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"I'm nonbinary this, I'm nonbinary that" I'm nonbinary because I'm 10,001 slugs in a flesh mech and unfortunately that one slug is on top and they're not the brightest lightbulb in the bunch.
#nonbinary#transgender#trans#nonbinary humor#slugs#sea slug#listen i can admit it that slug is dumb but trying their best#this was DEEP in my drafts#so uh#last scheduled one ig#god if my horse girl days were strong I'd be a horse in a trench coat#i don't want to be trans Bojack Horseman y'all#that wouldn't be fun
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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Happy Birthday, Beanie! :D
I designed her on this day one year ago :3
Fun fact: this is technically how Beanie’s fourth bootday went down. She finally got to try whatever awful concoction drones whip up to make cake that day!
Additional fact: originally had this one scheduled to post since my own birthday... which was apparently 230 days ago, but i meant in months. which in that case would be seven.
#ghost drone au#murder drones n#beanie doorman#murder drones oc#nuzi fankid#i made her this day one year ago#huzzah hurray happy day :D#originally set to post at 1:48 PM in my timezone#that was the time i scheduled it at#but ultimately decided to post it a bit earlier#zeisty’s goofs#zeisty’s comic stuff#THE ''EARLIER'' COMMENT IS FUNNY BECAUSE IT TOOK ME TWO HOURS TO FIND THIS IN MY DRAFTS#AND IT IS DECIDEDLY NOT EARLIER. in fact i dare say it's much later than that#but i decided i would leave the original tags to any post in my drafts i came across if they were there. and since it is there#i will leave it be. but you must understand i tried to schedule it for 12#but i'd decided last night to edit the caption to tell you how long ago my birthday would be... but it wouldn't let me reschedule it#so i saved it to my drafts instead. then passed out ig#in any case the search is over!!! i found the post i was looking for
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Pat pat.
#bumfuzzled art#bumfuzzled animations#mha#tokoyami fumikage#featuring one (1) line made by someone else.#they were very proud of that so you guys need to know about it.#and now for my regularly scheduled rambling#he’s baby here!#I kinda wanted to draw darksh@dow too but it was too time consuming#also it’s @izawa’s hand#I have more tiny Tokoyami arts but I didn’t want to flood the tag with my au.#he’s very cute#don’t let it fool you though#the Au is surprisingly angst for some reason#it just worked out that way.#also turns out drawing a hand from memory was a dumb idea#who would have thought#the things are attached to me why didn’t I use them as a ref?#sorry this one isn’t very smooth.#or expressive. I hope you guys still like it.#the framerate is off. as per usual. but that’s just life ig.#anyway have a lovely day guys.#and a lovely new year!#I might be around!#mb for disappearing#to be really honest with you guys I saw the reactions to the last (bonus) chapter#and they were mostly really mean.#It made me really anxious to post for mha again.
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i realized they had the same birthday (dec 21st) so i was like "yoooo i should draw them together"
silly bonus:
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#utau#utauloid fanart#utau fanart#根音ネネ#nene nene#nene nene utau#oliver vocaloid#oliver vocatone#oliver maghni ai#i guess??? because that's his maghni ai design? chose it for fun and for color/composition purposes ig (slightly more yellow? and details)#don't know how to tag this... and since yuki only appears in the bonus doodle idk if i should really tag her#i don't actually know if oliver would be scared of nene or not aksjhgk that little guy doesnt seem scared by most things#but i just thought it would make for a funny side doodle so thats why its there lol#potential successor to the kagamines/iku doodle? in a way maybe... i should find more vsynths that share bdays and draw them together#fun fun fun... ofc its not the exact same day and year like tho iku and the kagamines tho (which is crazy); nene came out in 2009#but ya. showing penance in some way because i was too depressed to draw anything for oliver's bday last year lmao 😭 im sorry my boy#i mean i did do that shitty short meme video which i almost completely forgot abt but that doesnt counttt im talking art piece#this piece was gonna look way more different originally but i couldn't get it to look right so i went for something simpler#cause i was running out of time... and also experimented a little since this one's weird in that i did the colors first rather than lines#then did lines based on the colors and cleaned up the coloring after. and i was gonna add some more stuff to bg but got tired rip#so yeah maybe its a bit simple for my liking but im too tired to redo this again. i had to resize it bc i accidentally made og file huge#and it just wouldnt upload to tumblr lmaoo so apologies if the quality got crunched#IVE BEEN WAITING ALL FUCKING DAY TO POST THIS AND THE OTHER SHIT HAHAHAHEH... i couldve scheduled them but NOOo... oliver day
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Grunkle Stan, I Trust you
#gravity falls#i watched this episode last night and drew this today#lmtposting#digital art#artwork#art#mabel pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls fanart#book of bill#bill cipher#i also have this 80 hour dungeon meshi fanart that i spent all of july#and august doing so i think I’m going to post one a day next week if i can figure out how to schedule posts on ig.#artists on tumblr
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↳ SIDE HOTD (1 /∞ ) 🐺🏹 MYRANDA OF MAIDENS MOUTH ── i don't belong here, i don't belong anywhere. (x) (x) (x)
#t: edits#*hotds#c: myranda#i just wanted to get her outta my head ig.#she's the only kid outta the five of them that uses the stark last name tho#literally just makes it her business tbh she has NO reason to be doing what she does#post dance she'll most likely stay south of the wall to like...experience adventure and stuff but#yeah....literally just here.#she holds no real weight tbh i just wanted to mess around with concepts#literally the random relative you've never me that just shows up randomly like can we hang out???#probably gonna do one of these for elsa and some of the other side hotd hoes just to stay on like a edits#or creativity schedule or something#in a ton of pain rn with back and leg issues (have no idea wtf is going on) so just trying to keep busy and off of webmd
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I think the only thing I fear and have inferiority about in terms of friendships and stuff is my continuous amnesia. Sometimes very rarely something manages to stick in my brain and it fluctuates I have good days where remembering things is easier but like. It is inevitable I forget things. Even important things. I forget how and when I met people. I forget important conversations. I forget birthdays and anniversaries. I forget things I've already forgotten about before and have to be reminded again. And people rarely get on me about it but all I see in media is people being mad about you forgetting important dates or crying because the amnesiac doesn't remember an important moment and it's like fuckkkk I don't want people to feel like that because of me
Think this is hitting me bc im recovering from a Big Stress so remembering is especially hard right now. Tried thinking abt friends bc im feeling sentimental and like all the Feelings are still there but trying to remember any specific Thing is like trying to see through extremely dense fog and hear through deafening white noise. Some days it just has to be enough that I remember that I am loved and that I love and I hope that's okay
#kinda venty but??? idk. i feel fine just regularly scheduled pang of guilt abt thisNDKSJS#it took me until THIS YEAR to memorize my FATHERS birthdayDHQKSJQK#MY FATHER WHO IVE LIVED WITH LITERALLY MY ENTIRE LIFE#anyway i dont tend to worry about this early into friendships bc why would i + i dont expect fandom friendships to last long#but then i get like. two months or so in and i realize shits starting to slip and im like. Oh. DHQKDJW#one of these days someone is gonna ask me if i remember smth and im gonna have to say no and theyre gonna Kill Me /silly#anyway yeah ig this is just . musing. diary writing#im gonna find a video to put on and play fossil fighters yayyBDKAJSKQ#💛
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yknow what i wanna do this year
i wanna get back to doing the weekly OC posts finally. though rather than just continue from where i left off i wanna kind of reboot it - both because some of those older ones are outdated now, and because i think the rigid format i was holding myself to is kinda why i lost motivation.
so. here's how it's gonna work this time around: every sunday, i will make a post introducing/generally talking about an oc of mine that will have art of them. it can be old, it can be new, it can be just a reference page; it doesn't matter, as long as it's art of them that sufficiently and accurately shows their design/vibes. by making it so loose, hopefully i'll be able to actually keep up with it consistently this time around lol.
anyways, first one in a few hours (it's gonna be the snake lady from yesterday's new years art)
#shook rambles#oc shiz#technically#yeah i still have a few unfinished ones from last time that i do want to finish the art for at some point but#i think just starting fresh is gonna be the best thing to do :]#i might still use those drawings when i finish them though lol#i also wanna try and make a loose schedule for myself just so i can try and keep the general guy/girl ratio even#bc it very much wasn't last time lol#ALSO also this time i will be including the webcomic guys#bc i think they're neat :] and also some of them are prevalent in other oc stuff i do (and not just masumii and takoshi lol)#ok anyways. yeah ig that's the closest thing i have to a resolution this year lol
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I wish I had interesting or wild work stories but really most of my job is just sitting in an office waiting to be told where to go bc half these school’s dONT TELL ME ITS A TESTING DAY AND I JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT AND SIT IN MY HANDS
#peachy post#at least I’m still getting paid ig#the scheduling company didn’t tell me#the teacher I’m subbing for didn’t leave any notes#the front office didn’t tell me#I got clocked as a sub by the teacher last second and was given the scoop#like what#I almost bursted into during high stakes testing#and no one was gonna stop me
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#exams did go fairly well#hopefully nothing worse than a B but i think an A is certainly possible in at least one of them#so hopefully 🥹🥹#i did study quite a bit not as much as i hoped for but a step up from my lack of effort the last few weeks#so hopefully i can get back to better routines now#i mean i do know probably many didn't study at all for these exams as they were not that serious#buuut if you want a good grade i feel like you have to at least i studied for like 2-3 days altough i would have liked to study for a week#also my schedule is just insane i think but then maybe it's just me idk#my time management is not the best but i still wonder how others would do with so many classes and extra activities#i have like 20 classes this semester + 2 exams i intend to take extra#i'm not attending all of them that wouldn't be possible and i'm not sure i can take all the exams but i'm happy if I manage like 17 or so#but like a normal amount is 10 classes a semester in my country but in reality most students don't take this many either#well i'm basically enrolled in two programms atm so there's that ig#but often i'm just wondering when i'm gonna study#i also play tennis a lot and competiting for my club (at a rec level)#and i'm training for this entrance exam for sports (i'm currently studying teaching with other subjects + English)#altough this is making me question if i'm fit for this everyday 🫠 i'm fairly good at 2 things ball sports and just like general athleticism#we also need to dance do gymnastics and swim i struggle with all of them#i'm not fast enough at swimming and my technique is bad i can't even do a cartwheel and a bad dancer 😭#the requirements are really high though i mean when i think of people i know from tennis or football no one would even get there closely#like i was the fastest at my former football club (and at every uni football course) and i might just barely cut it for sprinting#and i'm really quite athletic when playing tennis my opponents always notice and coordinated in sports as well#but somehow coordination for gymnastics is not the same?😅 how can i be so graceful playing tennis and most sports with balls but so clumsy#otherwise like doing a handstand... no balance 🥲#but anyways i also do like general fitness stuff going to the gym running a bit and trying to eat healthy#but my studying hours are very limited often tmrw i have uni from half 2 until 8pm in the evening and i have a preparation course for sports#before uni starts at half 10#i just really get the urge to drop everything sometimes 🥲 i also wanna see friends again more not just at uni and in the bus#i miss my semesters with 10 courses a week it was beautiful so much freedom and free time 🥹#uni was so enjoyable back then... don't get me wrong i enjoy most of my uni courses what i not enjoy is not having any time to myself
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bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏
#i did get thr laundry done didnt fold it didnt take a shower#so thatll hopefuly be tmrw#i hope im able to do an activity with somebody tmrw.... the kids will be back at school so umm. no risk of weeman asking for my laptop in#the morning. or maybe me n lamp could play aa... idk#i feel like such a loser i go 1 day without bothering my family and im like wahhh im lonely. Can you shut up ..... we r better than this.#but wtvr. thats also a mean thought and i shouldnt be idolizing the way i lived last year. We were taking spongebaths and eating#1 bowl of soup a day crying ourselves to sleep every night and literally going weeks on end wo talking to our loved ones. so why am i like#We need to go back ! well i know why its bc i cant just let myself heal and move on bc of my stupid complex#and tbf i was very efficient back then. i ws able to do my spongebaths at least every 3 days and i did my laundry every week right on#schedule and i had a job....all it took was literally not being a person in any meaningful way FJFNGJGN. idk#it was very simple. its still very simple perhaps simpler (#no job) but instead i just feel guilty i guess. sbt everything#which i ws doing last year but again i was too out of it to rly dwell. i just cried at work a lot abt it#but now its like. i dont have a job to go to to focus on. my interests/hobbies can only distract me for a few days maximum b4 they become#nothing 2 me. and then im just back in limbo again and it feels pointless#and even when its a 'good' phase of something actually keeping me distracted from everything its like. not. all it does is ruin my sleep#schedule again yk. ik im literally the timeloop guy so u think id loveee Everyday being exactly the same over and over and over but well i#dont. bc they arent actually the same day theyre just reminders that everything does keep fucking going but im stuck. which is the opposite#of what i want. and what id have if the beautiful timeloop would simply rescue me. wtvr tho.... she doesnt even know i exist 😥#little joke. IDK. like i said its better ig than having a truly miserable day but. man. i wish everything was better#i ws gonna say like it used to be but. yk. ive been depressed since i was like 7 its not like. idk. i wish i was born different and i wish#my head worked and i wish none of it had evrr happened. but itis ok. i cant think of a funny cutesy alternative to put here so we will just#say nothing. yay
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u guys think my pharmacy will flag me for drug seeking behavior again if i call them right as they open and explain im pretty much nocturnal and id like them to refill my shit before noon bc thats about when im getting to sleep these days
#and waking up after they close#also: theyre closed on saturdays now#idk why but my best guess is they only have one actual pharmacist and state law says they need at least one day off a week#and girlboss demanded saturdays. as she should tbh i cant even imagine her workload#which is why i feel so bad ab calling in the morning to ask for a Fast refill but also maam please my sleeping schedule is fucked#and u have my sleeping medications. i beg u-#funny enough the other two meds (one of them is a much stricter schedule) did refill already and refill early#but ig thats bc i got shorted on the last refill so they figure im out#and now i am but i had to ration like hell#but also i just dont want them to ever call me a druggie to my face again lol that fucking stung#i didnt work so hard to get over other addictions to get that for a medication im actually prescribed and need. fuck.
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i will be insufferable about this joke until the day fnf dies
#also ig this is context for one of the older snippets too lol#this is gonna be the last one i post before the final fic :D stay tuned lol#fic snippet#the friend of my friend is my enemy#fnf psychic#fnf mind games#fnf void#fnf radi#void and the tall bois#friday night funkin#edit LMAO I FORGOT I SCHEDULED THIS I WAS OUT OF THE HOUSE AND GOT THIS JUMPSCARE ON MY DASH#psychic daily
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thrashing furniture ripping down wallpaper throwing laptop out the window
realized i got stuck because the emotional flow is nonsense (or just. incredibly weak. things don't connect and flow properly. where's the focus, i don't know, it should be there somewhere to make the ending scene hit properly) and you know, it's good to not get stuck on finer details and just power through a draft, but also when you get stuck stuck it's likely stemming from an issue way upstream of where you got stuck, which is the emotional flow as i mentioned.
but.
i tracked it back all the way to the first paragraph. and ohhhh fucking shit hell it's bad and i don't know how to get it to work.
i don't want to expand the initial setup, but must, don't i? it just won't work if it's too dense, if i want to keep all the fun little stuff. and if i don't keep the fun stuff, what's even the point.
but fuck it's going to take so long to get to the juicy part at this rate
rip me
#yea fic talk#part of the problem is also because i've been Doing Shit#so i keep being out of spell slots#today was laundry day and then i couldn't not go on a walk because i got so antsy#and now i also baked???#thank fuck there's no events this weekend#i should have some time to Just Not#and do some light tidying up#and hopefully write#but all that is just stuff i'd like to do if the mood strikes#only one last Scheduled Activity left on the planner this week and it's hitting the gym tomorrow#my bench is lagging behind and squats have been touch and go#because i got old injuries etc in parts that are extra load bearing in those lifts#but i'm doing my b workout which has neither!!#so it should be a chill time#but yea ig i'm going to just enjoy my pastries and the clean sheets tonight
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I don't like thinking about work unless I'm at work but I have to talk through smth ignore me or whatever
#i want to quit soon but i dont know when the best time is#im working the next 2 mon/tues and then im off until the 14th#and the schedule for august isn't out yet so the last day im scheduled for now is the 25th#usually the schedule comes last minute#im considering..... telling my boss that my last day will be the 25th tomorrow#but if im going to do it i have to do it tomorrow#mayyyyybe Tuesday ig but i would wanna do it next week#but i cant see who im working with before i go in anymore. which is so terrible for so many reasons#i need to prepare before i go in and part of that is knowing who im gonna see but whatever#not only that but i wont know if my boss will be there for me to be able to quit until im there tomorrow#im also super anxious about quitting anyway i don't wanna have that conversation#and then i have to start looking for a new job#and im trying to move in the spring i need money#i did think... i could possibly bring the letter of resignation tomorrow.. hope he wont be there & leave it on his desk#and text him that it's there. but then theres not much of a conversation to be had#idek exactly how youre 'supposed to quit' but to me those rules are for employers you respect 💀#i dont respect these people ✌️#the only thing i feel bad about is that there'll only be one baker left in the company (6 almost 7 stores)#but its also not my fault that they haven't hired anyone and cant keep employees#i would've LOVED some help over the last few months as ive been the only baker in this district of 3 stores!!! they never hired anyone!!!!#i just have really not appreciated the way they've been treating me recently with all of the anxiety stuff#i also dont appreciated how my rights of privacy were violated 😀#and its literally coming to the point where im going to have to have uncomfortable conversations that i dont want to have#and/or literally take or at least threaten some legal action#or just quit!! and its not like im gonna be here much longer anyway even if i dont leave right now#i almost feel like... do i have a responsibility to hold them accountable for what they've done so it hopefully doesn't happen again#but idk i mean i didn't make them do this#tbh the more i think about it the more i want to quit tomorrow. im just nervous. and scared of not having a paycheck#idk its just scary!!! life is scary!!!!!
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