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mashmouths · 19 hours ago

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skipping class but staying on campus to do work for. another class. bc i said i'd have it done before friday bc i'm scared of telling profs no so now i have to read all of robinson crusoe this weekend and watch the nbc pilot of the crusoe series on top of finishing the 2 late essays bc i deluded myself into believing i have a chance of finishing this annotated bibliography in 2 hours. without half the books i'm citing. tee hee <3

#if anyone knows anything about anything hit me up 🫶🙌☝️#also one of my sources is essentially just synthesizing all of my other sources with So Little original commentary bc it was originally a #dissertation that got published as a book but i need to use it bc it's the only source of its type i could find and my prof has a checklist #-_-#and she said that if i explain why it's so late i can maybe get an extension of my extension but how do i tell her that i'm sick and burnt #out and got locked out of my room for 24 hours and am depressed and haven't been sleeping or eating well and i miss my friends and having a #library to work in and my antidepressants have taken away my ability to have my quarterly sobbing dry heaving breakdown that i rely to give #me the adrenaline boost and catharsis and clarity to actually lock in and force myself to finish big scary assignments #i can probably tell her about the sickness and the room thing but truly i'm just overwhelmed and not coping and that doesn't feel like a #real reason (bc i'm depressed)#i need to knock myself out at like 10:30 tonight so i can wake up at like 7 tomorrow and work somewhere that isn't my house but i have #rehearsal until 10 amd i need to shower before i actually have a freak out that no one finds endearing or relatable #i think the shower might be a big part of the brain fog . who could've seen this coming.........#i meant to shower last night but i was too busy reading 50 shades of grey and mists of avalon (both for class) and i was up until like 5 #god i need to sleep. tomorrow will be better #if you see me on here past like 11:30 please yell at me to go to bed i've lost the ability to stop my self-destructive habits #that was super tmi . sowwy gang #a post

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