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Being sad that the vibes are off, but being overjoyed that the light of my life has been returned to me.
#Justified: City Primeval#like. the finale of Justified was so emotionally satisfying that I actually wish they'd just let it be#I could deal with CP because it's absolutely Nothing like the original show#so I could just watch it as something separate with a character crossover#I loved Natalie coming back and part of me hoped that was all they'd do#but after seeing Goggins' post I knew we'd see my beloved again#I'm happy/sad about it#I had a Whole Thing I wanted to see from a reboot#that would've kept the same tenor of the original show#moving the Crowder & Givens show to Mexico is going to cheapen season six for me#I will watch it but it will make me sad and I'll regret it at the conclusion le sigh#you know that that young woman Marshall is going to be Raylan's partner on this#which is fine#hope they're working under Rachel though and that Tim is living in Mexico and is roped in#listen if we're gonna do this shit#let's fucking DO IT okay#time for wish lists everyone!
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Prolly gonna be my one and only rwde post (cus the fanbase is rancid and I'm not rlly a rwby fan, just a person who watches the show): some of you rwby fans are too comfortable using your queerness as a shield to silence BIPOC voices about the racist writing and your 'precious' bigoted CRWBY. You guys unironically act/think that just because you have to deal with queerphobia; you are IMMUNE to being bigoted yourself and you are INCAPABLE of parroting bigoted beliefs. Cus I know there will be a dumbass ant1-rwde posters who will try to drown out this post by saying its 'lies from the EVIL RWDE!!!': You would rather weaponize your queerness to bash on BIPOC voices, while claiming to care about our voices. You would rather be complicit with the racist writers and their racist writing, just because your racist writers gave you a queer ship. There is no shame nor issue in projecting the abused you suffered onto the characters, however you refuse to see through the characters and their writing through a BIPOC lens. You do not get the right to impose your perspective of the characters at the expense of BIPOC voices, you do not get to twist our voices to be alt-right bigots because we called out RWBY's rampant racism. You do not get the right to say you give a shit about BIPOC and have #BLM in your bio when you fervently defend your bigoted company. You do not get to pretend to care about racism when you buy merch off of your bigoted company. My fellow BIPOC (especially the queer BIPOC): why are you guys so comfortable dismissing your fellow poc about their discomfort with RWBY's racist writing? BIPOC are not a monolith with the same opinions about racism in media; but some of you guys are weirdly comfortable with turning a blind eye to your fellow BIPOC getting dogpiled by the white fandom. We can and will disagree, you not agreeing as a BIPOC about RWBY's racist writing is not what I take issue with. The issue lies within you upholding the racial colourblindness in the fandom; like how the fandom was ok with throwing the racism under the bus in favour of queerness, you are ok with throwing your BIPOC peers under the bus for white queerness. Sincerely, a POC who has been watching the fandoms rampant racism problem ever since 2019.
#rwde#bitches be like: 'yeah we know that rwby handled racism bad :)))'#then get fucking furious when you say 'adam taurus being retconned from a minority rights fighter to an abusive ex was kinda bad'#go watch unicornofwar's white fang video and think about it holy shit. listen to the white guy if u dont wanna listen to poc#white fans get furious when you say that rwby has a racism problem TO THIS DAY#you dare mention how the 'villains' are all poc with visible ethnic traits/darker skin tones#while our heroes are white as fucking paper with zero ethnic traits#they would scream to the heavens that ruby and yang are chinese#despite being very much modelled off of white women/afabs#while also be giddy about whitewashing james to fit their evil facist dictator narrative#despite james being modelled off of an ACTUAL asian man unlike ruby and yang#and is one of the few characters who have visible ethnic features unlike ruby and yang#fandom racism goes unchecked over here and i have never felt so unsafe in a fandom#at the end of the day: ig white ppl will always prioritize themselves at the expense of bipoc#'omg we're ur allies#i totally understand how it feels like to be discriminated against 🥺'#<- not even a week later you borderline gaslight a poc rightfully saying its fucking weird to be making animal jokes about blake#at this point? call me a slur#dont pretend you give a shit about me as a poc#dont even fucking bother being my friend as a white queer if ur just gonna spout the same shit i see online#rwby fans you guys are one of the most racist fandoms out there#btw if you guys are gonna come at me with racism and harassment#you will be blocked <3#especially if u are as slavic as the vikings#do not bother lecturing a poc about how ur racist anime isn't that racist
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Went out to check in w/place we interviewed at. Had a breakdown in the fucking place. Person we needed to see wasn't there. Ended up feeling like a complete fool by the end of it. Had another breakdown heading home. Gonna try again at 9.
#sepiasys.txt#Ideally alone#Because yeah I'm FUCKING RIGHT. We can't do anything with bestie present. We can't mask! BECAUSE HE IS THERE!!#If I sense any chance of him looking at us; I can't keep the anxiety down enough.#Also confirmed we just get cold and shakey as fuck when we're secretly anxious. Apparently.#I get that buying smth would make it less awkward but thats if he comes with. If not even if I have deal with a line of ppl idc#aint buying shit ESPECIALLY if it turns out we weren't fit for the job because why the fuck would I do that?#I might try to get something online if need be idgaf {says someone who wont feel the same later}#It's just people. just people.#I think the most disheartening thing is hearing some dude say it was their first day here; idk what the context was for it#if thats a new hire tho then WHAT THE FUCK MAN!! DONT JUST FUCKING GHOST ME LIKE THIS SHIT!!!!!#I feel sick >:( Our roommates are gonna fucking hate me.#Also the way bestie acts; in retrospect it looks like he's trying to ignore me actively. But he also pushes me to lead. BITCH⁉️#YOU'RE NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO NEEDS A FRIEND TO LEAD OR WHATEVER LIKE FUCK OFF WITH THAT‼️ I know ur tryna help but DUDE.#You literally make everything worse when you treat me like this because I can feel the expectations weigh on me. Because you have them.#It's like you're secretly watching and listening even if you're doing everything you can to NOT do it for my sake.
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controversial post but i think i'm just too much of an actual adult to be into hlvrai shipping. none of them are kissing on the mouth. none of em.
especially not gordon and benrey. they are however the world's worst roommate. worsties, if you will. gordon gets a notification every time he looks at that uncanny shitass gamer and it says "newsflash: the worst person you know is hysterically funny sometimes" and the funny aspect is just endearing enough that it prevents him from going entirely looney tunes insane
likewise benrey looks at him through the lens of like "man my new friend I found at the end of the world alien event is fucking mean to me sometimes for no reason. this surely has nothing to do with me, benrey, because I am normal and excellent at making friends on PSN." but also he mutually just finds him fun enough that he's genuinely distraught when it turns out gordon actually fucking hates him and isn't picking up on any of his (incomprehensible) bullshit about not wanting to be an antagonist
literally tldr: why would you ever want to make their relationship into anything else when the "wow everyone else here is so strange (mildly lovingly and also with a fair amount of dread and frustration). glad I'm the only normal person here" dynamic is there and 10x funnier than any possible outcome in which neurotic gordon freeman makes out with low res security guard
and also there are literally 3 other deranged individuals ripe for you people's enjoyment. go get them.
#listen i do genuinely like the idea that benrey is nowhere near as antagonistic in his own mind as he comes across#its one of my favourite possible ways of looking at the canon because it's hysterical#i also have a chronic case of “need this to be deeper than it is” disease#i too am guilty of looking at a comedy series and trying to pull Lore and Development out of it in swathes#but goddamn. if we're gonna make a compelling narrative out of half life funny can we explore other options#im not going to like hit you with a sledgehammer for objectively harmless fandom content but i want to see other shit#hlvrai#benrey#tagging him too the bitch is relevant to this#gordon hlvrai
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friends and fiends if this truly spells the Over for the qsmp i may let the brainworms that have been festering in me for MONTHS--A YEAR, EVEN--win.
i may summarize the goddamn fucking lore.
#i CANNOT make an 8 hour summary i CAN'T i SHOULD NOT that is SO MUCH CONTENT#and i still only speak like 2/4 qsmp languages MAYBE 2.5/4 if we're REALLY stretching it#but GODDAMNIT I'M DOING SOME CURSORY RESEARCH ANYWAY BC I WANNA WRITE THAT FUCKING TIME LOOP#qsmp#maybe just the fed lore. haha. eye twitches. maybe just the iverall server lore. maybe i'll even bother caring about the qsmp livestreams.#haha. eye twitch. fucking. eye twitch.#solo lore is B E Y O N D me but MAYBE shit that affected Most or All lore i could do#like code lore and shit. obv it knots in with other lore but FUCK IT WHATEVER#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not even gonna worry about it#yknow what. not even gonna worry about it. i gotta do the research first 🤪 whatever bro#if the research gets done i'll think about alllllllllllll the rest of this but this is a YEAR OF CONTENT#mother FUCKER dude it's not possible there's no way#this is a year with like 80 hours of streams per DAYYY at peak who could do this#who could. no wonder no one could keep up. no wonder i had to LIVE in the tag to keep up#good lord GOD i shouldn't do this. i'm not committing. god i want to though. god i shouldn't.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#WHATEVER HAHAHAHA WHATEVER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#i will beat this storyline into SUBMISSION i will beat it to DEATH i will FORCE IT TO MAKE SENSE#I WILL PRUNE IT LIKE THE WORLDS WORST BONSAI I SWEAR TO GOD#i'm unhinged i can't i have so wanted to do this but i swore to myself i wouldn't#bc i know i'll go insane and i know it will take FUCKING YEARS and there is no fucking way i'll see it to the end#but goddddddddddddddd i want to i SO FUCKING WANT TO#listen. if there's no more lore. i may summarize the fucking lore. someone will beat me to it 100% bc i take fucking a million years#but people are suckers for long video essays and summaries IT'S ME I'M PEOPLE#anyway if you got this far and have the screenshot of mariana messaging slime to tell him their daughter is dead please send it#i can't find it via google and i don't have twitter and i know it was posted there at some point :(#i want it :( i want to throw it back in slime's face in the time loop because repetition is fun and heartbreaking >:D
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god i have to date an autistic person just listening to people in neurotypical relationships talk makes my head spin...
#wtf do u mean youre not gonna talk to him ever again even tho u we're totally into eachother bc he left u on read for a day bc he was busy#idk being in a queer nd relationship is js so much more#simple imo#bc most of the time we understand that ppl can js be friends regardless of gender or anything#idk how to word what im tryna say but i was listening to some neurotypical ppl around me talk abt dating nd shit and it all js seems so#pointless (like the drama part of it)#ghost talks#autism
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I know I’m batting at the hornet nest, and please know that if you like this character, it’s nothing personal bc we interpret things as they make more sense to us that being said, I cannot stand the Solas gang who paint him as nothing BUT someone who has the interest of elves at heart and was their liberator, who is just kind and thoughtful and does his best to help people. I do not have a problem with people who like Solas bc this isn’t a morality competition about who has the most correct opinions, nor I care about people who do that, but did we play the same game?
Destroying the world is not the revolutionary move of liberation you think it is. I think we have seen enough movies that deal with that ecofascist narrative (bc even if the character isn’t, the narrative is). People still live in the world, and anyone who would genuinely suggest this would be destroyed in an argument by people who do actual mutual aid and left-based activism. What is or isn’t revolutionary doesn’t exist in a vacuum, and the devs being terminally Canadian/USAmerican don’t get to redefine things that exist beyond and over them
Solas isn’t a particularly helpful person. Not even to elves. Thinking pitifully of city elves and as the Dalish as savages, without any will to recognise the culture that flourished among them is also not the solidarity move you think it is
Solas isn’t particularly kind. Being soft spoken isn’t the same as being kind
For a fandom that usually has a lot of issues with other characters being used as BioWare mouth pieces (which is honestly understandable and I’m not jabbing at bc me too bestie), a lot of people in this fandom seem to be okay with Solas being one of the most blatant mouth-pieces there is
A person who laments hurting you, and saying he doesn’t want to hurt you, and how he wish he wasn’t hurting you, and who has the space to STOP and DOESN’T is you know. not someone who’s particularly interested in listening to other people
This is the guy who killed his best friend because he had the audacity to believe that a city elf could actually better the conditions of elves who are currently alive. Which is the revolutionary thing to do
The Elvhenan being destroyed is literally Solas’ doing. Organise unions and commit regicide like a normal person if it bothers you so much
“But they were enslavers” gee listen, I’m not saying the ancient elvhen empire should be pristine and perfect and a happy utopia, but you’ve never stopped to think how it’s at least a little racist that they modelled a people after several indigenous cultures and cultures of colour and then decided that the guy who wanted to fix them was a white looking king and fallen god who thinks people who are lesser than him are underdeveloped and savage? Not only that but that BioWare decided that that very culture was going to be based on slavery like a wildly inaccurate, racist, methodologically questionable global north high school text talking about Mesoamerican cultures? That they took the ancient practice of face tattoos and decided they were slave markings? How white are you???
Once again he constantly distances himself from modern elves, and the only one he speaks kindly of is a high approval Dalish Inquisitor.
He is one of the biggest “all faith in anything at all is subjugation if you disagree with me you are committing an attack on the very concept of freedom" characters in the franchise. I fully see going that route when you’re playing with Andrastianism, because of the narrative around it in the game and the influences it has. But with other minority religions and Otherised cultures in the game? It is straight up racist to me, and sounds too close to white atheism for my comfort. This isn’t just a Solas thing, but a Bioware thing in general. Even if Andrastianism is criticised or portrayed as genuinely damaging, every single person who isn’t a human andrastian is portrayed as being Oppressed Without Knowing It. every single dialogue and investigation option is framed like this.
Also foreign liberators don’t really tend to be liberators. People who seek to free other people because they know better should be met with resistance. It is with the people or not at all, and Solas actually fits in this category. He sees himself as the granter of Freedom. Where I come from, we call these people gringos or conquistadores, so you choose.
I’m not saying you can’t find entertainment, enjoyment, pathos or whatever else in this particular character. On the contrary, as different narratives and different narrative devices satisfy different things. That, however, doesn’t mean the narrative they use is extremely skewed and can be interpreted as extremely infective in terms of what people pretend it is aka a story about Liberation.
In my personal opinion, Bioware doesn’t have stories about liberation because it does not have the range for it in Dragon Age, which leaves us with a lot of half assed attempts, but I digress. My point is I’m not claiming to know what you see in this character just because I don’t enjoy him, or that you can’t at all. I’m not the boss of you. I am, however, proposing that perhaps people should stop ignoring Solas’ negative traits and the actual text material to pretend he’s some benevolent, lost, elvhen King Arthur come to fix things while being willing to kill everyone else in the process. Again.
#jules.txt#character critical#da critical#solas critical#'but everyone hates my favourite character'. listen. i don't think anyone is allowed to give you personal shit for characters they don't#like but you do. but like at least work with the text instead of making solas a white liberator who is not at all how he actually is#i follow a lot of people who main solas and whose interpretations of his narrative i think Fuck and are excellently constructed#*even if i don't see it that way or disagree* bc you know different analysis and solid building#but we're gonna lie now?
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I can't think of anything that could kill a generative ai system faster than letting it pull from blogs on here, its going to be fed so many erroneous callouts and pointless discourse posts that its gonna generate a way to speedrun offing itself
#jay talkin#im making jokes but fucking hell the internet sucks nowadays#i love witnessing the rot in real time (<--said extremely mentally healthily haha u can trust)#im listening to monkey wrench on repeat. feeling normal#i mean hey yr shits already been jacked by ai if it was gonna be. sorry. it woulda happened like last year at its peak#sites being more open abt it now and adding opt out toggles dont mean its just suddenly gonna start happening#believe me they were all already trawled by little ai fucknuts already. sucks but its the truth#ai bros notably do not care abt legality they have already trawled every site. all u can do is fight back best u can#damage has been done. dont fall into despair via scaremongering and doom posting#do what u can to protect yrself and yr shit snd spread info on how to do that#glaze yr art if yr an artist. opt out of shit when u can. its fucking rough out here#ai is p solely focused on ripping off whatever is most marketable or 'realistic' bc it is a capitalist leach#and nobody involved in it has a soul enough to recognise art if it spat in their face#it fucking sucks that we're still dealing w it but i promise u this capitalist mass-market tendency#is gonna end up w it poisoning itself w its own shite imagery to the point of death so#it WILL fuck off eventually. hold on w the hope of that ok. n protect yr shit. alright#oh and dont share any info u wldnt want stolen but u shldnt be doing that anyway for internet safety reasons#love u all my artists in arms i hope ai dies sooner rather than later and i hope u get to piss on its corpse#love the lawsuit speedruns this place is pulling lately. yall hadnt had yr fill last week huh
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i need white women to fucking stop
#young white lady moves in to the apt next door.#into a very very brown neighborhood where most people have been here for decades#points one of those internet-connected doorbell cameras right at our front door#we're like hey what the fuck#and she's like yeah i had some creepy interactions with the maintenance staff. already talked to management about it#like really. you had creepy interactions with the dudes who barely speak any english#“oh i live alone and im worried” bullshit#i swear to god if those guys lose their fucking jobs (management doesnt live here but they are white too)#white women listen to me. I DONTCARE if you dont feel safe#get the fuck out of here#you dont get to fucking come in here all glad the rent is cheap and then be terrified of your neighbors.#like most of us leave our doors open and visit each other regularly. what the fuck are you doing here#i would fucking cry if i could#if this shit wasn't so regular#cw racism#you feel unsafe. YOU feel unsafe. YOU feel unsafe while we're worried you're gonna call the fucking cops on us#mango man rambles
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the motivations/audience messaging in mytab are quite confusing
#like at this point we're meant to be disliking su yin for plotting against huaien but.. huaien is an asshole lfkdje#like affectionate but su yin hasnt done half the shit huaien has so im not particularly rooting for either one#im just enjoying seeing them fighting JDHSJSHS#we're mostly rooting for xiaobao and wanting xiaobao to get what he wants but both huaien and su yin want xiaobao to be happy#and neither are listening to what he actually wants! theyre like. foils to each other#the only difference in their relationship to xiaobao is that huaien is beautiful . and got drugged with an aphrodisiac and fucked him#im like. are su yin and xiaobao really not into each other. do they have a 'dont want to ruin what we have' kind of relationship#seeing some ppl being like 'i hate you su yin' but loving huaien im like wh y...#like.. i am enjoying the character dynamics SO much but the conflict and the love story is very very confusing to me because it doesnt#feel like itll be resolved in a satisfying way (to me) yet.. i guess we'll see next week but ough#i have a feeling im gonna feel the need to write a post canon piece just to explore the dynamics a little further#idk do u understand me. do u get me. all of these characters are morally grey with very similar interests and goals u know???
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Hmmggggggg almost got into a full fight with Cunt coworker bc she was totally ignoring one of the kids while also actively making things worse with another
#aaaand now ive had to take myaelf outside bc coming down from anger always makes me cry and shake#god i hate her#she constantly talks over everyone as well then doesnt listen when you talk to her#even if shes jist asked you a question#and she keeps scolding literally the sweetest kid we have for TALKING when its too late#shut the entire fuck up hes autistic with echolalia??? talking is how he regulates and he wasnt even loud!#uuuggghhhh#less than an hour to go. i can do this#except im in again tomorrow and in with Her on saturday#AND the sweet kids mum has tandonly announced shes visiting#which frankly i should be grateful she bothers to give us notice at all but shes also an abusive peice of shit#whom he is actively afraid of#so hes gonna have a meltdown when he finds out and probably when she visits and ill be on shift for that#i fucking hate it talks so much about how the kids specialised needs are the priority but they care SO fucking little#kids mum used to call the police on him any time he had a meltdown and lock him in his bedroom but SURE she can show up fucking whenever#why not if we're already just pissing around
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i hate to be chronically online but please dni if you are a space for bi lesbians or whatever they call themselves
#'erm but bi lesbian' No youre like 14 and you need to wash the dishes and do your summer homework.#its grossly invalidating to ME to have to listen to a bunch of people (mostly non lesbians) tell ME (a nonbinary person) what labels to use#and where i do and dont belong#you know what we're gonna do?#not bring back old discourse is what we're gonna do#especially with the new wave of twitter users#that's what we're not gonna do.#if you even remotely gaf about nonbinary people and NOT POLICING OUR SPACES then you will fuck off with that shit#i am a LESBIAN and i am NONBINARY and both of these things can be inherently true and not conflict!!!!!!#and not demand!!!! a thousand new microlabels!!!!!! THANK YOU#if u wanna be lesbian call urself a lesbian#if u wanna be bi call urself bi#if you wanna be nonbinary u can be bi u can be a lesbian u can be gay etc u can be ANYTHING U WANT#and you dont have to constantly reinvent new labels for yourself#you can just. Exist!!#without ANYONE telling you that you dont actually belong in a community#bc you DO. and it is NOBODYS CHOICE whether you get to or not.#especially not some online idiot#also notice how this shit only happens to lesbians#its never 'bi gays'#'pan gays'#i saw a post thats like 'bi lesbians and ace lesbians exist!'#so okay now youre just hellbent on policing people and telling them where they can and cant go.#idk if you find lesbian (as a label) restrictive based on your personal experiences#then thats your problem and your journey#and if you dont find the lesbian label restrictive despite feeling like youre not 'technically a lesbian' or 'you dont belong'#then guess what. youre still lesbian! congrats!#and it is nobodys right to tell you where you do and dont belong!#rant over. ty#personal
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saying "this is unbearable" abt things yet still continuing to bear them. give it up for the human spirit everyone 🙏👆👍💪💪💪❗❗❗
#guy who has given up 999999999 times but has then kept going 1000000000000 times despite it..#this is abt aforementioned work situations and also new awful work situation. this time i got yelled at by a customer bc i wouldn't leave#when i opened the glass case for them which is like. a showcase with these glass doors that only employees can open with specific keys in#which the more expensive bags & jewelry & watches etc reside and if a customer asks if we can open it so they can view or try on a thing#inside we have to stay by them until they're done looking or trying on and have decided they're gonna take it (or not) because we have had#things stolen so many times here u wouldn't believe. so we're told to stay thus i had to stay till she was finished and she didn't rlly lik#that one i guess.. anyway while i do not give a shit what a random woman thinks of me i am very bad with getting yelled at so. fun times.#still red in the face as i'm typing this. it's fine though i didn't cry 👍 a near thing though but that's also fine i'm gonna go to the#staff toilets and sneak my trusty wired earphones in with me and listen to whale song until i've calmed down#can't wait to get home and eat and shower and get in my sweatpants and drink a beer or possibly some wine and watch attorney woo and then#later this evening play a game on the ps5 with my siblings and eat late-night snacks and drink another beer or possibly some more wine and#forget all about the start of this day <33333 and scroll through tumblr somewhere in between there and also do my duolingo lest i lose my#stupid streak. peace n love on planet earth once i get home <3333#r.txt
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i get why people are like people being exposed to gay and trans stuff wont make them gay or trans like okay but it would be cool if it did
#Listen social contagion shit isnt real but also im like? If it was theres no reason to care if theres more lgbt ppl unless you hate lgbt ppl#Idk if that makes sense just like i feel we're not getting at the root of the problem here because conservatives will call you a satanist i#You say what im saying but i do feel like the strict adherence to the born this way logic was fine in the early 2000s to the 2010s but like#Idk if it works now like i feel like its stupid to be like dont worry gay and trans ppl are born this way conservatives your precious cishe#Children are safe if they learn that gay and trans ppl existb🤗 kind of irks me like yeah its right? Like its really only gonna help people#Who were already lgbt realize or come out of the closet sooner but also im like who cares if it did make ppl gay and trans thats not a bad#Thing idk im rambliny and i dont think i make any sense and also i just woke up but like shusvsksishros
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I remember getting into Persona 4 and thinking man am I glad I don't find Dojima attractive. Well
#😔#venlapost#you know what i'm jut gonna blame my age for this#sure i've been in my 20s this whole time#but if i suddenly started seeing children differently why wouldn't i also suddenly become attracted to older men who have kids#sure man so that's what we're doing now. ok. we are Fertile#tmi tuesday is every day#i dreamt i had a baby once and i Understood. like i remember holding my baby and thinking I Get It Now. i Get It All now#i think i had children last night too. a whole bunch. too many. couldn't remember all their names adn was REALLY hoping nobod would ask#so you've heard the phrase biological clock before right? well it's real. it's not a metaphor this shit IS biological what the hell#this was suposed to be a post about ryotaro dojima not my hormones. sorry. i removed the character tag when i went off the rails though#i'm not having kids. i'm not having kids#but listen guys liking children and being kind to children is a massive green flag keep that in mind
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.😖😵💫.
#im so fucking burned out all i want to do is sleep#i feel like im gonna throw up all the time because im so stressed out#my work schedule at the greenhouse is hell right now#and i have homework#im taking like 3 classes#and im doing student teaching#and im volunteering at the children's theatre#and now i have to do a community outreach project for one of my classes#and write a paper about the issue my project seeks to resolve#paper is due at midnight#i haven't finished my outline yet#so im doing the logical thing and writting a long vent post here#...ok actually i need to clear my head or else im never gonna get my work done#it doesn't help that my mom is listening to a ye old youtube rant about the state of the world#like yeah dude i get it second hand smoke from legal marajana exists and sucks they're castrating kids and the pope hates the latin mas#like yeah dude i get it shit's fucked#i have no idea why my mom keeps listening to this stuff over and over and over#i know we're living in an age of debachery not seen since the ancient pagan world#when the y would burn children alive to sacrafice them to moloch#only now we burn them with acid
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