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to whoever on twitter pointed out that logan only calls him wade when he thinks hes going to lose him, count your fucking days. i am coming for you and then i am going to the writers of that movie and killing myself in front of them to change the trajectory of their lives forever.
#i did already know this btw#im not quite that stupid#it just really hurt to see it in writing#like i instantly teared up#deadpool and wolverine#deadclaws#deadpool x wolverine#poolverine#wade wilson x logan howlett#wade wilson#logan howlett#wolverine#deadpool 3
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i found a photograph my mother took of someone i don’t recognize anymore.
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAV GIRLS#i’m really proud of this painting actually#this also was not planned….#this was a last minute decision to do this lol#i was gonna do a satosugu painting today but this morning i saw a post about their birthday and so i was like “…shit i need to do smth”#since they’re literally my fav jjk characters#also i reread their arc and got sad…#i did cry about them earlier#the “i’m glad i gave birth to them” panel makes me instantly tear up#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jjk art#jujutsu kaisen art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#maki zenin#zenin maki#mai zenin#zenin mai#maki zen’in#zen’in maki#mai zen’in#zen’in mai#zenin twins#zen’in twins#maki zenin fanart#mai zenin fanart#zenin maki fanart#zenin mai fanart#my artwork
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She breaks my heart
#everytime i think about tgck or Shigaraki now i instantly tear up 👍#I hurts me that Ochako had to grieve toga#it hurts me that Toga never knew Ochako would make a world where she and others like her could live easily#she sacrificed herself bc she thought there would be no place for her in the world after the war but there was— she would’ve been fine :(#tgck#Togachako#ochako uraraka#toga himiko#mha manga spoilers#mha 430
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my boys. i miss them
#crow.txt#genshin#snippets#sfw#kaeluc#luckae#whatever yall blacklist#fluff#? sure#like yeah diluc..... you dont hide it as well as you think. embarrassing ass man. you let this happen btw#bold words from the man who did hear the words kaeya and fatui and perk up like a dog. instantly#they make each other stupid. love that for them#be cool about this or dont idgaf but keep your complaints to yourselves if you have them alright#✌️ your tears dont mean shit to me. they dont mean dick. this is my blog. started as a kaeluc blog in the first place anyway#no theyre not brothers and they were here first. be chill or leave dont make it my problem#lord i hadnt posted something since last month. i had a busy first week of july and forgot
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colorful summer boy
#qkdraws#suncaster au#suncaster warriors#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#tloz#loz#loz au#zelda au#saw a cute outfit . put my blorbo in it and made it more colorful#every time i draw him smiling i just . am nearly brought to tears with joy /gen#he makes me So fucking happy guys . ilove him so fuckin much#legend took him shopping for dresses and wars saw this and ran to it instantly#consider: wars giggling and spinning around in the middle of the town street trying to make his skirt spin#and legend quietly watching him and falling in love all over again /platonic#or /romantic whatever floats ur boat#HE'SSO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! STIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#showin his scars! bein proud of them!!!!#was sorta unintentional but i ended up making the background the colors of the Original outfit that inspired this#i changed the colors cuz he likes Being colorful. he's a happy guy his fashion sense reflects this#he is literally perfect.#im chewing on him like a dog's fav squeaky toy#im beating him up and throwing him around /aff
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CLARA!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god clara clara my clara oswin oswald THIS IS NOT FAIR YOU CANNOT MAKE ME GENUINELY BURST INTO TEARS YOU CANNOT HAVE THAT POWER OVER ME!!! I don't even know what's happening I can't hear anything they're saying oh my god CLARA HIS CLARA HE REMEMBERS HER FUCKKKKK
#HIS VOICE!!!! HIS SMILE!!!! EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM BLOODLY LIT UP AT HER GRAHHH!!!!#I have never cried over something quicker than that I don't think#rose makes me cry ugly and hard but clara. oh. oh that was startling quick#I heard her voice and I like instantly teared up#and then actually seeing her? oh I was a goner#I miss clara so much it's so upsetting#clara oswin oswald I love u I love u foreva#whouffaldi#twelveclara#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor who
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„Wenn man mal zurückschaut – Titel sind das eine, das ist die Belohnung, ist natürlich das, was man vorzeigen kann. Aber wenn ihr später mal aufhört und zurückblickt, sind's eigentlich die Menschen, die Momente, die bei euch hängen bleiben werden. Uns hat's 'ne Riesenfreude gemacht zu sehen, was aus dieser Mannschaft geworden ist. Wie sie zusammengewachsen ist, wie jeder an das Ziel geglaubt hat, wie ihr alles dafür getan habt. Und ich glaube, das ist ein wahnsinnig wichtiger Prozess für euch. Für jeden von euch, vor allem für die jungen Spieler. Ihr werdet das später sehen, dass diese Weltmeisterschaft euch wahnsinnig viel gebracht hat. Egal, ob das jetzt Weltmeister ist oder Dritter oder Vierter.“
Deutschland. Ein Sommermärchen (2006), dir. Sönke Wortmann
#saw a yt comment the other day like 'Ich glaube wir wollen alle einschlafen und noch mal hier aufwachen' and. yeah. tbh.#football#World Cup 2006#Deutschland ein Sommermärchen#Idk what else to tell you guys other than I can hold it together pretty well for more than 90 minutes even tho there are plenty of scenes#destined to make me highly emotional (I have an itemized list I could type out on the spot. if you even care.)#but when they arrive in Stuttgart and get to take in the view from the hotel window front#and the camera pans to Klinsi being his super joyful self excitedly pointing to the crowd going 'Die Schwaben!! Die Schwaben!'#the tears start welling up behind my eyes instantly. nothing I can do about it. all of it literally unfathomable even almost 20 years later#that was b e f o r e the third place match. after the ita loss. they had nothing to show for. yet the love was there.#a once in a lifetime experience. I am grateful I got to witness it. I am grateful this silly little docu exists.#(did you really think with all of the Sommermärchen talk I wasn't gonna fall back into this at one point this summer? lmao.#interestingly enough for it to hit me with full force I can only watch it with huge time gaps in between. so. first time since 2018)#(blink twice if you want me to talk more about gif 14🤭)#alternative caption was Merkel's 'Kann noch was Schlimmeres passieren als Dritter zu werden.' dkfkflgl
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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GGS TEAM PAST!!!
#DUUUDE THIS WAS SO FUN#dreadful#veji#art#splatoon#splatoon 3#grand festival#grand fest splatoon#Man I shed like a few tears by the end of the reveal news thing#Like not out of sadness cause my team lost but just from the joy that all this happened and I was here for it.#I never got to experience splatoon 2’s final fest so I’ve waited 3 years for this and I’m…. Just so happy!#If you couldn’t tell from the colours in the drawing I’m team future btw#I laughed so hard seeing the results lol we got NOTHING#Oh and I guess I should put my reasoning for my pick of future#so here it is:#I picked it because the future scares me. But it’s gonna happen anyway so I might as well look forward to it#I can’t let myself worry about where I’ll end up and who I’ll be when I’m older#But I do need to keep looking forward#I also chose it cause of deep cut. Like that was a big factor in my choice#Their music shaped my tastes. I just love it so much#And sure the characters themselves aren’t as fleshed out as the other idols#But they still mean a lot to me as splatoon 3 is the game that got me into the franchise#Even though I played 2 before 3 could never fully enjoy it as I came too late#I missed every splatfest cause I got it a year before splat3#So I could never connect the way I did to 3#Hearing anarchy rainbow for the first time changed me man. I fell in love instantly. It just means so much.#As an autistic person I actually surprisingly don’t really stim that much. But hearing anarchy rainbow just… flipped a switch.#I couldn’t stop moving. Literally like DJ Octavio man. It was a crazy experience to just feel like I had to move.#to walk around or something. To wave and flap my arms. Copy their dances. It sounds a little weird and childish when it’s written down#But it’s true. Splatoon’s music showed me that my autistic stimming was something I should embrace.
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Me? Jealous? Hahah, nooo… I don’t get jealous. That is not something that happens. You can talk to other people, and I definitely won’t go cry about it thinking that you don’t want me anymore!!
#// bon's tears#im actually so dramatic#this happens so often#and ill be like: well if they dont need me then i dont need them anyways!!!#but then i get a message from whoever im mad at and instantly perk up#i completely forget i was just crying and thinking they wanna replace me
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ate shit on the sidewalk earlier had a queen never cry moment
#bc it hurt but mostly bc i have smth important tomorrow stressing me out#so i didnt want to fuck up my ability to walk the day right before#the tears started coming but that baby flashed inside my head instantly it was like a message sent from above straight to my brain#*
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id just like to thank everyone who has ever said anything nice about afhiri
#fray.txt#this lil clown is helping me so much thru a really rough breakup so like#i cannot begin to express how important she is to me right now#so every time someone is nice about her i just.#instantly tearing up#SO I MEAN IT.. THANK YOU
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#Someone probably posted about it but...#Liam's dad and Paul visited the memorial at the hotel today#According to some tweets they're returning to the uk#I am guessing tomorrow or maybe tonight#I can't believe how long it's taken#It's so heartbreaking#It's so fucked up#It's so sad#Tears instantly filled my eyes when I saw the photos of him and paul#They're so appreciative of the fans who loved Liam like that#And I'm sure they've seen everything around the world poof#*ooof#And I'm almost sure the funeral will be public#Like a friend say it's probably easier than trying to make it private knowing how everything is#Then I remembered Michael Jackson's funeral#It was a long time ago and i don't remember thaaaat much but I do remember the crowds and how publicized it was#I guess we'll see...#I just-#You know some not-nice people will be there and we can't prevent that... So let's not focus on that and just...#Yeah... I think it's the closure his family his brothers his friends and all of us need#Closure is a weird way of saying it... But idk... Maybe it'll settle in more? Idk idk#It's all so new#Anyway. Remember we're all in this together and we all cope differently and we're grateful to have each other!#💚
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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tim faking a back injury while play wrestling with lucy all so he can pop up and pin her back down to the ground and tickle her senseless, can you please imagine how cute that would be????
#*and this is icarly!#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#like...#imagine them laughing and squealing climbing rolling and hitting each other in a fit of giggles on the floor like toddlers#until tim decides to use his emergency spinal surgery to his advantage#to suddenly ✌️ pull a muscle in his back ✌️#groaning in agony again about how much it hurts#sending lucy into panic mode as she sits up and frantically scans the living room for her phone to call for help#and then while her guard is down... BAM!!! tim the sneaky lil bastard turns the tables on her and pins her down#she doesn't take him seriously about it at first but he puts on a real good show of being hurt and is like 'no i'm serious lucy'#and her face falls instantly like 'o-okay... hold on babe i'm gonna call for help' 🥺🥺#it's honestly just a one time thing he tries though since he felt super guilty about lucy's emotional reaction#and the fact that he made her tear up and cry a little bit with this silly little stunt#GODDDDD I AM SO IN MY FEELS FOR THEM TODAY I MISS THEM SO MUCH
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god i think i'm just gonna come out and say it. i don't like horses. i think they're creepy, and their ability to cave my head in makes me not to want to ever be within kicking range of them.
#admittedly#i saw a terrible video on youtube a couple years ago#tw animal death#in the next sentence#of a mare kicking a stallion once in the head and killing him instantly#like he just immediately dropped#it was so sudden and sad and i still remember the sound of the impact#i think it fucked me up for real to be honest i couldn't stop thinking of it for a few months afterwards#i generally stay away from things with the ability and nonzero probably of killing me#like i'll be real w you i even eye my cat warily sometimes#she could very easily tear out my neck meat while i slept if she wanted to#personal
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