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Where oh where are all the transfems in my area? Like I've befriended a whole bunch of transmascs, which I am super thankful for and all that, but I would love some transfems friends in my age range as well. All the transfems I've met thus far are just kind of not my vibe? I guess part of the "problem" is that I kind of abhor this whole white anime girl thing//am not into anime in general, as well as despise programming which are (at least in my experience) extremely common (I suppose they are stereotypes for a reason), and if it's not one of those things they are just plain off putting for me, i.e. asking about my tits in the literal first conversation, or someone else falling head over heels in love - after seeing me like twice, to the point that I left them on the station crying because I told them that I did not reciprocate or someone else again touching my face in an effort to "boop your snoot" without asking first in any way shape or form, to name a few
Like I just want to find someone not weird (the bad kind as described in the previous cases), that I can actually vibe with and perhaps even shares some hobbies
#trans#transgender#transfem#transfeminie#queer#Oh and if someone calls me mommy irl again I will break their fucking legs#like this cannot keep happening#Have you heard about boundaries???#Mentioning the face touching thing bc it happened at a k!nk event where you should be even more aware of boundaries#but apparently not?
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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu#also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3#hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI#to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh#sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet#but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening#this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself#also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager#anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours#its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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you guys. in the czech dub of the game, henry calls hans nicknames and more importantly, diminutives during the scramble after they get ambushed on their way to nabákov. im. soft
#no diminutives in the english dub mind you!! i checked!!#czech hansry truthers we win again in a new way#t4lx.txt#kingdom come deliverance spoilers#kingdom come deliverance 2 spoilers#kcd2 spoilers#LIKE. FYM#JANDO#HONZO???????#THE WAY I SCREAMED#i still CANNOT fucking believe this is actually happening.#mr wágner doing the lords work as jindřich#and also whoever at warhorse wrote those dialogues and made the decisions to put those diminutives there. Perfection#made the scene even more loaded with feelings and worry and protectiveness and also communicated that the lads relationship is way more th#than just lord and servant. im this essay i will start sobbing if i keep thinking about them at this point
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i really hate asking for help but capital one is screwing me over again this week with no explanation and living pay check to pay check at this time is destroying me. i was able to get necessities, plus my cats food but i have no food for myself and can’t go anymore than 100 negative due to account restrictions.. if anyone can donate even a dollar it would really help me out
my cash app is $steffu anything is appreciated!! 😭❤️
paypal [email protected]
#plum.txt#please help#please consider donating#donations#i know this is a reach but i gotta try something right now#i had a mild panic attack this morning waking up to nothing in my account#i can’t last 4 days i don’t have any food lmao idk what to do i just keep crying tbh#the other week capital one did this i didn’t get paid till monday… i cannot last the weekend like why is this happening#at least my cats are fed
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Hope you're watching, boy.
#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#rdr#vandermorston#vandermorgan#vandermarston#morston#HOW DO I EVEN TAG THIS#dutch/arthur/john#i just hope the people who'd enjoy this find it KHGFHKD#i like my ot3s fucked up and problematic why do you ask#hello red dead fandom...#anyway this was brought by: The™ one gif from wilde and people posting about it and how#people usually use it as a ship pose ref when its supposed to be at least an ot3 thing#like there's a third guy watching out of frame#and I just. i dunno this happened#is arthur jealous of dutch or john?#yes#and dutch is very aware and thats exactly why hes doing it :)#i like to think he likes to keep his boys fighting over him makes him feel important#also if theyre too busy fighting over whos the favorite they cannot unionize against him#foolproof plan#my art
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BEACHCOMBER MY BELOVED IS ALIVE IN THE ENERGON UNIVERSE AAAAA i literally cannot believe this g1 d list little guy is gonna have a role in the new comics im so excited for him HES SO CUTEEE




#beachcomber#like omg him of all bots?? i cannot hate these comics they keep bringing in my favs and im eating good#he looks so much like his g1 part i cry praying nothing horrible happens to him haha...#also the luke skywalker reference??#tf comics#maccadam#tf eu#energon universe#transformers comics#tf skybound#transformers skybound
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If I come home to another hole bitten through my cardboard by squirrels again im gonna start eating every squirrel I see
#i dont know what to do about this!!!!!!#i cannot see any evidence that it gets past the heavy blanket/curtain#and it doesnt leave anything inside the window sill behind the curtain#SO WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS#this is like the 4th time this has happened at least
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traditional art from me for once?? anyways screenshot redrawish ft friede i am going CRAZY. how are we feeling friespinelers
original under cut as usual
please ignore the godawful quality i was watching it at like. 420p
#pokemon horizons#pokeani#anipoke#pokemon hz#spinel pokemon#pokemon spinel#pokemon friede#friede pokemon#friespinel#amethiosanguishshipping#i keep seeing people call them 'spiede' which i find hilarious. love it#it sounds like a type of potato. spiede spud#anyways i am SO hyped i need it to be next week already#why is spinel pissed. WHAT HAPPENS I HAVE TO KNOWWWW#my art#im losing my mind if you cannot tell#added friede making fun of him because the voices won#everywhere i go they whisper in my ear like a devil on my shoulder going 'make this about frsp you know you want to'#and they're right i DO want to. so here we are
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Imagine the Hermits learning ballroom dance.
Imagine Etho being assigned to lead because he’s tall & everyone assumes he would.
Imagine him constantly fucking up, stepping on his partner’s feet, missing beats, just a mess.
Imagine Bdubs getting upset from the sidelines.
Imagine him getting blustery about this disaster & stepping in, saying no, no, no, this is all wrong, shooing Etho’s partner away.
Imagine anxiety bubbling up in Etho’s stomach, at having to lead for Bdubs, as he walks over.
Imagine Etho trying to place his hands on Bdubs, mentally preparing for another disaster.
Imagine Bdubs tutting & moving Etho’s hands away, much to Etho’s confusion.
Imagine Bdubs then firmly placing his hand on Etho’s back & grabbing his other hand.
Imagine Bdubs confidently taking over the whole situation.
Imagine Etho’s amazement as Bdubs leads him, and suddenly Etho’s dancing is on beat, smooth, no stepped on feet.
Imagine them elegantly whirling across the floor, everyone else watching them in surprise.
Imagine Bdubs dipping Etho.
Imagine Etho looking at Bdubs face while this happens & feeling his stomach flip at the burn of assurance in Bdubs eyes.
Imagine the song then ending, & them just staying there for a moment, breathing a bit heavy from the exertion.
Imagine Bdubs pulling Etho back up & releasing him & pointed saying that that was how you did it.
Imagine Etho staring at Bdubs, feeling lost & unsure now that Bdubs isn’t there, hand on his back deftly leading him.
Just like. Imagine.
#Ethubs#hermitshipping#Ethoslab#bdoubleo100#etho#Bdubs#I’m sorry to all my girlies who are here for smalletho#but I’ve had this idea in my head FOR MONTHS.#& like. Just because I am smalletho 99% of the time#doesn’t mean I don’t have brain rot for other pairings as well.#I was planning on making a comic or mini fic outta this but#I just don’t see that happening anytime soon#& I cannot keep this to myself.#sends it out into the universe with the hope that someone else sees my vision here#I just. Love the idea of their dynamic getting flipped in certain situations#& also Bdubs would TOTALLY be amazing at ballroom dancing.#Can’t explain why but I really think he would be.
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Oh, my god…

why?! HOW?!
#I had to post it somewhere but I don’t wanna say it on twt otherwise it sounds like I’m complaining#But wtf is happening#It’s legit glitching my browser#I cannot keep up and I’m so tempted to mute it but I’d feel so bad if I do cause I wanna answer the comments#But there so fucking many and so many quotes oh my..
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guys... GUUUUUUUUUUUYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEE LOOK AT US:3333333 THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE WOOOORLDDDD AND I AM ABSOLUTELY OBSESSSEEEDDD!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AGAIN @yuutaguro FOR THIS MASTERPIECE!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SO FUCKING MUCH<3333333
#ABSOLUTELY NOTHING NORMAL IS HAPPENING INSIDE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#SATORU MY BELOVED PRINCE!GOJO MY BELOVED#IHTCTAOT MY BELOVEDDDDD#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#MITORU NATION HOW ARE WE FEEEELINGGGGGGGGGGG#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI AM LITERALLY JUMPING UP AND NOW RN LIKE I CANNOT KEEP STILL#I LOOOVEEE ITTTT SOOOOO MUCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#HEHEHEEHEHEHHEHEHEEE WE LOOK SO GOOOD:333333#MY PRETTIEST BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mitoru#mickeycore
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guys i. literally last night i read a nonfiction piece at writer’s open mic. not that unusual. my favorite professor was there. Slightly unusual. afterwards he knelt down by me in TEARS and told me to never stop writing. boom. instantly started sobbing. what is WRONG WITH HIM
#it was a rough piece to read lowkey#it was like my history of being sexually harassed + religious trauma. which is a great combo#the nonfiction professor keeps trying to convert me and i’m like rachel i cannot publish all these pieces about people who could SEE THEM.#but then my friend suggested i publish under a pen name which is actually not a bad idea. so i’ll sleep on that#but anyway. chris wants me dead is the point#can he adopt me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. he has the same name as my dad even.#what a crazy insane wonderful man. i really needed that lowkey#(and i KNOW this sounds fake ok but i swear it happened😭 i couldn’t even believe it and he was right in front of me. he is just Like That.)#this is the peak of my entire life i fear.
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What did/do you like about Pharah?
Uh, gameplay-wise, I really love characters in shooters who rely on three-dimensional movement techs. Chaining together hover and jump to stay in the air for as long as possible and keep momentum is so satisfying, and picking enemies off from the sky made me feel like a bird of prey. I was a good Pharah main.
Story-wise, there unfortunately isn't much to canonically go off because Pharah is so underutilized and neglected. Her personality's pretty boilerplate "heroic hero" (she's literally inspired by Captain America).
But it's the crumbs/bits and pieces that I really latched onto. Pharah's a confirmed lesbian; her short story with Baptiste implies she harbors a crush on Mercy (fucking thank you.). She's biracial Egyptian/First Nations. She has major mommy issues, having grown up both admiring and resenting Ana. She's the bridge between Old Overwatch, inspired by the idealized heroes who surrounded her childhood, and New Overwatch. She's one of the only inter-generational characters in the cast; someone whose experiences span the gap, which is why I seriously believe Pharah would make a great main character.
There isn't much to go off of, though; she's a very uncomplicated character (she's a soldier for a private military corporation, lol.). But that just means she's a blank slate character, so I've seen fanfic writers run wild and create some really interesting takes on her. My favorite interpretation of her's a dense, herbo gym-bro type (a lot of her liens are about work outs, exercising, and playing sports) who's easily excitable under her seemingly self-serious, armored visage. We see how she tends to gloat and hype herself up when she's on a streak too, so Pharah definitely has a competitive and boastful side under her more professional and militant performance.
Now Mercy? Mercy is a real complex character.
#i was a diehard pharmercy shipper back then btw#the inherent homoerotic experience of pharmercy gameplay.#the homoerotic experience of looking to the skies to fly to safety under the protection of your knight in shining armor#the homoerotic experience of feeling white hot murderous rage at an enemy trying to pick off your pocket mercy#i still kinda despise gency lmao. you cannot convince me mercy would be in love with genji. at all.#he'd make her feel so uncomfortable and guilty. in my head. the canon is obviously different#gency is sexless. absolutely zero bite or tension.#i could go on about mercy and how her character has so much missed potential#i'm no longer in my overwatch fandom phase but#i still think about that new flirty line they added in ow2 where mercy goes “ahh you're like my knight in shining armor!”#and pharah goes “that's what i'm goin for ;)” and i sigh dreamily#really happy that pharah outright says she's a lesbian too but it's hard to feel good about rep when you know blizzard uses it for pr#to be honest i'm willing to bet cash that blizzard's keeping pharmercy in their back pocket as ammo for the next controversy#last year we already saw logs about pharah fretting and taking care of mercy and the two talking about how good it is to see each other#tbh pharah has the same energy/demeanor as applejack. cheerful and competitive in a can of whoopass#but yeah overall pharah's a pretty shallow character. i have IDEAS on how i'd go about deepening her but. whatever#that's sorta what happens when you have to juggle a cast of 40 characters. a lot get left with the bare minimum#ok so i wrote this entire post up saying that pharah isn't in ow2's storymode when she is. she's in the story i just. forgot#because she doesn't do or contribute anything interesting#ok i'm stopping here. overwatch's story is such an interesting narrative mess i could go on for hours#i dunno how you come up with such incredible character designs and give them such an unincredible story#it's also so so so interesting seeing the conflicting takes on characters the writers have#mercy in gameplay and voicelines is peppy and cheerful and optimistic#but mercy in the storymode journal logs is tired. jaded. a total shut in who forgets to leave her room and social#and YES! THAT'S WHAT I WANT!!! THAT'S MERCY TO ME!!! THE DOCTOR WHO FORGETS TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF#ask me#anon
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I’m Not The Sun
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Y'know, when Kon ‘died’, do you think a grieving Tim could have mistaken Danny for his best friend? Do you think that, in a moment of desperation and exhaustion, he might've kidnapped a floating Danny in an attempt to bring Kon home? And when he realized he kidnapped a random civilian, do you think he still kept Danny for a while as a replacement for Kon?
Do you think Danny got tired of being called 'Conner' after the first week but was too distressed himself to correct Tim? Trying to leave or tell the fellow teen his name was Danny was obviously sending the kid into a spiral. He seemed to think Danny was the dead spirit of his best friend. Maybe if he played along, this Conner guy would show back up?
Hopefully, before Tim completes his cloning research. Danny's been doing everything he can to sabotage the equipment, but even with ghost powers on his side, Tim is a smart person. Every time Danny sets him back one step, Tim takes two steps forward. And since he's well outside of his haunt, Danny is starting to feel weak and ill from lack of ectoplasm. He's running out of time.
Do you think Kon would feel upset that his best friend replaced him?
#dpxdc#pondhead blurbs#like#crack can happen#but i just want a gut wrenching story about tim's emotional breakdown#and he's smart but everything he's doing is making everything worse and worse#danny doesn't know he's red robin#he can't leave the nest or where ever tim took him to#he just knows he's getting weaker by the day#using invisibility has never been harder#the one time he tried to sneak out#tim found him in an hour#and spiraled so hard danny panicked and promised not to leave again#well guess what ghost boy?#promises are important to ghosts :)#he physically cannot leave tim now even tho it is causing him harm#tim is just off the rails with grief#he eventually realizes danny isn't kon but keeps calling him such to keep a thread of sanity#and continues with the cloning attempts#danny is just horrified and doesn't know what to do#i'm opening this up for some super angst on danny's side too#like imagine he had a bad reveal and he messed up with this powers#and now tim thinks he's the dead spirit of fucking superboy come to reincarnate into the shell of an empty clone#danny's powers are getting weaker and his control is slipping#so it's not exactly helping his case#queued post
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Reread/skimmed my oldest Pharma apologism posts (mainly the ones about Pharma not being a functionist) and it just occurred to me that possibly another reason the fandom saddled Pharma with the "functionist bigot" label is because his introduction by First Aid says that everyone hates Decepticons, but Pharma really really hates Decepticons. Mix that with the portion of the fanbase that lionizes and whitewashes the Decepticons, and I can easily see it entering common fanon that "Pharma hates Decepticons -> the Decepticons are freedom fighters wrongly maligned by the Autobots/the franchise -> Pharma must be a bigoted functionist since he hates Decepticons who represent freedom."
The simpler explanation is just that Pharma is an antagonist and therefore gets the "everything about him must be evil and wrong" black-and-white analysis so common in fandoms in general, but given some of the bizarre Decepticon takes I've seen I can also easily see Pharma's Decepticon hatred being taken as a sign of him being bigoted and evil.
Though AGAIN in this case it would still be singling Pharma out as a bigot for crimes/flaws that multiple other Autobots are guilty of like.
Oh, Pharma hates Decepticons? Well a lot of other Autobots hate Decepticons too, First Aid's narration about Pharma even says "we all hate Decepticons"; for that matter, there are a lot of Decepticons who hate Autobots. It's a massive civil war that's lasted for a lifetime causing two groups of people to be stuck in a near-permanent blood feud, you can't assume that every Autobot who hates Decepticons (and vice versa) hates them because they're a bigot. Maybe there's been a war where both sides have been building an ever-increasing mountain of reasons to hate each other, so hating the opposite faction is a social problem caused by war and politics rather than a sign of individual moral failing.
Pharma worked at the New Institute so that means he must be evil/bigoted? Chromedome and Brainstorm also worked at the New Institute, but there's no widespread fandom shunning of them or headcanoning them as bigots.
Hell, even the very premise of assuming Pharma is a functionist bigot for hating Decepticons is ignoring the very premise of Pharma's motives, which are, uh... being blackmailed by the leader of the Decepticon Justice Division, who represents the ultimate form of Decepticon ideals to the point of literally wearing their symbol as his mask? So how were we jumping straight to "oh Pharma hates Decepticons bc he's a posh bigoted functionist" when there was a far more immediate interpretation/headcanon of "Pharma hates Decepticons because he's being tortured and blackmailed by one."
That's not to say that Pharma couldn't have hated Decepticons before Delphi, and I think you could make interesting headcanons/extrapolations based on either idea. But still. It kinda feels like people saw Pharma and just wanted to make him the Token Evil Autobot who's the opposite of our Good Heroic Autobots regardless of whether evidence from canon supported it or not.
Good riddance to bigoted functionist Pharma fanon, I'm so glad that the majority of Pharma fanon these days actually gives him a chance and puts him on equal footing as other Autobots.
#squiggposting#that and there's that weird thing where people treat(ed) pharma as if he's starscream lite#so like bc they see starscream as posh and elitist and vain (how did that happen btw)#they basically go oh pharma must also be the same way#also how did ppl ever see pharma as posh when he speaks in the same register as everyone else and if anything has a campy flair to him#you can't look me in the eye and tell me this chaotic theatrical gremlin ass freak is a posh elitist like slkfjsldk#not mentioning the flyers=oppressed thing in this meta bc that bit of worldbuilding was established way later#tho i cannot entirely fault ppl for painting pharma as evil and treating him with double standards compared to other autobots#i mean literally in the same issue he was introduced he caught flak for giving in to DJD blackmail#whereas other characters explicitly speak about how scary/scared they are of the djd#so like it's clear pharma WAS meant to be the token evil autobot with compromised morals#who was so selfish as to (gasp) take a blackmail deal to keep him and his facility from painful torturous death#and then when he was already trapped in the deal be forced to eventually kill patients to keep up#how dare he. should've stood up to tarn and instantly been murdered like a good autobot#sorry for being pithy lol the apologism got a little too strong there#pharma apologism#also i think the way JRO writes if pharma was supposed to be bigoted you would like. be able to tell#JRO is not subtle about writing p much every bigoted character as massively flamingly racist/functionist/etc
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