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hsr version of this meme
#honkai star rail#bronya rand#hsr seele#hsr acheron#black swan#screwllum#hsr blade#dan heng#bronseele#acheswan#svarllum#that one is more implied than anything#screwllum x svarog#renheng#listen. listen#i tried thinking of something for the wholesome disasters/mlms slot but there literally wasn't anything#so have a wall of text.#once again#this was funnier in my head
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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Alright, fuck it I will analyze the whole Bad and Forever situation.
But first, I will be saying that all of this is how I'm seeing the characters right now, and the focus will be on Forever mainly since he is my main pov so I mostly have knowledge about him.
Under the cut cause I ramble <3 (Also I'm taking off my shipping googles for this, purely going on from interpretations that I have)
Alright so first of all, I think it's very important to say that Forever definitely has no information about the eggs apart from that thing he said about them running away. So he is using the fact that he knows Bad would do anything about the eggs to try and bait him into telling him things.
And yes it's fucked up to do sure, but in Forever's eyes he is not sure what Bad is capable of right now, hell when Tubbo first came to him with the whole theory of Bad kidnapping a worker Forever did not believe him at first, thinking that the Bad he knew, the kind guy who helped protect the eggs would never do this, but he has never really knows Bad, has he? The only thing he is sure of, is that Bad will do anything for the eggs, and he understands, cause he would also do the same.
But the main thing of my little thing here is that, for me, Forever sees himself in Bad. He believes that Bad is like him on the drugs, that he was consumed by grief and is being manipulated by something else, but deep down Forever knows that is not the case, he knows that somehow that is the real Bad the same way he knows that the violent part of him that threatened to explode the island and had to be put under drugs is also real.
Forever wants to help Bad, wants to save Bad, not only cause he cares about him but also cause in a way they are the same. If Bad can be saved than that mean that the violent monster that Forever turned into is not real, right? He can also be saved... Right?
Forever hates what grief turned him into, and I think that he hates that violent part of himself even more than he hated the one that was on the happy pills. Cause the happy pills one had an excuse, had a reason to be that way, but the guy who wanted to explode the island? He had no reason to do any of that in Forever's eyes.
Forever is genuinely a person who has a big heart and cares a lot, but he also was shaped by his loss, like I said a million of times before, the old Forever never came back after the happy pills arc, that Forever was shaped by love and fatherhood, this one that we are seeing now is shaped by grief, isolation and fear.
So his last desperate attempt to maybe help Bad, is to use the Dapper thing as bait, because that is the only way Bad will listen to him and he knows it's wrong, but he knows also what it's like to be at Bad's place. Now, they will exchange letters, will in a way try to convince each other, to develop some twisted sense of trust until this destroys them.
Forever is a broken man now and when he looks at Bad he sees the same thing he sees in the mirror every day.
#qsmp#qsmp forever#qsmp badboyhalo#character analysis#literal wall of text again#sorry guys I can't be stopped#And I still have yesterday spinning around in my brain
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is he recognizable. he should be. errors design is impossible to make look bad i say as i dont quite know if this design looks all that good,,,,, not like im gonna try an make another one bc i do NAUGHT have time or energy to make another vice.SER design prototype
my new character guy his whole deal is that he is a chill dude who lwk don’t gaf. Although you may not know him very much right now but he’ll find his way into your heart. JK vice.SER's just error but he fell into the void like a dumbass and now hes changed his strat ‼️‼️ of destroying the multiverse by trying to convince the creators. more to him but like i cannot be bothered. i low key changed errors character so bad that i dont know if anything about his old personality and motivations and stuff can fit into vice.SER's lore bit whatever he looks cool has cool motive has cool everything. maybe i wish he could be a bit more freaky cooking but i probably just havent added enough glitch effects.
#goddamnit im back to swapinverse posting again because of vice.SER#ANYWAYS time 4 design notes. the scarf extends eternally upwards ans can clip through walls and allat#bc error had puppeteer theme so i made vice.SER have puppet theme#and like we're the ones controlling him or whatever bullshit idk its cool#the glasses always show either static or space photos#the pure blue parts are supposed to show binary encoded messages. i forgot to do the eye#his arm looks all fucked up like that because he had to claw his way out of the void with determination and lord be dammed he leaves safely#bc its core frisk!error i incorporated color scheme and void shenanigans and a special timeline thingy#but since error isnt a human and doesnt have access to reset he has to use his geno remaining DT to claw out of the void#this fucks up his entire body and stuff. seperated fingers. geometric body parts. unusable eye#the jacket is supposed to look like its floating bc hes that cool bit its floating like its a low poly render in 3D#his eyes look so fucked up because he got to see the creators. he literally saw basically god so obvi his eye has to change#the blue one can only see things through code. people and places and allat are only displayed in code text#the binary on him on the pure blue ALWAYS has a message encoded. so ya#he literally got his code scattered and rearranged it himself while it was breaking and scattering against him#thats why his stuff has a binary theeeeme. also ofc to work with the monochrome color scheme#god i love making character designs :3333#tricule rant#i should finish the BASIC CHARACTER DESCRIPTIONS i have for swapinverse#cmon crash. cmon vice.ser. you two are the only ones i have unwritten yet#whys it always the glitchy ones that i struggle to get motivation to write for
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#so a little over a year ago i kissed a guy who i have known for nearly 20 years. on the lips#well he kissed me to be fair#after a whole night of dancing together and i will admit yes i flirted with him a LOT but. the thing is we have a weird kind of situation#because we aren't really friends but we share a best friend#and when our best friend was depressed we texted each other to try and think of ways to get her out of her funk#and when he need tips on what to get our mutual best friend he texts me too#and when we see each other at parties. well. the times we have ended up alone have always been charged lets just say that#and he REMEMBERED one of those moments and told me so last year and i was floored so i decided to go with it and flirt with him fhdshf#anyways. long story short he literally picked me up and pushed me against a wall and kissed me. and then. we shared a cab and hugged#good night and never talked about it again#i saw him a few months ago for the first time since That Night and we. did not talk about it! gfdhgd i am glad but also it's a bit weird id#and now he and our best friend are on holiday together and they are both messaging me and he just. texted me a kissy face.#and now i want to kill him (affectionately).#oh and he has a serious girlfriend so :) hgfhdhh i make such good life decisions don't i#i never told our best friend about the kiss btw. because she would kill both of us for sure#okay rant over anyways i dont think i will ever be normal about this guy. story of my life
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5, 9 and 16 for that artist ask meme!
5. favorite little detail in a drawing you did
this one was kind of hard to answer because i lean so much more to simplification over 1:1 detail... that said, i really loved these ones!
the bag from the top photo is from here, minato nui on left is from some con-related draws, the ballpoint splatling on right is from a vintage draws compilation!
i just really enjoy drawing little objects and props, and as much as i'm allergic to backgrounds, i hope to overcome that next year because my friends know i love getting obsessed over random objects for a few days...
9. any new art mediums youve tried (or overall styles if you havent tried new mediums)
i haven't gotten to do much mediums outside of digital art unfortunately.... but i would say this year was the year of chibification! i turned so many characters into little guys this year (shoutout to the nui tree!). which is really ironic because i also realized this year i find full illustrations more satisfying to work on throughout the process, despite the "simplicity" of chibis.
i did some limited color styles too! (blue, purple, and red + b/w). hopefully i can do more deliberate color palette stuffs though. i think it'd be a great exercise.
stylistically wise i think i could've tried more, but. its ok! thats what 2024 is for. yipee!
16. favorite piece of art from someone else (if you have one)
it feels like a cop out answer to say this but any gift art i got of my splatoon character... LOL... i didn't expect to get so attached to him (i changed my name in game to minatoast a JOKE!!!!). um. drops this gallery link here and scuttles away. im so very grateful. you're telling me people actually took time out of their day to draw my little guy? incredible!
ocs aside, i'd like to take the time to highlight some art from people on twitter (kitaro havers rise up!), since i do consider the things i reblog to be art i'm very fond of...
this art from tin of ryomina with flowers is so. oh my god. i was SO BEWILDERED AND HAPPY!!! i was minding my own business and then saw this rt'd on one of my friend's pages... i forget who lol but i was like "WAIT TIN Kick_TheeCan DREW RYOMINA??? I LOVE THEIR ART OF THE P3 PROTAG WHAT." i feel like i got pushed down a staircase in tartarus (positive)
and this art from chris (str3wberryy), my god, the composition fucks severely. i want to eat it. he also has an alt account on twitter (@/makotoyukilover) if you want to see more of their p3 protag arts :D
i also enjoyed seeing p3 arts from yamad_125, BSZZOWL, and elulit2. im so serious if you like ryominaigis you'll probably like taking a gander at these artist's media tabs! i find my way to see the twitter arts one way or another, nothing can stop me 👁👄👁
#lizzy askbox#RAAH IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED QUESTION 16!!!#i am filled with love for artists. and similarly to the question of what styles you take inspiration from#it was really hard to not write a text wall or link multiple..#but i've been itching to outlet somewhere how much i adore some of the art i see on twitter...#like ik i can just log into my acc again but the idea of being perceived on twt makes me antsy so i just dont#i literally vibrate in place and shake back and forth and quake whenever i see art. sometimes it occupies my brain for HOURS like. wow...#i want to draw like you... or.... wow.. it's so clear to me that you really love what you draw / that you're putting in time to practice...#and i know i linked p3 mostly but sometimes i see peoples portfolios for visdev and i go GODDAMN IM IN LOVE WITH YOU WHAT DID U STUDY#anyway... thank you again! this is so fun. my appreciation for 2023 is going up from this hehe
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imagine being will and getting stalked on your way home one night which leads to you finding yourself in a hell dimension that you are then hunted, starved, and died in, only to eventually be revived and brought back home. but... you're not really home, because whatever died within you left a space in you that the king of hell has made it his mission to fill.
you keep finding yourself back in hell any time you're alone, but you're not really alone because he's always in your shadow just on the other side, calling you back to him. you know of the evil he plans to do and while you don't know your place in all of this you do know that he allegedly doesn't want to hurt you. and yet... he still does. you run, you stand your ground, and you scream at him to go away, but it isn't enough and he doesn't. he's within you now, having infected your each and every cell until there is nothing within you that is truly yours. not your thoughts, not your body, nothing. he's controlling you and pushing you out of your own mind and body until its all his to do with as he pleases.
the people who love you most eventually get him out of you, but it's no use. he's still there, having melded himself to you somewhere beyond what the eye can see, but that you can still feel. he's in your very center, in the place where only you should reside. everyone else gets to be who they are, but not you. not anymore.
ever since you came back, even before he used a shadow monster to physically enter you, you've been willandhenry, not will. he can no longer move you, sure, but it's still just like before: you feel what he feels as he feels it, as if you're one. his pain, his rage, and his undying, steadfast ambition—all of it, everything, completely and entirely awful and grotesque as it is, lives and beats within you as it does him. him: a living, breathing, and all-powerful intrusive thought made reality and that you cannot will away no matter what you and everyone you love does.
like. Literally Okay . will byers aka strongest person ever because i would've clocked out five minutes into this unending nightmare. tfw the horrors are not just around you but especially loud and unrelenting within you + are you still happening there inside your body + am i a man still or is this what it means to be a monster + i want to go back to before there was a before and after, i want to be me again, i want to be a boy and not know the things that i know + feeling like a mistake because everyone gets to move on but you because you're always the outlier you're always the anomaly in everything no matter what i just. Okay . literally okay!!!!!
#big wall of text not sorry and also not rereading u get what u get and u don't get upset <3#the horrors are literally unending#i'm a 'time stopped in the upside down because will has never been able to move on from that night' truther#which is why they used 'coming of age' as one of the descriptions for his s5 arc and harp on his connection with the UD + time stop#and why they've always talked about him being nostalgic n him wanting to go back to old times#'joyce says time is funny like that: emotions can make it speed up or slow down' like cmonnnnnnnnn CMONNNNNN#time stopped because will hasn't been able to move on and he won't be able to until henry is dead dead dead!!!!!#until the cycle breaks until the gate is deadlocked and melded shut never to be open again!!!!#until he is allowed to have ownership of his body again!!! until he can be just will!!!!!!#and also other freaky deaky stuff tht we have yet to learn but like . u kno#mine#will
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We got koby today.... tashigi could cut the hand like zoro did in dressrosa but we got koby today....
#they blew helmeppo up!!! damn.... rip helmeppo#couldn't garp pull these moves in marineford like damn#<- constant complaint even if there are justifiable reasons#idc what happened he should have stepped up!!!#like okay good for this guy with the green hair who just appeared saving the people on the ship#but like tashigi (and the other two FEMALE marine officers <- i think thats an important remark) is there too...#she never gets time to shine and now is waiting with the others to be saved. come on now....#the baby and old man lesson paralel is a slay im gonna give them that#KUZAN FUCKING IMPALED GARP??????#damn. now i guess the party is going to get started#in egghead at least#tashigi gets me up the walls honestly. i believe zoro didnt get more story in wano simply bc she wasnt there and his arc evolves#with hers because obviously it fucking does. they got something in punk hazard but again tashigi loses for zoro's development#and i do not want that. but otherwise tashigi goes nowhere every time she appears. since arabasta when she declares shes goint#to get stronger practically nothing has happened or wr havent been shown how she achieved that and now we get koby development in one ep#like can i get some spare change for tashigi.... crumbs.... something....#bc how can she win??? literally how. if her path to what she wants is blocked by two swordsmen at least. and as a captian in the marines by#fucking koby. what is going on with her??#idk what im saying anymore but yeah. tashigi please#i dont care about koby i get him as a character but it i do not care about him#like maybe i care more about garp bc i can hate him so much akdjakak and i do enjoy him as a character i get him. but koby?? idc#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1122#also relating to the post text i get how the plot is to paralel koby to garp but..... tashigi could have done something... anything at all
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#quick wee vent hehe but anyways tell me why i struggled so hard to wrap up the second last scene but then i started doing some heavy#rearranging of some paragraphs literally moving them 10 pages down and then i got diabolically sick like CANT breathe 103 fever type sick#and completely forgot the order i was putting that shit in anyways i wadedthrough it and fixed it but ive been hit with a cute lil writers#block rn + the diabolical illness so ive hit a wall once again#at this rate expect the final part in december merry christmas pookies!#manifesting it doesn’t take that long tho ❗️🫣#text
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deranged rambling
#i typed out another post but it became a massive text wall that i probably shouldnt post#but tl;dr im severley depressed. i have been my whole life but it started getting bad again in november#and this last month has been the hardest month of my fucking life#im so sleep deprived that i cant think clearly i cant eat im in constant pain#my thoughts arent even coherent my brain feels like its being twisted around#i cant do my job anymore i stopped booking clients#so thats how my lifes been going#dont worry about me ill be fine i always pull through im just tired#im going to talk to my brother tomorrow. my relationship with him is strained but hes all i have and i know he can help me.#i dont know why im posting this. ive been drinking.#also sorry for how cold ive been lately#and how ive been ignoring all my messages/asks/replies/tags for the last few months#i do like hearing from people i just. literally cannot respond
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Apparently my mom shares trans memes on her facebook, which is… cool I guess? But she also still posts old pictures of me all the time
#mine#i’ve even talked to her about this and she got really upset and said she spent hours going through all her old photos of me#and only keeping ones where i looked ‘masculine’#but. they’re absolutely not.#and i mean i’m glad my parents are supportive enough that this is the shit that pisses me off but i’ll be damned if it doesn’t piss me#the fuck off#well ok worse than this is what my dad does#which is basically to only acknowledge it when i’m about to make a big change and he sends me a text#saying ‘hmm i guess you’ve wanted this for a long time huh :(‘#and also still not gendering me ever even though it’s been almost 4 years#like ok he’s not misgendering me but he awkwardly interrupts his sentences to rephrase them to avoid using pronouns#or if he gets really stuck he uses they/them which also pisses me off#it’s this shit and a thing that happened over 2 years ago (!!) at this point that make me feel like i don’t fucking pass ever#and everyone only ever genders me correctly to be nice or patronizing#i still get shocked when strangers gender me correctly (which is basically 100% of the time for the past 3 years)#but that’s really mostly because of the thing that happened 2 years ago#it literally makes me feel so deeply sick when i think about it like i genuinely feel ill#i still have nightmares about it lol#um. i realize i’m being vague but it wasn’t anything actually bad. just some stuff a friend said to me#and then said again and then continued to make it worse by saying more stuff#anyway that’s enough for now#hey if you just clicked ‘see more’ on the tags and saw this huge wall of text don’t bother reading it k
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still working on typing out the arkham knight stories. its weird, seeing so much mention and description about how the jokers death changed him (the one im working on now, "Faithful Servant" in particular seems to imply a developing eating disorder) and yet not much mention of jason. i assume thats because he has been gone for a while at that point, given that tim was already robin as far back as arkham city, but theres still something gnawing at me about it. maybe its something like, the writers are telling me jason is right, bruce really doesnt care about him, but that feels like too simplistic of an interpretation. jason/robin dying is an occupational hazard. acceptable not because it is good or right but because it's a simply a reasonable possibility. joker dying is unthinkable. it forces bruce to reevaluate himself (or moreso how he does his work) which has never come naturally to him. maybe the joker was his better half. maybe he made up such a significant part of bruces own sense of self that he doesnt know how to deal with the sudden change. maybe its not about the joker at all. maybe the joker is just the catalyst from which hes forced to truly address what hes been doing all this for. joker as a representation of everything bruce has staked himself on. not antithetical to his personal philosophy, but a corrupted branch of it. the whole "we have a lot in common" shtick weaved into a macabre show of mutual insanity.
... me @ me im not proofreading all that, congrats or sorry that happened ig
#SHUT UP its midnight and i hate both of them#bat/jokes is selfcest no i will NOT get into it further#me @ me again you let our foot fall asleep for THIS?#smth smth disclaimer dont take this too seriously this is literally as unpolished as it gets#i hate this post but im posting it anyways so that maybe one day the me who wrote that first wall of text will see it and elaborate#write the akverse bat/jokes selfcest meta you coward
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had a bad grindr experience gang :/
#in short he sent me the addy and i went to the street and NONE of the houses had numbers#so i was like just come out and he just sent the number again#and i repeated that theres no numbers so just come out. and i thought i may as well go tbh#then he finally said it had a grey door so i was like w/e lets go on#and i went in and there was a WALL of like buttons and devices and intercoms. and AGAIN i was like just come down!!!!!#and he sent me a keycode but didnt say where to put it in 🙄#so i guessed and a literal alarm went off!!! it was humiliating#and then i could hear men laughing at me through the intercom. i was mortified#so i texted to say i was going home and THATS when he was like 'no wait ill come down :D'#dickhead
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something that makes me feel guilty is the fact that seeing that persons face rn literally makes me angry. they walked into class and i nearly winced. and in all fairness they were quite kind to me. outside of the several kind of odd red flags. girl whatever. to be quite frank i am a horny bastard and vocal proud etc but few people interest me enough to actually want to hang out with and get to know And i have deep seated intimacy issues so it's like. we really dont have a shot unless the circumstances r exactly right on a full moon perfect thursday of a month etc like. well and tbh i probably would have fucked around with this person but i dont... care... about some big relationship w them.. and i know i could be a relationship girl like eventually i have it in me to have a muse that's what im built for i think idc but not rn... rn i need to hang out with my friends and do my film stuff and have people that maybe wanna make out sometimes is that so much to ask for. for a lesbian at a bar to want to make out perhaps. ** for there to be lesbians at the bars to potentially make out with.
#and i am quite lonely yes thank u for asking. yeah someday id love to get to know someone again in the context of falling in love#what about it. so what now. i dont think im meant for our understanding of romantic love but boy do i crave it#why am i having this moment rn. well ok consider im on my period all i could think about this morning was [redacted] and both parties#of my dyke drama were back in class today. and the one gay person that i think has a crush on me but we dont see each other super often#so im just. guessing based on the way awkward lesbians communicate. idk#and i feel really just mean but i quite literally dont have it in me to pretend to be nice to this person anymore#i wasnt like. some villain for realizing we were acting really coupley and being like oh shit because i didnt want to hurt them#. and trying to communicate and put some distance between us when i thought they were probably in too deep. it's unfortch it took me a sec#but jesus christ yk i cant walk around and feel awkward about it forever. and im frustrated by the fact that we're just acting so odd#but again frankly i think it's largely bc they have an unhealthy relationship with dating. THROWING HORIZONTAL PUNCHES HERE.#OK. STONES FROM A GLASS HOUSE. IM AWARE. REAL RECOGNIZES REAL.#and YET. despite my past insanity. ive been kind. i can understand disappointment and a little awkwardness#but jesus would you rather i pretend to be in love with you for months and then really break your heart.#this is where i get mean and make a joke like well hey if we couldve had weird really mediocre sad angry dyke sex abt it#that would have been cool with me. but alas. we're here instead and it's fucking with my friendships too#and like we were kind of ok friends too. what now. its just u me and this brick wall u built between us bitch#now was EYE not answering texts for a minute. we dont need to get into it.#because the thing IS if i dont play things exactly right. and im not good at that without prior planning. i will accidentally say or do#something that i know. again. from being insane myself. would be just enough for them to hold onto hope#and im not trying to do that to them you know. i was trying to help with the detachment. shitty as it may be. i dont fucking know dude#this post is going to make me look kind of. well. whatever u guys have seen me at my worst. mostly. and post#ok one last thing sorry if this makes me sound like i have a giant ego. like wow heres this person who really liked me and im just shitting#all over them. not what im meaning to do but whatever
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So I found out some really cool family history today!
My last name (for the purposes of this post, let’s say it’s Jean) is always mispronounced, since most people pronounce it like Jeans but it’s actually pronounced like John.
My actual last name’s pronunciation is VERY weird for how it’s spelled (unlike Jean pronounced John), but I couldn’t think of a better example and this gets my point across somewhat. (Discord friends, feel free to DM me if you’re curious about my actual last name)
I’ve always kind of wondered why my name is spelled the way it is, since Jean pronounced like jeans is a common enough name and John pronounced John is too, so why is mine different? Turns out, it’s because my family name was originally John pronounced John!
My great-great-great-grandfather immigrated from France to avoid fighting in the Franco-Prussian war, but decided to change how the name was spelled to hide from antisemitism (my real last name is Jewish). He must have kept the pronunciation the same because it was important to him, so it was his secret way of honoring the name while staying safe. His wife is buried with the original spelling of the name :)
Also apparently there are people in my own family who pronounce it Jean like jeans 🤣 I’ve got the OG pronunciation 😎
Might have to go to the town he’s from in France at some point. There’s apparently quite a few Jean’s buried there who were killed in the Holocaust, so it would be nice to visit and leave some flowers for them. See the family members I could have known
#m rambles#long post#ish#it’s not like huge but it is a wall of text#so better safe than sorry#literally feel like my mind was blown#all this time my name was actually John#it’s just hidden behind a different spelling to protect us#also to be clear: my family was actually Jewish#my immediate family hasn’t been for a couple generations though#so I’m not Jewish despite the last name#(which again isn’t actually Jean/John)#my dad learned all this from his second cousin once removed#wild to me that he even knows her at all because that’s pretty far away on the family tree#but hey 🤷🏻♀️
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i would also like to know baby boy vik's reaction to the Betrayal 👁
HI HI DEAR ! i would be happy to recall the tale of vik's thoughts during ye olde great betrayal of phil to the besties <3
send me an episode/chapter/scene/ect. and i'll tell you what my OC was doing during it
"I KNEW YOU WERE WACK !" was the first thing he yelled the second that things went sour jhssnjha. along with "and here I thought we were besties." and "sacre bleu we've been had!" SWEET SWEET VINDICATION for dear boy jahsbxjh. his moment of sweet vindication didn't last long ofc when the scuffle starts right. took out a few people and had motioned to leave with simon and soap, when either graves or one of his besties on his side knocked his lights out rendering him briefly unconscious and he woke but with ale and isi in the cell... where he proceeded to taunt and give graves a hard time for funnies. make the best out of things u know? if at the most he expected things as much as graves teased him once and the pettiness in vik never trusted him after that asjnkxn THOUGH.. major bummer he wouldn't get to spend more time with nessie.. LUCKY FOR HIM SHE BREAKS HIM OUT RIGHT.. so its a major lemonade from lemons moment in a situation of lemons for him <3
#🌸: aj#jendoe#TY TY BELOVED FOR THE ASK YOU DEAR YOU <3 i hope ur having the loveliest day/night!#humor is a coping mechanism and so is pettiness and the vindication you were right in situations of betrayal hehe#i for sure need to rb this game again its so cute to do <3 maybe a thou of got clowns edition for the dears and enya <3#leg.asks#leg.txt#I KNOW I SHRIEKED ABOUT IT ON DISCORD A BIT (and ty ty for letting my sleep deprived brain know it wasn't the Yuri knowing ->#bestie makarov I owe u my life <3 YOUR THE BEST <3) but yea dear boy was having a TIME nsjncjnj#realizing he exposed the bet on who isi was married two and knowing it was ale and not price like everyone thought jsahnjx#but at least he meets best girl in the whole wide world to him (and argue with the wall with him on that its FACT)#which was the bestest <3 he's literally the 'my wife's enemies are now my enemies too' meme kjsknhkc and he's so valid for that <3#t: text
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