#literally crying right now over the way you drew him and him telling me happy birthday!!! đđ
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I saw on one of your recent posts that you mentioned your birthday is on Wednesday so I wanted to take the time and wish you a very happy birthday!! đĽłâ¨ (but if I'm early then happy early birthday!!) You are absolutely the sweetest and nicest person I've ever talked to and the first moot I've ever just interacted with this much on here!! and I truly enjoy every one of our conversations and of course, your amazing stories!! Reading your stories and taking the time to talk with you on here has made the rest of my year so much better, really!𼚠Especially with school and everything, and youâve also given me so much inspiration to draw after not doing so after some time. Iâll try not to make this too long but Alondra, youâre an amazing and wonderful person (and writer!!), and I wish you all the best, always!!! â¤ď¸â¨
Also wanted to make you a little drawing/card for your birthday!! ⨠I wanted to include the color âRosa Mexicanoâ with some of the flowers as you mentioned wanting to include it with your spidersona to honor your Mexican Heritage and it's such a beautiful color. Also wanted to include the color sage green (or at least a version of it) because Iâm guessing you also like that color too from your username! (and it's also just a great color!) I hope you have an amazing birthday Alondra, you deserve the best!! đĽłđĽł
There's about ten minutes left before the 6th is over for me and THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO END MY BIRTHDAY â¤ď¸đ @sunsetdoodler I started to freak out as soon as I scrolled down a bit to keep reading and saw there was an image attached and then I saw it and STARTED TO SCREAM - I LOVE IT SO MUCH OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S PERFECT AND SO SO SWEET THANK YOUđđđ I'm literally crying as I type this because it's one of the best gifts I've ever received, THANK YOU !!! I'm just going to keep saying it, I'm sorry !! But oh my god!! Yes, I love the color sage green!! I like green overall but sage green is one of my favorite shades of it!! I've had this username for about two years since I started liking the color and I thought it was just going to be a phase, so that's where my username came from lol but I'm still in love with it two years later! THE FACT YOU INCLUDED ROSA MEXICANO, NO, I LOVE YOU FR!!! THANK YOU for including it â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ also the decorations on the cake!!! They look like poinsettias to me and I absolutely love them!! My mom gets me an arrangement every year for my birthday, so I'm just delighted by that detail, I'm seriously crying right now but they're happy tears!!! 𼚠I'm really sorry for screaming but THEN THERE'S MIGUEL - STOP IT, I'M CRYING EVEN MORE NOW!!! HE LOOKS SO SWEET AND SOFT AND HIS SMILE????!!! SCREAMING AND CRYING!!! AND THE LITTLE BLUSH??? I'M LITERALLY GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET WHILE CRYING !!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT - YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!! â¤ď¸đ
Thank you so much for the sweet words and birthday wishes @sunsetdoodlerđYou're one of the few moots I interact with and it has also made my last half of the year so much better!!! I genuinely didn't think that I'd be on here interacting much since I had no plans to write this much, which is really funny to think about now, haha! But I'm so thankful I'm on here and that you went off anon because we're moots â¤ď¸I really enjoy talking with you when possible (which by the way, I meant to reply today to part 8's drawing but today just kind of went by, I'm sorry!!) and just getting to interact with you and hear about your schooling, which I hope everything is going well with, and life overall!!! You've given me so much inspiration for Miguel, too and your drawings, as always, make my days!!!! Please know that I truly cherish everything and us being moots makes me so happy I decided to start writing on here!!!!!â¤ď¸
@sunsetdoodler my birthday was a great one this year!! I had the amazing opportunity to spend it with my loved ones again and I had some bomb food as well (barbacoa and rice with homemade tortillas and some agua de Jamaica to drink!). It was already an amazing day and your drawing/card and sweet words and wishes were just the best way to end my 25th birthday!! THANK YOU SO, SO, SO MUCH!!!! It means so much to me, seriously, thank you from the bottom of my heart @sunsetdoodlerâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ I hope everything is going well with school and life in general, as always!!! And I'm sending you a warm virtual hug!!! THANK YOU ( I said it so much but seriously, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!)!!!â¨â¤ď¸â¨
#I started screaming as soon as I saw it fully#then the tears came but they are happy tears !!!#THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!#this is one of the best gifts I've ever received!!!!!#I LOVE IT SO MUCH đĽšđĽšđĽš#i'm still crying at how freaking sweet and cute Miguel looks#literally crying right now over the way you drew him and him telling me happy birthday!!! đđ#I'm going to sleep all HAPPY tonight you have no idea!!!#I already showed it to one of my siblings and the way they were like âis it sunsetdoodler fanart?â THEY KNOW#THANK YOU AGAIN SO MUCH!!!!!
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Can I request tadc reader where they're very sweet and nonchalant with people even when they're mean to them?
TADC! Cast x reader
Warnings ; Cussing, Bullying, Jax, Not proof read, Obsessive behavior, Death threats, Holding hands before marriage? smh.
Genre ; Fluff + Romance
Pairings ; Queenie/Reader, Kinger/Reader, Kaufmo/reader, Pomni/Reader, Ragatha/Reader, Zooble/Reader, Caine/Reader, Jax/Reader
Queenie
, The competitive x The sweetheart.
, She's overprotective of you and cusses out anyone who's rude to you.
, Beautiful scary guard dog x The kind sweetheart, Literally punches anyone if they made you cry
, She never does it in front of others although, She makes sure your distracted because she doesn't wanna lose you.
, Gets flustered as you boost up her ego if you complimented her when she finished one of caine's bullshitty challenges
, Always gives you a kiss on the forehead and tells you how proud she is of you and how much she loves you after finishing a challenge.
, She likes to hear you rant about stuff you like and nods her head whenever you make a statement
, She adores hugs, Hug her pretty pretty please :3
, Tries to teach you how to defend yourself but fails, And when she does that literally just makes her pull out a resting bitch face.
, She know's when something's up with you. So if your showing any signs of negative behavior, She tries to comfort you by telling you how strong you are.
" You're trying Lovely, But I'm afraid you're also failing. But that's okay, You're perfect to me in all ways possible. Now may i please have a hug from you my dearest? "
Kinger
, He literally glares at anyone who makes fun of you, He feel's bad for your well being and tries to defend you but fails.
, Drags you to his impenetrable fortress just for him to distract you from negative thoughts when your sad, He distracts you by playing with your hair as he asks you what kind of stuff you like while cuddling
, Hold's your hand when Jax bullies you and when Jax is gone he attempts to try and comfort you.
, He doesn't understand why you're so nice. He always thinks you would get mad and start lashing out but you never do. You just reply with a soft, Kind compliment.
, Stares at you with lovey dovey eyes every time you're near him. He compliments you when you're next to him. He fiddles with his hands while looking at you too.
, Shy loser x Over sweet loser
, Death glare's at anyone who attempts to make fun of you until they go off, He's always pissed when someones mean to you and starts ranting on how you dont deserve such bull shitty treatment.
" (Name), You gotta learn how to fend for yourself!- Yeah you're right actually i suck at fending for myself too. BUT STILL!- You need to actually fight for yourself!... I give up never mind lets just go." drags you to his impenetrable fortress
Kaufmo
, Literally says an offensive joke about anyone who bullies you and then it starts a cat fight.
, He asks if your alright all the time after being yelled at, Bullied, Etc.
, Smooches your hand while cuddling in his room to comfort you if you say no.
, He paints you!! He gets flustered when you ask why he drew you. He uses "B-because you're super kind!" As an excuse with a wobbly smile because he knows he sucks shit at lying.
, When he found an exit, He got so excited because he could show you and you'd be so proud of him!! And you were. And you didn't even take it as a joke.
, He loves how you genuinely love his humor, Even if it's dark.
, Definitely doesn't dream about you both getting married.
, Whenever you laugh he starts to get sweaty and nervous, Because your laugh sounds so genuine that it truly makes him happy, It makes him even more in-love with you.
" Wait.... You... Love my humor? R-really? Uhm.... Of course i'll say more jokes!! F-for you!!"
Pomni
, She's so confused. But she finds you so beautiful.
, Why are you so kind? Are you even real? Are you perhaps an angel sent from heaven to guide her?
, She always freaks out around you and blushes a shit ton.
, Glares at anyone who disrespects you and harsh-fully insults them to the point where the bully bawls their eyes out.
, Asks if you're okay after being insulted and holds your hands as she tells you how great and sweet you are if you say you aren't to reassure you that you're an amazing person.
, She likes to bring you with her while she tries to find a way out the circus, You being her all-time favorite person.
, She drop kicks jax and runs away with you if jax tries to bully you.
, She nods at every statement you say, Not really caring about how stupid your idea is but following it anyways because she's so happy that she gets to be near you.
" (Name), (name)!! Would you like to uh.. Uh!-... COMPLete-! this challenge with me?"
Ragatha
, She's just like you! You're just like her!! You two are basically soulmates sent from heaven.
, Though, She gets mad often and you genuinely are a nonchalant person who's usually calm all the time.
, She defends you from jax and glares at anyone who dares to harshly pick on you.
, Drags you away from the toxic person and asks you whats on you're mind today to distract you from negative thoughts.
, Likes to smooch your cheek after you finish a challenge, Ranting about how proud she is of you.
, Ragatha tends to be passive aggressive when people are being rude to you, For example she says a comment that sounds nice but is extremely offensive to the victims ears.
, Likes to take you to her room so she can braid your hair.
Zooble
, This Ambiguous fuck attacks ANYBODY who messes wit you.
, They comfort you by ranting angrily at you by saying how pretty, Handsome, Sweet and cool you are.
, Will try to teach you how to fend for yourself. But then fails.
, They like to receive attention from you, For example compliments, Praise, Or hugs.
, Cheer's you on when you do something not giving a dog's ass about what others think of it.
, Shit talks the person who talked smack about you.
, Get's in trouble daily for you.
, They like to drag you to their room so they can rant about stuff as they slowly get flustered on how you look and listen to them so intently.
, They also get nervous around you, Pretending that you dont exist and usually pretends to cough to cover up a compliment, When you ask what they said they just said they coughed.
, Likes to rant about you while your listening.
" (Name), You let that little- you know what...? Come on sweetie were gonna do some defensive training. "
Jax
, He literally teases you alot.
, Bullies you but he knows when he goes too far so he stops.
, Bullies the person who talked bullshit about you as if he wanted them dead, because he does.
, Will say death threats to the person who bullied you. Not including himself.
. Can And will throw a fight just because someone criticized you.
, Calls you "Sugar" because of how sweet you are. And also calls you his saint for personal reasons.
, he likes to ask you for a lot of stuff, But plot twist, He asks for kisses, Praise, Etc.
"Hey toots, Mind kissing me right here?~"
Caine
, Bitch was confused on why you were so calmed when you first arrived, But soon later developed feelings for you after the first 2 year's you stayed.
, He honestly was surprised you lasted this long but then remembers he shouldn't because Hoo Hah exists.
, Is VERY chatty when your around him. He likes to rant about stuff while you're just there listening to him speak gibberish.
, Glares at anybody who shit talks you and sends them to the cellar with a sheer look of dissapointment.
, SPIN HUGS WHEN YOU FINISH A CHALLENGE AND YOU WERENT FEELING GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF. HE PRAISES YOU SO MUCH. RAHH.
, When your sad he takes you to your room and your both just cuddling while your sleeping and under big fat soft blankets and he plays with your hair.
" How dare you criticize my dearest you li-"
Likes + Reblogs are appreciated.
i spent 2 hours on this bitch smh
#digital circus#tadc queenie#tadc kinger#tadc pomni#tadc jax#tadc kaufmo#tadc gangle#tadc caine#tadc zooble#tadc zooble x reader#tadc caine x reader#tadc queenie x reader#tadc kinger x reader#tadc kaufmo x reader#tadc#tadc x reader#THE GRIND IS REAL#RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im so tired
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pov piano goes insane over azul (real)(not clickbait)
this ask was actually sent in the last octa manga update but it is relevant again with the new update
AND BYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDD I HATEEEEEE THIS NEW UPDATE CAUSE WTJFHWKJHKEHKHSDHFKDSKFDSNFNJKSDNKF ???????????????
I'M STIL;;NOT OVER THE FUCKING UDPATE LIKE ??????? WHAT HTE FUCK ???????????????
LITERALLY ?? EVERYTHING I WOULD HAVE WANTED???/ IN ONE FUCKING UPDATE?????????
LIKE LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
THE WAY THE CONTRACT COVERS ONE SIDE OF HIS FACE IS SOOOOO HOTTTTT LIKE ???G.,SD,GS đ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ąđ¤Ą
AND AND THE FUCKING WHATEVER THIS POSE IS
THE WAYYYYYYY HE'S SHOVING THAT CONTRACT IN FRONT OF YUUTA'S FACE WITH THAT KIND OF SMUG AUTHORITY OR WHATEEVR IDK WORDS WHAT ARE WORDS ANYMORE ??? EITHER WAY I AM MCFUCKING DOWN. DOWN I SAY. PLS LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT.
and then WAYYYYYYY HE LOOKS SOOOO DERANGED IN THESEE PANEL LIKE ??????
may i take your hand i want your hand i like your hand so much pls sir
god also the mirror to the og scene in the movie like. god. god god god. i love it im in love dear god dear god dear god
AND THIS ?? THIS ..
LIKE NOT ONLY IS THE URSULA PARALLEL RIGHT . THERE . BUT ALSO HE JUST LOOKS SOOOOOO EVIL AND YOU KNOW WHAT, THAT'S MY LOVE RIGHT THERE !!! MY DARLING, MY LOVE, LOOKING SO HOT AND SEXY LIKE THAT HHRGGGRGRHJHJRHJBDHJR
AND HE LOOKS SO CUTE AS FUCK HERE WHYYYY WHYYYYYYYYY HE RLLY LOOKING LIKE THAT AFTER GIVING A BACKSTORY OF ARIEL AND THE POTION AND JUST UGH UGH PEPECIRES he looks so cute and happy ADN IDK WHY BUT THE WAY HIS MOUTH WAS DRAWN OOUGHHHHH I WANNA I WANNA COMMIT CRIMES ON HIS MOUTH
AND IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU ANYMORE.
WHAT IS GOING ON HERE. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK DID THE MANGAKA TAKE TO DRAW THIS FUCKING SCENE. WHAT IS. WHAT THE
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AND THEN THE PAGE AFTER THAT LIEK ???/?? ?/
THE WAY MANGAKA DREW AZUL HERE JUST ???? IDK WHAT ABOUT THIS PAGE OF AZUL THAT GETS ME BUT.
IT GETS ME.
I WANT HIM III WANANNTNTTTHIMGIGMHHHHMMMMM M
whyyyyyy does he look so hot like that WHYYYYYYYYYYYY AM I DOWN BAD FOR THIS
THE KIND OF LOOK THAT GETS ME SCARED AND H WORD AT ONCE
and we can't forget to mention.
the one. that one . the one . the one the one the one
TTTTTTTTHAT ONEEEE PANELLLLLLLLLLLLL
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i can't. i fucking can't. why is he dressed down. he shrugged off his jacket and coat. everything that i've only seen in fan works for 3+ years.... NOW FUCKING CNAONIN MY EYES AND HE'S SO "FSS..F.M../??/ ,/ HELL OO O OO O O OOO O OO SIRRRRRRRRRR OHHHHHHH MYYY GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD SCREAMING AND CRYING AND PISSING AND SHITITING MYSELF AND MCFUCKING YEETING TO SPACE AND FALLIN BACK DOWN GIRL HELP I'M IN THE WATERRRRRRRRR I WANT HIM MM M K MDGKFMLG I WNAT HIM
ok i am so glad they went off with tis update though because ik that next month won't really give me much azul <///3 it will be the scene where adeuce and jack help grim and yuuta with accommodations, so svnc stans will have their time to shine
ok im normal now.
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âTal, why were you hiding a neck tattoo earlier? Does it mean something?â Lightly Del traced over it with one finger, the pattern ornate and flowing, she found it beautiful. âAm I not supposed to see it?â She looked at his face again and met his eyes. He looked confused and that made her a little scared.
He didnât HAVE a neck tattoo. What was his girlâŚnoâŚshe wouldnât tease him about....oh fuck! Without saying anything Talon was up off the bed and into the attached bathroom in an instant and flipped on the lights which were way too fucking bright after being in the two dim rooms. As his reflection greeted him though, there it was and he couldnât deny what he saw. Holy FUCK! Â
âUh, Red Hot, ya wanna come here? We need to talk, sweetheart.â YeahâŚthat was an understatement, genius.
He heard her coming behind him before he saw the red hair over his shoulder and when he turned around he saw it. Fuck yeah! âBabe, I got some good news and some bad news. Which ya want first?â
Delâs eyes searched his face and she felt like crying. After what had just gone on between them and now there was bad news of some kind? Had she done something? Was there something about Talon that Brie hadnât told her? Did he hate her? Was she just a pity fuck?
âBad.â She choked out and tried not to cry. He really needed to get better at teasing her. She was going to break his heart if she kept crying when he was trying to to tease.
âK, if you say so.â He got down right in her face so that their noses were touching. âYouâre absolutely and positively, 100%, without any doubtâŚ.stuck with me. Yep, canât get rid of me. I mean, you are literally going to have to put up with my fucking ass forâŚwell, ever.â He saw confusion cloud her eyes and she did that thing where she looked back and forth between his eyes and her little eyebrows drew together. FUCKING CUTE! God, he was falling for her in less than five hours, and that was without the nifty magic tattoos they now had. Â
Talon leaned in and kissed her softly. âThereâs more bad news.â Her eyes went wide and before she could react, he deftly moved behind her and pushed her forward so she could see herself in the mirror. âYou got one too. Only yours is right over your heart. Kinda cool.â He grinned as he put his chin on her shoulder, watching her stare at herself in the mirror in disbelief. âYa do know what this means, right?â
There it was, he wasnât lying. She did have one, and it matched his. And, he was almost giddy over it. He was happy. She was afraid to be happy and could nor be more shocked if heâd said sheâd sprouted a second head. They. Were. Mated. Married. Bonded. Paired. Suddenly her eyes met his in the mirror and she still had a look of shock as she tried to take it all in, but as their eyes met the joy in his eyes was not debatable. Â
âYouâre happy about it?â She was hesitant.Â
âYouâre not?â Now he looked unsure, but his arms came around her waist to hold her. He was trying to comfort her, she could tell but she honestly wasnât sure what she needed.
âIâm overwhelmed.â She was honest, but she was happy and she put her arms over his to keep him from pulling back. This caused his arms to tighten. âI am happy, but this whole immortal thing is new. Like a week old new. And now, Iâm marriedâŚishâŚandâŚI justâŚ.wellâŚIâŚâ Del closed her eyes and took some deep breaths. Her anxiety was kicking up.
âRed, shh.. You donât have to explain any more than that.â He understood now. He had been afraid she hadnât wanted him, but now he got it. It hadnât occurred to him how new all of it was and then this. âWeâll take everything as slow as you need it to be, ok?â Her head nodded and he kissed her cheek before turning her around and pulling her against him, then reaching over and flipping off the light. âCome on, let's go back to bed.â Tracing them over to the bed again, they climbed in and he laid on his back, letting her choose where she wanted to be. Her head came to rest on his chest and it made him smile. âYou can stay in here, or have your own place. Iâll leave it up to you. Or you can go back and forth depending on how you feel most comfortable. Delilah, Iâm not going anywhere. Even without this new shit, I liked ya. I liked ya A LOT. I didnât want what just happened to be a one time thing or just something casual. I know we just kinda met and all, but I had a feelin about ya.â Talonâs fingerâs were gently caressing Delâs arm as he talked to her. âDel, babe, I was gonna be all yours even before we knew about this. From the second I saw ya and Brie told me about what ya liked, I just wanted to get to know you. No one else. Just so ya know.â He stared up at the ceiling. He had wanted her to know, to understand.
He was HERS? Even before? This sexy as sin man was hers? He could have walked into any bar in any city and walked out with some hot chick and he had wanted her? She found it hard to believe and just about said it, then her brain kicked in. What was it he had asked her about when theyâd left breakfast? Gaming. Hot as he was, how many women complained about their men being heavy into gaming? And being immortal, how many women were going to want a man who was heavy into gaming and killing things? Two things that were her passions. Â
âRight now, Iâm liking right where I am.â One of her long legs moved to lay atop his and she heard a light chuckle and felt his chest move. Her fingers played lightly in his chest hair. Unlike so many of the âpretty boysâ that her friend had dated, Talon was not smooth chested. He was fuzzy, and she found it sexy. âAnd donât you ever shave, Feathers. I like the fuzz. Only place you can shave is the face.â That earned her an outright laugh.
âAs my lady wishes, Red Hot.â His free hand rose to press her head briefly into his chest as he placed a kiss on the top of her head. HIS âAny other demands that I must obediently follow? I might have a few demands of my own for you, you know?â
âWhatever this cologne is, wear it. I think I could just smell it all day. I might be addicted.â She pressed her nose into the center of his chest and did a sniff and a slight sigh. âSo, what are your demands, Feathers?â She liked their names for each other.
âDarlin, Iâm not wearing cologne. Welcome to matehood.â He chuckled and kissed her head again. Damn, this was gonna be good. He might have to ask Brie to put him off of duty with the guard for a while and take her to the tropical area of Imperium for a bit of a honeymoon, a naked one. Â
âI saw that sports bra and panties combo,â he felt her shift a little uncomfortable and he grinned knowing she wasnât anticipating what was coming, âget more of those.â She froze. âLike lots. When weâre gaming together, I want ya in that. God, that would be so fuckin hot. No lace, no strappy shit I gotta figure out. Just that. K?â
âAre you serious?â She sounded like she didnât believe him. She probably didnât.
âDead. Get sets in every fucking color. And do you mind just either sleeping in that or naked? I want to feel your skin on mine when youâre with me. Like right now is heaven.â Another kiss to her head. Â
âYouâre being serious? No sexy lacey stuff with heels?â Del asked again, still sure he was joking with her till he tipped her head back using his fingers under her chin and she saw his eyes. No, he was serious. âOkay, cotton panties and sports bras it is. Every color of the rainbow and then some. And Iâll steal your hoodies and shirts.â
âNow youâre talkin, Red Hot.â Talon grinned and she swore she felt herself start falling for him.
âIf you hold me like this, I have no problem sleeping naked with you.â Her hand again skimmed lightly over his chest. Him being naked next to her was a pretty nice thing all on its own. âIn fact, Iâm pretty happy to stay just like this until itâs time to get ready for the ball. Unless you have other plans?â
âFuck no. Darlin, I am all yours in every way. You and me are going to make plans for things for any time Iâm not on duty with the legion. Even if itâs just sittin on the couch and watchin a movie with the door locked and a privacy ward so everyone else can fuck off.â His arm tightened around her. âAnd tonight Iâm talking to the boss and getting some time off. You and me are gonna go to a private place I have here in Imperium on a honeymoon. Iâm going to take care of ya. I told ya, I wanted ya before the mating thing. Iâm not changin a thing, cept I might be a bit more possessive. Canât help it, it kinda comes with the territory.â Talon kissed her head, his own still reeling a bit from being mated. âI like the sound of that, Feathers. We have a lot to learn about each other, but we have all the time in the world to do it.âÂ
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âSo, uh, what do we do now?â Leona asked as his head rested against Malleusâ chest.
Malleus looked down at him. âIf you would be so kind, you could allow me the honor of calling you, my boyfriend.â
Leona scoffed. âOf course youâre already being unbelievably cheesy.â He lifted his head, so their eyes met. âBut I would like that as well.â
Leona kissed him again.
If Malleus was being completely honest, he could not believe that this was happening. He has spent three years chasing after this boy, who casually confessed his deep love for him after he saw Silver get kissed on the head???? It did not seem like a more unreal turn of events. And he knows for a fact that Lilia is going to spend so long fawning over them. It will be interesting to see how this all turns out.
When the two had first met, he had no clue what drew him to Leona. But like the other boy had said, eventually the two of them figured out how similar they were. Besides his family, Leona was the only other person that didnât treat him like he was the scariest thing in the room. That brought more solace to his heart than he could ever fully describe. When their relationship turned sour, he knew that Leona was having a difficult time, so he was patient. Finally, his patience had paid off.
He was in love with Leona, and Leona loved him back.
His heart ached, and he might have even teared up a little. Leona noticed this and wiped his eyes.
âOh honey, donât cry. Everythingâs okay.â
âIâm just so happy right now, Leona.â He said through sniffles.
Leonaâs hands continued to brush the side of his face; he spoke so low that Malleus almost didnât hear him. âIâve spent so long pushing you away that I really donât want you to leave now.â
As if snapping out of a trance, Malleus immediately stopped sniffling and looked Leona directly in the eyes. âI have an idea.â He kissed him on the forehead and swiftly walked away, leaving Leona with an extremely confused look.
âIâll be right back! I promise!â He called behind him.
Trying not to look like he was running across the ballroom, he made a beeline for Silver and Sebek.
Sebek immediately straightened. âMaster Malleus!â Silver of course, stayed asleep on his shoulder.
âHi Sebek, I need to talk to the two of you.â They then proceeded to attempt rousing Silver.
After some aggressive poking from both, he finally woke up. âHuh? Malleus? Whatâs up?â He rubbed his eyes.
âSilver, I need you to pretend to be sick or too weak to travel. I donât know something that will let us stay the night here. Sebek, I know this is technically lying but I need you to go along with it.â
The two of him stared at him in slight disbelief.
âMalleus, whatâs this about?â Silver questioned.
In a whisper he replied, âIt happened.â
Their eyes widened. âIt did?â Sebek asked.
âWe had a heart to heart on the balcony and now weâre together. We want to spend a bit more time together before I have to leave so Iâm trying to find a way to stay the night.â He clasped his hands together, âPlease guys. I would owe you.â
Silver didnât hesitate long before he said âOf course, but Father will see right through it.â
âHonestly, I donât care too much about him right now, I can deal with that later. We just have to convince Leonaâs brother.â
âWas this his idea or yours?â Sebek asked.
âWe are literally exploiting my brotherâs disability; it was my idea.â
Silver laughed. âAlright, but remember, you owe us one.â
âThank you, thank you, thank you.â Malleus cried. âWhatâs the plan?â
âI can tell Lilia that I noticed Silver was really hard to wake tonight and that he seemed to get weaker.â Sebek jumped in. âI can emphasize that I donât think itâs good for him to travel tonight.â
Malleus was surprised that Sebek was so willing to go along with this. He really didnât like lying to Lilia about anything, but Malleus had the feeling that he was agreeing because it was a personal request from himself. Sebek and Silver were too nice to him sometimes.
In this moment, he was extremely grateful to have the two of them by his side. In his third year, after Leonaâs overblot, he had fallen into a bad depression. He had been patient for so long, and the glimmer of hope that he always had began to fade. Silver and Sebek never once abandoned him through that time. Many nights were spent in each otherâs company, and he ultimately confided in them. They never teased him, or questioned Malleusâ feelings, and instead accepted them as they were. Since then, they have supported Malleus through it. Even tonight, before they left, Sebek gave him a thumbs up and Silver winked at him behind Liliaâs back.
Hugging them with another âThank you,â Malleus began his trek back to where Leona was waiting on the balcony.
 Leona was leaning against the balcony, face towards the stars. Malleus took his place next to him.
âWhat were you three scheming over there?â Leona raised an eyebrow.
Knocking his shoulder, Malleus said âWe may or may not be attempting to use Silver as an excuse for your brother to give us rooms for the night.â
part two of my first malleona fic will be posted soon :)
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The Untamed review: Episode Five!!!!!
long intro les gooo
Why do father and father have to fight??
Hahaha, he smiles so cheekily whenever he sees Wangji
He dusted off his sleeve for him, 100% boyfriend material
"let me tell you something, I heard something-" *gets fucking snatched by his boyfriend*
off to the library pavilion I guess
So peaceful, just wait
Haha, look at how Wei Wuxian is sat
(Three minutes in and I'm distracted by ice cream)
Wei Wuxian just looks tired and bored hahs
What is this man doing, his back must be in so much pain
The little sigh and the head in his handdddd, he's just as in love, neither of them even realise
Wei Wuxian, what are you planning
You're just complimenting him now
HAHA THE FULL ON GLARE
"you can call me the same!!!" Oh, Lan Wangji wants to
He doesn't hate you, he's just gay and can't admit it
You're so pathetic, Wuxian, I love it
You sneaky little bastard
Don't place the blame on him, you gremlin
FUCK, MORE WRITING
He's so sincere leave him slone
He'd love to see you kneel WHO SAID THAT. WHO THE HELL SAID THAT?!?
His silly little giggle, and then the crying of not being able to speak
WEN NING MY SON.
WEN QING MY DAUGHTER.
BOTH WENS I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH. SHE HAS SO MUCH PRESSURE ON HER.
They're such good siblings
Wen Ning, you little guy đ WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?!?!!
Let them just be happy, they deserve it
Bro's reading while Wuxian is giggling and having the time of his life. Don't think I'd didn't see that little glance, Wangji, hehehe
THE SMILE AAAUUUGHHH
He drew something for you, LOOK AT IT
The little glance in his direction!!!
Sobbing, they're in love, they're in love.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA THEY KEPT IT IN
Lan Wangji looks ready to pop a blood vessel
"outside, then we'll duel" "Haha! No."
He's so fucking dramatic, I love him so
EXCUSE MEEEE???? DID YOU JUST..... CURSE????
He is literally just about to go feral. Boutta cry.
Nie Huaisang and Wei Wuxian are such besties.
Jiang Cheng is such a brother
Hahahaha, "did you say my name" "I ain't no snitch"
Jiang Cheng does not want to be involved
EYO SMOKE????
Nie Huaisang is sooo knowledgeable
Bro's flicking his nose to get thoughts
Nahhh, Wangji is so ready to pop a vessel. And Xichen's grin at his name hahaha.
Just you wait buddy boy. Just you wait.
SU SHE CAN SUCK MY DIIIICK. He's fine for now though.
Oooooh, Caiyi town!!!
You ain't ready for that level of responsibility, Su She
They're soooo serious
You're not my jiejie????
Jiang Cheng grinning when Wen Qing notices him hehehe
"I'm here too đĽş"
YANLI ARE YOU OKAY??? ARE YOU GOING TO BE A HOMOSEXUAL WITH WEN QING
That's right, they're a family too
Wen Qing is getting both the Jiangs my god
Hehehehehe, you're sneaks
WEN QING IS WITH THEM!!!!!
Lan Wangji, you want him there
Lan Xichen is literally setting them up
THAT'S RIGHT, WEI WUXIAN, STAND UP FOR QING!!!!
WEI WUXIAN, YOU ARE LITERALLY THE BEST. YOU ARE LITERALLY COLLECTING PEOPLE AT THIS POINT HAHAHA
Lan Xichen, you sweetheart
"why'd you let him come? đ" "You looked like you wanted him to come" XICHEN YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR SHIP, GUARD IT WELL
"don't you want them to come?" Literal silence from Wangji
Wuxian and Wangji hahaha
Don't be mean to hiiimmmmm, he's giving you lore
"Eating humans??? Not my water spirits"
The ships sinking??? BLACK WATER SINKING SHIPS??? False alarm, wrong show đ
The way he rushes over to chat to Lan Wangji
"you're so boring đđđđ" he's like a stroppy child. I'd sleep
IT'S BEHIND YOU, oh, he's gone
Bro is literally drinking on a case, he has no chill
Wen Qing, you're so suspicious right now
Jiang Cheng, in kind terms, is telling Wuxian to shut up
Bro, stop offering him alcohol
Now Lan Xichen is acting suspicious and even Lan Wangji picked up on it
HAHAAHAHAHA WANGJI WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHAHAHAAAA
I'd be so pissed if someone did that with my alcohol.
Bit misty, innit?
Y'all are the scariest things in the mist
Wei Wuxian, you mustn't look so eager around Wangji, it's not a good look on you
The Wens just chilling in a boat together
Wuxian, my lord!!! You saved him!!
Show offffff
He looks so proud of himself, and he immediately doesn't want to upset Wangji
SHOULDER BUMP, THAT'S FUCKING ADORABLE
Stop it with your lack of gayness, it's not fooling anyone
Ewwwww, what the fuck is that seaweed
Kill it with fire
"what's the name of the sword?" "Whatever" I love that you're trying, Wangji
HE JUST EXPLAINED IT, IT'S NOT HIS FAULT
The fog thickens
Wen Ning you're so pretty
Fucking seaweed AGAIN
JIANG CHENG WAS HURT đ
Wen Qing so willing to help. Awwwwwwhhh.
I understand why people ship them now, it made no sense from the book perspective
Wen Qing you're so pretty
I love how Wen Ning immediately pulled his sword out
"what's good, y'all?"
EW, SEAWEED
Shit, the seaweed is smart
They're all on high alert now
I didn't even know that water ghosts did that
HAHA, THERE GOES YOUR SWORD
Someone help Su She, he's hopeless
WEN NING WHY ARE YOUR EYES CLOSED LMAO
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH WEN NING YALL????
Woah, Wangji so smart and strong âşď¸đ¤
"just hold my hand" "nuh uh" they're gay
Xichen, you're the baddest bitch around
What's wrong with my son??? Is Wen Ning okay???
He's just checking up on him
Awwwww, Wuxian, you're sooo sweet
He's such a lil guy, he's so helpful
What's wrong with my baby???
Awwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhh, I'm sobbing, bonding moment
Jiang Cheng aw, what you looking for...ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT QING??? YOU SLY DOG
Wei Wuxian snacking hehehe
Wen Ning is such a little guy, look at him pointing
Wangji said that Wuxian had a point to Xichen, he's such a little simp
Nice catch, such a waste though
JIANG CHENG'S LITTLE SMILE!!!!!!
DID WANGJI JUST BUY ALCOHOL, OR WAS IT WANGJI?????
#four being a dumbass#Four's live review#mo dao zu shi#cql#the untamed#the untamed spoilers#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang cheng#jiang yanli#lan xichen#lan qiren#wen qing#wen ning#nie huaisang#su she
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SEASON 3 EP 7
THIS IS A PIGSY EP I KNOW IT IS IâM ALREADY SOBBING ABOUT IT KAI SAND SAYS ITS GOOD IâM HOLDIN GHIM SO GENTLE PIGSY BELOVED I CANâT WAIT IâM SO EXCITED I JUST WANNA HOLD HIM HE SO GOOD DADSY HOURS FR FRÂ
Iâm sleepy rn so this is gonna be a soft freak out episode because Iâm also feeling very very soft over Pigsy rn bG;LKAWMFOE
WHY IS THE INTRO SO FREAKING PRETTYÂ
WHY IS IT SO SEROTONINÂ
SCREAMSÂ
;-; family campfireÂ
IBURNT MARSHAMALLOW WUKONG REAL
HEâS SO EXCITED ABOUT THE MARSHMALLOW PLEASE IâM GONNA CRY THANKS THATâS HIS SECOND FAVOURITE FOOD NOW I WILL NOT BE TAKING CRITICISMÂ
I WILL GIVE HIM ALL THE MARSHMALLOWS
SANDY BELOVED NAPPINGÂ
TANG STILL INSPECTING THE RING AND HOW IT WORKSÂ
WUKONGBDFL;KAE
THATâS SUCH A DAD SIT
TAHTâS SUCH A DAD CHAIR IâM CRYINGBDSF;LMAWFEOÂ
MANS EATING REAL FOOD
well kinda real food
MANS EATING REAL SUGAR AND NOT HAIR FOOOOD BG;LSKDMF;AOWEFÂ
âJudgy muchâÂ
Mk an artist, bashing whatever artist drew this nonsenseâ G;LKAMFAWEFÂ
âWHAT THE BRICK IS THIS SUUPPOSED TO BEââÂ
DBK AND WUKONG BOTH SIT LIKE THAT AND FOR WHAT
FATHERS
A COMPLETE DADÂ
AW
AW PIGSY HAS A SHOW HE LIKES
PLSÂ
IâM SOBBINGÂ
I LOVE HIMÂ
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HEâS SO HAPPYÂ
THIS IS SOMETING THAT HE LIKES
HE DESERVES SOMETHING THAT HE LIKES IâM SOBBINGÂ
Mei and Mk: *lose their minds over something * Pigsy: uhâŚ.Â
Pigsy: *looses his mind about something*Â
Mei and Mk: uhhhâŚÂ
Theyâre so silly B;LKAMWEF;OAWEF
OH HEY ITâS RIGHT THERE BGLSDKMF;AEW
I love herÂ
I love her so muchÂ
PIGSY TAKING NOTES
BELOVED
MK
MK PLS
HEâS TRYING SO HARD
LAST TIME HE SAID SPACE
NOW HEâS SAYING CELESTIAL REALM IâM SOBBINGÂ
IâM OSBBING FRÂ
LOOK AT THEMÂ
LOOK AT THEM IâM CRYING
THEYâRE BOTH SO EXCITED
SO BELOVEDÂ
Iâm crying fr fr theyâre so lovely n wonderful n Iâm sobbing i love this episode so much already plsÂ
Sun
Wukong
where did you get the peach chips
i swear
i swear itâs his hair
iâm sobbingbG;KLAMWEF
THE
THE CHIP THING
BSSDSDJHOOOOOÂ
IâM CRYING
HEâSÂ
HEâS SO SILLY I LOVE HIMÂ
HEâS SO WONDERFUL
HEâS EVERYTHING TO MEBG;LDSMF;OAGAWEF
THE LIâLL CHIPÂ
CRYINGÂ
IâM FINE
Iâm fine ;-;Â
he says to believe in urself a lot but I think thatâs the first time heâs ever said (while indirectly) âI believe in youâ his confidence in Mk really is unshakable for a lot of stuff huh. Makes it hurt all the more that he knows he canât handle LBD by himself and is probably gonna try and snathc the rings and run to defeat her himself probably hahahahaAHAHAHHAHAÂ
WUKONG DAD FR THO LET ME ENJOY THISÂ
âchop chop, donât think just feeeeel itâÂ
HEâS SO STUPID AND SILLY AND I LOVE HIMÂ
HEâS GO WITH UR GUT INPULSIVE ALL THE WAY EVEN NOW WHEN HEâS TRYING TO PUT ON THAT HERO PERSONA HE REALLY IS STILL JUST LIKE THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCHÂ
MANS TRYINGÂ
Sandy passed out in the vanÂ
HEY??? HE CAN LEVITATE STUFF???Â
MK???Â
NMGBDSFM;AWEF MEI MEI PLS BGSDL;KMFAWOEÂ
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SHRUNK I GUESSÂ
TANG SOUND SLIKE HEâS WRITING A NATURE DOCUMENTARY BGSDKMOAWEFÂ
ohhh
ohhhhhh ;A;Â
HIS VOICE IS SO SOMFT WHEN HE TELLS HIM NOT TO WORRY ABOUT IT. usually heâs really loud n bright and forcibly brushing it off but he said that so soft right there n genuineÂ
Monkey king seems so comfortable rn, not like, laid back, or forcibly lazy but genuinely comfortable and relaxed with them iâm going to sob my eyes out iâm gonna cry yâall frÂ
hOLY CRAP
THE EFFORTLESSNESSÂ
Iâm holding Monkey King and my analysis post about the way he teaches so gently. He doesnât stress him, doesnât push him, just lets him try, and then says âyou did good, itâs okay if it didnât work this time, I believe in you I know youâll get it, and until you do, donât worry about it, i got itâ and catches him and handles thing until heâs ready to step up himselfÂ
IâM CRYINGÂ
that whole moment was just literally my analysis post this showâs writers are so good iâm gonna sobÂ
mans really did just build a rocket huhÂ
Iâm not over Monkey Kingâs teaching style actually yâall, when heâs not trying to pretend to be perfect and under control he is such a good mentor and his teaching style is exactly what Mk needs to flourish Iâm sobbing on the floorÂ
Like, thereâs a lot of mentor type figures who like, step in and donât let their students handle things, but Monkey King lets Mk try, and if he needs him heâs there but if not, he lets him handle it. Iâm just ;A; And MKâs never hurt about him stepping in when he needs it iâm just SOBBING ABOTU THIS RN SOBBING SO LOUDÂ
ALSO GB;SLDKFMAWOE SANDY SMOL SMOL SANDYÂ
TANG AND MEI SOBBING BGLDKMAWEFOÂ
SOBBING SO LOUDLY MYSELF SO I GET THAT BGKSMOWAEFÂ
THIS FRAMMMMMEEEE
I PUASED IT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT MK RESPONDS YET IâM JUST SOBBING AT THE FRAME OF MK AND HIS DADS IâM CRYING ON THE FLOOR WITH TANG AND MEI BUT FOR A TOTALLY DIFFERENT REASON RN YUP YUPÂ
HGHSLDKGBA;LEWMF;OAWIEGHOAI;WEJFAGAEFM;OAWMFIÂ
âyou know whatâŚâÂ
Mei: :D ?Â
âWe will have fun.âÂ
i LOVE HIM SO MUCHGBDS;FSA;OAWEIFGHAOIWEF
THE WAY PIGSY LOOKED SO STARTLED
MK GETS A TRIP WITH HIS DADâS I LOVE THIS.Â
THIS IS EVERYTHING I WANT IâM HODLING THEM ALL SO GENTLY PLS PLS PLSSSS ;A;Â
MEIGBBDSL;FMAWOE
MEIÂ
âOkay. Iâm over itâ BG;LKAWMFAOWE SHE RECOVERS FAST I AM CRYIGNSB;FLAMOWEFÂ
the THE LIâLL DOODLE ON THE SIDE OF THE CONTROL CONSOLÂ
YOU BET MONKEY KING DREW THAT THATâS HIS STYLE PLEASE IâM CRYING
HIM PUSHING BUTTONS
YOUR HONOUR THATâS A MONKEYÂ
THE LIâLL TONGUE STICKY OUT
IâM SOBBIGNSDLFMWAEFÂ
HE IS MONKEY I LOVE HIMÂ
HEâS SO SCRUNGLY
HEâS SO SILLYÂ
I LOVE HIM
PIGSY BUCKLING UP
BUT NOT GETTING OUT OF THE ROCKET
HESBG;LSDKFMAO;HWAE
IâM CRYING
MONKEY KINGâS SO BRIGHT N HAPPY ABOUT IT TO HEâS EXCITEDBG;LSKDFMA;WEO
THIS WHOLE EP JUST FEELS LIKE DAD IN TRAINING AU AND IâM SOBBING ABOUT IT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT IâM CRYING SO HARD BGLKSAFMA;WEFÂ
âwhatsâ that button do?âÂ
IâM SOBBINGÂ
CRYING
ON THE FLOORÂ
OH WOW
THEY CAN SEE LBD FROM THERE WOWÂ
AAAAN DTHEY CRASHÂ
YâKNOW THEY GOTH THEREPRETTY FASTÂ
HEâS SO STUPIDDDD PLSSSSSS
HE FEELS CLOSER TO THAT JTTW VERSION OF MONKEY KING WE SAW IN EP 5, LIKE HEâS LOOSENED UP, HEâS CALMED DOWN, HE SEEMS HAPPIER AND CHILLER AND JUST YEAH IâM CRYING???Â
SOBBING CRYING
BONDING EXPERIENCES WITH TANG AND PIGSY IN THE VAN AFTER THE AMNISIA EPISODE IâVE DECIDED THAT HAPPENED THANKSÂ
THEYâRE SO SCRUNGLY IâM CRYINGÂ
I LOVE HOW HAPPY PIGS ISÂ
âRemember, in and out, nO DISTRACTIONSâ THAT COMIGNJ FROM YOU MK IS HILARIOUS I LOVE YOU SO MUCHÂ
THIS IS PIGSYâS DREAM N HE HAS TO BREEZE PAST IT GBLSKDFMAWOE
MKâS SO DETERMINEDÂ
GBDFAWM;OFE THE WAY MONKEY KING IS JUST SO CHILL BEHIND THEMÂ
MK BEING OCNCEREND ABOUT HIMÂ
âDORKY MORTALSâ
TAHT LIâLL SMILE OH MY GSHNFNDSLFGBAMA;WE
CRYING SOBBING SOBSÂ
AH
SENTINAL BUNNY ROBOTÂ
HELLO??????Â
Giant crushing type rabbit robotÂ
Monkey King: AWW A BABYÂ
wait why donâ they need space suits anymoreâBG;LSAFMAWOE
Wukong -_-Â
Mk >:(Â
Pigsy :DÂ
Thatâs the whole episode iâm calling it nowÂ
the fact that Mkâs looking for the ring in the cupboards when he saw it on the wall is so very Mk and iove himâMONKEY KING THEMED CEREAL??? BNGS;LDKFM;OWAE
MONKEY KING PICTURE TAPED ON THE FRIGE IâM WHEEZINGBSDL;FMAWE
SHE AHS MONKEY KING MERCH IâM CRUYINGBDFL;KFMAEW
PIGSYâS SO HAPPY ABOU TTHISÂ
Mk, looking everywhere except the spot he first saw it for the ring
⌠me when looking for my glassesÂ
GOSH I LOVE THIS EP SO MUCH ITâS SUCH GOOD VIBES RNÂ
MK AND PIGSY?Â
FATHER AND SON.Â
DID HE JUST GRAB IT WITH HIS TEETHGGNLFKMAWOEFAEW
WUKONG CROSSED LEGS CHILLIN IN A CHAIR
HE REALLY IS JUST SO UNRUSHEDÂ
GHDFLKAJWE;FAWE
HE REALLY JUST SAID THAT LIKE AN RAIDIO HOST IN THE FIFITIES IâM SVB;KDSM;FAOGHOAIWFMOGHO;WEF
Monkey King is so chill rn and itâs not even like, forced chill or pretending not to be concerned itâs literally heâs so relaxed??? IâM HOLDING HIM SO GENTLYÂ
BUNNY ROBOTÂ
MONKEY KINGâS FACE WHEN HEâS ON THE FLOOR IN THE CHAIR IS BGSLDKFM;GHAWIOFMWEF HE HASNâT EVEN MOVED
PIGSY FACEFIRST ON THE GROUDNGBL;SDFKAMOWEF
MK FORGETING HE HAS GOLD VISION ACTUALLY HAS VIBES OF FORGETTING U HAVE GLASSESÂ
WUKONG STILL ON THE FLOOR HE HASNâT EVEN TRIED TO MOVE YET BGDSALK;FM;AWOEFÂ
MKâS SPEED
OH MY GODSBGSAD;LKFAWE PLEASE MK MK PLEASE BUDDY MK MK NGSALDK;FMAWOE HE REALLY JUST GRABBED THEM AND SHOVED THEM BOTH IN THERE HUHÂ
The fact that Monkey King is just letting Mk pick him up and shove him down there is so funny to mebGAKWMEFÂ
MK PLUGGING HIS NOSE AND HOLDING HIS BREATH GBSDL;KFMAWE
AH
INTO A ROOM OF A BUNCH OF THEM I FEEL LIKE THATâS CONCERNGNKDSMFOAWEF
 âaw crudâ I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BGSDFM;AOWEÂ
AW MAN THEYâRE GETTINGâOH SPACE SUITS BACK ON THAT WAS FASTBGL;KSDG;ABAOWFMNWE
MONKEY KING PLEASE
HEâS SO SILLY I LVE HIM SO MUCHÂ
NERFED BY CUTEÂ
HEâS JUST SO ENAMOURED BY THE BUNNIE DEATH ROBOTSBGSLDK;FMAWOEF
Mkâs got this thoÂ
I love that tho cause itâs like Monkey King âyou canât do it, I catch youâ to Mk âyou canât do it, I catch youâ ;-;Â
AND ALSO HIM TAKING THE CHANCE TO TRY AGAIN IâM SOBBIGNFB;LFAWE
AND JUST THE HEART TAILÂ ON MONKEY KING RNÂ
CRYINGÂ
LOOK AT HIM GOOOOOOOOO
THEYâRE TINYÂ
MONKEY KING PLSSSSSSS IâM CRYING HEâS SO SCRUNGLYÂ
CHANGâE
SHE ARRIVESÂ
THEIR DIFFERENT FACES
WHY DOES WUKONG LOOK LIKE, CONCERNEDÂ
PIGSY REALLY IS JUST :D THIS EPISODE BGSKDFMOAWEF CRYINGÂ
IâM SOBBING IâM SOBBING SHEâSÂ
SHEâS SHEEEEEE
SHEâS EXCITED TO MEET THEMMM
I was gonna as âwhy are you mad, you have a picture of swk on ur fridge dudeâ AND NOW IT MAKE SO MUCH SENSEBG;LKSMF;OWAEF
LOOK AT HER PHOONNEEEÂ
SHEâS SO LOVELYÂ
SHE GAVE MK BUNNY EARS FOR THE PHOTO BGL;DAMFAWEÂ
WUKONGS FACE WUKONGS FACE GBSD;LFM;AWOE HEâS JUST BGS;DLFMN;AOGHAEWF
IMMEDEATELY STARTS TO MAKE FACES IN THE PICTURESGLSKDFMAWE
MK IS SO PRETTY I LOVE HOW THEYâRE ANIMATING HIM IN THIS EPISODE IâM SOBBINGÂ
HEY HELEMETBGKLMFAWE
PIGSY BEING SHOCKEDBGDSLFKMAWE
HE STRAIGHT UP DOESNâT NEED A SPACESUIT PLS IâM SOBBINGBF;LAWMEF
MK LOOKS SO TIREDÂ
Love how she still wants her thing back yes good bKMAWFE
MK YOU NEVER RETURN ANYTHING WHAT DO YOU MEANGNDSL;FKMAEWF
BGDSLFASDLFJ YOU CAN KEEP IT
UNEXPECTED TURN BUT WOOOÂ
THE BLUE ONEÂ
ITâS THE BLUEÂ
PIGSY
NO
YOU DIDNâTÂ
PIGSY
MK CHANNELING HIS INNER PIGSYÂ
YOUNG MAN
YOUNG MANGNL;DSKFMAOWE
MK JUST STRAIGHT UP SCOLDING ALL HIS PARENTALS IâM CRYINBFLKSMFAOWE
PIGSY WHYYYYYÂ
IâM
HEâS CRYING??Â
PIGSY???
oh
ohhhhhh
OH IâM SOBBINGÂ
IâM CRYING IâMÂ
ITâS HIS FAMILY RECIPE THAT HE CHERISHES AND PROTECTS AND HE WATNED TOGBSDLFKMAWE
IâM SOBBING???Â
DONâT CRY MR.PIGÂ
IâM CRYING THATâS WHOâS CRYINGÂ
THE SOFTNESS BETWEEN CHANGâE AND PIGSY ACTUALLY IS EVERYTHING IâM CRYING I WANT THEM TO BE FRIENDS SO BAD I WANT THEM TO VIDEO CAHT AND COOK TOGETHER ON WEEKENDS I WANT THEM TO SHARE RECIPES AND HANG OUTÂ
YOU WATCH UR MOUTH YOUNG MANÂ
HE ZIPS HIS MOUTH SHUT
HE MAKES THE MOTION OF ZIPPING HIS MOUTH SHUTÂ
PLS HANG OUT WITH HER, PLS, PLS SHEâS SO LOVELY AND WONDERFUL
HER AND SCORPION DEMON SHOULD HANG OUT YES YESÂ
SAVING THE WORLD CAN WAIT MK KEEP THE GODDESS COMPANY SHEâS HECKA LONELYÂ
Wukong just carefully facing away and peeking back over his shouldlerBGLKAMFWAE
AW AND NOW THYEâRE BACKÂ
AW POSITIVE REINFORCEMENT FROM MONKEY KING
AW MK PLS
SANDY STILL TINY BG;LKMF;AWOFE
PRIORITIES IâM CRYINGBSDFL;AM;WEF
AWWW
AWW PIGSYÂ
PIGSYÂ
IâM CRYING
HE LOOKS SO SOFT IâM CRYINGÂ
HE GETS HUG
THE WAY WUKONGâS LOOKING AT THEM PLS PLS PLS IâM SOBBING GO JOIN THE HUG U STUPID MONKEY IâM CRHGNAS;FWE
MAN
mAN
thatâs such comfort episode
that is
that is nothing but comfortÂ
(aside from that last zoom in on the rings)Â
SUCH COMFORT IâM HOLDING THEM ALL SO FREAKING GENTLY AND SOBBING N CRYING AND FALLING FACEDOWN ON THE GROUNDÂ
PIGSYâS FACE WHEN HEâS WATCHING HIMSELF AND CHANGâE ON TVÂ
HE JUST WANTED TO SHARE SOMETING OF HIMSELF BECAUSE ITâS SO IMPROTANT TO HIM ANDÂ
IâM CRYING SO HARD RNÂ
yeah okay, top three fav eps its gotta be its so soft and lovely the greatest filler episode iâm holding Mk and his Dadâs so gentlyÂ
Okay, Iâm gonna go back and screenshot every time Monkey Kingâs sitting in a chair in this ep now IâLL GET TO THE NEXT THREE UNDOUBTABLY EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING EPISODES LATER THIS WEEK BG;SLDKFMAWOEF THANKS FOR READING GBSDL;FMA;WEOFÂ
#Monkie Kid season 3#LEGO Monkie Kid Season 3#Monkie Kid#LEGO MOnkie Kid#Knox Reacts#fr this is such a comfort episode i'm ;-;#i'm back to thinking about dad in training AU now actually after watching this I'm gonna sob forever about it i will never shut up bGKMOAWFE
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death valley (m) | part 7
summary: welcome to death valley. once youâre in, thereâs no telling whether youâll make it out alive. a summer internship turns wild with blurry nights of dangerous men, dirty money, and extremely hot sex. you soon get caught in a savage game of greed, power and obsession, only to find out that you are the grand prize
pairing: ot7 x f.reader smut ft: yoongi x reader, seokjin x reader, hoseok x reader
genre: smut. yandere. mystery. thriller. gang!au rockstar!au fightclub!au
wordcount: 9.3kÂ
warnings: reader discretion advised. multiple & explicit smut scenes, rough sex (smacking, manhandling, etc), very obsessive & possessive themes, manipulation, use of restraints (mouth), bondage (collar, leash), slight sadism kink, physical roughness, guns, heavy drug use/reference, breast play, mentions of addiction/addiction prone behaviors, unrealistic sex endurance levels (readers really out here banging), dubcon/coersive sex, reader uses humor as a coping mechanism, degradation, toxic relationships, yelling, crying, character death (or is it), oral sex, shower sex, technically cheating depending on how you look at it, daddy kink, praise, implied stalking, yoongi loves spoiling his baby girl, impreg kink if you squint, dom!yoongi (duh), dom!hoseok, dom!seokjinÂ
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a/n:Â i spent way too long on this HAHAHAÂ
F L A S H B A C K--
The crowd roared as the fight came to a close. Jin stepped out of the ring reluctantly, someone handed him water while another man wrapped a towel around his shoulders. A soft ringing noise resonated through his ears, blood teasing the edges of his vision. He pushed everyone away to find his prep room. Sighing deeply, he looked down at his trembling hands. His body was on overdrive, he was getting desperate.Â
He placed his hands against the wall, unable to think straight with the way his heart was pounding out of his chest. He could hear the footsteps of someone stop in his doorway, not having to look to know exactly who it was.
âDo you have any coke on you?â Jin wiped the sweat off of his forehead with a towel, panting heavily, âSeriously Jimin. Iâm gonna fucking lose my mindâÂ
Jin had always been extremely unstable. It was in his personality to get aggressively addicted to things. Whenever Jin went too long without it, it was like he surrendered himself to a beast. Jimin liked to call it his maniac side.
âCan you stop thinking about getting high for one fucking second? We have a problem hereâ Jin hears a soft thud causing him to finally turn and look. Jimin had just dropped your unconscious body onto the hard floor.
âWell well. Who is this?â Jin crouched down and slid his fingers over your parted lips, digging his nail into the soft flesh until it began to bleed slightly. As you eyes slowly began to flutter open, a carnal desire coiled in Jinâs chest. He had never seen anyone quite like you before.
"Hi there cutieâ Jin grinned, âWhatâs your name?â Your eyes were quivering with fear, something about your vulnerable state was so delicious to him. You glanced towards Jimin, only beginning to tremble even more.
âP..park Jiminâ You gasped, âOh my goodness! I...I love you. Wait no. I...sorry...Iâm a huge fanâ You rubbed your eyes. Jinâs heart trembled at your dazed expression. âWhere am I? Whatâs going on?â He wanted to eat you alive.Â
Jimin joined Jin on the floor besides you âWell thank you pretty girl. Itâs nice to meet you...?â
âY/nâ You introduced yourself, shaking his hand before turning to Jin, looking at him with your tempting, lustful eyes. Y/n. Jinâs head was pounding as the withdrawal began taking over him. He had never seen someone so beautiful in his life.Â
Jin had never found anyone else even close to catching his eye before. He would sit mindlessly on his phone while girls would be on their knees, gagging on his cock, waiting for the mind-numbing minutes until he could finally cum and leave. The prospect of a relationship, of love, it seemed otherworldly. Perhaps it wasnât for him. He had drugs and that kept him happy. But you. You were a high he had yet to fully taste. Looking at you alone had him feeling a glow unlike any other.
âHeyâ You said to him. Jin felt dizzy as you spoke, getting lost in your gaze, âYouâre the fighter guy right? Jin?â
Hearing you say his name had him bucking forward, trying to hide his growing erection from the famous star who was by his side. âYeah. Hi. Great to meet youâ
Jimin got up, brushing the dust off of his pants, âIâm getting out of hereâ He grabbed his jacket from your arms, âJin, please search her address and get Y/n home.â Jimin reached into his back pocket âThese should make her forgetâ He slid a pill into your mouth and you swallowed obediently.Â
Jin began to break a sweat, watching the way your lips sucked in the small capsule and gulped it down it so nicely. Jimin left without another beat, leaving you in Jinâs arms, your eyes getting heavy with each passing second.
You blinked, eyes wide with uncertainty as Jin held you close. âYou can take me home?â
Jin nodded, âI need to do something really quick firstâ He slid his hand down his pants to begin palming his erection. His vision was turning blue as his headache began to spread. âGod youâre so prettyâ He grabbed your jaw, ensuring that you couldnât look anywhere but his face.Â
Jin felt like his mind was running miles a minute. You looked so cute and helpless. He wanted to tear you to pieces, he wanted to see you bruised and battered, splayed out for him to ravish you as he pleased.Â
Was it wrong? Was it wrong that he wanted to shove his cock in your mouth while you slowly lost consciousness? In the moment, nothing made more sense to him.Â
Your pretty lips, your sweet eyes, how could he not? Your lips trembled, eyes half lidded, rolling back slightly as you fought to stay awake.
âOh fuck oh fuck. Donâtttt...donât fucking look at me like that Y/n. If you look at me like that Iâm gonna--gonna--ohhhh baby, fuck what are you doing to meâ Jin gasped loudly as cum spilled all over his palm.Â
P R E S E N TÂ Â D A Y--
Amongst the sweet bliss of your dreams, a current washed over you and reality had your eyes opening. Your heart felt heavy as your vision focused in on the dry walls that continued to encage you. Your body pulsed with soreness, reminding you of the previous nights events.
To say you were upset would be an understatement, but you were shocked more than anything. You had never seen Jin act so unhinged before. It was almost as though he quite literally couldnât control himself, the thought alone bringing a bitter taste to your mouth.
Before you could decide on whether to give him a piece of your mind and reprimand his behavior, you hear him wincing with pain across the room. He lay leaned against the wall, sweat trickling down his muscles from the heat. His head tilted back in a soft groan, dark hair now extremely tangled and messy.
âAre you okay?â You got up with a start. Jin exhaled before shaking his head in defeat.Â
âNo, my leg still really fucking hurts. I feel like absolute shit right nowâ He punched the side of his fist into the ground in frustration. âI feel like Iâm going insaneâÂ
You couldnât even begin to imagine his pain. At least you got to leave the cell for some time, he had been here all along. Alone. Wounded. It was just awful. Yoongi should have had the courtesy to take him to the hospital, but then again did Yoongi even have a courteous bone in his body? You were no longer sure.Â
âIt just sucks too because Iâm trapped here, helpless, and all I can fucking do is feel this painâ Jin's jaw clenched. "And Iâm sorry for last night I just...you were just there, so close. I just couldnât help it. I could finally forget the pain even if it was just for a momentâ
âItâs okay, I understandâ You knew that feeling far too well. Jin reached his arms out to you, pulling you to sit next to him. His hands trailed down your thighs as he looked at you intently. âYou know, I donât mind...if it helps distract you from the pain. We canâ You cleared your throat nervously, heat rising to your cheeks, âI mean, just tell me what you needâ
Jinâs eyes widened with surprise. âReally?â He asks, gulping, âYou donât have toâ
âI want to Jin. Let me help. Iâm half the reason youâre in this messâ You would be lying if you said you hadnât thought about it. Jin was extremely handsome, you had noticed that from the moment you saw him in the arena. With a body like that, your heart skipped a beat at what all he might have in store for you.
His fingers slid between your legs, making you gasp softly. He tickled your clothed cunt softly. He flattened his fingers, teasing your entrance before moving to your clit. Licking his lips, he sucked lightly on your ear. Your hips bucked up as a ticklish sensation shot through your body. You felt wet.Â
And you knew he could feel it too, as he drew his fingers away. âCan I?â He mumbled into your neck. You nodded, flustered and warm all over as he pushed your panties aside and began drawing light circles on your clit. You twitch at the sensations hitting your nerves. His other hand cupped your jaw tightly, turning your face towards him.
âOh fuckk, Jin that feels so goodâ You didnât know why you felt so horny, whether it was the morning or the temporary relief from reality. Jin carefully slid one finger into your cunt, just barely, his delicate movements sending shocks of pleasure through your tired body.
Your pussy clenched down on his finger, and he growled. Pulling out, he popped the finger into his mouth before sighing, âCan I tell you what I want?â You could hear a slight tremble in his voice, âWill you do anything for me?â
You choked on your own breath, nodding dumbly as Jinâs gaze flashed with desire. âGet on all fours over me. Wanna spank that pretty assâ
Jin was taken aback at your willingness. You obeyed so well, his hands kneaded your tender flesh, enjoying the view of your ass sticking out for him. You winced as you felt his palm smack against you hard, making your knees tremble with pain and pleasure.Â
Thatâs for sleeping with Jungkook. He smacked again, with full force. He knew it stung. He could hear the pain in your pathetic whimpers and he loved it. And Hobi. Smack. And Jimin. Smack. You cried out as the impact caused you to fall forward onto your chest. And Yoongi.Â
Your ass was flushed, as he tenderly rubbed over the bruises he had so generously given you. He leaned forward, letting his tongue glide over the soreness before playfully biting down.
âJin...that hurtsâ He ignored you, proceeded to slide down his pants, his turgid length already incredibly hard. He tugged at his cock quickly, the sounds of his slippery pre-cum barely noticeable under your soft moans.Â
âSit on my cock. Nice and easy, lean back on meâ His cock twitched as you turned your head to look back at him briefly, your eyes glossy from the pain, but full of curiosity nevertheless. You crawled back over him to line his cock with your soaking cunt. Jin grabbed your hips, helping ease you down onto his length.Â
âAh...ah...â His size stretched you out, pussy swallowing him in. You cursed, eyes rolling back. He wanted to see your face, see how fucked out you would look as he gave it to you so good.Â
âQuiet, he might hear us.â He carefully tugged off his shirt from your body with your help, then used it to cover your mouth. He pulled the knot tight, the fabric tugging at the sides of your mouth uncomfortably.Â
His hands stroked over your bare chest quietly, humming in approval, âThatâs a good girl...gonna be all quiet for me now right?â His cock twitched inside of you as he heard your muffled voice. His fingers weaved through your hair before he clenched his fist, making you wince. He pulled your head back as he thrusted up into your soaking cunt âHear that? Youâre loving this arenât you, you fucking whoreâ
He grabbed your neck, holding it in a tight grip as he pounded up into you. He no longer cared if he was being too loud, he moaned at the top of his lungs. You felt so good. Your pussy welcomed his cock like it was meant to be there, so slippery and warm for him to just fuck over and over and over again.
He couldnât hear you softly plead for him to let you breathe over the sounds of his own cursing. He didnât care. If you passed out, you deserved to. Your body was his for the taking, it had to learn. You said yourself you would do what he wanted. He needed this. It was the least you could do for all the trouble heâd been through for you.
He let your neck go, and as you gasped for a saving breath, he felt your walls leak all over him. Your muffled cries sounding like music to his ears. Your whole body was shaking from pleasure.Â
His gaze fell onto your back, sinking his teeth onto your scars. You winced loudly as he marked you, his knife wound from the previous night still stinging and tender with pain.
Grabbing your head again, he pushed your face down onto the ground. You thrusted your hips helplessly, feeling your orgasm approaching as the cold floor pressed painfully against your nose.Â
âWait..wait...Iâm so closeâ Your words were intangible through the cloth. You were humping down on him so desperately he couldnât help the chuckle that escaped him. There, in front of him with your ass bouncing from how feverishly you wanted to cum all over his cock, he was in heaven.Â
Jin felt your heat melt as you came, screaming in ecstasy against the restraint. You limply relaxed onto the floor as Jin continued to thrust up into you, holding your hips down tightly to dig deeper and deeper into your messy, dripping cunt.
Jin felt like his whole body would explode in pleasure. This was the peak. His life couldnât get any better than this moment where he had you just like he dreamed. He wondered if it would always feel this good. Of course it would. It was you after all.Â
Your core clenched as the stimulation became too much. He looked into your eyes and could see the streams of tears staining your cute cheeks. It was that look. That pleading look that was begging him to stop. Jin came with a loud cry, tilting his head back as he smacked your locker back one final time.Â
Breathing heavily, he lifted you off of him, watching his seed leak out of you. You laid down onto your side, absolutely spent. He slid down to lay behind you, hugging you to him as he undid the mouth wrap with his teeth. He stroked your body tenderly, hands finding your breasts.Â
âHoly shitâ You coughed, finally able to breathe air directly. âOfficer Kim Seokjin, that was...wowâ
Jin didnât respond, he simply smiled, pinching your nipples causing you to squirm. That was nothing baby.Â
-
Taehyung hated being wrong. He hated not knowing and not having control of any situation. So when Yoongi was shaking his head, denying that he had caused all the recent chaos that had been keeping Taehyung up at night, he felt like he was going to tear the entire bar apart, floorboard by floorboard.Â
âY/n had mentioned she was kidnapped. I didnât hear about it from you so I figured it must have been Jimin, and that you made sure she didnât really get hurt. It ended up with her opening up to me, so I wasnât really too mad about itâ Yoongi said calmly, sipping his drink.
âFrom the footage it looked like Namjoon and Y/n took the pills and blacked out. Hobi was drunk too, but when he sobered up he had gotten a call to take them to the warehouse. I figured you had told him to do that.âÂ
Yoongi raised his eyebrows, âWhy the fuck would I want to kidnap and beat up Namjoon? I need him healthy to fight. Donât be such an idiot Kim"
âIt wasnât just that though. Jiminâs accident happened right after I sent you the video. I figured you were jealousâ
Setting his glass down, Yoongi swiveled in his stool to light a cigar before leaning back casually âThe video of Y/n and Jimin fucking? Please, I donât give a shitâ
âWell, then I told you that Jungkook showed her the lab and gave her literal heroin so I imagine you werenât happy about thatâ
The smoke dissipated slowly from his lips. Taehyung frowned at the scent. âI wasnât. But still, I didnât stab him. I was with Y/n, taking care of her because I love her.â
Taehyung clenched his fists. He did not want to hear Yoongi go on and on about how much he loved you, he did not care. He wanted to know who was messing with his plans. Taehyung had things to do. He had operations in play. He couldnât afford any mistakes. Â
âIs that all? Jiminâs album is coming out tomorrow so I need to get some restâ Yoongi scoffed suddenly, âEspecially now that Jiminâs gone ahead and brought Y/n into the mediaâs eye. What a fucking idiotâ
âHow are you planning on dealing with him? Are you gonna kill him?â
Yoongi laughed. âTaehyung. Seriously. What is up with you these days? If I wanted Jimin dead he would be dead dumbass.â Yoongi clicked his tongue, âLike I said before, Iâm not worried about her and Jimin. She hates him. I know she does.â
Taehyung was not expecting that at all. Not from Yoongi. He had seen Yoongi wrench out peopleâs teeth if they didnât pay him. He had seen Yoongi shoot innocent people, not even noticing when Taehyung had to turn around and puke his guts out because of it. But looking at the powerful man besides him now, he could barely recognize him.
âJust find out who was giving Hobi those orders and kill them. I donât care who it is, just kill them. I donât even want to know. I donât have time for thisâ
Taehyung pursed his lips, âYoongi, you know that Jimin does really like Y/n too, right? Like, he might be falling in love with her.â Yoongi gave him a look indicating that he was not taking him seriously, âIâm serious! Iâve never seen him like this and Iâm surprised you arenât more worriedâ
âTaehyung. Do you think Iâm dumb?â Yoongiâs expression shifted to one of annoyance, âI knew what I was doing when I offered her an internship. I knew what I was doing when I signed Jimin on, knowing full well how much of a fan she is. Of course I knew she would pursue him. I needed her to see for herself, what a bratty piece of shit that man is. I knew she would hate him Taehyung, killing him would mean she might still care. She might still have feelings for him. Thatâs not what I need. She can only love me. I have to show her Iâm better than himâ
Yoongi took another puff of his cigar before continuing, âNow, Iâll admit things got fucked up when fucking Namjoon kept on bringing her to Death Valley. Idiot doesnât take a fucking hint.â
Taehyung gulped down the rest of his drink before slamming the glass on the bar top. âAnother pleaseâ He waved to the bartender. âI can take Jin off your hands now. Heâs seen your face, but he might know stuff so it could be good to keep him aliveâ Yoongi simply shrugged, setting his cigar aside.
âI donât care what you do with him. I want her alone tomorrow. Iâm coming cleanâ
-
The next morning, Yoongi brought Taehyung back to the apartment. Taehyung lifted Jin out of the cell and claimed to be taking him to a clinic. After they left, it was just you and Yoongi.
Yoongi crouched down and extended a hand to you, not wanting to come too close. He knew you were upset with him. He could feel it.Â
âMorning my loveâ His voice was songlike, eyes pleading as he looked at you, an absolute mess on the floor, like you were his whole world. âCome on, let me run you a bath. Iâm sorryâ
You knew if you looked at him for too long you wouldnât be able to resist. But after everything you had just heard, you wanted to just be alone.
âIâll explain everything. I promise, I donât want any lies between usâ Reluctantly, you took his hand and he pulled you up into a hug. You teared up at his embrace. You could feel the simple adoration through his touch. You could have just melted into his arms.
Leading you out of the cell, he sat you down in the kitchen while he went to draw a hot bath for you. âWill you be joining me?â You asked him dryly, attempting to put up some attitude in whatever way you could.Â
To your surprise he shook his head, âNo. Iâll wait till youâre done. Enjoy yourselfâ You frowned slightly, knowing a part of you didnât want to hear the answer. âIf you need anything just call for me okay?â He took your hands in his, kissing them gently. âAfter, I want to give you something. Iâve put some clothes for you on the dresser insideâ
âWaitâ You gasped, taking in his presence fully. âIâm sorry a...about Jimin and the mediaâ
Yoongi shook his head, âItâs not your fault. Itâs like you said, heâs just a typical rockstarâ The two of your shared a small laugh. You realized then how rarely you had ever seen Yoongi smile. It was a beautiful smile, and you hoped to see it again.
You stepped into Yoongiâs bathroom. It wasnât very large, but it was very high tech. A modern tub lay with soft white suds dancing over it. You grinned inwardly as you saw how he had laid out a blunt and a lighter for you. The water smelt of lavender, and was just the right temperature as you stripped down and slid in. You closed your eyes, inhaling deeply while appreciating the moment of peace. The eye of the storm. Inside you knew that this might be the only break you would get. Jiminâs album was coming out tomorrow. You had no idea what to expect.Â
âYoongiâ You called out, tilting your head back and sinking into the tub deeper.Â
He appeared rapidly, not really reacting to your undressed state as he knelt down by the tub, âEverything okay?â
âStay hereâ You moved your arm out of the water, soap dripping onto the tiled floor as you tilted Yoongiâs cheek towards you and kissed him deeply. âJoin meâ You gasped into his mouth, âPleaseâ
Yoongi kept his lips on yours, pushing his tongue into your mouth. He missed kissing you so much. Not having you the past night had been incredibly hard for him. âNo love. I need you to relax. Iâm about to tell you some things today and...you might be scared.â
You whined against him, pulling him closer to you while he did little to resist, âBut I want youâ You pouted.
Yoongi rolled his eyes with a soft smirk, âI want you too love. Donât stay in there too long okay. Then get dressed and Iâll be in the kitchenâ With one final kiss on your lips, he backed away from you, and you slid back into the warm water.
Yoongi had set out a cute little sundress for you, one that was scandalously sheer, but nevertheless cute. The dress felt blissfully light on your body, a slight breeze fluttering up your skirt as you spun around in front of a large mirror.Â
You felt sexy, but most of all you felt free. You sighed heavily as you made your way to the kitchen, twirling around playfully before falling back into Yoongiâs embrace.Â
âHeyâ You got on your tippy toes to allow Yoongi to plant a kiss on your lips from behind you, smiling into one another. There was that smile again. It made your heart melt like butter.Â
He wrapped his arms around you, nuzzling into your neck, âFuck love you smell so good. You look so good.â You giggled as you felt his erection press up on your ass âHow can I control myself...â His words were breathless as his hands trailed down to the hem of your dress, lifting it lightly to reveal the frilly lingerie he had bought for you. He cursed under his breath, pulling your ass back against him.
âAh ah! You said you were gonna give me somethingâ You teased, getting your payback for earlier. Yoongi nodded, reaching into the drawer to bring out a box. He slid it onto the kitchen counter âIs this for me?â He nods as you excitedly open the box. In it is a pistol, with gold accents and your initials engraved onto the side with what looked like diamonds. Beneath the device was a magazine of matching color. You looked at Yoongi with shock.
âI had it made just for you. Do you like it?â His hands covered yours as he guided you to take the gun into your hands and load the magazine into it. âI hope you never have to use it. But I needed you to have something to protect yourselfâ He turned and pulled your wrists to aim the barrel against his heart. âYou could even kill me if you wanted toâ
You were at a loss for words, but Yoongi continued, keeping the gun in your hand aimed at himself âIâm not a good guy Y/n. Iâm dangerous. Thatâs why I had Taehyung take you out of Death Valley that night and had to throw you into that cell.â He gave you so space backing away. You felt bad, knowing that he must be feeling anxious to reveal himself to you, despite you knowing exactly what he was going to say.
You tried to give him a comforting look, unable to move your hands from his steady grip, âIâm a gangster.â
He waited for you to react. You werenât sure what to do, so you just parted your lips in feigned shock. Wow! No way! Really! You felt like laughing, but his gaze was so serious you stopped yourself.
"I have a drug syndicate. At Death Valley. The money I make from that I use to gamble. Thatâs why we have the fights. I have boys trained and bet money on them. We make millions through that but really itâs just power playsâ He looks away from you momentarily, âAnyways, no one knows that I, Min Yoongi, am the one running things there, but still I have a lot of enemies. A lot of people would love to see me dead. To see me lose.â
âSince youâre my partner, you are a liability. I need you to be safe. Normally Iâll have someone from the gang accompany you wherever you go. You wonât know who it is so donât worry about it, itâs just in case anything happensâÂ
Partner? Since when? You frowned slightly at the label. Then again, this guy did carve his name into your skin. Maybe that was how big scary gangsters asked girls out these days, who were you to judge.Â
âI donât want you to be scared of me okayâ Yoongi finally took the gun from you and set it aside, âMe giving you this means I trust you. With my secret and my life.â
You began to feel flustered. You hadnât even thought about what it would mean to actually date or be associated with a gang member, let alone a kingpin. Now the media thought you were dating Jimin, who was also conveniently high up in all this.Â
âI know itâs a lotâ Yoongi said. âYou can always ask me if you have questions. Now letâs get to work okay. Big day coming, I need my your expert opinion by my sideâ
-
The low growl of the engine was the only sound to be heard as Taehyung drove Jin to his own home. The world came still as he parked the car. Sighing heavily, he checked his radar before exiting the car, lifting Jin.
âYou think you can stand buddy?â Jin nodded, and Taehyung slowly helped him find steady ground. He held Jin up, assisting him as they walked in through the back entrance to his basement.Â
A single lightbulb illuminated just enough for Taehyung and Jin to see each otherââs faces. Nothing more, nothing less. Wiping sweat from his forehead, he placed Jin into a chair.Â
âSo itâs this Yoongi guy huhâ Jin remarked. âAnd surprise surprise...youâre his little bitch too. Do your lips hurt from all the ass you have to kiss?â
âOh please, Yoongi can go to hell for all I care.â Taehyung chuckled, surveying an array of knives that were displayed on the wall before his eyes settled on a small blade, curved ever so slightly. âI do need you to keep your mouth shut about me to Jimin though. If it werenât for me, Yoongi would have let you rot in thereâ
Jin tilted his head, a small smile growing on his face as he understood the implications of Taehyungâs words, âI see. Youâre plotting against both of them huh?â
âWhatâs Iâm plotting is none of your goddamn business, Officer. So tell me, whatâs it gonna take to keep you quiet hm? Money? More coke?â
âYou know, I might be able to help you. Youâre playing a dangerous game Taehyung. I know what youâre doing and I know how you plan on doing it. Youâre using Y/n as bait. Youâre using her to pin Jimin against Yoongi so you can sweep in and take over.â
Taehyung froze. First he smiled, then burst out into giggles before full on laughing. âItâs that obvious huh? Fine, hypothetically letâs say we work together. Whatâs in it for you?â
Jin licked his lips, âAll I ask, is that when the dust settles, Y/n is mine. I know things Taehyung. Iâm a cop after allâ
Taehyung rolled his eyes and sighed, âIs that it?â
âAnd I get to kill them. My wayâ
Taehyung took a moment to think. âOkay Officer. You might just have yourself a deal.â
-
The clicking of the keyboard resonated through Yoongiâs office that was all but quiet as the chaos of an upcoming release had taken the whole building by storm.Â
He had you sitting on his thigh, hands around his neck as he would run final details by you. But with the way he would occasionally tap his foot, causing his leg to vibrate underneath you, you couldnât help craving him more and more with each passing minute.
He wouldnât react as you nibbled his ear, placed kisses on his neck. You sighed loudly, sexual frustration building up within you. Finally you slid down a strap of your dress, letting it, along with your bra, glide down your breast. You tried to pull his chin towards you but he was too caught up in reading the emails he had gotten.
You really did respect the guy. For whatever he is, he took his work...of all kinds...very seriously. That itself turned you on. âYoongiâ You cooed at him, causing him to hum slightly.
âYes love?â He muttered, a hint of annoyance in his voice.Â
âLookâ He finally surrendered to you, allowing you to turn his chin to see your perky breast in his line of vision. He was surprised, looking at you briefly before placing his mouth over you and suckling you roughly.Â
You bit your lip, his tongue felt hot as he rolled it around your nipples. He took his time, lapping away at you, digging his teeth and gliding his wet lips over the perked bud.Â
You buried your face into his soft black hair, his musky scent overwhelming you. Stuttering his name from your lips as he continued to suck your tit harshly, his hands trailed up your bare legs under the skirt of your dress to tug at the waistline of your panties. He let his fingers glide beneath the soft lace, teasing you.
Yoongi gave your breast a final sloppy kiss, before he let go with a pop, looking up at your fucked out face. He chuckled, bringing one hand to slide down your other strap and then tenderly squeezing your other breast. He rolled the tip between his fingers before placing his mouth of it.
Heat was coiling in your chest, soft whines leaving your parted lips. You moved from his thigh to straddle his waist, rolling your hips against his growing bulge. The friction shot pleasure through your core, making you leak with desire.Â
You were sure Yoongi could feel how wet you were. Nevertheless his focus remained on ravishing your breast. He left chaste kisses on your eager nub, nipping away as his mouth tenderly sucked, making sure to give it as much attention as the other.Â
His kisses then trailed between your breasts, traveling up to your neck where they became rougher. His movements tickled you, making you squirm as he kissed beneath your jaw, tilting your face back.Â
âMmm thatâs enough love, we canât hereâ He mumbled. You groaned in complaint, panting with frustration as Yoongiâs lips left your skin and his hands pulled your straps back onto your shoulders. âI booked us a room somewhere special for a few days because our bedroom is still fucked up from the other night. We can have each other there, I promise, okay love?â
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Yoongi was a man of taste. Being in the rock industry, he was used to things being grunge and edgy, but personally he always had a soft spot for excellence. Thatâs why, while maintaining the all black getup, he would dress in silk shirts, pure silver jewelry and diamond studded jackets.Â
He had picked a hotel not too far from the label, but one of the finest places in miles around. It was the same venue that would be the site of Jiminâs album release event the following night. Yoongi had booked out the largest suite in the building, wanting to show you the best night of your life.Â
And you had a feeling it would be, as you walked in to the large room, lit with purple LED undertones that complemented the fading sunset that was gleaming in through the expansive glass wall. On the bed was a bottle of champagne in a bucket of ice.
âHoly shitâ You mumbled, wandering around as Yoongi directed the bellboys to bring in the luggage. Yoongi insisted he would take care of all your needs when packing. He claimed to have someone go back to your apartment and grab some of your essential items, but also insisted in buying you new things. You had to admit, gangster or not, Yoongi really knew how to spoil a girl.
You leaned against the glass, peering out at the skyline, a bright coral pink even still. Yoongi came up besides you, tilting your face towards him to kiss you fondly.Â
âCan I pour you a drink love?â He sighed into your mouth. You nodded, watching as Yoongi pulled the champagne out of the bucket, popping the cork and pouring two glasses with ease. He hands you one, clinking his own against yours. You took a few sips, savoring the slightly sour bubbly liquid before setting your glass aside. Yoongi pulled you towards him by the waist.Â
âThis is all amazing Yoongiâ You wrapped your arms around his neck. He caressed your hips, swaying you against him almost as though you were slow dancing. After a quick peck to the lips he spoke again,
âIâve been thinking about the future. How would you like to work for me full time? As a junior producer?â
Your eyes widened in surprise, âI...wow, I would love that, that would be the dreamâ Yoongi smiled, gliding his lips over your cheek, behind your ear where he began to leave small wet kisses. His hands trailed up your sides and he hooked his fingers under the strap of your dress, tugging it so the garment slid seamlessly off your body and onto a pile on the floor.
âShitâ Yoongi bit his lip, eying you up and down in your angelic lingerie. âJust missing one thingâ You pouted as he stepped away from you, walking over to a cabinet to pull a studded black collar and leash from the drawer.Â
He wrapped the collar around your neck carefully, adjusting the strap so that it was nice and tight. He admired the way it looked against your skin, tracing and tugging on it with his fingers.
âBeautiful.â Taking the leash in his hand, he gently pushed you down onto your knees, stroking your cheek as you looked up at him eagerly. âYou know what to doâ He blew a kiss at you teasingly.
You began to unbutton his pants, sliding them down along with his boxers. Licking you lips, you took his length into your hands, stroking him slowly, looking up for his validation.Â
He groaned at your touch âLook at you hm?â His fingers harshly ran along your jaw, pulling playfully at your bottom lip âSo fucking prettyâ
He tugged your lip forward, prompting you to get your mouth on his cock, his other hand holding himself steady against the wall. You wrapped your lips around the tip, letting you tongue circle around.
Your breath hitched as Yoongi suddenly tugged at your leash, forcing his cock down your throat. You gagged immediately, but he kept your face pulled forward.
You flattened your tongue, allowing Yoongi to thrust himself against the slippery sensation. His cock filled your throat, making it impossible for you to breathe. You could taste the sour pre-cum against the rigid veins all over his girthy length.Â
He loved the way you took him, so messy. You slobbered all over his cock, the sounds of you choking and coughing like music to his ears. Your lips were swollen and fucked out, eyes bulging as you desperately tried to maintain yourself. Tears built at the corned of your eyes making him buck his hips. You were his. Like he had always wanted. He finally owned you.
You felt his cum shoot straight down your throat, causing you to gasp in desperation, cheeks hollowing enough to allow him to push even further down your throat. Once you surrendered to swallow, Yoongi pulled out, a mixture of cum and saliva dripping all over your face.Â
âBend over, hands on the wallâ He ordered through gritted teeth. He lined himself up behind you, sneaking a finger deep into your heat, relishing in the wet pool of your arousal and how you leaked out all over his palm. He pushed another finger in, pumping you furiously before his eyes narrowed in on your back.
You felt his fingers fall out, causing you to whine. A sudden tug of the leash pulled you back into his chest.Â
âWhat is this?â He growled, a finger gliding over the knife scar through his name on your back. You stuttered, the collar knocking the breath out of you. âWho did this?â He dug his nails into you making you wince.Â
âW..what are you talking about?â Yoongi turned you around and slapped you hard.
âYou know what Iâm talking about. Who marked you? Who fucking dared?â He was yelling loudly despite being so close to your face. You tried to turn away but he wouldnât let you.
âI...â You gulp. If you told Yoongi it was Jin, he would definitely go kill him. You needed Jin to be alive, in fact you were hardly even sure if he was anymore. A part of you knew Taehyung wouldnât actually kill him. He didnât deserve to die, not for something like this. âI donât knowâ
Yoongi glared at you, the fire in his eyes evident. He dragged you relentlessly to the bed, taking the leash and using it to tie your arms to your chest.Â
âYou wanna play fucking games huh?â Yoongi screamed. You trembled, his demeanor beginning to scare you, âIâll show you. Iâll fucking show you what happens when you hide something from me. Youâre staying like this, locked in here until you decide to tell me the truth you got that?â
Tears were already streaking down your face as you nodded. Yoongi scowled at you before climbing in the other side of the bed and turning off the lights.Â
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Hobi arrived at the banquet hall. Preparations were already being made. The hustle of his coworkers preparing for the album release press conference and the subsequent celebration.Â
A few people greeted him, but looking around he noticed an absence of a certain energy. Jimin was sitting on the stage, reading over his answer sheets while his make-up artists poked at his face.
Hobi didnât feel an ounce of guilt about what he had done to Jimin. He never liked the guy, despite having to put up a cordial face around him. It was tough for him to help Jimin put songs together when he just wanted to wrench his guts out and put a bullet through his head.Â
He tried avoiding the star when he could, but Jimin sought him out âHey Hobi câmereâ Jimin snapped his fingers, pushing away the people surrounding him. Hobi took a deep breath before approaching him.
âHave you seen Y/n?â
Hobi raised his eyebrows. He at first had not been sure if you would have actually been killed or not after Jinâs little stunt the other night. It was a relief to him when he saw you appear in the news at Jiminâs side, but he was confused.Â
âI figured she was here already. Maybe sheâs with Yoongiâ Jimin rolled his eyes, âThat motherfucker, honestly. Did you know those two were hanging out because I fucking didnâtâ Jimin hissed. âHe branded her. Apparently they got really high, she said it was an accident but I dunno thatâs a bit much even for Yoongi. You should have seen how pissed off he wasâ
âHanging out?â Hobi asked curiously, âY/n and Yoongi?â He felt his stomach flip uncomfortably. âYoongi never hangs out with employees, let alone internsâ
Jimin shrugged, âCanât blame him honestly. Sheâs a temptress. Iâve slept with her a bunch of times and it just keeps getting better and betterâ
Hobi did everything in his power not to slug Jimin in his face, out of respect to the make up artists who had spent so long trying to make this bastard look presentable. âI knowâÂ
âYou do?â Jimin grinned, âRight...you who almost dated for half a second there. Then Yoongi and his fucking rules came and blew it all upâ Jimin playfully pushed Hobiâs shoulder, âMan. You gotta just claim whatâs yours and say fuck em. Next time. Sheâs mine now though, sorryâ
Hobi rolled his eyes, knowing full well that you loathed Jimin. Nevertheless, the spoilt brat had a point. When the fuck did Yoongi hang out with Y/n? It didnât make sense.Â
Turning to one of the overseeing secretaries, Hobi questioned which room Yoongi was staying, intending to pay him a quick visit. The secretary gave him the room number, warning him that Yoongi had mentioned he might be unavailable in the morning as he had a few errands to run.Â
Hobi wandered through the hotel, heading to the elevator to arrive at the top floor with all the suites. When he arrived at the door, he noticed the sign on the handle with raised eyebrows. Nevertheless he knocked âYoongi! Itâs me? Can we chat for a bit?â
âHobi! Oh my God Hobi help me! Get me out of here!â Goosebumps appeared all over him as your shrill voice leaked through the door, âI canât move pleaseâ
His hands were trembling. What the hell was going on? He budged at the door but it was locked. Cursing under his breath, he pulled out his gun, taking the handle and using it to knock of the handle. He pushed through the door, swallowing thickly as he saw you, leash hooked up to the bed frame, hands tied, in such a sexy little lingerie set his heart felt like exploding then and there.
âWhat the fuck?â Hobi rushed over to you, untying you from your restraints and clicking off the collar. Your hands went to your neck, soothing the red marks that had appeared due to the tight hold. âYoongi did this?â
You nodded âHe was punishing me. He was gonna keep me locked in hereâ You wanted to cry but you couldnât even find it within yourself. Hobi noticed how defeated you looked. He hated seeing you like this.
âWhy?â
You looked into his eyes, sighing at the true ignorance. Hobi knew so little about everything you had been through, you didnât have the heart to place the burden onto him.
âCan we just get out of here? Please? I need a fucking drinkâ He nodded, rubbing the pads of his fingers softly over the imprints of the tight bands on your arms. âLet me get changed. That motherfucker was gonna make me miss my first album release party,â You scoffed, laughing bitterly as you stood up, âIâll fucking show him. Iâm gonna look hot as fuck and Iâm gonna be all over Jimin tonightâ
Hobi blinked at you in amusement but said nothing as you marched off into the bathroom.
âCome onâ You called back to him, curling your finger to motion him towards you teasingly âAre you really gonna pass up the chance to fuck me in the shower?â
âDamn, youâre really somethingâ Hobi mumbled, unable to hide the blush that grew on his cheeks.Â
You didnât bother taking off your underwear, you could see how turned on Hobi was from seeing you just by the gleam in his eye. You playfully bounced into the shower, turning the water cold. The white lace on your body dampened, making the coverage practically negligible.Â
Hobi almost choked seeing you. You tilted your head back and let the water fall directly on your breasts. You could hear the click of his buckled as he undressed himself quickly to join you.
âShit this is coldâ Hobi touched the water before sliding into the glass cube behind you. You turned around to face him, smiling mischievously. âCan daddy clean me up?â You pouted at him, winking. Hobi rolled his eyes.
âJesus Y/nâ Hobi pulled your hips forward before lifting you into his arms, âYouâre such a slut for me arenât you? All you fucking want is daddyâs big cock is that it?â
You nodded rapidly. âYeah. Want your cockâ You slid your hand down his chest, biting your lip.
âOf course you do babyâ He pressed your back against the glass, the ice cold water hitting his back as he rolled his hips into you. His hand snaked around beneath you to push aside your soaked panties and touch your throbbing clit. âLook at me baby. Does that feel good?â He began to rub small circles, watching the way your body responded to him.
âY...yesâ You groaned, burying your face into his wet hair, nails digging into his back as you held on tight. Hobi grunted, gliding his finger back to trace along your folds.
âSo fucking needy baby. No one fucks you as good as I do huh?â Hobiâs hot breath tickled your ear. âYou missed me didnât you, you slut. Only I know how you really like itâ He pushed one finger in âIsnât that right?â
You nodded, a sobbing mess of moans muffling into his neck as he rapidly pumped his finger into you, âYesâ You exhaled, âWant Daddy. Only want Daddyâ
âI know. Oh, you poor little thingâ He shoved another finger in, making you mewl as he stretched you out, âDo you think about me huh? When Jiminâs ramming his cock into do you think about me?â Your pussy clenched down at his words, âDid you fuck Yoongi too? Our boss, god you are such a little whore arenât you?â
He slid in a third finger and you began to scream out in pleasure, âOh fuck Hobi yes, right there right thereâ You panted heavily, âMore...pleaseâ The mention of Yoongiâs name had you leaking all over.Â
The thought that he could just come back in at any moment had you falling apart. He would look so fucking angry. He would probably kill Hobi on the spot.Â
Why did that turn you on so much?
Heat pulsed through your body. Hobi slid his fingers out, spanking your pussy before sliding you down onto your feet.
âI missed youâ Hobi said weakly. Your eyes softened. You knew you were taking advantage of him. You knew your heart was really elsewhere, as much as you wished it wasnât.Â
âKiss meâ You didnât want to think, you cupped his face bringing it to yours and pressing your lips against his. You poured yourself into the kiss, the roll of your hips matching the way your lips wrestled one another.Â
Hobi deepened the kiss, pining your wrists above your head. He gasped as he pulled away, staring darkly into your eyes, âDo you want Daddyâs big cock?â You nodded, his lips barely inched from yours âYeah? Want Daddy to fuck you good? Fill you up with his cum? Fuck his babies into you huh? You want that?â
He turned you around, hand gripping under your thigh to prop your leg up onto the sliding shower door handle. You winced at the stretch but Hobi didnât react. You feel him slap his hot cockhead against your ass. Holding your hips steady, he slid his cock into you easily. Your slick inviting him in deep into your throbbing heat. You whimpered as his dick pushed through your walls, filling you to the brim.Â
âGood girlâ He growled, âSuch a good warm little pussy for daddy, such a good fucking girl oh godddâ He slowly pulled out before thrusting back in. His pace was excruciatingly slow, but the burn of him pumping you in and out felt so good.Â
âFuck Iâm close Daddyâ You were practically drooling, lips parted in pure bliss as Hobi fucked you deeper and deeper, your head slamming against the glass. âWant you to fill me up daddy. Want your cumâ You whined.
âYou feel so fucking good baby. Go ahead and cum,â Hobi kissed you again âCum for Daddy, come onâ He quickened his pace as he felt your tight walls begin to twitch around his cock. He could hear your wetness as he pistons into you under your breathless screams.Â
âIâm gonna cum Daddy..I..I..â Your eyes were clenched close as you let out a high pitched scream, your hot arousal dripping all over Hobiâs cock as your walls squeezed him tight. He bucked his hips as you came, groaning as he tried to fuck you through it.Â
âShit.â Hobi cursed under his breath as he felt himself come undone immediately after, his sticky cum shooting deep inside of you. âGod that was so goodâ He sighed, landing a lazy kiss on your lips.
You sighed, savoring the small aftershocks of arousal that had you trembling in his embrace. Enjoying the final momentary pleasure before the wild night ahead of you.
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Jimin stood outside the banquet hall and tightened his tie. There were only a few more minutes until his album officially came out. Fixing loose strands of his hair, he sighed. He wanted you by his side but you were no where to be seen.Â
âJiminnnnâ The pitch of your voice gave you away easily. Jimin glowed in anticipation of you. His heart stopped as you arose from the hallway. You looked absolutely stunning in a classy sleeveless pantsuit.Â
âBabyâ You giggled. Jimin frowned slightly, noticing how you stumbled into his arms before giving you a peck on the lips. âAre you excitedddd?â You slurred your words. âEveryoneâs gonna loveeeee your musicâ
He inhaled your scent, scrunching his nose as he recognized the stench of whiskey on your breath. âBaby. Youâre drunkâ
âCome onnnnn, everyone is waiting for you at the partyâ You tugged at his tie. Jimin sighed, he couldnât help but surrender to your cuteness despite his gut telling him not to bring you there.Â
âJimin...this is my dream.â You giggled, almost losing your balance before Jimin caught you into his arms. âIâm Park Jiminâs girlfrienddddâ Jimin dragged you outside slowly, sheepishly bowing to the other people who began giving the pair of you dirty looks. âHey!â You yelled suddenly, âIâm Park Jiminâs girlfriend! I love him!â
Jiminâs heart skipped a beat. âYou...what?â He began trembling, an overwhelming flush of emotions seizing him. âReally?â
You nodded, a big teethy smile on your face. Jimin blushed. âI...â Sheâs just drunk. He sighed. âCome on babyâ He wrapped his arm around your waist, leading you down to the banquet hall.Â
The venue was gorgeous. It had a red and black theme that matched Jiminâs album cover. Champagne was being served at every nook and corner. The room broke out into applause as Jimin walked in, you glued to his side.
Jiminâs eyes scanned the room looking for Yoongi. He was no where to be seen.
Jimin waved to his guests, thanking them for the cheer before he turned to you. He stroked your face, gazing into your glittering eyes with nothing but adoration. He felt his eyes tear up as the thought occured to him that maybe it really was you.
He had written so many baseless love songs, songs about yearning, song about searching for someone to make his life worth it again. Maybe it was you. Were you his happy ending?
His mind wandered to what could be. What might be if he marries you, you go on tour together, making love in every city over the world. You would be his biggest fan, his lifeline, and he would love you endlessly. He wanted that. So bad. Did you?
He twirled you around before dipping you down princess style and kissing you passionately. The room burst into cheers as you smiled into one another.
âSirâ One of the staff members tapped on Jiminâs shoulder urgently, âSorry to interrupt, thereâs something you should knowâ The staff member leaned in to whisper something into Jiminâs ear. You watched as his eyes went wide with shock.Â
âI...I need to go. Excuse meâ Jimin pardoned himself from the crowd, rushing out of the banquet hall. You followed him.
âJimin! What is it? What happened?â You held onto his arm.
âHeâs deadâ Jimin muttered, âFuck. SHIT. Heâs deadâÂ
Your heart dropped. âWho...?â
âTaehyung. Taehyung is deadâ
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a/n: i hope this makes up for how shitty part 6 was ahahaha. gosh i must have rewritten this like 4 times. but yeah drop those theories in my asks bbs <3 who killed tae? whereâs yoongi? whatâs jin up to? joon and kook will be back in action in part 8, next week dw ;)Â
also that detail abt jin not listing you fucking taehyung when heâs spanking you is intentional
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TRAIL OF RED FEATHERS
YANDERE HAWKS/TAKAMI KEIGO X ANXIOUS F!READER
CW/TW: Yandere behavior, mentions of stalking, kidnapping, nonconsensual drug use/drugging, anxious reader, dub/non-con, somnophilia (?), size kink-ish, minor praise and degradation, dirty talk, possessive behavior, overstimulation, dacryphilia.
A/N: Let me know if I missed any please.
W.C: 7.8K
 DARK CONTENT! DARK CONTENT! DARK CONTENT!
Takami Keigo/Hawks: Trail of Red Feathers
  The constant findings of a red feather always somehow intrigued your curious mind. It never bothered you, you just never understood how you always ended up finding them. You had even brought it up to your friends just for them to respond with, âHuh. I never see those feathersâ or âI think your starting to hallucinate.â After those comments you just kept the findings of the red feathers to yourself.
Your mind trailed back to when you first encountered one. Bright colors always entice you and you could never stop your body from walking towards such a color. So, of course when you first encountered such a bold, bright colored feather you immediately picked it up. The softness of the feather brought such a comforting sensation through your fingers. You just had to rub it a little more. A bright smile surfaced on your lips as you took the feather home with you. Then, not long after you found another one; ever since then every time you found one you kept it and took it home with you.
Unbeknownst to you that a red winged, blonde haired man purposely had been leaving them there for you. It was something about your innocence, your purity that drew him to you; unfortunately, that fascination turned to obsession quickly. He would even follow you during his patrols, you occupied his mind every second and he CRAVED for it. The obsession grew substantially over the past couple of weeks to where he was now planning to keep you away from everything and everyone.
It never went unnoticed how many men looked and ogled you. You never understood the reasoning behind it, but you never said anything because your anxiety would always hit and hindered you from telling the person off. It pissed your admirer off that you never said anything for them to back away, but at the same time he understood just how anxious you got⌠after all you had to take your medication twice a day. The first one at exactly seven a.m. on the dot and second one twelve hours after. He had your whole schedule memorized, not that you had a routine you just liked to stay home often and avoid any social interaction, besides the walks you forced yourself to go on to get some fresh air and sunlight. He liked that, this gave him the upper hand in thinking you would not want to leave, and you would just want to stay with him.
Today your friends invited you to hang out at a local coffee shop, they were always considerate of your anxiety; but you always felt like a burden, you did not want your friends to hold back on having fun just to include you. You did the bare minimum to get ready; brushing your teeth and hair was a struggle within itself, but you forced yourself to do so. You slipped on some shoes and put a light jacket over your shirt. You stepped out of your apartment and made your way outside a small breeze fanning your face as you took a deep breath and walked your way to the coffee shop.
Halfway to your meeting point you felt it. Someone was watching you; sometimes, you thought you were overreacting, but the eerie feeling became more prominent recently. The thumping in your chest gradually became louder to where that was all you could hear; you bit your bottom lip as you so desperately wanted to go back and seek comfort underneath your blanket. A small sigh escaped your lips and you decided against that, you continued your walk as the feeling of someone watching you never left. You finally approached the coffee shop, but you had the urge to look in the direction from where you thought someone was watching. You looked up to your right but so nothing. Just a couple of strangers walking by you.
Was I hallucinating? No. I couldnât have been.
As your name was called out your head quickly snapped towards the voice to come face to face with Cameron, her bubbly self suddenly calming you down almost instantly. She was the person you were closest to, and she helped you during your hardest times. Cameron frowned a bit noticing your tense stature. âHey, _____... you okay?â She asked softly, genuine concern evident in her hazel eyes.
âU-uhmâŚâ you hesitated. You did not want the start of this hang out to be clouded with your own delusions.
âHey, when you are ready to tell me, Iâm here for you!â Cameron gave you a wide smile. Relief pulsed through your blood as she gently too your arm and yâall walked inside the coffee shop.
The aroma of coffee beans immediately tickling your sense of smell. Cameron took a deep inhale as well. âUghh... I just love the smell of coffee.â
A small giggle left your lips as you silently agreed. Cameron looked over to you with a genuine smile. She wanted nothing more than to see you happy.
After ordering yâall picked the corner table away from the crowd patiently waiting for the order and the rest of the group to show up (which was only three more). As they all slowly showed up one by one; your coffee had already arrived as your index tapped vigorously against the edge of the cup. You steadied your hands as much as you could, bringing the mug slowly up to your lips you took a small sip. The warmth of the coffee and the right amount of sweetness causing you to let out a small hum.
You heard the door chime and a couple of gasps were heard throughout the area. You looked up to see what the commotion was. A blonde-haired man with red wings walked in. You looked over to Cameron who was also in awe; you were so confused. You didnât know who this was, but everyone else seemed to know. You tugged quietly at Cameronâs sleeve and she turned to you.
âAh. I forgot you donât really keep up with this sort of stuffâŚâ she paused as he looked over to yâall. His golden eyes meeting with your eyes, your jaw dropped just a bit. That feeling again, as if someone was watching you.
Why does his presence feel familiar?
You blushed as he smiled at you. You quickly look down and fiddled with your fingers getting a little too anxious.
âHe is the number two hero by the way,â Cameron finally finished out. Your eyes widened and you turned to Cameron. She gave you a small smile as you just nodded in understanding. You looked back up at the number two hero and saw how he was bombarded by so many people; yet itâs like he could sense you staring, and he looked your way once more. A small smirk appeared on his face making your face heated once again. You took another sip as you tried to focus in on the conversation your friends were having, but your mind was just focused on him, something about him, his golden eyes, his little smirk, it just edged into your mind.
Two hours had passed, and you were able to engross yourself into the conversation, chatting away about relationships and things of such. A small yawn escaped your mouth and you decided you should probably head home. You stood up to say your goodbyes to everyone and Cameron decided to give you a ride home.
âNo excuses, I want to,â Cameron interjected before you could deny. You sighed softly in defeat knowing all too well she would not change her mind. Cameron said her goodbyes to everyone also and yâall left the coffee shop beside each other. Getting in the passenger side of the car the smell of sweet coconut filled your nostrils, Cameron had always kept her car tidy and it somehow always encouraged you to keep apartment clean.
âYou know, I would say your anxiety has calmed down. Iâm really proud of you,â she comments. A wide smile spreads across your face hearing that comment.
âReally? Itâs just recently Iâve felt like Iâve held the group back so much since yâall accommodate to me,â You admit. You felt weight lift off your shoulders as it was finally said. Cameron let out a small hum.
âI can see how you think that, but hun...â She took a small breath, âIf we genuinely feel like that than we are not your friends. Your wellbeing is much more important than me going to stupid club to shit faced and have a random hookup,â she finishes. You look down as you fiddled with your fingers.
How do I respond?
âThanks Cameron, I owe you big time,â You say. Cameron parks on the side right in front of your apartment building.
âYou donât. You literally have been there for me through everything and despite your anxiety you were always able to be calm when I was crying⌠donât question your ability in friendship,â Cameron reassured. You gave a small smile and reached over and gave her a huge hug that yâall both needed.
Releasing after a while you gave her a thank you and got out of her car. You watched as she drove off a small smile still portrayed on your face. You turned around walking up the steps to go inside and you stopped. There it was again, the feeling that someone was watching; you couldnât help yourself you turned to the side and looked around. Your eyes glanced at the bottom of the steps.
A red feather.
You bit your bottom lip as your eyes gleamed with happiness. You happily walked down the steps and picked up the feather. A small chuckle interrupted your thoughts and you jumped in fright. You quickly turned around and met eyes with golden daunting eyes. It was Hawks.
âSo, youâre the one who has been picking them up,â He asked.
âI-Iâm so sorry, I-I didnât knowâŚâ you stuttered out. You looked down in embarrassment, you heard his footsteps come closer and you could smell his faint cologne.
Do I give it back to him?
âDonât be, itâs cute,â he admits, Hawks rubs the back of his neck and that is when you noticed blood staining the sleeve of his jacket. A small gasp leaves your mouth and you shyly bring it up.
âYour uhm⌠your arm⌠itâs b-bleeding,â You whispered out. He hums in curiosity and looks down at his arm.
âOh⌠I didnât even notice, guess I should probably get that fixed,â Hawks muttered. You didnât even notice that he was baiting you to even invite him your house, this was exactly going to plan.
âU-uhm, I-I could patch it up for youâŚâ you offered. A smile came across his face.
âYou wouldnât mind?â Hawks asked. You shook your head ânoâ, you walked up the steps as he slowly trailed behind you a malicious smirk playing on his lips. Hawks had every intention of making you his and nothing was going to stop him.
You were so nervous; your palms were sweaty, and your heart was thumping so loudly you thought Hawks could hear. Nervously fiddled with the keys to your apartment and suddenly you felt his chest push against your back as his arms reached across beside you and gently got the keys, âLet me help.â
You released the keys and watched as he got the key in and unlocked your door. Â
âT-thank youâŚâ you mumbled shyly. Another chuckle escaped past his lips as he enjoyed just how shy you were.
âAnytime sweetheart.â
You walked in as he followed behind you; relief set in you as you remembered you had cleaned yesterday. âU-uhmâŚ. You can take a seat on the couch, let me go get some items so I can help you just a bit.â Hawks happily obliged as he watched you walk away, his eyes setting on your ass. He could not help but want you, you were just so tempting. He took a seat as he scanned your room, he spotted the jar of feathers and smirked. Hawks was so elated all the times he watched you take it into your apartment.
Your hands were fidgety as ever and you did not what to screw up his wound. You gave yourself a mental prep talk before you walked back with the items in your hands. As you walked back you saw him smile at you, but some glint in his eyes were throwing you off, it did not match his smile whatsoever. You cleared your throat and set the items down on the glass coffee table.
âSo, I know you know who I am, but can I get your name?â Hawks lied through his teeth like nothing. He knew so much about you that it wasnât necessary to ask.
âA-ah⌠Iâm so sorry for not even introducing myself,â you answered and gave him your name.
How could I forget to introduce myself? Iâve been collecting his feathers and I could not even give him my name.
âWhat a beautiful name.â The way your name rolled off his tongue had you a bit speechless. It made your face heat up in embarrassment. You took a seat beside him as you grabbed the alcohol to clean his wound. You go to start but you realize that his jacket still in the way.
âCan you take off your jacket for me?â You asked. It almost felt so provocative to ask such a question. Hawks smiled and took it off and allowed you to continue, âSorry, this might burn,â You warn softly. As soon as your fingers grasped his wrist, he went tense. Blood was rushing towards his cock, the urge to take you then and there was so tempting. His mind wandered to the most perverse thoughts he did not realize just how much your fingers were shaking around his wrist.
You were so anxious; you bit your lip hard trying to contain your nerves as you continued to clean his wound. You started wrap his bandage as firm and gently as you could. You sighed softly as you finally finished. You stood up and as soon as your fingers released from your wrist Hawks was back to reality. He wanted more of â no, he NEEDED more of your touch.
âAwe⌠done so soon?â He joked, but deep down he really was not. He needed a way to just get some of the drug into your system. You let out a small laugh starting to feel somewhat comfortable.
âSorry, it wasnât as bad as I thought it was, so a little bandaging will do,â You explain. You were ready to bid him a goodnight, but before you can his eye glance towards your shelf and a smirk spreads across his lips.
âThat looks like an interesting story to tell, I want to hear about it.â You gander towards what he was talking about and saw the jar of feathers. Your eyes widen in embarrassment and you were starting to get anxious.
How am I going to explain this, hm? Nice going. He probably thinks youâre obsessed with him.
âItâs not what it looks like, I swear,â you squeak out. Hawks laughs and raises his hands in surrender.
âIâm not accusing of anything kid; I just want to know how you collected so many.â You sigh in relief as your chest continues to pound in your chest giving you a minor headache. You needed something to alleviate just how anxious you were feeling.
âSure, would you like some tea or anything before I explain?â You offer. Â
âI would love some, thanks.â You gave him a small smile and walk over to the kitchen and start heating a small kettle with water. You were trying so hard to keep your nerves down, but it was extremely difficult. Hopefully, with this tea it would calm you down just a bit.
Hawks took in everything that had happened just moments prior to you walking towards the kitchen. Your reactions were everything to him. He wanted so badly to make you his. Make you say the most perverse things.
He wanted to fuck you till you begged him to stop. He wanted tears leaking from your innocent eyes as he showed you no mercy. He wanted his marks, his finger bruises on your skin. He wanted to taint your innocence.
âHere you go,â Your voice cut his thoughts off and he cleared his throat. He grabbed the mug as he needed to calm himself down. âYou okay there? You seemed to be lost in thoughtâŚâ You trailed off. His golden lustful eyes turned to you making you regret asking. He quickly covered it up with a smile.
âYeah, sorry. My mind wanders sometimes.â You accepted the answer not wanting to question farther. You sat down and took a couple of sips from your tea. The hot liquid soothing your body just a bit. Hawks pointed towards the shelf still wanting the story even though he didnât need one.
You looked over to the shelf again but tensed up when you noticed something else. The clock.
7:13 pm
You let out a small gasp, âIâm sorry, give me a moment I have to take my medication.â Without letting him reply you quickly make your way over to the medicine cabinet.
How could I forget?!
Hawks watched as you were out of his sight. This was his chance. He quickly grabbed the small little bottle filled with liquid and poured just a little into your tea. He sat back down quickly grabbing his own mug and taking a sip as he smirked to himself. You came back in a panic as you popped the pill and took a sip of your mug to swallow it down.
âNow before we get into the feathers, sorry if Iâm overstepping my boundaries, but what is the need for that?â Hawks genuinely questioned.
âWell, I have anxiety, which is pretty obvious, but along anxiety can come depression, and thatâs just to help prevent it from getting bad,â you explained. He hummed in understanding; you nervously fiddled with your fingers and decided you needed some of your tea. After taking another drink you go on with your story about the feathers.
ââŚwell somehow they just ended being places where I was at an- âyou stopped midway as you started to get extremely dizzy. You saw Hawks as he faked concern slowly standing up. Everything was blurry and you felt your eyelids get heavy. The last thing in your eyesight was Hawks walking over to you.
This was it. This was the time to take you. You were limp in his arms a steady rhythm of your breathing as he looked at you. If he remembered correctly, they said a little could go a long way, so a little drop must be roughly two hours, it would probably take him ten minutes to get to his penthouse. Hawks quickly lifted you up and left your apartment. He needed to move quickly to get you settled in.
Hawks walked out of the building and took you to his place. It was a lavish penthouse. It was a three bedroom with an amazing view of the city. He wanted nothing but the best for you. Flying in from his balcony so he wouldnât get trampled by fans in the front. Hawks proceeded to walk in, the sound of his boots stepping on the tiled floor being throughout the penthouse. Walking into his room.
The room was painted a dark grey, with minimal picture frames and paintings. A big fan hung from the ceiling as it pushed a breeze evenly throughout the room. The biggest source of light coming from the window that was in the place of the right wall. Hawks gently laid you down on his bed. Looking at you, so cute, so adorable while sleeping. He clicked his tongue debating whether he should handcuff you to the bed or not. Surely you would be too anxious to fight back. Right?
Hawks decided against it and left you to be. He walked over to his bathroom where he took a shower and wanting to get out of his hero costume. A hot shower should relieve some of his stress today. He was so pissed that he couldnât say hi to you at the coffee shop. It didnât sit well with him, donât get him wrong, he loved his fans and the attention, but when the attention wasnât coming from you, it annoyed him. Â
He allowed the hot water to soothe some of his tense muscles as he rinsed and washed himself. Unfortunately, being in the water forced him to take off the bandage you so kindly put on him. Oh, how gentle you are, and how sweet you are. He was going to taint you in every single way possible. Then, of course, you stay with him forever so no one could ever see just how erotic you can become, or your tears. Only him could see that.
Stepping out of the shower he dried himself off and put-on pair of gray sweatpants, not even to bother putting on any boxers; he had every intention of stuffing his cock in your tight little cunt.
His thoughts took over as he walked over back to his bedroom. You lied there so defenseless, maybe a taste wouldnât hurt. He slowly climbed on top of you; his thighs on both sides of your waist, he watched as your chest went up and down at a steady pace, your lips slightly parted as breaths escaped passed your lips. Just a taste. His feather cut through your shirt revealing your stomach and your cleavage. Hawks groaned softly, he slowly leaned down towards your lips, he stopped right before touching them with his own.
âJust a taste Keigo,â he whispered to himself. His lips ever so softly pushed against your lush soft lips. His tongue sliding in as he wanted to get more of a taste, the throbbing sensation in his cock pushing him to go a little further. His hands touched your sides, gently digging in his fingers as he started kissing your jawline. A pinching feeling causing you to slightly stir; Keigo paused, had he gone too far? He couldnât stop now, he had you. He glided his lips down to your neck as he gave you open mouth kisses, sucking softly, purposely leaving marks. You stir again as youâre slowly gaining consciousness, immediately taking notice of your awareness he goes lower, unbuttoning your jeans and removing them. He continues as he slides your panties to the side and runs his middle finger in between your folds rubbing your slit and slowly rubbing around your clit.
You suddenly gasp at the feeling, your upper body weakly shooting up. âH-hawks what are you do- â
âShh... just enjoy it babyâŚâ He cuts you off quickly placing gently kisses along your navel. Your eyes fully open and adjust to your surroundings.
Where am I? What happened?
Tears blur your eyes as you start getting anxious. You were in an unknown setting with someone you barely knew; he was also violating your body.
âIâve waited so long for this moment,â He whispers, the blurriness of your vision only giving you lines of a golden color as you looked to where the voice was coming from. Slightly darker yellow lines appearing as well. Goosebumps rising on your skin, a breeze continuously hitting against your sternum down to your abdomen some places colder than other as if a small amount of a liquid had been put in those areas.
Your hazy mind finally registering what he had said, âW-waited⌠longâŚâ You whispered out. Your head gets a sharp quick stab as you tried to process what those words meant. Your thinking got cut off short when you felt it. Something was pushed inside of you. You let out a gasp as your fingers moved down to remove it out of you. It wasnât big, no, it felt a little thicker than a pencil. No. It was a finger. His finger was inside of you. He curled his finger just a little; a small pathetic noise escaping your lips.
âNng⌠No,â The word came out so feeble. Your hands trying to pull his arm away. Keigo continued his small torture on your now slippery cunt as he added another finger in causing you to let out a whimper.
âBaby, youâre so wet for me,â Keigo whispered in your ear. You choked back a small sob not being able to form words. He slowly picked up his pace in fingering you; you could faintly hear the small gushing sounds as he continued. Keigo brought his thumb on your bud rubbing it, curling his fingers as you let out a hitched breath. You body craved for more as you could slowly feel a sensation of needing to release grow in the pit of stomach slowly overcoming the small knots that were in there prior.
âHawk- â
âKeigo, baby. Say my nameâŚâ He quickly interjected. It was more of a demand than anything else. You bit your bottom lip in a slight defiance, you couldnât give him that satisfaction of hearing you say his name; you turned your head away and squeezed your eyes shut. As if picking up what you were doing, he started fingering faster and rubbing your bud quicker. A moan left your lips as you tried to so hard to conceal it. âCâmon baby, moan my name,â He encouraged.
Small pants left your mouth as you felt yourself clenching tighter around his digits that were going and fast pace. You felt two fingers roughly grabbing your chin and forcing you to turn his way. Leaving your eyes closed as you could feel your wet eyelashes touching the skin below your eyes. You heard a small grunt as the pressure on your chin increased greatly.
âOpen your fucking eyes,â He demanded. Swallowing slowly, you obliged to be met with almost brighter golden eyes with a fierce lustful look. âSay it.â You felt his fingers pause where they were still in you.
âK-Kiego.â It was barely a whisper, you felt so exposed in an erotic way as his name fell from your lips while looking at him straight in the eyes. He let out a small hum of approval as he continued torturing your cunt with his thick fingers. Another moan falling passed your lips as the need to release was extremely prominent.
âYouâre going to cum? Hm? Are you going to cum all over my fingers?â It came out taunting and teasing as he picked up the pace; he removed his fingers that were placed around your chin and placed the palm of his hand on the bed beside your hip. Your hands that were around his other arm gripped tighter as you tried to pull it out.
âN-no, Iâm not,â You said in attempt to sound firm, but it came out more uncertain than anything else.
His other hand suddenly went around throat a little too harshly causing a gasp to escape, âDonât lie. Youâre clenching so tight around my fingers,â He said as he brought his face close to yours.
Why did that make me turned on? What the fuck is wrong with me?!
The attack on your clit became more forceful and you let out a small noise as his hand was still around your throat. You couldnât hold it, his fingers inside you, his thumb on your clit was doing much more stimulation to your body than you could account for. Your hands released from his arms as they both went on either side of you; your fingers entangling into the duvet on the bed. You arched your back a little as you shamefully released your juices onto his fingers. With deep pants you fell limp against the bed as Keigo released his grip from your neck.
A small chuckle left his lips as he brought out his fingers, âMy⌠myâŚâ He tsked, you looked away in embarrassment. You didnât want him taunting you even more. âMy fingers are drenched with your juices,â Keigo whispered in your ear. You were so humiliated you couldnât even look. He brought his drenched fingers to your lips and unconsciously let out a small gasp. He pushed his fingers into your mouth as his other hand smushed your cheeks forcing you to look at him.
âSuck.â
Heâs not serious⌠no, he is.
Not wanting to do anymore you obediently sucked tasting your juices, the erotic flavor covering your tastebuds.
âGood girl,â Keigo gently praised. Releasing his grip from your cheeks his fingers tickled your body as he started feeling your stomach and even going underneath your bra to tease your nipples. You wanted this sexual torment to end; what made you more embarrassed is that your body was enjoying this. It craved for more of his touch; you hated it.
Keigo removed his fingers from your mouth and silently moved down to where his face was in front of your still soaking pussy. You saw as one of his feathers ripped the fabric of your panties so he could fully take them off.
You quickly trying to squeeze your thighs together to shield his sight from him. He pushes his hands against your thighs causing them to spread.
âNuh uh uh⌠Iâm going to enjoy thisâŚâ He says with an erotic tone as he looks up at you; he licked his lips before bringing his hot mouth on your folds. You let out a small gasp as your back arched up just enough for his tongue to slip through your folds.
âKeigoâŚâ You mumbled. You werenât exactly sure why you were saying his name.
Am I wanting him to continue? Or to stop?
Your brain battled itself. Keigo let out a soft hum in response to you saying his name. The vibration of his hum hitting your already sensitive bud causing you to jerk a little.
He enjoyed your reactions, and he was determined to make you cum again before he fucked you senseless. Keigo slowly ran his tongue up and down on your dripping cunt enjoying the taste of you. His eyes glanced up as you squirmed, but he his hands on your thighs to hold you from continuing to do so. Your eyes were closed, and your lips slightly parted letting out barely audible breathy moans. Keigo smiled against your cunt as he continued to torture you.
His tongue teasingly swirled around your bud, his fingers digging into your thighs to hold him from going feral. You let out a small whimper and this encourages him to go faster. He puts his whole mouth on your clit and starts sucking.
âK-Keigo.. NnnghâŚâ you moaned louder. You felt your body wanting to jerk away, but his fingers digging into your thigh not allowing you to do so. Your clit was sensitive after just having cummed all over his fingers. You let out pants as he didnât bother to stop, in fact he sucked a little harder causing a whimper to escape. Your vision blurred as your tears were threatening to fall from the sensitivity.
Your fingers flung to his hair and grip his blonde locks as you pulled. Keigo let out a deep groan, once again the vibration of the action tingling your cunt.
âKeigo⌠Please⌠I canât,â You begged desperately as a tear rolled down your left cheek. He momentarily pulled and hummed as if thinking if he should stop or not.
 He looked up at you and was just turned on more of your state: your flushed face, your eyebrows knitted inward, your watery eyes, your lips parted, your visible cleavage heaving up and down with each pant you took.
Keigo smirked at you, âYou can and will.â
You let out a pathetic squeak as his mouth went back on your cunt. His tongue now teasing your tight hole. He greedily sucked up all your juices, his tongue poking at your hole wanting more. He glided his tongue back upwards licking your bud. Your weak moans echoing through the room as he continued to suck and lick at your cunt.
Oddly enough another sensation of the need to release was coming despite how sensitive you were. Your fingers could barely stay entangled in his hair as your physical strength (or at least the little strength you had to work with) was leaving you. More tears leaked from your eyes they rolled down your flushed cheeks as the sensitivity was increasing.
Keigo had no way slowed or gone any softer, the sound of smacking and gushing sounds filled your ears as your orgasm was close. Your inner thighs felt sore knowing all too well that Keigo had created finger bruises in those areas with how hard he was digging into your skin. Â
You let out a small yell of pleasure as your back arched, bucking your hips into Keigoâs mouth as you released another wave of juices. He sucked every single last drop youâd given him. A couple more tears escaped as you once again slumped back onto the bed. Keigo stood up away from you and off the bed. You rolled over in relief that it was over.
You heard him shuffle around a little bit before you felt the bed slightly dip. Keigoâs hand snaked under your waist as he pulled you up. You werenât exactly cooperating, but he knew that you most likely wouldnât. He suddenly brought you all the way up to where your back was against his chest.
You felt it. It twitched against your back. Your eyes went wide and your hands blindly behind you, âNO! Keigo,â you warned. He let out a small chuckle before pushing you down into the bed. He pulled your abdomen up and his fingers pushing you on area forcing you to arch your back.
You felt his tip tease you at your entrance. Your head shot up and before you could say anything, he shushed you.
âI promise Iâll put it in slow,â Keigo promised. He leaned over to where his breath was fanning your earlobe, âIâll put it in inch by inch, and weâll count together.â It wasnât even a suggestion and you knew that.
He pushed just the head of his cock into you as you let out a loud gasp. The length wasnât what scared you anymore, the girth of his cock was going to stretch you to the max.
âKeigo⌠your girth... It wonât fit,â You rambled. You did not want to endure this. He ignored you as he pushed another inch in you. Your fingers curled into the duvet. Keigo let out a small hum if approval of how well youâre taking him despite how tight you are.
âI do believe that is two baby⌠so repeat the number.â
âT-two.â You were breathing hard as you the pain wasnât exactly subsiding quite yet. Keigo pushed another inch you and your breath hitched, the girth on this man was unbelievable. You momentarily felt bad for anyone that had engaged into sex with Keigo. Your thoughts were interrupted as a stinging sensation was left on your ass; you let out a yelp in surprise.
âCâmon sweetie, you can count. How many is that?â He stated he softly pinched your hip softly.
âThree.â As soon as the word fell from your lips, he pushed another inch in causing a mewl to fall from your lips. You heard him as he took a sharp breath in.
âJesus, youâre so fucking tight,â Keigo groaned out. You bit your lip refusing to respond to that comment. He slapped your ass again and you let out a whimper.
âFour.â You knew why he spanked you. He wanted you to count and the fact that it didnât feel like his voice was getting any closer scared you. You unconsciously clenched around his cock and he dug his fingers into your hips. Keigo pushed another inch into you and squeezed your eyes shut.
âK-Keigo. I canât. Please. Youâre too bigâŚâ You pleaded him.
He clicked his tongue as he responded, âBaby, youâre barely halfway,â he casually commented.
HALFWAY?!
âH-HALFWAY!? KEIGO THERE IS NO WAY I CAN TAKE ALL OF YOU!â You cried out in desperation.
He is ten fucking inches⌠How does he expect any person to take his length?
âSweetie, thatâs why Iâve been going slow, so you can adjust. Just try to take two more inchesâŚâ He compromised.
You felt grateful that he was at least compromising a little. As you battled whether to agree or not Keigo pushed all the way in and you heard as his waist hit against your ass. You let out a scream as the pain was increased to a maximum. You felt him extremely deep. He suddenly brought you up against his chests as he leaned his head down kissing your neck.
âOopsâŚâ He mumbled not sorry at all. You knew he wasnât sorry.
âYouâre not sorry Keigo, you fucking son of a bi- âHis hand slapped over your mouth quickly to shut you up. He held it firmly as he gently rocked against you slowly. The first couple thrusts were gentle to get you adjusted to his size, but then they became rough and hard. You moaned against his hand as he picked up the pace.
âYou love it, donât you? Hm? My cock is covered in your juices which lead me to believe you love being stuffed with my cock,â Keigo comments. Such vulgar words being said out loud caused your face to heat up. His hand uncovers your mouth, and he pushes you down into the mattress with your ass up.
Keigo starts violently thrusting into you at a fast pace. Pitiful mewls fall from your lips as he continues to do so.
âWho do you belong to?â He questioned harshly as he rammed into you again causing a small cry to come out of you. Keigo twisting his hand into your hair and pulling on it causes your head to jolt back.
âWho... do⌠you⌠fucking⌠belong⌠toâŚâ He gritted out in between pants.
âYou.â He continues to impale on you as he wanted to hear his name fall from your lips.
âThatâs right baby⌠Now repeat the whole thing with my name,â Keigo demanded. His hand tugged on your hair harshly as you let out a whimper.
âI belong to you, Keigo,â you mumbled out, tears on the brink of spilling out from your eyes. Keigo hummed as his grip on you didnât loosen.
âLouder baby, I canât hear you,â he teased. You swallowed your humiliation as you took a deep breath.
âI belong to you, Keigo.â
âGood girl,â Keigo verbally applauded as he released his grip on your hair. Keigo thrusted in and out at a steady pace. He would go all the way in which caused you to clench around his cock. Keigo leaned over not stopping his pace. Tears fell from your eyes and he groaned as you felt his cock twitch inside of you.
âYour tears turn me on so much moreâŚâ Keigo rasped out as he wrapped his hand around throat. He turned your head slightly as he licked off your tears as they continued to flow. Pants escaped his mouth as he picked up his pace, âIâm going to cum in you.â
âNO! You better not,â You quickly interjected. Keigo simply removed his hand from your throat and pushed your face down into the bed in response. His hands gripped around your hips as grunts left his mouth. You continued to moan into the bed as you finally realized that it had become pleasurable. His fingers digging once again into your hips just adding to the pleasure your body was feeling. He rubbed your now swollen bud causing you to cry out and clench around your cock.
Keigo groaned loudly before ramming into you releasing his seed into you. âFuckkkkâŚâ He rasped out as he thrusted a couple more times before pulling out.
You felt his hot semen come out and drip down your clit as you raised your head panting out. Your fingers were shaking tremendously and so were your legs. You rolled over on to your back and closed your eyes already going into a slumber; unfortunately, Keigo had other plans as his feather tickled your collarbone and suddenly cut the fabric your bra. The flimsy material exposed your nipples to him as the bra became extremely loose.
Your eyes shot open only to be met with his eyes extremely close, he dominated you in a deep kiss as his fingers played with your nipples. Twisting them, pinching them. You whimpered into his mouth as you were already exhausted from the last round. Keigo removed his lips from yours as he went down and took on of your hard, perky nipples into his mouth. Keigo sucked on it, biting down softly causing to jerk. You let out a small whine as your hands weakly pushed on his shoulders.
âKeigo, please. No more. Iâm begging you,â Your voice came out so frail. He brought his face up and looked at you.
âGod, baby... Youâre so fucking gorgeous. Look how defenseless and exhausted you lookâŚâ Keigo smirked as he came closer and he lined his cock at your throbbing entrance, âHaving you at my mercy, begging me to stopâŚâ you felt his cock twitch and he pushed his head into your cum filled cunt. You let out a small cry, âItâs honestly so sexy⌠Nothing turns me on more than you begging and crying underneath me,â Keigo finished.
Your blood ran cold, you realized just how deranged and sick minded this number two hero was.
Keigo fully pushed himself in you and a guttural moan leaving his lips, âLook at that, you take my cock so good, baby.â The comment made you tense up, he was suddenly face to face with you and his hand went around your throat again, âIâm going to make you cry, beg, and sob.â
Your hands flew up to his chest, âKeigo, please donât.â He smirked at you, his hands tightening around your throat causing an involuntary gasp escape.
âBegging already?â Keigo taunted as he started thrusting. At this point you just let whimpers come out, it was no use holding back anymore. âYouâre such a good girl for me,â He breathed out in between pants.
This man was praising and degrading you at the same time and it made you wet. Keigo impales a little more harshly as you let out a small cry. He starts using his other hand to rub your clit and you immediately squirm.
âLook at that, still extremely sensitive,â Keigo commented as he released his grip from your throat and placed his hand on the side of you. You desperately wanted him to stop tormenting your clit, at this rate you would cry.
The sound of skin meeting skin, the sloppy gushy rhythm echoed throughout the room as you tried to think of a way to get him to stop.
Maybe I cou-
A harsh bite down on your neck caused you to scream. Liquid stung your eyes as you were forced to focus back on Keigo torturing your clit.
âAh there we go, youâre back,â Keigo huskily whispered against your neck. Shivers ran down your spine and he continued to softly bite on random parts of your upper body. âThere you go baby, focus on my cock filling your cunt up.â He brought himself eye to eye with you, âThatâs all you can focus on⌠Like the little whore you are.â
A sudden flame ignited in you as you brought your hand down in attempt to slap him, but you caught your wrist just in the nick of time.
A low chuckle chilled you to the bone, âI knew you had some fire; it just takes a lot to ignite it,â He stated as if it were a fact. Keigo grabbed both of your wrists and pinned them down with one of his hands. You squirmed beneath him and he gave you a harsh thrust.
âDid it ever occur to you that you were the only one finding the red feathers?â Keigo questioned as he this time softly rocked against your hips. You looked in away in embarrassment, you knew you were the only one finding them, but it didnât occur to you in a negative way.
âItâs been what?... two months now,â Keigo commented, with his other hand he used his fingers to rub your bud.
âNnnghhâŚâ Petty little moans escaped from your mouth as he rocked against your hips and rubbed your clit.
âSurely, youâre smarter than that, right?â He questioned in a mocking tone. His golden eyes staring into your own with a sly glint in them. âNo⌠Youâre just absolutely fucking naĂŻve and innocent.â The last two words coming out harshly as he mercilessly ravaged your little cunt.
âFuck⌠K-Keigo⌠Ngh...â You blabbered out as a few tears slip out your eyes. Keigo wastes no time in licking them up; He starts making circular motions with two of his fingers on your delicate clit. You clenched around his cock as you felt another orgasm approaching. Your wrists trying to escape a way out of Keigoâs grip.
You had no physical strength, it was gone. He was right. You are naĂŻve.
âTwo fucking months,â Keigo gritted out. The smacking of his waist hitting your most inner thighs leaving a faint stinging tingle. Your orgasm was right there, on the edge.
âK-Keigo, Iâm going to c-cu- âYou moaned out and he rubbed against your bud faster. You let out a loud cry as he continued thrusting through your orgasm.
He wasnât far behind, in fact, the clenching of your cunt around him as you released was all he needed to cum. He released again all inside of you as you went limp underneath him. Little sweat beads trailing down his forehead as he rocked against you three more times to finish out his high.
Keigo removed himself from you and you weakly sat up, your eyes barely able to stay open.
âP-please no more⌠Iâm begging you; my body canât do itâŚâ You whispered out. He brought you close and gave you a gentle kiss.
âI know. Thatâs enough for tonight⌠Iâll clean you up and then we can get some rest,â Keigo stated. He lovingly trailed his finger down your cheek already seeing your eyelids close.
âYouâre mine forever.â
And you were all his forever because of a trail of red feathers.
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unbreakable [jennifer jareau]
jennifer jareau x reader, emily prentiss x sister!reader
requested: i love your works sm, could i request a criminal minds one where the reader is emilyâs little sister and jjâs girlfriend and she gets injured and she calls jj to tell them her location, but her injuries kept getting worse. jj and emily try to stay calm, but are scared and when they get to her its angsty (and COMFORT)
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The black pickup truck flew through the red light, heading straight for you. Your blood froze in your veins. You wanted to swerve out of the way, but you couldnât. You were frozen.Â
The black blur grew closer and closer with ease. You couldnât even get into a position to save yourself, you just continued to stare as the car rammed into your driverâs side.Â
The amount of force causing your entire car to flip over and over and over again. Until eventually you landed in a little ditch with your car upside down.Â
You donât know how you were still conscious, but you couldnât move. Everything in your body ached.Â
It was a simple drive. A drive youâve made countless times. You were going to surprise your sister and your girlfriend at the bureau with their favorite lunch. You know how much stress theyâve been under lately, but then all of a sudden you felt like you were dying in a ditch.
Luckily, with technology these days you were able to use your car to call your girlfriend. The ringing filled the echoing car as your eyes began to grow heavy.
âHey love, youâre on speaker! Whatâs up?â JJâs voice filled the car.
âHey Y/N,â Emilyâs voice said from next to her and you smiled to yourself softly.
You cleared your throat before speaking up, âIâm-Iâm in a bit of a situation,â
There was silence on the other end of the phone and you could just imagine their faces right now. They probably looked at each other, each of their smiles dropping.
âWhat happened?â both of their voice said in unison.
You chuckled softly, âSo uh funny story, I was going to surprise you guys today,â you got out as you felt your breathing start to become more ragged, âBring you your favorite lunch, but as I was a driving a truck came out of nowhere and now Iâm outside down in a ditch,âÂ
âOkay, Y/N, where are you right now?â Emily asked and you could tell her protective older sister was showing.Â
You tried to remember where you were driving by, but your mind was starting to become a little fuzzy. You shrugged even though they couldnât see you, âIâm-Iâm not sure, I already got the food so I was on the way to the bureau. I canât remember,â you admitted and you started panicking even more, âGuys, why canât I remember?âÂ
Reidâs voice whispered to both JJ, who was pacing the room, and Emily who was currently bitting on her fingernails, âSheâs probably suffering head trauma,âÂ
âHey, hey, itâs okay,â JJâs voice whispered soothingly into the phone, âClose your eyes and try to think,âÂ
You closed your eyes, following the exercise the BAU did on countless occasions to help victims remember, but you came up empty, âI donât know! I canât! I canât remember!â you exclaimed as your chest started heaving.Â
âItâs gonna be okay, can you move?â JJ asked again, âAre you able to get out of the car?âÂ
You shook your head, âNo, no I canât move. J, whatâs wrong with me?â you whimpered.
It was her turn to shake her head, âNothing, absolutely nothing. Weâre gonna have Penelope track your phone okay? And weâll be right there to you. Hotch is gonna send an ambulance as soon as we get your location, okay?âÂ
âYou may want to hurry,â you whispered, feeling blood drip down your face, âI donât know if itâs ketchup from your burgers or blood thatâs dripping from my head,â
You reached up to feel your head and looked back at your fingers before smelling it, âNo, thatâs blood,âÂ
âBaby girl,â Derek said in a stern voice to Penelope who was trying her best to get the location fast enough.
She looked at him with a nod, âIâm going as fast as I can,â With a few more types at the keyboard there was a ping, âI got it!âÂ
They all looked at the computer screen, Hotch was already on the phone with the ambulance repeating back her location. Without hesitation, JJ and Emily ran out of the room and towards the car. Everyone else following suit.Â
They drove to where you were which wasnât that far away, literally down the block. You were almost there.Â
The girls parked on the side of the road and noticed that no one bothered stopping to help you. The black pickup truck, nowhere to be seen, he probably drove off as soon as he was well enough to leave.Â
There was broken glass leading towards the ditch and they slid down it as safely as possible. Your driverâs side door was caved in so they went to the other side to drive and get to you.
âHey Y/N?â Emilyâs voice filled your ears and your ears perked up, despite your eyes threatening to give out on you any second now, âWeâre here now, okay? I need you to stay strong, the paramedic is on their way,âÂ
You smiled, âI donât know,â was all you could get out, until you calmed your breathing down, âI donât know if I can stay awake for that long,âÂ
JJâs eyes were threatening to spill the tears that were held in her eyes. Derek went over to the passengerâs side to see if he can help get you out. JJ hung out next to your driverâs side and looked at the blood trickling from your head.
âCan you stay awake for me, baby?â JJ asked and you turned your head to look at her best as possible.
You made a pouty face, âIâm really tired JJ,â you whispered, âI think I need to go to bed,âÂ
Emily finally started breaking down, âNo, weâre gonna try something, okay?â She could see you slowly nod, âOkay, itâs Christmas Eve, youâre six years old and Iâm eight. We wanted so bad to stay up and see Santa put gifts under a tree and you were following asleep, but I kept waking you up. You need to keep imagining that okay?âÂ
âEmily, I love you,â you told her as your eyes started drooping more.Â
She shook her head, âHey, no. Santaâs coming soon! We need to stay awake,â she told you.Â
Even with Derekâs strength he couldnât get the car door open. He slammed his hands on the car in frustration, as he looked up at Hotch, âTheyâre gonna be here in five minutes!âÂ
âHotch! We donât have that kind of time!â Derek screamed.
JJ reached her hand through your broken window, âI love you,â you whispered to her as she rubbed your cheekbone softly.
âYou can tell me that when we get you all bandaged up, okay?â she told you and you shook your head.
âI think my head needs a little more than a band-aid,â you joked which caused her to let out a breathy laugh.Â
Mission accomplished, you thought to yourself.Â
You started to close your eyes and she shook head, âHey, stay awake, okay?â
âCan you tell me a story?â you whispered, something JJ would do whenever you were having a rough day or the two of you were being lazy on the couch.Â
âWill you stay awake for me if I do?â she asked and you nodded.
âIâll try my best,âÂ
âItâs Christmas Eve in about twelve years or so. We have two kids who are six and eight. Theyâre waiting for Santa to come down the chimney so they can see him. Theyâre telling each other that they need to stay awake,â she begins and looks at Emily whoâs breaking down, crying softly in Derekâs arms.Â
Her voice starts to become more shaky, âAnd Iâm shaking your arm in bed every so often whispering to you, âLove, you need to stay up so we can put the presents on the treeâ. But youâre falling in and out of sleep, so I give you a sweet kiss and rip the blanket off of you. You groan in response as you cling onto me,âÂ
Your eyes start to close, but JJ continues talking, âYou say âI'm so tempted to call Rossi and tell him to buy a Santa costume just so they can go to bed already.ââ you let out a breathy laugh as JJ tries her best not to cry in front of you, âYou always pretend to hate the idea of staying up, but youâre secretly happy because it reminds you of how you and Emily used to be when you were young,âÂ
âIn a world where your parents were barely around and the only people you had were each other, waiting for Santa to come reminds you of her,â she finishes telling you, âYou need to stay awake, okay? So we can live a life like that, please,âÂ
The flashing of blue and red lights, along with sirens filled the void of silence. The paramedics and firemen rushing down the ditch to come and rescue you. JJ is moved out of the way and into Emilyâs arms. The two of them crying together, holding each other close.Â
The firemen breaking the door away, letting the paramedics due their duties as they rushed you onto a gurney. Your eyes were still fluttering open and closed as you tried your best to hold onto the little life that was present in your body.Â
Until you couldnât anymore.Â
/ / /
âLove,â JJâs voice drew out, you fluttered your eyes open to see her staring back at you, âYou fell asleep again,âÂ
You rolled your eyes teasingly, âIâm sorry, these kids are unbreakable. Itâs 4 in the morning and I need to sleep if weâre going to be hosting tomorrow. I mean we still have to finish cleaning,âÂ
It was her turn to roll your eyes as she pressed a soft, yet sweet kiss to your lips. You smiled into it, the feeling of contentment overflowing you. But itâs gone all too soon as the cool Virginian winter air hit your body.
âNo! Babe!â you whispered, groaning.Â
JJ was sitting up in bed as you wrapped your arms around her waist, clinging onto her like a sloth onto a tree. She let out a laugh before planting a kiss to the top of your head.
âRossi is on speed dial, I am more than willing to call him,â you mumbled, before placing a kiss to her hip causing her to laugh more.
The two of you just stayed in that position until you couldnât hear whispers from downstairs anymore.Â
You perked your head up, âDo you hear that?âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âExactly,â you shot out of bed as quickly, but quietly as possible. She let out a soft giggle before following suit.Â
The hard wood floor cold against your bare feet. You looked from the top step to see the kids finally fast asleep on the floor. JJ opened the closet door and grabbed all of their presents, lying them neatly along the tree.
You took the cookies that they made and took small bites out of it before drinking some of the milk. You went over to JJ with a cookie in your hand, wrapping your arms around her waist from behind.Â
âCookie?â you whispered and she nodded gratefully before taking a bite out of it.Â
The two of you just swayed from side to side as you embraced the colorful lights of the Christmas tree filling the dark room and your two kids sleeping peacefully on the floor with one another.Â
You grabbed your phone from your pocket, shooting a text to Emily who was probably fast asleep. You and JJ got close to the two kids before taking a selfie with them, sending the picture to Emily saying:
They did it again...stayed up much later this time. Iâm starting to feel bad for Mom and Dad now!
You grabbed the blanket that was on the couch and laid it over the two kids, as JJ wrote note in cursive thanking them for all the cookies. You placed a kiss to each of their heads before following JJ to bed.
The two of you getting comfortable once more in bed, finally allowing yourselves to try and get some sleep, âArenât you glad you stayed awake?â she whispered.
You nodded, softly, thinking back to the time where you almost died, âIâm very glad I stayed awake,â you told her, the double meaning hidden along the sentence.Â
But JJ knew, she always knew.
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Aim For The Heart | Chapter 3: Plan B
Pairing: hitman!jk x female reader
Genre: E2L, romance, drama, angst
WC: 5.1k
Warnings for this chapter: language (jk will continue to have a potty mouth), a gun, attempted murder
Tag list; @hopekookies @moonchild1 @barbellastyles98 @teresaisla @ggukkieland @mwitsmejk @scuzmunkie @sugaslittlekookies @jaebeomsblackgf @moon-asia
summary; Jeon Jungkook is an infamous hitman, known for his inability to fail at whatever job is thrown his way. At least, up until now. Y/n, a kind-hearted and full of life teacher, is his newest target. Jeon isnât sure who would put a hit on this seemingly innocent girl, but fortunately, that isnât his problem. All he has to do is pull the trigger.Â
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"Excuse m-me, sir."
Jungkook turns and his heart stops in his chest when he sees the wide eyes of a horribly familiar girl staring up at him.
You're clutching a piece of paper in your hands as a smile spreads on your face when you look at him closer. Jungkook blinks a few times, the rest of him frozen in horror at being caught.
"Th-This is for you." You hold out the paper.
Jungkook takes it limply, his eyes never leaving yours.
When the initial shock leaves his body, he tears his eyes away from you and looks down at what you gave him. He squints in confusion at what he sees. Then he looks back up at his target.
What the hell is this?
"Uh-"
"I hope it isn't c-creepy. I j-just thought it might make you s-smile." You brighten when he looks back down at the picture.
Jungkook swallows thickly.
On the piece of notebook paper, is a terribly drawn picture. But that isn't what's gotten his attention. On it, is an image of what he can only guess to be himself, sitting on a bench.
He looks back up at you, "Um, I don't understand..." His voice gives out on him as he fights the urge to bolt. Everything about this situation is telling him to run. You know him. You've known he was following you.
But you aren't outright telling him that you know...
What the hell does he do now?
You smile shyly, a small blush creeping up your cheeks. "I know it m-must seem weird. But p-please let m-me explain."
He nods uncertainly, forcing his feet to stay planted where he is.
"Ok," You wring your hands together and he watches in confusion as you blink a few times. "O-Ok, I like to d-draw. And sometimes when I d-don't have anything else to draw, I draw p-people. Then I give them the p-picture as a present to make them h-happy!" You bounce a little on the balls of your feet.
"But-..." Jungkook scratches his neck. "When did you do this?" He's starting to think maybe he's out of the line of fire. Perhaps he jumped to conclusions and you don't suspect him of following you at all.
You put a finger to your chin as you think about that. Then you tap your cheek, blinking hard a few times. "Mmm, I think it was Wednesday? Maybe Thursday..." You start mumbling to yourself.
Jungkook raises a brow, watching you curiously.
He looks around, no one seems to be paying attention to the two of you. Good, he can't be seen as one of the last people to be with you.
You suddenly speak up again, drawing his attention back to you.
"W-Well, anyway. I decided to m-make it and give it to you b-because you looked sad. Are y-you lonely?" You look up at him with big eyes and he blinks, looking away for a second to regain his composure.
Damn, she's nosy.
Jungkook clears his throat and looks back at you, "I'm not lonely. And as much as I appreciate the thought, I don't need this." Then he shoves the picture into your chest, making you flinch and grab it.
"Have a good day." He says curtly, then he turns and walks as quickly as he can away from the situation.
After a minute of walking, Jungkook breathes a sigh of relief to be out of that. He messed up. Now he really needs to get this done quickly before the target figures anything out for real this time.
The relief is short-lived though. A second later, he flinches when he hears a voice calling out to him and the sound of feet running.
"Wait! Mister, p-please wait!"
Jungkook pulls his hat down further and picks up his pace, trying to find a crowd he can lose you in.
He's squeezing in-between people and pushing past others, ignoring their sounds of annoyance. Then a hand grabs the sleeve of his jacket and he internally groans.
Shit, she's fast.
Jungkook shakes you off of him and turns to glare at you.
 "What?" He snaps.
You blink and cock your head to the side for a second before straightening it out, a crooked smile forming on your face.
"I w-wasn't able to introduce m-myself." You state simply.
Jungkook audibly sighs, "Look, I'm busy."
"Oh." Your face falls and he resists the urge to roll his eyes.
You look at the ground for a second, then you look back at him, your eyes bright again and the smile back on your face. "P-Please, take the picture. I have n-no room in my bag f-for it."
Jungkook sighs again and snatches the picture out of your hands, "Fine. Happy?" He waves it in the air before folding it and sticking it in his jacket pocket.
You nod happily, "My n-name is ____."
 I know.
"Alright." He looks away, trying to give you the hint that he's done with the conversation.
"What's y-your name?"
Gosh, she never shuts up, does she?
"Jungkook."
...
...
...Fuck.
Why in the literal hell would he say his real name just now?
He wasn't thinking. He just wanted you to shut up.Â
You see the look of pure panic on his face and laugh to make him feel better, "Nice t-to meet you, J-Jungkook." He must have trouble talking with people, you think.Â
"Ok, well yeah, it was nice to meet you. Thank you for the picture. Goodbye." He turns and all but runs off, finally disappearing into a crowd.
You watch him go into the big crowd and you smile, he was so kind. Giggling and looking down at your fingers, you turn and start making your way home. _______________
Jungkook hauls ass all the way back to his place, constantly making sudden turns and glancing around to make sure you're not hot on his heels.
When he finally makes it up the stairs and into his apartment, he locks the door and yanks his shoes off, hurling them at the front door and flinching when they slam against it loudly.
There aren't enough curse words in his vocabulary for him to scream into his pillow that would satisfy him right now. He starts to shake, the adrenaline pumping through his veins as his brain goes into overdrive trying to figure out what to do now.
He's never been caught.
Not once.Â
He's never even been close to getting caught.Â
In and out, one and done.
That's how it's always been for him.
Jungkook takes his hat off and tosses it onto the tiny dining table, then he walks over to his bed and flops onto it, face down.
"I quit." He mumbles into the comforter forlornly.
Then he lays there for a minute, contemplating everything.
"I can't quit..." He mutters to himself a second later.
It's impossible.
He can't quit.
He just needs to get it over with tonight.
No more hesitating, no more distractions, no more overthinking. It doesn't matter that she saw his face and knows his name. She'll be dead by morning anyway, and it's not like her friend is here for her to tell anything about him to.
Once he's calmed himself down enough to think clearly, Jungkook gets up and moves to his closet to pull out the safe. He puts in the code and it swings open when he gives it a little tug. He takes out the gun that he failed to use the other night, then he unloads it, pouring the little bullets onto his bed. Jungkook counts them before reloading them, then he dumps them out again, counting them before once again reloading them.
He does this whenever he needs to think, it helps him concentrate. When he's unloaded and reloaded it four times, he's finally able to take a deep breath. He sits on the edge of his bed, his head hanging for a minute before he lifts it and stares at the wall. _______________
When you get home, you kick your shoes off and head straight to the kitchen to grab a snack. You grab a little drinkable yogurt and grin as you open it up and take a sip.Â
Then you move to sit on your couch, still gently sipping your yogurt. When you're almost halfway done with your snack, you pull out your phone and text Mina.Â
You 4:32- Mina, I met someone today ^-^
Then you toss your phone next to you and grab your TV remote, turning it on you quickly find the drama you're currently binging and you hit play.Â
After a few minutes, you hear your phone bling. You pause the show and grab it to see Mina has answered you.Â
Mina 4:40- YOU WHAT? WHO
You laugh quietly and you're typing a reply when a picture of you and Mina making silly faces pops up on the screen and the ringtone you made special for her starts ringing. You answer it quickly, laughing when she shouts through the phone immediately.Â
"WAS IT A BOY??" She shrieks, almost breaking your eardrums.
"Y-Yeah." You can feel the blush creeping up your neck at her next words.
"Is he cute? Is he single?"
"M-Mina!" You cry in embarrassment, "It isn't l-like that."Â
You hear a disappointed sigh leave her lips, "Well, what is it like then?" She asks in curiosity.Â
"I gave him a p-picture that I drew. He t-took it, Mina! He didn't say I was c-creepy like the other girl did." You're grinning from ear to ear.Â
She laughs quietly as she realizes what this is about. "Ohh, so you drew a picture of him and gifted it to him?"
"Yup!"
"That's so sweet of you, ____. And he actually took it?"Â
You nod, then remember she can't see you.Â
"Y-Yes, he took it. He said th-thank you, and he told m-me his name!"
Mina laughs again at your excitement, "What's his name?"
"Jungkook."
"Ohhh," There's a teasing hint to her tone, "Sounds like a name fit for a cute guy. So, was he cute?"Â
You bite your lip then whisper, "Uh, yes. He was c-cute."Â
"Awww! ____ has her first cruuuush!" Mina shrieks again and you shake your head.Â
"No, Mina. I d-don't have a crush on h-him! I just thought he was n-nice. He seemed like he would m-make a good friend." You pull at the hem of your skirt, your knees tucked up to your chin.Â
You hear her giggle on the other side, then her tone turns serious. "Ok, you're right ____. No man is good enough to date my sweet best friend. Don't you dare pursue him until I get there and give my approval!"
You roll your eyes, "I'm not going to p-pursue him at all, silly."
You two chat for a couple of minutes, then you let her go because you both need to figure something out for dinner soon.Â
You decide to finish the episode of the drama, but you can't resist and watch a few more after it. By the time you're able to peel your eyes away from the TV, the sun is starting to go down. You rub your eyes in confusion, I didn't realize how many episodes I watched.Â
You stretch your arms above your head and yawn, "Ah, I should g-get some d-dinner," You stand up to go to your kitchen and scrounge around. You come up with a few pieces of celery, half a jar of kimchi, and one hard-boiled egg.Â
You scrunch your nose at the emptiness of the fridge. You'll just have to go to the grocery store tomorrow. But until then, you decide to just go out and get something to eat for dinner and maybe find something for your lunch tomorrow.Â
You pull your tennis shoes on and grab your bucket hat, plopping it onto your head. It doesn't go with the rest of your pastel outfit, but you don't really care. If it's comfy, then it's a win for you.Â
Then you take your bag and sling it over your shoulder. Remembering to lock the door, you leave and head down the stairs. _______________
Jungkook thanks the man at the food stand as he takes the fishcake skewer and hands his money to the man. Then he bows and turns to make his way through the crowds of people that always come out at night in Seoul.Â
He finds a bench in a park a little ways from the hustle and bustle of the city, so he sits there and takes a deep breath of the crisp evening air. Jungkook takes a bite of his fishcake, chewing it thoughtfully as he goes over the new plan of action in his head.Â
A few people pass by while he sits there, one of them is a small girl with her mother. She reminds Jungkook of that little girl, Mi-Rah, from the other day. His throat constricts when he remembers the child's words to him. Then he scoffs and takes another bite of fishcake, chewing it aggressively. If that annoying kid hadn't distracted him, he wouldn't be sitting out here right now trying to come up with a new plan...stupid.Â
Jungkook finishes his food, then he stretches his long limbs out, grunting from exhaustion. This hit is really taking a mental toll on him for literally no reason at all. He can't wait to be done with it.Â
He rubs his hands together and stands up, stretching a bit more before heading in the direction of the target's home.Â
He's going to finish this.Â
Tonight.Â
When Jungkook is a few blocks from her apartment, he slows down and glances around before slipping into the dark alleyway from the other night. Once he's in the dark, he slips the gun from his pocket and checks the bullets. It's an obsessive thing at this point, but it makes him feel more secure.Â
He slides the last bullet back in, then-
"Jungkook?"
The gun clatters to the ground with a loud sound as Jungkook whips around to see the one person he doesn't want to see at this moment.Â
Gosh fucking damn it all to hell.Â
You're standing there, looking up at him from under your bucket hat. Jungkook scans you quickly, noticing you're still in your light yellow skirt and pink blouse from earlier. You have some bags in your hands as you smile at him.Â
You don't seem to have taken notice of the fact that he literally just dropped the gun he was going to shoot you with. So, Jungkook quickly kicks it to the side, relieved when it slides behind a bag of trash.Â
"Uhm, hi...____, right?" It takes all his willpower not to fumble over his words after being caught for the second time on the same day.
You nod happily at the fact that he remembered your name, "Yes! F-Funny to run into y-you again!"
Jungkook chuckles dryly, "Yeah, what a coincidence."Â Â
You gesture to him with one of the bags in your hands, "D-Do you live n-near here?"Â
Jungkook's nose twitches, but he keeps a straight face. "No, I just...I was out for a walk."Â
"Ohh! Night walks are th-the best."Â
"Mhm.." Jungkook looks around, trying to figure out what he should do. Maybe he should just do it now...yeah, that's the best idea.Â
"So, what did you buy?" Jungkook asks suddenly, gesturing towards your bags. You take the bait instantly and brighten, bending down to place your bags on the ground so you can show him.Â
The second you aren't looking, Jungkook crouches and grabs the gun from behind the trash bag he kicked it towards.
"Well, now. L-Let me see." You're crouched on your heels, looking through the bags. Jungkook cocks the gun and raises it, his finger on the trigger.Â
"I've g-got an apple, that was from the k-kind old woman at the fruit s-stand-"
He's about to pull it when another voice rings out in the alley.Â
"Miss ___! Is that you?"
Jungkook quickly brings the gun down, switching it to safety and stuffing it into the front of his pants. Clearly, he isn't thinking straight right now.Â
You look up at that moment and glance behind Jungkook before a smile of recognition lights up your face. "Ohh! Mr. Ch-Chang! What are y-you doing out this l-late at night?"
Jungkook bites his lip in pure frustration and turns to see an older man smiling at the pair of you. "I was taking my trash out, and I thought I'd heard your voice coming from over here."
You grab your bags and scoot past Jungkook to greet the older man properly, "It's s-so nice to see you. It's b-been a l-long time!"Â
Mr. Chang smiles and nods, "It has indeed. And who is this handsome young fellow?"
He looks around you at Jungkook, who screams internally, not knowing anything that could make this situation worse.Â
"That's m-my new friend, Jungkook."
Oh, ok. So, that makes it worse. Good.Â
Not only was his plan foiled, but this old man now has a visual and a name to put to someone should anything happen to you.Â
Great, just great.Â
"Ah, it's very nice to meet you, Jungkook." Mr. Chang holds out a shaky hand and Jungkook takes it and gives it a shake. "Oh, this one's got a good shake." The old man winks at you and you laugh.Â
Jungkook forces a smile onto his face.Â
He's always been good at charming people, that's what makes him so good at his job.Â
"It's nice to meet you too, Mr. Chang." He says politely.Â
"Well, very good. Very good. What do you say we all get out of this creepy old alley? Let's get into the light." Mr. Chang leads you and Jungkook out until the street lamps pour golden artificial light onto the three of you. Jungkook wants to flinch away, it feels like the light is exposing all the dirty little secrets he's got hidden away.Â
But he remains stoic.Â
You and the man exchange a few words before Mr. Chang clears his throat, "Alright dear, I really am an old man, I must be heading to bed. Jungkook," Jungkook looks up from where he was staring at the ground, "Hm?"
"Be a good lad and walk my young friend home?" He looks at Jungkook with such kind and trusting eyes that Jungkook finds himself looking away.Â
"Of course." He mumbles.Â
This man doesn't suspect a thing. He has no idea that the guy he's asking to protect his friend is the one that was about to kill her for a hefty price, and would have if he hadn't been interrupted.Â
"Thank you. You two stay safe and I'll see you again, ___."Â
"Goodnight, M-Mr. Chang!" You wave to him as he slowly makes his way around the corner. Then you turn to Jungkook and smile.Â
Jungkook briefly wonders if your cheeks ever get sore from smiling all the time.Â
"I l-live this way." You raise an arm to the right, the bag hanging from it dangles. Jungkook nods, then he starts to walk. You need to jog to catch up to him, his long legs take huge strides as he hurries down the street.Â
The walk is silent, you sensing that Jungkook isn't really in the mood to talk. But it takes a lot of willpower for you not to start asking him different questions to get to know him more.Â
When you've finally reached the stairs that lead up to your apartment, you huff in a breath.Â
"Hoo, I'm so t-tired." You laugh.Â
Jungkook looks at you, his face unchanging.Â
You hold up a bag, "Would y-you mind carrying th-this up for me? I'm sorry, it's gotten so h-heavy during the walk. And I n-never walk that f-fast."
Jungkook takes the bag with a sigh, then he turns and hurries up the stairs, leaving you to huff and puff up them slowly behind him. Â
When you reach your door, Jungkook sets the bag down on the ground and turns to leave, "Have a good night." He mumbles.Â
"W-Wait!"
He turns back to you, biting back another sigh.Â
"Th-Thank you...for today." You say softly, a hint of a smile on your lips.Â
"No problem." He says quickly before hurrying down the stairs and disappearing around a corner.Â
You unlock your door and bring in the bags, lugging them to the kitchen to start unpacking them. As you put the stuff you bought where it belongs in the kitchen, you think back on your day.Â
It's so crazy that when you were so lonely without Mina, you were able to talk to someone new! A spark of hope comes alive in your chest that maybe you've just made a new friend. Hopefully, you'll see him again and you can learn more about him.Â
You're so curious to know more about this dark and lonely stranger. _______________
Jungkook opens the door to his apartment, walking in slowly.Â
He shuts the door and locks it, then he pulls off his shoes and drops them by the front door. After that, he walks over to his bed, pulls his pants and shirt off, then climbs into bed.Â
Wrapped up in his covers, Jungkook stares straight ahead into the darkness.Â
"How the hell am I going to do this?" He whispers numbly.Â
His head is spinning with new plans and everything that's happened today, but he can't grasp a single one of those thoughts as they race by.Â
Hours pass by as Jungkook tries desperately to get his head clear enough for him to focus. Eventually, he passes out from pure exhaustion, falling into a fitful sleep.
 The next morning, the sun slips through the blinds. The birds are just starting to sing their morning songs, their pretty little voices waking up the rest of the world.Â
Jungkook shoots straight up in bed, "That's it!" He shouts, then he claps his hand over his mouth, remembering how thin the walls are in this apartment complex.Â
A smirk spreads across his face as he takes his hand down, "Ah, thank goodness." Jungkook almost laughs out loud in relief at finding another solution.
He jumps out of bed and runs to the shower. It ends up being the shortest shower he's ever taken, he doesn't have any time to waste.
When he gets out, Jungkook grabs a bottle of chocolate milk and a banana before hurrying to get dressed and out the door. _______________
Jungkook arrives at the school before you, so he gets a paper and sits on the bench, as usual, waiting for you to appear.Â
It only takes ten minutes of waiting until he spots you across the street. Jungkook smiles to himself and waits patiently. Sure enough, you glance across the street and see him looking at you.Â
You feel a warm spark in your chest when you see your new friend sitting on the bench across the street from the school. You wave happily, delighted when he smiles and waves back. Then, he stands up and jogs across the street until he's standing right in front of you.Â
"Good morning, ____."Â
"Hi, J-Jungkook!" The smile on his face makes your cheeks warm as you look down at your feet.Â
Then you look back at him, "H-Hey, would you l-like to hang out t-today?" You ask suddenly, but hopefully, afraid he might turn you down instantly.Â
Instead, Jungkook's smile grows and he nods, "Sure. I'll meet you out here when you're off work."Â
"O-Ok." You grin at him, not expecting him to agree so fast. Then you look at the time, "I have t-to go. I'll see you l-later."Â
He waves as you turn and hurry into the school.Â
Jungkook can't stop the smirk from coming as he watches you disappear into the doors of the school. If you insist on talking to him and making him your friend, then he'll just have to go along with it. _______________
"Alright, m-my little ducklings! Time t-to pack up!" You clap your hands to get their attention. They all listen immediately, moving to get their bags put together and ready for home.Â
A few minutes later, the school bell rings, signaling the end of the day.Â
The kids squeal with happiness and you feel your own rush of excitement, remembering that you have a new friend to spend the rest of your day with. The kids get into line quickly and you give them each a punch in their reward cards as they file out the door.Â
The second you step out of the school, leading the line of little ducklings behind you, you glance across the street, but you don't see Jungkook sitting there.Â
You try not to think too much about it and focus on getting the kids into the correct lines for the busses.Â
You wave to Joon Woo as he climbs into his father's car. He and his dad wave to you and smile before driving away.Â
Then you look across the street again, but there still isn't any sign of Jungkook.Â
You bite your lip before turning and walking into the school.
Gathering your things, you think about all the things you and Jungkook might be able to do to pass the time. You're so consumed in your thoughts that you don't notice the knock on your door. The second time the person knocks, louder this time, you hear it.Â
"C-Come in!" You call out, sorting the last bits of the worksheets that the kids did today. The door opens and Mr. Baek from class A walks in.Â
You look up and smile at him, "Good afternoon, Mr. B-Baek. How can I h-help you?"
He glares down his long nose at you, "Did you give any thought to what I said last week?"
"Um..."
What did he say last week...?
Oh...
"Oh, uhm. Mr. Baek, I still d-don't understand."
"What do you not understand about it?" He snaps.Â
You flinch, then set down the stack of papers and stand up while grabbing your bag. "I th-thought maybe you'd had a b-bad day-"
Mr. Baek scoffs loudly, cutting you off.Â
"You aren't that dense, sweetheart."
The way he says that makes your stomach turn, "Ok, I'm s-sorry that you're upset. I h-have s-somewhere to be. If y-you'll excuse me."Â
You move around him and hurry out of the room before he can say anything else. You really aren't sure what's gotten into him, but you're going to avoid him until he's over it.Â
When you walk down the steps to the school, you look around, but Jungkook isn't anywhere to be seen. You try not to let it get to you, this has happened before.Â
The only person who has ever followed through on plans with you is Mina.Â
You blink a few times, then you start making your way home.Â
"Going home so soon?"Â
You turn to see Jungkook standing behind you.
A smile spreads on your face at the sight of him. "I thought y-you'd left." You say slowly.Â
He shakes his head and steps closer to you, " I always keep my promises."
You feel your chest lift at his words, finally someone that isn't going to leave you hanging. Then you readjust the bag on your shoulder, "W-What would you like t-to do?"
Jungkook frowns when he notices something off about you. He knows it's none of his business and he doesn't really care, but he's curious.Â
"Did something happen?" He asks, taking you by surprise, "You look kind of upset."
At that, you smile bigger, "N-Nothing happened! I'm f-fine."Â
"Ok." Jungkook doesn't buy it, but he doesn't push you any further. He doesn't care enough to.Â
"So, w-what did you w-want to do?" You ask again, relieved he doesn't continue to ask you what's wrong.Â
"You pick." Jungkook gives you a small smile, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes.Â
You decide to ignore that and clap your hands together, "W-Well, I'm hungry! How about we g-get some food?"Â
Jungkook nods, "Food sounds great, do you know any good places?"
You laugh and try to send him a wink, though it's the worst wink he's ever seen. "Oh boy, I know e-exactly what we c-can eat."
Jungkook gestures forward, "Lead the way."
The two of you talk about the weather as you stroll through the city, making your way to one of your favorite food carts. You don't have much to talk about besides that. You're trying to come up with some questions to ask him once you've got your food.Â
Once you arrive at the steamed bun cart, you break into a little run. Jungkook watches you skip over and jump in place once you're in line.Â
She acts like a kid.Â
He shakes his head but hurries over to you anyway.Â
You tell him all your favorite kinds and he suggests you get them because they sound good to him too. When you take your card out to pay, Jungkook beats you to it. He hands the man some cash before you can even blink.Â
"Oh, y-you don't have to do th-that."
"I know." He says simply, thanking the man once he hands him the bag of buns and his change.
You two walk to the park that he had followed you to the other day and find a spot on the green grass. You plop down and pat the spot next to you, indicating that he should sit as well. Jungkook sits down and hands you the bag.Â
"Th-Thank you for b-buying it." You whisper shyly.Â
Jungkook shrugs, "No problem. Which one should we try first?"
"Um, the pork ones a-are really g-good." You say, taking out the two pork buns. You hand one to him and he immediately takes a big bite, making you chuckle a little.Â
"Mm, you're right. It's delicious." Jungkook says around a mouthful of food.Â
You nod, glad that he likes it. Then you start to eat yours, thinking about which question you should ask him first.Â
"So, how long have you been a teacher?" Jungkook asks you suddenly.Â
You swallow the bite you were chewing, "I j-just started at the b-beginning of the school year in A-August. I graduated from c-college last year."Â
Jungkook nods knowingly, "That's good. So, you must be around twenty-two?"
You nod, "I am t-twenty-two, yes. How o-old are you?"
"I turned twenty-three in September," Jungkook says before taking another bite.Â
"Oh, n-nice. And what d-do you do f-for work?" You ask politely.Â
Jungkook swallows the bite that feels like it's stuck in his throat at your question. "I work for a small business. I just take care of client's needs and stuff."Â
You smile, "That's a g-good job."
He nods, finishing off his last bite.Â
"It pays the bills."
Why is he suddenly uncomfortable? There's something about you that makes him nervous, but he can't tell what it is.Â
No, this is on his terms. This is all part of the plan, he just needs to play along. He needs you to trust him.
Jungkook glances over at you as you stuff more food into your mouth.
This is gonna be easier than I thought.Â
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a/n: thank you so much for all the support so far! I hope yâall liked this one
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The Owl House Starters
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âNo! My only weakness! Dying!â
âThat doesnât count, right?â
âDo you have any friends? Real ones?â
âTiny trash thief!â
âOops, that happens sometimes.â
âIâm a squirmy little fella.â
âI like food, I like love, just let me write about it!â
âOh, he gets so cute when heâs thirsty for power.â
âIâve never actually broken any of your stupid laws⌠in front of you.â
âI hate everything youâre saying right now.â
âWeâd be the strongest power couple ever.â
âSelf-doubt is a prison you can never escape from.â
âAnyways, letâs bounce before any more monsters fall in love with me.â
âI am not your cutie pie!â
âNo one wants an un-oiled snake.â
âRemember, never befriend a man in sandals and always measure twice, cut once.â
âBe back by nightfall or risk mortal peril!â
âI know Iâve had enough delight for one day.â
âSorry to break it to you, ___, but no one here is that well-dressed.â
âThis has been a rough day.â
âBig houses always belong to big whack jobs.â
âToday just got good.â
âWizards are just old people with glitter in their pockets.â
âAnyways, your food is gone and we are too.â
âNever trust a man in casual drapery.â
âAll that mean-spirited laughter made me sleepy.â
âI donât like this. I really donât like this.â
âAll your food was so tiny and cute.â
âIf you can think of a better plan Iâd love to hear it.â
âBetrayed by my own cool accessories.â
âI didnât have to be part of this!â
âI⌠donât like this.â
âI think Iâll head home and look at pictures of animals that are still⌠alive.â
âWow, youâre so unnoticeable I almost rolled into you.â
âItâs okay, the thorns only went through a few layers of skin.â
âAlright, into the darkness you go.â
âOh my god, I havenât eaten real food in so long please give me some.â
âYou canât just cut open a human, can you?â
âKeeping junk in my pocket saved my life!â
âAhh, babyâs first wanted poster.â
âEven demons have inner demons.â
âThis is my paying attention face.â
âLook, now weâre boo boo buddies.â
âItâs like a rainbow, but looking at it turns you inside out.â
âI respect your cunning but I also hate you for it.â
âOh, gross. Can I keep that?â
âThis is terrifying, so why do you look so happy?â
âOh no, a twist!â
âIâm kind of over that nickname, but okay.â
âOh, what lovely thing do we have here? Itâs just so dang shiny, oh my.â
âAnd look, I drew flip book.â
âI will literally do anything to stop this.â
âIf Iâm seen, I could go to jail⌠again.â
âAlright, letâs see this mess.â
âThatâs probably fine.â
âTime to prepare for bloodshed.â
âWelcome down to my level!â
âI know I should be repulsed but that look is fierce.â
âIâm gonna steal everything thatâs not nailed down!â
âI was up all night poison tasting and, for some reason, I donât feel great.â
âI need an extra pair of eyes looking out for pickpockets. And an extra pair of hands in case I want to pickpocket.â
âI got leaves in my pants. And I like it.â
âI was a strange child.â
âYou think this can stop me? I can still bite your ankles.â
âIf youâre gonna eat me, just do it now!â
â___, youâre getting all swoony again.â
âRivals are meant to be annihilated, not befriended.â
âWitches eating babies is so 1693.â
âUgh, you.â
âI thought we were as cool as cucumbers but weâre as sour as pickles.â
âWhoa, I almost passed out.â
âItâs been hours, how can it keep screaming!?â
âSay that again and I steal your tongue.â
âKeep going, this is fun to watch.â
âIsnât that taking it a bit too far?â
âJust go away before things somehow get worse!â
âThis never happened.â
âAnd who doesnât like their name in lights?â
âThatâs the incorrect reaction!â
âI smell an easy mark.â
âWell, I hate her.â
âItâs like demonic possession with the ones you love.â
âThis is just like my favorite early 2000âs movie!â
âIâm so old⌠and pointy.â
âIâve got some very confusing emotions right now.â
âMy lifeâs not a joke! But yours is!â
âNovelty costumes are where I draw the line.â
âI am not above disrespecting my elders.â
âThis vacation just took an alarming, back-alley turn.â
âGeez, I thought Iâd like being babied. But I feel small and helpless, like some sort of baby.â
âHey, take this, society!â
âI didnât like her telling me what to do before, but now I love it!â
âLetâs go let out some teen angst!â
âThis is how the cool kids ride. Super backwards, on purpose.â
âYour life is pretty terrible. But, hey, itâll probably be over soon.â
âThis is some of my best work, really captures the shame.â
âThatâs sweet, kid. Now letâs never speak of this again.â
âShow, donât tell, man.â
âOh, look what you did. Iâm gonna go rub it in.â
âThat seems like a potential problem to me.â
âYou being the razzle, Iâll bring the dazzle.â
âDo you always have confetti on you orâ?â
âYouâre just gonna be unhelpful, huh?â
âOkay, time to run for no particular reason!â
âOof, Iâve had this nightmare before.â
âLike Iâd actually apologize.â
âI want power, and I want drama.â
âAre you ready to give up?â
âI was afraid, I acted stupid.â
âI just wish you told me the truth.â
âYou know, it didnât taste as bad as I thought I would.â
âImpressive, still alive.â
âThis is a throne worthy of a tyrant!â
âNo, no, keep those sticky hands away.â
âNo one wants to see that.â
âSince when are you into sports?â
âGross, sympathy.â
âDonât spend all night plotting revenge.â
âOh, this is an interesting development.â
âIâll take that weird grumble as a yes.â
âIâm feeling confident about this plan.â
âTrust must be earned.â
âIf you run, youâll just make it harder for yourself!â
âYour pride has destroyed you.â
âSo tiny, so angry.â
âI donât think Iâll ever be clean again.â
âIf you ever want to search for the truth, Iâll help you.â
âAww, thatâs a horrible lie.â
âPartake of my free snack samples!â
âWhy isnât anyone paying attention to me?â
âA, eww. B, Iâm bored. C, I feel like pickpocketing some dork while they browse.â
âI know my good angle.â
âUgh, what are the basement dwellers doing out in natural sunlight?â
âHey, thereâs more to life than shipping.â
â___, I know youâre trying to help, but I think youâre crossing a line.â
âOoh, I love punching.â
âYouâre ominous, and I like it.â
âAnd of course you would be here just to be a nuisance.â
âI wanted to compare sunglasses.â
âFame can really box you in, you know?â
âBesides, if anyoneâs putting you down itâs gonna be me.â
âIf itâs disappointing in any way Iâll spend the rest of my life trashing it.â
âHe scammed us. Can you believe he scammed us?â
âGood entrance. But that outfit? Hah!â
âIâve got a new crush and her name is education!â
âAhh, fresh garbage.â
âI have never seen such an extravagant earring.â
âWow, a surprisingly peaceful domestic moment. When will it be ruined?â
âWeaponizing my pride, well played.â
âSorry, whoeverâs over there!â
âWell, go on. Eat the snow.â
âHuh, itâs no fun if they donât tremble.â
âOh, okay, alright. Yup, an ideaâs happening.â
âShh! I donât need your validation!â
âGet back here before that thing bites you!â
âNo, weâre gonna die.â
âCool. I didnât actually think you could do it.â
âItâs not a secret.â
âAlright, your adorable banter is literally making me sick.â
âBelieve it or not, Iâve seen worse.â
âAww. I wonât be doing that, but thanks.â
âQuitting: itâs like trying, but easier.â
âYou humans are filled with liquids, right?â
âI guess I have always liked pouring things into other things.â
âTime to scrounge through the trash.â
âI ainât no desk jockey.â
âYou donât know diddly dang about squiddly squat!â
âI love secret rooms!â
âYou have an aura of lies.â
âAlso, you can eat trash.â
âDo the right thing, you dingus!â
âIt just goes on like this for an hour.â
âCarnivals bring crowds and crowds bring suckers.â
âWeâve got scams to run.â
âI know poison when I see it.â
âYou canât scam a scammer.â
âYou should really put a lock on your closet.â
âI love crimes!â
âNow this is my kind of weird.â
âThatâs way safer than becoming blood brothers.â
âBeat up the man and steal his things for me.â
âThis mama is ready for trauma.â
âAll right. Approval!â
âCurse these stubby legs!â
âSketchy carnival rides are not to blame this time.â
â___, youâre lucky I canât be mad at your adorable antics.â
âJust when I thought I couldnât respect the law any lessâŚâ
âAww, what a supportive sign.â
âYep, I just counted to one million.â
âLooks like we ruined his life for a second time.â
âIâve always wanted to own a jagged piece of cheap metal.â
âYes! Bread puns, bread puns forever!â
âNow I know what friendship tastes like.â
âI think today is a talons day.â
âItâs fun because itâs stupid.â
âIâll admit, I was adorable.â
âBe careful with my brain.â
âWouldnât you rather talk about it?â
âThatâs my motto after all, âOut of sight, out of mind.ââ
âNo schemes, no plots, no ruses. None.â
âI canât believe I made him cry.â
âAre you solving a crime or about to commit one?â
âSadly this is one problem crime canât solve.â
âIâm supposed to choose someone interesting, accomplished, and noteworthy. People arenât meant to be all those things!â
âYup, her brainâs burned up real good.â
âBe still my fantasy-loving heart.â
âIâm pretty good at getting stuck inside peopleâs heads.â
âHey, I found something magical.â
âIâma put my face in it.â
âItâs like a little doghouse for angels.â
âIf youâre handing out attention, I deserve it.â
âEww, I mean, aww.â
âI really messed things up.â
âItâs eggs, itâs full of eggs.â
âNo one turns down an interview with someone this pretty.â
âMe? Avoid? What? No. But letâs skip it.â
âThereâs levels to me, kid. Levels I say!â
âOh, right, I put people in there.â
âIâm gonna hug you so hard youâll never forget me again!â
âI regret teaching you about the internet.â
âAh, a severed hand. Perfect response.â
âHmm, the demon at my shoulder makes a good point.â
âAlways trust a shoulder demon.â
âThe more I look at him, the more uncomfortable I get.â
âMan, youâve got some quick grabbers.â
âI canât wait to get overdressed, take awkward photos, push all the buttons!â
âWeâre gonna turn this bloodbath into a fun bath.â
âDo you think I could pull off red eyeshadow?â
âGirl, you could pull off anything.â
âWeâre style geniuses!â
âOminous footsteps, creepy woods, this is no problem.â
âDang, I look great.â
â___, you always go overboard and I end up bailing you out.â
âNow, whatâs the fun in watching a kid get eaten by a monster if itâs my kid?â
â___, I donât think youâre ready but weâre literally out of time.â
âWhy so twitchy, witchy?â
âTeenagers are brutal. Theyâll boo anyone and that kind of public humiliation will stick with you for life.â
âYou look nice. Strange, but nice.â
âHonestly, Iâm kind of amazed with how fearless you are.â
âYouâve done things I could never do.â
âThing is, youâre sitting in my personal chitchat zone, which means you gotta talk.â
âI am a little weirdo.â
âYou gotta pander.â
âCheating a isnât anything to brag about.â
âWell, canât reason with crazy!â
âIâve been talking for too long.â
âFeeling sentimental?â
âI love water.â
âI donât know much about sports but I do know about sports movies.â
âWhat happens in the montage stays in the montage.â
âNot everything can be solved with a good attitude and a dope movie soundtrack.â
âSorry, I just really love backstories.â
âYou just destroyed your social life.â
âThatâs such a stupid rule!â
âYouâre not gonna show this to anyone, right?â
âI havenât forgotten what you promised me.â
âAhh, youâre a thorn in my side but you always dig your way into my heart.â
âJeez, youâre morbid.â
âAhh, itâs a fate much worse than death if you think about it.â
âPlease donât make me regret taking you here.â
âLove me a properly ventilated castle.â
âI spy with my little eye something coming this way!â
âIâm going away and I donât know if I can come back this time.â
âAnd  ___, thank you, for being in my life.â
âI want her back as much as you do.â
âDonât look at me like that, this is for your own good.â
âAh farts, I got caught.â
âYou understand, donât you?â
âPlease tell me thatâs not as bad as it sounds.â
âTo be great, you have to make sacrifices.â
âAhh, ___, you chose the wrong side.â
âI like your spirit, but try that again and things wonât end well for you.â
âGo on, then. Go be a hero.â
âI may have lost but so have you.â
âI can teach you what I know, and what we donât know we can learn together.â
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Catch Me If I Fall-Technoblade
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What was supposed to be a simple mining trip goes horribly wrong when Y/N doesnât pay attention to their surroundings.Â
Y/Nâs POV
âBe carefulâ Techno warned, pressing a kiss to my forehead and then one to my lips. I couldnât help the smile that graced my face, âWill do,â I responded softly, kissing my boyfriend once more before checking to make sure I had all I needed for my trip. Food, wood, torches, and my netherite pickaxe.Â
When Techno and I had moved out of LâManberg, a lot of his things were taken before we could pack it up, including his many stacks of diamonds. Techno had a lot to do at our new snowy home, so I offered to go mining for us. Techno was hesitant at first, but after assuring him multiple times I would be fine, he agreed and made me an enchanted netherite pickaxe that had Efficiency V, Fortune III, Unbreaking III, and Mending on it so that it would let me mine faster and wouldnât break in the middle of my trip.Â
âYou have everything?â Techno asked softly. I nodded with a bright smile, âI do!â I chirped brightly. âOkay⌠Iâll see you in a few hours?â I hummed in confirmation, âIâll see you in a few hours.â Techno leaned down and pressed a soft kiss against my lips, I immediately kissed back. A few moments passed before I forced myself to pull away, knowing I would never leave if I didnât. âI love you so muchâ I murmured to the pink haired man. A soft blush fell on Technoâs cheeks. Techno pulled me in for a quick hug, pressing a kiss to the top of my head. âI love you too, love. More than youâll ever know.âÂ
Techno released me from the hug causing me to let out a sigh. I took a few steps down into the mine before turning and waving to my boyfriend who remained at the tops of the steps. He immediately smiled softly and waved back. âBye babyâ âBye loveâ. Another sigh escaped my lips as I turned back around and continued down the steps, further into the earth.Â
It didnât take me too long to get to level 12. I immediately got to work on strip mining. I hit many patches of coal, redstone, iron, and many other ores, but no diamonds. I had been down in the mine for about an hour at this point and had yet to find what I actually came down here for. Which is why I was so excited when the next piece of stone I removed opened a hole to a ravine.Â
I slightly thanked whoever was above for this. This is the break I was looking for. I quickly removed the other piece of stone that blocked my path and immediately rushed into the ravine. I looked around, making sure to note where the lava was so that I didnât accidentally walk into it or fall. I quickly decorated my opening with torches so I would be able to tell where I came from so I wouldnât get lost. After only a few moments in the ravine, I found what I was looking for. âDIAMONDS!â I screeched in victory, rushing toward the patch embedded in the wall of the ravine.Â
I quickly mined the diamonds and watched with glee as they kept going. Once I was done with the patch, I had acquired 24 diamonds. I let out an excited squeal as I moved further down the ravine to search for more. Another patch came into view and I ran up to it with excitement. I was so absorbed in my excitement of finding diamonds, that I didnât hear the drop behind me. Maybe had I heard the telltale sizzling of the creeper that had fallen behind, I wouldnât have taken so much damage. But I didnât. By the time I realized what was happening, it was too late. The creeper had exploded, sending me forward into the stone hole I had made. My face smashed off of the hard wall and much like the creeper, my back exploded in pain. I couldnât help the scream that escaped my lips at the blast.Â
I took a few moments to take some deep breaths before slowly standing up and crawling out of the hole. My legs shook under my weight. âOh fuck,â I breathed out, my eyes scanning the ravine. A lot of mobs had spawned. A lot of them were ignoring me, but due to the explosion, ďżźsome had turned to look and found me. As fast as I could, which wasnât very fast, I turned and limped back toward where I came from, my eyes scanning the wall for my torches.Â
The sound of footsteps hitting the ground sounded behind me as mobs dropped from above to chase me. My breath quickly as I slowly began to panic. Icy hot fear ran through me as I realized one fatal thing that I had forgotten on my journey. A sword. A bow. An axe. Literally any weapon to protect myself. I forgot it. I didnât think that I would need it⌠Iâm so dumb sometimes.Â
The groan of a zombie grew closer and closer. A sharp pain shot through my shoulder as something hit it. I let out a whimper as I turned around and found a zombie right behind me. I took a deep breath and punched the zombie as hard as I could, causing it to stumble back, giving me enough time to escape.Â
My eyes caught sight of the many torches that outlined my entrance to the ravine causing me to almost cry in relief. I whimpered as I limped faster toward my safe haven, but once again, a sharp pain shot through my shoulder. This pain though caused me to scream. I looked at my shoulder and found an arrow sticking through it, almost causing me to faint. I willed the thought away, knowing that if I did faint, I was a goner and would lose a life. I gritted my teeth and threw myself in the hole I created earlier, immediately turning around to block the path with cobblestone.Â
Once I knew I was safe, I allowed the tears that had built in my eyes to fall. Everything hurt so much. I had such a long walk back to the stairs out of the mine and then I would have to walk 50 blocks up and 50 blocks home. I placed down a single piece of cobble and took a seat to try and compose myself. I pulled out some of the food I had packed from my inventory.Â
As I ate, my hand brushed against my nose and when I pulled it away, blood coated my hand letting me know my nose was in fact bleeding from the impact of the wall. The food helped me feel a tiny, and I really mean tiny, bit better. I mentally assessed what was happening in my shoulder before deciding it would be best to leave the arrow in my shoulder so that I wouldnât bleed out on my way back, no matter how uncomfortable it was. I also made sure to check my inventory and was happy to find the diamonds I had mined safe in my care. I had only found about 40 but there was no way I was spending more time down here to look for more.Â
After taking the time I needed to calm myself, I slowly stood up and began my long walk back to the stairs. The journey took me about an hour and a half. I had to take it really slow due to my injuries. But I made it to the stairs nonetheless. I almost cried staring up at them though. It took me another half an hour to climb the stairs that normally would have taken no longer than 10 minutes to climb.Â
By the time I reached the top of the stairs, I was exhausted. I couldnât walk anymore, but I had to. The house was about 50 blocks away. For some reason we decided to keep the mine and the house separate and now I cursed that decision. I stared at the warm house and almost sobbed at the sight. âTECHNO!â I screamed as loud as I could. The pink headed man was on the front porch doing something. At the sound of my scream the man immediately dropped what he was doing and booked it toward the mine. âY/N!â He yelled in return.
My legs quivered as he drew closer and when he was right in front of me, they gave out completely. Techno caught me and pulled me as close as he could to his chest, keeping in mind the arrow that was poking from my shoulder. âWhat happened?!â He questioned in a panic, his eyes scanning over my body. âMobs.â I whimpered, clutching his shoulders tightly. âI told you to be careful, damnitâ He hissed, scooping my legs into his arms and carrying me bridal style to the house. âI was,â I whimpered. My body must have sensed that I was now in a safe place because my vision went black and I completely collapsed into Technoâs arms.Â
*Small Time Skip*
My shoulderâs cold. That was the first thing I could think of when I came too. Whatâs on my shoulder? I let out a groan as my eyes fluttered open. I wasnât in the mine or outside in the snow. I was in Techno and my shared bedroom. I slowly turned my head to look at my shoulder. The arrow had been removed and it was now wrapped in gauze and an ice pack sat on top of it. My throat was dry and my body ached, less than it did, but I was still sore. âTechno?â I croaked, hoping he could hear me.Â
I didnât have to wait long. The door swung open within seconds and there stood my pink headed boyfriend. âY/Nâ He breathed, rushing toward the side of my bed. He leaned down and pressed a sweet and careful kiss to my lips before kneeling down beside me, clutching my hand tightly. âYou scared the hell out of me,â He murmured, pressing a kiss to the back of my hand. âIâm sorry,â I whispered back. Techno let out a small sigh before kissing my hand again. âDonât be sorry love. Itâs not your fault. I should have gone with you or sent you with better protection.â I couldnât help but roll my eyes lovingly, âItâs not your faultâ I playfully mocked, bringing his hand to my mouth and kissing it. Techno chuckled deeply at my statement.Â
âHow are you feeling?â He questioned, standing up slightly, his eyes glancing over my injuries. âOkayâ I told him, âIâm a bit sore, but okay. I could use a glass of water,â I hinted. Techno chuckled and nodded, âOn it,â He quickly left the room and returned with a glass of water. My boyfriend held the glass to my lips and helped me drink. Once I was done, he set the glass down on the nightstand. âAnything else?â he asked. I slowly extended my arms and made grabby hands. Techno laughed and got the hint, crawling in bed beside me. Slowly, he wrapped his arms around me, making sure that what he was doing wasnât causing me any pain. Once he was sure I was okay, he pulled me close to his chest, pressing kisses on my head. I giggled at the feeling and allowed myself to relax in his arms.Â
âThank you for taking care of me,â I whispered. Techno hummed, âAnytime love. Iâll always be there for you. Just try not to scare me like that again. When you fell⌠I just felt my heart stop. I donât know what I would do if I lost you.â I nodded slowly into his chest, âIâm glad you were there to catch me when I fell. My legs just gave out. It took me so long to get back up from the mine and I was so tiredâŚâ âIâll always be there to catch you when you fall. Just donât make a habit of it.â The two of us shared a laugh about that. âI promise,â I murmured, letting out a yawn. âYouâre tired, you should sleep more. Iâll still be here when you wake.â Techno murmured in my ear. I let out a tired hum and nodded. âOkay⌠I love youâ âI love you too⌠so muchâ
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Love Has a Learning Curve: Part VII (x reader)
Summary: Reader tries to make things right, with a little push from her mama.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Category: hurt/comfort
Warnings/Includes: none
a/n: I know, I knowâ please just let our babies be happy âĽď¸ and so it was. Also, big ups to my tumblr gf @idmakeitbehaveâ for being my beta the past two chapters.
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One week.
Thatâs how long it had been since their argument. Spencer had driven back to his apartment in silence, absolutely stunned by the way things had blown up.
Theyâd gotten back from the case in Utah on the fifth of January, and heâd driven straight to Y/Nâs, ready to give her a belated New Yearâs kiss. Immediately upon entering her apartment, he knew something was wrong. Her hug was stiff, her kiss brief, her eye contact minimal. Heâd spent the night, but they barely touched, and she left early for work without waking him. Heâd let himself out and texted her later in the day to invite her over for dinner.
Dinner hadnât been any less awkward, and when he felt awkward, he knew it was bad. He finally couldnât ignore it any longer, and heâd called it out. He had expected some resistance, but he hadnât expected that. Y/N never spoke to him with any malice at all, even when he was actually doing something that irritated her. She was the queen of healthy communication. So for her to speak to him like that meant that the underlying issue was much, much worse than heâd originally thought.
Heâd gone over their conversations a thousand times, looking desperately for the moment that it went wrong. After some deep consideration, he was certain that something had happened on New Yearâs Eve. He just wasnât sure what. Y/N was insistent that she wasnât bothered by the declined call, but he still wished he could go back in time and answer it. He was pretty sure the seeds of their argument had sprouted in that moment, regardless of what she said.
Spencer knew she was a creature of habit, and that sometimes she needed space to process and experience her emotions. And if he was being honest, he needed some space after the argument, too. But usually she would have at least texted him by now.
He sighed and set down his newspaper, realizing heâd read the same page four times and hadnât retained any of it. It was Friday, and he knew she was working. But still his fingers itched to dial her number. He picked up the phone, pressing a key to light up the screen yet again.
No new messages.
He dropped the phone back to the table with a little more force than was necessary. He decided heâd give her the rest of the weekend. If he didnât hear from her by Sunday, heâd have to do something.
âŚ
Y/N dropped her bag on the floor inside the door and turned to lock the deadbolt. She had managed to sneak out of the building without being stopped by Anita, and she thanked the universe for small miracles.
She didnât want to have to explain herself. She didnât want anyone to know what an absolute troll sheâd been. Considering that Sam and Spencer had practically become attached at the hip since theyâd started hanging out more, Anita was bound to ask about him.
She showered and ordered Thai food, snuggling down on the couch to watch a movie with Roald. She settled on Dumplinââ a favorite for the body positivity, the southern drawls, and the Dolly Parton drag.
And then she came to the argument outside of Harpyâs and lost what little emotional stability she had left.
âNever took you for the type that cares much what people think.â
âI canât, Bo. And that might make me a coward, butââ
âIt does. Willowdean Dixon, I think youâre beautiful. To hell with anyone whoâs ever made you feel less than that.â
She didnât realize she was crying until Roald meowed in distress. She choked out a sob and stroked over his ears, closing her eyes in defeat. âI really fucked this up, huh?â
It had only been one week, but it felt like years since Spencer walked out of her apartment. Sheâd stayed in bed for the entire weekend, crying on and off. She knew she had no one to blame but herself. Owen had knocked over the first domino, but sheâd done nothing to stop the rest from falling.
Spencer had done everything right. Heâd done everything she asked, and sheâd thrown it all back in his face. He had made the comparison to Mitchell Park, and he was absolutely right. Sheâd done the exact same thing, only she had almost a yearâs worth of ammunition, and she cut a hell of a lot deeper.
Roald nuzzled against her, but she nudged him awayâ she didnât even deserve the comfort. Instead, she fumbled in the couch cushions for her phone, swiping open the screen and tapping her favorites list, thumb hovering over Spencerâs name. Then she tapped on the name right above it and blew out a breath.
The line connected and rang three times before she picked up. âHey, sugar! Your ears must be ringinâ, âcause I was just thinkinâ about callinâ you.â
âHey, mama,â Y/N breathed.
Her motherâs tone changed from chipper to concerned in an instant. âWhatâs wrong, baby?â
She leaned forward to the coffee table to grab Spencerâs scarfâ somehow left behind in her apartmentâ rubbing it between her fingers. âIâ I really messed up.â
âOh, Lord. You need bail money?â
Despite herself, Y/N laughed wetly. âOh my god , mama. No, I donât need bail money.â
âWell, if you made bail it canât be that bad,â Rose insisted.
âI didnâtâ Iâm not in jail, for Christâs sake.â Y/N ran a hand over her face. âI messed things up with Spencer.â
âWell, we can fix that,â Rose responded matter of factly. âWhat happened?â
âWe were fighting, and I said some really, really awful things,â Y/N admitted, tears spilling over her lash line.
Rose scoffed. âHoney, I say awful things to your father all the time, and weâve been married almost 40 years.â
Y/N heaved a long sigh. âNot like this, mama.â
Her mother hummed in consideration. âWell, what were yâall fightinâ about?â
âItâs complicated,â Y/N hedged, toying with the fringe of the scarf.
Rose clicked her tongue. âDo ya want my help or not?â
Y/N dropped her head back against the couch. âI ran into Owen on New Yearâs Eveââ
âWell, I hope you told him to stick it where the sun donât shine,â Rose practically growled.
Y/N closed her eyes as the tears tracked hot down her cheeks. âI didnât. Iâ I let him get under my skin, and then I didnât want to tell Spencer about it because itâs embarrassing, but he knew something was wrong, and he wouldnât stop asking about it.â She had to pause and suck in a hiccuping breath, releasing it on a sob. âSo I yelled at him and said all kinds of terrible things, and then he left, and now I think maybe we broke up, and Iâve literally never been so sad in my whole life.â
There was a long pause on the other end of the phone, and then she heard Rose sniffling. âReally shoulda had your brothers knock the mess out of that son of bitch when we had the chance. He's been gone five years, and heâs still hurtinâ you every chance he gets.â
Y/N swiped uselessly at the tear tracks on her cheeks, sniffling pathetically. âAnd now I hurt the person whoâs spent the last year singlehandedly undoing all of his awful handiwork.â
âOh, sweetheart,â Rose cooed. Y/N could hear the creak of the floorboards as her mother walked through her childhood home. âYou said he knew somethinâ was wrong, right? I can almost guarantee that heâs still just wonderinâ whatâs goinâ on. I know heâs supposed to be a genius, but heâs still a man. And men are dumb, sugar. You gotta spell it out for âem. Have you talked to him since?â
âNo.â Fresh tears spilled over Y/Nâs lashes as the thoughts that had kept her from calling him spilled out of her mouth. âWhat if it was too far? What if I ruined everything? What if he never wants to speak to me again?â
Ross heaved out a long breath. âThatâs a lot of what ifs, Y/N.â
âWhat if Iâm right?â she whispered.
âAnd what if youâre not?â Rose countered. âThat boy loves you. Anyone could see that, clear as day. Heâd do just about anything for you.â Rose paused, and Y/N heard the springs of the bed squeak as she sat. âBut you gotta let him, sweetheart. Right now youâre takinâ away his chance to do that. Youâre makinâ the decision for him.â
Y/N listened as her motherâs advice crackled over the line, and for the first time in a week, she felt a tiny sliver of hope.
âIf he doesnât want to be with you anymore, you need to let him tell you that. Donât settle for a what if. Find out for sure, or you're gonna spend the rest of your life worryinâ and wonderinâ, sugar.â
âŚ
That evening found Spencer in his usual spot on the couch, reclined against the arm with a book in hand. Heâd promised himself heâd give Y/N the weekend to herselfâ that heâd let her come to him. That didnât stop him from checking his phone obsessively; it never buzzed with any new calls or messages, but he still looked every seven minutes.
The sound of the buzzer jolted his body to attention. He checked his watch and drew his brows together before closing his book and scrambling to cross to the intercom, a tiny seed of hope beginning to germinate. He pressed the button to talk, calling, âYes?â into the speaker box and then listening for the response.
âHi.â
Her voice was so quiet that he could barely hear it over the crackle of the speaker. He buzzed her in without hesitation, crossing to the door and opening it immediately. She made her way slowly up the stairs, turning at the top of the landing and pausing.
His heart broke at the sight of her. She looked utterly exhausted, dressed in black sweatpants and a soft purple sweater, a black puffer jacket over top. She was holding his scarf, wringing it in between her hands. Her eyes were ringed red, and the bags under them were worse than his.
He watched as she crossed the landing, coming to stand quietly in front of him. Heâd known something was wrong, but the way she looked now made him wonder just how long sheâd been battling whatever private demons she wouldnât let him in on.
âI, um.â She cleared her throat, and it was clear sheâd been crying from the thickness of her voice. âI have a lot to sayâ again. But since I was such an asshole, I wanted to give you the opportunity to say anything you need to say first.â
Heâd imagined this conversation countless times over the last week, and never once had he thought it would start like this. âUm. Well. Youâ you really hurt me.â
She could barely look at him. âI know.â
He swallowed. âPlease donât do that again.â
She shook her head, finally meeting his eyes. âI wonât. I wonât ever again.â
Spencer tucked his hands into the pockets of his lounge pants. âI know I may not be the best at social cues, but Iâm a pretty good profiler. And I can tell when somethingâs wrong.â He raised his eyebrows. âYou donât have to tell me everything. Iâm just asking you to tell me when I do something that makes you upset.â
âYouâ you didnât do anything wrong. Iââ He watched her squeeze her eyes shut. âGod, Iâm so sorry, Spencer. Iâm justâ Iâm sorry for so many things. For lying about being fine, for being up on my high horse about communicating and then not actually doing it, for being an absolute bitch.â
He wanted to argueâ she wasnât a bitchâ but he could tell she was far from done.
âIâ I thought therapy was supposed to teach me how to talk about things, but this still feels⌠impossible to say out loud,â she admitted, fingers fumbling with the fabric of the scarf. âItâs embarrassing and ridiculous. But Iâ I have deep-seated insecurities. That Iâm not really that smart or interesting or particularly special.â
He thought back to that night in Mitchell Park and felt the guilt all over again. Heâd practically said those exact words to herâ it was no wonder she was feeling this way.
âAnd every person that Iâve ever been with hasâ really reinforced those ideas, so for a long time they were just⌠a set part of my self-image,â she explained, dragging a hand over her messy hair. âI thoughtâ I thought that I was over it, but Iâ I donât know. Maybe you never really are.â
His brain sorted through every moment of their year together, pinging off the countless examples of her self-doubt and insecurity. She was easily the most wonderful person he knew, but he could clearly see the cracks in the facade if he looked close enough. How had he missed it for so long?
âAnd then I met you, and youâŚâ Y/N let out a wry laugh. âYouâre easily the most interesting person Iâve ever met, but you made me feel like⌠I donât know, like Iâm interesting, too. Like Iâm worthy of being with you, like Iâmâ like Iâm good enough.â
He felt his heart splintering into a thousand tiny shardsâ good enough?
âBut I canâtâ I still have a hard time believing it sometimes. And Iâ Iâve been letting myself keep you at arms length. Letting you see parts of me, but⌠never giving you everything,â she admitted.
He watched her struggle to get the words out, her voice thick with the act of holding back sobs. He hadnât realized she was carrying all of this. She was so good at supporting him and loving him through all of his trauma and issues, he hadnât stopped to consider just how much she needed him, too.
She continued, âItâs why I took so long to say I love you⌠why I couldnât talk to you last week. Because I justââ She shrugged as the tears rolled down her cheeks. âI keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. For you to realize that Iâm really nothing special. That youâre getting bored, or thereâs someone whoâs a better fit for you, or one million other things. That Iâm needy, and annoying, and too much work.â
A fresh tear tracked down her cheek, and he felt his own eyes filling. She never failed to put a stop to his own insecuritiesâ reminding him that she liked his rambling, that he wasnât irritating, that he was just the right amount. In his eyes, she was perfect. He would have never guessed she felt this way about herself.
She continued, âThatâs what happened before, and none of those guys were even half as wonderful as you are.â She swiped a hand haphazardly over her cheeks, looking at him sheepishly. âAnd then I was hurtful and awful, and I realized that I was just creating a self fulfilling prophecy and I donâtâ I donât want to do that.â
Her hand shook a little as she brought it back down to twist in his scarf. âBecause itâs neverâ Iâve never felt like this. I've never been this happy with anyone else, and I donât want to give that up. I donât want to give you up. Even if sometimes I feel like Iâll never be enough.â
Her voice cracked on a stifled cry, and his chest physically ached. âAnd if you never want to see me again, I completely understand, and Iâll leave you alone, but Iâ Iâm just so sorry. And I love you so much, and Iâm trying so hard to be better.â She sucked in a ragged breath and let it out on an exhausted sigh. âAnd thatâs, umâ thatâs it. If you want me to go, Iââ
âI donât want you to go,â he interrupted.
Her eyes went wide. âYou donât?â
âOf course not.â Spencer stepped forward and reached for her. âOf course not. Câmere.â
As soon as the words left his mouth, she was tumbling into his arms with a choked off sob. He pulled her inside and closed the door behind them, walking her to the couch and sitting them both down. She clung to him like she was afraid heâd disappear into thin air.
âY/N, Iâm right here,â he assured her. âIâm right here, baby. Iâm not going anywhere.â
âBut if you n-need space, I understand,â she sobbed.
âI appreciate the offer, but I donât need space. I think a week was long enough, donât you?â he asked, pressing a kiss into her hair.
She pulled back out of the hug, head down. âBut I really hurt you.â
He held her hand. âYeah. And I really hurt you, too.â
She huffed out a breath. âThatâs not how this works. I donât get to hurt you just because you hurt me.â
âI know that.â He almost laughed at how indignant she sounded. âIâm not saying that we should hurt each other. Iâm saying that sometimes it happens. And when it does, we apologize, and we forgive, and we move forward. And itâs okay if you need space. But I donât.â
âWhat if you change your mind?â she whispered.
âThen I promise Iâll tell you.â Spencer tilted her chin up so he could meet her eyes. âI promise Iâll tell you what I need, as long as you tell me, too. Weâve gotta use all those communication skills we learn in therapy.â
Y/N nodded, and he pulled her into another hug. He closed his eyes, letting out a sigh of relief. âIf I hadnât heard from you by Sunday, I was planning to bother you until you talked to me.â
He could feel the beginning of a smile turning up the corner of her mouth where it was pressed to his shoulder. âYou never bother me,â she mumbled. She held him for a moment longer and then released him from the hug and sat back, fidgeting with her hands and letting out a breath.
âSometimes I need to be told that my worst fears about myself arenât true,â she admitted. âI know thatâs so annoying, butââ
âItâs not annoying,â he interrupted, putting an immediate stop to that line of thought. âTelling you how amazing you are isnât the chore that you think it is. Iâm sorry that anyone ever convinced you that it was.â
He covered her hands with his own, rubbing his thumbs softly along her skin. He couldnât stop thinking about her dealing with all of this by herself. He hated that sheâd ever felt anything less than adored. More than anything, he hated that he hadnât been able to help her through it. And he wanted to make sure that he never made that mistake again.
âA wise man told me once... that love is helping someone navigate their storms,â he murmured, squeezing her hand. She looked at him then, and he continued, âYouâve been my lighthouse for a long time, Y/N. And Iâ Iâm trying desperately to be yours⌠But you have to let me.â
Her eyes filled with fresh tears, but she nodded. He let out a long breath and pulled her hands into his lap. âI understand that sometimes you need space, and thatâs fine. Iâm happy to give you whatever you need.â
He shook his head. âJustâ please donât try to weather the storm by yourself. You canât do it all alone; no one can.â He smiled ruefully. âI can tell you from experience thatâs pretty much a guaranteed way to capsize your boat.â
His voice cracked a little at the end, and he felt a tear slip over his lash line. âIâll help you repair your boat, or build a new one, or you can just float on mine for a while. Itâs not perfect but itâs pretty sturdy, I think.â
She brought her fingers up to brush at his damp cheeks, and he met her eyes. âWhat Iâm not going to do is let you float out on the ocean by yourself. I love you too much.â
She was quiet for a long moment, sniffling a little and just watching himâ almost like she couldnât believe he was there. She brought her hand back to his and laced their fingers together, rubbing her thumb along his skin. âI love you the most.â
âAgree to disagree.â He gave her a small smile and leaned forward to press his lips to her forehead. âWant some tea?â
She was frowning when he pulled back, her brows drawn together. âI need to tell you about Owen.â
The conversation heâd had with Anita was suddenly on replay in Spencerâs head.
⌠a real piece of shit⌠telling her lies about herself⌠isolating her⌠destroying her from the inside out...
He squeezed her hand. âYou donât have to tell me if youâre not ready. You donât have to tell me at all if you donât want to.â
She shook her head. âTalking about him takes away his power. I have to stop letting him have so much sway over my emotions.â She looked at him then. âI do things I regret and hurt people I love.â
He brought their joined hands up his lips. âWell, Iâm here either way. And Iâm still going to make you some tea.â
He stood and pulled her up with him, bringing her into the kitchen and refusing to let go of her hand. He filled the kettle and turned it on, found a bag of her favorite tea and ripped it open with his teeth. He dropped the bag into her favorite mug, and then made a mug up for himself.
âYou know, itâd be a lot easier if youâd let go,â she said, the hint of a smile in her voice.
âMhm,â he agreed, but he made no move to release her hand. In fact, once heâd fumbled a spoonful of honey into each of the cups, he dropped the spoon into her mug and turned to pull her into another hug. He hooked his chin over her shoulder and closed his eyes as she brought her arms around his waist. âI missed you,â he whispered.
She squeezed him tight. âI missed you, too. Iâm so sorry.â
She buried her face in his neck, and he felt her breathe him in. He pressed a kiss into her shoulder and then settled his chin again. âApology accepted, in case it wasnât clear.â
They stood like that until the kettle began to whistle, and then Spencer kept her tucked underneath his arm as he turned to shut it off and pour the water into the mugs. They each grabbed a mug, making their way back to the couch and setting them on the coffee table to steep. Spencer kept their fingers intertwined and stayed quiet, letting her set the pace of the conversation.
Y/N took a deep breath and let it out on a long sigh. âI guess I should start at the beginning. I, umâ I had my first boyfriend in high-school: Cal Cunningham. He was older and cooler, and so I feltâ I donât know⌠special when he picked me.â She rolled her eyes. âIn reality, he was rude, and arrogant, and kind of a misogynist. We didnât date for very long, but it kind of⌠set me up on this path of dating guys who werenât very nice.â
Spencer ran his thumb soothingly along hers, waiting for her to continue. âWhen I started college, I dated this guy Adam for a few months. He was nice enough but really self-centered and a little immature. When we broke up I just wanted to be on my own for a while.â
âI was single for two years after that, just kind of⌠finding myself and whatever.â Her eyes tracked the path his thumb traced along her skin. âSo when I started dating Owen at the end of junior year, it felt like my first real relationship. Likeâ we were both adults, and he dressed up for our dates, and he paid for things and bought me flowers and fit all the cliches.â
âAnd it was great at first,â she admitted. âWe had a lot of the same friends, so weâd been hanging out for a while before we got together. He was a perfect gentlemanâ and smart, accomplished, and ambitious. I fell fast, and I fell hard, and we were sort ofâ it feels so stupid to say this, but it felt like we were an it couple.â
âA few of us made plans to move to DC after graduationâ my friend Jess and her boyfriend Chris, Sam and Anita,â she explained. âAnd Owen and I, obviously. We moved in together in an apartment downtown. And thatâs when everything changed.â
She drew her brows together. âIt was little things at first. Like heâd jokingly call me stupid for forgetting something, or heâd complain about one of my friends being annoying. But it snowballed pretty quickly. Heâd tell me I was stupid, and he wasnât joking. All of my friends irritated him to the point where we couldnât hang out anymoreâ even our former mutual friends. He thought that teaching kindergarten was a mindless, pointless job.â
Spencer tried to keep his heart rate steady, his facial expressions neutral, but his blood pressure was on the rise. No one deserved to be spoken to like that, least of all Y/N.
She continued, âWe spent the holidays at my parentsâ the second year we were dating, and he spent the entire car ride home explaining, in detail, how ridiculous and low-class he thought everything was.â
She shook her head and rubbed her free hand over her face. âI know itâs insane that I stayed with him for five years, but Iâ he did a really good job of convincing me that I was... that I was nothing. That he was doing me a favor by loving me. That he could have anyone, but he chose me. No one else was going to, so I should be grateful.â
He balled his free hand into a fist to avoid squeezing her to death. When Anita had said Owen was a piece of shit⌠he hadnât realized just how deeply she meant it.
She picked at the fabric of her sweatpants, staring intently at the tiny pills. âWhen someone says all of that to you on a daily basis, and youâre not hearing otherwise from anyone elseâ because no one knew what was going onâ when someone tells you youâre nothing⌠you start to believe it.â
Spencer relaxed his fist to bring his fingers up to her face, gently cupping her cheek. She leaned into his touch and closed her eyes for a long moment. He didnât know what to say. Instead, he pressed his lips to her forehead in a voiceless assurance that she was, in fact, everything. He felt her relax under the warm pressure of his lips, and he hoped that was enough for now.
He sat back to let her continue. âWe were together for five years, and we only broke up because he cheated on me. It was a long term affair; they were sleeping together for almost a year before I found out. And⌠a lot of people knew. Almost all of his friends knew. But I didnât. I was still being this ridiculous, desperate little Suzy Homemaker trying to make him happy, even though he was still treating me like shit.â
She laughed, but there wasnât an ounce of humor in it. âWhen I found out, I wasnât even hurt. I was⌠embarrassed, I guess. But I was so relieved. I was so fucking relieved that I had a way out.â
He watched as her shoulders settled, almost like an actual weight had been lifted off of them. âI got a therapist and dropped all of the friends that were still hanging around with him. I moved to a new neighborhood, started hanging out with Anita and Sam, and justâ started fresh. And I was doing really well. Iâve had my moments of insecurity here and there, but for the most part, Iâve been able to recognize the moments when Iâm falling back into old thought patterns.â
She looked at him then, and her eyes were so soft and lovely that his heart ached. âYouâre a big reason for that. Youâre so open with how you feel about me, and⌠it makes things a lot easier.â She dropped her gaze with a sigh. âBut Iâ he was at the party on New Year's. And I didnât know he was going to be there until I was already there , and then it felt stupid to leave. I thought I could handle itââ
âAnd then I didnât answer your call.â
âNo, no .â She shook her head and reached her free hand out to grasp his arm. âThatâsâ Spencer, none of this is your fault.â She furrowed her brow, and the crease between them was practically an abyss. âHe sort ofâ cornered me on the patio. I hadnât seen him in like, four years? And he was complimenting me, and asking about you, and then he tried toâ well, he did kiss me actually. I shoved him off, and he didnât like that, and he did his whole Owen thing. Told me that heâd cheated because I was uninteresting and worthless. That eventually youâd get bored of me, too. Just, umâ generally awful shit.â
She took a deep breath, and the rest steamrolled off her tongue and over his heart. âAnd then he justâ left . And heâd absolutely demolished my self-image in less than ten minutes, and I was embarrassed and angry at myself, and then you didnât answer, but I was kind of glad you didnât because I didnât actually want to talk about it. And I thought I could just move on, but then I was being weird, and you knew something was wrong. And I just wanted to pretend like it never happened, but then you kept pressing me on it, and I justâ I didnât want to have to explain it all to you because I was afraid thatâ that maybe he was right.â
Y/N dissolved back into the couch, an unwelcome indication of the emotional exhaustion that came with reliving trauma. Spencer moved closer and mirrored the position of her body against the cushions, bringing his face close enough to bump their noses together. They breathed the same air for one noiseless minute before she finally met his eyes.
âI need you to understand that not one single thing he said to youâ on New Yearâs or everâ was right, in either sense of the word. None of it was factual, and none of it was acceptable.â
She gave him a weary nod, and he continued, âYou are the single best person that I know. Youâre kind, brilliant, and driven. Youâre interesting, and wonderful, and lovely. Youâre my absolute favorite person on the planet, and I will never get bored of you.â
He let his eyes trace over all the angles and curves of her face, and then raised his eyebrows. âHeâs lucky that I respect you enough not to go over your head, because what Iâd like to do is run a full background check and find any and every possible transgression that could be legally investigated and then use that information to ruin his life.â He tilted his head in thought. âThat orâ get really jacked and then beat the shit out of him.â
âGod, please donât. As much as Iâd love to watch that unfold,â she cupped his face in her hand, âyouâre better than that. And heâs not worth either of our energies⌠I already wasted enough time dwelling on it and hurt you in the process.â She dropped her hand back to her lap with a sigh. âI spent so much time in that relationship that my brain didnât know what to do with this good, healthy one.â
He took both of her hands in his, squeezing them tight and then pressing a kiss to the back of each. He wouldnât commit assault, since sheâd asked him not to. But he wasnât going to let Owen taint any part of his life with her.
âIâm so sorry that someone you loved made you think it was hard to love you. Because loving you is the easiest thing Iâve ever done.â He pressed his lips together and mused, âBut I think maybe love has a learning curve. Especially when youâre used to being hurt. You have to unlearn all the bullshit. People will have you thinking that you have to water yourself down, or change who you are, or make yourself more palatable. I thought that, too.â
He brushed her hair back away from her face and waited for her to meet his eyes. âAnd then I met you. And you love all of itâ all of me. All the rambling, all the quirks, andâ even the dark parts, too.â
She sniffled a little, but really smiled for the first time that night. âWhatâs not to love about you?â
He smiled back. âIâm not sure if you realize that I fully reciprocate that feeling. Whatâs not to love about you? I have a hard time thinking of even one thing about you that I donât absolutely adore.â
âEven when I act like a horrid bitch?â she mumbled, only half joking.
He leaned his head against the couch cushion. âA year ago, you stood on my doorstep and gave me forgivenessâ after Iâd been a complete asshole to you... I told you then that I wanted to learn how to love with you. I still do. In all the wonderful, and the weird, and the terrible. Even when we get it wrong.â
He shrugged, and then ran a soft fingertip down the bridge of her nose. âThere is no one else Iâd rather get it wrong with. Because when we get it right⌠itâs the closest Iâve ever felt to magic.â
Her eyes sparkled with unshed tears, and she brought both hands up to his face, holding him with an adoration that made his own eyes burn. âYou can believe that you love me the most,â she whispered, âbut just know that youâre wrong.â
He leaned forward to close the distance between them, pressing a kiss to her lips with a reverence that felt technicolor and devout and more magical than any trick heâd ever mastered.
âAgree to disagree.â
âââ
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Maybe other ones opinions matter more to you than ours
Pairing Katsuki Bakugou x female reader x Eijirou Kirishima
Genre : angst to fluff and comfort at the end.
WC and warnings : 1.5 k / Polyrelationship, Angst, feeling down, abandon, injury, mention of hospital and sedative. Please be careful reading this, and skip it if you're insecure or sensitive, you'll just get hurt. Please be careful.
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The heart has its reasons which Reason knows nothing of⌠What was sure is that you loved them, from the bottom of your heart. But it wasnât enough for you to be completely at ease with the relationship that you, Eijirou and Katsuki are entertaining. Well, such relations arenât usual and you prefer to keep it for you. What would it be if people, even your friends, discover this part of your intimacy and feel free to criticize, or worse to judge you and to deprecate it⌠Would your âcoupleâ survive all of this ? You prefer not to take the risk. A happy life is a discreet one.
But, your significant others are not on the same page. Like, for the boys, youâre all adults and old enough to make your own choices. You chose them, you brought them together, so why couldnât you assume this decision ? Why three people in love would be so odd ? This subject was the only point of contention for you, that comes up more and more often. Like tonight.
The three of you were in Katsukiâs room, for the usual nightly cuddles. To have some affection before going to sleep, each one in his own dorm room. For the other students not to notice, Eijirou is the first to leave, and after a couple of minutes, you follow him. But tonight, the guys made a big deal out of it. You argue, explaining again for like the thousandth time your position.
âI just⌠I just donât feel comfortable with people knowing that I am in love with two guys. Maybe itâs okay for you to share the same girlfriend, but this isnât was girls do.â
âAnd who cares about other girls ? They just don't know what they are missing !â
Eijirou winked at you, trying to make you laugh and give it all up as a joke, but you werenât laughing. He sighed, and let your mutual boyfriend try. And he did. Like Katsuki really tried. He took your hand, and made you look at his crimson stare.
âPlease, Y/n. Let us love you in full view of everyone. I am tired, weâre both tired of paying attention to our reactions around you. We just want to give you all the attention you deserve and the love you generate at any time, not bottling it up or botch it between two training sessions. I donât want to hide anymore, because this means weâre doing something wrong. And weâre not. So please.â
Heâs meaning what heâs saying, and you know it. Katsuki Bakugou ainât one to beg, for anything. But even if this was the sweetest and the most romantic thing he has ever told you, you canât overcome your fear. Which deeply hurt the boys in front of you. The ash blond haired released your hand.
âMaybe other ones opinions matter more to you than oursâ
Usually, when heâs this rude, Eijirou stands up for you, but today heâs way too hurt and he agrees with Katsuki. Too many words jostle on your tongue, but none were sufficient for you to express how youâre feeling. With obvious teary eyes, you stand up and leave quickly before bursting in cries. You try to convince yourself that youâre feeling this way because theyâve been harsh on you, pressuring you like this, but you canât fool yourself. Nothing hurts like the truth.
But you made it. You managed to sleep, and in the morning, you decide that youâre moving forward and as usual, leave the situation as it is. But you quickly notice that itâs not the case for Eijirou and Katsuki. When you went for breakfast, they were already done and heading to their own classes. Usually, you have your have your meals together and they accompany you before going about their business. Usually, Katsuki cooks in the morning, and you make the boys tea. Usually, Eijirou takes all of the bags on his shoulders because itâs manlier and âevery little training helpsâ. But today was nothing like usual. You tried to avoid your paranoia during the whole morning, but you couldnât anymore at lunch. They literally rejected you. In front of everyone. Maybe you finally ruined everything by yourself.
When you arrived to the cafeteria, you decided to wait for them before realizing that they werenât late, but they didnât wait for you. They were already eating with some classmates. Sero noticed you, lining up alone for your lunch and staring, with a troubled expression on your face.
âWhy isnât Y/n with you today ? The three of you are always together⌠Something happened ?â
âShe decided that our company is no satisfying enough for her. We would not want to force her.â
You werenât that far from them, and Eijirouâs hard words were sharp and loud enough to reach your ears. He said it that loud on purpose.
âI thought that you and her had a thing⌠Arenât the two dating or something like this ?â
Katsuki growled at Denkiâs curiosity.
âNone of your business, you dumbassâ
âI was asking Eijirou ! Of course, no one would date your rude assâ
âHeâs right, Denki. Our love life is none of your businessâ.
No one could possibly ask anything after this, even if they took each otherâs hand. They ainât persons to take criticism. They just proved you that you canât cut off peopleâs curiosity. Youâre just not strong enough. So you ate alone, and reached the afternoon training late, sorrowed and unmotivated.
Since your two regular partners for training were sulking you, you paired up with Midoriya, who needed help for his frontal attacks. You were strong enough to repulse him sometimes, by putting all your frustration into your fight, and you were agile enough to avoid him when he was too strong. It wasnât like your usual trainings, but it was instructive in that you were learning new things. And suddenly, just when your sadness has eased a little thanks to work, everything went so fast that you couldnât understand. First, your eyes caught a familiar vision. Second, your turned your head to see that Katsuki was proudly and fiercely kissing a blushing Eijirou, that wasnât ashamed to kiss him back. Third, your eyes went wide open, and your mouth in awe.
â⌠- SMASH !â
Fourth, everything faded away.
Before you open your eyes, you can tell that youâre in a hospital. The smell of disinfectant and the beeping of machines werenât misleading. And when you opened your eyes, The memories came along with the severe pain. You remember⌠Izuku, Eijirou, Katsuki⌠Recovery girl⌠The hero trainer⌠The ambulance⌠The injury, the pain and the cries⌠The sedative⌠And then nothing. You got injured during the training, you werenât paying attention and you received Izukuâs attack you were supposed to block or avoid with full force. If you were a villain, he would have neutralized you, which was the purpose of the training. He isnât the one to blame, nor are the two who caught your attention. From the very beginning, you were the only culprit. And just when you were thinking of them, you heard Katsukiâs voice grunt behind the curtain that was surrounding your convalescence bed.
âWe have to see her ! Oi listen you-â
âWeâre in a hospital, quieter !â
âPlease, doctor, let us see her. We are so worry, and we need to be by her side when sheâll wake upâ
Eijirouâs pleading voice was trying to convince the relentless doctor.
âYouâre not her family, I canât allow you to do so. I am sorry, rules are rules.â
Someone, maybe Sero, intervened.
âCâmon, boys, thereâs nothing to do but waitâŚâ
However, they didnât give up. Kirishima begging and Bakugou threatening almost made you cry. You struggled a bit, but managed to talk with a husky voice.
âPlease let them in. They are my boyfriends. PleaseâŚâ
The curtain was withdrawn in a hurry, and in a split second, the blond and the redhead were by your side.
âY/N ! How are you feeling ! Is everything okay or are you-
âDonât ever scare me like this again ! I might lose my mind if you ever-
They wonât let you get a word in edgeways, checking on you and their concerned eyes scanning you. You started crying.
âI am so sorry⌠I am so sorry that I was stupid enough to hurt you instead of overcoming my fear ! I donât deserve you, I-â
Eijirou hushed to you, while carefully wrapping his arms around you.
âShhhh⌠Itâs okay now, sweetheart. We wonât talk about this now, and not anymore. Nothing is more important than seeing you happy and smilingâŚâ
âBesides, all those who were waiting heard you⌠I am sorryâŚâ
âWhat a plot twist ! Seriously, donât be⌠I am not afraid anymore. Today was horrible, and I got more hurt by the truth then Izukuâs hit. I am not letting anything between us again. I love you, and nothing will stop me from doing soâ
Katsuki took your hand in his, squeezing it against his heart and peppering it with kisses. Words arenât for him, so he lets you know his gratitude in other ways. With a kiss on your forehead, Eijirou concludes.
âIf it took you approaching death to realize it, you're more of a dumbass that he calls you soâ
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Nobodyâs Fault - Johnny Lawrence x Reader
Summary - Part three to Lose My Job. After a traumatising month of slow recovery, reader is finally discharged from the hospital. However, the drama doesnât just stop not thatâs sheâs on the mend. (Part 1 here) (Part 2 here)
Words - 1.4k
Warnings - fluff/angst
A/N - Would you guys wanna see a part four to this? Donât hesitate to request and message me! Thankyou for your support!
"Good evening Miss Y/L/N, we're local police officers who are working together about the case at the school." One of them said to you.Â
"We understand right now probably isn't the best of times to have this conversation with you, but in order for this whole investigation to move forward, we need to confirm something." The other one said.Â
"And what exactly would that be?" You questioned.Â
"Considering you were pushed off of the balcony-" They began and you were very quick to stop them from talking.
"I don't know what kind of police officers you are but if I was purposely pushed off of that damn balcony, don't you think you would've sent the kids to Juvie by now?" The officers looked at each-other with defeated faces.Â
"That's what were here for Miss. It is your decision to send the two responsible for you injuries, to Juvie." You couldn't quite believe what you were hearing.Â
"I'm not pressing charges and the kid's aren't going anywhere. I chose to get involved, I tried to handle it and it didn't work, that's nobody's fault." You told them.
"Thank-you for your time, it looks like you two are off the hook for now. I can't say the same about those Karate Dojo's that are in competition with each-other." They told Miguel and Robby before they left.Â
"Now let me see my students, well try and see." You joked.Â
It had now been a total of a month in the hospital, and you'd now found yourself without a brace and able to sit up.Â
"I'm sorry Y/N." Johnny apologized suddenly. You looked over at him confused.Â
"What are you apologizing for?"Â
"That argument we had before all of this happened. If I had just said things differently, maybe you wouldn't have ended up in this place." Johnny sighed and you reached over to grab his hand.Â
"I pray you haven't been blaming that stupid bicker for everything that's happened. It's done with. I'm sorry to, I ruined the walls when I threw your beer." You chuckled.
"Don't worry, your handyman eventually got around to fixing it." He smirked and you rolled your eyes.Â
"What's going on in that head of yours Johnny? What happened to every hour being spent in the Dojo?" Johnny let out a sigh, knowing he was probably going to get an earful.Â
"I gave up Cobra Kai Y/N, Kreese took over." If it was possible for eyes to naturally fall out of your eyes, they would've been on the floor by now.Â
"You did what?" You gasped.Â
"You're getting discharged today, I will spare you the details until we are home." Johnny told you.Â
"No we won't sweet-heart, what the hell has he done to you now?" You pushed the conversation.Â
"If I told you he was the the main reason that the school fight happened, would that be enough questioning me until later?" He asked you.Â
"That slimy asshole just couldn't leave you alone, could he? After everything he'd done to you back in high-school, I ought to smack the shit out of him." You snapped. Johnny couldn't hide the smile that came to his face. Nobody he'd ever been with, had cared about him as much as you did.
"We'll save that for another time." Johnny chuckled, even-though it hurt him to think of the bad memories he had with his old sensei.Â
As the time went by, the doctors had finally given you the all clear to return home. That was of course before they had told you, you had to be in a wheel-chair, as well as have crutches to help with walking again.Â
"I feel like I haven't been home in a lifetime." You admitted to Johnny as he wheeled you in the direction of your apartment.Â
"Well I'm glad I can finally have you back." Johnny opened the front door and there was a huge Welcome Home sign in the living room.
"You are the best, didn't really think you were into doing cute things." You sassed and he bent down, wrapping his arms around your shoulders.Â
"Don't go ruining my badass reputation babe. Welcome home." He kissed your cheek, making you smile.Â
"I've got to say, it's not as messy as what I was expecting." You joked and he rolled his eyes playfully at you.Â
"Only the best for you." He chuckled.Â
"Welcome home Y/N." Robby suddenly appeared, exiting from the bathroom door.Â
"How long was he in there?" You looked at Johnny with concerned eyes.Â
"Probably the best part of half an hour." Johnny admitted, making you and Robby laugh.Â
"It's good to see you here Robby." He reached down and hugged you, but that still didn't stop the look of confusion on your face.Â
"Do you not want me here? Is it too much for someone who has just come out of the hospital?" Robby panicked.Â
"Be quiet Rob, I'm just really happy that you're here. What exactly have you two been planning huh?" They both smiled at each-other, and your heart literally exploded.Â
"When you were first in the hospital, I took everything out on him. You told Robby that you wanted us to get a long, so we tried. But, it took us some time to realise, that we shouldn't just be doing this because it would make you feel happy, but we should be doing this for our own good." Johnny told you, and you felt the urge to cry.Â
"There's no way Johnny fucking Lawrence just openly said that to me." You couldn't even hide how stoked you were.Â
"Why are you so shocked about me being the good guy in situations?" Johnny teased.Â
"Maybe this is what we needed all a long. That doesn't mean you never have to speak to your mom again okay Robby? I get she made a load of mistakes however, she's still your mom, and I know her and I haven't had the best of relationships, but I guess I'm willing to work on that as well." This was for sure going to be a family moment you were never going to forget.Â
The three of you eventually ordered take-out, spending a peaceful evening together for once.Â
"So Robby, tell me, what teacher has replaced me for the time being?" You asked, sipping on an ice-cold Coors Banquet. Robby frowned and Johnny let out a sigh.Â
"Y/N, they might have permanently given your job over." Johnny told you and you nearly choked on your drink.Â
"Well they might also see me in the reception area tomorrow morning, demanding an explanation."Â The annoyance in your voice was obvious.Â
"They said something about you not being able to come in for a long time while you recover and that by the time you could've come back, we would have nearly finished school for the year." Robby told you, but he should've known all to well that you weren't giving up that easily.Â
"I know it's been a month, but I'm not giving up on my kids that easily." You told him.Â
"I think you should take it easy Y/N." Johnny put a reassuring hand on your shoulder.Â
"I swore I'd never give up on them. I didn't train for all of these years, to be in the position that I am in now, to just lose it over one school fight. Not happening." Robby smiled at you. He was so appreciative and grateful that his dad had actually found someone who was determined. Someone who made the right life choices, but clarified when they had made a mistake.Â
"It's Linda." Robby told you and your mouth fell agape as Johnny laughed.Â
"She has no qualifications in teaching, she's the receptionist." You groaned, and both Robby and Johnny knew, there was no way you were giving up that easily.Â
The night slowly drew to a close, and Robby was reassured that he could stay in the guest room.
"I have missed this bed so much." You grinned as Johnny gracefully lifted you onto it.Â
"It's been awfully cold without you." Johnny got in beside you and draped an arm over your waist. Placing a long awaited kiss to your lips, you finally felt like you were home.Â
"I'm going to do everything I can to get you walking again." He thought, looking at how you still stayed beautiful, even after all of the trauma. He promised he was going to help you, and that's exactly what he was going to do.
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