#like thats one of the things He told you NOT to do

[snail-day]

Sooooooooo.. apparently during the late 1800s to early 1900s, women who experienced anxiety attacks or emotional distress were often brought by their husbands to physicians. These doctors would frequently diagnose them with female hysteria(of course now it's a discredited medical condition 🙃). One of the most common "treatments" for this was pelvic massage aka clitoral stimulation which was believed to relieve the symptoms.💀😭

I was thinking of a scenario where the reader is married to an older, wealthy nobleman probably an arrangement forced upon her by her family in exchange for titles and riches, since it was common at the time. She suffers from undiagnosed anxiety, leading her husband to take her to the most renowned physician of the era: Dr. Suguru Geto! He then applies the so called “therapeutic” method to relieve her hysterical episodes 👀.

Sooooo what do you think?

so fun fact thats actually how we got the vibrator!!

TW: Yandere Behaviors, Toy use, Medical Malpractice, Humiliation, Overstim, Dubcon, MDNI

Ohhhhh doctor Suguru would tie you to a medical examination chair, feet in the stirrups, the leather straps snug around your wrists and thighs, not too tight, just enough to keep you still for treatment. A buzzing vibrator pressed right against your swollen little clit, humming like a bumblebee, while he watches you twitch and squirm, those pretty little tears streaming down your cheeks.

“There we go,” he hums, tilting his head with that gentle smile. “Told you, didn’t I? You're just overstimulated. All that emotional buildup... classic case of hysteria. But don’t worry. I’m going to take good care of you.”

Because you’re his favorite patient. You always respond so well to his methods. He tests the new devices on you first, only you, cooing little praises while your legs tremble in their restraints.

“Would you rather be in the next room?” he asks so sweetly, brushing the sweaty strands of hair from your face. “They use needles in there. Ice baths. Terrible bedside manners. But here? With me? All you have to do is come for me. Again and again.”

A whine escapes your throat, clenching onto nothing. Nails digging into the leather straps.

“Just a few more,” he murmurs, watching the slick drip down your thighs onto the cold sterile tile floor. “You’re doing so well. You want to get better, don’t you?”

The poor floor getting all messy and slick from your needy little cunt, causing a chuckle to leave his throat.

“Tsk, such a silly thing. But that’s alright. We’ll just have you clean it up with your tongue, and then I’ll give you something nice.”

Unbuckling you with care, catching you as you slump against him, boneless and dazed. You can’t even stand without his help, which of course makes him smile all the more. He walks you, right where the mess pools across the cold tile, and eases you down gently to your knees. Doesn't want his pretty little girl getting bruises.

“Attagirl,” he murmurs, crouching beside you, hands firm on your hips. “Just like that. Palms flat. Mouth open.”

You blink slowly up at him, lashes damp, lips parting in sleepy obedience. Before leaning down. You actually do it, you start to lick. Slow little strokes over the tile, soft tongue dragging through your own mess all sweet and salty as he strokes your back with warm, approving hands.

“That’s it, angel. We have to clean up after ourselves, don’t we?” His voice is so soft. So pleased. “Good hygiene is part of recovery.”

You’re still licking when you feel him shift beside you, his palm curling around your jaw to tilt your head up. His other hand is stroking himself lazily, and the moment he catches your gaze, he hums low in his throat.

Your tongue is still out. Waiting.

He taps the flushed head of his throbbing cock against it, once, twice, almost fond.

“You’ve been so good for me,” he says, voice syrupy with affection. “So, so good. You don’t need medicine. You just need me.”

Suguru just hates to see his favorite patient so unwell. So he just takes extra precaution with treatment, you understand don't you?

[kgetou]

*cough cough, may I request older sister! Fem reader with sakura haruka from wind breaker (◉⁠‿⁠◉)?

One-shot and platonic

About fem reader who working as a doctor and she is rich (like rich rich), she loves her younger/little brother so much that she like to spoiled him.

Remember about the scene in the manga, sakura have to sleep in other place by his family, now sakura have to live in a ugly apartement, fem reader doesn't know about this but when she know, she go to the makochi to visit her little brother.

When she meet her little brother, she immediately hug him and tell him she missed him so much, surprised his friend who go patrol with him, sakura never tell them that he has a older sister.

When she saw the place sakura live at, she immediately get so mad because their parents never tell her about sakura's condition, then she planning to use her money to buy him a nice house and already have furniture in it.

Sakura surprised to see the house and can't belive it she buy him a house? She bought him a house just like paying for a sandals, 😨 is her money not important to her?.

She love him so much that she want sakura to have a better place and better life and as to make it up for the time she can't spend with her little brother, so now she have time to spend with her little brother she want to spoiled him and buy him everying he want.

I think doctors don't have many days off, so thats why she want to spend her vacation with her little brother by going on shopping and the other thing to do as long its spend her time with her little brother (✿❛◡❛)

After spend her time in makochi and knowing that her little brother is happy with his friend and have a better life in makochi, she is happy that her brother have a good friend and have people who don't judge him because of his looks and because he likes to fight.

So she doesn't need to be stressed about the people who judge him and who doesn't want to befriended him.

Imagine he introduce his older sister to his other friend. psst! When her vacation is ended, she have to leave sakura to continue her work in another place, she give him a big pocket money and a card, 🤭 so when his pocket money is runs out he can take money from the bank with her card, she give him a kiss on his forehead and a hug before leaving him.

I just searching for the doctor salary in google, it said 1,349,858 or more than that per month, 😦 wow.

I just want to spoiled my little brother sakura haruka 😭!

Sorry its too long 😅

omg, i loved this idea, i never wrote platonic before, so im so sorry if its not long enough or i missed something. Thank you for resquest. <3

f! rich reader ! sakura’s sister ‹𝟹 platonic ⭑.ᐟ

warnings: lower case on purpose, swf, fluff.

“i already told you y/n, i’m fine” he murmured with a pink flush decoding his ears. his sister was acting pathetically through the phone. calling him just to ask if she can visit.

the true is that he was ashamed by the way his house look. after moving to an ugly apartment he need it to manage that his sister wouldn’t know about it.

“but i want to” sakura heard the awkward cry that she have to him, a pathetic one “pleaseeeeee” she beg one last time. he look his surround thinking what he can do to cover all the ugly stuff in his apartment, because after everything, he just can’t tell no to his older sister.

“okay y/n, you can come” he sight tired. he needed it to separate the phone out of his ear due to the loud scream she gave.

he was fucked up.

he tried, he really tried. but nobody told him that hiding ugly parts of an apartment was so difficult. now he was looking down while his big sister was scolding him like a puppy that did something bad.

“why you never told me?” the true is that his parents never told y/n about the situation that sakura lives in. she got mad at him and mad at herself because as a big sister she’s failing (or that what she believed)

“i’m sorry…i didn’t want to bother you” he say shrinking avoiding his sister look. but who was y/n to get mad at his cute little brother:(? she hugged him tightly. making sakura complains a little bit because of the closeness, but she couldn’t avoid it. she loves him so much that she’s willing to do everything just to see him comfy and happy.

“i’m going to buy you a house” she said like if it was nothing. sakura stood on his place. wtf she was talking about? she’s crazy? he thought shameless.

“what the hell are you saying y/n-“ he was cut again.

“i know what i’m doing sakura, just please let me help you i beg you. you never, never can bother me hear me?” she said palming his head while looking in sakura’s eyes a sign of acceptance.

and she found it.

sakura couldn’t believe it what he was seeing.

a house? with furniture? like it was nothing? hello?

“and…you like it?” y/n asked him. she already knew him and knew what he was thinking, but understand, she wanted the best for him.

“yes” he murmur blushing “but why?, why like if it was you buying me a piece of cake” he asked ashamed, he couldn’t believe anything of this. he walked towards the furniture touching with his pale fingers the material of the couch, observing everything with his bicolor eyes.

y/n stood. she knew how alone he felt when she left house. after all she was a bad sister one time. “because i love you sakura. and i know i wasn’t the best sister because i left home early, leaving you behind with th-“ he stoped her.

“i know y/n, i know how bad our parents were. i don’t blame you, i can’t. i’m just thinking why i deserve this?” he manage to say. you were so happy, your little brother was learning how to express his emotions.

“you deserve everything dummy, and i can give you everything” you smile at him.

sakura almost fainted when he saw your bank account. but that’s another history. ;)

nobody prepared sakura for this. if somebody tell him that right now he would be presenting his older sister to his friends he will be laughing in the person’s face. but right now it was real.

y/n wanted to spend her vacations with him, after everything she explained to him in a calm way that she’s so busy during her working days, she almost got no vacations. and he understood, she runs for save a life.

“woah, i never thought that your sister was so pretty” said nirei in a surprise tone, gaining a smack behind the neck from sakura. he cried to sakura’s asking for forgiveness while sakura was trying to ignore him.

reader was so happy. the sight of his brother being happy with people that understand him, love him and accept him. she didn’t hesitate to smile. her lips your curve upside because oh happiness.

he was happy and if he was, she was too.

the days passed fast, she loved and learned more about her little brother. but now was time to go.

you were hugging him with all the love you can show. you didn’t miss the red cheeks of you’re brother and how his ears were red too.

“well, i will see you soon, but…” you search something in your pocket.

your brother couldn’t believe it.

a card? for him?

“oh no, not only that” you open your purse showing him a band of money.

he was speechless.

“oh, my taxi is here” you kissed his cheeks while waving to him, closing the door behind you of his new house.

he was still there, with the card and the money on his hand.

what just happened?

omg, i don’t know what i did, but thank you so much for requesting. sorry if i didn’t accomplish your expectations.

request here

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Being Nice

Description: Will is a lot different on camera and it intimates Y/n. Good thing he has a soft spot for her.

Your boyfriend was Will is the sweetest man you knew, with kind eyes and an even kinder heart. Too bad when he gets behind a camera it all changed, or at least thats what you thought.

Brash language and constant teasing he played a bit of a dick character. You refused to watch his videos as it hurt to see him like that.

"Luv," Will called from the kitchen as he made your morning coffee "Can I ask a favour?" You called back a simple sure as you get dressed. He walked in the room with the two mugs "James was asking if you could be in the next video. He's going to have a guest too."

Taking the mug you stared at him with wide eyes. You had never told him you didn't like his videos.

"I don't know," He gave you an odd look, silently urging you to go on "I'm not really one to be on camera." He waved his arms in disbelief

"Babe! You're drop dead gorgeous and you'd be brilliant with James and I!" He begged you to come, you finally agreeing.

Regret was inevitable. Sitting on a chair beside your boyfriend as James explained the premise of the video. Will was quiet as he listened and you eyed him.

"Okay, you guys ready?" James asked clapping his hands. Everyone nodded and soon the cameras began rolling.

Will and James took turns explaining the video and introducing you.

"Today we are joined by my lovely girlfriend Y/n!" Will cheered with James smiling wide.

"Hi, happy to be here." You said looking to the camera with a sweet look one that Will had noticed quickly. You looked adorable right now.

As the video progressed he was catty with James and yet never even a hint of sass came towards you. Something James noticed.

"Oi! Why does she get special treatment!" He asked after an especially mean tease was given. You also curious turned to the man only to see him smirking.

"Because its her bed I'm sleeping in tonight." Your face was so warm, wanting to die on the spot. James made a sputtering sound before quipping back

"Nah you should sleep in mine." He winks earning a groan from Y/n and Will. The video continued smoothly. Once done Y/n and Will stood outside waiting for their uber.

"I'm glad you weren't mean to me." Y/n said reaching her hand out to hold his. He gave you a squeeze, looking into your eyes he let out a small breath.

"I don't think I could be mean to you, especially not on film. You're my girl." He pushed a piece of hair that slipped out behind your ear.

"I'm glad. I had fun today." His eyes lingering on you for a moment longer than intended. The sense of connection he felt to you was so strong that no matter what room you two were in, he wanted to be right next to you.

"Let's do it again sometime."

[witchygagirlwrites]

How Dare You-Part 9

Jay Halstead x Reader (nicknamed Deuce/ surname of Barlowe. No first name used)

You and Jay finally talk, you let all your feelings known as to why you think he stayed

Warnings: mention of violence, mention of shooting someone, lots of cursing and actually I think thats it for this one

Jay watched you as you walked through the market. You were ahead of him and Travis, Franklin and Samantha were walking with you. He noticed how you liked keeping the K9s close. A part of him wondered if you’d end up requisitioning one for your team. There was just something about the way you wove through the stalls, offering a smile to the vendors as you moved. You spoke to them, stopped to check out fares. He didn’t know if you’d ever been this far south but no one looked at you with the least bit of malice. Even with it being clear you were some form of law enforcement, the vendors were joking and laughing with you as you bought what looked like dried herbs from a man.

The way your braid bounced behind you, one of your hands dangling to brush along Rex’s back and the way your eyes constantly darted between the two women with you to make sure neither of them felt as if you weren’t paying attention to them. He also knew for a fact that either of the three of you could probably tell him the smallest detail of damn near anyone around you in the market. You’d told him years ago only half your observation skills had come from being an agent “the other half simply comes from being a woman, we’re used to having to keep an eye on things around us”

The sound of his name being called tore his attention away from you  “Jay?” He raised an eyebrow and cut his eyes at Travis “You called me by Jay instead of Halstead. It’s got to be serious. Are you about to make good on the threat to shoot me and call it enemy fire on the write up?” Travis shrugged “Haven’t quite decided yet but no, not at the moment”  Jay laughed lightly, glad for some of the tension he’d caused to be gone.  He knew the only reason was because you had given the ok for him to stay on, Nolan wouldn’t have agreed unless you had. “Ok then what’s up?”

Travis nodded towards where you were now looking at a booth that had necklaces laid out “I’m gonna ask you something and know this once I’m not even busting your balls. I’m just honestly curious”  That spiked Jay’s attention because if Travis was passing up an opportunity to bust his balls over you? It had to be serious.  “Ok?” Jay watched the other man as they walked in silence. Travis stopped walking, catching Jay by the elbow “Did you ever actually pay attention to her before now?” 

“What?” Jay questioned, eyes flickering back towards you but luckily your attention was not on them. “I’ve caught you more than once looking at her. You treated her like the dirt under your boot when you first got here then all of a sudden once you find out about the explosion you’re looking at her like you’ve never seen her before. Like you’re spotting all these new things. How the hell can you say you love her if you didn’t really know her?” 

“I know I fucked up..” Jay started but Travis cut him off with a laugh “Halstead saying you fucked up is the understatement of the century. You broke her heart, You slept with her under false pretenses. You came here and treated her like shit because you assumed she was fucking me. Now? I can’t even figure you out so I know she can’t” 

“What do you want to know Bailey?” Jay asked, holding his arms out to his side. He was through hiding anything. If airing every ounce of dirty laundry he ever had was what it took for Travis to trust him then that was the first step in the right direction for you to halfway trust him again one day. “Why are you here? She thinks the only reason you’re not still being a complete and total asshole to her is because you found out you got her pregnant. If that’s the case, wipe your conscious clean. We’ll get you out of your contract and you can get the fuck out of here. She doesn’t need any more bullshit from your corner”

“It couldn’t possibly be that the reality check came in the form that she almost died and if she had I probably never would have ever known? Yeah it fucking hurt to find out I could’ve been a father, especially with her but her almost dying? Travis you may not believe me and I don’t really fucking care but that’s why I want those bastards’ heads on a pike. They tried to take her and if it’s the last thing I do they’ll regret it”

“If that’s how you actually feel you need to reel it back a little because if she clocks the way you’re looking at her? If she sees some of the things I’m seeing? She’s going to bench your ass. She doesn’t want any grey area. She wants this whole thing black and white so nothing gets muddled” the way Travis was looking at him, almost seemed like they were coming to some sort of agreement. “Are we finding middle ground?” Jay asked and Travis nodded “Yeah” then looked over to when you were headed in their direction. 

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“Should we be concerned about that?” you looked up from where you’d just been admiring a necklace to see Jay and Travis standing pretty close and Travis had Jay’s elbow in his grasp. “Fuck, you two stay here” you handed Samantha the money for the necklace you wanted for Val then headed in their direction.

Both men took a step away from each other at your approach, false innocence filling their faces “What’s up Deuce?” Travis asked as you looked between him and Jay. “You tell me, I looked a while ago and you two were walking just fine. I look down to find Val a necklace, look back up and it seems like we’re going for round two” Jay smirked slightly “Coming to make sure you get your hit in?” 

You spun around to point your finger at him “Shut up” he held up his hands, both eyebrows raised in the way that you knew meant he was fighting to keep a smile off his face and just knowing him that well pissed you off.  “Trav?” you asked, turning back to your friend. He smiled “We’re good. We were just talking, promise”

You knew there was something more to it than that. Were both of these men forgetting that you knew them? You held Travis’s eyes for a moment then nodded “Good, just because we have downtime doesn’t mean shit can’t pop off at any moment.  If you two start fighting and something happens then that leaves a vulnerability to the rest of us”

“It won’t happen” Travis promised and you nodded again “I’m trusting you Bailey”

You barely cut your eyes at Jay, he was watching you like he half expected you to say something to him but what exactly? You had no idea. You didn’t have anything for him. You just shook your head and walked back over to the women. Whatever testosterone fueled bullshit you’d interrupted they could get back to.

You walked into the building where you had to meet the point of contact. Hernandez walked in behind you with his K9 Red. Travis, Marcel and Jay were behind him. The contact asked for a small group. You’d given him that.

You nodded to Hernandez so him and Marcel split off to do a walk through of the bar the five of you found yourself in. Red’s job was to make sure none of you were walking into an ambush. The fact that he’d picked a place with people inside instead of some off the beaten path was a good indication but sometimes that just meant more collateral damage.

Travis stepped up next to you, Jay a step behind him. “When’s the contact due?” you checked your watch “We’re about seven minutes early, I wanted to give Red a chance to do his thing first. Make sure we weren’t up for any surprises”  “Have you worked with this contact before?” Jay asked and you looked up at him then shook your head “Not that I know of, he’s one of Rafe’s though so chances are he’ll be ok. I just don’t want to chance lives regardless” 

Marcel and Hernandez made it back to the three of you and Hernandez ran a hand down Red’s back “It’s clear Deuce” you nodded and reached down to scratch between Red’s ears “Ok, you two take the table near the rear exit in case you need to slip out. Halstead you take the table near the front exit in case any buddies of his slip in and we need a warning. Trav you get a table near the bar and I’ll wait at the bar”

“Copy that” the group of men spread out to do as you asked so you walked up to the bar. The woman behind the bar smiled at you “What will it be?” you laughed “Um anything non alcoholic?”  “Strawberry lemonade?” she offered and you nodded “That sounds amazing”

You sat there, sipping the lemonade and counting off the minutes on your watch until the stool next to you creaked. You turned and your eyes widened. His beard was thicker than the last time you’d seen him and his black hair was longer, tied back to keep it out of his face but those bright hazel eyes remained the same. “Adan?” he grinned “Nice to see you raised from the dead mijo” “I don’t understand..why all this cloak and dagger shit? You had me freaked. I ran the dogs through here” he shrugged “I had to make sure it was still you running the team. I heard about what happened. I got eyes out looking for that rat, as soon as I find him I’ll let you know. I know you want it” 

You felt a tiny smile slip onto your face, fighting the urge to let your hand brush over your stomach especially knowing Jay was watching you like a damned hawk. “I appreciate that. So you’re the contact?” he nodded “I’ve been hearing about a team hitting hard. Didn’t realize that you were the one leading them” you shrugged “I’m not the only one leading, I just wrangle the damn herd of cats” he laughed loudly “That’s the Deuce I know, ok here’s everything you need” and pulled out a large envelope from his jacket and slid it across the bar. “I won’t see you again for a long while. You know how these drops are” you nodded as you slipped the envelope into your own jacket. “I know, it was nice seeing you though” “You too mijo” he replied as you both stood up.

He looked at you and you laughed “You can hug me” he grinned and pulled you into a hug “Take care of yourself Barlowe and give em hell” you patted his chest “Take care of yourself Adan and don’t get caught” 

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One thing that surprised Jay was just how much contacts for things like this and CIs were truly alike. Their posture, the way they scanned crowds. It was easy to spot them if you knew what to look for. The moment the man stepped into the bar Jay could’ve guessed he was the contact. He was a little shorter than him, long black hair and a thick beard. 

Then Travis looked up and nodded to the man. He thought you all didn’t know him but the way Travis’s posture changed told him that he did indeed know the contact after all. Ok, that must be a good thing at least because Travis didn’t seem as tense as he had before. Did that mean you were safer being alone at the bar with this guy? 

Jay watched silently as the man sat down next to you. You turned to face him, your eyes widened but more in a “I haven’t seen you in a while” type way than a “Oh shit” type of way so he remained seated. He couldn’t exactly hear what was being said but body language spoke a lot. You knew this guy and was comfortable around him, more comfortable than you were around him these days. 

The two of you spoke for a few minutes then the man laughed loud enough the sound carried over to Jay and he could see the smile on your face. It was a genuine one, not forced and not tinged with anything else. He missed seeing those smiles pointed at him. When you and the man both stood and embraced it took every damn ounce of willpower he had to not move. Then seeing you, still in his arms leaning back to pat the man on the chest and look up at him with a smile and say something else? He could feel the muscle in his jaw clenching. 

He wasn’t jealous, nope. He had no right to be. Yet he wanted to kick the man behind the knee on the way out of the door. He fought the urge but wanted to.

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To give Adan a few minutes to get clear you walked over to Travis’s table. His eyes were glued to Jay. You looked over your shoulder but Jay wasn’t even looking at Travis or he turned when you looked. “Something up?” “Nope, Adan give you what we need?” he asked. You nodded “Yeah, he’s also got eyes out for Donato” just saying the name made anger flicker to life in the pit of your stomach. 

Months had passed, you were healed…mainly but his face still lingered in nightmares. You’d gotten shot, stabbed, in car wrecks yet that was the absolute closest you’d ever come to dying and it was just due to one man feeling like he didn’t get a high enough payout from your side or the cartel he was rolling over on so he was constantly trying to one up both of you.

Travis nodded and reached a hand across the table to brush against yours “Good, maybe he can use his resources to find the rat” you laughed lightly “Two different sides and you both call him a rat” he laughed “That’s because he is..think it’s been long enough and we can roll now?”

You checked your watch and nodded slowly “Yeah, let's circle up” . You stood up and looked across the room to Marcel. Him and Hernandez slipped out the backdoor and would meet the three of you back at the suv you’d taken to this meeting. You looked over at Jay and he was already on his feet. “Let’s go”

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When the five of you got back to camp you headed for the tent that was shared between you, Samantha, Franklin and the other two women in the squadron. Jay was walking near you simply due to his tent being directly across from your own.

“Deuce” he called out and saw your shoulders stiffen before you slowly turned to face him. “Yeah, what’s up?” you were looking at him but not meeting his eyes, your gaze was glued to his chest. Was it that hard to look him in the eye? “Do you need me to leave?” he asked and you finally raised your eyes to look at his “What?” The confusion written across your face was genuine.

“I’m catching it from my own squad, from your team. If me being here is putting more on you..I took the extension to try to help you..try to make some form of amends but if it’s putting you at any risk by complicating things or distracting you, I’ll ask for a transfer” you waved a hand “What exactly are you wanting me to say here Jay? I approved of you staying with Nolan. What more can I do?”

“Talk to me? I’m getting it second hand from Travis so I know you’ve said it or implied it” he added the silent “Please” onto the end of that. You sighed “Jay, I know guilt is what led to you taking the extension. I’m pulling double duty here busting my ass to try to do the current job in front of me and chase down Los Guerreros del Illimani so you can ease your mind and go home”

You couldn’t have just hit him again? Or maybe just shoot him? Hell he’d gotten shot enough he knew how that felt. It would’ve probably hurt less. “What?” The question fell flat to his own ears but he didn’t know what else to say.

“You treated me like shit Jay. You tricked me into bed, no matter the reason…no matter if I honestly do sympathize with the shit you were going through in Chicago at the time, you tricked me into bed with a lie. Then you showed up here, on my turf on a team that I was called in to handle and berated me at every turn. You talked me down in front of our people, you mumbled, gave those little looks of yours and honestly just shredded my damn heart even further than it already was and now? The only reason you are being civil is because you found out Los Guerreros del Illimani killed your child. You never loved me, that’s ok. I’ve come to terms with that but please don’t insult my intelligence by acting as if I should just accept this change because why exactly? What honest reason do I have to accept it? I can work shoulder to shoulder with you just fine Jay. We’re professionals. We’re the leads of all this, lives depend on us seeing somewhat eye to eye but please stop acting as if I mean anything to you”

“You do, you always have” his voice was low as he took a step towards you, half expecting you to back up but instead you moved closer to him, the distance between the two of you shrinking to less than a foot. You crossed your arms over your chest and had to lean your head back slightly to hold his eyes as you said “You have a funny way of showing that” 

“It hurts to know we would’ve had a baby, I’m not going to lie to you but the idea that you nearly died and I never knew? If you would’ve died, I may never have known… that was a wake up call…I was a fucking idiot and wrapped up in my own bullshit when I got here, does that take away from how I treated you or justify it in the least? No but I want to try to do what I can right here, I don’t want you having to keep an eye out because you’re worried me and Travis may fight. I don’t want you thinking I’m only staying, only backing you and your team because of the miscarriage”

“I don’t know how the hell I’m supposed to think or feel towards you Jay” you finally admitted, you felt like every nerve ending in your body was on fire as you stared him down. Your hand ran over your side, a nervous habit you’d picked up while you were healing. “However you need to, I know you don’t trust me. Not outside of the job but I hope one day you will. I miss you, I know I don’t have any right to say that to you but I miss you”

“You let me walk away” you reminded him and he nodded “I know, that’s the worst part. I know” 

“I’ll try to find more middle ground with you but respect when I need breathing room, ok?” you offered and he nodded “Ok” you pointed towards the tent “I’m laying down for a while until chow time” “Ok, I’ll be around if I’m needed” you nodded “Stay alert” “Yes ma’am” he replied, a small smirk slipping onto his face when your eyes narrowed.

“See you later Halstead” “See you later Barlowe”

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[yup-thats-me]

—silly emotions • K. Hongjoong

✾pairing; ❝bf!Hongjoong x gf!reader❞ ✾summary; ❝Hongjoong is absolutely speechless at his lover's question but he knows its her emotions speaking.❞ ✾warnings; ❝periods❞ ✾a/n; ❝guess who's on her period?! also, guys I can't type with my nails but they look so pretty ;')❞

"I have a question, Joongie," Y/n mumbles as she lay atop her beloved boyfriend's chest, Hongjoong;

"What is it, love?"

"Would you forget about me if i die?"

Hongjoong's hand momentarily stops stroking her hair. Would he forget her? Perhaps not; absolutely not. He may be forced to move if the girl passes away, but he won't forget her.

How could he? She's the one who taught him to be kind to himself, the one who held him together when things were rough, times when he felt like he could no longer carry on.

"Of course, not, my love," He hugs the girl closer to his chest. "I could not even if I wanted to."

But the girl was not having it. Pushing herself off his chest, she looked at the man, betrayed.

"Then," she stared at him. "You still think about your ex?"

"..."

What was he supposed to say now? Either way he answered, it would make her more angry.

"Wait—" He hurriedly sat up straight, panic clear in his voice. "You know that's not what I meant!"

"No? What did you mean then?" She shoved against his chest, making him stumble back. "You'll not forget me, but you're telling me you don't think about your ex still? How am I supposed to believe that, Hongjoong?"

This was getting serious, the tears gathering at Y/n eye's told Hongjoong. She was on her period, he knew but he also knew no matter what he said, it would not calm her down.

Staying still for a minute, the man knelt on the floor before her, taking her hand in his.

"Y/n, I promise," His eyes speaking on behalf of him.

"I will not forget you, I could never. But if I am forced to move on, I will carry you here," he pointed at his heart. "Nobody will be able to replace you, never."

Y/n could no longer keep the tears at bay and broke down sobbing. Smiling, Hongjoong got up, hugging her close. "And as for my ex...what was her name again?"

Giggling softly, Y/n hit him playfully. "Stop playing!"

"Silly little baby," Hongjoong remarked resting his chin on her head. "No one will replace you, I promise."

"I'll come to haunt you if you do," Y/n countered.

"You're always welcome to, my love."

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[samuraseiichi]

My friend told me you spoke about the Fate series over on Twitter. I don’t have twitter so I thought I’d ask for your thoughts on here 🫶

So…. Thoughts?

ok sorry this is really long but i started getting into it recently actually, i finished watching ubw a couple of days ago and im at the beginning of f/z right now, maybe like 2 episodes in. im really excited to see the whole thing with kiritsugu and kirei i heard whatever they have going on is some crazy shit.

ive only done two drawings as of Now while watching (regrettably i draw gilgamesh the same way i draw toji but hopefully ill figure out how i want to draw him down the line). i was watching his entire sequence vs berserker and illya and finally understood everyones jokes abt saber/archer in the hsr collab seeing mydei and being confused bc why did gil have to do all of that shgakgkwlg he didnt have to blilnd her first hes just doing shit for the love of the game

and lancer really really grew on me towards the end of ubw, i think my top 3 would be archer lancer and rin

and i also downloaded fgo too although im not very far im like maybe halfway through the second area with jeanne d'arc. i picked ozymandias as my free 5* bc he shares a va with toji (lame) but from what my friends have told me about him i am a big fan.

im also keeping an eye out for.. .arjuna.. and karna i think their names are and that one guy with the butterfly wings but i think thats Very far down the line. anyways

[stagandthestar]

GOD did NOT create you to HATE on an ENTIRE GROUP OF PEOPLE!!!! GOD TOLD YOU TO LOVE AND ACCEPT EVERYONE!!!!! AND TO BE PEACEFUL!!!!! AND HE CREATED US TO HOW HE SAW FIT!!!!! FROM HIS MOLD!!!! AND THAT HE WOULDNT MAKE SOMEONE "WRONG" OR "BROKEN" OR "ILL" AND THAT WE'RE ALL FROM HIM!!!!

[foxstens]

never not thinking about how kevin day is david wymack's son

imagine you're kevin, practically born with a racquet in your hand, you grow up with your mother for a while and maybe you ask about your father and she tells you not to worry about it, or maybe you just never ask because she doesn't mention it and you don't know how important it is, yet. then she dies, you're moved to evermore, it's so different from what you've seen previously but you have no choice so you just bow your head and do your best to survive, clinging onto your mother's sport, clinging onto the idea that you'll become a star.

you're there for so long you eventually forget you've ever been outside of it, but you see how desperate riko is for his father's attention so you start wondering, however briefly, about the concept of a father.

then you're in high school, you find the letter and suddenly it's not just a vague concept you have to wonder about, suddenly it's something real and tangible. you've heard of david wymack, it would've been impossible not to since he was a friend of your mother's and considering the kind of team he's taken up to creating, maybe you've even met him extremely briefly at some point. you know enough about the industry to think his team isn't just a publicity stunt, and somehow you know that if he finds out he'll do everything in his power to get you out.

you're not stupid enough to tell riko this, but you do tell jean and he laughs at you. of course he does. but you've been there for too long, you've seen too much, and you're old enough to understand what the master would do if he deemed david wymack to be a threat. you can't leave riko's side therefore you can't tell him any time soon, possibly ever, so you resolve to reading the letter over and over instead. (riko reads it almost as often as you)

then you're 19 and the erc thinks riko is holding you back. you're 19 and you're watching riko stomp on everything you've built up through the years. you're 19 and the letter is the only reason you have the strength to leave.

you tell wymack and the team as much as you dare because they deserve to know the risks of having you here, and wymack takes it in stride, he puts himself and his team at risk and even takes out loans to keep you here, like you knew he would. he signs you and he deserves to know about the letter, the more time passes the worse it'll be when you do tell him, but you can't yet because it's too soon and you don't trust yourself to tell riko no when the time comes.

then neil is asking for your help

now imagine you're wymack. your childhood was shit and you didn't have the support you needed at the time, but you believe you can be better than the hands that shaped you. kayleigh taught you everything you know about exy, and you loved her so it stung when she died and you couldn't be there for her only son. but, no matter what you might think of tetsuji moriyama, you don't think kayleigh would send her son to an unsafe place. you just go on with your days, maybe tune in on the news to see that kevin's doing well. you have no reason to think otherwise.

when you have the opportunity to start an exy team from scratch, you dedicate it to the kids that need another chance, the kids the world has given up on. you'll never give up on them.

then, what feels like a lifetime later, kevin day is standing in front of your hotel room and asking you for help. he's saying his 'beloved brother' broke his hand, he's saying the moriyamas are part of the yakuza, he's saying they'll kill him if they find him. throughout the year you get to know him better, you see that he's grown up to be a caged and abused wreck, you see he was raised to care about nothing but exy, you see him having a panic attack at the mere mention of having to face his former team, you see him drinking himself to oblivion to cope. you can't undo the past so you do your best to support him now, but damn if you don't wish you could've been there for him.

then he's telling you he's your son

[moeblob]

[nibbelraz]

sometimes i think about your sqh twins in terms of speaking english as a 'sibling language'. tfw your brother is literally god and you are his self insert with less anxiety. they're both shang qinghua because of polite name things but everyone knows if you want the softer one you ask for feiji-hua not niechi-hua. (neichi as in rodent) sy figures out that at least one of them is bound by reincarnation via "my brother in christ where are my fucking scrolls"

Oh yeah in the twins au OG! Shang Qinghua is just a more confident, more scheming self insert. I wonder if this means at some level he also has the hots for Mobei since it's still Shang Qinghua.

God thinking about the beef between Og! Shang Qinghua and Shen Yuan would have is so wild because this peak lord who was notorious for awful reasons suddenly does a complete 180 and now bonds and hits your brother while they talk in the THE LANGUAGE ONLY SPOKEN BY YOU AND YOUR BROTHER

[pocketramblr]

Absolutely love your writing for all the AU/5 headcanons asks. Can I ask: AU where Rei cheats on Endeavor with All Might? It happens after AM's injury, so she doesn't recognize him, and he ofc doesn't know that she's married in the first place, much less to whom

you make this very difficult for me by giving me a window of 6 and half years for them to have an affair and for every single moment of that window, Rei is institutionalized. how am i supposed to get them to meet, much less take their clothes off. ok. think. there are other fic writers who specialize in this kind of thing, surely. what would they do....

1- ok so. The fire alarm at the hospital goes off. Rei doesn't know if it's a drill or not, but she's been there for seven years and generally does not need a lot of support during something like this like other patients do, so the nurses wave her out and she stands around outside a bit waiting for the fire alarm to stop and them to go back in. (It isn't a drill, they wouldn't have evacuated everyone if it was, but Rei is on the other side of the building and facing away from seeing any smoke) (This smoke is from a villain attack that All Might is taking care of, though he's only got seconds left of his power to use that day. he quickly rushes off, deflating and stumbling out on the other side of the hospital. Where Rei is.)

2- Rei is like "huh that guy doesnt seem to be in good shape" and kinda waves attention at him, and a nurse who's passing out water to patients and keeping an eye on the road gives Toshinori some too, getting more concerned when he dazedly answers that he's All Might and coughs up blood, but the nurse figures he's concussed since he smells of smoke and must have been closer to the fight, and is just reeling from being able to see the number one hero in person. Then they get distracted and wave Toshi to wait nearby, where Rei offers to chill his water and asks if he's alright, if he breathed in any smoke.

3- They chat and then go back into the hospital as it's un-evacuated together, Rei hanging out in the lobby where he sits as the hospital staff focus on getting everyone else back to their rooms. It pays to be low priority sometimes. Eventually she tells him her name is Rei and that she's in room K18, if he ever wants to visit or call. She doesn't get to talk to anyone except doctors, family visitors, or other paitients, and most of them don't stay nearly as long as she does. It's been seven years, and she's very lonely. Toshinori is lonely too, and when he's out of time for a day and feeling useless with nothing to do, he likes to talk to a friend.

4- Rei has been in the hospital for eight years when it gets physical. At that point, Toshinori knows a bit about her family. She has kids, mentions visits from a son and daughter, and then quietly mentioned when her son turned seventeen- her daughter's already twenty. She's been there for so much of their lives. He asks if she's married, and she admits she isn't sure how to file for divorce in a hospital like she is, if she even can, if she wants to because she'd lose custody, if it matters when she's not raising them anyway. He doesn't ask much more, knows there is a dead child and a baby she says isn't safe with her there. Toshinori never called Nana 'mom' to her face while she was alive, and had a reason for it, and has a similar reason for not asking more, not asking for the other names when he gets Fuyumi and Natsuo's. Yes, the doctors and nurses all know Rei has a boyfriend who visits. they don't say anything. who would they even tell, anyway. I debated the humor of reusing the bit from candlelight shoto that Toshi and Rei could have a kid with a fire quirk, but yeah here? Rei ain't getting pregnant, absolutely not.

5- When Natsuo turns eighteen, Rei does actually file for divorce, or at least tries to get the ball rolling on that. Toshinori's trusted her that her marriage is over in all but name, but he's more at ease with it ended fully. Fuyumi is crushed but burying it all deep inside. Natsuo is like 'what are you talking about. divorce is the most normal possible outcome here.' But anyway, Rei also begins to bring up being discharged- something she never bothered with earlier, when it seemed like she'd never be able to go home while Shoto was there, and never would want to go back anyway. (Her parents are absolutely not an option either so where would she go once discharged? the hospital was her only security.) Toshinori then tells her at this point about his diagnosis, that he's supposed to be terminal, in a way. He doesn't have a lot of time he can give her. Rei says that's ok, she'll take what she can get. She moves in. Fuyumi still goes out to eat with her once a week, though Rei doesn't say she's moved in with a boyfriend, just says she's in a safe place and it's not Fuyumi's job to worry about it, please, let her do that, relax, be her daughter instead of a mother. Natsuo adds her to his cellphone plan and gets her one. Rei doesn't tell Toshinori her ex's identity. Toshinori doesn't tell her about OfA, though she does know he's mentoring a student for heroics and is very proud of him. (Toshinori is a secretary at Might Tower, he's a great mentor. Oh huh, he got a job position at UA at the same time as All Might, she wonders if they carpool.)

+1- OK THE REVEAL so the reveal is. Toshinori gets home from the SF. And Rei almost knocks him out by the door, eyes wide and panicked, asking if he's ok, if Shoto's ok. Toshinori is like "... young todoroki? yeah he's alright? i know his fight with young bakugo looked bad but- Rei???" And that's when it all clicks for him, he's having dozens of horrible realizations at once, all while Rei weeps over her youngest. Toshinori's been a hero for a very, very long time. He's felt hopeless, before. But even then, he's known what needs to be done, he just isn't able to do it. But now? he's at a complete loss with no idea what he should do.

[immortalsins]

what is it about my dads house that makes me want to end it all

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

if 9&10 were "dont wander off", and 11&12 were "the doctor lies", 13s rule #1 is "dont question me"

"have we not had a good time together" shes pointing yaz to the rule that yaz very well knows is there: we can travel if you dont ask me any difficult questions. yaz knows this is the rule - "because you ask too many questions", "this team structure isnt flat" - but she also was the one to invite the doctor into her home so im pretty sure she also knows shes not gonna kicked out that easily. she has some leeway. which she has been using between revolution and flux, which is why the doctor reminds her of the rules

i dont think she'd kick her out though. she wouldnt. i think it's just that the more you break the rule, the more unpleasant she becomes to be around, and eventually youre gonna walk out on your own. she doesnt want you to, she'd rather you stay and dont ask questions. but if youre gonna try to ask questions anyway, i think thats whats gonna happen

and yaz must think so too. because she does back off. because she doesnt want that to happen either. and it does anyway

[arsenicflame]

Izzy Hands can have a little "thinking hes incapable of feeling love" as a treat (for me. the treat is for me)

[epiphainie]

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[zdechlyryba]

good day for me today, art-wise