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asterdeer · 1 year ago

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hurt my own goddamn feelings going in the alabama state poll tags but also made myself angry. yall motherfuckers are the reason why, when i listened to weird al's "complicated" parody in middle school, i immediately felt like i was doing something wrong or was something wrong because i was really close, best friends, with my cousin. a long ass time before i figured out i was queer, i felt dirty and dangerous and morally suspicious because of who i loved and where i came from because people still think Hurr Durr Incest State Sweet Home Alabama Stupid Redneck Cousin Kissers is a funny joke and not at all demeaning, classist, just plain mean, and very potentially damaging. get better soon.

#state poll Opinions(tm)#guess who has moral ocd about touching or looking at family members now <3 #guess who is terrified at all times that if anyone sees me being affectionate with literally any family member #they will think i am a weird creepy alabamian incester #so. thank you for that. <3 thank you for persisting in new ways for me to hate the way i exist. <3 #thank you for putting more guilt and shame on marginalized communities. <3 #i hope it was worth it for that super funny 'incest.' joke in the poll tags along with 200 other people who had the same idea. <3 #anyway i love my state. it sucks in a lot of ways but it's beautiful in a lot of other ways.#i will live here forever and i hope i will one day do good for it. help bring out its beauty and help it heal from its wounds.#i hope i can be a part of its history in some small way and that small-minded ppl never hold me back from pride in where i come from #mythtakes #(also this is why i will never be able to enjoy weird al. i don't hate the guy i don't think he's a bad artist i used to love him)#(but the wound has really never healed tbh. like that one stupid line of a stupid song literally broke something in me)

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