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gnomeantics Ā· 2 days ago
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as is customary for me now i made notes on the space baby talkback! obviously space baby spoilers below so read at your own risk. but once more i present:
NOTES FROM THE SPACE BABY LIVESTREAM
8th February 2025, 8pm (my time, GMT) / 3pm (ET) / 12pm (PT)
Section 1: Preshow
I only caught what I assume to be the end of the preshow as I joined about 5 minutes before the show began! But this is what I got from that.
Space Baby is learning about the world through episodes with themes - Jaime described this as being like Sesame Street.
Each creator based their minisode on a "show bible" given to them by Jaime, which included the tone, aesthetics, and prompt; the creators didn't see each other's minisodes, and this was their first time seeing the finished product too
The format is a singular episode made of many minisodes which all have the same theme. On youtube these minisodes will be released separately.
Section 2: Space Baby
no notes here i was too locked in watching it
Section 3: Talkback
Jaime described the theme song as "Duck Tales and Gummy Bear with farts", and went on to discuss the "baby liquid noises" in it
We are all Space Baby (learning about the world/seeing the episodes from his perspective, through his eyes)
Minisode 1: Missed Connections (discussed with James Tolbert and Matt Dahan)
This episode was a Plan B - the first idea was scrapped as it wasn't in keeping with the theme of ennui, but it will hopefully be used later
Concept: what do we do when we are without our phones? (Phones being seen as a solution to ennui, so what happens when we donā€™t have that.) Matt said ā€œthe connections we make when we allow ourselvesā€.
Music: starts off quite disjointed and disconnected much like the people on their phones, then as the phones are discarded the drums, shaker, guitar, etc are added (described as puzzle pieces fitting together). When the phones come back it reverts to the disjointedness.
Dance: each person ends their phrase where the next begins
Use of colour: only red when the phones are there, full range of colour can be seen when the people connect
Creating a dialogue without speaking
Network Notes (discussed with Leigh Lahav)
Concept: ā€œa helpless, lonely creator who succumbs to the whims of people who donā€™t speak his languageā€
The voice could be anything ā€“ aliens, inner voiceā€¦
For the voice, a ā€œunique but familiarā€ sound was used with the theremin. Associated with spooky 50s horror B-movies (also Severance incidentally)
Leigh noted the use of VHS rewind throughout the show ā€“ 90s feeling of eras being mashed together, using example of 1920s-30s Looney Tunes and 1950s Hanna Barbera cartoons on VHS tapes in an increasingly digital era. Influenced style of the minisode with the Hanna Barbera type style, VHS rewind, theremin, PNG background.
Song is a take on Sugar by the Archies
Theme for all the minisodes ā€“ ā€œwhat would Jaime like?ā€
Ruthy at Bat (discussed with Curt Mega and Angela Parrish)
This was shot 4 times as they were unhappy with the first 3 versions
The song devolves from cheesy and positive to scary and creepy. ā€œWhat are the grossest things I can think of?ā€ - Angela (thus HAD to include 2 girls 1 cup reference)
Jaime talked about the ability to take the grotesque and make it palatable and friendy
The guy who invented the WWW is called Tim Berners-Lee and I did message someone about that during the minisode because I knew who they were on about. And now theyā€™re confirming it. (not integral to the notes but I wrote it down so itā€™s going here)
Weā€™re hopefully getting a soundtrack release!!! And maybe a less abrupt ending (though to this James said ā€œthis is what they deserveā€ so maybe thatā€™s a no on the ending)
Hey Baby (discussed with Denise Donovan)
What makes Space Baby so beautiful is the range of effort. Denise shot her piece in about ten minutes
She loved dating shows as a child e.g. The Dating Game so this helped inspire it
The inspiration for her character, Celeste, came from an inside joke with Lauren Lopez where they both call each other Celeste and act as independently wealthy women from the 90s
Celeste is a divorced corporate woman. Her ex-husband, Tom, couldnā€™t hack it. She played team sports competitively in high school and ā€œtook everything she learned in team sports and now the board room is her courtā€.
Sheā€™s the kind of relaxed mother who would plan something if she had the kids that weekend, but wouldnā€™t feel guilty about having a little Pinot Grigio too
Despite Denise saying that she put very little effort into her part Celeste in fact has a very fleshed out backstory and we would love to explore this further.
Hey Baby came together as they wanted as many people as possible in one sketch, and this could be filmed all over the country. Jaime sent everyone a purple rose so there was a more unified design, and gave them all one minute to make a character for a dating video. The time limit and improv of it all made it more low stakes.
Only Jaime knew what everyone else had done ā€“ the coherency of it was purely coincidental (ā€œmy sausageā€¦ā€ ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½not very long though!ā€)
The little PSA thing James did (did this have a name? I didnā€™t catch one) (discussed with James Tolbert)
Based on these shitty kidsā€™ PSAs from the 90s with really famous celebrities, about how to be a better person.
The children in this (and Tim in Ruthy at Bat) were Curtā€™s students.
Pixieā€™s Playhouse (discussed with Tessa Netting)
Curt gave the overall vibe and Tessa ran with it
Took inspiration from Big Comfy Couch
Pixie is played very bubbly but also with a lot of sadness, lots of subtext. ā€œSomething is not right with Pixieā€ ā€“ Jaime
We need a Pixie deep dive a la Celeste!
Kim was not informed about Mann E Kim before its arrival. Curt did not tell Kim about it right away even when it was in their house. Mann E Kim was returned to Amazon.
Mann E Kim wears one of the Beautiful Blond Boys wigs from NMT2!
New Starkid merch needed: Starkid Skin Mask! (apparently it is VERY skinlike.)
ā€œDo you think we killed him?ā€ - Tessa, discussing David Lynch
Box (discussed with Sinead Persaud)
ā€œSean, who is here in spirit, much like David Lynch- EXCEPT SEAN IS ALIVE. GODā€ ā€“ Jaime
I Saw The TV Glow / Zoom vibe
The idea for this came pre-Space Baby!
Itā€™s about getting so lost in routine that you donā€™t see evils creeping up (usually evils from within, like mental health), and how things often have to be very upsetting/perilous for someone in order to be enjoyable to audiences
Jon arrived to the talkback and said that his partner studied mime, but he only showed the minisode to her after it was finished. He plays a mime
This was the second time Jon was cast as a mime in about four months, he says that these things come in threes so waiting for the next Jon mime
General talkback resumed! We all want to see more Celeste. Jon said ā€œI yield my time to Celesteā€
The next prompt may be decided by other people ā€“ maybe the audience? The chat seemed hooked on ā€œwhimsyā€
James has secret projects. He mentioned also a musical miniseries based on Space Baby!!!
Space Baby is purple because this is Starkidā€™s unofficial colour.
Jon also has secret projects.
& this is where my notes end!
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invisible-pink-toast Ā· 6 months ago
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tangled the series - hurt incantation / leonard cohen - you want it darker
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asterdeer Ā· 1 year ago
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hurt my own goddamn feelings going in the alabama state poll tags but also made myself angry. yall motherfuckers are the reason why, when i listened to weird al's "complicated" parody in middle school, i immediately felt like i was doing something wrong or was something wrong because i was really close, best friends, with my cousin. a long ass time before i figured out i was queer, i felt dirty and dangerous and morally suspicious because of who i loved and where i came from because people still think Hurr Durr Incest State Sweet Home Alabama Stupid Redneck Cousin Kissers is a funny joke and not at all demeaning, classist, just plain mean, and very potentially damaging. get better soon.
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eggmeralda Ā· 8 months ago
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been really autistic about this playlist the past few days
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gollancz Ā· 2 months ago
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Guys. Christmas is coming. Consumerism is in the driver's seat and GAWD don't I know about the existential ennui of all these faceless corporations trying to schill you their wares. It's cold. Impersonal. Bleak.
So I, a fellow tumblr user, will instead try to schill you MY wares, so that when you purchase these items you can say "Hey, that person from tumblr worked on this", and feel the warmth of HUMAN CONNECTION in a way that is completely normal and not parasocial at all. We really are friends. I promise. Yes, you. Love you, bestie. Remember the boop war? Good times. Fond memories.
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THIRTEEN STOREYS and FAMILY BUSINESS by Jonathan Sims
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Tumblr's favourite Nightmare Factory @jonnywaistcoat has two novels out and they're phenomenal horror that also punch you in the throat with SOCIAL COMMENTARY and FEELINGS. He's so adept at tapping into the specific part of my brain that feels fear like a small child - not the adult creepy scared that I normally get around horror, but specifically the kind of fear that almost freezes your limbs and vocal chords with a terror you don't quite understand because there is so much in the world that you don't know, but you know that somehow this thing might be quick enough or smart enough or sneaky enough to get you before you can get to the safety of your parents sort of fear.
THIRTEEN STOREYS is a haunted house novel, but set in a refurbished block of flats. Each chapter follows a different resident being haunted in a different way, with a style to match the flavour of ghost. It's all tied together phenomenally and brutally.
FAMILY BUSINESS is a story about ghosts in a different way, following a woman who joins a post-mortem house cleaning service while grieving the death of her best friend. But as she removes the stains from the houses of the dead, she begins to suspect something else is removing even more.
Both of these titles are available from Gollancz worldwide!
THE LAST UNICORN, THE WAY HOME, THE INNKEEPER'S SONG and A FINE AND PRIVATE PLACE by Peter S. Beagle
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Obviously Peter's work needs no introduction, and our editions aren't available in the US and Canada, but I've had a wonderful time working with Peter and his team to bring these beautiful books back to the UK. Meeting him at Worldcon this year was such a magical moment, and he was jet-lagged and I had gone through sleep deprived into hyper and was bringing an Extremely Weird Energy to every interaction I had that day, resulting in this photo:
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THE LAST UNICORN and THE WAY HOME are a matched pair of wonderful fairy stories. THE WAY HOME has two novellettes in it, and the first - 'Two Hearts' - won the Hugo award. It will also destroy you.
A FINE AND PRIVATE PLACE was Peter's first ever novel, and it's wistful and romantic and so beautiful.
THE INNKEEPER'S SONG is his epic fantasy quest, it's an adventure story that reads almost lyrically. Also there's an orgy in the middle which caught me by surprise when I was reading it for the first time on the train into work.
HIGH VAULTAGE by Chris and Jen Sugden
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It's possible that someone on this website doesn't know I was involved with this book but don't worry, I will HUNT THEM DOWN AND TELL THEM. This is the first book I took all the way through the editorial process from end to end and I am SO PROUD of it and Chris and Jen and their wonderful world of @victoriocity. Officially one of the seven funniest books published in the UK this year, shortlisted for the Wodehouse Prize for Comic Fiction. It's a chaotic, bonkers murder mystery set in an alternate Victorian London which is the most gleeful dystopia I have ever encountered.
Featuring:
Grumpy Sunshine besties
The Victorian Equivalent of the Chuck Norris Meme
A robot who undertook a course in People Management
An indefatigable beagle
This is another book that you can get from Gollancz all over the world, and you SHOULD because it's amazing. Go into your local bookshop and ask them to order it into stock. It's a great Christmas present. It's my firstborn book baby (like that's a completely normal thing to say when I didn't even write it). Also if you're a fan of the podcast, why not tell the Guardian how great it is, and make a nuisance of yourself until they review. (I would, but the form asks for your name and then they'd know I didn't suddenly discover Victoriocity this year. Either that or think I was a very careless editor.) If you've not listened to the podcast yet, you absolutely should. It pings all my Douglas Adams receptors in the best way. If you like HITCHHIKER'S GUIDE, if you like CABIN PRESSURE, VICTORIOCITY is the perfect addition.
HAMMAJANG LUCK by Makana Yamamoto
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SLIGHTLY cheating because HAMMAJANG LUCK isn't out in North America until January (pre-orders make great Christmas presents guys), but it IS out in the UK and the rest of the world next week! This is my second big editorial project and it's a Big Gay Space Heist ft. disaster lesbians, trans characters, and a tech billionaire getting put in his place. It's joyous and energetic and crammed full of Hawaiian pidgin as a love letter to the diaspora. @makana-yama is a phenomenal writer and this is their love letter to their communities, families both born and found, while also a statement on the victims of gentrification (and how those are disproportionally BIPOC communities). PLUS:
friends to enemies to cautious allies to lovers
trans cyborgs
Suck It Space Elon
You know that One Scene in Charlie's Angels where Cameron Diaz is in the white body suit and breaking into the safe and has to stretch out to hit two buttons at once? Yeah. That's the vibe.
Being able to work with Makana is a delight, and HAMMAJANG tapped into all the feelings I got watching LEVERAGE for the first time, so I went to watch it again while I was editing. Also OCEAN'S 8.
DEEP BLACK by Miles Cameron
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So, barring Branderson, Miles Cameron may be one of our most prolific authors. He writes a minimum two books a year, one SFF and one historical fiction (as Christian Cameron) and he is... An absolute phenomenon. He IS the Chuck Norris meme. I'm obsessed with him. He's former US military intelligence turned naturalised Canadian Hippy, has written over fifty novels, can turn his hand to any genre and write it fantastically, is a practical archaeologist - running large scale re-enactments from a variety of periods ranging from Bronze Age right the way up to the Victorian era, using traditional techniques to allow academics to study how the practicalities of weapons, clothes, food etc. would have worked in practice. Two years ago he won a medieval combat tournament in Verona, a clear ten years older at least than the next oldest competitor, he teaches Historical European Martial Arts, but ties it into the history of martial arts globally. He can make his own clothes, ink, leatherwork. He's a ballet dancer. I once took him for a day out and he ended it in a different shirt and shoes from the ones he'd started in. I asked him for an author photo and he sent me this:
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DEEP BLACK is the sequel to his critically acclaimed SF debut ARTIFACT SPACE, where he has taken his research and experience of global historical cultures and extrapolated to create an interplanetary future where the best of all are celebrated. And then Aliens Happen. And then, in reaction, Capitalism Happens (which is covered in the short story collection BEYOND THE FRINGE).
He's such a thoughtful and erudite speaker, if you're curious about his work, I'd recommend listening to his episodes on the Friends Talking Fantasy podcast, and also his appearance on The Publishing Rodeo.
If SF isn't your bag, he's also got:
Arthurian fantasy
Bronze Age fantasy
Medieval Mages fantasy
A CURSE OF CROWS - Lauren Dedroog
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I actually inherited Lauren when a colleague of mine departed for fresh pastures, which gave me the great opportunity to work on this series which is so vastly different from my usual fare. It's epic, sweeping, romantic and lush, with such detailed description and complex political machinations, while also being brutal, dark and heavy (tw: for sexual assault, torture etc, etc.). If you like Sarah J Maas and Cassandra Clare, this should hit the sweet spot. Lauren is an ICU nurse when not writing, and this was somehow created when she was putting in a million hours in hospitals during COVID. The feat boggles my mind.
A CURSE OF CROWS is out now in the UK, Australia and Europe, and it won the People's Choice for Standaard Boek's Book of the Year award in 2023, in her home country of Belgium. It will be hitting shelves in North America next September! A DANCE OF SERPENTS is where I get to pick up the editorial mantle, and that has just landed in my inbox this week so I am excited to dig in.
Featuring:
Harold, they're lesbians
Murder baby is actually a cinnamon roll
Sensitive wings are sexy
For serious, though, I'm lucky enough to work with a lot of authors I'm genuinely obsessed and astounded by. And yes, I do get to work on Joe Abercrombie, Brandon Sanderson and Andrzej Sapkowski, but they're not MY authors - they're led by the incredible Gillian and Marcus who I'm not 100% certain sleep. There are so many people on the Gollancz list who I could recommend for DAYS (and will, if you so request), but this is my stable of superstars.
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rose-maidenn Ā· 6 months ago
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šŸ”øļøPick a card šŸ”øļø
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ā™§Let me describe the way you speak
ā™¤What do people think of that
ā—‡ A tip
Hi guys so nice to see you here I hope life's been extra sweet to the sweet angel that you are ā¤ļøāœØļø for this reading choose a picture from the above intuitively, take what resonates and leave the rest , enjoyyy āœØļø
Images via Pinterest, dividers by @enchanthings
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Pile 1 :
ā™§Let me describe the way you speak
What I get is that your voice is kinda breathy and you speak like an ancient wanderer who has seen a lot of the world, I feel like you're someone to whom people come for advice , also one of your friends is forwarding your voice messages to a secret lover omg šŸ˜‚ don't worry this isn't creepy because that can be someone from your friend group . Your prime aim of speech seems to be motivating people, though you don't claim to know a lot but whatever you know you know it by your heart and that's what makes you loved among your friends and feared among your enemies
ā™¤What do people think of that
People think you're the light to their shadow no really you sound like an angel like a billie eilish , lana del vibe really šŸ’Œ it screams a bunny like maiden energy but also a very wise women by the way you speak , I feel like some people are naturally inclined to ask you for directions the visitors in your city , you might have a mole on your face that's so attractive . People might wanna set your voice as a lullaby .
ā—‡ A tip
Okay so get that you might stutter at the pronunciation of a certain letter in the alphabet , I get that you should observe the mouth movement of the people who talk to you it will help you a lot , Avoid cold foods if you have migrane issues . Elevate your knowledge to about some recent social or celebrity news as well because soon you're gonna find a group that's gonna help you go far ahead so win the world my little angel šŸŽ€
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Pile 2 :
ā™§Let me describe the way you speak
I think most people here are people who are contralto , alto or husky voiced , more men might be here as well , your voice seems like the one in those youtube audios all I can say is your voice is ultra s**y it's silky like butter on fresh bread or water , your voice is versatile you also might be into beat boxing or rapping . You have nice breath control . The prime aim of your speech is to keep your thoughts to the world , you're up to date in studies and social affairs .
ā™¤What do people think of that
People down right want your voice ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ you're like an husky Ariel .you have nice pronunciation, because of having a deep voice if you rap often people find it so attractive and want to learn they literally mimic how to speak like you but it's actually so natural to know you don't even try . You're someone who might be able to talk to a room full of people and make them listen to what you have to say because of how much emphasis you can put through your voice .
ā—‡ A tip
Though you're good at sentence formation, you often mess up a little on how to say a certain word in a sentence like " I think a bird is meant to be free " here if the subject is the bird your voice might put more focus on the meant and it's very subconscious so try putting more emphasis on what you want to get through to the people. What a good life to be as amazing as you ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
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Pile 3 :
ā™§Let me describe the way you speak
You have a very indigenous voice, a voice that reeks of mountains or ancient voice very beautiful sultry or gorgeousāœØļø , a very country or folk song oriented voice , a voice that reaches the blood of the people your larynx seems to work like an instrument, some of you might have learned music as a child like doremifa or saregamapa you're a great singer . On the other hand some people in this pile might also have a very shrill feminine voice that's loud but commanding very unique voice like 2000s Paris Hilton vibe .
ā™¤What do people think of that
You remind people of their roots I feel like your political stances are very appreciated they like the way you speak about your art and the instances of your life almost like poetry in motion. You might be good at selling things because of the way you passionately speak about the things you wanna Market . You will make a great youtuber because you know how to cater each audience you're very street smart . The prime aim of your speech is expression .
ā—‡ A tip
One tip for you might be to focus on speaking up more you have so much art inside you but also you're an introvert but you know you'll do more good to the world by speaking more than keeping it to yourself , ofcourse take your time as to be comfortable around your setting to let your true thoughts flow from your heart to your throat , it's more like this because you're a little scared also a blockage in your heart chakra work on it I'm sure you're a rock star āœØļø
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Thanks for being here ā¤ļø dm to book a personal reading āœØļø
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boolger Ā· 6 months ago
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Never getting rid of me - John Price x reader
Hi sinners, so here are some dark!john price x reader thoughts that got out of hand. Yes, inspired by the song ā€˜never getting rid of meā€™, both the musical version but also the more creepy version by Egg on Spotify.
Dead dove donā€™t eat. Read the tags. Mdni. 18+. Tw creepy ass Price, stalking, kidnapping, non-con and dub-con, forced marriage, forced gender role/stereotypes, non-con punishments, loss of virginity, daddy kink, squirting, justā€¦.dont read if youā€™re looking for a sweet fic w John price. There will also be feet kink and scent kink.
Reader is chubby and described as having a pussy and perceived to be a woman by Price. Whether or not the reader actually is this, is up to you, really. besides that, i did my best to keep the description of reader vague. I apologize for any grammatical errors. English is not my first language and i am ttired
Something something dark! Price who sees you randomly at a coffee shop where you serve him awful tea - but itā€™s okay, pet, because you are the most beautiful and innocent thing Price has ever seen.
Dark!Price who knows itā€™s best to be sweet at first as to not scare you away - he canā€™t lose you this early, youā€™re perfect for his retirement after all, even though thatā€™s far into the future. So despite the bloody awful tea, Price does his best to be a regular at the shop.
He even walks you home afterwards, you just donā€™t know it. He doesnā€™t consider it stalking ā€” no no, he is just making sure you come home safe after your shift! Never know what kind of men are out there after all, besides himself of course.
While youā€™re at work, he breaks into your house early, going through everything throughout a couple of days. After an hour or two (sometimes three if he is feeling cheeky) he leaves, going to the shop to see you. He has time off before the next mission, what else is he supposed to do?
And is that a diary? Oh my, how convenient for Price, he needs to know his sweetheart's thoughts after all. And boy, does he learn a lot of fun things in that little book of yours
He becomes obsessed with very specific things in the following days ā€” the way you write the letter J and P. The way you organize the fridge, the way your socks and underwear smells - so sweet, so perfect. All you. He liked how you read a lot of romance, how you always drank dr. Pepper every Friday evening.Ā 
Okay, so you might prefer coffee, but donā€™t worry, Price knows he can fix that! You just need to taste actual tea, good tea, not the dog piss he drinks at the coffee shop almost every day by now.
He pulls a few strings and gets access to all of your electronics and oh isnā€™t it fun to see what you do on your phone every day, what music he needs to get on CD, because a silly lass like you canā€™t be trusted to have a phone when you get together in the future, can you? Not at first at least, maybe you can earn back the right with time.
Dark!Price loves seeing what kind of porn you watch. Loves seeing what your search words are, whether itā€™s kinky or not.
Especially after reading in your diary that you are a virgin! It has him frothing at his mouth, the urge to take you instantly, overwhelmingly strong when he sees the words for the first time.
Of course he always makes sure to put everything back in the exact same spot and way as he found it. Canā€™t have you stop writing in your sweet diary, itā€™s his favorite book already!
The first mission he goes on is awful. Sure everything goes smoothly and even though he has installed hidden cameras all over your apartment, it isnā€™t the same as being there.
Dark!Price who proudly shows you off to his team - the boys need to see who their captain is in love with after all. And he trusts his men, knows that theyā€™re just as fucked up as him ā€” they coo at the sight of you, of the few photos he has dared to take of you while you slept. Not his fault that you live in an apartment that is embarrassingly easy to break into, is it, pet?Ā 
Dark!Price who feels so proud as his men drool over your soft curves, talking about your tits and ass and when Price mentions that youā€™re untouched, he is pretty sure Soap and Gaz almost come in their pants. Possibly Simon too, Price knows him, but he pretends he isn't as affected by the words - As if Price canā€™t see the manā€™s erection in his pants.
He gets everything ready, his little house in the middle of nowhere gets fixed up. He always imagined he would move into the house much later, when he actually retired but he canā€™t wait that long to have you. He loves the idea of having his missus all ready for him whenever he returns from work. All his. He would never let you go, you would always be his. He would take care of you forever - he already imagined bringing you to his mom, bless her. Old and sick, but you would charm her, he is sure.
Price who asks you out after two months of coming regularly to the coffee shop, putting on his best charming smile - and of course you, his future bride, says yes! All shyly, barely able to look him in the eyes, but there is a jump to your step afterwards and youā€™re grinning like you won the lottery.
Price, who is the perfect gentleman at the date, he takes you out somewhere nice, pays for everything despite your protests, soaks in all of your attention, who loves every second he spends with you. He is ready to declare his love for you at the end of the night but he knows itā€™s too early. He doesnā€™t try to kiss you, doesnā€™t even imply he wants to get in your knickers, despite his strong urge to do so. No, no need to scare you away.
so imagine Dark! Priceā€™s reaction to seeing your diary entry the day afterwards - you describe him as too sweet, unsure if youā€™re ready for a relationship - almost upsets him, until the last line. He would probably be a nice person to lose my virginity to. Thatā€™s as good as a love confession to him! A bloody proposal almost and despite not having planned to move things along this quickly, well he has to, doesnā€™t he?
Itā€™s embarrassingly easy to kidnap you together Gaz. He just happens to drive by you on your way home after a long shift, and saying ā€œwant a lift, sweetheart?ā€ is all it takes.
Gaz who was hidden in the backseat and the moment the doors closes and locks, he sits up and uses one of those fancy syringes to stab you. Donā€™t make a fuss, donā€™t be silly, birdie, itā€™s all good! Just take a nap, eh?Ā 
Nikolai and the rest of the team are almost finished packing up your things - theyā€™ve been at it all day after all, dark!Price has personally packed the most important parts of your home, like that nice diary of yours, sextoys and underwear and all those nice photo albums you have. Nothing is getting left behind! You need to feel at home at his house after all. The boys almost deserve to have their fun with you at some point in the future.
He is there when you wake up, smiling happily at you, as you groggily take in the basement youā€™re currently in; See how some of your furniture is down there, the nice green color he painted the walls, how itā€™s your own lampshade hanging from the ceiling. He lets you take in the wedding dress hanging proudly in front of the wardrobe, the little bathroom not too far from you - the cameras that hang everywhere, not even attempting to be discreet. He has to make sure youā€™re behaving after all.
Dark!Price who gets incredibly turned on when you realize youā€™re wearing a metal collar and chained to the wall - the way your eyes widens and how confusion visibly changes into fear. Like a little prey releasing theyā€™re in a trap - and unable to get out.
he is extremely proud over how he doesnā€™t take you right then and there, despite how much he wants too.
Oh how adorable your attempts at attacking him are! Even though youā€™re still groggy from those nasty sedatives, you hit his chest and try to claw at him. Screaming and crying, throwing a proper tantrum! He canā€™t help but laugh as you threaten him. ā€œsure youā€™ll go to the police, petā€ he agrees while he easily catches your fist that was aiming for his nose, ā€œbut no Iā€™m not letting you go.ā€
you scream bloody murder, as if he has done you anything. Ridiculous. But Price patiently (and easily) fights you off all day. Teasing back, pointing out that itā€™s not that bad down here, trying to explain that the two of you are going to be together forever.
Price who lets you run out of energy that first day, until youā€™re a sobbing mess - gathering you into his arms, promising you that he is never gonna leave you, that youā€™re never getting rid of him. Not like all those other people in your life, no donā€™t worry, princess! Price will be your daddy, he will make sure you have everything you need! Youā€™re not even going to work at that lousy job anymore, pet, donā€™t worry, he already quit it for you.Ā 
Dark! Price, who is all sweet and gentle as he comforts you, kissing your forehead and temple, muttering about how silly you are - that he understands that you might feel a little overwhelmed - but look at how pretty your wedding dress is, sweetheart! All in the different sizes as well, donā€™t worry, he has taken your measurements and bra sizes and everything, his missus doesn't have to worry about anything. He saw your Pinterest boards, Gaz and Soap showed him how the website works, and saw all the different dresses you had dreamt of. Isnā€™t this perfect? Just for you!!
Dark! Price who doesnā€™t outright admit to having read your diary, breaking in or stalking you, despite all those accusations of yoursā€¦ no no, he didnā€™t he just ā€¦ got ready for the two of you to be together - but of course he knows so much about you sweetheart, he has seen the daddy kink porn you watch regularly, yeah he knows youā€™re a virgin. No no, he wonā€™t rape you, whatā€™s that all about? No, youā€™re saving your virginity to marriage, youā€™re a good girl - the two of you can wait another week, thatā€™s nothing.
and after everything, how nice he has been and how he has sat everything up in the basement youā€™re still angry with him? Donā€™t be absurd, sweetheart, you would come around soon - you were going to be his missus after all, what kind of wife would you be if you didnā€™t want to talk to him?
Something something, he ends up pushing you to the floor, holding your hands down as he takes his time to properly smell you. Your pussy, over your clothes, donā€™t worry - your armpits. Grabs your ankle and sniffs your foot too. Sweet all over!
dark! Price who loses control of his anger when you throw the entire tray of breakfast that he made for you, at him. The tea is not too hot because of the milk, but still. You made a mess and that isnā€™t nice. He takes you over his knee for that, slapping your arse and upper thighs sore, leaves you an absolute mess. He apologizes afterwards of course, not really because he feels bad about it, but because you made him do that. He has to make sure you understand that there are consequences for your actions!Ā 
Dark!Price who keeps you downstairs in that little basement of his, while you get your worst fits over with. He expected these, youā€™re a strong woman after all, you just need to understand that the two of you are meant for each other. Next week the boys will swing by and theyā€™ll be witnesses as the two of you get married - isnā€™t that grand?
No, the shop wonā€™t be looking for you, bird, donā€™t worry about that! You already quit immediately - had to move home for a family emergency, but you were very sorry about it. You already terminated your apartment lease too, moved out already! Pesky family emergency again, innit? No no donā€™t cry pet, Price knows you donā€™t have any family youā€™re close with, itā€™s okay. Nobody is hurt! All is good! Youā€™re just being silly, you donā€™t know how good all of this will be for you. How you will be a perfect missus!
He will threaten and hurt you all week, but not touch that sweet pussy of yours - grope you? Sure, but nothing more than that. Youā€™re not married yet after all.Ā 
Price who sweetly explains that he knows you love him, even if you canā€™t say it out loud yet! Thatā€™s alright, sweet pet, you will be able to soon!
Dark! Price who happily makes it clear to you that making any kind of fuss at the town hall and they will kill everyone. You wonā€™t have to wear the beautiful dress at the town hall, no, Price got you something much more simple, they donā€™t deserve to see you at your most beautiful - it will be quick anyways, donā€™t worry sweetheart. Just sign the papers. No fuss, remember? No protest - look, all the boys dressed up nicely in suits - and look! Theyā€™re all armed as well. Would be a bloody shame if you were guilty of getting so many people killed, wouldnā€™t it?
dark! Price who kisses you for the first time after you sign the papers, who almost wants to lick off the tears rolling down your cheeks as the workers of the town hall coos, thinking youā€™re crying from happiness. And you are, but youā€™re also a little overwhelmed, arenā€™t you, pet? Better get you home again.
dark!price who dresses you up at home, forcing you to swirl in your dress in front of his men, Nikolai and Laswell. All of them ignore your attempts at asking for help and youā€™re a quick learner - you figure out that theyā€™re not going to help you after a few attempts. Youā€™re his girl, his sweet missus, and youā€™re handcuffed as you sit on his lap during their dinner at home, being fed all the nicely made dinner from a fancy restaurant. You donā€™t even throw a fuss as you eat all together, so youā€™re rewarded with some champagne and wine. Good tasting, arenā€™t they?
Dark!Price who grins as he sends his guests on their merry way, while you begin to cry again, begging to not be left alone with him - aw, youā€™re so sweet when youā€™re getting nervous. Is the wine getting to your head?
Dark! Price who throws you over his shoulder then, not bringing you down to the basement but instead into your new shared bedroom. Laying you down on the bed, taking in the sight of you like this. In your wedding dress, surrounded by rose petals, painted all warm colors by the sunset. Cooing at you as you hiccup and cry and hide your face behind your hands, saying you donā€™t want to. Donā€™t worry, he will be nice! All gentle for you, pet, it will feel good!
Dark!Price who cuffs you to the bed, pushing up that nice dress of yours to expose your bottom half. Looking at the pretty lace he forced you into earlier, praising you for how beautiful you look! He kisses your thighs, keeping your legs open with his strong hands, taking his time. Finally the two of you are married. Youā€™re going to be his in every way now! With a ring on your finger, a new name ā€” losing your innocence to your husband.
Dark! Price who eats you, Mrs. Price, out all lovingly, enjoying the sounds that escape you against your will. Loving your taste, loving the way your legs shake, the way you cry as he ducks on your clit. He makes you come on his tongue and then fingers, and youā€™re perfect! Squirting for him! He is lapping up the sweetness that pours from you! See, he will make it feel good for you. He even frees your hands.Ā 
Dark! Price who shushes your cries as he pushes his fat cock into your hole, ruining your sweet pussy for everybody else; he can feel how wet you are for him, croons at how good your cunt feels. How daddy will take care of you, just breathe. Yeah, just like that, cā€™mon princess, look down to see how the two of you are connected! He pushes in the last couple of inches the moment you look down, taking in your cry with pride, drowning in pleasure and ownership.
Youā€™re so wet and warm around his big cock, he couldnā€™t help himself, lass! His perfect wife with a perfect cunt, feels so good - he is going to fill you up, donā€™t worry, but not until he has made you come again and again.
dark!Price who whispers ā€œi know I know, pet,ā€ as you whimper over how it feels weird, how it hurts because his cock is so big. Who drinks in the sight of you as he licks two fingers before slipping them in between the two of you, gently rubbing at your clit and oh, that feels nice, doesnā€™t it?
Dark! Price who finally begins to fuck you then - no, he isnā€™t fucking you, he is making love to you. The first round is all sweet and gentle, he is claiming you, taking his time. Covering you in kisses as he rolls his hips, touching all those soft places of yours. He wants to run his tongue over those stretch marks, wants to fuck his cock in between those two breasts of yours. But for now he fucks you as you deserve, enjoying your little moans and whines that grows stronger and louder, the way your body shakes and the way you grab onto his shoulder and back. How those sweet nails of yours digs into his skin.
Dark! Price who makes you come twice, cooing in your ear about how you wanted it after all, how youā€™re his wife forever now - before he comes himself, hot cum shooting deep inside of you.
The second round isnā€™t as gentle in any way - itā€™s after twenty minutes of holding and kissing you, cuddling you and declaring his love, that he takes you again. He fucks you, properly. He makes the bed rock as he fucks into you, making you scream and trash, before surprising the both of you by squirting again.Ā 
Dark! Price who almost fucks you the entire night - yeah, he might have taken some viagra, but he honestly wouldnā€™t even have needed it, because you naked in front of him is enough. Wedding dress ripped to shreds, cum all over it and over you. Youā€™re fucked from behind, then in a mating press. You pass out during the last round, much to his amusement! Sweet missus, all tired, eh? Thatā€™s okay, the two of you got the rest of your lives together - forever and ever, because youā€™re never getting rid of Price. Never.
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scarletttries Ā· 24 days ago
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Write A Kiss Request: Kang Dae-Ho/ Player 388 (Squid Game) x Reader...a kiss out of envy or jealousy
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(prompt list here) & 2025 Request List - requests open for Dae-Ho
...a kiss for Dae-Ho out of jealousy
Of all the places you had ever found yourself getting a crush on someone, this was definitely the strangest. An almost sterile dorm room with bunk beds stacked to the ceiling. A playground of kids games with deadly consequences. A way to pay off your debts but risking your life in the process. Yeah, you really didn't need your mind to keep floating away on one of the players you were competing alongside, and yet try as you might you couldn't stop thinking about Dae-Ho.
Maybe it was the way he tried his hardest to make you smile after every awful round of your latest terrifying ordeal. Or the way he was constantly going out of his way to keep you safe and make sure you felt protected around him. Honestly it might just have been how the muscles in his arms would bulge every time he brushed his long black hair out of his face and tied it up behind him the way his sisters had taught him. He was enchanting, and beautiful, and silly and warm and he felt like the perfect distraction, if not your salvation, in a place like this.
You only wished there wasn't another player trying to use you as the same kind of distraction.
You hadn't even heard of 'the great rapper Thanos' before you entered these bizarrely painted halls, cringing every time he cornered you between games to try and charm you with his barely rhyming words and creepy nicknames. It wasn't hard to see that he was just trying it on with every girl in this place, but that didn't make it any less stomach-turning when his sights were set on you.
Luckily Dae-Ho had also noticed the way Thanos watched intently whenever you strolled across the room, and how seem to keep track of you in every game you played. Of course, Dae-Ho was doing the same thing, but you welcomed his presence, and he knew you felt safe with him by the way you stuck to his side every chance the two of you had. He was sure you were just being polite when you laughed at Thanos's terrible jokes, and applauded his awful little songs. You had to be. There was no way you'd actually see something in that purple haired weirdo.
That's what the sweet, misguided marine tried to tell himself, his own simmering resentment and insecurity plaguing his mind every time he saw you and the wannabe rapper together. You were the only silver lining of this hell-hole, the one comfort he had found in his darkest time, and he couldn't let himself imagine that you could feel anyway other than the same aching he felt. A desperate longing for the two of you to escape this place, to go back to your homes and then carve a new one out together where debt, and judgement, and the fear of this place could never find you. In the scariest moments of the games that was what Dae-Ho pictured, and it gave him enough strength to keep going, for the two of you and the life you could have together.
And so it was hardly a surprise when after the latest game every drop of blood in his veins started to boil when Thanos ran up to you in the dorm and scooped you up in a dramatic reunion hug.
"Senorita! I was so worried I had lost my girl in that round, it was crazy!"
He was right that it had been crazy. The mad scramble to find a room, and the desperate clinging to any hand you capture, and the uncertainty of who else would emerge safely when the doors finally opened. Dae-Ho hadn't let you leave his mind or his side for the duration of the game, never feeling so certain about his devotion to you as he did now. It was a game that had everyone huddling together a little bit closer as the dorm filled again, and Dae-Ho wasn't going to waste the adrenaline coursing through his veins on anything other than getting you away from Thanos.
"She's not your girl." He stated firmly, a little louder than he meant to as he stepped between you and Thanos where the purple-haired player had finally set you back on your feet. It was a relief that Dae-Ho had said exactly the phrase you were thinking, feeling safer to put some distance between you and Thanos now that he had arrived. Thanos smirked and stared dead-eyed through him, still a little out of his mind and looking for a reason to argue.
"Says who? Some nobody!" He spat out, looking around for one of his little cronies to echo his bitter laughter. You could see the focused look in Dae-Ho's eyes falter as Thanos's words struck a nerve, the echo of his father's view of him his whole life. You inched closer to Dae-Ho, letting your fingers trace softly down his arm until your hand found his, immediately getting snatched up and safely enclosed. Dae-Ho ignored Thanos and looked at you, the soft smile of thanks you offered him enough to bolster his confidence. No matter what anyone else said, or how they saw him, you always made him feel like he could really be somebody. Somebody important, and brave, and strong.
Unhappy about being ignored, Thanos stepped closer, getting right up in Dae-Ho's face to taunt him, "You think she wants you? Please she's just playing hard to get, for ME."
Dae-Ho acted quicker than he could find the words to speak, using his grip on your hand to pull you closer until you were flush with his chest, his free arm wrapping tightly around your waist as he lowered his head towards you. There was no time to think, no moment of hesitation, only an aching amount of possessive affection towards you that he could only express by landing his lips against yours in such a smooth maneuver that it might have knocked you off your feet if he weren't clutching you so tightly. You let go of his hand in an instant and threw your arms around his neck, letting your fingers thread through his silky hair and catch the back of his neck, drawing him closer and making sure his lips didn't have the space to leave yours.
His kiss was so strong it was almost forceful, Dae-Ho trying to conjure every ounce of adoration he had for you and the future he imagined you sharing into that one sweet moment. He tried to memorize the sensation of your kiss, the feel of your lips, the way you tasted. Anything he could bring to mind in case he met his end at these games and needed one comforting thought for his final moment.
He was the one to pull back first, although reluctantly, turning to Thanos and saying in as serious a tone as you had ever heard him use,
"Leave her alone." Without giving him time to reply he began to walk away, his arm glued to your waist to make sure that no-one would be able to try to take you from him ever again. The moment Thanos was out of earshot, he leaned in close, eyes wide with disbelief now you were away from public view,"I hope that was okay! Sorry I kind of panicked and then..." You had to fight back a laugh at the absolute change in tone and the sudden loss of domineering confidence he had just moments ago. You did a quick glance behind to make sure you weren't still the object of Thanos's attention, and then reached up to stroke Dae-Ho's cheek, planting a sweet kiss on his lips before he could talk himself into any more anxiety.
"It was better than okay." You reassured him, watching his eyes light up as a bright smile spread across his cheeks. He squeezed your waist tighter as you continued back to the safety of your beds,
"I can't wait to get out of here with you. My girl." He said proudly, confidence renewed that he could face whatever games came next as long as he had you.
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spacedace Ā· 1 year ago
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I love me some eldritch, incomprehensible ghost speak in fics, but in my heart ghost speak sounds like a theremin being played.
Like, it's one of those instruments that can sound so much *like* a human voice, and sound nothing like one all in the same song. It can make kind of chipping noises, it can make some truly horrifying sounds. It can be beautiful, it can be creepy, it's peak ghost speak to me
(Also just love the idea of people playing the theremin at ghosts to join the ghost speak convo being like the meme of when people meow to their cats, but like are saying "taxes" or "ketchup" in response to "hi" lol)
Anyway please juat imagine Danny & the other ghosts sounding like this while they talk/fight:
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fandomhopped Ā· 6 months ago
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first love/late spring
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pairing: fwb!logan howlett x fem!reader; 2nd person pov
summary: logan and reader have been sleeping together for a while with an unspoken rule to keep it casual, but that goes to hell when logan catches feelings. however, reader is an independent boss bitch and hates men<3
warnings: heavy swearing, hella mentions of sexual situations, substance abuse, brief sexual content(nothing serious fr), creepy guy in a bar, blood, bar fight, mentions of sex trafficking and resulting trauma, daddy issues, fluff, angst asf, lowkey scott slander (i dont mean it i love him)
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a/n: reader has light manipulation abilities but theyre not mentioned that often lol, also reader takes a lotta shots at jean just cuz she pisses me off. side note: idk the true meaning of the song i used as the title, there are many different interpretations. i found the song after i had alr written the story and the lyrics resonated pls donā€™t jump down my throat if it doesnā€™t align <3
thereā€™s not a millimeter of space between you and logan as he holds you against his body. youā€™re sleeping soundly, and he watches you breathe all night, not bothering to even think about sleep for himself. the sun came up three hours ago, he felt it on his back.
when you drink, you always wake up early the next morning. you two drank a lot together last night. and like every time you drink with logan, you ended up in his bed.
he tries to block the sun from your face with his body so it wonā€™t wake you up. he knows when you finally do, this little illusion that you're his will all be over. everything you said last night wonā€™t matter. youā€™ll go back to your room. heā€™ll stay in bed. youā€™ll both go back to acting like it never happened.
you always leave him swiftly. you always go downstairs and drink coffee from the same mug and act like nothing happened. without a stutter, itā€™s a routine.
since he moved into the mansion, he wasnā€™t ignorant to the fact that the female teachers were attractive. and, of course, he was first drawn to jean. he wonā€™t deny that he still harbored some feelings for her when you came to his room all those months ago, but she made it abundantly clear that she loves scott.
then one night, you slipped a bottle of whiskey into the mansion and invited him to join you in drinking it. you said some things that made him sit closer to you. that was just the beginning. he woke up the next morning to an empty bed but distinctly remembers you falling asleep next to him, so he assumed you woke up and left.
logan is a pro at acting like some things never happen, but he wasnā€™t expecting you to act the same. he dismissed it as a one-off, drunken night.
then it happened againā€¦ and again and again, and you continued to act like it never happened.
which, he was fine with. this wouldnā€™t be the first time heā€™s had a with-benefits situation, but thereā€™s something different about you. youā€™re badass. youā€™re beautiful. he really respects you. you fit him perfectly.
and youā€™re mean. you donā€™t smile all that much, really only when youā€™re drinking is what logan soon found out. youā€™re not always outright mean to people, itā€™s usually deserved. you donā€™t take anybodyā€™s shit. youā€™ll let people know when theyā€™re in the wrong or theyā€™re pissing you off. youā€™re sarcastic and rudely witty.
that was just another thing that attracted him to you. but, God, were you the meanest in the mornings, especially when youā€™re hungover.
unfortunately for logan, he has developed a small, tiny, itty bitty, barely-there crush on you. just catching a scent of your perfume has him rolling his eyes in the back of his head and white-knuckling whatever is directly in front of him.
the thoughts of you under him, on top of him, in front of him, on your knees for him plague his mind all. day. long. then last night, you had him rock solid from just a few drunken words.
ā€œyouā€™ve ruined all men for me,ā€ you said as he kissed down your neck.
ā€œhmm?ā€ he hummed as his hands roamed your body under your shirt.
ā€œnobody could ever fuck me like you do,ā€ you told him, pulling at his hair roughly. he lets out a deep groan at the feeling.
heā€™s never picked up his pace of getting someoneā€™s clothes off so quickly. he ripped your favorite pair of pj shorts in the process, mumbling that heā€™ll buy you a new pair.
with him deeply inside you, one hand wrapped around your throat and the other sending you over the edge with his mouth leaving marks all over your chest, you say breathily, ā€œfuck, youā€™re perfect for me.ā€
the moment hasnā€™t left his mind since.
ā€œiā€™m hot,ā€ you mutter, pushing the sheets from your legs. ā€œyouā€™re hot.ā€
ā€œoh, yeah?ā€ he whispers in your ear, his lips turned up.
ā€œiā€™m about to have a heat stroke,ā€ you return, squirming around and shoving his arms from around you.
he lets go of you and gives you some space, lying on his back and staring at the ceiling. a deep sigh leaves him.
ā€œiā€™m gonna throw up,ā€ you tell him, groaning and curling up into the fetal position.
ā€œare you serious? donā€™t puke in my bed,ā€ he says, leaning up to look at you.
you roll your eyes. ā€œno, iā€™m not serious,ā€ you snap at him.
ā€œā€˜you wanna take a shower?ā€ he asks, his lip curling up at the thought of you ruining his sheets (and not in the way he usually prefers).
ā€œi feel like shit right now, logan. i donā€™t want to fuck you in the shower,ā€ you tell him roughly, sitting up and glaring over at him.
he watches you stand up out of his bed and put yout shirt on. ā€œā€˜s not what i meant,ā€ he grumbles, looking away from her. he throws the sheets off his body and grabs his jeans from the night before.
he runs his hands down his face and then looks up only to see the door closing behind you as you leave him. again.
ā€œwhew, late night?ā€ ororo asks you as soon as you walk into the kitchen, changed into some presentable clothes rather than the ripped shorts and oversized tshirt you walked back to your room in.
you ignore the woman as you open the cabinet to grab your mug. the same one you use every morning.
but itā€™s not there.
ā€œwhereā€™s my mug?ā€ you ask, glancing around the kitchen to see itā€™s not just ororo but also jean and scott there.
ā€œis this yours?ā€ scott asks, holding up the mug in his hand.
your gaze darkens. ā€œyes,ā€ she grits out, tightening her jaw.
ā€œthatā€™s my bad. i didnā€™t know this was yours,ā€ he says, standing up and walking over to the sink. ā€œiā€™ll wash it and you can use it.ā€
you feel your skin crawl as he turns on the hot water. ā€œstop,ā€ you say lowly, walking to him and turning off the water. ā€œyou canā€™tā€”.ā€ you stop yourself as you breathe heavily. you rip the cup from his hands.
ā€œhey, itā€™s just a mug,ā€ ororo says to you, ā€œwhatā€™s up?ā€
ā€œitā€™s notā€”,ā€ you cut yourself off again and take a deep breath, shaking your head. you turn on the cold water from the sink and carefully wash the mug.
ā€œseriously, whatā€™s going on with you?ā€ jean asks as scott rejoins her side.
you roll your neck. ā€œiā€™ve been here for years, and you donā€™t know which one is my mug?ā€ you ask scott, not looking anywhere but your mug until youā€™re sure itā€™s clean.
ā€œi never noticed before, ā€˜sorry,ā€ he says then turns to jean with a shrug.
the light beaming in through the window shines a little brighter as you continue to shake your head, muttering things under your breath that the others canā€™t make out.
ā€œit really is just a mug,ā€ ororo says carefully, looking over your figure in concern.
ā€œexcept itā€™s not,ā€ you retort, attentively drying off the ceramic with a towel. you then pour some coffee into the mug and hold it close to your chest, turning back to the other mutants.
ā€œwhatā€”,ā€ jean begins but logan walks into the kitchen just as she starts and she stops herself.
her surveys everyoneā€™s demeanor then looks at you. ā€œwhatā€™s wrong with you?ā€ he asks, walking to the cabinet and grabbing whichever cup is closest to his hand when he reaches in. he pours himself some coffee and turns back to them expectantly.
ā€œscott was using my mug,ā€ you tell him, leaning against the counter.
ā€œwhy?ā€ he asks scott, eyeing the man.
ā€œto drink coffee. why does it matter?ā€ he asks in return, scoffing.
ā€œitā€™s hers,ā€ logan returns, his stare hardens and he looks at scott like heā€™s an idiot.
ororo laughs humorlessly. ā€œwhat does that mean? itā€™s just a mug,ā€ she asks, looking between you.
you glare at her. ā€œit was my fatherā€™s and now itā€™s mine.ā€
ā€œthe same father that sold you?ā€ jean asks, her face contorting. you shift your weight uncomfortably. ā€œwhy would you want that?ā€
ā€œwhy donā€™t you just back the fuck off, bitch?ā€ you snap at her, stepping toward her.
ā€œwoah, girl, calm down,ā€ ororo intervenes, holding her hand toward you like youā€™re a wild animal. you scoff. ā€œwe get it. itā€™s special to you. thatā€™s all you had to say.ā€
you roll your eyes at them. you leave the group and return to your room. logan watches you go then turns back to the others with his eyebrows raised. ā€œdid you say sold her?ā€ he asks jean.
ā€œwhen he found out she was a mutantā€”,ā€ she begins.
ā€œjean,ā€ ororo interrupts her, shaking her head at the girl.
jean continues, ā€œā€”her father sold her into a mutant sex trafficking ring,ā€ she reveals, looking only at logan, ā€œthatā€™s where we found her and then brought her here.ā€
his face contorts, and he looks down into his coffee. ā€œshit,ā€ he comments.
ā€œshe doesnā€™t talk about it to anybody, and, out of respect, we donā€™t talk about it either,ā€ ororo says pointedly at the telepath.
logan is seething all day over the new information. he hates to think you went through that for God knows how long.
after the incident, logan doesnā€™t see you for a while. he doesnā€™t know how. youā€™re a teacher and you live down the hall from him, yet he still doesnā€™t even catch a whiff of your perfume.
ā€œlogan, meet me in my office,ā€ he hears charlesā€™ voice in his head. he obeys and within a minute, heā€™s standing before the professor. ā€œyou should leave her alone for a bit.ā€
her brow furrows. ā€œcome again?ā€
charles says your name and logan clenches his jaw. ā€œsheā€™s destructive right now. you should let her be.ā€
ā€œis she okay?ā€ the wolverine asks, concern growing in his stomach, and it makes him feel sick.
ā€œsheā€™ll be just fine. this happens from time to time,ā€ he tells him, pressing his lips into a thin line. ā€œyou know of her circumstances.ā€
ā€œher circumstances?ā€ logan growls, scowling down at the old man, ā€œyou knew what she went through and didnā€™t think to tell me? you know whatā€™s going on between us and didnā€™t think maybe i needed to know that? what if she had a breakdown when we were together? i wouldnā€™t have known what was happening.ā€
charlesā€™ lips turn down into a small frown. ā€œthatā€™s not my information to tell.ā€
logan storms off in a huff, muttering under his breath.
that friday, heā€™s smoking a cigar in his bed, looking out the window at the moon, which is shining rather bright tonight. he hears a few quiet knocks on his door. he opens the door, expecting it to be a student.
ā€œhey,ā€ you say, waving a bottle of jack in his face before pushing past him into the room. ā€œ'hope you donā€™t mind, i got started without you.ā€
ā€œyou always do,ā€ he comments, closing the door, putting out the cigar, and following you to sit on his bed. ā€œlisten ā€”.ā€
ā€œi think i like that vodka more than this. this one makes my mouth taste weird,ā€ you tell him, taking another sip out of the bottle before handing it to him.
he holds it and sighs. ā€œlook, we shouldā€”.ā€
ā€œā€”take our clothes off?ā€ you finish his sentence, smiling darkly at him. ā€œi mean, itā€™s a little early, but i agree.ā€
ā€œthatā€™s not what iā€”.ā€
ā€œā€”was going to say?ā€ you guess his words, cutting him off again. ā€œlook at us finishing each otherā€™sā€¦ā€ you trail off, looking at him expectantly. he sends you a deadpanned glance. ā€œthis is the part where you say ā€˜sentences.ā€™ i think iā€™m better at this game than you are.ā€
he takes a long sip from the bottle before he looks at you. ā€œcan you be serious for a second?ā€ he asks.
you scoff and take the bottle from his hands. ā€œi donā€™t come to you like this to be serious, logan,ā€ you say, putting the whiskey to your lips again.
ā€œwhy do you come to me at all?ā€ he asks quietly and gruffly.
you take another sip and place the bottle on the floor, scooting closer to him. ā€œbecause youā€™re hot,ā€ you say in a sultry voice, putting a hand on his thigh and slowly dragging it up, ā€œand you call me ā€˜princessā€™ and ā€˜darlingā€™,ā€ you continue, reaching for his belt buckle. he doesnā€™t do anything to stop you, ā€œand your hands.ā€ you push the buckle out the way and unbutton his pants, dragging down the zipper slowly. ā€œand your tongue.ā€ you reach your hand into his pants. ā€œand this.ā€
he breathes heavily, completely lost in the euphoria that is you.
he forces himself to snap out of him and shakes his head. he pushes your hand away and stands up, taking a few steps away.
ā€œwhatā€™s wrong?ā€ you ask him, grabbing the bottle and standing also. ā€œdo you need some more?ā€ you ask, holding the drink out for him, confusion written all over your face.
he holds his hands out in front of him as if to deny the offer. ā€œitā€™sā€¦,ā€ he trails off, pushing a deep breath through his nose.
your shoulders drop along your face. you tilt your head in disbelief. ā€œoh, my fuck. they told you,ā€ you conclude. you turn around and sit back down on the bed. he stays silent, just looking at you. ā€œokay, so what now? you donā€™t want me anymore ā€˜cause iā€™m used up?ā€ you ask, slurring your words a little.
ā€œno,ā€ he denies without hesitation.
your sober personality is back even though youā€™re still drinking the whiskey like youā€™ve been in the dry desert for weeks without water.
ā€œthen what is it, logan? you donā€™t wanna do this ā€˜cause my hair isnā€™t blood red?ā€ you ask next, raising your brow and looking at him expectantly.
his face contorts. ā€œwhatā€™re you talking about?ā€ he asks gruffly.
you chuckle at him. ā€œiā€™m not a fucking idiot, old man. i know you want jean so bad, but she doesnā€™t want you so i'm second choiceā€ you say, then you shrug with one shoulder. ā€œiā€™dā€™a gone with ororo, to be honest. have you seen her? iā€™d show her a good time,ā€ you add.
ā€œthatā€™s not what this is,ā€ he tells you, taking a step forward but not within arm's length of you.
ā€œthen what is it? just fucking tell me,ā€ you say loudly, the room lights up as the moon shines brighter. ā€œdā€™you want me to tell you ā€˜bout how i was a good, little daddyā€™s girl until i almost blinded my brother when i first got my powers? how about how my dad gave me away like he didnā€™t love me? dā€™you want me to cry in your arms about how i was passed around by mean men like a blunt when i was 14? why do you think i can only let you fuck me when iā€™m drunk?ā€ you ask him sarcastically, but your voice breaks on your last words. you let out an unsteady breath. logan watches you cautiously, unsure of what to do. ā€œis that what you want, logan?! you wanna be the big, strong man here?!ā€ you ask him, crying now as you yell at the man in front of you.
your body slumps forward as you let the tears drop from your eyes, and you grip the bottle in your hands like a lifeline. you feel the bed dip beside you and the bottle pulled from your hands. you move your hands to your face, trying to pull yourself together.
you feel his big arms envelope you and pull you into his chest. thatā€™s when the waterworks really break out.
loganā€™s never been to best with tears. he hasnā€™t had to deal with them too much, but his first instinct was to hold you as close as you would let him. he hates to see you like this. in all honesty, he wants to hunt down every man that ever put a finger on you and rip them to shreds. but, for now, heā€™ll hold you. as long as you would let him.
you wake up with araging headache. youā€™re hot, burning up, actually. you kick the blankets from your legs and turn over in the arms of the incredibly attractive man in bed next to you. you look at his sleeping face and sigh.
this is the part where you leave, but this time, you just snuggle into his chest and fall back asleep.
logan wakes up later than he usually does after nights like the last one. itā€™s normally the sound of the door closing wakes him up. but, this time, he sees your cute face smushed against his pec. he doesnā€™t fight the smile on his face.
you stir quickly after he wakes up. you rub your eyes and look around the room, then to logan. ā€œiā€™m gonna puke,ā€ you tell him, the remnants of the smile fall from his face. you pull away from him as your face blanches. ā€œseriously,ā€ you add and sit up quickly.
he reaches for the trash can beside his bed and holds it in front of you just in time. he holds your hair back with a look of absolute disgust while you clutch the bin close to your face and your body jerks with each gag.
once you're done, you wipe your mouth with the bottom of your shirt. you groan loudly and stand up from the bed. ā€œiā€™m gonna take this with me,ā€ you tell him, holding the can in your arms and moving toward the door.
ā€œkeep it,ā€ he remarks, his lip curled up.
monday morning rolls around quicker than anybody wants. you walk into the kitchen and grab your mug, pouring coffee and looking around at others in the kitchen.
theyā€™re talking amongst themselves, mentions of grading papers and some stupid answer a kid put as their answer on an assignment.
you just listen and sip your coffee peacefully. that is, until logan walks in. you move from in front of the coffee pot for him to get some. he nods in thanks as he joins your side.
ā€œthis coffee is awful,ā€ you comment, pouring it out in the sink next to you. he chuckles at your comment but doesnā€™t say anything. ā€œscott, did you make the coffee this morning?ā€ you ask him. the three look over to you, almost as if they didnā€™t see you come in.
ā€œyeah,ā€ he answers.
ā€œdonā€™t do it again,ā€ you tell him, filling the mug with water and leaving the kitchen.
as you watch a group of students take a test, you see logan walk back in his jacket he usually only wears when leaving campus.
ā€œhey,ā€ you call out. all the students look up at you. ā€œkeep taking your tests. iā€™m going to the hallway for a second,ā€ you tell them and move into the hallway. ā€œlogan,ā€ you call and he turns around, walking back toward you. ā€œwhere are you going?ā€
ā€œto pick up some more cigars,ā€ he answers, gesturing over his shoulder.
ā€œwill you pick me up a pack of cigarettes?ā€ you ask him, reaching into your pocket for some money.
his brow furrows. ā€œyou smoke?ā€ he asks.
ā€œsometimes, yeah,ā€ you reply, handing him $20.
he shakes his head. ā€œiā€™ll cover it,ā€ he answers.
ā€œthanks,ā€ you reply, placing a hand on his forearm before returning to your classroom.
he looks down to his arm and blinks. thatā€™s new.
ā€œbrad, i know youā€™re not talking during a test. are you begging for a failing grade?ā€ he hears you say before he turns back toward the front door of the mansion.
logan returns a while later, after the school day is over and the students are training. he finds you in your classroom, grading papers.
ā€œhey,ā€ he greets. you look up at him.
ā€œhey,ā€ you return, eyes dancing all over his body.
ā€œthese are for you,ā€ he says, holding out the page of cigarettes.
ā€œright, thanks,ā€ you say and reach for them, your fingers brushing his as you grab them.
ā€œā€˜you need any help?ā€ he asks, looking at the papers before you.
ā€œdo you know anything about math?ā€ you ask him, pursing your lips.
ā€œuh, no,ā€ he answers, shaking his head. ā€œdonā€™t you have an answer key or something?ā€
ā€œi have to check their work to make sure they didnā€™t just get the answer from the person beside them,ā€ you reply, looking back down to the papers. ā€œsome of these kids are dumbasses.ā€
he chuckles. ā€œno kid wants to do math,ā€ he comments.
ā€œhow would you know? werenā€™t you born before there were schools?ā€ you ask him without looking up. thereā€™s a beat of silence before you eventually glance up at him. ā€œwas that insensitive?ā€ you ask instead.
he just shrugs. ā€œiā€™m not that old,ā€ he says, sitting in the desk in front of yours.
ā€œsure,ā€ you respond and go back to grading.
the two of you sit in without a word as you grade, and he watches you in complete admiration. after a while, he stands up and walks toward the door.
ā€œyouā€™re leaving?ā€ you question.
ā€œā€˜didnā€™t think you wanted your room smelling like cigars,ā€ he replies.
ā€œiā€™ll join you,ā€ you say, grabbing the pack he bought you and putting the tests in a drawer. he doesnā€™t object and you two walk outside, to a bench in the gardens, away from the students.
the two of you sit in silence as you inhale smoke and slowly release it from your lungs.
ā€œiā€™ve never seen you smoke before,ā€ he comments after a while.
ā€œi only smoke when i give up drinking, i only drink when i give up smoking,ā€ you answer, tossing the burnt cigarette onto the ground and stepping on it, then picking another one from the pack.
you pick up your lighter and flick it a few times but it wonā€™t light. you put your head and lighter inside your shirt to block the wind, trying again and failing again.
ā€œmotherfucker,ā€ you mutter as you try to cover the lighter.
ā€œhere,ā€ he offers his lighter with the fire shining brightly above it. with the cigarette between your lips, lean toward the lighter, looking up into his eyes as you do. he meets your eyes and clears his throat, closing the flame into the top of the lighter and shifting his eyes to the cigar between his fingers. you let a small smile rest on your face afterward.
ā€œso youā€™re not drinking anymore?ā€ he asks you.
ā€œfigured i should go on a sobriety cleanse for a bit,ā€ you reply, ā€œā€˜tā€™s probably for the best.ā€
ā€œprobably,ā€ he adds and silence takes over again.
he glances over at her for a second and he sees you bite at the skin of your bottom lip the way you always do when youā€™re thinking, contemplating. heā€™s tempted to ask whatā€™s on your mind but before he can break the silence, you let out a hard sigh.
ā€œi donā€™t apologize for things,ā€ you begin and pause, biting at your lip again.
ā€œokayā€¦?ā€
ā€œi donā€™t apologize for my actions or words because i stand by every decision i make,ā€ you continue and pause again. heā€™s looking at you and youā€™re looking directly ahead of you. ā€œiā€™m not good at apologizing,ā€ you sigh again, ā€œbut iā€™mā€¦sorry for some of the things i said the other night. thereā€™s no excuse. i apologize. take that how you will.ā€
ā€œyou donā€™t have to apologize,ā€ he replies.
you huff. ā€œso i just said all that for nothing? you could at least accept the damn apology,ā€ she snaps at him then rubs the crease between her eyebrows out.
ā€œyou called me an old man. i donā€™t know if i want to accept your apology,ā€ he teases with a crooked smile. you send him a look that turns into a hint of a smile before turning your head away.
ā€œi need to get back to grading those tests. iā€™ll see you later, logan.ā€ you stomp out another cigarette and stand up from the bench.
ā€œsee ya, sweetheart,ā€ he says lowly but you still hear it.
as you look over tests, ororo enters your classroom. ā€œooh, whatā€™s got you all smiley?ā€ she asks as she strolls in.
the previous smile you didnā€™t even realize you were wearing falls when you look up at the mutant. ā€œhuh?ā€
ā€œdonā€™t try to deny it. i saw that smile,ā€ she says teasingly. you just roll your eyes lightheartedly. ororoā€™s brow furrows as she sniffs the air. ā€œare you smoking again?ā€
ā€œyeah, i quit drinking,ā€ you answer, ā€œwhatā€™s up?ā€
ā€œi was coming in here to ask you if you wanted to go out with the rest of us friday night. weā€™re planning on going that bar we always go to,ā€ she says, ā€œbut if youā€™re not drinking, i donā€™t wanna make you go.ā€
ā€œyeah, no. thatā€™s okay,ā€ you decline the offer.
ā€œalright, if you change your mind, youā€™re welcome to join us. sober or not,ā€ she adds before leaving out.
the week drags on painfully slow. itā€™s a week of tests and starting new units in all your classes and you really just want to bang your head against a wall and tell the kids class is canceled.
by the end of it, you actually do want to join your colleagues in going out to that bar in town that they love so much. you offer to be the designated driver, not trusting anyone but yourself to drive you anywhere.
ā€œare you going with us to the bar?ā€ you ask logan as he rummages around the cabinets for something to eat.
ā€œno,ā€ he answers, opening the fridge, ā€œare you?ā€
ā€œyeah, iā€™m driving,ā€ you tell him. thereā€™s a beat of silence before you add, ā€œyou should come.ā€
he turns toward you at your words with a crooked smile. ā€œoh yeah?ā€ he questions, ā€œwhy? ā€˜you want me there?ā€
you scoff with no heat behind it. ā€œi was just trying to be nice,ā€ you say.
ā€œyou? nice?ā€ he asks, raising his eyebrows in disbelief.
ā€œwhat? you donā€™t think iā€™m nice?ā€ you ask him defensively, crossing your arms.
ā€œno,ā€ he replies, not skipping a beat.
ā€œiā€™m very nice,ā€ you counter.
ā€œno, youā€™re not,ā€ he denies again, also crossing his arms.
in his white beater, crossing his arms makes his arms flex and you canā€™t help but let your eyes wander to the veins of his biceps.
ā€œyou have nice hair. there, nice,ā€ you compliment, then add right after, ā€œyouā€™re not balding or anything, which is quite common for men your age.ā€
ā€œyouā€™re not good at this,ā€ he tells you, looking at your plate to see what you're eating.
ā€œdo you want some?ā€ you ask him. you hold your plate across the counter for him to pick off of. he grabs one of your chips and eats it.
ā€œthanks,ā€ he mutters.
ā€œlook at me being nice,ā€ you comment and he chuckles deeply.
ā€œshut up,ā€ he returns playfully.
the five of you go to the bar that night, logan joining at your request. he sits at the bar, ordering drink after drink and scanning the bar every so often to make sure youā€™re alright.
you spend most of your time at ororoā€™s side. before long, youā€™re accompanied by a couple of men. you and ororo share side-eyes as they continue to tell stupid jokes. ororo excuses the both of you to go to the bathroom only to move next to logan at the bar.
ā€œhaving fun?ā€ he asks sarcastically, looking at you then glancing to ororo.
ā€œthey couldā€™ve at least been funny, but they werenā€™t. there terribly unfunny,ā€ you tell him, sitting next to him on a barstool and ororo laughs.
ā€œyeah, that was awful,ā€ she comments and sips her drink. ā€œoh, i see jean and scott. iā€™ll be back later.ā€ she leaves the two of you. you order a club soda and turn to logan, who is hunched over his drink.
ā€œyou have really bad posture,ā€ you tell him as the bartender hands you your drink. he just shrugs and refills his glass with the bottle the bartender left in front of him. you dig your finger into his spine and he straightens up, looking at you wildly.
ā€œwhy?ā€ is all he asks.
ā€œitā€™ll help you look more presentable. youā€™re not looking for anybody tonight?ā€ you ask and glance around the bar for women.
ā€œno, iā€™m not,ā€ he answers and slumps back down. you dig your finger into his back again and he looks down at you. ā€œstop,ā€ he says seriously.
ā€œoh, whatā€™re you gonna do? stab me?ā€ she asks him challengingly. he looks back down to his drink and shakes his head dismissively. ā€œoh, come on. youā€™re good-looking, youā€™re good in bed, youā€™ve got this hot, animalistic thing going on. why not look for somebody?ā€
ā€œā€˜cause i donā€™t want anybody,ā€ he answers. ā€œdid you say iā€™m good in bed?ā€
ā€œwell, yeah,ā€ you confirm with a one-shouldered shrug.
he stares at you for a beat. this is the first time youā€™ve ever mentioned it before. you donā€™t talk about the things you two have done. ever.
ā€œi would know,ā€ you add after he stays quiet.
ā€œyou would know what?ā€ ororo asks as she rejoins you, along with scott and jean. they all stand directly behind the man, looking at you expectantly. loganā€™s waiting for you to make up a lie.
ā€œthat loganā€™s good in bed,ā€ you answer, gesturing to the man next to you. his eyebrows raise and he looks directly in front of him, a smirk playing on his lips as he drinks down all of whatā€™s left in his glass and refills it again. you surprise him more and more every day.
ā€œheā€™s what?ā€ ororo questions, shock written all over her.
you roll your eyes. ā€œyou donā€™t have to do the clueless bit. jean reads minds and i know sheā€™s told you two,ā€ you state, pointing between ororo and scott.
ā€œwhat? i havenā€™tā€”i didnā€™tā€”,ā€ jean stutters over her words, laughing through them.
ā€œliar,ā€ you clock it in a high-pitched tone, sipping your drink. ā€œiā€™ve heard you talk about it before. iā€™m just surprised you havenā€™t mentioned it yet.ā€
the three of them exchange glances. ā€œokay, yeah, we knew. we thought you would deny it anyway so we didnā€™t bring it up,ā€ ororo admits.
logan stays silent, drinking like heā€™s been thirsting for days. why are you doing this? ā€œsoā€¦you two areā€¦,ā€ scott trails off. you shrug as your answer. ā€œhmm.ā€
ā€œhey, sweetheart, you never came back,ā€ the guy from early comes up behind you and wraps an around your shoulders. you tense up at the feeling.
you remove his hand from you. ā€œdonā€™t touch me, and donā€™t call me sweetheart,ā€ you tell him. he laughs and looks at your colleagues.
ā€œwhy not? looks like everybodyā€™s got a matchup here but you. let me help you fix that,ā€ he says and runs the knuckles of his finger across your collarbone. he points at scott and jean, then logan and ororo. ā€œi can make you feel good,ā€ he whispers in your ear.
ā€œseriously, donā€™t touch me,ā€ you tell him firmly, pushing his hand off your shoulder and shifting your seat away from him.
logan doesnā€™t watch the encounter but heā€™s squeezing the glass in his hand so hard itā€™s about to shatter. he feels the red-hot rage crawl up his neck as he does every time he encounters some asshole in a bar.
ā€œdonā€™t be like that, sweetheart,ā€ the man continues and reaches for the strap over your shoulder. chills cover your arms and legs and a shiver runs down your spine. you grab his hand roughly and shove it away from you.
ā€œtouch me again and iā€™m gonna break your fucking nose,ā€ you tell him.
ā€œooh, i got a feisty one,ā€ he comments to the rest of your group, laughing. ā€œi like that.ā€
scott takes a step forward. ā€œyou need to lay off, man,ā€ he tells him, trying to keep this civil and contained.
the man only laughs harder. ā€œwhat are you gonna do, glasses?ā€ he asks him and slings his arm over your shoulders. ā€œcome on, baby, letā€™s get out of here. i got a real nice spot for you in my bed.ā€
ā€œshe already told you not to touch her, bub,ā€ logan chimes in, still looking straight ahead and not sparing the boy a glance. thereā€™s a tightness in his shoulders as he uses all his self control to stay in his seat.
ā€œwoah, tell your bodyguards to stand down,ā€ he says to you but your only response is to rear back and deck him directly in the nose.
he stumbles back, holding his nose as blood drips into his hand. ā€œyou dumb bitchā€”,ā€ he lunges toward you but logan whips around and grabs him by the front of his shirt, shoving him up against a wall.
ā€œwhatā€™d you say?ā€ the mutant asks him lowly, a growl deep in his throat.
ā€œhey, take it outside!ā€ the bartender yells at the man.
ā€œwhy donā€™t we do that? you wanna take it outside?ā€ logan asks the scared man in his grasp, shoving him harder into the wall.
ā€œlogan, letā€™s go,ā€ ororo tells him as she walks with you toward the door. he doesnā€™t move. ā€œlogan!ā€
he drops his hold on the man and turns his back to him. he doesnā€™t even take a step before the dumbass says, ā€œyeah, listen to your bitch.ā€
logan turns back around and absolutely socks him in the jaw. the man falls to the ground. logan walks after his friends, rolling his shoulders.
when logan gets out to the car, he sees you in the driver's seat, holding your hand closely to his body. he sits in the passenger seat and looks at you.
ā€œare you okay?ā€ he asks you carefully.
ā€œdid you kill him?ā€ you ask him flatly without meeting his gaze, and he shakes his head. ā€œyou shouldā€™ve,ā€ you say coldly and start the engine, driving out of the parking lot and back to the mansion as quickly as possible.
when you arrive, logan accompanies you to the lab for jean to look at your hand. he wasnā€™t going to say anything but watching you cradle your hand makes him change his mind. ā€œare you alright?ā€ he asks you.
ā€œfine,ā€ you reply sharply, clenching your jaw tightly. he watches you bite at your lip.
ā€œspeak your mind,ā€ he tells you, just outside the hidden elevator. you just shake your head at him. ā€œif you donā€™t, youā€™ll take it out on jean.ā€
ā€œwhy canā€™t i just do that?ā€ you ask lowly.
ā€œā€˜cause she doesnā€™t deserve it,ā€ he reasons.
you take a deep, frustrated breath. ā€œwhat happened tonight was stupid,ā€ you say, ā€œdumb fucking men thinking they can get whatever they want whenever they want. now my hand might be broken because i couldnā€™tā€”,ā€ you cut yourself off and take another deep breath to steady yourself. ā€œiā€™m done talking about this,ā€ you say and open the door to the hidden elevator.
he blocks your path. ā€œno, youā€™re not,ā€ he says and waits for you to continue. thatā€™s when the dam really breaks and you last out at him.
ā€œitā€™s stupid. all of this is fucking stupid. i couldā€™ve handled myself back there. i didnā€™t need you to step up and be my big, strong savior,ā€ you tell him angrily, voice rising.
ā€œi know,ā€ he returns.
youā€™re shouting now, ā€œthen why couldnā€™t you just let me do it? i couldā€™ve stopped him. iā€™m stronger now. i know how to fight now. i donā€™t need anybody to save me. i can save myself. i donā€™t need you. i donā€™t need any of you.ā€ your voice cracks as the anger starts to shift into the feelings you hate to feel. ā€œiā€™m not gonna let anyone take advantage of me ever again. and iā€™ll break every bone in my body before i let some drunk narcissistic man ever put his hands on me again,ā€ you say your peace and breathe heavily and unsteadily.
thereā€™s a long pause, the weight of your words hanging between you. logan doesnā€™t interrupt, giving you the floor to get it all out.
ā€œi know,ā€ he repeats himself deeply, ā€œbut you shouldn't have to.ā€
you feel that familiar ache in the back of your throat as tears threaten to spill out. you squeeze your eyes shut tightly, pushing all the emotions back down. ā€œmy hand really hurts,ā€ you tell him quietly, not trusting your voice. he puts his hand gently on your back and leads you into the elevator then into the lab.
by the time youā€™re in front of jean, youā€™ve pulled yourself together and let her examine your hand. you did break your hand. she wraps it up for you and sends you to your room with some pain meds.
logan doesnā€™t leave your side until youā€™re at your bedroom door. ā€œi donā€™t want you to come inside,ā€ you tell him quietly. he stays silent. ā€œitā€™s just that youā€™ve never seen my room before and this is mostly where i use my abilities and itā€™s messy right now andā€”.ā€
ā€œā€˜tā€™s fine,ā€ he interrupts your rambling. ā€œi donā€™t have to come inside.ā€
ā€œright,ā€ you mumble, hand gripping the doorknob. ā€œgood night.ā€
ā€œā€˜night.ā€ he doesnā€™t make his way to his room until you slip into yours, locking the door behind you.
the next mid-morning, logan walks into the kitchen to see jean scolding you like a child. heā€™s surprised youā€™re just sitting there and taking it without a word.
ā€œiā€™m serious,ā€ jean says, finishing her tongue lashing.
ā€œi know,ā€ you mumble before jean offers logan a soft ā€˜good morningā€™ as she leaves.
ā€œwhat was that about?ā€ he asks you, moving over to the table where you sit with paper spread in front of you.
ā€œi need to grade these papers but my hand is broken and dr grey told me it would only cause more damage,ā€ you explain, sighing heavily and holding the pen in your healthy hand.
ā€œlet me help,ā€ he says, snatching the pen from your fingers and the paper from in front of you. the numbers on the sheet are all greek to him. he doesnā€™t know what the hell heā€™s looking at.
ā€œyou canā€™t,ā€ you tell him, pulling the paper from his hands. ā€œyou donā€™t know how to do it.ā€
ā€œthen tell me,ā€ he offers, moving his chair next to yours. ā€œtell me whatā€™s wrong and iā€™ll write it down.ā€
you shake your head a few times before giving in. ā€œfine,ā€ you cave and look over the studentā€™s work. you place the page in front of the man and point a certain part of a problem. ā€œokay, so he shouldā€™ve foilā€™d here but he didnā€™t so the rest of the work is wrong. put a line through it and write ā€˜foilā€™,ā€ you instruct him and he follows your orders.
ā€œlike that?ā€ he asks, showing you. you nod in approval.
ā€œyour handwriting actually isnā€™t that bad. i was expecting a lot worse,ā€ you comment, leaning into him as you look over the next problem. ā€œthat oneā€™s right, so put a check,ā€ you tell him and he follows.
the process continues on. every time thereā€™s a gap of silence as you examine the math that he would never even try to understand, he watches you in complete admiration. there are practically hearts in his eyes while the gears turn in your brain.
as the next few days progress, you and logan spend more time together than you ever have. whether heā€™s in your classroom during your free period or you watch whatever movieā€™s on tv together on the couch, if someoneā€™s looking for logan, youā€™re right beside him and vice versa.
of course, the others have taken notice of it. itā€™s new and after you confirmed you had been sleeping together, they draw their own conclusions about the two of you.
ā€œā€˜yā€™know what i would like to see?ā€ you prompt logan as you watch a show with a lumberjack in it.
ā€œwhatā€™s that, darlinā€™?ā€ he asks, not taking his eyes off the screen.
ā€œyou chop wood,ā€ you tell him, looking up at him from your spot under his arm.
ā€œchop wood?ā€ he questions.
ā€œyeah, like, axe, wood, outside, shirtless, sweaty, and muscly, chopping wood,ā€ you tell him, ā€œlumberjack style.ā€
ā€œlumberjā€”.ā€
ā€œwith the cigar,ā€ you add excitedly, cutting him off. ā€œmaybe add in a little dehydration too.ā€
ā€œi think youā€™re drooling a little bit,ā€ he tells you, pointing at your mouth as a lazy smile rests on his face.
ā€œprobably, thatā€™s hot,ā€ you tell him, looking back at the screen.
as the credits roll, logan looks down to see you sound asleep with your head resting on his chest. he carefully picks you up in his arms and carries you to your room.
he opens the door and pauses his movements, eyes dancing across your room. there are no personal touches on the walls or shelves. it looks exactly like his did when he first got to the mansion. well, except for one obvious difference.
your room looks completely dilapidated, like an abandoned home that the sun and time have destroyed. the dark color of the wooden floors and furniture has faded, every surface dry and brittle. in some parts, mostly near the window, the wood is completely bleached of its color.
he lays you in your bed and covers you up, taking in the room once more before he leaves.
ā€œwhy donā€™t you have another name like everyone else?ā€ he asks as you sit next to him on the bench where you now regularly take your smoke breaks on.
ā€œlike a last name? i do have one,ā€ you answer, flicking the butt of your cigarette onto the pavement.
ā€œscott has cyclops, marieā€™s got rogue,ā€ he elaborates, glancing over at you. youā€™re sitting right beside him, his arm thrown over the back of the bench in a way that your head rests on it.
ā€œi donā€™t know. i guess i never understood why i have to change my name just because iā€™m a mutant. i am who i am, human or mutant,ā€ you answer, messing with a loose thread on your pants. ā€œplus, seeing the way you made fun of the others when you first got here for their namesā€”iā€™d never even try to think of one now,ā€ you tell him, making him chuckle. you smile proudly at making him laugh. ā€œyou looked so cute when you first got here.ā€
ā€œare you saying iā€™m not cute anymore?ā€ he asks in mock offense, looking at you sideways.
ā€œi mean, when i first saw you, you had that big jacket on and you were so clueless. a little less muscle too,ā€ you recount, poking his toned stomach to which he curls to the side. your jaw drops. ā€œare you ticklish?ā€ you ask him, a smile growing on your face.
ā€œno,ā€ he replies sharply and gruffly, straightening his posture.
ā€œoh, my fuck. you so are ticklish,ā€ you accuse and dig your fingers into his ribs, attempting to tickle him.
a deep laugh leaves him, and he grabs your hand in his, his facial expression dropping quickly. ā€œstop,ā€ he tells you in warning. you just laugh in his face, reaching toward him with your other hand, cigarette still between your fingers. he grabs your other hand before you touch him, cigar between his fingers. ā€œno,ā€ he denies you.
you look toward the mansion and see the sun reflecting off a window. you bend the light so itā€™s shining directly in his eyes, almost burning them. he shuts his eyes tightly and brings one of his hands up to his face. as quickly as you can, you reach back into his side.
he quickly stands up and looks down at you. ā€œenough,ā€ he says and points a finger in your face.
you stand up also, but youā€™re shorter than him so heā€™s still looking down at you. you decide to stand on the bench, now a little taller than he is. you donā€™t say anything, just look down on him with a straight face.
logan canā€™t help the smile that breaks his scowl. ā€œyouā€™re an idiot,ā€ he tells you, raising his eyebrows at you.
you mimic his gesture then flick the cigarette butt onto the ground. ā€œyou are cute, wolvie,ā€ you say and ruffle his hair. ā€œi get the whole towering over people know. this is a power trip for sure,ā€ you comment.
ā€œoh, really?ā€ he questions and puts the cigar between his lips. he grabs you around your waist and throws you over his shoulder like youā€™re as light as a feather.
you let out a surprised squeal as he walks away from your bench with you in his hold. ā€œput me down. bad boy, bad dog,ā€ you chastise him hitting his lower back. he doesnā€™t listen so you just hang over his shoulder as he drags you into the mansion.
you grab his ass abruptly and he stops in his tracks. he places you on the floor and tilts his head as he looks into your eyes, taking the cigar from his mouth. ā€œā€˜bad dogā€™?ā€
ā€œyeah, wolverine,ā€ you say, gesturing to him.
ā€œa wolverineā€™s not a dog,ā€ he tells you, smiling down at you.
your brow furrows. ā€œyeah, itā€™s like a small wolf, right?ā€ you wonder and feel like an idiot when he laughs at you.
ā€œno,ā€ he answers, shaking his head.
ā€œliar,ā€ you accuse.
he tells you, ā€œgo to the zoo. thereā€™s some there.ā€
you look up at him in disbelief. ā€œyouā€™re fucking with me,ā€ she states and he shakes his head in complete amusement. ā€œif youā€™re lying to me, iā€™llā€”.ā€
ā€œwhat? try to blind me again?ā€ he asks, cutting you off.
ā€œmaybe i will,ā€ you challenge, crossing your arms.
he pauses for a moment, considering. ā€œmaybe i want you to,ā€ he says and his tone drops, like, two octaves when he says it.
youā€™re suddenly aware of how close the two of you are, how his hands gripped your waist just a moment before, how effortlessly he carried you. the playful atmosphere shifts and you feel heat creep up your neck and across your cheeks. you donā€™t blush, especially not around him.
ā€œlogan,ā€ is all you say softly. he notices the change in tone. he notices everything about you, every detail, every flaw, every perfection.
for a moment, neither of you speak. the air between you is charged. your eyes travel all over his face. he really is such an attractive guy. and when you peel back the tough guy layer, heā€™s a sweetheart.
ā€œthanks for the ride,ā€ you say lightly, trying to break the tension.
he nods, gaze still locked on you. ā€œanytime,ā€ he remarks, his voice rougher than it was a moment before.
you both stand there for a few more seconds, not really sure where to go from here. his eyes shift from yours to your lip as you chew on it. his jaw tightens and he looks away from you, taking a step back to give you some space.
your heart pounds against your chest unfamiliarly. everything about this feels so new to you.
ā€œsee you around, pup,ā€ you say, your voice back to its teasing tone.
ā€œyeah,ā€ he adds, watching as you turn away and walk back toward the mansion.
more days pass and you spend more time with logan. he notices that you make fun of him more, teasing him for small stuff.
itā€™s only when heā€™s in the laundry room that ororo catches him alone. ā€œhey, logan,ā€ she greets. he mumbles something of the same. ā€œsoā€¦you look pretty cozy with a certain mutant.ā€
ā€œhuh?ā€
ā€œyou know what iā€™m talking about,ā€ she says, leaning against a washing machine.
ā€œitā€™s nothing,ā€ he tells her, starting the machine he threw his clothes into haphazardly.
ā€œā€˜doesnā€™t look like nothing,ā€ she returns.
ā€œleave it alone,ā€ he grumbles, turning to leave the room.
ororo steps in front of him, placing a hand on his chest. ā€œplease, donā€™t hurt her, logan,ā€ she requests.
ā€œshe doesnā€™t want me the way you think,ā€ he tells her.
ā€œyou canā€™t seriously believe that,ā€ she says, looking back and forth between his eyes.
at that very moment, you turn the corner and your eyes widen. you ignore the sting in your chest as you let out a loud ā€œwoah.ā€ ororo quickly turns around and takes a step away from logan. ā€œi didnā€™t mean to interrupt,ā€ you tell them with your hands up in surrender, but that was exactly your intention when you spoke up.
ā€œyou werenā€™t interrupting anything,ā€ logan tells you, watching you move past him to grab a laundry basket.
ā€œiā€™m not judging,ā€ you reply, walking back to the door. you turn back last second and look at ororo. ā€œhey, if he asks you to wear a red wig, say no,ā€ you tell her with a wink before leaving.
ā€œi neverā€”,ā€ logan cuts himself off, shutting his eyes and shaking his head. ā€œi never did that,ā€ he says to her.
ā€œGod, i hope not. what the hell,ā€ she remarks, shoving his arm. ā€œshe was jealous. you need to go tell her nothing happened.ā€ he sighs deeply and takes a step forward. ā€œā€˜you really still think she doesnā€™t want you?ā€
he doesnā€™t reply and follows after you. youā€™re walking as quickly as you can up the stairs when he catches up to you. ā€œhey,ā€ he calls after you.
ā€œdonā€™t worry, buddy. secretā€™s safe with me,ā€ you tell him, picking up your pace as you reach the top of the stairs but he keeps in step with you.
ā€œthereā€™s not a secret. we were just talking,ā€ he says.
you place a hand on your bedroom doorknob. ā€œreally, you donā€™t have to defend yourself to me,ā€ you say and open your door, slipping inside. before you can shut it, logan stops the door with his hand. you look at him through the crack in the door, pushing your lips into a thin line. ā€œuhmā€¦ā€
ā€œthereā€™s nothing going on between me and storm,ā€ he tells you.
ā€œiā€™m not gonna tell anybody,ā€ you return, frustration rising in your tone. you push against the door but your strength is in no way comparable to his.
ā€œiā€™m serious,ā€ he tries again, almost pleading. ā€œi donā€™t want her, i wantā€”.ā€
ā€œjean? look at that, finishing each otherā€™s sentences again,ā€ you cut him off with a false laugh.
ā€œcome on, darlinā€˜,ā€ he says, tilting his head to the side.
you groan. ā€œi just thoughtā€”,ā€ you stop yourself, sighing. ā€œit doesnā€™t matter what i thought.ā€
ā€œit does matter,ā€ he tells you, pushing the door a little wider. you move into the space between the doorway and the door, trying to block his view into the room. ā€œtell me,ā€ he encourages, getting closer to you.
ā€œi thought you werenā€™t a whore,ā€ you retort, giving him a hardened look.
ā€œthatā€™s not what you were gonna say,ā€ he states lowly, looking deeply into your eyes. ā€œwhat was it?ā€ you pull your bottom lip between your teeth, biting into the skin. he reaches his hand to your jaw, his thumb pulling the lip from between your teeth. ā€œdonā€™t do that. you know it drives me crazy.ā€
ā€œi thought maybe you wanted me for more than sex,ā€ you admit, feeling embarrassed as the words slip out. you clench your jaw, preparing for the rejection. a smirk slide onto his face and you drop your head. ā€œokay, bye.ā€
you move back and push against the door again, but this time he pushes the door all the way open. your eyes widen as he takes a long stride toward you and pulls you back to him by the back of your neck. he presses his lips against yours feverishly to which you obviously reciprocate.
he pulls away and rests his forehead against yourself, breathing heavily. ā€œi want you in every way possible, sweetheart,ā€ he says.
you swallow thickly, putting a hand on his chest and pushing him away. ā€œyou donā€™t want me,ā€ you tell him. he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you back into him, your chest pushing against his.
ā€œi do,ā€ he counters.
ā€œyou donā€™t,ā€ you respond.
thereā€™s a beat of silence. ā€œi do,ā€ he says again. you just look up into his eyes. ā€œi want you. iā€™m not the best person for you, i know that. iā€™m older and unhappy and i probably canā€™t be there for you emotionally,ā€ he lists then shakes his head at you, looking at you like you make the world go round. ā€œbut i want you, i want every part of youā€”the good, the bad, the hot and sexy, and the rude and snappy. everything.ā€
youā€™re quiet. you donā€™t know what to say, what is there to even say? in your head, heā€™s always wanted jean and you were just a place filler. youā€™ve been under the impression that you caught feelings and he didnā€™t reciprocate them at all. maybe youā€™re wrong just this once.
ā€œi want you too,ā€ you tell him in a whisper. he watches your brow furrow as you look away from his eyes. his face falls. ā€œbutā€”.ā€
ā€œno ā€˜but.ā€™ donā€™t say ā€˜butā€™,ā€ he begs, loosening his grip on your waist.
ā€œlogan, i can live with you not being there for me emotionally, but i donā€™t know if you can live with me not being for you sexually,ā€ you tell him. dread takes over your body. this beautiful, morally grey, perfect-for-you man is in the palm of your hand and youā€™re letting him slip through your fingers.
her visible confusion deepens. ā€œyouā€™ve been perfect for the past few months,ā€ he tells you, misinterpreting your words as insecurity.
you shake your head. ā€œi meant it when i said i canā€™t fuck you sober,ā€ you tell him slowly, avoiding his gaze completely. you feel his hands move from his loosened grip to a hover over your hips. you canā€™t read his mind like you usually can. logan wears his thoughts on his face, perfectly readable when heā€™s mad or happy or just his normal grumpy. but now, itā€™s like trying to read a book in a language you didnā€™t know existed. ā€œiā€™m sorry,ā€ you add when his silence becomes too much.
ā€œi donā€™t care,ā€ he tells you as soon as you finish the last syllable.
ā€œyou know i donā€™t apologize for shit and you donā€™t care that iā€™m sorry?ā€ you ask him. you go to push him off again but he pulls you back in, this time wrapping his around your neck, smothering your face in his burly chest.
ā€œi donā€™t care about sex,ā€ he tells you as he rests his head atop yours. you return the embrace and hold him around his ribs. ā€œi donā€™t care if you never touch me again. i love you.ā€ your eyes widen and he feels your body tense up. he chuckles, pulling away and smiling at you. ā€œtoo soon?ā€
ā€œa little,ā€ you tell him, nodding. you then smile back at him.
ā€”ā€”ā€”
a/n: i havenā€™t written in a long time . pls donā€™t rip me up if u hate thisšŸ™
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thesirencult Ā· 7 months ago
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How Does Your Crush See You
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PILE 1
Your crush sees you as someone giving, forgiving, abundant and grounded. They might find you "too practical" at times, as you are someone who is mostly focused on work/education.
Your person is probably someone you've met through family or is a close family friend. They see you as part of their extended family. This screams "childhood friends to lovers".
I believe that you are aware about their feelings and thoughts about you. Whatever your intuition says, that's it! A few of you have caught this person staring or their hand lingered for too long on your waist. These are clear signs there is something there. If they look indifferent and nonchalant then they do not view you romantically.
For those of you wondering "are those signs they like me?" yes, they are! Your relationship though is making this person feel burdened.
They would love to be with you but are afraid a confession will mess up everything between you. They also might have a few issues in their life right now and they don't want to bring you any drama.
The same might apply to you. Right now you are busy and have other things on your plate, that's what they think about you right now.
All in all, this pile will apply to you if your crush is someone close to you or your family or a coworker who might have taken you under their wing. Sidenote: This person knows you personally so they have a pretty clear image of who you are. Take care xoxo S...
PILE 2
TW: Mention of anxiety, depression and struggle.
Your crush sees you through a blurry lens, for them, nothing is clear about you. You confuse them. If I had to write a short story about you two, it would be titled "The Girl On The Train", you doing a daily activity and they are there too, staring at you from afar, waiting for you to turn and look at them, locating them and as your eyes lock, you know this person lives their life parallel with yours, always there but never touching. Your soundtrack would have been "Poison Tree by Grouper" and "Limerance by Yves Tumor".
This person, based on the feeling I get from these two songs and their overall energy, is someone who feels like they are screaming while being underwater. They need someone who will see the real them, behind the facade. They might struggle with anxiety and depression and they can tell you have a similar vibe to them. There is something about you, they can't put their finger on it. You are like a ghost to them and they are the only ones who have the magical ability to look at you and admire your beauty. They are not doing it in a creepy way though, they are sweet. They also feel quite sad cause they don't know how to approach you.
In their mind they believe you two would have amazing, deep, heartfelt conversations, no judging involved, just two open arms and lots of crying. They are soft in their core and for some reason they believe you would be able to heal them. They fantasize about touching your hair or kissing your face and wiping away tears.
The 10 of Cups also came out though, so I would say they find you very sweet, someone they would love to have as a soulmate, but they think they do not deserve someon as pure and beautiful inside and out. You are their sweet escape and they would love to get lost in your own world. It's like you are underwater and they want to come in with you, even if they drown. This person believes that love can only be felt in the darkness, the quiet, the 3AM when everyone is sleeping or partying but you are together, sitting in silence and staring into eachother's souls.
PILE 3
Pink Matter by Frank Ocean (Slowed...)
BIttersuit by Billie Eilish
This person, ahhhh, your crush is the epitome of a "soft boi" on the inside. They might not look like someone soft or particularly sweet but their eyes, aww, they make you melt! Their exterior makes you wonder "why am I attracted to them? this is wrong!" This person is meant to teach how to fall in love, crazily and with no logical explanation. You are someone who knows how to love but not how to fall in love.
You have the hierophant/ high priestess energy. For them you are way above their level. You are on a different plane, interstellar. Untouchable. You are the keeper of the sacred and that p/d is sacred, damn! In the song above, the man comes to the conclusion that women's bodies are not just vessels for men to fill or for babies to be made, they are sacred. He talks about his lover like a goddess. If you have already slept with this person you have DESTROYED them for others, or if you sleep with them at some point, it's over, you are a Goddess and they have been a lucky mortal that got to touch you.
Also, if you are curvy/thick they actually love that. In the song there is a lyric about "models are for modelling thick girls are for cuddling". I want to say that this person might be a bit toxic when it comes to those stereotypes. They might follow a lot of instagram models who fit the beauty standard, or you know that their previous gf looked like a model yet they don't consider them "marriage material". Like, this person can have bad habits (smoking, drinking, driving fast, p*rn) and this is driving you insane, because they are not your type, but what I'm seeing is that this person is at a point in their lives that they have started reconsidering their actions and you will play a big part in that.
This person is not that experienced in love. They are experienced when it comes to matters of the flesh but once they are in love they turn to jello. They think about you particularly when they get h*gh. They had a revelation about you while being stoned or in a dream. They find you very beautiful and if you walked up to them and told them you want to lose excessive amounts of weight or you don't feel beautiful they would be SHOOK! They are like "why change perfection?" OH, they are also telling me, tell them to not listen to their bad thoughts" and they want to tell you they know that what they think about you doesn't align with how you view yourself. You think you are a goblin and they see you as an Aphrodite/Cleopatra.
They know you are traditional and serious, wise and calm and they want some of that. They want a spiritual person by their side and someone who will look deeper. They are well aware that you are an unlikely match. The chances they get with you are veryyyy slim. I'm hearing "I don't have a chance, but I'll try."
Wow, don't get scared if they approach and do not reject them. They have a huge heart. Also, the miss your presence if they haven't seen you in a while. They have a crush on you and their friends make fun of them, because it started in a joking manner, they might see you in passing. As an example, they might ride a mototrcycle and they see you almost everyday passing by the park or the beach and they tell their friends "Oh I saw my girl yesterday. She's so hot. There is somthing about her" and now they've been telling them "Have you guys seen my wife? I haven't seen her in a week." Their friends think they are joking but they truly miss you !
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jillsandwhichs Ā· 7 months ago
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Crazy girl, even crazier husband
Chapter 3 to RE Character x Reader Smutshot Collection
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Pairing: Fem!reader x Leon Kennedy
Summary: Your husband and you go to the movie theatre to watch a new horror movie but this man just can't keep his hands off of you
Status of your guy's relationship in this oneshot: Married
WC: 6.1k
Type: NSFW
Warnings: Zoowee mama there are so many, Making out, Fingering, Tongue licking, P in V, Sorta public sex ?? , No protection, Biting, He fucks you hard in an employee storage room so enjoy :p
A/n: Hi! Hope you all enjoy. Please check out my masterlist, there's a lot of stuff there. You can get to know me, you can see the rules of my blog and then you can see all of my fanfictions. You'll be able to find the previous chapters to this fic and upcoming ones. You'll also be able to find my Wattpad & AO3. Comments, reblogs & likes are appreciated. Thank you
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Window's rolled down, music on low, his hand on your thick thigh, your husband was driving you two to the move theatre in town. They were hosting some new random horror movie and the both of you thought it looked interesting, the idea to go on a date and watch it together randomly came up in a conversation last night. He's often times working so going out like this is rare, but whenever it happens, you absolutely cherish it, and so does he.
You could feel his fingers playing with the end of your skirt, occasionally gripping your thigh, his hand even leaving a mark. This is what he'd always do whenever he was driving and you were with him, he'd get you all riled up, all soaked up, and it's tortuous. The way his hand would slide up beneath your skirt was so painful, not literally, but he never even touched you, that made it painful. And half of the time, he doesn't even end up fucking you til way later or he doesn't at all. Such a man sometimes.
He wouldn't even acknowledge how horny you are either, he just knows, he loves making you feel all good inside just you leave you with nothing.
"We're almost there, by the way." You said softly, gazing out the window at the scenery outside. "Good to know, baby, thank you." Leon responded, his fingers trailing up her skirt again, just to simply not do shit. "Jesus Christ." You whispered underneath your breath, praying he wouldn't hear over the music. He was playing some song by Seether, it's all he ever listens to. You swear you know every song and every lyric by heart. Same with Hinder. This man and his early 2000s rock music, you swear.
The view on the way there was pleasant though. Mostly stores and other useless buildings but aside from that, you could spot tall & wide mountains in the distance. They're all able to be hiked too, you and Leon have done it before but in the summer heat, hell no. Luckily, it's autumn, no need to worry about that. Other than the mountains, the sky was gorgeous. That deep orange tint on the horizon was beautiful, it suited the night perfectly.
"What is this movie called again?" "It's called Smile, I don't know, looked creepy as hell." You spoke. "Yeah, yeah, the trailer was fucked." Leon snickered, one hand on the wheel still. "How much cash did you bring?" "Well, I brought my card, so a shit ton." Leon chuckled, "Using me for my money still, I see how it is." "What? You think there was another reason I married you?" You bit your lip, clearly, you were joking. He dug his nails into your thigh, causing your breath shutter. "Be quiet." He hummed, his teasing tone was deadly.
You couldn't help but let out a small giggle, he never fails to make you laugh. His humor is great, that's something you two bonded over immediately when you first met. You reminisce on that day often. Ever since, your life has been ultimately changed for the better. Leon was genuinely the light at the end of the tunnel for you, hopefully he feels the same way about you.
Just up a few more blocks was the movie theatre. This one is rather large, it was built more recently too. Only four years ago and it's held up well. When it was first built, you and Leon were still dating, now you're married, time flies by so quickly. The both of you have also been there a couple times before, about four times, each time was so nice. Leon really knows how to treat you. Every single date he takes you out on is special in it's on way. He's a miracle worker.
"Just up here." You whispered out, putting your phone in your little white purse that of course, Leon bought for you. He wasn't a poor man, rather wealthy. You don't know all too much about his job, he'd rather save the details, but from what you do know, he's a federal agent whose under the President, now that's saying something. And it all works out amazingly considering his love language is to spoil you with gifts, dates, travels, etc.. He truly never lets up on spending money on you.
"I know sweetheart." He leered, holding your thigh much more lightly now, his grip more gentle. "I'm praying they have sour patch kids." You snickered, Leon hummed at your comment. He's well aware it's your favorite candy... He's definitely spent hundreds on it. "Figured you'd say that." He snorted, pulling into the theatre parking lot. Surprisingly, it wasn't too packed. To your mental math, there was only ten or eleven vehicles, then again, it was a work night.
"Here we go." Leon grunted at he parked, taking the keys out of the ignition. "Grab my wallet for me, will ya doll?" "Yes babe." You replied, grabbing his wallet as you opened your car side door. Leon got out directly after, walking over to you. "Come here." He held his hand out. You handed him his wallet then grabbed a hold of his hand, squeezing it as you walked beside him. He was extremely tall, much taller than you. You were under 5'7, he was 6'2, you rather enjoyed the difference.
That instant hit of popcorn was glorious, it smelt like you'd just entered heaven. There was no one else in the lobby besides you and him, and obviously the workers. Not only did it smell so good, the decor was so retro, you loved the style of it. "I always forget how nice this place looks." You said in awe, loving the late '80s feel. "It is pretty." Leon huffed out before pulling his wallet out, "Go pick out whatever you'd like while I get out tickets." Your husband said deeply, pulling his card out.
You smirked at his words. You grabbed his arm and stood up your tippy toes to get to his ear, "Ask for popcorn please." You were sort of shy, you didn't wanna ask the employee yourself, plus you don't even have money to buy it, so. "I will, go on now." Leon chuckled as he then began to speak to the worker. You nodded, letting go of him and walking on over to the candy stand, they had a lot. But of course, your heart desired the sour patch kids the most, you grabbed them with haste.
You know Leon loves peanut M&Ms, he's always snacking on them, you grabbed a single pack of them for him as well. There was also some warheads in singular packaging, you grabbed ten, five for you and five for him, sour candy is your all time fav. You turned around, gazing over at Leon as he paid for you guy's tickets and the popcorn, you were excited for it. You were a foodie at heart, you could eat, and eat, and eat and never ever get tired of it. That's most likely why 80% of the dates you two go on are dinner dates.
Ambling back to your husband, you handed him the candy, your eyes locking on his. "Good, thank you." He smiled down at you, placing the sweets on the counter. "Good girl for getting my M&Ms." He whispered in your heart, his deep voice making your insides twist up like a pretzel, which was ironic due to the fact there were some in the hot food bar. "Heheh." You giggled, locking your arm with his, waiting on the popcorn.
"Your total is 16.20$." The woman behind the counter stated. Leon swiped his card through the machine, signing his signature too to verify the purchase. You grabbed the popcorn and Leon took your guy's candy, sliding the tickets into his back pocket. "Make it quick doll." Leon said from behind you as you began to butter it up. You loved the salty & savory popcorn, you'd drench it in that tangy yellow butter, but there is a point where it's too much.
Leon set his hands on your waist from behind you, his rough thumbs caressing the little sliver of skin showing from your shirt. You were wearing a tight shirt paired with your skirt, it had been awhile since the two of you went out so you thought it was cute. Despite only little bits of your hips showing, he still showed you he loved it. His nails lightly tickled at your midriff, watching you as you fixed up the food for the two of you. "All done?" "Done." You mumbled, turning around, his hands not moving though.
He leaned down, pressing his lips to your forehead gently before he then simply pressed his forehead against yours, "You're my everything." He hushly spoke. You were honestly caught of guard but maybe he was just in a lovey dovey mood...? "Love you too." You leered, kissing his lips swiftly, not wanting the employees to feel awkward. "C'mon baby, you know that ain't no kiss." He then gripped your chin, his lips settling upon yours for what felt like an eternity. You felt his tounge briskly swipe against your glossy lips, he could definitely taste the cherry.
He didn't go any further than that, pulling away after a few more seconds, "Let's go." He snickered, slipping his hand down your back as he lead you to the room. "You're so fucking crazy." You smacked his abs through his shirt. "Sorry, I just love you, is that so bad?" He acted sort of oblivious. Once again, he's such a man. "It's sooo bad." You dragged out your wording in a sarcastic manner, earning a titter from him. Making Leon laugh isn't too much of an accomplishment, he'll laugh at cat videos on the web.
"Just through here." Leon pushed the door open. The lights were still on too, proving the movie hasn't begun yet, luckily. There was only a couple other people in there, about five, they were all at the front. "Let's get in the back." Leon stated, gripping your hand firmly, "Why?" "Because I said so, be good and listen." He teased. You felt arousal stream over you when he said that, gosh, he's so good. You climbed up the stairs behind him, your hand still interlocked with his as you did so.
You two sat just a couple rows away from the very back, wanting to at least have a decent view of the massive screen. Leon sat down, then you did. "Here baby." You murmured, pulling the two ice cold water bottles from your purse. "Smooth criminal." He joked, taking his and placing it in it's holder. "Their drinks are more than their popcorn, it's ridiculous." You spat out, setting the popcorn in his lap. "Always making me hold it." "Mhm." You giggled. He glared at you, making your heart beat fast. You knew he was playing around but for odd enough reasons, it turns you the hell on.
You took the sour patch kids bag, ripping it out and setting it on the side of your leg, having it tucked between you and the seat. You'd save your warheads for later. "You gonna eat your candy?" "Maybe later, the popcorn is just fine for now." Leon assured you, taking a couple pieces in his mouth. Understandable. You ate a few pieces of your candy, the taste of them was immaculate, it could never get old.
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After ten minutes or so of previews, trailers and commercials, the movie finally began. The lights went dark, setting the mood immensely. You could hardly see Leon's attractive face. "Finally." You uttered beneath your breath, taking some popcorn from his lap and eating it. The buttery, salty taste was too good, you practically moaned while eating it. The title card came on screen, the eerie noise playing in the background really suited the film from what you've seen.
At first, Leon wasn't paying too much attention to you, his eyes glued to the screen, he seemed to be into the movie so far. You tried to be, but that desirable burning feeling deep inside you wasn't doing you any justice. You could feel yourself pulsing, the mere thought of him had your panties soaked. He hasn't even done anything to crazy either, that's how good he is. He's such a dick sometimes. You can't even think about it, it makes you want him more. He can a man be so alluring?
As you snacked on your candy, you nearly lost your breath as you felt his hand slither onto your thigh, just as it was in the car earlier. Each one of his fingers caused an electric wave to course through you. The way they'd slightly lift off of your skin as they squeezed it, it was too much. You could feel as his pinky glided underneath your skirt, seemingly getting closer with his entire hand. "Movie is good so far, yeah?" Leon whispered to you, his hand going fully beneath your skirt now. Curse this man.
You didn't even reply, your body just simply reacted to his advances. You spread your legs open as much as you could in the tight chair, which wasn't too much but Leon definitely liked what you did considering he tightly gripped it, gaining a soft whimper out of you. "Look at how you responsive you are..." He murmured, not even glancing at you, making himself seem like he was just casually watching the film. At this point, you could care less about the fucking movie. You wanted his cock inside you. But maybe... His fingers would have to suffice.
"Finger me." You panted, looking at him, desperation plastered on your beautiful face. Leon didn't listen to your pleas, his pinky finger rubbing over your wet panties. That wasn't good enough, it never would be. You wanted him inside you, you wanted him to feel how wet you were for him. "Look how wet I am baby." You muttered. "Mmm, I can feel princess." He grunted, his entire hand planting itself onto your cunt through your undergarments, you whimpered quietly, needing to keep the act up.
"Please..." You gripped his arm. Leon sighed heavily, his eyes leaving the screen, his eyes locking on yours as he gandered down your body, taking the sight in. "So needy." He teased you. "You gonna stay quiet?" "Yes, I promise, please." You begged of your husband, your eyes never leaving his. "Don't make a single noise." He huffed out deeply, his voice husky. He pulled your dripping panties to the side, his index finger gliding through your wetness, causing you to sigh softly, not making a noise though. "Mmm." You murmured, resting your head against his fit arm.
His index finger continues to pick up your wetness, you could hear him sigh once more, "Fuck." He muttered, the sound of your sopping cunt was so fucking good to him. His fingers made their way to your nub, beginning to rub it with ease, a surge of pleasure bursting in your tummy as he did this. He made small yet fast circles on your clit, earning some subtle noises out of you ; Luckily, he didn't hear, the movie was starting to up itself in volume, good for you two.
"Does that feel good?" Leon purred out to you, his eyes shooting over to gaze at you, his eyes in a trance as he watched your face contort just by his touch. "Mhm." You moaned out hushly, your arms wrapped around his fit arm. "Good girl." He whispered, his fingers slapping your clit as they then went back down your slit, your wetness was practically dripping down your ass and onto the seat, sorry to the worker who'll have to clean your mess up...
His finger went all the way down before he then stuck it inside of you, your tightness grasping around it. Leon chuckled at how tight you were, you never fail to amaze him. He pumped his finger in & out of you, so moderately. "Gotta stay silent, remember that." Leon teased you, his thumb going to your clit, now fingering & rubbing you. This two in one deal was going to be the end of you. "Jesus..." You whimpered, your teeth sinking into his arm, causing him to only thrust his finger into you faster.
Your wetness was louder now, each time his finger went back into you, it sounded like a lemon being squeezed. You love biting Leon, he loves it too. One thing Leon especially loves is when he's fucking you, he's right on top of you, making you lose your sense of reality then you just bite down on his bulk shoulder. Gosh, he loves when you do that to him. His entire finger was drenched in your fluids, it was shining due to the bright lights emitting from the ginormous screen projector.
"Keep it quiet sweetheart." He whispered, a light snicker playing off his tongue. He was such an ass. He knows you can't be silent for much longer. He's bringing you closer and closer and closer to the edge. You fear if he keeps going at this rate, you'll cum and scream his name, like always. "It's so- so hard." You stuttered, your nails digging into his forearm fiercely. "Oh, you can do it." Leon praised you, he knows you can't.
As his singular finger continued it's work, you clenched around him even more as he slid another one in, this time curling each finger with every pump. No one in the theatre had noticed, surprisingly. All of them were mindless souls indulged in the film. You also really wanted to watch the movie, but fuck this was so much more needed than to watch some stupid horror flick. His thumb continued to rub your nub, the most sensitive nerve causing your brain to lose track of itself and your stomach to do flips like it's a gymnast.
"Leon... Baby..." You panted out, your hair getting messy from how much you've been tossing and turning your head. He didn't reply. His face was staring directly in front of him, acting all innocent, no one would suspect a thing... Yet he was finger fucking you, making your pussy clench around his fingers more tightly than ever before. His thumb was stroking your clit with pace, he was relentless on it. It was as if he was trying to gain a rise out of you and knowing him, he definitely was.
"Seriously." You whined, pressing your forehead against his upper arm. This man was going to be the fucking death of you.
"What is it?" He calmly said, still not looking at you whatsoever. "Fingers aren't enough, fuck me, I don't care about the stupid movie anymore." You said with an seductive tone. "Fingers aren't enough, huh?" He chortled as he began to finger fuck you at light speed. You instantly closed your legs, stopping all of his movements. "Don't." You squeaked, removing his hand from between your legs. Leon giggled, his hand gripping ahold of your cheeks sternly as he forced you to look up at him.
"You need me to fuck you?" "Yes baby, please." You mooched off your husband. You needed him and you need him at this current moment in time. "Well, where do you want to be fucked? In here? Where anyone could possibly see? In the restroom? In the car-?" "Let's find somewhere, please." You stated loud and clear, fixing your panties and skirt. Leon get go of your face. "Mmm, lead the way gorgeous." He held your hand, following behind you now. It felt powerful to take charge, to tell him this is what you want.
You both jogged down the stairs but acted as normal as possible, acting as if Leon wasn't just feeding into your dirty needs. Pushing open the wooden doors, you looked around and only saw a bathroom and other doors leading to another theatre area. Leon gripped your hand tighter, trying to indicate something to you. You spun around, looking back at the door behind you. "That's an employees only room!" "I doubt anyone is in here, c'mon." Leon laughed quietly.
He wrapped his hand around the knob, twisting it and pushing the door open. All that was in there was a table, some random movie posters and a counter, probably a type of break room. "Dammit, come here." Leon expired, grabbing your waist and pulling you against him. He lessened the space between the two of you as he smashed his needy lips against yours, his moving against yours in a passionate make-out.
Your arms went to his shoulders, holding onto them with care as you set your entire body against his. There was absolutely no stopping between kisses, it was constant. Heavy breathing and kisses were all that could be heard. Leon's hands went from your hips and down to your ass, gripping it hard as he licked your bottom lip, so badly wanting entry. You, of course, granted him exactly that. You moaned into the kiss as he squeezed your ass, slapping it too, he tried to keep it down though. This is technically illegal, so...
As you two made out sexually, he pushed you up against the wall, his hands still beneath your skirt, going from playing with your rear and pussy repeatedly. You'd randomly feel his fingers against your clit for short periods of time. Your nails scratched into his shoulders, you were so into this. Your sense of relief was this. He knew what to do and how to do it to you. Leon's tongue swiped against yours, his practically engulfing yours. He loves doing this.
You slightly stuck your tongue out mid kiss, Leon immediately jumped at the opportunity. He swiped his tounge along yours so deliberately, the sensual texture of it causing your pussy to literally drip more than it was before. Leon then grabbed your chin, tilting it to get a better angle. His entire tongue licked yours, then he wrapped his lips around it, suckling. Your moved your hands from his face and down to his waist, holding onto his shirt for what felt like dear life.
After sucking on your tounge for a few seconds, he pulled away swiftly, pecking you once more and now kissing down your precise jawline. You tipped your head back, allowing him to gain more access. His kisses were so slow and gentle, he really took his time. His heavy breathing was so sexy, it showed how much he needed you. He truly yearned for your presence, your touch, your everything. "You smell amazing." Leon breathed in, giving the end of your jawline a quick nibble. You giggled, kissing his cheek before going back to the same position as before.
Leon smooched down your throat, relishing in your perfume and it's enticing smell. "Mmm, what scent babygirl?" "Honestly..." You began, "I don't fucking know." You chuckled, earning a snicker from him. He licked from the top of your neck and all the way down, leaving a strip of saliva just there. He kissed all along the strip, you couldn't help but whimper, each kiss and every lick was to die for. You couldn't get enough of him. Leon groaned, his hands holding your ass - He couldn't get enough of you.
Making his way down to the middle of your neck, his hot breath sat on that same spot for a few moments before you felt that painfully pleasing feeling of his teeth lightly sinking into your skin. "Fuck." You moaned, your nails sunk into his slim waist. You felt his tongue going erratic on your neck as he continued to bite you. "Leon..." You soughed out, tilting your head to the side even further, wanting him to leave more love bites on you.
Heading you call his name, he pulled away from your neck, he gave you a fast peck before pressing his forehead against yours. "What's wrong sweetheart?" Leon panted, his right hand on the side of your neck where he was just feasting upon you seconds ago. "You make me feel so good." "Yeah?" "Make me feel even better." You whispered, your arms now encasing around his neck, embracing him closely. "Oh babygirl." Leon sighed out, caressing your neck carefully. "I'll make you feel just fine."
Your husband turned around, scanning the room. "Lay down on that table." He snickered, stepping away from you. "Okay..." You giggled, walking over to it. You pulled yourself up onto it, sitting with your feet dangling off. "Lay back baby." Leon hummed out to you, his voice soft. You obliged, laying all the way on your back, your legs bent upwards on the table. You angled your head so you'd be able to watch him. He unbuttoned his black pants, allowing them to drop along with his underwear, revealing his hard cock.
You bit your lip with a giggle. You get so giddy seeing him this way, he's so sexy. "Don't look at me like that." Leon chuckled, placing both of his hands on each one of your knees. "I'll look at you however I'd like." "Oh? Is that so?" "Mhm." You cockily mumbled, placing your feet on his chest. Leon's large hands wrapped around your ankles, rubbing them lovingly as he stared you down. His eyes were lustful, darkness bursting in his iris's. "Look at you." Leon whispered, taking both of your socks off, setting them to the side. "What?" You sighed deeply, your cunt pulsing at his cooing tone.
Bringing one of your feet up to his face, he placed a kiss on the side of it, then on the other one. You weren't into all that feet stuff, neither was he, but Leon will and does kiss you absolutely everywhere. He set your feet back down. Leon's hands went towards your waist, holding onto it firmly as he quickly pulled you down the table, earning a surprised gasp from you. "A warning next time?" You scoffed. "No." Leon responded sternly, being playful with you, per usual.
His fingers trailed up to your panties, locking them into the waistband of them. "I'm so wet." "I know honey, so wet for me, hm?" Leon whispered seductively, never breaking eye contact with you as he pulled your cute white panties all the way off, taking them off of your ankles afterwards. You spread your legs widely for him, the entire view of your core at his service. It was like he was trying to make it not look obvious, but it was so clear he was gazing at you down there. "So beautiful." Leon complimented you, you were his wife after all.
Grabbing his erection, Leon jerked it a couple times, maintaining eye contact with you, only breaking it for a tiny bit to look down at himself. "You have me fucking pulsing." Leon grunted, wasting no time as he swiped his dick through your wetness. You moaned, staring up at him, his tip would stroke over your clit and make your center have an even bigger heartbeat, that's how it felt at least. "I love how I make you get." Leon continued. "All wet, needy, clingy... You're so pretty." Leon shared, kissing your knee again.
You nodded in reply, he was right, he does manage to make you feel all of those ways. "Yeah..." You muttered out.
Without zero warning, you felt him plunge into you with haste, his entire length being grasped around your warm heat. You felt your stomach twist and turn when he did this, it gained a whimper from you, a rowdy one. "Holy shit." You panted out, like a dog on a hot summer day. "Can't wait any longer." Leon cackled, his hands on your hips as he started his movements. Each thrust was life altering. It felt like you were in Heaven with what he was doing. His mouth was sort of open, you could hear his quiet gasps, you were making him feel a type of way too.
You held onto his wrists for stability as he fucked you, his thrusts were causing the entire table to shake, you didn't want it to break or something. "What if a worker hears us? Sees us?" "Well, they'll see a woman being fucked real good by her husband." Leon replied. Could he ever not be snarky? You rolled your eyes, looking to the side, your face contorting as you felt his member reach deeper inside of you. "Don't roll your eyes at me, doll." Leon stated, his hands still on your midriff.
You never looked back at him, your eyes were stained on the other side of the room. Not that you didn't wanna look at him, you just know it'll make you cum sooner, and even make him as well, and you really want to draw this out. His cock moved in and out of you repeatedly, he switched up the pace every other second. One moment he was fast & rough and the other he took it slow & deep. Both ways made your heart beat faster and faster each time.
"Why aren't you looking at me?" Leon groaned out, his left hand groping your tit through your shirt, squeezing it. You didn't answer, you couldn't, you knew if you tried speaking your speech would only be slurred. "Look at me." You didn't listen. You just held onto his arms with more strength, indicating you were going to lose yourself sooner or later.
Although, next thing you know, he stopped thrusting into you. This ticked you off but before you could get a damn word out, you felt the hand that was once on your breast, now pulling your face to face him. "I suggest you start listening." Leon brought himself down closer to you, his body over yours. You nodded your head leisurely, licking your lip, then biting it. His demands were music to your ears. His movements picked up again, but he forced you to look at him. Something about staring down at you as he made you feel certain ways was so convincing.
After a minute, he let go of your face, trusting you'll listen to him now. His hands rested on either side of your head, his dick still surging into your pretty pussy. You felt like there was an imaginary percentage bar of how long it'll take before your orgasm implodes on you, and with each pump, it fills that bar slowly yet surely. "Fucking hell you're so beautiful." Leon moaned, tucking his head into the crook of your neck, his breath could be felt there. "You're so handsome." You added, your hand going up to his hair, playing with it.
You had a feeling he was going to do it, but once he did, it made your core tighten even more than before. His teeth once again made their way into your neck, he bit down on it. "Leon..." You grunted out, your fingers flowing through his soft hair. His thrusts were more slow & deep now, as if he was getting tired or something. It was either that or he was trying savour this special time together. "I'm gonna cum soon." You admitted, your arms going around his head, holding him close to your body.
Leon didn't say a word, he just nibbled on your throat, kissing & licking it every so often. That sharp sting of his teeth was erotic, it made your stomach get closer and closer to granting you that ultimate pleasure - your climax. "Baby... Harder..." You begged, letting go of him and instead grasping the white table underneath you. Once more, hit nibbled your neck, then your slender shoulders, before his face pulled back, going to stare at you again. "Harder?" Leon questioned, his moments all the same. "Yes, please." You tittered, your body so heated up.
Your husband did what he does best - please you. He began to fuck you, it wasn't anything vanilla, no, this was hard. Each thrust was rougher and rougher. Your eyes looked up into his, you could feel that they were watery, you looked innocent, like a doe in front of headlights. Leon looked back at you, his eyes much different. They are loving, yes, but also sexual desire was all behind them, his eyebrows also added onto the darkness of his face. "Don't look at me like that." The man grunted, closing his eyes as he pumped into your tight center.
"No, no, look at me, Leon." You reached up, holding onto his face. Now it was his turn. Leon slowly opened his eyes again, much more coherent than you were earlier. "Yeah..." You murmured, your hands caressing his scruffy cheeks.
Coming onto you was your orgasm, your initial release. You could feel how close you were, each thrust only brought you more and more to the edge. With his dick twitching inside you, you knew he was close to cumming as well. Your stomach was providing you with that all familiar feeling - The feeling of ultimate pleasure. Each time he fucked into you, your breasts would bounce, now that he was going much harder, they didn't get a break. Both of Leon's hands held onto your tits, he continuously squeezed them, he was like a teenage boy with how he was about boobs.
Leon gandered back up from your breasts and back at you, he never realized you were still staring at him. This, oh, it sent him over the edge. Your water colored eyes were like a death trap for him ; In this case, a sexual trap. "Fuck, why do you do this to me..." He grunted as he pumped only a couple more times into your cunt, his seed filling you, you felt the warm liquid shoot inside. "Why would you look at me like that?" Leon moaned, moving into you with short, fast thrusts, wanting to get you finished too.
You didn't reply, instead you just pulled his face down to yours, pressing your lips to his. Leon breathed out against your face, kissing you back passionately. You held the back of his head & neck, relishing in this moment. "Oh I love you." You moaned. "I love you too babygirl." He grunted, his cock still deep inside of you. "Cum for me princess." Leon began, "Have your pussy tighten around me." He stated, his voice husk.
Your breath shuttered when he spoke like that. He was so hot, every word he spoke made you feel all sorts of ways. You couldn't help it, even though you wanted to. You kept your lips against his, your tongue intertwined with his as you suctioned his length inside of you. Your orgasm withdrew you from the real world, your eyes practically rolling in the back of your head, surprised you couldn't see your own damn brain. "That's what I like to see." Leon paused his movements, just admiring his wife as she came all around him.
Both of you just sat there, your body felt super limp, you could feel his cock was soft inside of you. Everytime you guy's finish making love, it's like this. It's like the two of you are at a loss for words. You were still wet, you definitely needed to clean yourself up. You looked around the room, analyzing it. There was a paper towel dispenser by the sink on the other side of the room. "Could you please grab me some of that." You asked your husband. "Sure thing." He sighed gently, pulling out of you and heading over there.
Leon snatched up a few pieces of the towel, bringing it over to you. He didn't hand you them, instead he cleaned you up himself. You just watched him, heaving softly whilst doing so. He was a great husband. "Thank you baby." "Course doll." Leon replied kissing your inner thigh before helping you get back on your feet. "I'm not wearing these." You giggled, setting your panties aside. "Give them to me." He held his hand out. You rolled your eyes playfully, giving him your soaked underwear.
Your eyes widened as he sniffed them, the scent wearing off of them drove him crazy. As he pulled his own pants back up, he tucked your panties into his pocket. "Don't move around to much, I don't need your ass or pussy being flashed to the world." Leon chuckled, adjusting your shirt, you nodded in reply. He was right. "Let's go finish whatever time we have left of the movie." Leon whispered to you, his hand on your cheek firmly as he kissed you once more before the both of you made way back.
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notspiders Ā· 10 months ago
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Liminal Spaces w/ 141
A thought I made with a few friends who fleshed it out more:
Liminal spaces! But you know, 141 are the monsters :P Now, the rule is that as long as you're compliant and not trying to escape, your liminal space is going to be heaven. They'll make sure of that to ensure you don't associate anything negative to their space. Can't have that, hmm?
Each man has their own domain. :)
Price - Suburbia:
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Quiet, infinite neighborhood, everything looks the same. There's people but they all seem to act exactly like you'd imagine Stock Images people would act.
You can't really talk with them either. Strange how when you approach one of them, they just disappear in a blink of an eye.
Price would prefer if you act as his loving partner :)
The fridge is always stocked! Beds are warm and cozy. The television plays anything you want.
You also get WIFI. Don't bother messaging anyone (that isn't your husband.)
You can try to 'exit' the neighborhood. There's a car even! You can drive in it. There's unlimited amount of fuel. Too bad the road never seems to end and the houses are still there...
Not to worry. You can exit out of the car and enter any one of the houses. Price is always waiting :)
Got that all out of your system, hm?
Gaz - Shopping Mall:
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Shopping mall has everything and anything.
Movie theaters, designer clothes, outlets, cafeterias, anything you want- it's there! Have fun exploring :)
It's just you though. No one else is in this mall.
Gaz's voice will always guide you over the speakers, should you ever get lost.
Or, your favorite music always plays over the speakers. You can ask Gaz to skip any song or play whatever you want at any moment of time.
Arcades, cafes, even a pet shop! Gaz will be happy to join you if you wish for company :)
The doors to the exits don't budge open. Stop trying.
There's an Internet cafe and library in this mall. Anything you want to read, watch, listen- it's all there. Still can't talk with anyone... Shame.
But you have Kyle. Who else do you want?
Soap - the Woods:
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The Firewatch tower in the endless, dense woods.
It's pretty cozy.
Food is always stocked in the fridge. Plenty of water too. If you want something fresh, just ask! Soap is happy to hunt for you :)
You can watch sunsets and sunrises with him. He loves it :)
No WIFI here unfortunately, but, really- say goodbye to your electronic devices and embrace nature. It's good for you.
If you want to explore the woods, always have Soap beside you. He'll guide you around. Maybe you might find a small, beautiful clearing beside a lake. It's a perfect campsite. Could go swimming, fishing, canoeing...
Don't worry. No harmful bugs or creepy crawlies you dislike.
Oh? You want to go rock-climbing? Why how convenient that there's this cliff right beside us. With harnesses and such attached to the wall! And would you look at that, it's very easy to climb.
Plenty of things to do.
Starwatching. :)
As long as you're with him, no harmful monsters are going to bother you two.
Never go alone.
Ghost - the Beach
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It's... a lovely beach.
If it weren't so foggy in most days.
But that's what you have Ghost for. He's your personal heater. :)
Seriously it gets freezing at night and the small shack by the ocean isn't really keeping the cold out.
Don't you worry. Sand won't get everywhere. And it's smooth. Calm your tits, Anakin.
Some days, when the Sun is out, the sand is just the perfect warm bed for you to lay down and just... sunbathe.
You can tan with Ghost to get that impeccable bronze. Don't worry, you won't get sunburnt. Of course... could always ask Ghost to lather sunscreen on you. He'll be happy to help you with that :)
The water can vary in temperature- from freezing cold to a nice sunny warm.
You can swim and wade in it. And you can try to go deeper but isn't that strange? The depth isn't changing and you just don't seem to be leaving the shore too much.
The currents do get stronger when you keep on trying. Don't bother, you're never getting past it.
Plenty of food and water in that shack. And spare clothes, towels...
WIFI? Babe, this is the beach. You don't need it. You have Ghost.
Bonus:
Credits to @angelcqre for this line:
something about the boys all going to Gazā€™s domain at random points to pick up shit they donā€™t have in their own domains [...]
Yes.
Yes they would. They absolutely would.
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blackenedsnow Ā· 2 months ago
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art the clown, jason voorhees, thomas hewitt, tiffany valentine and otis driftwood with a goth s/o? :D
slashers with a goth s/o ; headcanons
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WARNING:
PAIRING: Art the Clown x Goth! Reader, Jason Voorhees x Goth! Reader, Thomas Hewitt x Goth! Reader, Tiffany Valentine x Goth! Reader, Otis Driftwood x Goth! Reader
NOTE: I love this so much!! As a goth, this was so much fun to write AAHH!! Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did :D
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ART THE CLOWN
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Art is non-verbal, but heā€™s an excellent mimic.
Heā€™ll listen to music with you and try to ā€œdance alongā€ in his creepy, mime-like way.
Bauhaus? Siouxsie? Whatever. Heā€™s all in.
Art adores your aesthetic.
Heā€™s already a fan of theatrics and over-the-top looks, so he sees your style as an extension of his own love for the dramatic.
If anyone mocks your look, they wonā€™t live to regret it.
Art sees your style as sacred, and heā€™ll take special care to make sure the offenderā€™s end is particularly theatrical.
He loves how youā€™re both ā€œoutsiders,ā€
Your style reminds him of the things he loves! Dead things.
But unlike his usual grim interests, youā€™re warm, alive, and you notice him.
That fascinates him endlessly.
JASON VOORHEES
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Jason is shy and hesitant at first.
Your aesthetic catches him off guardā€”he doesnā€™t meet many people, let alone anyone with such a striking style.
But once he warms up, he loves it.
The music you play around him, especially softer tracks, is incredibly soothing to his mind.
Bands like The Cure become his favorite.
Pamela isā€¦ skeptical of you at first.
She's worried your dark aesthetic would be a bad influence on her boy.
But after seeing how kind and patient you are with Jason, she approved. (You also keep her son calm, so she canā€™t argue with the results.)
Jason is protective to an extreme degree.
If anyone dares to insult you or your style, heā€™ll make sure they never bother you again.
Letā€™s just say Camp Crystal Lake has one more ā€œmissing camper.ā€
He loves sitting quietly with you, watching you do your makeup or put together an outfit.
He doesnā€™t understand it fully but finds it fascinating and comforting to watch.
THOMAS HEWITT
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Thomas was unsure about you at first.
Your style stood out so much in the rural Texas environment, and it took him a while to understand it.
But once he did, he couldnā€™t get enough of how unique and beautiful you were.
His family, on the other hand, wasā€¦ less accepting.
Hoyt made plenty of snide comments at first, and Luda Mae worried about how ā€œdifferentā€ you seemed.
But after they saw how happy you made Thomas, their attitudes softened.
Thomas loves how confident you are in your look.
It inspires him, especially since heā€™s always struggled with his own appearance.
Your music is a huge comfort to him.
It helps drown out the chaos of his life.
He especially loves slower, atmospheric songsā€”anything that lets him close his eyes and relax after a long day.
TIFFANY VALENTINE
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Tiffany's goth herself, so having a partner who shares her love of dark fashion and culture is a dream come true.
You two are the ultimate spooky power couple.
Sheā€™ll raid your wardrobe and lend you her own pieces.
Date nights often involve matching outfits!!
Tiffany doesnā€™t care what anyone thinks about your relationship or your style.
If someone dares to insult either of you, sheā€™ll handle itā€”usually in a very violent, very Tiff way.
Sheā€™s incredibly affectionate and constantly showers you with compliments.
She loves how unapologetically you express yourself and always reminds you that youā€™re stunning, no matter what anyone says.
OTIS DRIFTWOOD
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Otis was initially surprised by your aesthetic but quickly grew to appreciate it.
Heā€™s always been drawn to people who stand out.
The Firefly family, on the other hand, took some time to adjust.
Baby loved your look and immediately bonded with you over fashion tips.
While Mama is suspicious of your ā€œbig city ways.ā€
Otis doesnā€™t careā€”he likes what he likes.
Heā€™ll mock you playfully at first, calling you things like ā€œDraculaā€ or ā€œMorticia,ā€ but deep down, he admires how unapologetically you embrace who you are.
Heā€™s the same way, after all.
Otis is fascinated by your music taste.
He doesnā€™t fully get it, but he respects itā€”especially when you introduce him to more aggressive goth or industrial tracks.
Heā€™s a fan of She Wants Revenge after a while, even if he wonā€™t admit it.
He loves your individuality and makes it very clear that anyone who disrespects you disrespects him, too.
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teenytinyjimin Ā· 10 months ago
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i miss you, iā€™m sorry (j. jungkook)
nothing happened in the way i wanted
every corner of this house is haunted
and i know you said that weā€™re not talking
but i miss you, iā€™m sorry.
summary: the first time seeing each other after the breakup is always the hardest. but seeing each other when you're still in love? an absolute nightmare
pairing: jungkook x reader
word count: 2k
tags: angst, smoker!jk, brokenhearted!jk, equally as brokenhearted!reader, why did they even break up in the first place?, featuring readerā€™s bestfriend!jimin, also jimin is sexually ambiguous let's keep it that way please
warnings: none, alcohol/nic use but nothing too intense, kinda sad but it's a happy ending i promise
authorā€™s note: idk why i keep making my fic names and stuff inspired by songs, i guess it just helps me beat writers block.
also i wrote this in second person, lmk if you guys prefer that over third. i personally find third person fics easier to write, but i'm sure second person is easier to read for some of you. enjoy my angels!
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Bars weren't really your thing.
If you were going to be honest, they were miles better than nightclubs, but still not your thing. It was something about the air that just rubbed you the wrong way. Perhaps it was all the creepy old men that turned you off of them, or just the fact that there's not much to do besides sit, drink, sit some more, maybe play some pool and... sit.
Jimin, on the other hand, loved bars. He loved being able to sit there, look pretty, and watch as absolutely anyone and everyone flocked over to him to start a conversation. It admittedly fueled his ego, and he loved the feeling of being the center of attention. However, he didn't love being at bars alone. Being so drop-dead gorgeous meant that about twenty times the amount of creeps bothered him than the average bar patron. Many of them figured that a pretty boy like him was sitting there waiting to be swooped up by a sugar daddy. Let's get one thing straight ā€“ that wasn't him. He had plenty of money. He just wanted to have a little conversation, give a little kiss here and there maybe, and dip at the end of the night with his bar companion by his side.
Unfortunately for you, that bar companion was usually you. It was certainly a compliment for Jimin to want to bring you along with him instead of any of his other gazillions of friends and other social connections, but it was quite exhausting for you to be in a bar pretty much every day of every weekend. He liked the attention, but you didn't. If it were an empty room with nothing but you and a bottle of rum, you'd have a blast. But what bar in Itaewon was going to be like that?
Alas, here you were, sat at the end of a bar with your friend sitting next to you. Something about the light in the building made him look extra beautiful tonight, his skin shimmering like the most precious of diamonds and his eyes deep and full of allure. At the moment he was making small talk with a lady on the other side of him, one who was definitely at least twenty years his senior but didn't look a day past thirty. Sighing, you drop your head down to look at your drink, a half-full martini glass that held a rather disappointing cosmopolitan (you weren't a vodka fan anyway, it wasn't the bartender's fault).
You wanted to be home. That was the only place you ever wanted to be these days. At home, cuddling your darling kitty in bed, and sleeping your days away. Maybe a year ago you would have loved being out and about, but now it feels more like a burden than a fun activity. And you know that Jimin doesn't mean any harm in doing what he does, but seeing him talk with so many people over the course of the night and being so happy is almost a bit gut-wrenching for you because you can't be as happy as him.
You began to feel the blood rush to your ears and your face get warm. Something was wrong, you could sense it. Everyone has those gut instincts when something isn't quite right, and this wasn't just an instinct, it was like a neon sign. A neon sign that read DANGER. Perhaps it was just you feeling rather anxious and overwhelmed, but either way you were craving the comfort of your home.
"Hey, 'Minnie, can we-" Just as you turned to Jimin to softly ask him if you could go home or at the very least switch bars, you felt a presence behind you. It wasn't just an I'm here to order a drink presence, but rather an I'm here for you one. Realizing that Jimin wasn't even listening anyway, you froze, waiting to see what would happen. And that's when you heard a familiar voice that you thought you'd never hear again.
"Hey."
You didn't want to turn around. You tried to stay as still as a statuette for as long as possible, however the more you thought about the man behind you the more you felt the urge to turn around and take a bite of the forbidden fruit. Taking a deep breath, you slowly turned until you were face-to-face with your ex, Jungkook.
"Want to talk outside?" Not yet looking at him directly, you hesitantly nodded before quickly looking back to Jimin and then standing up. You left your purse there, figuring that your friend would grab it if he changed locations, and began trailing after the tall tattooed figure that navigated his way toward the door.
As the two of you stepped out into the cool autumn air, you crossed your arms and leaned against the building. Your heart was between your ears at this point, buzzing at what felt like 200 beats a minute. It was stupid for you to have even left Jimin's side, you thought, because now you were alone with your ex of all people and God knows what this boy has up his sleeve.
"You look good," Jungkook said gently as he pulled out a pack of cigarettes and placed one between his lips. "And I know what you're going to say, you're so full of it Kook, but I mean it."
"Since when have you started smoking?" You asked, ignoring his previous two statements and gesturing toward the pack in his hand. He shrugged. "Couple weeks after I last saw you maybe? Not a big deal."
"You know that stuff's bad for you."
"I don't think sitting here third-wheeling with Jimin and his beau of the night is any better."
"You don't know Jimin, don't act like you do," You said, completely taken aback and offended by the words coming out of his mouth. "And I'm having a good time, thank you very much."
"Doesn't seem like it. Weren't you about to ask him if you guys could leave?"
"I was having- What?- Is there a reason you asked to talk to me out here?" You were struggling to form a complete sentence. This man always knew how to leave you speechless, but now it was just irritating. You watched as Jungkook leaned back onto the building with you and shook his head, giving you a toothy grin before lighting the cigarette in his mouth. "Nah. Just figured you'd have more fun out here talking to me and getting a break from it all."
"You know he's waiting for me, right? I should go back inside." You stand back up straight and begin walking back into the bar, however you feel a warm hand wrap gently around your wrist and tug you back. "Hey hey hey," Jungkook called. "He'll survive a few minutes without you. Just chill with me. I'm not asking you for anything, just a second of your time."
You turned to face your ex-lover, your eyes finally meeting his for the first time that night. Even after all this time of being apart, those beautiful doe eyes still yearned for you, and yours for him. With a shaky sigh, you brush his hand away and return to where you were standing. "Exes don't hang out like this, Jungkook."
"Woah, you're pulling out the full government name on me now?" The boy teased, puffing a cloud of smoke from his mouth. "Should I be offended?"
"I'm setting boundaries," You crossed your arms and kicked at the ground beneath you. "Nicknames are for friends or more than friends, which we aren't."
"We aren't strangers either though."
"That doesn't matter. Not friends."
"Alright, fine," Giving up, Jungkook looked down at his hand and flexed it awkwardly. "Just trying to be friendly."
"Friendly?!" You said frantically, finally having enough of his antics. "You don't need to be friendly. We broke up and that's the end of it. Exes aren't friends. They go their separate ways and when they see each other again ā€“ if they see each other ā€“ they ignore each other. I don't get why you're doing this psychological warfare bullshit on me."
"Exes can be friends," He breathed out in protest. "Can you even tell me why we broke up in the first place?"
You remained silent. The truth was that you didn't know why you broke up either. It had been almost a year since the whole ordeal went down, and you were still confused more than anything else, even more than you were hurt. All you can remember is that you guys went through some bullshit ā€˜mutual breakupā€™ that apparently neither of you wanted in the first place. The only reason you even agreed to it is because somewhere within you, you felt like perhaps you werenā€™t deserving of such a wonderful relationship. And the only reason Jungkook agreed to it is because he thought that itā€™s what you wanted.
"No, seriously. What went wrong? What did I do? I just want some closure..." His voice became increasingly softer as he kept speaking, which only meant one thing. You stared at the ground intensely, refusing to look up and see his teary eyes.
You felt his hand gently wrap around yours and tug on it as a plea for your attention. Jungkook was your weakness, the only person you'd willingly do anything for, and he really loved to take advantage of that without even realizing he was.
You peered up at him hesitantly, worried that you'd find yourself in tears the second you saw the ones pouring from his eyes. Sure enough, when the eye contact began, you were driving yourself forward into his strong arms and dampening his shirt with your tears.
Jungkook's embrace felt the same as it did the last time you felt it. It was still so warm, so inviting, so loving. Never once did you feel unsafe in his arms and this moment was not an exception. As you sobbed into his shirt you felt his hand move from around your waist to the top of your head, stroking your hair gently.
The two of you stood there for what seemed like hours, simply letting all emotion out while enjoying the company of one another. While Jungkook has been exceptionally transparent in expressing the fact that he's heartbroken about the situation between the two of you, it's safe to say that you feel equally as devastated. This man was once the love of your life and the only one you ever needed, but now everything about him except for his embrace feels foreign. This was someone you once saw yourself building a life with, but now it's shattering to think that he has a life after you.
You pulled away after a while, refusing to make eye contact as you wiped the tears from your eyes. This all felt entirely pointless. It was obvious that nothing went wrong in the relationship yet here you were, no longer in one. You couldn't begin to imagine what Jungkook had been going through since you guys broke up considering the fact that for you, your entire world turned upside down.
"I'm sorry," You managed to choke out before you felt Jungkook's hand gently guide your face up to look at his. You watched him stare at you for a moment, taking in your features, before his lips began to curl into a soft smile. "Mmm. Yeah. You're way too pretty to let slip through my fingers."
Feeling your face turn hot as a blush crept to your cheeks, you let out a soft giggle before you were cut off by a familiar pair of lips meeting yours.
"JUNGKOOK?" You heard a voice call out. The two of you pulled apart, eyes wide. Shit. You forgot about Jimin.
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wonbriiize Ā· 1 year ago
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riize as boyfriends pt. 1
pt 2. is here
āœ§ā‚Šāŗ shotaro
the type of boyfriend who would wake you up with kisses
he yearns for a deep & meaningful relationship
would make you film cute dance tiktoks with him ĖƒĢµį“—Ė‚Ģµ
he would notice when youā€™re feeling sad and would do his best to make you feel better
like, he would buy your favorite flowers and surprise you with them
or he would call you over to his place and surprise you with your favorite movie & snacks
itā€™s important to him for you guys to talk about your feelings, desires, goals etc. openly
if conflict happens, heā€™d rather sit down and talk it out because he goes crazy thinking about you guys being on bad terms
he is so so so supportive !! whatever you want to do, he will stand behind you, he will always have your back no matter what ā™” Ģ†Ģˆ
shotaro is usually very happy but when he sees that youā€˜re having a bad day, his mood goes down too. like, you hate the world right now? good, so does he !! you want to cry a river? well, he will cry along with you !!
āœ§ā‚Šāŗ eunseok
would pull up behind you and put his arm around your waist to hold you close to him
especially in social gatherings, itā€™s his sign to show everyone that youā€™re only his
he stares at you for the longest time and when you ask whatā€™s up he just straight up says ā€˜i love youā€™ with the most serious tone ever
it makes him smile when you get shy after he does this, he just loves watching your reaction to it
the type of boyfriend who would have a pic of you in his wallet
when people would ask him ā€˜whoā€˜s thisā€™, he would softly smile and say ā€˜my favorite personā€™
likes to try out new things on your dates
for example going to places youā€™ve never been to, or doing fun activities that both of you havenā€™t tried yet
loves teasing you, in every way possible
would sneak up next to you in bed and watch you sleep with admiring eyes because he loves how peaceful you appear (*ā—”*ā™”)
āœ§ā‚Šāŗ sungchan
the type of boyfriend who would wake you up in the morning to go out for a walk
would make you breakfast as well
like when youā€™re on your period, heā€™d want you to rest in your bed and bring the breakfast to you (恄ą¹‘ā€¢į“—ā€¢ą¹‘)恄ā™”
honestly, heā€™s the type to ask ā€˜whereā€™s my hug at?ā€™
when youā€™d hug him, heā€™d wrap his arms around you so tightly that you fear heā€™s going to break your bones
heā€˜d rest his chin on your head and tease you with pushing it down
you like to scare him so sometimes when he does that, you act like he actually hurt you
he would get so concerned, step back and look at you with the most beautiful and apologetic eyes youā€™d ever seen
sungchan would keep saying sorry even when you tell him you were just joking, because if heā€™d actually hurt you, heā€˜d never be able to forgive himself
youā€˜d have to kiss him to silence him and assure him that everything is fine, and after the kiss, sungchan would have the biggest smile on his face, his eyes looking down at you with the most loving gaze ā™” Ā“ļ½„į“—ļ½„ `ā™”
āœ§ā‚Šāŗ wonbin
sends you good morning and good night messages
if heā€˜s out shopping and sees something that he thinks youā€™d like or it reminds him of you, heā€™d buy it right away
heā€˜s such a scaredy cat but heā€™d act so tough to look cool in front of you
like, if you guys would go to a horror escape room, he would secretly be shitting his pants everytime your attention wouldnā€™t be on him
but the second your eyes wander back to him, heā€™d act like this is the most easiest thing ever
when something creepy would happen in the escape room, heā€™d try to put all his fear aside and protect you
but youā€™re a bit better with horror stuff than him, so he actually ends up being the one who needs protection, like heā€™d hide behind you
also, for your birthday, heā€™d sing your favorite song for you while playing the guitar
everytime you wouldnā€™t be looking at him, he would be staring at you, telling himself how lucky he is that he gets to be with you ĖƒĢ¶Ģ¤āŒ„Ė‚Ģ¶Ģ¤
when the two of you watch a movie together, he enjoys resting his head on your shoulder and fiddling with your shirt as well as kissing you unexpectedly ā€¢į“—ā€¢ā™”
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