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I Can’t Help But Wonder
Odysseus, who just violently and mercilessly murdered 108 or so men, who claims in the next song that he’s no longer a kind or gentle man, actively listens to Telemachus and kindly and gently responds to everything his son’s expressed.
Telemachus asks, “Am I like you? Am I strong like you? Will you embrace me? Will you love and accept me as yours?” He says, “I’ve felt so alone.”
And Odysseus claims him in a heartbeat, answering, “My son. My boy. My sweetest joy I’ve ever known. I embraced you twenty years ago. I’d do the impossible for you. I’d die for you.” He says, “Seeing the men here today, I can only wonder what you’ve been through for twenty years. My son, you’re already strong. You’re my own. You’re not alone. I’m home.”
And then they fucking embrace.
#don’t mind me I’m just over here sobbing#something something Odysseus being an attentive loving father drenched in blood#the way he literally responds to everything#he says ‘you are MY SON I’ve never stopped embracing you’#‘I may be deranged and unhinged after years of torment but I’ll be damned before I let you think you’ve ever been unloved by me’#the instrumentals reflect it too#Tele’s piano is hesitant and very faint during his part overwhelmed by Ody’s guitar#the moment ody starts singing the piano blends immediately#Ody’s got open arms for his son#epic the musical#epic#odysseus#epic odysseus#epic telemachus#telemachus#epic the Ithaca saga#the ithaca saga#ithaca saga
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FNAF 4 nightmares haunted all the Afton kids..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#evan afton#afton family#fnaf crying child#fredbear#nightmare fredbear#fnaf 4#fnaf fanart#NIGHTMARE FREDBEAR MENTIONED 🔥🔥🔥#I noticed I haven’t drawn Michael and CC alone in a comic together#wanted to change that to show off a bit of their dynamic#like any dysfunctional siblings I don’t think Michael was constantly awful to cc#they probably had moments of comfort in one another#Michael begrudgingly lets cc sleep in his bed tonight#seeing his father would get on his case if he doesn’t#but Michael is kinda glad he’s there too#he’s been having nightmares too but never admit that#he’s not just reassuring cc but himself too#nightmares haunt them both#an omen to what’s to come for them both#The Afton siblings make me so sniffle sob
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#the way arthur doesn't resist the hug#he just lets himself fall into it#and holds charles too for a moment#and they both cried#dont mind me sobbing screaming like a dying animal#I'm going to throw up#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#charles smith#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#oh arthur
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H: can i wear...sunglasses and ear defenders?
W: yeah, wear whatever you want, mate.
H: ...fine.
W: hmm ^^
deadass what if i just started crying
#its only a small moment but the audhd holmes rep makes me want to sob#oauuuhh how i love them#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#not equipped for rambling#sherlock holmes#john watson#im so happy theyre doing explicitly canonical audhd sherlock holmes im EUPHORIC#established in episode 1. deadass. maintained.#its the bare minimum and im over here screaming#canon nd holmes?? in MYY adaptation?? i thought id never see the day#not that acd holmes isnt canonically nd cause lets be fuckin real here#WATSONS SO CHILL ABOUT IT TOO i love sherlock and co watson hes so so dear#genuinely nice man who chats with you at the bus stop vibe#adore him#I LOVE THE WHOLE CAST AAAHGGG#GO LISTEN TO THIS PODCAST#ITS SO MWAHH <33#the sheer joy of having a friend whos just like 'alright cool i get it' whenever youre overstimulated. guys. GUYS.#I LOVE THEMMMM#AAAUGHG#god bless this podcast
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“I think I feel… happy. I actually feel happy”
#what do you mean this ending makes me sob everytime I play through it?#they’re just dancing#the stanley parable#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#tsp stanley#tsp art#my art#they’re husbands let them have this moment
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oouu i just realized something probably obvious
the thing with taco isnt that she views herself highly (clearly)
but moreso that she views herself low, but views plenty others lower so she's still on a kind of pedestal, at least compared to a select few
of course there are people she views highly of but thats not the point im making okay hush
#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity 2#ii 2#ii taco#taco ii#dude i know this is obvious but like#i just realized this let me have my moment#sobs
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campfire nights 🏕️
#our wonderland#art: ow#art: iggy#art: genzou#art: genzy#dragon's dogma 2#dd2#dragon's dogma#ok this is definitely the sappiest line of all...#and he always says this when he's got the biggest most smitten grin on his face#and blushing like crazy#sob sob sob#all he wants it to live happily with iggy#for time to stop and they could just live in peace together#no dragon to fight no people to save no story to finish#just the two of them around their little fire enjoying a moment of repose#i like to make iggy sit on the ground by the fire thanks to a mod i have that lets me hotkey in-game animations#if i place him just right it looks like they're doing this (in the drawing) and it's so so so sweet#sometimes i'll just sit them like that and enjoy the ambience for a few minutes#my heart...#this series of drawings is really helping my art lakjdfasd#been drawing so many new interesting poses and angles and lighting that i've never tried before#a lot of fun#carrot plays dd2
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and the crowd… exchanges confused glances?
#lowkey the ending kinda made me mad#like i know she was a ghost in the comics and stuff but it feels meaningless to kill her and let her come back#maybe it has something to do with her making rio promise to never see her face again but idk#and also that kiss? the kiss of death? what?#why would they almost kiss in ep 4 if agatha knew it was gonna kill her? or did rio pick the moment? have they never kissed before?#there’s just so many things that don’t make sense#like the darkhold and why rio sent the salem seven after agatha#i had really high hopes but i really did like the series#i LOVEEEEEE billy maximoff so that was a win#the way nicky went with rio had me sobbing bro he definitely knew who she was#he wasn’t afraid at all#and we saw with alice that you don’t really know that you’re dead bc alice was super confused until she saw her body#but nicky recognized rio so he’s seen her before for sure#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#give me agathario or give me death.#agatha x rio#agatha coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#rio vidal#mcu#marvel#agatha all along episode 8#agatha all along episode 9#don’t even get me started on the fact that billy made up the whole road#where’s the bitch that suspected this?? someone ask her if she’s okay damn 😭#billy kaplan#billy maximoff
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i Forgot tjat season one ended with morty making the decision to stay with rick and keep going on adventures together despite at the time sincerely just thinking he’s a shallow heartless jerk and nothing else and acknowledging that all he does is bother and inconvenience him. and in that moment it couldve been so easy to leave him too he did Nothing to stop it morty was the one who had to make the decision so he could keep being with rick. they are literally beyond reasoning
#just. the moment where morty turns to look at rick just sleeping on the couch doing his little weird snore that he does#and suddenly looking super determined and angry ITS SO. WHY DO YOU LIKE HIM?????????? ;&;$;!$4&;!;383&;@;&:&;@;@;0;:&$3&:90:8290209928888#birdperson teaching morty the whatever lets you sleep at night phrase after morty says he’s sick of rick is SO funny but also just ough#also unrelated and stupid. theres so many times where ill just pause to stare at r&m bc they did something funny and i just start laughing#Or sometimes sobbing . because i just love them so much and they’re so inexplicably adorable to me rthey make me so emotional#odiespeak
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and you know, i should've known the people testing the alarms were going to show up when i was having a full on loud sobbing breakdown that they definitely heard through the holes in our floorboards that see directly into the basement
#and the property manager that accompanied? one of mike's old school friends so yeah lets add another layer of embarrassment onto it baby!#sorry for the constant spiral posting believe it or not i am actually holding back a lot#i swear this is the last one#i would normally just cry it out but obviously i cant do that at the moment#text#edit: they had to come into the apartment so they got to see me in my puffy eye glory!!! and we all had to act as if they didn't jus#just hear me sobbing and ranting to mike on the phone about how i've been sobbing all morning yaaaaayyyyy#love life baby!!!!!!
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Ok I find it incredibly amusing that people are still reblogging my "Susan Foreman is The One Who Waits" post because it's officially redundant, but I'm calling it now that I was right about Mrs Flood.
Like the “slightly bumbling autistic person who is sometimes accidentally sinister and knows stuff she shouldn't” is… that's the whole plot of An Unearthly Child. That's the exact reason why all this started in the first place - because Susan being like that weirded Ian and Barbara out so much that they followed her home and got kidnapped. Also, Susan was telepathic, so she could have sensed Sutekh's presence.
I'm also still convinced that she's Ruby's mother.
Interested to see where they go with this!
#Yes last night's episode made me SOB#“did you think I was family?” was so raw such a good line#The cliffhanger before the opening titles made me bounce up and down excitedly#In AUC there's a moment where Susan tells Ian and Barbara “he won't let you leave” when they're trapped in the TARDIS#and that's really what I was reminded of in that scene with Cherry and Mrs Flood#There's also a moment where she terrifies Ian in that first ep seemingly just to make him understand who she is#So yeah Mrs Flood being Susan is plausible!!!! And I'm very excited!!!!!#Morally-grey-ish Susan would be very interesting tbf#doctor who theory#doctor who spoilers#doctor who series 14#fifteenth doctor#the doctor#15th doctor#the legend of ruby sunday#mrs flood#cherry sunday#susan foreman
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IDK IF IM LATE BUT HAPPY BDAY AGAIN EVIE !!!!! if today didnt treat you well i am having FISTFIGHT (w/ moze for your good day !!!!) (•̀ᴗ•́ )و
look look, hes loving ur reward after he fought for ur honor !! >:]]
NICK ??!!!!! if someone were monitoring my heart rate, they would quickly take notice of spikes & it wouldn’t take them very long to connect it back to u you know !! (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚i have a long reply … no pressure to read! the shorter version is : HELLO OMG ??? THANK YOU?!
i will save the tags for my screaming over this ( which, i did a lot of over these past few days lol ) can we talk about you for a second!! because i have word dumped to you before, but as always, it is not nearly enough …
i always always talk about your art, i’ve noticed, but today i’d like to talk about just you — art aside if you don’t mind !!! because i have been so grateful to become your moot … you have the most endearing personality ever that i just adore so much ! you know, even before we became mooties, i had seen you around a bit! and one of my first ever thoughts was oh, this person is so sweet to his friends siendjdjxjk i have always thought of you to be very kind!
i wish you could have seen the way my face lit up when you joined my event !! I WAS LIKE ACK THIS VERY COOL PERSON IS INTERACTING WITH ME IDK WHAT TO DO NOW — and i quite literally had two devices out, cranked the brightness to max, switched off night mode — and i was LOOKING SO CLOSE AT MY SCREEN I WAS LIKE . ok … DONT MESS UP .
though bahahaha the reason i was so excited is because i just love how you ?? talk ??? i mentioned this once! the way you text and type and the way you are always makes me so happy, it is always such a joy to scroll through your blog !!! you are so funny — i am always smiling and laughing at your posts and oh, you are just such a lovely person to be around !!! i also read your tags on the things you reblog solely for the reason that you’re just great bahahhahaa i truly do love to see your thoughts and reactions to things !!!
^ i would describe myself as when a dog looks to their friend and waits for their reaction to have its own reaction ….. the same way where if you scream “YAYY” the dog will inevitably be excited too … that is me with you .. i am just happy to be here ( on nick’s blog ) yes !!!
though i am one of your friends that sits at the front porch of your blog eagerly holding out a bag to ask for ppgear crumbs, i hope you know that besides the beloved ppgear and your art — you, yourself! are so cherished by all of us 🥺 we love you and your endearing personality … and separately — we love puppetgear and your amazing lore and dynamics you’ve given them !! and separately, we love your art and your wonderful colors and lines and ( can i sit near you and observe … how do you draw … i want to shamelessly wear a pair of binoculars and observe … OBSERVE INTENTLY … HOW DO YOU DRAW SUCH COOL STUFF PLEASE LET ME SEE )
#彡 inbox.#彡 evie’s 21st!#彡 cherishing.#彡 nick!#okay my tags !!! i’m as eager as ever to freak out over your art — tis my passion !! i want to be a professional nick-art-freak-outer#( ⸝⸝ ◡̀ ᴗ ◡́)੭ ✧ I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN MY INITIAL REACTION AIWNSJDJ I AUDIBLY WENT “OMG! EH? NAKED — NAKED !?” ISNSNDJDJS AND I WAS#LIKE WAIT — I AM KISSINF HIM ????? NAKEF SHSNJDDJJDJS AND THEN I SAW YOUR EVENT A FEW DAYS LATER AND WAS LIKE ?!?! OMG . WE ARE THE NICK#CREATURES HERE !!!! YOU ARE SO KIND NICK I AM SOBBING INFO MY HANDS BECAUSE YOU HAVE JUST DRAWN#moevie first smooch i will sob into my hands JENSJDJX i will never ever ever ever ever get over your lovely art …. your chibis and your ..#regularl (??) sized art …. all of it … so precious to me …. have i ever said that i literally want to EAT your colors — i absolutely love#more um ?? like muted ish colors ? or soft colors — i like both! i like whatever you do here and UHHHHJHGSGGHH I LOVE YOUR ART STYLE SOOOO#MUCHHHH THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER THIS IS SERIOUS /lh I LOVE UR ART ): HIS HIS HIS#(ᓀ ᓀ) AND MY ^^ MY TWO FAV KAOMOJIS EVER SOB THANK YOU NICK ?!?? ))):#i will forever love how you do hair … how you do eyes …. how you do everything ……#biting my fist in agony UGHEHENEJDJDJ THANK YOU NICK SOB ))))))))))):#and you say this is my reward to him ?!?! more like his reward to me for letting him give him a SMOOCH I WISNDNJDJDXN I JUST#I WILL TREASURE THIS MOMENT ….#AND THIS ART I WILL KEEP . IN MY MOUTH BECAYSE I WANT TO EAT IT — I WILL KEEP IT LIKE A HAMSTER WITH PUFFED CHEEKS#THANK YOU NICK):
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holy shit, sudden realization under cut
mean ass family and peers warning, i guess?
i just realized (in reference to those 'does anyone irl know you selfship?' posts) that my parents know nothing about my interests aside from my favorite band (and that's only because my dad really likes music and got me their vinyls for my birthday when he was acting like himself). I used to be so passionate about showing how much I loved a character, making loving them a distinct part of my personality, and then I would get ridiculed by my parents and sister or the people at school* and I jus locked up and just started keeping it all to myself.
*I should mention that it wasn't a 'cringe culture' thing that had people in school making fun of me for liking things, legitimately I had everything I loved scrutinized because I went to a rural public school and I was the schizoaffective mixed race alt kid.
#not a vent but man#just had to sit here for a moment and think about this#ALSO THIS IS VERY MUCH NOT A 'poor me here's my sob story' POST#i'm just reflecting and it makes me mad that i would let people steal my joy from me#never again 😤
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What If I gave up on art 😎?
#sorry this is my new favorite emoji 😎#ive been trying to render my latest drawing for literally hours and have gotten absolutely nowhere#im going crazy#i think i just need to take a break for a moment#i have such a clear vision and yet i can't do it AURGGGGHH#crying and sobbing#ren won't shut up#i think i need to tweak the anatomy and pose a wee bit to something im a little more comfortable with#ive tried to just do normal line art FOUR TIMES already#guys help this isn't a funny prank anymore god let me access my skills (that i dont really have but want to manifest anyway)#← high expectations for myself even though i know i dont do the practice to get better#grr#rambling#vent#ish i guess
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yknow id love it. if just for once. something i shipped was fully properly canon. i know thats my fault and im just Like That but with how i am ping ponging between ships rn that rarely spend a lot of time together its gonna drive me a bit mad i think
#personal bs#this is mostly about fucking clarphy#i need to get back on watching the 100#but every time i go 'YESSSSS THEYRE IN THE SAME PLACE AGAIN!!! I GET TO SEE THEM BEING BITCHY TO EACH OTHER!!!!!'#it gives me like 2 scenes and then they're separated again#and i am NOT ungrateful for those scenes cause i love them but also#*distant sobbing*#anyway listening to my playlist for them rn and putting together a pinterest board and psyching myself up to go back to it#i have so many wonderful moments to enjoy between them but i just know they're gonna be apart for a while again#murphy DID just LITERALLY hold in his hand a heart that was keeping clarke alive. and he DID just manually pump it to keep her with them#and i KNOW its not for romance reasons but shut. let a girl dream.#but he's gonna have his girlfriend back now and clarke is gonna get wrapped up in more politics and stuff#*sigh*#can those two not just profess their undying love for each other? please? for me?#(i can see bellamy and clarke getting together. i still think bellamy's days are limited but theyre gonna get together. i see it)#(but.... clarke and murphy 🥺)
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(@ask-the-shiny-pokemons) Noelle approaches Silas as she remembers that he might give something in return, however...something terrifying happened recently. "SILAS, WHAT THE HELL ARE YA DOING???" she says with an anger and starts to cry.
"Don't get me wrong. Killin' folks is a really bad idea… Please, just think of a moment when we met each other. You saw me as a friend… But now… I saw you murdered someone. It’s…it’s…JUST UNFAIR!"
At this moment, she is upset at him.
For once the fox's ears seemed to perk up at the sound of something familiar, Someone he knew? He seemed almost hopeful for a moment, but his ears quickly flattened at the Houndoom's upset words. Of course, there it was, the hate he so expected would come from her eventually. If there was one thing he could do right, it was disappoint people. Though his expression was unreadable his behaviour instantly became guarded and tense, his fear of further conflict was obvious. The previous interaction seemed to have done a number on his confidence and persona. He didn't look too keen on talking to Noelle... yet he forced the words out nonetheless, they were broken, quiet and almost inaudible.
He sat in silence for a long moment before he spoke up once more. "…You want it back, don't you? Is that why you're here again? You finally realized the mistake you've made?" He asked, his voice much louder than it previously was. Of course, how could he have been so dumb to not realize? Though he seemed crushed at the idea of giving the gift back, he spoke with confidence in her decision. "I understand."
"I'm one of those people." Silas turned away, leaving the previous gift with Noelle. "You can leave now, you have your gift back... And- We're not friends." He sighed as he waved a hand attempting to shoo her. "We never were, even if I did know who you were..." "You never know I might murder you too, I seem to like doing that to people who are close to me. I'm pretty fuckin' impulsive and honestly... you're just another thing to kill."
-> Silas doesn't seem to remember Noelle… Yet. But he can't fight the feeling of familiarity haunting him. Maybe something from the past will help? A name? Something that happened?
#tni: chrono#tni: silas rune#God damn... Silas you edgy bastard /lh#Imma call this one fern commentary hour sorry not sorry *AHEM* /lh#Silas like: “Yeah im totally alone let me be a sobbing crybaby rq while no ones looking at me” then gets jumpscared by an angy Noelle “!!!”#Quick man pretend like you werent doin nothin before she notices!! >︿<#“Crying? Who? Who's crying? I'm not. I'm 100% pure RAGE and UNFILTERED sass. I DONT CRY.” - Silas probs /lh#He did put on that mask for a reason cried once today not going to let anyone look at the next time! Hes having a really bad day okay?#I deeply apologize for Silas grabbing Noelles hand like that#Normally Silas is extremely touch-averse about direct contact like that 😅 so rarely will he ever willingly grab at people#Especially after what just happened just take it as a mini sign of trust in her that she's not gonna murder him and well a moment of honest#also regarding the remembering thing...#It's been 50+ years and Silas is dumb af - DONT GIVE UP NOW! he'll remember if you keep poking at him I promiseeee 💖#Chapter 1: The Introduction
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