#like I feel stupid for feeling that way
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I’m experiencing symptoms
#oh god this is actually messing me up#and like it’s like I’m experiencing both depression and mania at the same time it freaking me out#or like I went from one to the other super fucking fast#like I’m feeling like I hate myself. which isn’t new but it’s like. I know I don’t really. so why do I feel like I do#and like im thinking it’s because of the fact that im upset about my body pillow getting damaged#but like I know I shouldn’t be upset about it bc like there is an easy fix to it#but like im super fucking sad about it. like genuinely I feel it in my veins and heart and brain it’s making me dizzy#and like I know these feelings are heightened bc it’s like 2 am#but man I was feeling like this almost all day!#and like i feel like im to self aware about my emotions#like I think that if I know why im feeling some way and know that I’ll feel better later then I shouldn’t be feeling it at all#like I feel stupid for feeling that way#I feel stupid for being so upset over a body pillow!#but l think there’s probably more to it#I feel like I need a diagnosis but also I don’t want to get one bc I’m scared#so I’ll just never get the support I need and I’ll sit here forever#shit man I’m not feeling good#im going to bed
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Hey, don't cry. Ghost yuri, okay?
(Now that you know the girls, they need to meet the boys!)
#payneland#edwin x charles#dead boy detectives#dbda#fem payneland#although technically as everyone is the opposite gender their last names should be different#OKAY you know the drill u get fanart and i get to ramble about it#Edith wears pants now#this pains me because i love drawing skirts but after she escaped hell#she met charlotte who made an offhand comment about how it's easier to move with pants#and edith who just spent 70 years running in hell went wait a tick#she feels safer that way is what i'm saying#interesting because as you can see she wore a skirt to confess and we know how THAT went but anyway#charlotte's mom was abusive of course#and she forced her to practice ballet despite charlotte being interested in a lot of other sports#she did fairly well at ballet but this means no cricket bat :(#i know we all love butch fem charles but as he's mostly gender conforming i decided to not do that#no reason for the bracelets but as i wanted to give her a choker i thought they would combine with the earrings#crystal is still crystal because his parents are weird artists who like stupid names#niko though... i don't know what to name him#dead girl detectives
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despite Laios low self esteem making him think that if he’d been eaten, Chilchuck and Marcille wouldn’t have helped Falin,
theres a small part of me that thinks the reason Chilchuck stayed with the party and went back in the dungeon in the first place was because he didn’t want to leave Laios alone. That Laios was moreso the reason he stayed.
#dungeon meshi#chilaios#OK SORRY. THE DEMONS. I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO LIKE THIS PAIRING. I DIDNT. BUT. HHH. FHFHJFJV. I FEEL CRAZY. LET ME EXPLAIN.#Pre canon it seems Laios is the person Chilchuck is really the closest to#He gets along with Namari and they are probably way better as buddies than he and Laios but#He and Laios seem *closer*#If that makes sense#Laios calls him his first name enough and without any issue or hesitation from Chilchuck#That I sort of inagine its not like. A misunderstanding. Laios is on a first name basis with him for a reason.#He also worries probably more than anyone about Laios#And his biggest criticism of him is that hes “reckless”#he’s comfortable around Laios in a very specific way and so is Laios around him#and in the series he shows many times that he’ll risk his life to protect Laios#Like staying with him to confront the elves because he was worried Laios would say something stupid#Hes the first one to run up to him when Falin punches him#I mean I think he was also going back for Falin like its not like I think he doesn’t care about her or anything#He clearly does#But I don’t know if he’d have gone back if Laios hadn’t#And if Laios had been eaten I think he wouldn’t have even had to be convinced by Falin#I also think Marcille would’ve gone back for him but probably more bc Falin was going back#Like sort of a reversed thing#AGAIN not that I don’t think she cared about Laios at the beginning either#But she before the story she was mostly Falin’s friend who knew Laios through Falin#She only really got to know him when Falin got eaten and they had to do a team building exercise#Though now I sort of want to see an actually reversed scenario#Bc we also know that Chilchuck is sort of uncomfortable around Falin (said in relationship chart)#So I would love to see them be forced into a team building exercise to find a person they both love the way Laios and Marcille were
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There’s not enough people talking about how important Stephanie is to Damian’s growth pre-Flashpoint.
Bruce had seen Damian as a beast to be tamed, Tim sees him as a ticking time bomb, and Dick is far better with him but he’s still an authority figure for Damian to combat with. But then he meets Stephanie, a college-aged girl who nobody trusts and he bullies her relentlessly and becomes inseparable from her.
She doesn’t interact with him based on his past, but on what she can see. This 10 year old just threatened to kill her? Wow he doesn’t get outside much. He’s not old enough to have seen Gremlins. What do you MEAN you’ve never been inside a bouncy house before we are fixing that immediately.
They are like cousins to each other. They poke fun at each other for being lame and stupid and Dick has to tell them both to shut up. She doesn’t see him as a project to be molded and redeemed, he’s just a kid with a crappy childhood like her and if he’s nice to her for 5 seconds she’ll do something with him to let him feel like a kid. And he doesn’t look at her and see a liability or a failure or a lost cause, like everyone she’s ever interacted with does. When he’s awful to her, it’s because he’s an obnoxious preteen boy.
And then you get the “there’s room in our line of work for hope, too” scene. Because Damian has gotten to know Steph and he can’t fathom why she’s here. She obviously has had to deal with crap and is still working through being kept on a leash by Nightwing and Oracle, but she isn’t broken like the rest of them are. Damian is surrounded by people who were molded and shaped and torn down and broken to become the monoliths that they are, and then there’s this girl who seems so at peace with herself and is constantly making quips, and it’s so foreign to him.
And she tells him that she’s in his world because she believes people are worth fighting for.
#Batman#damian wayne#stephanie brown#robin dc#batgirl#batgirl (2009)#Batfam#Batfamily#dc comics#batman meta#batgirl (2009) is my favorite comic I’ve ever read can you tell#I just love how Stephanie and Damian are so removed from everything when they’re together that there isn’t any hierarchy between them#they each have some sort of hierarchy and Expectation around literally everyone else#but with each other they’re just peers#they can work together and fight together#they can hate each other and be bickering the entire time#but they evaluate each other based on what they see#Damian sees a goofy but determined woman who doesn’t look at him like he needs fixing#and Stephanie sees a violent kid who clearly hasn’t had a childhood but is trustworthy in a fight#and they just. interact based on those factors and nothing else#and it’s so beautiful for them both#and you have the whole ‘fatgirl’ and ‘when did you start stuffing your suit’ comments from Damian that suck#but weirdly I find it comforting because it implies to me that Damian is feeling some stuff that’ll tie into puberty#and he lets himself (albeit in a very uncomfortable and harmful way) feel those emotions and express them to Steph#like it’s very stupid and so early 2000s and frustrating#but I think it’s a little charming how it’s another example of Stephanie sort of being a vessel for Damian to experience normal feelings#even if he ends up being very Damian about it
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here's the thing. yes hannibal is gleeful and yes will is brooding, BUT:
hannibal is a meticulous planner, a polyglot, a genius, nigh unstoppable in a fight but always opting for prep time whenever possible, the wealthy owner of a gothic-style ancestral estate; he sees himself as a manifestation of justice, is represented visually by a leathery-black animal/human creature, had a childhood defined by a family loss, maintains a secret basement, and has a flouncy, cheerful, socialite public persona
will is a nobody from nowhere - "always the new boy at school," no family, no close friends, no past where he would be remembered; he is also a genius, but his most dangerous trait as a killer is that he is chaotic, disorganized, vicious, artistic but impulsive, ruining his own carefully-laid plans on a whim; he has successfully seduced an employee of a mental hospital into killing in his name, and he is a jealous little bitch, ruled by his emotions first and foremost
they're dancing to the same tune as batjokes, just in reverse
#hannibal#batman#hannigram#bruce wayne#batjokes#will graham#joker#hannibal lecter#if you stretch this a little abigail would be jason todd#will 'kills' her and when she rises from the grave hannibal slits her throat#but it's a stretch. it's a stretch#dc comics#hannibal nbc#yes will is brooding in the show. but the reason for that is that he is repressing everything that he is#during his most honest and terrifying moments he is Grinning#and i feel like post-fall he would take an absolutely chilling delight in his murders#he's got the inclination. he was just in the closet#matthew brown wanted to be his harley quinn SO bad it made him look stupid#dr hannibal lecter#nbc hannibal#hannibal tv#will having a thing for the stag man is also a bonus. the same way joker is 1000% into batman as an Entity
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#hey guys this is getting popular so I just wanna say this is about ME liking the AMERICAN FLAG#i feel stupid for liking the American flag (and many ppl in the replies of this seem to agree LOL) so I wanted to make a funny about it#people are WEIRD to u if u like the American flag even in this community!!#I’m not attacking the objectum community or whatever I am making fun of myself for liking the AMERICAN FLAG because it’s STUPID!!#the joke is that it is the American flag#people are being WAY too mean to me about this#objectum#objectophilia#objectum community#objectum sexuality#osor#os/or#posic#my art#ms paint tag#100#200#300#400#500
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how i imagine Minecraft Alex's personality to be like vs how i imagine Minecraft Steve's personality. duality of minecraft
#pinyatart#minecraft#minecraft steve#minecraft alex#im pretty rusty with drawing humans rn hhhhdhhhhsss..........#how i see it........#alex represents survival mode. she's more serious rational and focused on getting the resources needed to survive in an endless overworld#while steve represents creative mode. he's laid back chill and doesn't give a fuck and makes whatever stupid shit he feels like making#much to the annoyance of alex. he takes things way sillier than she does. they still kiss tho lmao#she sees an undescribable beauty and horror to the great twisting wilderness around her. he sees somewhere to fuck around and have fun in.#alex is a pro at survival and fighting while steve despite seeming pretty lazy is actually really fucking good at programming redstone tech#which kinda outstands alex cuz she always found it very difficult for her to wrap her head around with all those moving parts to it n such#alex is just pretty good at crafting weapons and survival gear. steve crafts the silly dumb shit for entertainment#anyways end of tag rambling seeya
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being into sherlock holmes is so stupid like. yeah here's my blorbo, you don't know him. you think you do, but unless you've systematically fallen in love with him through the personal writings of his retired army doctor best friend you really don't. yeah. he's one of the most popular and well known characters in the world. I have interacted with at least 60% of the current fans. hey do you think he associates the sounds of waterfalls with death? do you think he'll ever get over that? I won't. good talk
#sherlock holmes#acd canon#acd holmes#acd sherlock holmes#like idk bro something abt it is so surreal to me#it also just feels so stupid to say when ur talking to people who dont. get it#they think of him like an icon more than a beloved book character#like he isnt a character to them hes a representation of detective media#so it seems silly to them#yk that I care that much#its interesting#to me at least#those books mean way more to me than they probably should#its probably the autism
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I just saw barbie and i have Thoughts
#i simply think allan is THE transmasc experience#you know when you're a guy and you know you're a guy but like#even though the guys all act like you're welcome to hang with them#you're still not ONE of them#but you're also Definitely not one of the girls#but the stupid shit guys are doing makes you feel insane#and also you know for a fact girls are way better than they get treated by men#so you're like on their side#but you're still not ONE of them#anyways we stan allan#barbie#barbie 2023#greta gerwig barbie#allan#allan barbie
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the way kaladin is like. the only character who gets an arc relating to overcoming his prejudices but it’s…him overcoming his “prejudices” against lighteyes…like huh……?
#every time I remember this i feel like I’m reading the books wrong#and I just missed something crucial#alas I do think this is correct! and it boggles my lil mind!!! like HUH????????#stormlight archive#ellie reads#shallan is RIGHT THERE#shallan would be like. I can’t be bigoted I’m friends with kaladin 🙂#😒😒😒😒😒😒😒#I just…..tired. it’s tired!!!!#don’t even get me started on the ‘fuck moash’ stuff….#moash defender til I die also it’s stupid to hate a character bc they’re too morally grey for you….like it’s fiction.#sorry moash made the story INTERESTING !!!#stay mad kaladin wouldn’t be interesting w/out him!!!#im kidding I love kaladin but you get it.#the subreddit hates moash way too much it’s so annoying#like it’s fiction………#they also think Brandon Sanderson is above critique which is also annoying#anyways. love these books bc they’re well written the world building goes crazy and! they’re interesting from this angle and I enjoy#thinking critically about them.
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Lucci Vs. Luffy || One Piece ep. 1100 "I see. This is gonna be fun."
#one piece#one piece spoilers#opgraphics#opedit#onepieceedit#monkey d. luffy#monkey d luffy#luffy#rob lucci#egghead arc#egghead spoilers#op spoilers#gear 5#sun god nika#mine#gif:op anime#gif:one piece#i just love the gymnastics luffy was using in the first half. the kicks and dodges. really nice to see his fighting style now#tw flashing#tw flashing gif#do you think lucci keeps fighting here luffy bc its just the only time hes doing something to feel actual FUN?#bc it was strictly against his orders to fight luffy bc hes an emperor (and lucci says it like he doesnt see him as emperor.)#but it seems like since the last time they fought he really needs a stupid silly fight with someone to feel something? hmm#the way everyone who fights luffy can still find moments to smile.. he really brings laughter and joy to everyone ;-;#long post
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it is truly criminal that more spider-man actors and voice actors don't put on the heaviest new york accent of all time
Okay but I do really appreciate when actors/ VAs purposefully thicken the accent when Peter is wearing the mask
Peter Parker, Regular Human Boy, is careful to be more soft-spoken and normal-sounding. But Spider-Man? He leans so heavily into the New York accent that Reddit has started to speculate that he's actually foreign and trying to disguise that
#peter: people will respect me more if i sound like a very grown new yorker so i need to lean into my normal accent#the internet: ......there's no way this stupid ass accent is real he's got to be british or Punjabi or fucking canadian or something#ask#marvel#spiderman#marvel headcanons#i feel like spectacular spiderman did this sometimes but i might just be misremembering#i also wanna say that andrew garfield's accent sometimes slipped into this when he was being spiderman buuuut he is british#and it might've just been his accent slipping
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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summerrr
#bro wants to go back to work (he likes it there) (he will feel this way during retirement also#this was just gonna be the left drawing but i wanted to add more idk#clippy#object head#virtual assistants#doodle#gijinka#he looks so fucking stupid with his stick figure body kill him now
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did i already ask for real black leather jacket suggestions
my old faux-leather jacket has dissolved to the extent that it has become urgent
#original#i'd love to support like. a small shop.#but in a way where i won't feel bad covering it in pins and patches#and also painting my stupid logo on the back#you know?#i keep checking goodwill and they keep not having jack shit
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Reminder that seeing yourself/relating your experiences through characters with headcanons is valid.
Kind of out of no where but i saw a post that is just one of many people echoing this attitude i see online…it’s bothering me and i have to get it out of my system, it’s perfectly valid to have headcanons on a characters gender orientation, sexual orientation, culture, religion, etc. don’t feel invalid or stupid for seeing yourself in a character. representation doesn’t have to be a one-to-one replica for it to be valid.
i hate when people on the internet see headcanons and feel the need to tear people down over it, or invalidate why that person relates to the character in the way they do.
not everyone relates in the same way and that’s okay and normal…
but that doesn’t mean you should feel the need to invalidate other people. it might sound like it’s not that deep but representation means so much to those of us in underrepresented communities! Headcanons? not that deep. but it might mean something special to someone else (or maybe it’s not even that deep which for the record is also entirely valid???) so i really don’t see the point in making it a big deal.
i appreciate media analysis but when it’s done in a way that disrespects people for the harmless, and honestly valid headcanons people have, that’s pretty off-putting and frustrating. (especially using other peoples harmless art and posts to prove a point? that’s mad disrespectful.)
we all have different experiences and different things we relate to and that’s beautiful, can we stop putting people down?
can we stop invalidating people for relating to a characters experience? can we stop scoffing at creators when they show support to the communities that are invested in and around their work? that’s an amazing thing that should be encouraged, that’s what builds strong communities and helps makes people feel welcomed, safe. if it sounds stupid, it probably doesn’t apply to you.
and honestly it doesn’t matter if it applies to you or not, it means a lot to someone else and that makes it valid.
#rant ig#sorry#i don’t want people to feel discluded or stupid or invalid#also to be clear you don’t have to have a reason to justify headcanons in the first place but yk.#i’ve felt like that a lot and i think it’s bs#sighs loudly#you can probably guess who this is about but please don’t ask this isn’t meant to be hateful in any way#seeing this come up in the utmv fandom specifically but it applies anywhere#i like to give the benifit of the doubt but i’m getting a hint of transphobia </3#characters having a relatable experience to underrepresented communities doesn’t diminish their value or story or character..#sorry if this is vaugeposty i just. don’t feel like interacting with transphobes today.
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