#late night thinking

[the-moon-whisperer]

[teddypickerry]

i actually think about all the time how fit jess was. for a book nerd who spent all his time working, he had a crazy waist. i get they tried to style him in oversized “kiddie” clothes after infamous lake sweater scene to try and make him not look so… stallone. but hey, WE SAW THE TONE! OKAY? WE SAW THE TONE. SAW IT, LOVED IT, WANTED MORE. one of my discussions months ago about how jess got bulkier before ayitl, the common answer you guys had was he channels his life issues into working out. which i can see later on, but when he’s like sixteen and looking like he can pull off a convincing “adrien!” i’m not so convinced. yeah, it was just milo being milo “the fit king” ventimiglia. but i genuinely, genuinely, genuinely, genuinely can’t picture the child in a gym. no matter how hard i try. i’m just going to assume for my own being that he’s naturally born that way (with a slut waist and pretty face). thanks for coming to the ted talk, team. revert back soon.

[flowersforfrancis]

Remind me why we exist?

[beautifulheartandspirit]

Saw a shooting star .. 🩶💙🩶💙🩶💙🩶 @jimisbruh

[thebiggestfuckgiven]

“dude we get it, you have/you’re [insert sexuality or gender identity or mental disorder or chronic illness] but do you really have to make it your whole personality?”

well considering that for years i believed something was deeply wrong/broken inside of me and i hated myself for it so much, just to realize as an adult that it was actually X thing, yes, you bet your ass i’m going to be loud about it.

if i want my clothes to be the color of the ace flag or if i want to wear a discreet black ring on my middle finger that no one else around me irl will catch on to, or if i want to casually mention how me forgetting is “just the adhd”, then by god i will. Because the alternative is self-destruction and i cut that bitch out of my life

[lettertoholly]

My blood flows with ink ; a desire to write for the unwritten

- lettertoholly

[sellaspeaks]

i was just thinking if we really wanna hop on the delulu train and say that paige made that money counting video for her 2017 crush (@ a certain usa basketball teammate), people are using it in edits now that we know said crush is enjoying

so really it kinda worked in the long run 🤩🤪

[ask-shane]

will i ever love myself?

probably not. that might be okay, it might not be.

[ninichii-xcix]

I am tired. But not the kind where it’s easily fixed by a good night’s sleep. I am tired in a way that my mind no longer knows what “quiet” means. I am tired in a way that my lungs ache for every breath I take. I am tired in a way that even sleep doesn’t bring me any semblance of peace for the chaos still follows me in my dreams.

I am tired. I am drained. I am exhausted. I am a cup with not even a single drop left inside but is still trying to spread its moisture thin just to keep providing for the cups around it.

I am empty. Completely, utterly, devastatingly empty. Yet here I am still forcing to squeeze out a little more life because all I can think of is how everyone else has had it worse than I do.

[secretgardensmind]

I find it interesting that the Captain sometimes calls Thomas by his last name, which is something that only happens with him. Is this because the Captain doesn't really respect Thomas? We know the Captain gets annoyed by Thomas' emotional outbursts and dramatic moments, because you can see him rolling his eyes in the background. The Captain has no issue with Kitty, who is also an emotional person but in a different manner than Thomas. Kitty is totally guileless. I wonder if they did this on purpose or if it just happened naturally while they were writing the script.

[redheadcoffeequeen]

Some people just need a high five...

In the face.

[teddypickerry]

there’s something oddly satisfying/hilarious about the fact that the first time jess ever is in rory’s bed is without her. logan got to sleep (beside) in her bed, hell even dean’s tall ass got to. but jess never got to until he was a grown adult, coming back home to visit luke and lorelai, when the room had simply turned into a guest bedroom with rory’s knickknacks boxed off. i wonder if he reminisced when he was staring up at the ceiling, remembering the first time he’d seen the room and stolen a book (and a beer). i simply can’t fathom sleeping in a ex’s bedroom all those years later, in which is now his family’s home.

[beautifulheartandspirit]

I used to be so beautiful, inside and out, yet I remember here at 17 how much I hated myself inside.. cruel times , some things never change

I have ruined myself🖤

[animemaniac-fangirl]

Thesilid

Thesilid

Lid ➡ Leed

Leed ➡ Reed

Isn't that technically a nickname?

[lettertoholly]

maturing is weeding out the unreliable narrators from your life

[babygirlwolverine]

there’s something about watching a tv show or movie/reading a book or comic and connecting with a character so much that you adopt that name as your own and only fellow fandom friends will get where the name came from and what it means, and others will be like ‘cool name’ and you’re like ‘thanks I adopted it from my blorbo’