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#i will say the hilarious/terrifying thing about many lf these dni lists#is that it starts out well meaning 'dni transphobes/rascists' etc#and then goes on to include 'if youve ever used ao3'#'like irredeemable media'#like. what does that entail for you.#and its usually a bunch of cartoons.#which speaks volumes i believe
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This was going to be a panel of a little comic but I got too invested in drawing minute background details so, here.
#They are having an argument over 1) whether crops can be grown on the moons 2) what - if any - impact does this have on the feasibility#of an afterlife being located on the moons#Brakul is a partial convert to the Imperial Wardi faith but this mostly entails having adopted the seven faced God (and some#other elements of the belief system) into his worldview and participating in expected rites while retaining his central#ancestor veneration practices completely unchanged and mostly prioritized.#This doesn't actually cause much friction in of itself with the big exception being disagreements on the afterlife#Wardi practices surrounding death prioritize proper handling of the corpse and funerary rites in order to get the dead where they#need to be- death is a fraught transition from one state to another. analogous to birth. The role of the living is to get the dead through#this transition (preventing them from being stuck earthbound as earthbound ghosts - which is the Bad afterlife). Once the dead#make it to the moons that's it. They don't really interact with the living. There's plenty of conceptualization of what it's Like#in the lunar lands but the cultural priority is not even slightly on the Logistics of existence there.#Whereas the CORE of religious practice among the Hill Tribes is ancestor veneration - ancestors remain interactive with the living#and require/desire their continual support. They are conceptualized as having earthlike 'lives' where they eat and drink#and grow crops and herd livestock and they need the support of the living (in prayers and offerings) to do so prosperously.#There is a HIGH cultural priority on the logistics of their afterlife and it's self-apparent that the world of the dead needs fertile earth#to support them.#So like bottom line Brakul thinks there's no goddamn way that the moons could support an afterlife (they are described as#barren rock that was flung into the sky during creation and certainly Look that way)#and that the Wardi are just wrong about their afterlife's location. They probably go to the celestial fields (which are located#behind the moons and stars) like everyone else#And Janeys finds this aggravating and doesn't see his fucking point but has developed a nagging concern that Brakul Could be#partly right in that the celestial fields could Maybe exist in addition to the lunar lands.#So like maybe they aren't going to go to the same place when they die?#He's already terrified that he'll be stuck as an earthbound ghost and really doesn't want to be even further separated so#he figures he should make sure he gets himself dead and cremated at the same time as Brakul so they can navigate the#transitional period together.#Brakul is unconcerned because he figures that if Janeys actually does get stuck on those barren ass moons he can just kinda#Go Get Him#Ancestor spirits fly to the earth all the time and the moons would be a much shorter distance. Probably wouldn't be an issue.#Long story short these disagreements and underlying anxieties result in fights over whether you can grow corn on the moons or nah
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I'M GOING TO LIVE
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#it was intended for 100% abno codex though technically...#library of ruina#angela lobcorp#angela lobotomy corporation#angela lor#eep.. enough tags i hope#the smile she had during the cutscene stuck with me. i got spoiled on what it looked like but the context of it still has me pause#i wanted to try and have it look hurt? a desperate wild thing thats burning with loneliness. a laughter you make when youre rejected by the#very thing you desired and sought after#its hard to describe the feeling. it hurts so much and feels like its eating you inside but it just feels so laughable#it was such an earnest want... to live. project? greater good of humanity? Sickness? What does it matter? what does any of that mean to her?#unable to even see the humanity they wanted to save. only seeing and suffering the horrific steps the project entails. not even having#anyone to call a friend in that eternity. of course... of course she wouldve. oh baby bird#anyways enough semi coherent yappin. the piece still feels like its missing smthn. ehh...
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So much experimenting to be done, where to even start (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Sans#Mostly silliness :) Mostly :)#It's still fun to draw these two Gasters next to each other hehe ♪ Even interacting!#They're more similar than I think either of them would admit haha - ''No clearly we have very different ideals'' sure but you're both Gaster#I like the idea of classic being So Annoyed at any iteration of himself thinking positively towards humans haha#I mean it would probably hurt - that's a big piece of his trauma! - but on the surface it's just Ugh I can't believe this -.ó#I feel like they'd have a lot more common ground when it comes to their experiments tho - not a perfect Venn Diagram but enough!#Maybe even just different enough to offer a new perspective - enough to give them new ideas! Uh oh that's never a good thing lol#I do love Fell!Gaster just so pleased to be having a conversation haha so smiley - classic still not smiling but interested!#Cute face <3#It was after making the Toriel comic that the thought Really occurred to me - like obviously I saw so I knew they were still in the gowns#But it took a bit for that to strike me as odd since I mean that's just what they wear! That's normal! For Handplates anyway#He talks a lot about isolating whatever it is in Monsters that Make Them Like That - what does that entail#Gaster no seriously what are you doing to them don't just smile actually reply#And as much as I like the boys being a bit more Fell-ish I've always been of the opinion that no matter what they're brothers!#They love each other <3 And in Fellplates they'd have to rely on each other even more than regular Underfell#If anything would cause some codependency it's the Handplates setup - no matter what version you throw at it!#They're still both delicate little things - they need each other to survive ♥ If Gaster is sometimes kind to them well...#Similar to Mercyplates but Not Quite hmmmm#At least sometimes doing cute and harmless things tho! Studies how they react to flowers and teaches them to make chains hehe ♪#There's also that Underfell thing of Sans calling UF!Papyrus ''Boss'' rather than ''Bro'' yeah? Doodling ideas around that haha#An opportunity to teach! Sans only came away with the basics tho it probably annoys Gaster lol#The idea of them doing cute harmless little things and /that/ being what gets under his skin hehehehe#And ending with a Babybones! :D Surely he'd have no problem being attached since they're meant to be good...? Surely
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naturally ofc our big kids need to have fun too
#tbf i was very excited to see latvia make it to quarterfinals too after that shootout w canada#i was like oh uvis must be damn near over the moon about it#LMAO WITH JESPER OF ALL PEOPLE TOO???#and what does the bet entail... mr uvis... if you would like to share with the class...#do you think theyll ever tell us or are they betting on the fact we're gonna forget about this#its gonna fucking haunt me till we figure it out
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Made a character, upon looking back I realized I accidentally based them off you-
I guarantee you don’t know enough about me for that to be true
#wait sorry sorry I feel like this comes off very mean I jist don’t how how I feel about you saying you based an oc off me ..?#what does that entail lol#like personally wise? based on the things I’ve shared about my life ??#ask
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Sorry for being all “grrrr i hate it here!!!” on my first day on therianblr but i promise I have actually good posts in the works. I want to propose a new definition of therianthropy that helps include those outside of the “standard” spiritual/psychological origins that might also dispel some confusion about what it means to identify *as* an animal… I’ve gotta revise it a bit more because I wrote it at 5 am and most of it is ramble but i promise yall it will be peak… Not sure if anyone else has done something like this before but im just a regular guy trying to give my two cents 👍 Im not a physical therian myself but one of my kintypes is an emotional kin which I dont see talked about a lot either!
#therian#therianthropy#alterhuman#nonhuman#marimo yips#basically I think since saying “identify as” is so broad it can be a little disorienting to the new folk#therian or not#Because everyone identifies differently and if a newly awakened therian is comparing themselves to spiritual/psychological therians#then they are only seeing those experiences and might think “well i guess im not one!” even if they are but don’t know how to describe it#so by pushing them in the right direction by specifying what exactly entails in “identifying as”#it will hopefully mean there is less people asking “well HOW can you be a physical therian isn’t that like mental illness 🤔”#because they’ll already have the answer#it’s about your internal and external perception of yourself guys#think about how many experiences that simple description is able to include#like just adding that to the “identify as” part is kinda like. ohhhhhh i get it#does this make sense#sorry tag ramble#i have so much to talk about
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Does gojo even want to be seen as a human or is he fine with people viewing and treating him as a tool/ the strongest? 🤨
ehhhh well . gojo is a roll with the punches kinda guy LOL i don’t think he puts much thought at all into what other people choose to view him as…. he’s absolutely aware that he’s nothing but a tool to the higher ups but i don’t think it bothers him anymore (if it ever did). it’s just a fact of life. that being said!!! i don’t at all subscribe to the idea that gojo sees himself as a weapon / god / etc, i think he is very firmly human and views himself as such :3 how other people feel about that is outside his jurisdiction
#one gripe i have with the fandom is that they make it seem like gojo laments his situation a lot which he just straight up doesnt#he’s aware of what he is and what it entails and that it’s unfair . but he doesn’t lament it#he’s a human being . when you peel back the layers he’s a pretty ordinary guy#he just Also happens to be a weapon of the state#and he knows that.#<- does that make sense …#he’s at peace with his situation. at the end of the day!!#ask tag ✩
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Nina Martin, daughter of Hades, god of the dead, and ruler of the underworld.
Fabian Rutter, son of Athena, goddess of wisdom, warfare, and battle strategy.
Amber Millington, daughter of Aphrodite, goddess of love, beauty, sexuality, and passion.
#ok so look nina took me FOREVER#she was almost a child of apollo too#she was also almost an athena child but that’d make fabina… yknow lets not go down that road#but listen it makes sense Hades is her godly parent; death has surrounded Nina her whole life and her chosen one powers are similar#her parents died when she was a kid; she sees ghosts (sarah; the frobisher-smythes; senkhara; victor sr.)#she has a fear of skulls (and thus death if you wanna think harder on it) i also read an analysis by someone here ab that fear#i like to imagine that while she is a child of hades she is absolutely TERRIFIED of what that entails#she’s afraid of what kind of power lingers inside her because she already doesnt like it; she does NOT want to embrace it#anyway that’s another story; all about personal growth and development#fabian is a child of athena#he’s the brains of group (so is nina but you get it) and in s3 he is left in the brains of the group category solo#amber’s is perfect are you kidding she’s the first one i made#house of anubis#nina martin#fabian rutter#amber millington#hoa
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"a life without love must be awful and terribly sad" is such a strange take for me bc do you know what does suck majorly? Trying to force yourself to feel an emotion you can't feel just bc it's something everyone is supposed to feel. Going on dates with people in hopes that maybe if you just gave them a chance you'll grow to like them the way they like you. Shifting between "love interests" constantly bc you don't actually feel anything for any of them but you're terrified that if you don't find someone you'll end up all alone. Listening to your friends telling each other "I love you" earnestly and feeling extremely guilty bc you know if you said it back it would not be honest. Realizing you have never actually loved anyone and feeling like the worst person alive for it, thinking there must be something wrong with you.
Being loveless was never the problem. The expectation that everyone must be able to feel love is. There is nothing wrong with not being able to feel love, and love is not the only way to be happy in life. Love isn't the only and ultimate source of happiness, without which your life is inherently less than the lives of those who do feel it.
Realizing and accepting I was loveless wasn't some heartbreaking tragedy. It was self-acceptance and freedom from the impossible expectations I put on myself. It was joy.
#it does feel extremely isolating at times but like i said#it's bc most ppl don't understand what being loveless actually entails#so either you keep pretending you love others OR you're othered and left behind#aromantic#aro#loveless aromantic#loveless aro#loveless#aplatonic#arospec#aspec
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im starting to think you guys dont know anything about war crimes and youre only saying you like when i do them because you want to FUCK me
#truthfully i dont think you people know what war crimes constitute like fr#a lot of you seem to think it just means. killing people. both in and out of war#which. one. if you are just killing people that is normal crime#but two. war does entail killing people. war crimes are excessive things or killing civilians#it doesnt mean just killing enemy combatants#the war crime bit wasnt achilles killing hector it was the active corpse desecration#and all the kidnapping and war prize shit#all the killing and maiming was just him having a girl moment. no crime there#favorite
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ive never gone to see an opera live in europe let alone one outside of a major theater that regularly records and broadcasts their productions so grain of salt etc but i think there's some kind of distinct cultural difference between how european companies do "reimagined" productions of operas vs how american companies do it
#sasha speaks#especially thinking about the number of 'canonical' operas that are recently getting adaptations over here#frequently into english language musicals/operettas#not like rent and miss saigon though i mean more like matchbox magic flute#and la périchole getting adapted as songbird by glimmerglass and wno#or the local company that's putting on a 'circus' version of rigoletto with a new english libretto here in dec#(not sure what that will entail yet but i'm intrigued to find out)#hell even the upcoming pirates of penzance revival on bway which is also weirdly enough getting the jazz age new orleans makeover#ik pirates and bway is a different story from Opera(tm) Proper but still. tangential#anyway don't expect much more elaboration tonight i'm in bed rn as i type.#plus i'd want some actual researched data to back up my claim here if i were to really go on#and i have enough school related research to be prioritizing rn as it is#anyway#oh also smth about what content does and does not appeal to american vs european audiences#and by extension what you can and cannot get away with depicting onstage#(for a recent example consider sancta susanna vs grounded)#(okay anyway gn for real this time)
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I’m not going to lie I’m like really stuck and don’t know what to do with my feelings about All Of This. I dont have therapy until next week and they don’t have space to move me up and I dont really have anyone else to talk through how I feel ? I dont know what to do.
#like I live in my dads house. and he voted against me.#I didn’t speak to him at all yesterday because I just can’t look at him#I knew he was gonna vote that way but it didn’t seem real until it was already too late#and like my mom says he doesn’t have bad intentions but I don’t know how I’m supposed to know that ???#like he knew what voting for that entailed and he still did it anyways regardless of what his actual reasons were#and it makes me even MORE sick because I know that like 90% of my family voted that way too. how am I supposed to do holidays ?#and it makes me sick EVEN MORE because my best friend and my sister didn’t vote but if they had they would have voted that way too#so I genuinely have nobody to speak to about this but my mom and she does not want to hear me shit talk my dad#like I live in a state that’s almost definitely going to remain safe for me#but it’s hard to know that they look at me and claim they love me and then turn and look at people just like me and vote for their demise#like do they really love me ? do they really see me as a person ?#I know the call to action is to condemn their supporters but how do you do that when you’re entire support network is made up of people who#wouldn’t care if you lived or died if you weren’t related to them ?#what do you do if you live in your conservative dad’s house and there is literally nowhere to run because you can’t even afford to get a#shit apartment ?#what do you do when you’re just as alone with these people as you are without ?#vent post
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#when your mom gets mad at you every night for not emptying the dehumidifier#(I can't get it to just drain through the hose in the back like it's supposed to)#despite the fact that you have never been able to do daily tasks ever in your life#because adhd#like she will ask me to do the same thing every day and I'm just like no thoughts head empty idk what she's even asking me to do#set the table ? what does that entail? what even is a plate#starts twirling my hair with a fork like ariel
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almost a week until gloom division. i cannot handle this omg
#AAUHGGAGHAHFHFJFNFHDGDGWAHGSHH#WE HAVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG. FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I AM FEELING IMPATIENT#i think its the gloom vinyls i preordered. the yearning for them is certainly not easing the process#i wish theyd just ship them sooner. im gonna wait 3 weeks for them regardless so why not ship them 2 weeks early you know 😭#i really just wanna figure out what the decoder does. and what the lyric booklet entails.#AND I WANNA SEE MY BELOVED SIGNED COPY <3#AUUAGEGAHAGGFNMGHMGGHHHHHHGGG#I CANT HANDLE THIS#i hope no one spoils what the decoder does#IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THE ALBUM COVER CHANGE TOO. CAUSE APPARENTLY LIKE THE SKY WILL TURN GREY AND HIS SUIT WILL TURN BLACK I THINK !!!!!#OUGHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED. BUT FOR NOW 😭 WE HAVE TO WAIT#idkhow#chase said something alright
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#these are just some thoughts re: friendship as a result of tonight that i need to jot down somewhere but#realising that i really do have a strict and set idea of Good Friend(ship) and what that entails to me#and id written people off bc i wasn't yk ~receiving love or friendship the way id prefer and i was angry with them for that/hurt about it#did i communicate that to them though? nooo. was i fully right in that? also no. like just bc i felt unheard didn't fully mean#that they were doing something wrong. they were trying in their own way (and sometimes they weren't really or it just wasn't nice)#but that's about how we match and how we communicate right? this is so silly that's so basic but it never fully clicked for me like this#i was blaming them for stuff and building up resentment without ever expressing that (and i still haven't yk dhshsjd)#and i think where i went ~wrong was in thinking that bc i felt that way they weren't ~giving me what i need#when it's like... but did i pick up on the ways in which they DID appreciate me and show me love etc? did i give them ANYTHING to work with?#(ok yes occasionally but also... tangent but i was watching a variety show and they were teasing woozi about how#he gives interviewers/hosts literally nothing to work with. like no extra information for them to ask about or tease him for or anything#and i was like ohhhhhh. yeah i do do that sometimes with friends and it's genuinely smth i don't really know how to do like#giving casual information (but not too much and not too little???) so they can then ask questions etc. so then if im like ughh#they never ask (the right) questions or show interest (or let me talk but that's a different thing dhsjdjd) it's like...#well do i give them the chance to? much to think about thank you woozi)#anyways where was i dhsjsnsnsjns idk but it's soooo annoying that i haven't figured this all out yet#but im slowly letting go off a bunch of resentment that has truly no business being here and im trying to self reflect and all that#and im honestly doing so shit some days but others days it's? finding stuff that matters to me on a deeper level ig?#and all of it really does pale in the face of multiple genocides and it's. but yk. if i want to keep fighting#i need to build a strong foundation and sort my shit out as well and be present so im really really trying#and beating my stupid stupid depression and brain with a stick until i get there
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