wallet and turn to leave, half-dazed as you start towards downstairs before something grabs at your legs.
Don't leave me.
You look down at the Eevee, as it chirps, cries, and paws at you fearfully. In the exhausted state you're in, you'd almost forgotten about your little buddy.
Despite how much it hates leaving the house...
#how it feels to disappear: descent#blue gary oak#leaf aoyama#loneliness the eevee#abandon lonliness#abandoned loneliness#missing numbers#[welcome to the exact point in the story where things stop being normal!]#scopophobia#pokepasta#[if you like junji ito inspired horror art you should give this one a read (accidentally spent 2hrs on one image)]
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"Tyren put the boy onto his back, and rushed through the woods to find shelter. Loneliness was sobbing into his fur. He found it hard to concentrate on his destinationas he began to hear obscure words about his friend. 'Monster..killer..' he tried to clear his mind of these thoughts, to no avail. He looked down at his paws and gasped as he found they have become red, he was becoming one of them."
Happy Halloween! To celebrate, I've made a tribute to what was my favorite pokepasta when I used to read them, "I Won't Leave You". Yes, im making fanarts for a Pokemon creepypasta from 2013 in 2021. Oh, to be 11 years old reading Pokemon creepypastas on my Nintendo 3DS browser.
I also have been wanting to make this for a while, partially to somewhat break the standard of "edgy gory creepypasta art" and make something that focuses more on an entire scene.
#art #digitalart #pokemon #creepypasta #pokepasta #pokemonart #pokemonfanart #creepypastafanart #halloween #eevee #sylveon #lonlinesseevee #abandonlonliness #iwontleaveyou #sylveon #fanart #lonliness
Oct 31, 2021
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-- Kalos Arc II: Intermission (1) - Grusha
It had been roughly three days since arriving in Alola and although he had gotten signed up for the special lessons he'd be getting in Mantine Surfing, he hadn't actually started yet. The person who was planning on helping him had to make an emergency run to Akala Island which left Grusha sitting in the shade and with his loyal hound, Togo, beside him. The sun had long set and they had already eaten, so that meant... just relaxing until they decided to go back to their hotel room.
It truly was relaxing and beautiful here all in one, but it unsettled Grusha for some reason, and while he hadn't honed in on it yet, it had him jumping at shadows. Deciding to text Kianga on a whim and ask him about it, his cousin simply asked if perhaps it was because he felt alone in such a large and unknown ( to Grusha, anyway ) region. It struck the ice-type expert and while replying yes, he got reminded he wasn't alone. He had Togo and all his other 'mons with him.
... And yet he still felt this way. A deep-seated loneliness and the fear of the dark as it were. Flashbacks to Geeta were always at the back of his mind... and he had to wonder if there was some way to get past it... or if he was doomed to endure it for yet a longer time.
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Grusha Team: Mightyena (Togo/Variant), Weavile (Lolair), Dewgong (Pasha), Cetitan (Lulu), Baxcalibur (Byleth), Aurorus (Talisa), Eevee (Ezio), Mantine* (Kona).
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Surprisingly enough. I'm having trainersona R thoughts. Fair warning, this is going to be very introspective and kinda sentimental.
I don't talk about R since I feel like there isn't much to talk about. An immortal being with no real beginning and no real end, just wandering through life with her Eevee, experiencing the world as is. She avoids conflict, avoids making herself known, all for the comfort of solitude. Though she's never truly alone. She has her Eevee.
But going on that concept of an immortal being just walking by life. Not through it, by it. She tells herself it's best to not get too involved. Best not to suffer as those have suffered. But being immortal makes you see things that you wish you hadn't regardless of how hard you try and play it safe. As an immortal you are always under the gods gaze, even if by a spare glance. So is she truly spared from the fates that those children facing the gods themselves have. Or has the suffering always been there. The loneliness, of it all? She doesn't think about it.
But a terrifying thought occurred. "Who am I?" Followed by an even scarier question. " What am I doing?". R has lived a long life. A comfortable, safe life, despite all odds. She is fine with staying in the background. She is fine with not bringing attention to herself. She's fine with simply giving small hints to the Chosen that comes her way, and quietly leaving afterwards. She's fine with simply watching regular humans go about their day, living their lives as she simply walks by. She's fine with her comfortable life. She is.
"Who am I? What am I doing?"
Does she want to continue this comfortable life? Is it really comfortable? Is it worth branching out? Is she scared to? She doesn't like thinking about it. Yet it itches her so. She doesn't even know where to start.
"Am I satisfied with this?"
R is an immortal being that has no beginning and no end. She wanders the earth with no real goal. Just to live comfortably. She doesn't even know if she's truly living comfortably. She has walked by life for so long. Walking through it seems almost impossible. But she can try.
I don't plan on R being involved with any huge plots at all. She will always be a background character, a little Easter egg for me. I wasn't even planning on giving her much depth beyond. But she is my trainersona. I think she deserves something.
#also just to get this out of the way i'm fine lol#as i said this is very introspective esc#R is still this fun goofy gal but she's Pondering you know#r rambles#trainersona r
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