#lmao i cry everytime
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I need a hug
#like everytime I can feel the big sad creeping in I just want to cry lmao#I want a new brain#this shit is exhausting
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apparently the only time i watch shit with my family is chinese american stuff
#Watching interior chinatoqn and god fuck me im going to cry ibthink#I have the hugest soft spot for old asian grandmothers and immigranta and asian american stories#Especially since its in chinatown and the main character is cantonese and jimmy o yang is also from hk#And ronny chieng reminds my mother of my uncle lmao#Completely unrelated but i keep thinking he looks like bible without his glasses its terrifying#Whooo i vcan count in canto anyway i caught the parents scene#Grrrr just makes me think of my popo and then i get choked up and then i think of my MOTHERS popo and the fact i never really got to meet h#And . I wish i couldve talked to her like she wouldve been fucking proud of me#And ive never been in the shitty tenements or her mahjong parlor and eurhg#Whatever i need to focus on the hot woman. And plot i guess#Ans its funny. I need to stop my fucking identiy crisiss and watch this show. Yay!#cue rambles#Everytime im in chinatown i miss being 5 again and talking with th aunyies whatever anyway
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i feel stupid and gullible and annoying and rejected and pathetic and silly and like a big inconvenience
#everytime he randomly falls asleep when im talking i feel like crying and fucking stupid and idiotic and annoying and like why did i ever#speak at all ever#why doesnt he just say hey im rly tired i cant talk goodnight BEFORE it gets to the point where he falls asleep on me😭#i get rly exhausted like that too and i just say goodnight before that and then when i am awake and exhausted i dont risk falling asleep on#anyone#ugh itd fine i always overreact i cant make him feel bad for everything he does. its not his fault i take everything personally lmao
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Sometimes I still think about The Owl House Gang all trying to watch ATLA together but then Zuko's backstory in The Storm retraumatizes Hunter so bad they have to stop
#luz is too young to have grown up with the show she just heard it was good#SHE DIDN'T KNOW GUYS#they all get super into it and the gaang and maybe even make some jokes about how Zuko reminds them of Hunter#and then suddenly it is Not Funny Anymore#they just straight up stop watching it because it was So Bad#and then months later Hunter is like '....... i really want to know where that show goes'#so they pick it up again#everytime Zuko makes a bad life decision Hunter is just dying inside#'your dad DOES NOT LOVE YOU YOU CAN DO BETTER'#season 2 is such an emotional rollercoaster#like zuko is figuring stuff out and seems like he's gonna redeem himself and everyone is getting so hype#because at this point they NEED to see this character get a happy ending because they have been throufh WAY TOO MUCH over him#and then in the season finale he regresses#the BETRAYAL#they are like wailing and rending their clothes like dudes in the bible#hunter just sitting there with his head in his hands#season 3 storyline with zuko at the fire palace is also massively triggering for him but he's being so normal about it#the rest of the squad on the copium like 'he can still turn this around guys'#secretly several of them have given up on him at this point but they can't admit that there's too much riding on this#and then zuko DOES IT but the scene is so tense that no one even feels like they can celebrate because they're all projecting way too hard#and then zuko redirects the lightning and they're like 'FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!'#there is much crying at the finale#luz and amity kin assigned eachother as aang and katara so they're really happy when they get together#hunter like 'mostly this is making me glad I didn't have to become the political leader of The Boiling Isles as a traumatized 16 year old'#'can you imagine'#these tags were not supposed to be this long lmao#toh#atla#avatar#my rambles
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okay the tribe has spoken (again)
WENDY TORRANCE from THE SHINING
yeah im not a fan of open mouths on scultped lips lmao. doesnt help that the gloss catches the light ONLY on the black part of the mouth so u cant even tell its slightly open pft,, i could totally just x-acto the lips off but then id have to sand it to look normal and i dont have time for that HAHA
i think its bc of the cold but none of my paint was sticking like it usually does (nose bridge crease😐) the paint is cracking off the boots too how annoying HAHA ik about MSC but i already play w my life too much around normal people sealant im for sure not upgrading to Actually Super Toxic sealant despite the obvious difference in results lmao win some lose some its fine
#shelley duvall was so pretty ough🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️#rest in peace and strength you strong woman#aw i forgor to brush the bangs back down for the closeups LMAO just pretend they look like the first two pics HFBJSJA#everytime i try to keep the eyes small they end up being the same size as the mold����😭 oh well whatever man HAHA#good news is im nailing the ‘ive been crying for 3 days straight’ look (see: my hereditary peter doll)#shelley duvall#the shining#doctor sleep#wendy torrance#stephen king#horror#monster high#monster high ooak#ooak#monster high repaint#doll repaint#kar dolls#my art😩🤚🏻
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i am vulnerable and mushy again sniiff
#i will probably use the word vulnerable everytime i am very emotional abt a certain miner whuwhwehjsdfhj it just feels appropriate...#i mean it in a /pos way ofc i just cant find a good word thtat really encapsulates what i feel but vulnerable#im weak?? no it sounds like im physically weak too... im a mess? no not like when i have makeup+crying LMAO#well idk i just like this word at the moment hehee#i finished my hw and wkjwkdjsfsakf sorry im thinking abouthim again but like#ouawou im shy to say lol#idk. maybe i dont wanna be feral and loud all the time. i wanna cry and be super sappy about how much i like him wwwwwww#im way too empathetic for this ahuhuhuhughuhfd#~ rambling
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see I am very disjointed from a lot of nine/ten fandom discourse because I genuinely believe that in a different world where space boy was not to be seen, had an older Rose gone to the hospital and bumped into a certain Doctor Jones by a vending machine or as she was taking Rose’s vitals, she would have instantly hit it off with Martha. and probably flirted with her a little on accident and then on purpose when Martha flirted back
#I can see Martha raising an eyebrow as she catches Rose (who definitely snuck out despite being on bedrest) by the vending machine#Rose probably snuck out of bed because the girl in the bed next to her was crying and she wanted to make her feel better#because she doesn’t really like hospitals either#and when she tells Martha this she’s surprised when the Doctor (who seems quite strong and a little serious) suddenly smiles#and shows her a trick to get extra sweets and chocolate out of the machine#and then tells her to hurry because the check-in sweep of Rose’s ward is about to begin#you just KNOW Rose would be Martha’s most combative patient but in all the best ways#always asking what that machine does. what that incomprehensible doctor scrawl means. if there’s something she can do to help other patients#and Martha loves it. loves how much Rose cares just like her. they gossip and they chat about their daily lives. they get closer#everytime Martha has to scold Rose for sneaking out of bed or doing something she shouldn’t#(even though she secretly adores it. she’s never really mad she just wants Rose to take care of herself as well as other people)#she sighs and says (in her most firm but still fond tone) ‘Miss Tyler-’#only to be struck in the heart again with a cheeky grin and a ‘yes Doctor Jones?’#and also Rose loves that Martha is a doctor. that Martha cares. that she works overtime. that almost all Martha’s patients love her#and the ones that don’t just aren’t kind people anyway. that Martha doesn’t condescend. that Martha cares and cares and cares#that Martha likes all the things about Rose that other people think make her difficult and trouble and too much#she likes the things that other people don’t like in Martha either. thinks she’s magic.#Rose Tyler is always going to love her Doctor. and Martha Jones will always love somebody who thinks everybody matters#I’m like. obsessed with them?? move OVER space boy (actually nine can get involved in this. lmao ten stay away)#they’d have been so cuteeeee#rtd failed to see the lesbionic possibility but I am no such coward. no fighting over boys here#martha jones#rose tyler#dw#doctor who
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wonpil is the most tender, warm-hearted, and loving man i've ever seen. listening to him play the piano just brought tears to my eyes. he suits the piano so much like i can't even put it into words... like piano chords are almost like warm hugs to me!! the kind of music that you could go home to after a long day and just cry in its embrace. i'd love to listen to him play the piano for as long as i can. and i hope he'll always find joy in making music and giving love.
#he was raised with so much love and care like you can just see it in the way he carries himself and treats his loved ones#n it's amazing that through all my heartbreaks n struggles he/day6 has always been there keeping me company through music n content n words#and everytime i feel like i need a stern reminder to myself to keep living for myself and not wallow in loneliness or yearning. they appear#2021 was a bad year for me but in the midst of it i stumbled across wonpil's healing radio n it had helped me so so so much#and i think thats the power of being in a lovely fandom of a talented and loving band. they give me so much comfort#wonpil on bbl: you must've had a long day today. and it must've been even tougher for you since it's a monday#me: CRYING MY EYES OUT.............#i really needed words of affirmation today lmao it has been such a shit day#anyway. wonpil is so great im just saying#<3
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so ive been having a bit of a hyperfixation/celebrity crush on david tennant lately if you couldnt tell, and as a teenage girl i feel this is pretty normal. But i was talking to my dad about david tennant bc ifc and he starts going like oh its not good to be a homewrecker and stuff...
THIS GUY THOUGHT I WAS LEGITIMATELY SERIOUSLY GOING TO TRY TO MARRY DAVID TENNANT
HE IS OLDER THAN YOU I JUST THINK HES A GOOD LOOKING ACTOR WHO IS IN SHOWS IM OBSESSING OVER
Anyways yeah thats my day im gonna go rewatch tlovm because i found out david tennant was in it
#Take a shot everytime i say his name lmao#But for real i want to do acting mainly in musicals for a career and his story is so inspiring#He was a kid from the middle of nowhere that got to do his dream role and hes gonna be doing it again bc everyone loved him so much#I really hope that one day i can touch peoples hearts like that#Also make them scream cry and throw up from the sadness#david tennant#good omens#Doctor who#10th doctor#14th doctor#dw#go2#crowley#Tlovm#General krieg#robyn rambles
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i just want a hug from my mom bruh
#crying while smoking is very ✨Lauren✨#im gonna be okay guys i just keep falling backwards#i’m smoking weed not anything else#and i didn’t msg my plug last night for the 💊💊 or ❄️i was gonna get lmao#all i can think of everytime is that theres fent in there n thats what got my sister 😭#i think im gonna go on a walk#me#mine#personal
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secondhand gender euphoria thru a blorbo can be more powerful than your own gender tbh
#danbles#idk what it is abt m/f bigender ppl that i have sm admiration for#maybe bc it’s the polar opposite of mine? idk idk#sometimes i wonder if IM bigender just bc of how happy i am for other ppl that are#(if i am i wouldn’t be m/f tho but i can’t go down that route again lmao)#kira… tom… HAL…#happy joy smile event everytime i think abt these 3 and their relationship with gender ;___;#oh my god it’s embarrassing to admit but i didn’t realize hal was so gender until recently#damn near cried reading those panels abt his internal ‘maleness and femaleness’#i could cry again just thinking abt it now tbh#ALL THE BEST CHARACTERS ARE BIGENDER WHAT CAN I SAY!!!!#genderposting#i just remembered i hc dee as bigender too#wow this goes deep maybe i should look into this#maybe when i’m less busy#what’s that one post?#‘im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc abt that rn’#that’s why i hc most of these characters as bigender it’s bc they do fuckall <3
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yesterday my history lecturer gave me a good grade and a really lovely comment about my assignment, and now ive just uploaded the worst essay ive ever written for her to read 😭 i feel so bad that she has to read this shit and i know im just gonna plummet in her estimation 😭
#throwing UP i hate myself#i do this everytime. this is the worst though#i was so out of my depth w this essay question and i literally didnt know which side i was gonna argue until like. four hours ago#and just ueah...............gonna be lucky if i get a 60 tbh#GOD#my heart is still THUMPING from submitting it at 16:58. and i didnt get to properly reread it or edit it#like thats how bad it is lmao#also skipped two lectures to write it 😭 im soo annoying like i only have myself to blame. GOD.#spent a good amount of time trying to get used to my uni's history department's#style of referencing bc it is. Unique#god i am so sorry dr [redacted]. please forgive me fr#okay i just checked and grammarly found 0 plagerism thank god BUT 108 WRITING ISSUES???? IM GONNA DIE#hopefully its like. mainly wanting to change words to the us spelling. gonna cry#or just trying to sell me its shitty service. anyway. time to do other stuff and not think about it until i have to get my grade#and have to look my lecturer in the eyes again.
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Okay so remember that time jasper and quinn switched clothes and swapped places? One thing ive always wondered ab that part is how did no one noticed?? I mean yeah theyre played by the same guy but surely they look different in universe?
SO theory time!!
We all know that quinn is the last memory lydia has of her son. And one thing ab memories is that they can be altered and changed.
Quinn was obssesed with Jasper. He quite literally worshipped him. It wouldnt be hard to imagine that he wanted to be just like him. Right down to the looks.
Before he met Jasper the only ones who knows of his existence are lydia, himself, and the jaspers. (And the delivery guys but they dont know him personally anyways)
What if bc he wanted to be like Jasper so much, it slowly altered his looks. Not enough that he looks Just Like jasper but enough that they look similar. And ofc this wouldnt go unnoticed in a jasper cult
Maybe overtime with his obssesion with jasper and the way the cult keeps associating him and the way he looks with Jasper, he slowly looked more and more like Jasper, that by the time he met actual Jasper theyre indistinguishable from each other? And it happened gradually enough that the rest of the jaspers never noticed?
And the jaspers never mentions anything ab how they look just like each other bc cmon! Quinn has always been similar looking to Jasper!!
Id like to think quinn stops looking like Jasper and gets his own look after he starts being friends w Jasper. And again happens gradually enough that no one notices or feel the need to mention it
#its been a while since i watched Jasper so correct me if i get anything wrong#drinking game: take a shot everytime you see the word jasper in this post#actually no i dont want anyone to get alcohol poisoning lmao#tw unreality#just in case#ghost rambles#lucids#ignore me the brainrot got too powerful and i had to take it out somewhere#one day when i rewatch Jasper im going to go back to this post and cry ab all the innacuracies lol#but for now#theory time<3
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Lowkey hate when my mom pretends that I'm not attracted to girls
#i REFUSED to come out. like straight up told her i refused to do that and she obviously knows but also shes a hardcore Christian and said#multiple times it's just a phase sooo#also my brother jokes that im a lesbian a little too often so idk#everytime i mention a male classmate shes like 'is he cute? 😉😉'#also my dad thinks that making vaguely homophobic jokes is gonna make him funnier to my brother but it doesn’t and there is no way in hell#id ever tell my dad lmao#i may be crying lmao i should go to bed#ramblesss
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Me sitting on a bench in a botanical garden: his dark materials core
#misc#his dark materials#amanda trip in amsterdam#everytime i sit on a bench in a garden I think about them 😭#thanks it's not the same bench otherwise i'd be crying lmao
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jesus christ can I go back to being too anxious to talk to people instead of being the world's most obnoxious mfer who Cannot shut the hell up to save his life
#this is all /lh lmao#like. on one hand#this is good! fuckin overcoming crippling anxiety or whatever the hell right i can finally talk to people without feeling like im about to#cry /hj#on the other hand everytime i *do* talk to someone im just internally cringing at every goddamn thing i say#trust me. i know. im well aware#unfortunately my problem has always been not talking enough and so i literally cannot stop myself from running my mouth about the most inane#shit#anyway yeah uh. mb gang#if you ever have to interact with me im so sorry /hj#and can my psych hurry tf up and get back to me for my adhd diagnosis so i can get medicated and maybe finally be nornal#itd be cool to make friends instead of scaring them away with the dumb shit i say yk /lh#me.txt
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