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bass-alien · 7 months ago

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I need a hug

#like everytime I can feel the big sad creeping in I just want to cry lmao #I want a new brain #this shit is exhausting

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leopardmuffinxo · 10 months ago

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being in the “i don’t like anything i create” funk is so annoying…

#i’ve made and deleted 6 diff sets #because i just started to dislike them after they sat in my drafts a couple of days #also the gremlin that compares myself to others is back #i hate it here #i want a new brain #personal

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loser-female · 8 months ago

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"it's not your fault" it doesn't matter. I still struggle.

"you do you" okay but I still see that it takes me four hours to do the smallest thing. There is no way for me to ignore this information.

#ada.txt #i want a new brain #I can't keep going like this #it's so stupid and hurtful

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when-the-sunlight-dies · 2 years ago

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Anybody ever have such a shitty night you feel like you’ve lost years of mental health progress?

#I want a new brain #why do I have to have this one

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random-autistic-loser · 2 months ago

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TW: Emetophobia?

My dinner keeps coming up, I had it at like- 5 PM??? Why tf is it coming up now? I wanna throw up, but I can't, and nothing is working, I am so sick of my body rn. The medical crisis in Canada is CRAZY right now, so there's no point in going to the doctor to try and get a diagnosis for anything, whether it be Crohn's, GERD, POTS, or ANYTHING that I probably could have!! I got "diagnosed" with IBS, but I'm lucky to even get THAT. It's insane right now wtf

#actually autistic #audhd #actually adhd #chronic illness #chronic pain #gerd #ibs #irritable bowel syndrome #i hate my body #i want a new one #i want a new brain #pleaaaase #going feral #not in a good way #i am going insane

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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spiraling

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #gojo satoru #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11 #i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having #cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right #until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible #but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god #it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised #which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED #when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333 #filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think #im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood #but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes #had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately #anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268 #bc that panel is S tier #i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like #u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane #art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok #so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row #:)

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ruporas · 6 months ago

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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #millions knives #ruporas art #type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades #i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game #it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game #and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now #executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the #new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an #encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more #relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse #most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an #ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first

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bass-alien · 2 months ago

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man the shit I would be capable of doing if I didn’t have crippling depression

#I want a new brain #I’m over it

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sincerity--extreme · 1 year ago

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Why am I like this?

#why can't I just be normal?#I want a new brain #this should be an free first change #the brain you're born with is broken or not working for you anymore?#well the first time you request a new brain it's free and from then on it'll cost x amount for a new change #depression #anxiety #PTSD #I don't actually know what's wrong this time #been trying to figure out but my brain is just on the mood to hurt but not say what or why anything is happening

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ruubesz-draws · 8 months ago

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Come with Kong to Monkeyland!

Kong just wants to show his New Empire in Hollow Earth

My brain constantly nagging me to draw this as Kong:

#godzilla #godzilla x kong: the new empire #kong #godzilla x kong #COME WITH ME TO MONKEYLANDDD!!!!#this is kong whenever he wants to invite Godzilla to his New Empire #I can see that Kong kinda wants to hang out with Goji cos he thinks they are friends now #Goji just kinda-ish doesn't kill him cos Mothra said: NO #so Goji tolerates it...#for now...#anyway are you happy now brain #i drew it #just for you #do not repost #my art

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falcqns · 1 year ago

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like you’d think when i mention i had a meltdown you’d stop talking about the thing that caused the meltdown but no of course we have to keep discussing it

#shut the fuck up ava #ava is autistic #like i already don’t feel good and i’m not very verbal but of course i chose a job where i have to be constantly verbal so i can’t #and i’m ticcing really bad but i haven’t told anyone i work with about them #i fucking hate this #i want a new brain

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super-duper-stupor · 2 years ago

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Last night's mania wore off and now I'm depressed😔

#didnt help that the mania was triggered by some bad news #i think my saturday is ruined #and its only like 6:20 in the morning wtf #i want a new brain #personal

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benjaycaptain · 2 years ago

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people say they wanna remember their dreams or that they want their dreams to be vivid and whatnot

meanwhile, i’m over here having very real, physical and mental, ptsd symptoms for memories and experiences that legit only happened in my mind

#which is on top of the ptsd symptoms from shit i actually experienced #so like yeah methinks i'd trade with y'all nondreamers and y'all who don't remember or have imax vivid dreams #shippy speaks #i'm so tired and drained and yet my mind and body does not let me rest #i want a new brain