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just found out that "First Love Hatsukoi" has only 1 fic on AO3!!
Like.... hello.... I need all the AU's and post-canons.
Where are you?
#first love hatsukoi#first love: hatsukoi#jdrama#netflix#japanese drama#ao3#fanfiction#fandom problems#fandom life#listen I need them like breathing#not getting over it#anytime soon#just please#someone write something#Harumichi Namiki#Yae Noguchi#Yae Noguchi/Harumichi Namiki
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two guys enter a closet
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#john egbert#dave strider#johndave#davejohn#pepsicola#admin draws#fanart#somethign really fun about . john being the tune and dave being the beat. free melody plus rhythm. breath and time.#that was my thought behind the 1st one at least#this post? texan in oregon. next post? oregonian in texas.#sighs. ive been influenced. theyve been on my mind#see this is what happens when i listen to people who passionately argue a case for a ship i jump on board#its not like i wasnt a johndave girlie before but the emptiness of my tag prior to this phase of homestucking speaks volumes#now tho? theyre good. theyre real good. and my palate cleanser between fkn. alpha morons that shall not be named#i like them ogk. egbertcrockers with many moles and striders with pizza faces. is something i should draw more#i need to get better at drawing acne and acne scarring
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❤️💛
#soft poolverine my beloved#I contain multitudes as far as trope enjoying goes (Logan likes Wade's yapping AND Logan likes to shut Wade up the old fashioned way)#(aka sticking his tongue down his throat)#(among other things but we're sticking with that for this one lol)#Wade is yapping about something#anything really because he can monologue about anything under the sun#and Logan just reaches over wordlessly and grabs his face and Wade just KEEPS TALKING#and every time Logan comes up for air Wade just starts up again#and Logan just smirks and takes a deep breath and goes back in#he gets some silence for a moment AND gets to feel that endless energy fizzing on his tongue#as Wade focuses his nervous mental energy on exploring Logan's mouth for a bit#you know they are SLOPPY kissers#just drool and teeth and tongues EVERYWHERE#I bet kissing Wade is interesting too because his tongue and lips are all ridged and scarred#anyway I just think Logan would shut him up once in a while for like hours long makeout sessions#and then peacefully go back to listening to him yammer endlessly about the minutiae of the My Little Pony Extended Universe#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#kinda wip?#are any of these ever really FINISHED or do I just give up on them and move on 🫠#also dont get me wrong they def fuck nasty too#but I think Logan “Touch Starved As Fuck” Howlett would really revel in just being able to touch him lazily for hours#idk man I'm too far gone I need to be anaesthetized#deadpool & wolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#poolverine fanart#deadpool x wolverine
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atp i would snort reeve tuesti fic like cocaine.
if anyone knows any fics that put reeve through the blender like “Son” by She_sees_in_the_dark or “Through Another’s Eyes” by CorsairOriginal—
i need to see that man under enough pressure to make a diamond crack. For my health.
#reeve tuesti#ff7#ffvii#txt#nah if anyone’s got fic recs PLEASE slide them my way#even if you’re like ehhhhh it’s not exactly what OP was thinking#because i WAS NOT JOKING ABOUT SNORTING REEVE FIC LIKE COCAINE. ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IM CONSIDERING SYNTHESIZING MY OWN REEVE FIC#LIKE WISH DOT COM CRACK. ALIEXPRESS CRACK. THE KIND OF CRACK THAT MAKES YOU RECONSIDER YOUR LIFE CHOICES.#fluff is great and all mad respect to our confectioners in fandom#but i think i’d actually suck dick to feed the part of my brain that needs to see Reeve pushed to his limits#comedy is great too love me some comedy. but yeah i’m fiending for reeve fics and i don’t think that’s even an exaggeration.#*deep breath* SO IF ANY REEVE TUESTI FIC WRITERS ARE OUT THERE LISTENING#IVE GOT 50 BUCKS AN ENGINEERING DEGREE AND I WORK AS A FIRST RESPONDER.#hit me UP#stg ill answer any question you have abt those topics.#idk if i’ve made it clear how desperate i am for reeve fic#I’m writing some reeve fic myself but i’m not a particularly fast writer when it comes to fiction#OH#i can also draw! the pfp is my work but that was like a rly short thing#not exactly representative of my full abilities.#so if you want to see what some of my high effort work looks like hmu i do digital and traditional.#i’m dead serious abt all of the above. i’m kind of broke so i got maybe 50 $ a month to drop on this at most.#but everything else is a free resource baby.#hi you’ve made it to the end! thanks for reading my deranged tags#i’m clinically unwell about reeve tuesti.#anyways live laugh reeve!
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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Zuko listening to Aang ranting <3
#zuko#aang#zukaang#Zuko be like : if I may just take your breathe away I don't mind if there's not much to say sometimes the silence guides the mind to move t#<- space ran out lmao#Also Zuko : So this is love? Mhmhmmmm#They are so cute#Yapper x Listner#Need someone to listen to me like that 😔😔#I will never get anyone who pits them against eachother#Did we even watch the same show???
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How I sleep knowing I'll never trust anyone that hates Sydney but worships Richie:
#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#richie jerimovich#jk kind of#well on days I don't see or think about Sydney haters#under every damn comment section in this fandom is someone saying Sydney didn't take accountability#like I know we all have our biases but yall are really shameless about it#Sydney scored A LOT of Ws for The Beef AND The Bear#but one time she makes a mistake and justifiably walks away from a toxic work environment she's the devil#Richie worked at The Beef for years and Sydney did more for it in what less than four months than he did#on top of being a prick to Sydney in particular because she was changing things he wanted to keep the same#to the detriment of the restaurant but also everyone#and overall being unpleasant to Carmy#Nat and anyone that didn't find him funny or interesting or like his bs#pre-Forks Richie reminds me of those types of people that only listen to people that like them#and I love that because it's realistic to some ppl#I do like Richie#it just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth knowing there are people that hate Sydney#ignore her accomplishments only to raise up Richie#in the same breath when the actual show is showing you what's up#like you'd think there were different versions of the show with how these two are perceived#I get this weird need to defend Sydney when people shit on her because I wonder how often said people treat the Sydneys of the world#but that aside#In Fishes Richie mentions something about wasting potential at the beef#In Ceres it's implied he called the popo on the dealers after Sydney deescalated a situation Richie previously dealt with#in an unorthodox manner#he recognised he needed to change but still was an arsehole to the one person who was facilitating that change effectively Sydney#this show is great but people denying what they're seeing on their own screens is crazy
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when will Catholic Instagram influencers realize they can’t “sis you are infinitely worthy” their way out of everything
#laksksksksjsjsj so sorry I’m back on my criticizing the Catholic social media influencer culture again#but damn do they ever let a thought breathe and exist for one second#(Anne Marie thecatholichypewoman don’t listen to this you’ll make a reel about letting our thoughts just ✨breathe✨ sometimes)#but like actually. the reels are turning cannibalistic#every thought and half-emotion is endlessly dissected to point to the Great Conclusion#and it’s like girl. yes God loves us just as we are. flaws and all.#but when you’ve said it once why are you not just repeating it to yourself as needed and/or saying it to your friends#WHEN APPROPRIATE#why are you trying to teach at every opportunity#as someone also cursed with the desire to teach you know where that instinct belongs????#A CLASSROOM#as my siblings remind me daily#anyway like. sorry it is so upsetting to me because I think a lot of hearts are in the right place!#though where money is involved I WILL be cynical#but also like. you can’t make the pain go away through endless processing/rationalizing#yes God speaks in the silence. so let Him speak! why are we trying to speak for Him at every opportunity#ANYWAY GO TO BED MARIA CHALLENGE#I am doing what they’re doing BUT TO THEM SO It’s NO BETTER BUT——-#S TILL#when will they REST
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I’m watching season one of Bridgeton and even though Simon and Daphne stress me out to no end, I absolutely am thinking about messy regency era starbreaker where Jace is coveted as the diamond (😉) of the season season by King Aguefort.
None of the potential suitors he’d hoped are coming forward and the marriage market is looking bleaker by the day until his older sister, Zara’s, best friend the Duke of house Cliffbreaker, returns in time for the new season. He and Jace get off to an incredibly rocky start, constantly bickering with each other. But there’s something about Duke Cliffbreaker (“My friends call me Porter.”) that he can’t stop thinking about.
One evening they enter an agreement to court each other so Jace appears desirable to other potential suitors and Porter appears unavailable so he can attend to his own private matters. Yes, none of it is real, but Jace can’t help but enjoy the Duke’s company. It terrifies Porter to think that Jace would ever fall for a scoundrel like him. Zara threatens him not to corrupt her brother’s innocence, but how could he?
Jace could never burn for him, why would he? He could only disappoint him. But he can’t resist kissing him in the gardens, can’t resist the pull of his lips, the way Jace’s body feels so correct curling into his touch.
I also cannot leave out the scene where Simon tells Daphne to touch herself that night so she understands pleasure.
The way Porter whispers the obscenity to a man of nobility like him makes Jace’s face flush and his ears burn. But his curiosity gets the better of him that night as he lay in bed, unable to think of nothing other than the Duke’s instructions. The Duke- Porter’s name falls from his lips as he finishes for the first time, toes curling as breathy whines and whimpers echo throughout his chambers.
When they sleep together for the first time, he can’t help but admit he pleasured himself at the thought of Porter. All Porter has to say is “show me,” for him to be half way gone on their wedding night.
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Bonus points for the fallout of the garden scene because I’d scream the entire time.
[Zara]: “You will marry him!”
[Porter]: “I cannot.”
[Jace]: “you would rather duel my sister- No, you would rather die than marry me?”
I could cry thinking about Jace with those big sad eyes looking at Porter completely heartbroken and devastated 🤧
#listen Simon pisses me OFF and so does Porter sometimes#Simon and Porter are so similar like they’d rather die than admit their feelings about anything ever like stfu and go court your love#so this is PERFECT#unfortunately this is the one au where Jace and Zara aren’t breathing in each other’s mouths bc I need her to be Anthony#next season she courts her paramour and becomes a real wife guy it’s alright 🤧💖#also I love the idea of Zara chasing someone else while helping Jace court Porter and turns out she’s been seeing opera singer Lucilla#lullaby who keeps eluding her#when I finish this season I’ll probably reimagine sb as Kate and Anthony anyway bc I would die for them#this also means Zara vs Porter duel where she absolutely shoots at him before Jace rides in on horseback to propose to Porter#dimension 20#d20 fhjy#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#jace stardiamond#porter cliffbreaker#starbreaker#jaceporter#zara sool#bridgerton au
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Gojo gives a note to sukuna like : "I wanted to write
A cute hikyu for you
Do you wanna smash?"
He does not, in fact, end up smashing he gets a long winded passionate lecture about the art of poetry and tries hollow purple-ing himself halfway through
GDJDHDJDJFFHFDJF worst part is, gojo IS capable of good poetry. and sukuna know this. but he likes lecturing (and poetry), even though satoru spends 90% of the time talking back and finishing sukuna's sentences, giving supposed correcting comments (that get debated. and then debated back. and so on and so forth)
but sukuna keeps at it, and satoru does learn quite a few things. technicalities that instantly improve his verse. or at least align it more towards heian era style poetry. sukuna is proud.
and THEN they fuck. obviously
#jjk#f.ask#sukugo#satoru relates it to more modern style. and talks in reference point to that. he does have slight knowledge of olden poetry tho#and then on the flipside satoru teaches sukuna more about modern arts. old man that he is. he needs to get with the times.#but also omg do u think sukuna sings? or at least tends to be someone who hums under his breath? it suits him.......#and what does he listen to? reggaetón. obviously#everytime teaching is involved in anything ship i always think about that part in hidoku shinaide where maya has like a test the next day#and he has to study so the other guy forgot his name starts whispering the formulas into his ear while they're having sex so he can learn#them. and then the next day. maya is in the middle of his test and he gets a bo/ner#in the middle bc thinking about what he learned made him be plagued him with memories of them fucking#is this relevant. no.#but also yes#sukugo teach each other WHILE they fuck#also gojo DOES end up making a Beautiful poem. but it virtually says the same thing. still an invitation for sex#and sukuna follows it. and they have a lil exchange. with each poem more deranged than the previous. but also much more polished as well.#someone 1000 years later finding an exchange of poems by the great sukuna and Gojo prominent figures in the poetry world.#they translate them. it's all just about how much they wanna tear each other apart (sexually) (and non as well let's be honest)#honeslty. i would LOVE to see sukugo teach each other things. it would be amazing.#somehow they are turned on by how annoying the other is
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I don't consider Ramattra difficult to draw, just very time consuming due to all the details.
... Excluding his ELBOWS, of all things.
Try extending your own arm and twisting your wrist and then entire arm. How in God's name do those kinds of motions (or in my case, poses) translate to a robot arm without a ball joint at the elbow???? I swear whenever I pose my arms to get a better idea on where the elbow itself points, which side of the hand has the the thumb, etc etc, then translate the information onto him, 99% of the time he ends up with dislocated elbows...
#Borb's Garbage Dump#Overwatch#Ramattra#there's a lot of weird jank going on with the robots in this game#like this guy visibly BREATHES#which on paper is cute but nonsensical with his design in practice besides the obvious robots don't need oxygen thing#you could easily make the excuse the black material between the ribs is flexible#but the ribs themselves are supposed to be ARMOR... sturdy and inflexible to protect “vital organs”#how the hell are those solid metal bars able to extend and contract to show breathing???#how are his legs attached to the pelvis when there's literally nothing but air between the pelvis and each leg???#listen i get it ow character designers and animators are not like#robotics engineers that create irl machinery so they can get away with cartoon physics#but trying to draw his arms accurately to the concept art/in-game model with all the lil bits and pieces being properly aligned...#... relative to each other WITHOUT straight up twisting hard metal or messing up his elbows is damn near impossible#and i tear my hair out every time i try to make sense of them#yeah his hands are also a nightmare but spoiler alert all hands are annoying#there's no bloody reason for something as unassuming as ARMS to be this difficult to deal with anatomically#can you tell i get frustrated whenever i have to pose his arms and am currently venting lmao
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i have such mixed feelings about the new night vale episode
#i did listen to it the day it came out I just forgot to post about it lol#I feel like they need to plan their arcs better and give them more room to breathe#they could have done something with breaking cycles of abuse but instead they did That#they need to make a spreadsheet with all their character details or something because I feel like sometimes they forget stuff about them#And I don't even think night vale worldbuilding needs to be super consistent all the time#there's a level of weirdness that is expected and appreciated#But please do the characters justice#wtnv#welcome to night vale#my post
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the thing about tsv is that i can be abnormal about it
#i don't think i was paying enough attention on the first listen cos when i caught up with it (i think there were like 38 eps released#at the time) i thought omg this is a good show#but now that i'm relistening#i'm genuinely deranged about it#now i Remember why all my irls know her name#i'm such a freak about carpenter i told people about her irl#she's soooo#the relisten is killing me cos i need to pause it Frequently to remind myself to breathe in and out from time to time#carpenterrrrrr#oh carpenter#the other characters are also great and tragic in their own ways but i'm somewhat normal about them#for now...#oh carpenter..#i'm always saying oh carpenterrrrr i need to get more normal#gonna text my friends about how maébh de brùn is in the next tap episode#wrong accent on the u but my keyboard doesn't have the right one#ooohhhh carpenterrrrrr#sighh
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there’s probably nothing i can say abt that blond kid that hasn’t already been said and tbh i don’t wanna say anything about him he already takes up more brain space than i anticipated so instead i’m just sitting here teeth gritted like yeah haha can’t stand the sight of him. he’s a little too real w it. whatever tho we’re toughing it out!!!!!
#i’ll edit bkg to whatever cunty little song i want but i draw the line at introspection#speaking of. spotify needs to stop putting homesick in my shuffle i’m trying to have a good day#yeah ik it’s been in my repeats for several months but that’s bc it was my be weird abt the passage of time song#and now it’s been character’d#my freezing breath….. frozen memories….. oh will you please take me home…… fuck off and die maybe#anyway yknow who i will talk abt? dabi#there is a light that never goes out is lov coded in my heart. him specifically tho listen#ok well him and shigaraki 😭 THEY’RE SO FUCKING YOUNG AND THEY NEVER LEFT THEIR CHILDHOODS BEHIND LIKE#all the crap with them as kids. their inner voices being them as kids their sense of self reverting back to when they were kids#shigaraki who remembers his friends and dabi who misses his family and toga who never stopped loving…… the light never goes out…….#GIVE THEM BACK I BEG OF YOUUU#tally txt
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i am EXHAUSTED and listening to alex g and that combination is making me feel so viscerally and deeply. there are memories on the tip of my tongue but i cannot say them no matter how much i want to remember. there is a sinking feeling in my stomach that feels like when i put stones in my pockets as a kid and fell into a lake. i don't mean to sink and i don't remember why i am but something is heavy in my skin and even though it was gorgeous to me once i need to let it sink before i do. i miss when i didn't know i could hate my friends and love was all i could taste in their words. their voices were golden in my mind and now they are steel and cut hollows into my heart. it was so full of them and they carved their ways out and i let others in. i'm not sure they know that yet, though. it would be cruel to tell them i cannot stand the way they are. they cannot help it. i have finally stepped into the sun and i have grown; they have not. i cannot keep curling over myself to stay at their level. but it is a small mercy for people who used to deserve it. i am desperately hoping they still do.
#remus rambles#remus writes#listen i was#having a moment#this is NOT ABOUT ANY OF YALL#i just have some friends irl who i used to love so dearly#but they hurt me and without knowing#without caring#and i onlt care for them because they need my care#it is not because i want to#but i feel i owe it to them for all the love there was in those summers past#when we had heaven on our tongues and sun-struck hair#and for a second the heat did not rot because they kept me there#in iridescent moments that tasted of the past even when i was still breathing them in#i miss what we had but i do not like what we are now#do you. do you Get it
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hi guys, may i introduce you to the concept of ailette/hestio
If hesphael is ephael giving in to hestio with some jibes that have little to no heat behind them, then ailette/hestio is ailette returning hestio's energy even more and hestio not being able to take it. Ephael teases hestio with a ☺️ or 😄 face while ailette is like >:)) and she does not pull punches. she would embarrass him happily and watch him combust. They compete on a bunch of inconsequential things and hestio loses 80% of the time because ailette is just too cool like that.
#hestio ligenel#mimin voice i think everyone in this series should kiss hestio actually#i made that one post recently from twt abt how you end up making everyone in the franchise in love w ur fave#and i was like. me w tesilid#wrong actually its me w hestio. everyone should plant a big fat kiss on hestio's cheek it would delight me greatly#me yelling into the void in irinbi's vague direction:#hello could you please give hestio a love interest???? please???? for me???#like please PLEASE hestio has so much potential HE COULD BE SO FUNNY....#i am NOT immune to his irresistible tsundere charms#the fun thing abt shipping hestio w like literally every character is that he's slightly different w each of them but hes still very funny#i just want to see him imploding on himself a little. okay#like this scene is so funny to me. hes so cute#and he says the gnarliest things sometimes too like when he called ailette a cabbage bc her layers have layers#why are you calling a girl a cabbage.... he has no tact i want to pinch his cheek#i need someone to bully him a little#teshes flavour of teasing hestio would be done w a straight face and tesilid would let hestio off the hook very easily#hesphael flavour is ephael making good natured jabs abt things he knows hestio wont rly get super riled up abt#and then ailette just goes straight for his throat#actually while we're here lets think abt other hestio ships too. clears throat. please consider prinzhestio#it would be very cute bc prinz is very considerate and accomodating#he has the same vibes as pre regression tesilid except he doesnt give hestio blood pressure issues bc he can take care of himself#prinz isnt a doormat. he would probably be like. a hestio restrainer. stops hestio from losing his head at things and calms him down#hestio almost loses his temper and he takes a deep breath turns to prinz stares at him for a couple of seconds and then#turns back completely calm and serene again#AND ALSO prinz is a knight he can protect hestio#like listen its just in prinz's blood to be knightly and protect ppl arnd him okay that fits well w hestio's need to be protected#literally its so funny how hestio is like super vulnerable but hasnt awakened his aura. he just relies on ephael#what a princess. i love him.#(ephael voice) yeah okay ill protect you or youll prob die...#(tesilid voice) my obligations.... (prinz voice) OH NO ARE YOU OKAG
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