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Crucifixion via hip to the prison of womanhood

- lettertoholly, "A...woman?"

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since Instagram doesn't let me, here's the beautiful Gabriella Papadakis' article on beliefs about same-sex skating pairs. i absolutely love this, she is so true with what she writes. (substack article under the images)

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oh to find someone to love like this

Photographic memory

-p.m.

For my love

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i feel like my life is a race against time to consume every piece literature, film and art i can. yet while also trying to desperately craft my own works, trying to leave a mark on the world of where i was in time.

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GORGEOUS

writing these are addictive

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To be loved is to be healed.

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man i'm in desperate need of love.

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working on poetry at night makes my work 10x better i swear i get possessed by every poet i've ever admired

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This poem took me months, and was originally far longer. I kind of hate it. I knew it was something I needed to write but I struggled to find out how to write it. I might rewrite this, and attempt something better. We'll see. Oh well.

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THIS BOOK IS NEVER LEAVING MY THOUGHTS

the visceral reaction I am having even several days later. these six words hurt in a way I will never recover from

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unexplained symptoms and zero chance of diagnosis! i love being a woman!

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Bleeding but not knowing where from is so viscerally relatable to me

Grief suffocated. Grief paralysed. Grief was a cruel, heavy boot pressed so hard against his chest that he could not breather. Grief took him out of his body, made his injuries theoretical. He was bleeding, but he didn't know where from (pg. 412 Babel: An Arcane History).

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babel, or the necessity of violence by r. f. kuang

HISTORY isn't a premade tapestry that we've got to suffer, a closed world with no exit. We can form it. Make it. We just have to choose to make it.

the tower of babel / dante's inferno

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"I am you in a warm world."

-Yuzuru Hanyu, GIFT 2022

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The Poem for Everyone's Souls - Echoes of Life (Saitama Day 3) - ending program of Echoes

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"As the window smashed in, Robin shut his eyes and imagined his mother's face. She smiles. She says his name."

-R.F Kuang (Babel: Chapter 33)

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rf kuang when i catch you rf kuang (truly masterful author, i'm just in tears after finishing babel)

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call me crazy but the woman that was like "that guy back there isn't real!" on the plane was right about something