#like i screamed about that like...3 years ago

[residentialsinyomakai]

Heres the stupid pot teastroyer turns into because I love him and haven't posted the billion things I've drawn of him yet

(Plus these that were also part of the little 'presentation' I gave my friends on call that was essentially a quicknotes version of his quest!! 'u')

[eddiediazismyhusband]

ik this is like my third post today about this, but…

“i don’t want buddie canon rushed” my brother in christ (gn) it has been SIX SEASONS and the season has TEN HOURS OF SCREENTIME LEFT i beg yall to get a fucking grip they have been developing something for years at this point it should not take Eddie more than two or three episodes AT MOST to work through his sexuality, and it should not take any longer for them to enter into a relationship with each other once they realize they have feelings for each other

some of yall are acting like they only met two seconds ago and haven’t been supporting each other as the closest thing to romantic partners they can be without actually being romantic partners for YEARS

some of yall are also acting like eddie still has to work through the shannon of it all as if he hasn’t gotten over her fifteen different times throughout the show’s run- realistically three episodes is dragging for a plotline for him because you’re telling me it would take more than three hours if screentime to work through stuff like that?

it’s like some of you don’t want them to be canon… you wanna keep seeing the pining and like, yeah, a couple episodes of that is fine, but i have not say through 8 years of this show for them to get 2 episodes of being together

pining is one thing, but what about everything they could go through in a relationship? lover’s spats? relationship hardships? showing the complexities of a queer relationship- esp one between two men of different ethnic backgrounds during a trump presidency?

yall act like them getting together is the end of their story but it’s not- do yall think tarlos shouldn’t have gotten together until the end of the show? no- because part if what made that ship so special was the before AND the after

yall act like this show isn’t a finite thing with an end date that none of us know when that will be- frankly, with how often the writers change their mind on things, if they continue pushing it off bc fans are screaming for “a full season of pining” (which again is like ~20ish hours of screentime) then it’s very likely that they would back away from buddie canon again

this show is awful at continuity in long-term story arcs, as we have seen time and time again, and giving buddie that kind of treatment would be a disservice to the past 7 seasons of buildup

them going canon withing 3 or 4 episodes of the new half-season is not a disservice, you just don’t understand how shipping works beyond the pre-relationship and that’s so disappointing that you have willingly put blinders on yourself, preventing you from seeing how an established relationship could elevate them to a whole new level of potential plotlines

[starl0rds]

Theory of Desire,

Hwang In-ho x Fem! Reader ୨୧ · ♡ · ୨୧

Pt. 5 in a multi-chapter series!

In the throes of life-or-death, your mind drifted back to that singular moment—his lips, on yours, soft and warm.

The battle descends into chaos. In-ho's last words to you ring in your mind. Your world inverts.

Warnings: minors dni! smut, mentions of sex, masturbation, wet dream, fingering, oral sex, blood, dirty talk, dom!in-ho, praise kink, basically plot with porn/porn with plot

Author's Note: backstory crumbs!!! thank you so so much for all the love and feedback on the fic. chapters will be updated every few days on ao3 <3

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Chapter 5: like my mirror years ago

Honey, you’re familiar, like my mirror years ago

Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on his sword

Innocence died screaming, honey, ask me I should know

I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door

- “From Eden,” by Hozier

You tore down the narrow passageways, keeping your head low, using the broken cameras to navigate back to the sleeping chambers. You prayed the guards would be too occupied with everyone else to pursue you.

The sounds of gunfire echoed behind you. And despite that, In-ho’s words rang in your ears.

I did remember. 

Then his lips on yours.

In the throes of life-or-death, your mind drifted back to that singular moment. You thought about those nights in the sleeping quarters, how he had kissed you then, too. The desperate heat of it all. Remembering was like trying to hold on to something slipping from your grasp.

The staircases twisted and turned as you made your way down. A few floors below, you caught a glimpse of the small teal door you had come through from the sleeping quarters. You bolted towards it. Above you, the gunfight continued.

The narrow doorway loomed closer. You made a dash towards it and stumbled back into the open chamber. When you emerged, you felt the stare from a hundred pairs of eyes land on you.

A hushed tension hung in the air.

“Y/N!” Geum-ja rushed towards you and gripped your shoulders. “What’s going on out there? Where are the others?”

“They’re fighting the guards.” You felt the whole room being drawn towards you—players who voted “X” or “O” alike, listening. “Gi-hun and some others are trying to get to the command room.” 

“You’re shaking, dear.”

You glanced down at your hands. She was right. And still. 

Your head snapped up. “There should be extra ammunition in the guards’ pockets. Please, help me find them!”

Yong-sik, Jung-hee, and a few other players jolted from their daze and began scavenging the guard’s bodies for ammunition. You slid off your jacket and used it to gather the clips. You became acutely aware of the stares following you around the room.

“This should be the last of them,” Jung-hee said, dropping a few final clips into the swath of your jacket. “We couldn’t find any more.”

You nodded your head. Gathered before you, the ammunition you’d scrounged from the guards amounted to a hefty pile. “This is plenty.” 

Before you could pick up the bundle in your arms, you felt a wiry pair of hands grab your wrists.

Geum-ja gazed up at you once again. Her eyes pleaded with yours. “Don’t go back out there. Just stay,” she said. “It’s dangerous where they are.”

You looked out at the players still huddling in the sleeping quarters. They stared back at you—some with apprehension, some with aloof interest, some with fear. Jung-bae’s words back in these quarters echoed in your ears. Your thoughts flashed to Gi-hun, your friends. In-ho.

“I want to go home,” you said quietly. With them.

After a beat, she nodded, trembling. Her hands fell. You gave her one last squeeze on her arm, then you turned and ran.

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(chapter cont. here on ao3!)

taglist: @k1ra-park3r, @fries11, @orihime188

[froidefille]

Hi! Welcome to my kinkuary inspired recs! Seeing the prompts, they were simply too delicious not to share some of my favourite fics <3 Enjoy!

Day 1: age gap

📚 Do It All Over Again by @nv-md

Draco/Harry/Teddy, 2k, E

Summary:

Harry's birthday party is the perfect time for everyone to get what they've always wanted.

📚 A Darling Family by @nv-md, @lqtraintracks

Draco/Harry/Teddy, 6k, E

Summary:

Harry hates all the public appearances that go along with being the Chosen One, so Draco and Teddy concoct a plan to make the next event much more enjoyable—and rewarding.

📚 Masterpiece by @hoko-onchi-writes

Harry/Teddy, Draco/Harry, 1.7k, E

Summary:

Teddy can be anyone for Harry.

My screaming about the the above along with quotes under the cut. See you in the next one!

PS. If you have any suggestions of how to tag these, or if I should include or exclude certain info, please let me know! <3

Hi!!!!! I am just SO EXCITED about sharing some of the most delicious porn (mostly with feelings tho) 🤍

So what if the way in which we’re a family isn’t in a form other people can easily understand? We understand it.

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I'll start from the last fic - @hoko-onchi-writes is my kinkuary's revelation 🤩 From the very first day, hoko has blown away my brain with the hottest freaking smut. In this very fic Teddy's strength of emotions for Harry is breathtaking, then Draco's possesivenes while still being protective of Teddy was A++ My Tedrarry brain has read this story as Tedrarry prologue, thank you bye !!

Then, A Darling Family with its established triad situation <3 The beautiful relation between the boys, and the way Harry admires Draco with Teddy and the way Draco worships Teddy and the way Teddy both sumbits and challenges and the way all the boys have their areas of competency <3

And now, Harry’s got Draco pinned against the wall, fingers working Draco’s ridiculously complicated trousers, and they’re not so much fucking as they are fighting. You’d never guess by watching them that they stopped hating each other years ago. Mostly. Or that what they fight over most of all is me. It’s not as fucked up as it sounds. Or maybe, we’re all just fucked up enough that it works. All I know is no one’s ever loved me like they do, and I’d do anything for them.

😭😭😭

Do It All Over Again does an amazing job with different POV's AND they're out of order!! Which makes the reading this much intriguing. I am weak at the knees for Harry's moral dillemas being squashed by Draco's masterminded longing for Teddy.

Not to mention it's so hot my brain has melted a bit ^^

Kudos to the beautiful authors!! Remember to leave kudos and comments under the works when you can 💛

[coffins-and-marbles]

Hurt!Wilson Fanfic Masterlist (Part 1)

My favourite Hurt!Wilson fanfic, organised by category in no particular order, with summary and comments from me. Some comments are vague but only because I read most of these a while ago and my memory is poor! My own fanfic features because I worked hard on it okay! (NOTE: Mind the tags on these!)

Autistic!Wilson:

picked the scabs and picked the bleeding by OneLastTime : James Wilson is gay, autistic, traumatised and highly repressed about all of the above. (A fabulous gift I was extremely happy to recieve! This fanfic has everything I've ever wanted in Hurt!Wilson, so it gets top of the list, although it fits into many other categories)

5 times wilson was overstimulated and 1 time he wasnt by m0thteeth : Just as the title says, five times Wilson was overstimulated, and one time he wasn't. (One of my favourite Autistic!Wilson fics out there!)

sensory issues by m0thteeth : Wilson's clothes set off his sensory issues, House comes in and forces him to change. Out of love. (Trust me, all of the Autistic!Wilson fanfic that m0thteeth has written is worth reading!)

it's okay to be different by m0thteeth : The ducklings are talking about Wilson and aren't very kind about it. Wilson overhears and House comforts him. (This makes me insanely emotional!)

Commedia Dell'Arte by IreneSpring : Even the most ornate masks eventually crumble. Wilson's lasted over thirty years, which would be impressive, if it weren't for the devastating ramifications. (Amazing! I love the way IreneSpring writes so much!)

Don't Touch Me by OneLastTime : James Wilson hates physical contact. It makes his skin itch, his teeth vibrate, and he needs to shake his hands out to remove the residue from the touch. People keep touching him and he wants to scream. (Brilliant! Reread countless times)

Loud. by JamesWilson07 : James Wilson gets overstimulated and House isn't an asshole about it. (Perfect, what I want to see in Autistic!Wilson fanfic)

Normal by tornyourdress : James Wilson just wants to be normal.

Just a Jerk by Loonyloveslovegood : Wilsons thought process during s3 e4 Lines in the sand, he decided to do some reseach on autism and is very much in denial. (A gift I was very lucky to receive!)

Wilson's Bad Day by coffins_and_marbles : Wilson has a very bad day and it ends in a meltdown. (A gift I wrote for starry-scarl3tt here on Tumblr!)

THE UNSUBTLE ART OF CHANGING WHO YOU ARE by  coffins_and_marbles : 5 times Wilson was shamed for stimming and one time House showed him that it was okay. (A gift I wrote for OneLastTime)

Wilson is abused by a partner:

Forever and ever by Ducks_eat_peas : Wilson gets into a bad relationship, House is there for him throughout it all and afterwards as well. (This fanfic is a gift, checks all my boxes regarding Hurt!Wilson)

Fragmented by wingsofhcpe : House finds out Julie has been hitting Wilson. (I enjoyed this immensely! Hands down one of my favourite headcanons)

and for the first time, what's past is past by lorelaigilmorecoffee : A face from Wilsons past returns to haunt him. (Cut the summary!)

There Were Expectations by IreneSpring : Wilson needs to get House the perfect Valentine's Day gift. He always knew what to get his previous partners, but dating House is different. Or is it not different enough? What if the path of close friends to lovers is going to backfire like it always does for him? What if this just another thing he is destined to mess up. (A gift I was honoured to receive!)

What We Do by brage : Wilson is raped and House is there through the recovery (Amazing!)

Wilson was abused as a child:

Slipcovers by Nightdog_Barks : A six-year-old James Wilson looks at his family and spends time with his older brother. (Easily in my top 3 favourite fanfic of all time)

A Not So Miserable Holiday by JammiesDodger : Wilsons parents threw his toys away. (The summary for this is quite long so I shortened it! I love this concept and it's written wonderfully)

The Past Will Not Let Me Go by Spaceytrash : Wilson's parents plan to visit him, but he isn't excited at the prospect. After some digging from House, he reveals a part from his childhood he would rather forget.

thumb, index, palm by PaintedVanilla : Wilson takes his mood levelers. He takes his antidepressants. He has has good days and he has great days and fine days and okay days. He has bad days. He has abhorrent days. Some days he’d like to curl up in House’s arms and be talked off the edge. But he can’t ask for that. He has no reason to be on the edge in the first place. (So, so well written and BPD!Wilson is something I enjoyed so much!)

i keep so quiet (it's hard to tell i'm alive) by itooaminthisepisode (silasthylacine) : A face from Wilson's past returns to haunt him. (I adore this and recommend checking out all of itooaminthisepisode's Whumptober 2024 !)

your slightest look easily will unclose me by tornyourdress : Wilson has an unusual response to hearing about a patient of House's trying to 'cure' himself of being gay, and both House and Sam realize something's up. (Love love love! Perfect!)

Someone safe by Graves84 : Wilson breaks a plate, feelings insue. I really don't have a better summery. It's a lot of sugary sweetness and some sadness but mostly the former. (Perfect! This fanfic and plot is my favourite thing to read!)

Sense and senseless by Anonymous : House accidentally stumbles into something Wilson’s tried to keep hidden with a snide, off hand comment. (Wilson being sexually abused as a child is a no1 headcanon of mine and I loved this so much!)

Lemon Water, Chicken Water by littleguypi : All about Wilson being sick and childhood trauma (Cut the summary! Loved this, super well written!)

He/Him/His by coffins_and_marbles : Wilson has a complicated relationship with Him, he knows that they were a real couple, He said so Himself, but nobody else sees it that way and even in adulthood the aftermath is devastating. (My own fic)

Self-Harming!Wilson:

won't you show me how you bleed? by itooaminthisepisode (silasthylacine) : Wilson is hurting himself. House finds out. (Again part of itooaminthisepisode's Whumptober 2024)

A Burning Passion by trevorishealing : Wilson copes poorly with Amber's death. House, with his own grief, helps him get through it. (Cut the summary! 10/10)

Familiar Pain by Whizzer_goin_down : Wilson cuts himself. That's it, that's the whole fic. (Love fics like this, this one rules)

stuck with these thoughts by bugtype703 : Wilson was stuck in an old familiar place. House tries to help him out of it. (Enjoyed this A lot!)

so very sorry that you have to have a body. by violetbruise : Basically, what if house wasn’t the only self-destructive one in the relationship? (Loveeee!)

Control by coffins_and_marbles : Wilson gets home and cuts himself all over. (My own fic)

Always Needing by coffins_and_marbles : Wilson needs to cut but gets carried away and House needs him to be okay again. And it's Christmas. (A gift I wrote for OneLastTime!)

Wilson has a Panic Attack:

Here and Now by hoppa12345 : Wilson has a panic attack. His trigger: losing people. (I love this, Wilson panic attacks are everything to me)

Wilson had an Eating Disorder:

Illusions to Live By by willywonka3435 : Wilson kills himself slowly. No one notices. (I just really enjoyed this!)

I want to be free (but at what cost) by I want to be free (but at what cost) : Wilson didn't know how it got to this, he just wanted to lose a couple kilos, become a better doctor. He just wanted to be better. Now? Now he's slowly killing himself but he don't want to stop it anymore. (Amazing!)

spiral by fireworkrainouts : In true James Wilson fashion, it's when everything is finally looking up for everyone that he starts to spiral down. (Best fanfic where Wilson has an ED that I've ever read, then reread, I'm so emotional about this you don't understand)

time is no healer (lonely fever) by junoesqueset : House goes to prison and Wilson tries to pick up the pieces. (Brilliant!!!)

There's a monster inside me by There's a monster inside me : Wilson is spiraling, Wilson is suffering, Wilson is dying. A one shot into Wilson slowly destroying himself. (10/10!!!)

Depressed!Wilson:

but does anyone notice theres a corpse in this bed? by m0thteeth : Wilson was without antidepressants. (it's m0thteeth of course it's amazing!)

Depresso Expresso  by Sparklesinthewater : Wilson is struggling more than he lets on. House cares about Wilson more than he lets on. (One of those fanfic you remember)

Misdiagnoses by sesamie : When Wilson is kicked out by his wife and crashes at House's place, he falls into a depressive episode and can't get out of his own head. House, of course, picks up on the fact that Something's Wrong, but skips depression on the way to assume more serious diagnostic causes. (Love House assuming the worst, good read!)

depression by eating_custardinbed : wilson hasn’t been at work for three days. cuddy just says he’s ill. this is an anomaly. house hates anomalies (Good ol' depressed Wilson and comfort in House fashion!)

pills & drinks don't mix by cafewrites : What the title says! (Cut the summary! Short but very good! I always enjoy when people actually talk about side affects of antidepressants!)

Hypothesis by IreneSpring : At the beginning of the month, James Wilson decides to break out of his depressive spiral by having an affair with the first woman who is not needy. By the end of the month, he is facing an existential crisis decades in the making. (Loved! Ticks many boxes for angst!)

Wilson Never Faltered by naviculae_animarum : Wilson is always there. Always picking House up off the ground, always putting others before himself. He's just...always the steady, healthy, stable presence. Until he isn't. (So good!)

wave the day goodbye by kapuccion : Character study featuring james wilson, depression, and grief for something you haven’t yet lost. (Wonderful!)

I think my heart is ready to die (Broken) by JamesWilson07 : He just seemed to ruin everything he touched, didn't he? Luckily for Wilson, House was already broken. (Wilson has a lot of struggles in addition to depression here, highly recommended!)

Continued in Part 2!

[koobiie]

fanart for what may be my favorite fic of all time, Running Behind by @asidian! here's prompto enjoying all the foods from the fic beacuse he deserves it <3

[skrunksthatwunk]

actually i'm still thinking about the moral orel finale.

he has a cross on his wall. do you know how much i think about that bc it's a lot.

a lot of stories ((auto)biographical or fictional) centering escape from abusive/fundamentalist christianity result in the lead characters leaving behind christianity entirely. and that makes complete sense! people often grow disillusioned with the associated systems and beliefs, and when it was something used to hurt them or something so inseparable from their abuse that they can't engage with it without hurting, it makes total sense that they would disengage entirely. and sometimes they just figure out that they don't really believe in god/a christian god/etc. a healthy deconstruction process can sometimes look like becoming an atheist or converting to another religion. it's all case by case. (note: i'm sure this happens with other religions as well, i'm just most familiar with christian versions of this phenomenon).

but in orel's case, his faith was one of the few things that actually brought him comfort and joy. he loved god, y'know? genuinely. and he felt loved by god and supported by him when he had no one else. and the abuses he faced were in how the people in his life twisted religion to control others, to run away from themselves, to shield them from others, etc. and often, orel's conflicts with how they acted out christianity come as a direct result of his purer understanding of god/jesus/whatever ("aren't we supposed to be like this/do that?" met with an adult's excuse for their own behavior or the fastest way they could think of to get orel to leave them alone (i.e. orel saying i thought we weren't supposed to lie? and clay saying uhhh it doesn't count if you're lying to yourself)). the little guy played catch with god instead of his dad, like.. his faith was real, and his love was real. and i think it's a good choice to have orel maintain something that was so important to him and such a grounding, comforting force in the midst of. All That Stuff Moralton Was Up To/Put Him Through. being all about jesus was not the problem, in orel's case.

and i know i'm mostly assuming that orel ended up in a healthier, less rigid version of christianity, but i feel like that's something that was hinted at a lot through the series, that that's the direction he'd go. when he meditates during the prayer bee and accepts stephanie's different way to communicate, incorporating elements of buddhism into his faith; when he has his I AM A CHURCH breakdown (removing himself from the institution and realizing he can be like,, the center of his own faith? taking a more individualistic approach? but Truly Going Through It at the same time), his acceptance (...sometimes) of those who are different from him and condemned by the adults of moralton (stephanie (lesbian icon stephanie my beloved), christina (who's like. just a slightly different form of fundie protestant from him), dr chosenberg (the jewish doctor from otherton in holy visage)). his track record on this isn't perfect, but it gets better as orel starts maturing and picking up on what an absolute shitfest moralton is. it's all ways of questioning the things he's been taught, and it makes sense that it would lead to a bigger questioning as he puts those pieces together more. anyway i think part of his growth is weeding out all the lost commandments of his upbringing and focusing on what faith means to him, and what he thinks it should mean. how he wants to see the world and how he wants to treat people and what he thinks is okay and right, and looking to religion for guidance in that, not as like. a way to justify hurting those he's afraid or resentful of, as his role models did.

he's coming to his own conclusions rather than obediently, unquestioningly taking in what others say. but he's still listening to pick out the parts that make sense to him. (edit/note: and it's his compassion and his faith that are the primary motivations for this questioning and revisal process, both of individual cases and, eventually, the final boss that is christianity.) it makes perfect sense as the conclusion to his character arc and it fits the overall approach of the show far better. it's good is what i'm saying.

and i think it's important to show that kind of ending, because that's a pretty common and equally valid result of deconstruction. and i think it cements the show's treatment of christianity as something that's often (and maybe even easily) exploited, but not something inherently bad. something that can be very positive, even. guys he even has a dog he's not afraid of loving anymore. he's not afraid of loving anyone more than jesus and i don't think it's because he loves this dog less than bartholomew (though he was probably far more desperate for healthy affection and companionship when he was younger). i think it's because he figures god would want him to love that dog. he's choosing to believe that god would want him to love and to be happy and to be kind. he's not afraid of loving in the wrong way do you know how cool that is he's taking back control he's taking back something he loves from his abusers im so normal

[dreamlogic]

aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh

break. on my burger

[sarumint]

pop!

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe

[makkie-is-screaming]

noooo boygenius is taking a break :(((((

[normiewizard]

craziest thing about. no ok but one of the craziest things about strange confusing childhood sexual trauma is that it's your first time being wanted. and it sort of never feels like anyone wants you again if they aren't willing to take it from you. hey what are you supposed to do with that.

[biscuityskies]

Accidentally made myself important at church and now it’s biting me in the ass

[jlf23tumble]

Speaking of retcons. What fans does Liam have to manipulate? Liam has always been the least popular member of 1D and what fans he did have disappeared when his 2018 album got yanked. You can tell that because his most popular music required GP interest. Plus he can’t sustain a UA and there’s no one defending him on Twitter. Every thing goes viral because there aren’t enough accounts to muddy the algorithms with other tweets. It’s the least believable thing Maya has said. That and her descriptions of his team as powerful. A powerful and manipulative team looks like Harry’s. They’ve been sweeping his indiscretions into a very dark corner for years. One day they’ll come spilling out and he’ll have his Diddy moment. His team will have made their money so they won’t care.

[fingertipsmp3]

I’m gonna challenge my subconscious to a fist fight and I’m gonna lose

[firecoloredwater]

What species of spider would you prefer to have live on you for the rest of your life?

Two facts, for clarity in the metaphor:

1: these are not superintelligent magic spiders and you are not a mutant that can control them. You are yourself, and they are ordinary spiders, which will do ordinary spider things like build webs and lay eggs and bite. Except that they live on you, now.

2: everyone has their own colony of spiders living on them. They will not judge you for being covered in spiders. They will, however, judge you for not having enough spiders, or not caring for your spiders properly, as well as for which species of spider you choose.

(Obviously I can't list every species of spider out there, so I'm just listing a few of my personal top choices + the reasoning behind them. Vote for the reasoning you would use, if the particular species isn't listed.)

To be clear: this is a metaphor about how I FEEL about gender, not any sort of objective reality or truth about gender or whatever.

I just really really hate being asked for pronouns because they're all wrong and 'no' is not an option.