#like how am I meant to cope???
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He’s cunty I fear
#the cigarette???#like you’re fucking joking at that point#like how am I meant to cope???#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LAUGH LOVE IN THESE CONDITIONS#matty healy#the 1975
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Me, realizing how I use ISAT to cope because I relate to Siffrin a little too much because I too can't remember jack and I have horrible memory, but then there's Bonnie who I also relate to:
IM DYING OVER HERE
#in stars and time#isat#finding healthy ways to cope#i mean- healthier than just rotting in bed all day#i haven't felt real#yet i have#i dont feel like myself#yet i do#and how am i meant to cope when im stuck between the two#stuck between feeling real and not#stuck between feeling like I AM myself but not beings myself#if that makes sense
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Sorry im not focusing on anything else in the sider order trailer we have motherfucking ahato god damn mizuta as a reap tsngible character who will speak to us for an extended amount of time. I asked nintendo for a crumb and they gave me an entire thanksgiving dinner what am i meant to do with this
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victor hugo writes pretty good exr fanfic. did u guys know this . i wld def suggest checking out some of his stuff
#i mean ive def read better soo#like war exists ykw so vicky cld try harder… but yeah he does ok i guess#no but fr guys how am i meant to cope after learning the ‘enjolras disdains me’ context AND THE FULL LINES HELLO#lucy reads the brick#on my own.#exr#les mis
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#everything about how 1d meant the most to liam#they all said he was the one out of any of them who was actually a professional#he cared so much and it was his dream to be a famous musician since he was a kid#kinda a cruel twist of fate that he ended up being the least favorite of the 5 of them#and his solo career was the least successful by far…….#i can see how seeking fame and external validation is dangerous#because it’s so fickle.#idk I just think in comparison to someone like Harry who despite his crazy levels of fame seems more grounded#because he has a good support system. Like I think of Anne and Gemma#(not saying that Harry doesn’t struggle with fame and I’m sure his life is darker than we see)#but yeah#like the fact that Liam’s parents and especially his dad wanted this lifestyle for him too#it just seems like so much pressure and then for it not to be going well for him at all#for his record label to drop him#etc etc#who wouldn’t be messed up from that?#like I personally am the queen of unhealthy coping so maybe I can empathize more idk.#nothing excuses his abusive behavior but you can see how it all spiraled out of control#once you start misusing drugs and alcohol your life can get out of hand so quickly#and even the thing about his PR rep dropping him within the past few weeks#it seems like he had NO ONE looking out for him#and that is so scary.#liam payne
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WHO MADE THIS BOT
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skipping class but staying on campus to do work for. another class. bc i said i'd have it done before friday bc i'm scared of telling profs no so now i have to read all of robinson crusoe this weekend and watch the nbc pilot of the crusoe series on top of finishing the 2 late essays bc i deluded myself into believing i have a chance of finishing this annotated bibliography in 2 hours. without half the books i'm citing. tee hee <3
#if anyone knows anything about anything hit me up 🫶🙌☝️#also one of my sources is essentially just synthesizing all of my other sources with So Little original commentary bc it was originally a#dissertation that got published as a book but i need to use it bc it's the only source of its type i could find and my prof has a checklist#-_-#and she said that if i explain why it's so late i can maybe get an extension of my extension but how do i tell her that i'm sick and burnt#out and got locked out of my room for 24 hours and am depressed and haven't been sleeping or eating well and i miss my friends and having a#library to work in and my antidepressants have taken away my ability to have my quarterly sobbing dry heaving breakdown that i rely to give#me the adrenaline boost and catharsis and clarity to actually lock in and force myself to finish big scary assignments#i can probably tell her about the sickness and the room thing but truly i'm just overwhelmed and not coping and that doesn't feel like a#real reason (bc i'm depressed)#i need to knock myself out at like 10:30 tonight so i can wake up at like 7 tomorrow and work somewhere that isn't my house but i have#rehearsal until 10 amd i need to shower before i actually have a freak out that no one finds endearing or relatable#i think the shower might be a big part of the brain fog . who could've seen this coming.........#i meant to shower last night but i was too busy reading 50 shades of grey and mists of avalon (both for class) and i was up until like 5#god i need to sleep. tomorrow will be better#if you see me on here past like 11:30 please yell at me to go to bed i've lost the ability to stop my self-destructive habits#that was super tmi . sowwy gang#a post
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what’s the difference between anxiety and like actual legitimate social anxiety. bc the immediate overwhelm amongst large groups of people that makes my vision blurry and my brain shut down so I’m so sleepy it’s like I’ll pass out seems like a Bit Much if I’m being fr
#‘oh no! too much to handle!! knock em out!!’ like this is not normal coping#or it is but it makes the situation Worse. how am I meant to pretend to be normal when I can’t even keep my eyes open#pho.posts#is it the immediate energy drain from 100 to 0 or. what is this#has anyone heard of this…
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It's amazing how oft times healing doesn't change who you are, but helps you like who are better.
#I went to therapy today#and my therapist was congratulating how much progress I've made#and I was thinking#'Yeah I am doing so much better but sometimes it doesn't feel like it because I still feel the same'#and I'm kind of realizing#that's because I am the same#I'm the same person who started this journey I'm just better at coping with my emotions and anxiety#like I always had this ideal version of me#I think everyone does#this person who is always right and brave and never upset or lets other people get to her#this person that is perfect and worthy of love#and like#I thought healing meant becoming that person#and I won't speak for everyone's journey#but at least for me#healing is not becoming that person#but realizing the flawed person you are right now#is a already worthy of love and happiness#and learning how to love them and seek happiness#and least that is part of the journey#and I'm glad I'm making it
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hi happy pride 🏳️🌈 (dc fan pride month starts a day early because we are cool 👍). i look away for like a month and the miguel o'hara spider-man tag turns into 90% reader fanfiction posts. What is happening dude
#quack quack#how am i meant to brave the mines now#MAAAAN. maybe when the movie releases (coping)#be warned im back on my bs with him and MAYBE moon knight#(just ordered the lemire mk collection and preordered 2099 dark genesis tpb)#also i picked up the dc pride stuff today thumbs up#apparently nobody at my comic shop preordered the oscar vega cover w jules. Okay it's fine.#i want to draw pride art but this class is kicking my health's ass#so we'll see#i already have something thumbnailed but shrug#it's for nightwing#if i can only draw one thing this month i'd like it to be tim or kon but#i do reaaally wanna draw my nightwing thing#I don't know. Help
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So after that 3 hour examination I had Ive now gotta wait until early may to get results and I’m just expected to be chill about it and live my life like normal as if I’m not waiting for potentially the most important news of my life
#obviously I can’t tell what it is but it’s literally like#if the result is positive it’s literally life changing#how am I meant to just go about my day like this!!!! for two fucking weeks!!!!#so far I’ve been coping by being in a sort of art frenzy today
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I shouldnt be surprised that youre a chuuya fan 💔💔💔 /j
you’re right. you should not be surprised
#i love you nakahara chuuya you’re the whole reason i started bsd. you’re the reason i like it still.#i don’t know what the plot is but i do know that chuuya shows up sometimes and that is reason enough#my friend asked me how i managed to get through the slow parts of the show and that was the only answer i had#i said “the characters”. but what i meant was ch💥💥💥#anyway.#why are you in my walls 💔#the wig came today#it looks good now i spent like all day styling it 🗣️🗣️🗣️#i will put together the whole outfit . eventually. but i am lazy and tired right now#and i can’t find my waistcoat 😭 or my choker 😭#soon….. soon………. gnawing at the bars of my cage#If Chuuya has a million fans then I am one of them. If Chuuya has ten fans then I am one of them.#If Chuuya has only one fan then that is me.#If Chuuya has no fans then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Chuuya then I am against the world.#i love short people 🤞🤞🤞 (coping)#IM LOSINH IT#pleas…..
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Another a Posteriori Language lmao
Okay so I now have another conlanging project on the go - it's an East Germanic language spoken in North Africa, set in a timeline where the Vandals never left the area and became heavily influenced by both Arabic and the Amazigh languages (primarily Chaouïa and Kabyle). The language is called Endels Luha. Here is a section of the Bible in Endels Luha and the only other largely attested East Germanic language, Gothic, for comparison. Enjoy! (btw I'm not Christian just the only complete Gothic texts we have are Bible verses)
Matthew 16:33
English: These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
Endels Luha: (وندلس لغة) þa-þa esus ruðða, þa jūs en mes salām maġeð habā. En þam ālame, agluns bīs habā, oc fsu þrafste; ec onn þan ālam.
/θa θa ˈɛ.sus ˈruð.ða , θa jus ɛn mɛs saˈlam ˈma.d͡ʒɛð̥ (h)aˈba . ɛn θam ˈa.la.mɛ , ˈag.luns bis (h)aˈba , ɔk fsu ˈθraf.stɛ ; ɛk ɔn θan ˈa.lam/ ثث اسس ردد، ث ي ان مس سلام مجد هبا. ان ثم عالم، اجلنس بيس هبا، وک فسو ثرفست؛ ك ون ثن عالم
Gothic: þata rodida izwis, þei in mis gawairþi aigeiþ. in þamma fairƕau aglons habaid; akei þrafsteiþ izwis, ik gajiukaida þana fairƕu. /θa.ta roː.di.da iz.wis , θiː in mis ga.wɛr.θi ɛ.giːθ . in θam.ma fɛr.ʍɔ ag.loːns ha.bɛd ; a.kiː θraf.stiːθ iz.wis , ik ga.jiu.kɛ.da θa.a fɛr.ʍu/ 𐌸𐌰𐍄𐌰 𐍂𐍉𐌳𐌹𐌳𐌰 𐌹𐌶𐍅𐌹𐍃, 𐌸𐌴𐌹 𐌹𐌽 𐌼𐌹𐍃 𐌲𐌰𐍅𐌰𐌹𐍂𐌸𐌹 𐌰𐌹𐌲𐌴𐌹𐌸. 𐌹𐌽 𐌸𐌰𐌼𐌼𐌰 𐍆𐌰𐌹𐍂𐍈𐌰𐌿 𐌰𐌲𐌻𐍉𐌽𐍃 𐌷𐌰𐌱𐌰𐌹𐌳; 𐌰𐌺𐌴𐌹 𐌸𐍂𐌰𐍆𐍃𐍄𐌴𐌹𐌸 𐌹𐌶𐍅𐌹𐍃, 𐌹𐌺 𐌲𐌰𐌾𐌹𐌿𐌺𐌰𐌹𐌳𐌰 𐌸𐌰𐌽𐌰 𐍆𐌰𐌹𐍂𐍈𐌿.
#i literally have no idea#if i transcribed the gothic vowels correctly#how am i meant to tell if it's ai or ái or aí like bro#idk how tolkien coped tbh#constructed language#conlang#worldbuilding#translation#language#gospel of matthew#langblr#gothic#gothic language#linguistics#germanic#germanic languages
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today i've rediscovered the fact that spencer reid is 24 (in the first season of criminal minds) and i am NO okay
#WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN I'M THE SAME AGE AS HIM NOW????#this feels so wrong. someone please stop the passage of time#i can't remember when i started watching cm but it had to be like 10 years ago#what do you *mean* i'm suddenly *the same age as the protagonists*?????#(or at least one special protagonist)#IN A YEAR I WILL BE OLDER THAN REID IN S1#HOW AM I MEANT TO COPE WITH HIS#[lies of floor & cries]#own#the sergeant speaks#criminal minds
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me experiencing grief and acting irrationally due to said grief: wow it’s just like my fave fictional character who experienced grief and acted irrationally due to said grief
#vio.txt#me getting mad at my family when they shit-talk my grandma: wow i’m just like my blorbette kriem#(the most i am doing is exploding everyone with my mind since there’s really nobody to get vengeful towards except the doctors)#(the nation she lived in before her death didn’t have the best doctors anyhow i dont think)#yeah sorry fellas this is a kriempuff kinda night#which turned into a grieving kinda night cause i miss my grandma dawg#i never got to communicate how muxh she meant to me when everyone else made fun of me (cant speak spanish)#my sister told me that i was grandma’s fave and i’m so mad at myself for never being able to converse with her#this has almost nothing to do with the blorbette other than feeling like that limp bizkit song#but you know the cope is there#ok to reblog#i guess……. kinda……….
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What's yuri's personality then? Being gay?
About Minho, being mean and making mean two liners towards Kitty every in between?
ma'am this is a McDonalds drive thru
#ASDFGHFD I make like 2 posts about a random show I watched at 2 am and I get haters damn 😎#I normally delete the hate asks but this was too funny not to respond to#The fact they think Yuri's personality equates her sexuality when queen went through a whole arc of facing her parents#while struggling to be happy when she couldn't love and show who she truly was because of all the constructs placed on her#all while finding out she has a brother she didn't even know about while having her first real friends in Dae and Kitty#I think we didn't watch the same show like dont get me wrong its not my favorite show or anything close but if your takeway from Yuri's#personality is that she likes girls and that's it then your honor I have something to tell you#and about Minho his personality wasn't also only one liners lol he was just naturally kinda funny and that's part of his personality but hi#plot line also revolves around learning how to be more authentic and the way he seeks validation from others sometimes#bc of the absence of his parents who he loves regardless and humor is coping anyways Chile I could write an essay but I am too tired for th#stay pressed anon!! Yuri and Minho Stans stay winning xoxo#i dont even want to fight anyone it just irked me the way this person phrased the ask and if you meant no harm then I didn't either but#saying that Yuri's personality is only being gay and Minho being mean is kind of a weird champ take sorry#anyways probably last thing ill say about this show this is why I stay in my anime corner life shows bring these kind of asks#xo kitty#anon#ask
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