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today on my off day: my boss wrote me (politely mind you) during the ONE time i took a nap around 6pm it is now almost 10pm
welP thats for tomorrow then
#txts#i literally only check my phone like once in the morning to grab in-game stuff#or play them a bit#thats it#no emails no messages no nothing unless i am expecting them#not a 'can you pls switch shifts bc otherwise we are ONLY 4 ppl'#bro you have overheard me and coworker complaining about US always being understaffed but never asking for help#but always sending out ppl to help other stores#since when is 4 understaffed then HUH?#....this is a recently boiled up issue#mostly bc one store who is shitty af for everyone to get to asked for help for this week#and apparently we will send someone over bc ofc we will#but why ever get help ourselves when we are only at like 3 workers like them? whyever do that??#short answer is: no lol#i am getting annoyed by this bc literally no one wants to break their routine and drive extra to some strangers store#me and other coworker least bc we dont even have cars or our license so thats EXTRA time spent just#waiting for public transport and changes and stuff#in this case literally everyone would have to take public transport bc you cant even park there supossedly#idk i have never been#the one time i was 'asked'(told) to go (apparently everyone else got to say no before me and as i was the last to arrive due to late shift-#-it fell on me and i am STILL bitter about that) i got sick for the week#like actually sick not fake sick#amazing divine intervention#i was burnt tf out during early year anyway#and that was nOT helping lol#stressful shit#someone hire me for smth that pays like 2.5k a month for 20hours of actual work during the week like my coworkers husband lucked into#bc.....i am...so jealous actually
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Actually I’m not ok with the fact that Timmy has seen his mother be replaced over and over again, and Everytime he saw the disdain she had for him grow because she kept becoming more like the ideal while he became less and less perfect because he’s human. And for the longest time he’s been the only person behaving like a human in his family because everyone else he loved has been replaced.
#and also the fact that he’s still so protective of his siblings even tho he knows they’re fake#this is sick and insane actually#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dndads season 3#dungeons and daddies season 3#the peachyville horror#dndads s3#Trudy trout#Timmy trout#Tucker trout I’m gonna fucking murder you violently#I feel like seeing the face of a dead woman and not even getting the chance to mourn nor become attached bc she keeps getting replaced#is worse than your mother dying#dndads spoilers
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idk i feel if u ship tomura w ur oc or a canon character n solely reduce him to his skin condition or his fandom version to boost the other characters up, purposely to make them look better n to make it seem like tomura could never bag a conventionally more attractive/interesting/appealing person. then fuck you?
#esp if ur still making crusty jokes abt him next to a more ‘conventionally appealing’ character#not only is it rooted in ableism n desirism#ur shallow as hell actually#like why even bother being tomura into ur stories/fics at all if ur solely reducing him to his skin condition that ACTUAL PEOPLE DEAL W#n his behavior from when he was being fucking groomed#like i fucking hate that n I don’t fw yall at all#‘pretty’ oc x gremlin incel tomura is so PLAYED OUT#sick of seeing that all the time esp in y/n fics#shigaraki#tenko shimura#league of villains#tomura shigaraki#shigaraki x oc#shigaraki x reader#yall r fake tomura lovers fr 😭‼️
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[at Goldie’s funeral]
Scrooge: could I just have a moment alone with her
Other guest: yes of course.
Scrooge, leaning over her casket: okay, listen here missy, I know you’re not fucking dead
Goldie: yeah no kidding dipshit
#if you think she hasn��t pulled this shit MULTIPLE TIMES you are sorely mistaken#bec this has Goldie written all over it#the dramatics#the flare#(bec you just knows she plans herself a good funeral)#and the overall unnecessary-ness of it#like why take the easy route when you can fake a funeral#((Scrooge had to take his inspiration from somewhere))#he’s actually so sick of her shit tho#like this is his third fake funeral in 10 years#he’s so over it#does he turn up each and everytime#well Yeahh#but only to be sure#and also maybe to find out the drama of why she’s “died” this time#bec you can bet they make some interesting stories#she doesn’t just fake her death for the fun of it#well~#maybe once#goldie o'gilt#scrooge mcduck#ducktales#scroldie#incorrect quotes
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Im in love with the implications of tape 1 of Roier's lore because he either:
1) Was legitimately turned into a rat by the federation, which, beyond the goofy fucking model, is genuinely frightening body horror that I think roier (the guy not the cubito) has the full capacity to explore knowing his rp abilities.
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2) He was hallucinating getting turned into a rat because of all the drugs he the feds are pumping him with. This comes with the extra terrifying implication that the feds ARE actually experimenting on him, but what they're actually doing to him is being obscured by the effects of the drugs.
Either way it's fucking horrific and I love it. I can't wait to see what he has planned next.
#qsmp#soup speaks#roier#tw drugs#tw hallucinations#god i hope hes hallucinating because genuinely there are so many sick ways he could portray that#he could continue the rat storyline but have it get more and more absurd as a way to communicate to the audience that its all fake#or he could have the set up be the same as this stream#with cucurucho taking him out of his cell for testing and each test or experiement being more absurd than the last#with the horrible implication that shit is being done to him but we just cant see it#unreliable narrator type shit#we could even get little peaks of reality before the big reveal of whats actually happening#like#!!!!!!!!!!!#its so good im so hype for the next tape#i missed the feds being a genuinely terrifying fucked up threat
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Loki telling the Avengers he's never had a family before them all and Thor is sitting in the back of the room spitting out his coffee sobbing crying he feels sick to his stomach
#Thor like THEN WHAT AM I????#Loki like YOU'RE LIVING HERE TOO WHAT"S THE PROBLEM????#Thor like you very much had a family you have a family what was Asgard to you the past millennia and a half#Loki like um a fake family i thought we went over that when it was clear they lied to me (and you) our entire lives ?#Thor should feel sick about it actually#I don't think Thor ever Got the fact that if Loki was being disowned/separating himself from the family that includes. their parents.#i don't think he comprehended that if Loki doesn't consider them his parents anymore he wouldn't consider them his parents anymore#i think Thor just assumes it's symbolic or something or that inevitably Loki will get over it and come back btw#i think that should happen if post-Avengers 1 Loki is banished to Earth#and I think Thor should actually be upset and feel sick aobut it#i think Thor didn't understand that being lied to hurt Loki even when he watched Loki let go on the bifrost
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as someone with lifelong chronic illnesses that have bailed me out of some awkward situations in my time, sometimes i feel the need to be like hey universe!!!! listen up!!!! i do NOT want to be rescued from this scenario by getting sick!!!! i mean you know i'll always be grateful for that one time with the midterms, i understand you're trying to be on my side here when you hit the eject button using a whole stick of dynamite, BUT NOT THIS TIME!! I APPRECIATE THE THOUGHT BUT I'M GOOD!!
#I AM NOT REQUESTING EMERGENCY EVACUATION!! I DO NOT WISH TO EJECT FROM THE PLANE!#i know some chronically ill people really can't relate to this. like it is always a 100% bad experience for them to get sick#but i will say i had some conveniently timed hospitalizations when i was a kid#like i wasn't faking. i didn't engineer my blood oxygen level. it was just like the hand of god came down and said#actually this child should not have to go on that field trip with a teacher she doesn't really like#this seems like a good time for seven days in the pediatrics ward#and i was grateful the whole time :)#i have to substitute tomorrow in a room where a bunch of people tested covid positive this week and others refuse to mask#which is whatever but this happening WHILE there are other emotional things in my life makes me want to be clear#the symptoms
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I hope the plot of hypdream is like
“I hope I don’t have to fight my evil shadow self today”
“Hey”
“No fcking way”
no cap that’s probably the plot of ramuda’s side LOL
#vee got an ask#ichiro calls out that they’re fake and sounds ready to roll#and i assume that’s the majority sentiment lol#but i wonder if there’s any other character who might be spooked by another self like ramuda would be lol#and if the entire cast gets an evil clone lol like genuinely what would an evil jyushi be like???? weaponising his tears maybe?????#that’s kinda sick tho actually lol 🤔
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still think its soooo weird they dont let men have hair on their chests on tv............ like... what......? i mean whatever someone's preference is - fine, but there's NO WAY there are no rl people who wouldnt prefer that, nevermind the characters, or in-verse show time periods where it's more than appropriate.
#also im getting sicked of seeing fake waxed ppl constantly#where is the realness on tv and in movies#its all so sanitized right down to bodies and bucketloads of plastic surgery#put some real mfs on the screen for once#cast like its 1975#but with some actual diversity#casting directors are some messed up ppl i swear#No Vision#and apparently all sharinf the same braincell
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......what if Loop was given a nice filling meal.......would they cry on the spot.....
i think the exact reaction would depend a lot on like. the context. around being physically able to eat again. and in general the state of their body and how weird that state feels, and how they're doing emotionally overall. but however we approach this i DO think it would be incredibly overwhelming in some way or another or likely many ways at once.
#does their star body actually have a mouth hidden by glow and they Are capable of eating; the only reason they didn't need to was timeloop?#if so how long does it take to figure out that they're both able to and need to eat?#did they just get a human body back? if so does that feel like a huge relief to finally be correct again#or is it yet another uncontrollable change that they're struggling to adjust to?#and did that human body start sated and healthy or kinda fucked up from disuse/newness?#how weird is it to adjust to feeling human things like taste again?#and either way#how long post-canon is this and what has happened in the interim? (even if it's only been a few hours that's a Wild few hours)#and who is offering the meal and in what context?#bc depending on all these answers it's like#maybe the food is so welcome and so delicious bc whew they're sure hungry!#but maybe eating is weird and tasting is weird and they're so starving they feel sick#maybe they appreciate the act of love#maybe it hurts to have to accept it in this fake world from fake copies#maybe they've gotten some more practice in at keeping their cheerful bitchy persona up around more people than just siffrin#maybe they're struggling to know how to act at all and now suddenly everyone is staring - excited - waiting to see what they think#IT COULD GO SO MANY WAYS#but many of them could lead to tears 😊#isat#loop#isat spoilers#thoughts about loop
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im realizing what’s really bothering me the most about the upcoming kiryu cancer arc (words i never expected to write in total seriousness) isn’t the cancer itself but how kiryu’s response to it (or lack thereof) is straight up suicidal in a way that’s impossible to ignore or deny. like there’s no way around that this time- he can explain in circles about “taking responsibility” and how “retirement’s just not in the cards for me” and whatever else but the fact is he was getting treatment and then he gave up and stopped, resigning to literally fighting til he’s killed or drops dead. because that’s all he thinks he’s useful for at this point and he’s got nothing else to live for. I really don’t wanna be a huge downer or whatever but like god it’s hard for me to enjoy all the fun silly stuff announced for this game when the whole time I know that oh, kiryu’s actively slowly and painfully killing himself and a good number of the people around him having fun doing whatever apparently Know About It and are just. not making a bigger deal of it. sorry kiryu I love you but karaoke isn’t very fun when everybody knows you should seriously be in chemo instead.
#I kind of think part of it is that he’s running from the issue of haruka finding out he’s alive#like. it’s almost convenient for him that he gets sick. if he dies like this then he won’t have to worry about admitting to faking his#death and putting his kids through hell and whatnot. cause he’ll Actually be dead.#plus at this point it’s like- what would he even say? hi haruka sorry I had to fake my death like that. im back for now but I have cancer so#we’ll see how long that lasts#fuck.#sorry it just really hit me that this is the most. outwardly. suicidal thing he’s ever done#hearing his explanation………. it’s really. the most depressing thing I think I’ve ever seen in this franchise#rambling#kiryu#y8#rgg 8 spoilers
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He's just a silly lil man here
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(Kai went through multiple stages of embarrassmet here didn't he)
#bakuten shoot beyblade#beyblade#comet's posts#comet's rambles#beyblade rising#beyblade rising spoilers#personally if I were him#I'd never show my face around for a week#id be the perfect embodiment of head in hands#also nice detail that manga kai was a softie enough to like#actually take up ceo duties when mr sillay-man decided to fake his sickness#that and his grandpa is a much MUCH decent human being in the manga universe#not perfect but um#He's uh far better off than in the anime#kinda like how manga hiro is yk#nah I'm not defending the old hag here#also#is max's dad like#the only decent parent in bsb
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I swear to God if one more person tells me "Well you look fine" during a flare up or otherwise disabling moment I might just snap. What part of invisible illness doesn't register. Do you want me to show you my fucked up organs??? Do you wanna see em??? Is that what itll take for you to admit im not healthy???? Augh.
#i called oit yesterday but was able to walk arpund and be fine today and my coworker told me that i look3d fine implying i was lying yesterd#ay and it just really fuckin sent me tbh. like bro am i not allowed to have good days after bad days?? what??#having an invisible illness is impossible. if im displaying symptoms im faking it. if im not displaying symptoms then i was clearly lying.#if i go to work while sick then im clearly not actually in thay mich pain#if i call out then im just being lazy#etc etc etc#like i am seconds away from quitting of i get one more passive agressive comment abt not actually being sick#i literally threw up and collapsed from pain yesterday. just bc i can walk tpday doesnt mean im lying. fuck off.#aughghggh#bred.txt#vent#vent post#rant#young disabled#actually disabled#physically disabled#ableism#disability#cripple punk#cpunk
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One of the biggest issues for me in my life now having to deal with a chronic illness, is that when I'm tired and sick, and I miss an appointment, I'm made to feel like I'm waisting money. Because more often than not, you can't get your money back for these things. And when you have a schedule like mine where you're constantly working, and have to go to doctors appointments, gym times, PT, OT, and specialists on top of that who say 'Well I think you're doing great, but I want to have you back-' you're going to miss something.
And when you're in a situation like what many of us are going through right now with economic stress, having someone tell you that you're waisting money by being sick (which you can't help) makes you feel like shit. And I feel terrible because I'm still in school, and I have to focus on getting my work to my professors; which means that a lot of this pressure to organize stuff is on the other people in my life. So not only do you become aware that you're an economic burden to people, but you feel like an emotional burden on others too. Which, when it comes to dealing with something that drastically changes your life, and already makes you more anxious and depressed as a result, being made to feel like a burden is devastating.
Because what does that do for you? You're in a situation you can't help, but you're being made to feel like the bad guy for having to rely on people, when obviously you rather be doing these things yourself. Everyone tells you to go rest and relax, and that they're here for you; up until things start becoming slightly inconvenient. Because in a world where we've done many good things when it comes to making people aware when they're being used and exploited, we've also validated leaving people to fend for themselves when they obviously can't do so. And that is honestly a make or break aspect of society for people like me, because you have no other option to get help. You can't afford to hire a personal assistant, you can't afford to have someone pick up your groceries for you every week. And most of all, you need people to turn to when you're dealing with all this.
Sometimes you just need a friend to hear you out when you're having a bad day. And the amount of people who have turned into the biggest brats over this is insane. The fact your friend is now sick is not as big a problem for you as it is for them. Why are you taking it out them? I've had to cut little shits out of my life who have gone 'Oh, I'm in this era of like, not caring about anyone else, and only keeping the people in my life who serve me.' Which, as a society, the fact we let people develop that as an idea is a moral failing. Not everything is going to literally serve you. That phrase is meant to be understood emotionally, Jessica. As in "Does it serve you emotionally? Is it adding emotional value to your life?" Not "Are people only doing what you want to do and nothing else? No? They're toxic." That's just not how it works. And the amount of people who have gone and done stuff like that, and tried to make me feel like the asshole for being sick, or not being "fun" anymore is absolutely sickening. They've actually been suprised when I've gone and cut them out of my own life, and sat them down and said I don't want to be friends anymore, because they've acted like that. No honey, it's not cute and quirky that you're going through your sociopath phase where you just can't be bothered to feel sympathy for your sick friend. You actually, and this is crazy, might be a horrible person for being like that. Just a thought. Maybe wake up to the fact humans throughout history have only survived and thrived off of community, and making your sick friend feel like shit for a circumstance they didn't choose, but you agreed to help them through, is shit. This might be controversial, but you are a shit person if you abandon someone and talk down to them for being a "burden" after you have volunteered yourself as a helper, and someone to rely on. You're not the anti-hero. You're just a bad person.
#I've actually had friends tell me they're in their sociopath era#They look at me like this whole being sick thing is so last season#Like this might shock you#But I wasn't actually faking it#And yes#I will want to talk about it#spilled thoughts#my thoughts#thought dump#disability rights#chronic disability#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#chronic illness#covid 19#long covid awareness#long covid#covid isn't over#covid#covid conscious#society problems#rant#rant post#personal rant#disability#invisible disability#disabled#actually disabled#bad friend
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another weekend, another job rejection!
#and now no more positions are open to apply to! for now at least. some more will probably drop soon. fuck i hope so.#love just. being fucking unable to even make it into the interview phase for my extraordinarily lofty career goal#Of Working In A Fucking Library#just. so thrilled.#kazoo noises#anyway tomorrow morning i have to find a time to talk to my rabbis bc if i dont figure shit out i have to pick between becoming jewish or#graduating on time and i have fucking NO ONE i can talk to this about and ive used up like all of my good will in all of my personal#relationships already and i am So Fucking Sick of feeling mean and petty and evil all the time but my options are either fucking smile and#be noticeably fake optimistic when i get called on my bullshit or burn like all three of my last remaining bridges#i just dont see why i cant even make it to interviews. like i can accept not being the right fit or whatever. but like. it really kinda is#everyone but me whos employed by now.#man. like listen. its not my professors fault. i get that i've got her in a bad position.#but she said ''sometimes we have to pick between sources of joy'' like MAN--#do NOT speak to me about that. absolutely the FUCK not.#you! are employed and have been in this field for over a decade and i work in a grocery store with no sign of luck changing.#i need to be in this section bc 1) im not fucking doing academia with a gun pulled on me#2) i need to actually get some kind of professional experience since its clear i can't actually get a job on merit so i guess i will pay to#go further into debt#anyway no one is around to talk to me about this and i hate bitching to my friends about how fucking hopeless i feel all the fucking time s#everyone please look away from my diary posting and think of me as sexy and fun and bubbly <3333#like. its literally no ones fault so i should not be this fucking resentful.#and yet.#yeah im probably not getting classed as a good person for another several years. shame. ive always wanted to be good.#library travails
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sometimes i see a post and its like. hm. you actually care very little about the story or characters or plot at all bc all you want is for the token male twinks to kiss.
#i KNOW i know. tumblr. twink kissing website.#but still. genuinely.#my criteria for if i trust someone's takes on voltron are their opinions on allura and hunk. and ships other than klance.#and the non-romantic relationships also. that's a big main one actually.#has not led me astray yet.#like to clarify i LIKE klance ok. i am an enjoyer of them. but idk.....the way that theyre the Only thing anyone writes/cares about.#like yeah klance was done dirty but what about the characters of color. what about the disabled characters.#what about the platonic relationships. what about the familial relationships. what about the themes of war and genocide and imperialism.#what about the very real queerbait that happened right in front of us but everyone ignored#and whined about the fake made up queerbait that happened in their heads.#idk. people can engage with media however they want and its not a horrible world ending thing if they only view it thru the twinks kissing#but i dunno. viewing media with the shipping lens can blind you to all the other things.#AND I KNOW THE IRONY OF POINTING THIS OUT FOR *VOLTRON* OF ALL THINGS. I KNOWWW I KNOW I KNOW.#its not a problem that is exclusively this fandom either i see it everywhere. side eyes buddie fandom.#but idk man. im sick of not being able to find fic/art/meta that is focused on things other than the twinks kissing.#i think thats why im putting such a big focus on the other relationships in quintenary stars tbh. like there IS klance#or will be eventually but its just one of the relationships that will be happening. theyre found family theres siblings theres friends#theres the Themes and the Motifs and the storytelling devices. et cetera et cetera.#anyway this isnt really directed at anyone im just thinking out loud#winter speaks#voltron#anti klance#<- not really???? but i dont want ppl yelling at me so.
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