#like i KNOW there wouldnt be anything but i still had a brief

[phantom-phoenixx]

Watching Danny Phantom after mostly consuming fanon for so long-

[talkorsomething]

I have Got to get more transgender

[san8ny]

hey girlll, i’m like literally ovulating right now 😭 could you write about sneaking up on ellie and pulling her away for a quickie?? (to feast on her pussy)

THANK YOUUU XXXX

I Treat You Well-ish

!: haven’t written anything in a bit with classes and clubs but i needed to complete ur requests, hope this is somewhat digestible im sorryyy- ?: Oral, and brief alluding of Ellie being seen as just a fwb..

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“Mm, and here I thought you couldn’t stand me..” She murmurs tiredly, glasses sliding down the bridge of her nose as she tilts her head down, an olive-toned hand woven into your tresses from where you kneel before her, a throbbing ache pooling inbetween your legs as you continue fumbling with her drawstring—“Never meant it like that.” You retort under your breath once she finally gives you a hand, strumming 2 slender fingers inbetween the tight loop to undo the difficult knot easily. Me next!

“I’m pretty sure ‘I hate Ellie!’ can only be interpreted one way, but i’ll let it slide per usual.” She sighs once the damp-warmth of your drooling tongue meets first contact with her cotton boxers.

Eager, weren’t you?

“Easy…” Ellie’s breath seemingly hitches, dark bags under her eyes as you hook your thumbs into the waistband of her confines rather impatiently, “Sorry, I haven’t done this since our last time so i’m a bit rusty.” You reply softly. Ellie hates how your words can be interpreted as exclusivity— who exactly was she to think so, or get happy at that?

“I’m gonna finish early if you say that shit.” She groans, turning her face away as it reddens slightly. So much for getting homework done tonight..

What even was this anymore? It seemed oddly distorted from the idea you once brought to her when your good-for-nothing partner had dropped you out of the blue, Ellie still remembering how out of it you were during that entire time-period.

‘Look, we both hate eachother but how about trying it out? It’ll relax us both, no?’

Wrong! Ellie hasn’t had one calm night since you started making appearances in her fucking dreams, which has now become a nightly occurrence for her. Even the strongest of melatonin couldn’t ward your evil off

You were a walking contradiction in her eyes, acting like you wouldnt touch her with a 10inch pole, yet sending back-to-back messages detailing in the most gruesome way the stuff you’d let her do to you if she just pulled up to your dorms right now. Which, let’s not get shit twisted, she has a few times here and there

A true slut you were, but she wasn’t too far behind either

“You only ever call me when you need me anyways.” Duh. She finally yawns, leaning down to thumb your lips apart as she initiates a deep kiss, that is, before shoving you inbetween her own legs, locking you in with her knees as she mindlessly reaches for your cellular device

It’s seem like she’s sighing for the upteenth time in a row, lomg-sought bliss displayed on her face while you award her with kisses all around her pussy, an exceptionally long one on her hidden-away clitoris, awarding it a few laps as you smile

Speaking of which, You really weren’t lying when you said you needed it, Ellie scrolling to find your only recent contacts making up to be yourbparents and close friends she somewhat knew of, however, her face immediately drops when she stumbles upon an unsaved number, scoffing when she sees the strings of clearly unreciprocated paragraphs sent on the persons end, your responses not even being more than 3 words each— She wants to laugh, but she really can’t. She’d been in that losers shoes before, not like you see her any different with or without the sex, or so she thinks

A stifiled moan escapes her once you begin pinching at her inner-thighs, your own expression shifting into clear annoyance when you realize Ellie’s attention isn’t all on you currently. “W-what? Am I not doing this right or something?” Before you know it, she’s accidently clicking the random contact, throwing it onto the bed while she practically steers your head in accommodation to the tempo she wants, the tension she has on your hair bringing slight tears to pool at your pretty waterline— didn’t you want her attention?

Each time your mouth slams onto her gushing pussy, it gives you the lightest wafting of her scent, though you’re way too pussydrunk to really identify it— she reminds you of laundry detergent in the best way however, like the cliche advertisements you’d see about smelling like a fresh load of laundry. You don’t even notice the periodic moments Ellie has to physically move your head herself because of how dazed you are..on her damn smell..

Clearly unbeknownst to either of you, the recipient on the other end of the phone is listening in on your businesses

“OUCH!” You yell out abruptly, clicking back into reality— Ellie had managed to sneakily reach a hand down to pinch your puffy breasts through your thinly-veiled tanktop, causing you to briefly come up for some needed air and a scolding, “You’re being mean! Touch them nicer, ‘arright? They’re sensitive.”

She chuckles at your reasoning, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head before immediately furrowing her eyebrows together close-knitly, an all too familar elasticity beginning to snap in her lower stomach, “S-shit, baby, i’m about to— i-in a bit, you still hungry?” She teases, overstimulation washing over when you immediately return to work in an even desperate manner to get her off, “Almost!” You slur, burying your face deeper into her center, almost feels like the air in your lungs was being sucked out

Wouldn’t be the worst way to go out..

“Well, i-im gonna need your highness to hurry it up..” Ellie faux-mocks, toes curling when you unexpectedly ram your fingers into a certain spongy spot rather harshly, “S-shiiit…

“Cum for me? Pretty please?” You attempt to match her whines, leaning up to bury your wet face against the burrow of her neck, all while your digits make play inside of her, “I wanna make Ellie happy.” You pathetically admit, raising your head from her nape to, instead, lick the outer shell of her ear

Ellie’s body immediately shudders at the combination of words and actions, slightly convulsing as splashes of electrifying arousal pulsate across both of your own body; her grip on you doesn’t ease up either, with blunt nails digging into your plush sides, threatening to draw blood if they hadn’t already,

“Did..you?..” Ellie rasps, not being fully able to complete her sentence, sweat pooling in crystal beads at the meeting point of her hairline when she catches her breath and something she’d noticed

“Did you just orgasm untouched?”

“D-don’t push your luck!” You hiccup embarrassingly, grabbing your phone where it lays besides you on her comforter to check how lomg you two had been at it, surely your roommate had to have texted you about your late-night whereabouts, though the nearly 1 hour call in-session feels like an ice-cold bucket thrown at you instead

“Oh my—“ Immediately ending it, you embarrassingly shove your face into a pillow to scream. Ellie looks at you bizarrely, leaning over to meet your face more directly, “Sex so bad you’re trying to..suffocate yourself?” She has the audacity to joke,

“You called my building RA!”

She pauses, crossing her legs as she scratches the back of her neck, “Wait— so— ..no, that makes sense— ah, forget it! I, uh, thought it was some dude you were messing with or something.” Ellie sheepishly admits, “Given the stuff you say, I just thought you had other people or ‘somethin.”

“Wait, what do I say?”

“you know, like the whole thing about me not being your type ‘n all.”

You hate how a small frown shows on your face. Despite how you act, you couldn’t help feeling like a coward for how you tried evading your feelings for Ellie by just ghosting her all those weeks after you’d been the one to even start this.

Instead, you lay back down where you both were sprawled and cup her cheek, “I don’t think anyone buys what I say anyway, even you.” You murmur, kissing her cheek gently

[the-s1lly-corner]

Hello, could you do, gummigo x wife reader, where the two say goodbye before gummigo leaves with his brothers, to steal Maple Syrup from the Kingdom of Candy Canyon, but when they fall off the map with Pomni, he tells him about the reader Afterwards, when Caine kills Gummigo, I think, the team goes on an adventure again to the same place as Candy, but he finds the village where Gummigo lived. Pomni goes to look for Readee to tell her, and when he finds her, The reader invites her to come to the house, where Pomni discovers that they both had a baby, and Pomni doesn't know how to tell the reader.

pomni visiting npc!gummigoos wife!reader after caine poofs gummigoo

short post! not much to say here in the beginning notes lmao notes: reader is gn, maybe afab due to the baby but one can assume they dont have to be given digital world physics + npc stuff Cws: guilt

one can assume that gummigoo still exists, just poofed and sent back to the void waiting for when he needs to be used once more. though i personally think that if he were to return, he would not remember anything that happened in episode 2... so lets explore two ideas in this post! ill divide each by a gap

assuming gummigoo does not return in the quest that involves the reader, and pomni stumbles upon you and sees your child... oh god she feels so horrible. as far as she knows shes doomed gummigoo- and that he no longer exists. ragathas reassurance that he may come out again did little to comfort her

she cant bring herself to be around you for long

she wants to tell you, she feels like she needs to- but you talk like everything is perfectly fine. of course you would, you werent sentient. you had all of these false memories. to you gummigoo had only been gone for a short period, off trying to get the syrup to save your village

ultimately i feel like pomni may swallow her guilt, what if she told you what happened and the exact same thing happens to you? poofed. she wouldnt let you go to the circus, but does that really matter? does this place still exist when the circus members are there?

its all so suffocating, she cant stand it. and the fact that youre trying to ask her whats wrong only makes her feel worse- she feels like shes going to puke

she likely holes herself up in her room as soon as the adventure ends, trying to recover.. its not going to get easier, is it?

but on the chance that gummigoo is around once more, just without his memories of... everything he experienced that day..

its not much better, but at least pomni can try to convince herself that at least he still exists- even if not consciously. it kills her a little inside to see the three of you interact with each other

completely unaware that you arent real people

you talk about how your child is the light of your life

but theyre just lines of code

the visit is brief, she doesnt find much of a reason to stick around

theres still the thought in her mind, almost telling her that shes obligated to tell you and your family everything thats going on

but you look so peaceful and shes not sure she can handle shattering your reality and just leaving you all alone- she has to go back to the circus eventually and shes learned her lesson that she cant bring any of you with her

similarly, the idea of "do you even exist when you arent needed" plagues her mind- would telling you and leaving you here do anything? would you all just forget again? that feels... needlessly cruel

[lovely-showtimes]

Hehe… silly request time… Can you do Tsukasa, Airi, and Haruka x a reader who is “self-aware” (self-aware in this instance meaning they know they’re in a game)? It’s okay if not (^_^)

♡ . self aware.

characters - haruka, airi.

type - scenario.

warnings - unreality.

a/n - i'm so sorry that this took so long T_T i wanted to get to this earlier because i think 'self aware characters' as a concept is very interesting !!! but my brain wouldnt let me write unfortunately... haruka might be ooc, despite how much i love them im very unfamiliar with mmj as characters & their stories </3 i'm also sorry for not doing tsukasa for this one, i wanted to include him and i originally did have an idea for his section, but i took so long to write this i forgot what it was ... i hope you enjoy anyway!

"Do you see anything you like?" You call over your shoulder, turning your attention away from the sweatshirts in front of you.

Airi stands by several dresses, scrutinising them. The two of you decided to go out shopping together, as you felt like your wardrobe was lacking. Airi was eager to help, confident in her sense of style that she can get you something nice, as well as something for herself.

Her brow creases in thought and she stops in front of one particular dress.

"C'mere for a sec," she calls back to you, and you walk over. Airi steps to the side, gesturing to the dress with a furrowed brow.

"Have I worn this before?" She asks. "I mean, I doubt you'd know, but still. It feels so familiar, but I also feel like I've never seen it before."

You squint at the dress. That's right... you recognise it, don't you?

"You wore that in the trained version of your Re-tie Friendship card, didn't you?" You comment quietly. "I liked that one, it was pretty."

Airi goes quiet for a few moments. You catch a befuddled look on her face out of the corner of your eye. "...Excuse me? What's a 'Re-tie Friendship card'...?"

You spin to face her, eyes wide. "Eh? It was your third focus event. Don't you remember it?"

Her confusion only grows. "What on earth are you saying? No, I don't remember it."

Your eyes lock for a brief period of time, the two of you studying each other for a single hint of what the other was talking about. Then, it hits you.

"Oh!" You gasp. "You didn't know about the whole game thing...? I thought everybody knew, but we weren't supposed to talk about it."

The fact of your entire life being a simple game was one you've always been aware of. You had never tried to bring it up to anyone else, or research it before. It had never occurred to you - it was as obvious a fact as saying "the sky is blue".

Airi shakes her head, placing a hand on her temples. "You're making no sense! What game thing?"

You open your mouth to respond, but you hesitate. Should you really elaborate on what you mean? Maybe it's for the best that you don't tell Airi about your shared existence within a game. It might be a bit much to take in all at once.

Maybe another time.

You smile brightly and shake your head. "Oh, you know what? I just realised, I was thinking of something else. Oopsies! Ignore me."

"...Right." Confusion and slight frustration still lingers on Airi's face, but she sighs and shakes her head. You're probably just referencing something from some game you like, right? Maybe she should look into it later, to understand what you just said to her.

Airi's gaze drifts back to the dress once more. That feeling of déjà vu still hovers in the recesses of her mind when she gazes at it, and it's unsettling. Maybe she should look for something different to wear.

"I had the strangest dream last night," Haruka comments, staring at the sandwich in her hands thoughtfully. The sun shines down on you both as you sit on a warm, grassy hill on a red-and-white checkered blanket.

You beam brightly, head tilted curiously. You swallow the bite of food in your mouth. "Oh? What happened?"

"I was dancing to a song I've never heard before. It was in a completely different style than we usually dance to as well, it was quite mellow and calm. I was dancing with a few other people too... Kohane, Ichika, and two other people I didn't recognise... a girl with grey-ish green hair, and a boy with ginger hair."

Haruka shakes her head. "How strange. And the weirdest part was, when I woke up, I remember thinking 'Ah, another one of those dreams'. I haven't dreamt of anything like that before."

She takes a thoughtful bite of her sandwich.

You can't help laughing a little at her bizarre dream. "I always have those dreams! The people who play this game like to make us dance with the other characters. It's quite fun, I like trying to think of what kind of person makes me dance to a certain song with certain people."

You tap your chin curiously. "Perhaps they like to think of me and the others in a romantic relationship? Perhaps they like to think of a different scenario where we are in a band together? Perhaps they feel romantically towards me? It's so interesting."

You chuckle to yourself once more, taking another bite of food. Goodness, it's so tasty. The work the two of you put together to create this whole picnic really paid off! You were especially looking forward to trying those cupcakes, you put a little extra love into each of them! In particular, you-

"Love, what game? What- What are you talking about?"

Haruka's voice snaps you out of your thoughts. Her gaze is full of confusion and concern for you. Her grip on her sandwich has gotten just a little tighter.

You simply gaze back at her as if it's all perfectly normal. "The game we're in. You didn't know?"

Silence hangs in the air. Haruka's gaze shifts around, landing on you for a moment or two before looking away.

Eventually, she clears her throat and nods, deciding to play along. "Right! Of course, I remember now. How could I have forgotten?"

Your joke had unsettled her a little, but she decides to just shake it off. That's all it was, anyway. You're just joking, aren't you?

...Aren't you?

[tebzysmusings]

so uhh, what a way to start off my first tumblr post, huh?? I won't apologize for this cursed smutfic I pulled out of my ass in 20 mins.

(and the honour of my first smutfic doesn't go to any of my OC ships or Robinhill, it goes to a random 50 shades of grey ship, just because I wanted to commit to the bit and take my partner's silly joke and make a whole ass fic out of it)

so thanks for reading!

50 Shades of Green

In a world where big oil companies have influenced the government to spread mass propaganda of non-renewable energy sources being good for the environment, suddenly the notion of being environmentally responsible becomes quite taboo and arousing indeed…

Anastasia Steele and Christian Grey could barely make one step within their apartment before furiously making out, releasing their pent up lust that had accumulated from weeks of not being able to see each other, due to their conflicting schedules. As the couple passed each room of the penthouse, leading to the master bedroom, more and more layers of their clothes came apart, leaving behind a trail of formal attire, then garments, then lingerie. What little article of clothing that remained, from the briefs of Christian, to the bra of Anastasia, emanated an odour that would no doubt stroke the flames of passion within each other, burning away the rationality of the sophisticated college senior and prominent businessman, until they were no more than wild beasts in heat, intoxicated from the taste of their lover, unable to think of anything other than methods on extracting the most pleasure from each other in this long sensual night…

Suddenly, Anastasia pushes Christian's chiselled frame, but to no avail. Christian noticed the sudden resistance coming from Anastasia and reluctantly pulls back, his body still yearning for hers, with the same ferocity as when they had first arrived at one of his many condos located around London.

"I've noticed something about you…" said Anastasia with a teasing smile, still panting from their earlier makeout session

"I'm impressed you noticed any detail of substance, yet disappointed that your full undivided attention wasnt placed on me…" Christian raised his eyebrow, looking at Anastasia curiously, after all, he was too captivated by every curve in her body, every mole and freckle on her shoulders, and yet she had other things to worry about?

"your breaths, and your flavour… Did you drink Pachamama coffee from Cafe Van Gogh before meeting me? i have a guilty pleasure in going to that place, with their organic, shade-grown sustainable coffee, not to mention the cafe is also widely known for being a vegan non-profit social enterprise. Mmmh, i feel like such a naughty girl when i go there, when i can clearly go to Starbucks, the more convenient option instead." Anastasia mused, shivering with excitement and growing slightly wetter when recalling her past experiences at cafe Van Gogh.

"wouldnt you like to know? I guess you'll just have to kiss me a few more times before solidifying your hypothesis. But before that…" Christian paused his sentence midway, and left a path of hickeys, from her breast, to her shoulder, to the collarbone, to the neck.

Anastasia trembled in anticipation, each love peck leaving her clutching Christian's luscious locks even more tightly, until she could feel his steamy breath and rugged voice gracing her ears.

"Instead of booking an uber to get back from work, i paid a small sum to RIDE a bike from my office back to Cafe Van Gogh, and WALKED all the way back home!" Christian proclaimed proudly, before biting the tip of Anastasia's ear, and sucking slightly, the juxtaposition of a wealthy businessman supporting small businesses, instead of capitalism and being so environmentally conscious sent a wave of ecstasy reverberating throughout her entire body, before escaping her mouth as a sweet moan, the loudest she's ever been this night.

Christian wasted no opportunities, exploiting the momentum and temporary weakness of Anastasia's orgasm to stimulate her entrance, his fingers dexterously massaging the various folds of her opening whilst whispering his various accomplishments in her ear. "and guess what? the lightbulbs you see around this bedroom? they're energy efficient LED lights" "I also have bought a metal water bottle for every one of my employees, so they wouldnt have to constantly buy plastic water bottles they'll throw away after a day!" "and finally, 15% of my yearly revenue goes to many sustainable charities like the Eden restoration project and Arbor day foundation, so I've given away £6900 just for the sole sake of planting trees!"

Anastasia couldn't believe what she was hearing. Who knew that an innocent guess of her man's coffee preferences led up to her discovering a completely hidden admirable aspect of the pragmatic entrepreneur. She embraced Christian tightly, the grip of her nails leaving behind noticeable scars on Christian's back, a testament of her bliss over finding out her lover has quite the rebellious streak, not supporting the mega corporations and she was determined to pay back his services tenfold and salivating at the thought of worshipping his enormous dick.

[trash----panda]

STORY, PT 1

Honestly, this faucility was too big for comfort, built for those who are "normal" size the walls seemed to tower over her, not that she cared. Joey was used to being ignored when it came to archtecture, they figured since she had wings she didnt need a ladder or anything, what about when she was tired? Just walk up the wall. Gods these people are annoying. The pixie stood around 1.5 inches tall, she was in no way large, just below average in height. She had fuzz covering most of her body as well as rounded wings to support her body in the air. She was a type of black fly so they needed to make special accomodations in the canteen. Supposedly it was worth it as pixie agents were in short supply, she knew at this point she was only on boarded as a diversity token.

A soft sigh escaped her as she headed through the hall towards her new dorm, she'd been warned she wouldnt like her roommate, but just like the safety briefs, she'd ignored that. She finally found the room towards the end "109"... She didnt like the number. Whatever she was being paid, they said something about her roommate being a... 'what was it again?' she unlocked the smaller door made for her 'it started with a c didnt it-' she froze as she stepped through the door, making eye contact with the massive, blue, creature.

'Coloratus.... It was a coloratus'

They starred a moment before she took a slow step backward and slammed the door, her hearts racing as she quickly tried to get out of there. 'what were they thinking?! Im going to die in there' she was so caught up in her mind she didnt even notice the other rushing out of the room. He was scared of...well... scaring her, trying to speak softly, little "wait wait wait"s coming from him as he tried to follow, causing the ground to shake when he ran over. She yelped, feeling her face redden with embarrassment at the noise, doing her best to hold her ground

"what"

'fuck that was supposed to sound confident'

she watched his eyes, trying to spot even the faintest hint of hunger before he gets a chance to strike, instead just finding worry.

"sorry, i-i know it isnt ideal but we can work something out ok? I-i didnt know you'd be here today or i would've cleaned up, or do flies like dirty rooms? I dont really know, that's kinda why..." he just started rambling, trying to salvage the situation in any way. This was her partner? This is who was supposed to accompany her to battle?.... She could work with this. She did her best to straighten her posture, wanting to at least seem a little bigger.

"i just forgot something at intake" she tried to play it off, knowing that was probably the worse excuse she could pull, at least it shut him up for a moment.

He froze, just kinda starring down at her, his blank expression making her nervous. She even flinched when he finally did move, his sigh washing over her when he did "o-oh ok do you need help moving it? If it's big i can get it? I-it's really no problem at all" well.... at least he seemed to have bought it

"no it's just my scarf, but since you offered" she dropped her bags, figuring she might be able to boss him around a bit "you can put my bags inside"

He perked up immediatly, a soft purr escaping him "o-ok, i can do that!" He scooped them up, getting up to leave before pausing "oh right, my name is Dendro" he smiled at her, still blushing over how stupid he felt right now.

She hesitated, if they were gonna be living together they needed to exchange names at least "Joey"

He tried to keep it hidden but he was obviously excited for this "Nice to meet you Joey!" He hurried back to put it away, leaving the pixie alone with her own thoughts.

'gods why does he have to be so cute'

[bridgyrose]

Let's have a messy love affair. Ruby works for Weiss. Despite their heavy sex sessions, Ruby isn't sure how Weiss actually feels about her. Insecure, she winds up in the arms of Blake, a White Fang member eager to steal Schnee Corp secrets.

(Hope this is messy enough for you)

Ruby combed her hair with her fingers and buttoned up her shirt, trying to look presentable again before leaving Weiss’s office. She frowned as she caught a lipstick stain on her collar, gently trying to rub it off. “You wouldnt happen to have anything for this, would you?” 

“You really think I dont have anything for a lipstick stain?” Weiss asked sarcastically as she pulled her skirt back up and turned her air freshener on. “Second drawer between the tic-tacs and gum.” 

Ruby nodded and picked up the stain remover from the drawer and carefully rolled it over the lipstick stain, relaxing a bit as it started to fade away. She quickly put her cloak back on and covered her collar carefully. “I need to start heading out before anyone starts to get suspicious about what I’m doing here.” 

Weiss smiled and pulled Ruby into a quick kiss. “If anyone tries to figure out what you do here with me, I’ll make sure to run their reputation into the dirt and no one will believe them. Payment will arrive into your account as usual, and I’ll have another mission for you in a few days.” 

“Another mission or another sex session?” Ruby asked as a joke. Her smile faded for a moment as she pulled out her scroll. “Just make sure no one finds out I’m on your payroll. If anyone finds out I’m working for the SDC-” 

“Dont worry your pretty little head about it. You’re not on file as an employee of the SDC and any payments that get traced to you use the same coding and paperwork as the other huntsmen that have been used in various other projects like the mine reclamations. You’re safe.” 

Ruby nodded. “I know.”

Weiss smiled and opened the office door for Ruby. “You said you had to leave?” 

Ruby stepped out of the office and sighed as she heard the door close, her heart starting to thump a bit as she thought of Weiss. The woman was cold and ruthless, someone she was always told to avoid, and yet, she couldnt find it in her to leave her alone, practically on a leash to the woman ever since she took her first job for her. The way the rewards had changed from just money to being used at her pleasure, pleasing her, being abused by her, marked by the woman with her nails and teeth. 

And yet, no matter how much she knew she enjoyed it, she still couldnt get a read on Weiss. No matter how pleasing or how frequent the sessions were, she still couldnt tell if it was out of love or lust. But she knew that she wanted Weiss. 

“You know she’s just using you like she does everyone else, right?” 

Ruby turned around to see a woman behind her, following her in the dimly-lit Atlas streets. “And who should I be worried about using me?” Her eyes caught twitching cat ears in the dim light, her smile fading a little bit. “And why do you care?” 

The cat faunus walked closer, her smile fading as she looked away for a brief moment. “Because I know Weiss well enough that any huntress leaving Schnee Dust Company headquarters this late at night is only there for two things, and leaving with your heart isnt one of them.” 

Ruby sighed and turned around to walk off. “What I’m doing here is my own business. Getting hurt is part of the job.” 

“But it doesnt have to be.” 

Ruby paused as she felt a hand on her shoulder, her heart pounded in her chest as she caught a look of the faunus out of the corner of her eye, a blush starting to spread across her cheeks. “What exactly are you offering?” 

“A meal at a bakery and some company before you go back to your hotel.” The faunus pulled her hand back and smiled at Ruby. “My name is Blake.” 

“Ruby.” Ruby took a breath to calm herself and to let her blush fade for a moment just as her stomach growled loudly. A blush of embarrassment crossed her cheeks as she realized how long it had been since she last ate. “Alright, I’ll take you up on your offer. A meal and some company.” 

Blake smiled a bit and started to walk with Ruby. “So what exactly are you doing with the SDC anyway? I thought they only hired local huntresses.” 

Ruby felt Blake’s hand gently brush up against hers as they walked, almost hooking a finger around hers. “They reached out to me while I was on a job here to clear out some grimm a few other huntsmen had issues with. Four years later, I’m still taking jobs for them because they pay well. Though, I cant say I agree with how they run things around here. The mines are still dangerous, and they only seem to send faunus into them, and even when the mines are cleared out enough, then there’s bandits and anyone looking to make a quick lien for anything they can take.” 

“So they hire you to be a bodyguard?” Blake asked. 

“Bodyguard mostly. Sometimes as an actual huntress to clear grimm or to scout out deeper into the mine before any of the workers run into any actual issues or because reports have noticed something off.” 

“So you’ve been what, living out of a hotel for the last four years here then?” 

“No, I’m allowed to go back to my apartment in Vale.” Ruby sighed and pulled out her scroll, flipping through her calendar app to see if she remembered to reschedule her flight back. “Though, I do have to admit that its felt like I’ve been living here.” 

“Then maybe you need a change of pace.” 

Ruby paused as she opened the door to the bakery Blake had led her too, looking at the faunus woman curiously. “A change of pace? What exactly are you proposing?” 

Blake walked in and held the door for Ruby, smiling a bit. “Nothing major, just something… exciting.” 

“Exciting?” Ruby asked as she watched Blake, her heart started to pound in her chest again as she caught the smile on her face. She never realized how her eyes seemed to gleam in the light before, nor did she catch the smokey purple eyeshadow that seemed to make her eyes pop more than normal, or the dark lipstick that drew eyes to them. “Any time someone wants to be this secretive, it usually means its illegal, or-” 

“Or I’m trying to figure you out first before offering you a job that you may decline.” Blake motioned to a table and smiled at her. “And I was taught that its rude to discuss jobs while eating.” 

Ruby sat down and let out a soft sigh. “Okay, you have a bit of a point. Then, what do you want to talk about?” 

“I want to talk about you,” Blake said with a smile. “I want to get to know Ruby Rose. Not the huntress, not whatever you are to Weiss, but you. The girl under the cloak.” 

Ruby blushed a bit and nearly froze as her heart stopped for a moment, her mind finally processed what Blake had said. Seconds turned into minutes as Ruby finally started to form her words, slowly speaking. “Get to know me… and then what?” 

Blake smirked and held her head in her hands. “And then we go to my place and discuss things further. If you’re up for it.”

[danielnelsen]

answers to rook questions from @argentleif, thanks!!!!!!

brief backstory of my rook first, particularly to explain my answer to the first question: he was raised qunari and became saarebas. he was travelling somewhere in mainland thedas with his arvaarad and they got attacked (maybe by darkspawn, but it doesnt really matter). his arvaarad died, but he was rescued by a grey warden who was manning a largely inactive outpost alone. the warden helped him recover and also encouraged him to find his own path, and they were there together for a few years. eventually rook decided to become a warden himself. he still considers himself qunari but knows that it's not technically true

answers below the cut

2. How did Rook get the nickname? What do they think of it?

ok this is the one ive probably been doing the most thinking about and im kinda between two answers

so, first option: when he picks his new name (because he's now a grey warden, rather than saarebas), it's something that can get shortened to rook. im currently delving into qunlat, trying to get a grasp on the language, and seeing if i can come up with something. i dont know if this will work, but i do still plan to find him a qunlat name that works for being a warden, regardless

second option: in my current qunari research, i read 'the straight path', which is a qunari children's story that definitely contains the type of values he tries to adhere to. maybe he gets into chess with his warden pal and then talks about that story and following the straight path and the warden's like "oh like the rook!" idk. i think that's sweet

4. Which faction did they join, and why? How long has it been?

they grey wardens for the reasons above. from the way his interactions have gone so far in-game, id say he hasnt been a warden for very long, maybe a few years. it's probably only been about 5 years since he met that warden; maybe 3 years staying with them, and then 2 as a proper warden himself

10. Does Rook know their history? Do they know of the HoF, Hawke, the Inquisitor?

prior to becoming a warden, he would have heard of hawke because the qunari invasion of kirkwall would have caused a huge stir, especially after it was disavowed by the arigena and ariqun. he probably didnt hear much, if anything, about the mage-templar war, though. he likes reading, so maybe he's read the tale of the champion since meeting varric

he would have learned about the hof as a grey warden. my hof also has an office or something at weisshaupt, so they've probably briefly met. similarly, he would have heard of the inquisitor in relation to the wardens and also the concerns about corypheus and a potential archdemon during all that. he was still saarebas during the events of inquisition, though, so he wouldnt have had any direct involvement

15. What’s the first thing people notice when Rook enters a room?

not to make absolutely everything about the fact that he's qunari, but... the fact that he's qunari lmao. it's pissing me off that nobody in-game reacts to it, especially given the qunari are one of the main antagonist factions

16. Got any tattoos? What’s the story behind them?

idk why im drawing a blank about whether i gave him any tattoos in cc..... but i didnt have his backstory planned then, so the proper answer is no, i think

17. How’d Rook get those scars?

he was a qunari living in seheron for a while (before becoming saarebas). even though he wasnt part of the antaam, he would have encountered plenty of hostility. i gave him the lightning tattoos because they looked cool, so i imagine he got into a fight with some tevinters. i feel his magic would have manifested in response to some sudden dangerous conflict, so maybe that's when it happened

i also gave him top surgery scars just because i could, but i dont think those would be canon for him. ive been constructing a whole qunari gender theory but it's still heavily in the works so im not going into that yet

28. Does Rook have any pets/animal companions?

nope :(

30. What is Rook’s class? Did they choose it?

he's a mage, so definitely didnt choose it! prior to gaining his magic, he wasnt a fighter, so he would never have become any other class otherwise

42. Something Rook regrets:

he doesnt tend to have regrets. he truly believes in the philosophy of the qun and finding stillness, which helps him make good decisions and also accept the decisions that he makes

he probably regrets not doing more to save his arvaarad because his life has been a bit of a mess since then, but he's trying to make the most of it

45. Who was Rook’s closest friend before joining the Veilguard?

that one warden, i guess. i havent thought about his friendships before becoming saarebas, and while he was saarebas he didnt really have friends, but he had a pretty peaceful relationship with his arvaarad, which is probably the closest he got. once he joined the wardens, he had a lot of trouble making friends because he was still trying to get the hang of human culture

[saltlickmp3]

43 + 53 for both 🙂‍↕️

HI TIA ! yay yippe thank youuuuuu

for mihangel

43 - What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?

mihangel was brought up lower middle class in wales in the 80s & even though he had a fairly comfortable life when still living with her family he gets annoyed when someone suggests she get a good proper job (not creative freelancing) or not spend her entire paycheck on camera film & gig tickets & then have to eat beans on toast & two minute noodles for two weeks. like in his head she's still trying to beat the being poor allegations & even when she does understand that getting a proper job would be useful she thinks 'well theres other people who need it more than me because im not really that poor, i could get a better job if i wanted to but i dont'.

53 - Who would / do they believe without question?

her older brother, maddoc. she would probably believe anything that he told her & to be fair maddoc probably wouldnt lie to mihangel unless it was really important. when she was younger he would sometimes have a sort of resentment towards maddoc for being a Perfect Young Man in all the ways mihangel couldnt but with maddoc being five years older, maddoc was also his protector against the world. & sometimes the only one who could coax him out of his shell. so if maddoc is saying something is has to be true. he would rather there be yet another goddamn Scifi Event happen to him than maddoc be lying to her. mihangel is a natural questioner (even if sometimes he keeps the questions to himself, he is wondering) so even when strangeways is reporting back on some batshit thing thats supposedly happened in his mind hes already picking it apart. thats what makes him a good journalist except he always wants to write about people he meets & said batshit things happening so. hence no job lol

brief shoutout to this being technically within the doctor who universe - mihangel really wants to be able to believe what the doctor (twelve or eight) says to her but he did very much lie to her & then dump her back home with no explanation of what happened to her & why shes getting flashbacks to being dead so. even when eight shows up later & seems so much more earnest & gentle than twelve he still doesnt know if anything hes saying really is true. even thought he desperately wants to think it is. he . ahem. wants to believe.

for strangeways

43 - What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?

strangeways was a masculine young woman in the 1920s so she has this idea that women are naturally weaker & demure, & that She is only strong & capable because she is more masculine, & that its some sort of a skill issue (not the phrase she would use) that other women arent also more masculine & therefore more capable & less giggly & irritating (the phrase she would use). having now lived through the first two or three waves of western feminism & 80s girlboss power suits she has ? sort of ? learned not even necessarily that her point of view is objectively wrong but more that not everyone sees it that way. she does try to keep it to herself around mihangel cos mihangel is transfem (a lot more complicated but under the general term of trans fem) & also generally a lot more gentle than strangeways - like strangeways is totally chill with trans people & everything, shes lived with artists for 50 years & was part of the queer community before it was legal, but every once in a while someone says 'hi girls' to her & mihangel in passing & she starts getting really defensive thats Shes Not A Girl & shes Not Like Those Silly Girls Who Only Care About Clothes & it takes her a minute to realise that actually theres nothing wrong with being a woman & no one was trying to imply she was lesser for it.

but there were times in her life where she passed for a guy in various environments & she Noticed the difference. shes been in her mid 20s for 50ish years & has experienced the same kind of stuff as a man & as a woman & she realised the difference in how she was treated.

53 - Who would / do they believe without question?

strangeways was also raised catholic & went to a catholic school & every once in a while she'll get a very hard to shake idea that something is a message from god. she hasnt been practicing for decades (being pulled in a rip in time itself will make you question whether god really knew what he was doing) but when she really really needs to do some reflecting she'll find a big beautiful old church & sit in the back row & think. she doesnt go to confession though there are things that she doesnt want Anyone to know about ever not even a priest & she figures well if god is real then he knows already why do i have to tell someone ten steps down the line from him. the last time she went to confession she felt so bad about whatever it was that she had done she ended up fudging the details cos she felt a) guilty about it b) like it was a stupid thing to be worried about and c) realised as soon as she opened her mouth that she didnt want to tell anyone anyways & she wasnt going to feel any better.

but all that said. in her work both on folklore & the stuff shes been doing with mihangel, tracking down places where time has gone a bit weird & all the associated phenomena - like a large part of 'unexplained activity' has been attributed to acts of god of angels or saints & sometimes strangeways finds herself a little too easily convinced of those ones. a little too prepared to believe in divine intervention.

on a more earthly level - where mihangel can veer wildly between indecisiveness & impulsive behaviour, strangeways once she makes a descicion is unlikely to change it . in a way she believes staunchly in her own ability & has been living independently for so long she trusts herself more than anything. if she knows what she saw, then thats what is was. she doesnt always feel the need for 'evidence' of anything is shes knows on her heart that she saw it

[webslingingslasher]

Hey J it’s 🛍️,

So it’s been a crazy few months. The last time I was here was early September when I told you about the cute guy that came up to me at work and asked me my name & about school. I’ll try to keep it brief;

After that, we waved and said hello to eachother in the halls at school for a few weeks. Eventually that turned into full conversations. And after that we were sitting together one day, and he asked me if I had a phone number. He handed me his phone and I typed it in. He texted me. And I had to go to geology, so I did.

When we were talking earlier I mentioned that I worked that night, so he asked me what time I got off of work. I said 7:30 (kinda late for a Wednesday when I have at 9 am the next day - or not, maybe I just need a shit ton of sleep) and I asked why and he said that he might be bored and want to hangout. He suggested a movie - Deadpool and Wolverine (which I had mentioned I’d seen 5 times before…so he KNEW I loved it and even though he’d seen it offered that) and after work he picked me up and took me to the movie.

At the movie he gave me his jacket, was super sweet, and I held his hand. After the movie he took me home and we parked in my driveway to yap. Eventually, he asked if I wanted to make out in the back seat. I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT. So I told him that and he said that was fine and that we didn’t have to but I wanted to so…we did. Sort of. He kissed me but I had literally no idea what I was doing and so eventually it got awkward and we stopped. We yapped some more and he walked me to my door.

We texted and talked in the hallways at school after that and eventually he asked me out again. He waited for my nearly 3 hr geology class to end for our coffee date. After class I went to meet up with him and I was wearing some high strappy heels, so he OFFERED TO GO GET HIS CAR AND DRIVE TO THE FRONT SO I WOULDNT HAVE TO WALK. The date went well and we planned to do another.

So we were planning to do it one day but he got sick (or “sick” - I still don’t know), so I said we should reschedule. Flash forward to the next week and I’ve pretty much given up all hope of him snapping me, texting me, or anything really. But by chance I was walking through the halls and ran into his best friend. He asked me if his friend had asked me (confusing oml) about a double date for that weekend. And I said no. And he made a big deal about having ruined the surprise and I was like “ha ha no it’s okay”. AND THEN he proceeded to rant to me about how obsessed his friend was with me.

He said he talked about me all. The. Time. Wouldn’t shut up about me. He said “yeah no we’ll see something sparkly and he’ll say ‘oh you know who that reminds me of’ and I’ll say you and he says ‘yes’.” He told me he referred to me as ‘his girl’ (weird considering we’d gone on 2 dates). And most importantly that I made him nervous but he was 100% into me.

He never asked me on that date and I’ll never know why. After that he remained unchanged in his not texting me (I’d like to make it very clear that I did reach out to him but not like too much yk? Still, I tried).

2 weeks later and my best friend is back from uni for the weekend. And obv I’ve told her about the weird mixed signals from him and the weirdness from his friend not reflecting his actions and she says I need a clear answer out of him as to whether or not he’d like to date me or not. So we drafted a text and sent it. And he said, “hey {my name} sorry i have been distant. i don’t think we can date because im a pretty solitude person; don’t take it to personal i’m just not very consistent with people”.

So I cried. And I didn’t see him at my job ever again, but I did see him in the halls at school one morning and that day he was WATCHING me. Stared at me. Just like he did when we were talking and before. But after that I didn’t see him for like a month.

Anyways so that’s how that ended. I just thought I’d update you. I’m great now lol. Over it (not that there was much to get over but all my friends beg to differ). And tbh it’s probably for the best - I’m going to an out of state school next year (community college rn) so I don’t think I’d want to start anything anyways. DAMN THIS IS LONG. SORRY! 😭 I’m glad to be back and apart of this community! School has been so fucking rough but I feel like war is over and I can now return to this lovely place. Thank J!

-🛍️

I HATE MEN BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK.

LITERALLY I HATE MEN.

[jeffbytes]

decided i'm not gunna share my full story regarding my self ship hiatus, more just a brief overview here, untagged. i did some thinking on this, and the full explanation with backstory bears the risk of painting the hobby in a bad light and a "warning others to avoid doing it" more than anything else, which wouldnt have been my intention at all, it's definitely personalised risk

my circumstances health wise and why self shipping had a severe negative effect on me are exceptional circumstances and not something that an overall PSA brush could paint the whole community with in a non bias way. i dont want to scare anyone! youre probably fine and dont need to step back from it if your relationship with selfshipping isnt as detrimental as mine was. people can be uncomfortable with doubles without experiencing delusion as well, they're not hand in hand and my experience while likely shared by at least one other person, cant be seen as a be all end all risk warning for everyone that does it

the TLDR (not really lol), it got too real for me and was affecting my ability to live a normal life dodging doubles and losing months of my life to states of disassociative delusion. i'm awaiting to be seen by a high intensity team who deal with this sort of thing (they were supposed to see me in November, still waiting, god save the NHS) until then i'm not engaging too heavily in selfshipping in order to retain my sense of self and stay grounded to reality - as morbid and unpleasant it is to be grounded to said reality rn anyway. focusing on my new job and videogames and drawing other stuff. not stopped completely just keeping it at arms length, to keep in touch with myself and my current state

it's a lovely creative outlet if it doesn't border into the line being blurred too much, something that probably only becomes a risk if you've got similar health conditions and i dont want to make anyone second guess themselves if theyre having a good healthy time with it ;; i wasnt having a healthy time with it, scrolling social media was like a minefield of risk, i was constantly upset and uncomfortable due to circumstances i had no control over, i lost months of my life to disassociation. it is what it is

i'll return to it properly someday, when i know it's just gunna be a fun artistic hobby for me when i've resolved all my Issues™ and i'm not doing it for escapism or comfort or filling a hole anymore, just a side hobby to an otherwise regular headspace

[weebnotheree]

~ Like i want you ~ PT 1

Ai Hoshino x Ex Male Reader

"I'm just curious but in our relationship why were you always so distant to me? Like you never cared about me... Did I do anything wrong during that time or was it that you just simply didn't love me?" she asked in a sad tone.

"Remember when we were together and I told you I had major mood swings?" I started.

"yes I do remember that and sometimes these mood swings of your made me feel very insecure in our relationship"

Ai replies back to you

"Yes and I'm sorry about that…it just happens"

You can see her expression soften a little

"Did your mood swings had anything to do with me or were they just random?"

"Its just random..."

"I see, Is it alright if you can do me one favor?"

"Yeah sure 😑"

"Can you treat me a bit nicer please because even when we were dating you were always cold towards me and never showed any warm feelings for me...Can you please treat me at least a little better?"

"I'll try, but I can't promise"

She seems pleased after hearing your answer

"Thanks it was nice talking to you, I am glad that you are at least trying to be a bit nicer towards me. Please bring Aqua and Ruby here more regularly now okay"

She smiles a bit.

"I'll.. also try with that too"

She smiles and seems happy with your answer

"Thank you [M/n]-kun for understanding me and I'll try not to get in your mood swings too much"

She says before she notices something important about you

"Oh and can I ask you something else?"

"Yeah?"

She looks at you more closely seeing the bags under your eyes

"Is there any reason you look so tired? Have you been sleeping properly?"

"Don't worry about it. Our kids are more important…"

"I know that but are you still taking care of your own personal health too? Because when you look tired it means that you are neglecting your sleep"

You can see that she is really concerned for your health

sighs"….you wouldnt understand"

She sighs with you

"[M/n]-kun please try to think of your mental and physical health for your own good.. This is just a friendly advice from me that's all...Don't worry I won't bother you about this again, all I want from you is that you take proper care of your health"

"Okay okay..."

You can see her expression softens as she smiles at you

"I'm glad you are understanding me and at least this is the first time you are actually treating me nicely since we broke up."

She has never seen you be this nice to her before but you still seem a bit tired with all those bags under your eyes so she is still concern for your well being.

"Sometimes I wish you knew…."

"Knew what?" she asked curiously.

"You wanna know why i've treated you the way i did and why i was so distant…"

She nods in response

"Yeah I want to know why did you treat me the way you did and why were you always so distant towards me...Please tell me"

"I disguise the truth I say I'm happy but I'm still stuck on us..."

There is a brief pause between both of you but her expression softens more as she heard this

"Do you still have feelings for me?"

"Does your mind play this game too? Think 'bout me and you?"

Another pause you can see a tear rolling down her right eye

"I'd be lying if I said no to that"

"I guess I'll just pretend Until it all makes sense,"

You see her wipe her tears as her expression softens even more as she says

"Can I ask you something else please?"

"Sure..."

"Do you still love me?"

There is a brief pause between both of you but you can see a slight sign of hope in her expression

lets out a chuckle let me finish dummy "See you face to face, I'm thinking 'bout the days we used to be… But I can't make a scene, but I can't make it seem Like i want you….Even if its true…"

She smiles at you in relief while her eyes are tearing up a bit with happiness

"You still love me, right? After all that you've done still the way you're talking it seems that you still have feelings for me"

A single tear rolls down her right eye again but she wipes it away

"I guess it's overdue Tell me your point of view Tell me, am I to blame?? You're so good with change,"

"It is true sometimes I could not understand the mood swings in our relationship that you would go from loving me to not even looking at me...It was a little bit sudden and it made me feel insecure about our relationship that's all"

Another tear rolls down her right eye but she wipes it away again

"A table set for two You got me waitin' but you ain't comin' through Try to stay patient but gotta face the truth," thinking about that i now have kids.

She seems to be a bit embarrassed but she tries to be a bit calm when she speaks

"You mean that I should have handled those mood swings of yours in a better way and should have been more patient and understanding of you during our relationship"

She takes a deep breath before she continues speaking

"It would have been better if I could handle those mood swings of your in a different way, is that what you are trying to say?”

"Tch...There's no reason to believe I'll save us now…But if you really love me, say it now. Why is it so hard to figure out?….damn it Ai…" I lean my head in the crook of her neck "I need you every day…believe me when I say it...!"

her breath hitches a bit as she feels you leaning all your body weight on top of her

"Y-You still love me?! After all this time you still love me?!"

She seems a bit shocked and her eyes are now full of excitement mixed with sadness as she slowly moves her hands to your back

"you're the only one….i..havent been able to sleep since then…"

a lot of emotions hit her at the same time and she starts to tear up with happiness as she tightens the grip of her hands on your back

"D-did you still believe in our relationship even after everything?"

She is now looking up to you with a mixture of hope, sadness, remorse, guilt and love in her eyes. i hum in response

she tightens her grip on your back even more before she says

"D-do you remember when we shared our first kiss? Do you still remember that sweet romantic moment we shared?"

"Of course i do.."

She blushes and looks away for a moment before she grabs your shoulders

"Do you remember those times when we would just walk in the park and enjoy the moment together? Those were the moments I felt the most happiest when I was with you "

"then…let me take you an the kids sometime"

she nods before she replies back to you

"You would really take me and the kids with you on a park visit?"

Her face is full of joy at this idea as she now hugs your arm closer to her. I nodded at her.

You can see that she is genuinely so happy with your idea

"You're not joking, right? If you really are going to do this then I can't explain how happy I am to hear this from you"

i wrap my arms around her and for a moment it seemed like i was just hugging her..but i was also had my face buried in her neck

She can feel your breath near her neck and all those emotions inside her burst out at the same time

"Am I really getting a second chance with you? The chance that I always wanted"

You can feel her excitement as she clings a bit closer to you

I didnt answer…i seem to be resting

She noticed that you were being a bit silent but she does hear the beating of your heart beating near her neck but she doesn't want to ruin this moment by asking more so she hugs you tightly not wanting to let go anymore

She closes her eyes and is just trying to enjoy this moment and time with you

after what seemed like 20 long minutes i finally wake back up and lift my head "sorry…im just tired"

She hears you and whispers in your ear while smiling

"I-It's okay [M/n]-kun I understand that you were quite sleepy. But you should still take good care of your own wellness. You look exhausted and I worry for you..."

"its your fault..you made me like this you know" i pout

The corners of her lip twitch upwards a bit

"So does that mean that you still love me?"

She asks you again this time with a smirk

"yeah idiot"

You hear her giggle a bit as she shakes her head before she whispers

"Aww but I am happy to hear that from you [M/n]-kun. But seriously though you gotta take some rest for once ok? You do know that you are the only one who loves me now don't you?"

"Am i?"

"Well besides the kids of course but I mean in a romantic sense. I don't know if I can trust anyone else after seeing those mood swings and how distant you were when we were dating"

You could see a bit of sadness and regret in her eyes as she speaks

kiss her cheek and puts my face in her neck again "i guess ill just have to give you my love all over again~" i say in a erotic tone

You can immediately see her blush intensely as she felt your breath on her neck

"Is that so~? Then show me that you love me I wouldn't mind a bit more of that love~"

"mhm~" i lean in close and hover over her lips "May i…?"

A sudden wave of heat covers her whole body when you are a bit close to her lips and you could see that she was biting her lip

"You can do anything you want with me~"

Her entire body shudders as she opens her lips allowing you to do as you wish with her

Then i kissed her using my tongue. A wave of sensation covers her whole body as she felt the touch of your lips against hers. She was in such a blissful state that she couldn't help herself but respond equally in turn and kisses back at you with the same intensity. Her action caused me to squeeze her waist.

her body reacts immediately to your touch and you can feel as her hands wrap around your neck and her legs around your waist. She was extremely sensitive to your touch and her entire body shuddered even more as it releases a wave of energy

I kept kissing her and with passion.

She couldn't help herself and she was so overwhelmed by your passion that she responds with equal vigor. Her heart is beating with such excitement and pleasure that you could feel her breath getting more shallow as she lets all those emotions come out. I broke the kiss and breaths heavily

She is also breathing heavily as she looks at you with a bright blush covering her face still not able to take a clear breath yet

"Wow we really did put a lot of passion in that right?"

"mhm~ Wanna go to your room?"

She blushes even more as she heard your request. For a moment she seemed overwhelmed by your action and she can't believe what just happened

"U-umm do you really mean it? Are you sure that you really don't mind if we go back to my room?"

i tug on her shirt "Are you sure you dont?~"

you can see that there is a mixture of surprise and excitement on her expression before she answers you back

"I don't mind if you want to go back to my room but only if you are sure of this"

She whispers as she feels how you are still holding her waist and how close you are still are to her as you tug on her shirt

"we already have two kids…and plus they fell asleep.." grins "so you're gonna have to keep the screaming down"

She seems a bit embarrassed and surprised by your smirk but she can't help but blush so hard by this request as she stutters before she answers back

“U-umm yeah I'll make sure to keep the screaming low I guess Y-You didn't have to be this direct I mean we haven't seen each other in a long time so I'll be pretty surprised if you just ask me right away like this”

"and all of the moaning im gonna be making you do~" i say in a deep erotic tone

She feels the blood rushing toward her head as her blush gets brighter

“E-Ehhh?! I-I don't think I'll be able to withstand you at all if you're being this forward with it! What if I can't control myself at all right now~?”

I looked at her innocently as i playfully told her "then you'll wake them, they'll come to our room an ask whats that noise and we'll have to stop, giving you the dissatisfaction of not being able to finish the blissful moment before they interrupted because you were moaning too loud in the first place" i explained to her what would happen if she was too loud and woke up the kids

She can feel a sudden cold sweat cover her entire body as a wave of realisation and embarrassment washes over her

“W-wait we can't really let these kids interrupt us now, can we? It would really ruin the moment but I don't think I'll be able to control myself like I said before”

"either you're gonna have to cover you're mouth to stop it from happening…or im gonna have to kiss you to muffle your moans"

She seems to be at a bit of a dilemma before she replies to you

“O-Okay I don’t mind you silencing me with your kisses. But I don’t know if the kids are already asleep or not. They might hear the noises and it would really be a bad situation to have that happen”

"i checked already…we did take a long time talking after all…and its night time…"

She seemed to relax a bit before she nods her head to you

“I guess you're right then we shouldn't worry about the kids waking up. But just in case we'll keep it quiet and avoid being too loud ok?"

"you mean you" i smirk

“Hmm! I mean yes I guess it is me who’s gonna be making most of the noise here. Because I really can't imagine me being quiet at all~”

"because i make you moan the whole time~" i tease

“M-Maybe if you didn’t drive me so crazy then we wouldn’t have this much problem. But the way you were kissing me made me lose my breath quickly. And I couldn’t control my moans at all you know~”

PART 3 TMRRW !!!!!!! 13+!!!

[2bit-sunshine]

Hi everyone im danny and im feeling good for once in my twenties. Have been since about may. I cut off an old friend who mistreated my best friend. Ive helped my friends a ton. Im working on a security clearence for work. I am feeling much more confidant driving than i have ever. Ive bern socializing a lot and playing games like i used to. Ive been world building again and spending more time with my dog. Im working on my health and am actually confident in my body in a way i havent felt since i was thin as a waif. But i havent really lost a lot of weight.

The world is bleak and i worry and i hurt and i grieve all the people suffering out there. But right now my life actually feels. Worth it. My life is worth it. I havent thought about how id kill myself in months. I still dont have someone or someones to be intimate with and that hurts as it alwayd has. But im doing better

I am better

Idk. I really thought id be dead this time 12 years a go and i would be too dead to care about anything. I didnt think id be alive before i felt any kind of content or ambition to do more. But here i am. Im feeling content. And i want more too.

I know it sounds cliche at this point. But it does get better. I know it could get worse. But this feeling i have. This happiness? Its worth it. Its worth it to endure the bad times. Because while nothing lasts forever. The bad doesnt last forever either. I think part of it was acceptance of the things i had no power over and the things i could control, i have all the power to do so.

I alsl have amazing friends. I used to think people barely tolerated me and hated me. I spent years being told that if people didnt want me around they wouldnt have me around. I told myself it sometimes but never felt it. Never believed it.

But i do now. I believe it now. You gotta keep telling yourself those words of advice your loved ones give you. They will make sense one day. You will feel them when they are true. Your demons and shadows are not what defines you forever.

I worry so much for my friends who have such troubles still. I worry ill fall back into old habits. I worry some tragic thing is going to show me what im really made of. But it will be okay again. The sun will shine again. The spring will come again, however brief. The birds will sing again. The stars will always shine.

Idk. If youre reading this and having trouble. With yourself or your friends or your lovers or your family. It does get better. It might need time. It might be a long time. Its taken me over 2 decades to feel happy like i imagine i was as a child. And it hurt a lot along the way amd i made so manh mistakes amd fuck ups and lost friends and lovers.

Ive sat by while people get hurt. I wondered if i could even be forgiven for that.

The answer was yes. In a way. And sometimes it was no.

I cant change the past and some things shouldnt have happened. Shouldnt have at all. But they did and here we are. What to do now?

Forward. The only direction that really matters is forward. So forward i go. We go. Youll go.

The most important step is the next one.

You got this friends.

[majorsarcasm19]

hi okay so

you know those mutuals where like...they've just? always been there?

like you dont really know them, you've never personally interacted with them, and lord knows you cant remember when you ever started following them or what fandom it was for or any of that

but every so often you see them around, kinda like two dudes in high school who high five when they pass each other in the hallway

and even if you leave tumblr for years you come back and see them on your dash or activity and its just like "oh hey you're still here!! its good to see you!!!"

well for a long while, that has been!! you!!

especially as i swing wildly through hyperfixations, it always is such a joy to see you around and to know that i haven't managed to scare you off yet 😅

but the thing is, i dont think i ever quite realized just how long we've been mutuals, you know?

oh sure i figured it was before i took a bit of a hiatus a few years back, but i really wouldnt have been able to tell you anything more specific than that.

not that it has ever mattered - seeing your username no matter how long i had been away from the hellsite has always brought me great comfort! almost as if a signal that yup, the place you know is still here

but what i didnt know was just how long it HAD been?

anyways, a friend and i were just talking about when we had joined tumblr, and it started me going back through my archive and looking at some of the first posts i ever reblogged

when out of the corner of my eye i saw:

i...

october 3, 2012.

eleven and a half years.

can you believe that? how quickly the time has gone, and yet it also feels like it was a distant lifetime ago?

how tumblr has grown and changed in the last eleven and a half years, how fandoms have grown and changed, how we have changed?

but also, for me, the craziest thing?? is that i joined tumblr on september 30th, 2012. and barely four days later, and i had already found and followed you.

i just...

i don't know, it struck me, you know? how amazing it is that two strangers could quietly bump into each other on occasion for so long, that it becomes such a part of your life that you don't even realize it. that the things that stay constant, no matter how occasional, can bring such comfort and joy

that you have been here with me for my entire tumblr journey - from my earliest superwholock days until now.

...anyways, i didn't really mean to ramble, i just wanted to say, after eleven and a half years:

hi!

you're great!

im happy that you're here!

and i hope you have an AMAZING DAY!!!

and i cannot WAIT to continue to see you around!!!! ✨✨✨✨✨

with love,

em / whollyjoly / misspizazz / whatever the hell else i've been over the years 🥰

Oh my freakin fuck, it's been that long?!?! It's been an absolute delight bumping into you throughout this Tumblr journey, and I'm more surprised I haven't scared YOU off, especially after my not-so-brief hiatus from the site then sudden return screaming about... fuckin...? Idk.

HOWEVER! You are also great! I'm happy you're here too!!! It's been a DELIGHT watching your blog evolve over the years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you SO much for this absolutely adorable reminder and sticking with me on this long ass train ride around the internet 😊💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

with love,

Maxine 😊

[stevethehairington]

4, 19 and 39 for weird writers ask 🫶

ty for sending this in friend!! <3

4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

okay i know this is asking for specifics but here we have a category 5 "i've been asked to recall something so naturally my brain forgets everything its ever known" moment. soooo, i'm going to be pretty unspecific probably lol buuuut

any word that implies something tender is happening is my jaaaaam. i mean, tender itself is a word i love a lot. but yeah anything that implies something deeply vulnerable and intimate is so so good. i go coo coo for cocoa puffs about it.

i also fucking love space words - nebula, constellation, supernova, cosmic, celestial, anything to do with the stars, the moon, the sun. i eat that shit UP.

also same goes with words about water!!!

also shout out to my homies irrevocably (which i still associate with that one monologue from twilight but like it kind of went off using this words soooo sdflkds), petrichor (bc that's a fun word and i LOVE rain and the smell of rain so), and also freckles and dimples bc i fucking L O V E mentioning those in anything i write so they are favorites too <3

19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?

ooh so i started writing like officially the summer before my freshman year of college. i had been apart of fandom before that for a while and had definitely been reading fic for quite some time before, and i'd always sort of wanted to do some writing of my own, but i could never like fully commit to anything. which, in hindsight, i'm very glad i couldn't for that first fandom i was in lmfao. let's just say iykyk.

but then i watched skam and i totally and completely fell in love with that show, with that cast of characters, with the stories they were telling. and i wanted to add to it, i wanted to expand that universe, i wanted to put these characters in my own situations and shows how they'd respond! so i did! and i wrote and i wrote and i wrote. to this day it is still the fandom i have written the most fics for (tied with marvel also lmfao, and honestly stranger things is creeping up there, it's getting close and the brainrot has not died, not even close, so it just might pass it up. but the fact that it's stayed number one for like 6 years? crazy).

it absolutely helped that i found a server to join for fans of the show. that was literally the best thing ever. i made so many connections and so many dear friends and, aside from the brief bumps in the road that came with that server (lmaoo), it was such a good environment and it was SO creatively stimulating and SO motivating and SO inspirational. like i had so many people in my corner rooting me on to actually finish writing that first fic!! and i did!! and their support just kept coming and coming for everything after and that was SO integral to my success and my desire to keep writing. so yeah, shout out to skam international, yall were the real mvps and i wouldnt be where i am today if it werent for you all <3

where am i now and where am i going? well, right now im deeeeep in the st brainrot so im riding that wave as far as it will take me for as long as it will take me. and as for the future? i really have no idea! i have no clue what's going to sink it's claws into me next, but i'm excited to find out!

39. What keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?

really truly it's my friends. whenever i'm feeling down in the dumps about my writing they're always so kind and so nice and so encouraging with me, they know exactly what to say. and a lot of them are writers or artists themselves too so like they understand the feeling too, which makes it easier to like talk about it with them and to take a step back from that ledge.

i also like to look at how much i've done already, and how much i have left that i want to tell and that kind of just helps to put things in perspective. like wow i've done so much, i've made it through so much to get to this point - no way can i give up now.

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