#justthewayiam

[dailylifewithdid]

I’m about to explain how I deal with my soul it’s unpredictable it can get cold I have a big heart I love to help others but once you trigger me I’ll cut through you like butter I don’t like to go to that place I don’t like to call people out of their names but my passion is just so strong it loses control it can’t stand a running mouth or an inflated ego I walk away after I say what I need to I walk away it’s all that is left to do continuing an argument is not good for my mind it’s not good for my soul it knows when it’s time to go like a ghost in the night I’ll vanish I don’t have the time or energy it’s hard enough in my own madness. This is how I walk away from everything that doesn’t fit my soul. © 02/08/2021 By Jeff Oliver All writing protected by copyright. #WordsFromTheSoul #JeffOliverPoet #Egos #IWalkAway #JustTheWayIAm Photo Writing By: Jeff Oliver Photo Credit: Daz Smith https://www.instagram.com/p/CMoDNyBLW-F/?igshid=1tud93zjb2kut

[thenightwandererforever]

#storyofmylife 🙈🙉🙊 #justthewayiam 🤷‍♀️ (at আমার পথচলা) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLuOmHTlpWM/?igshid=34zhcmdqodjp

[rj-hangga]

~bahagia~ definisi bahagia? entahlah, yang jelas gue cuma harus nikmati hidup ini dan terus bersyukur, dan lepaskan tawa tanpa harus bermuka dua yg slalu menjaga perasaan orang lain. "I have a foul mouth but I don't care what other people say, because I'm tired of being a kind person who has to think about other people's judgments" #whoami #foulmouth #tiredbeingkind #notfake #justthewayiam #camping #sukawera #sukawerakutabima #lifeisbeautiful https://www.instagram.com/p/CFOd2u0Ftmv/?igshid=xurc02n04g5i

[fatdisneyprincesssw-blog]

A little more about me.

My weight and the insecurities it has developed within me have affected every aspect of my life. My job, my marriage, my friendships, my being a mother.

What people see from me is the fat girl with a smile on her face and a witty, sarcastic comeback and think that I’m happy with myself. What they don’t see is the fight with the mirror every morning. The towel held close around me when my husband is in the room after a shower. They don’t feel the tears burning my eyes, my heart beating out of my chest and the heavy feeling of being strangled when I get asked by friends to go out, stand outside a clothes shop or most recently, be asked to be a bridesmaid by one of my best friends.

I said yes, of course I did. But when she told me who the other three bridesmaid were, my heart sank. One of them has a waist measurement smaller than my right thigh.

She then told me she was looking at short summery dresses, my mouth went dry. I haven’t worn a shirt dress in almost 5 years.

The worst part happened on Thursday though. She sent us a link to a website with a lovely dress on it. She gushed about it, it’s perfect, what she had always dreamed of. She sent us the size and measurement guide as she wanted to order our sizes.

I didn’t fit in the biggest size. The waist measurement is 20cm smaller than my waist.

20cm. This number will stay with me forever.

I cried before I phoned her. I was so ashamed. I am so ashamed.

Do you know what she did when I told her? She apologised to me. She said she should have asked us individually first. I know she was trying to make me feel better and I appreciate that but I felt worse. Because of me, she can’t have her dream dress for her bridesmaids.

This has ate at me for days. I have been repulsed by who I see in the mirror, even more so than usual.

Today she sent me a picture of a dress, beautiful and completely different to the other one. It can be custom made and she wants me to order it in my size and see how I feel.

I love her. I love her so much because she wants me in her wedding even though I’ll be the fat chick in the dress that isn’t her dream in her wedding pictures. Despite of all this, I’ll always hate myself.

If she were to read this she would be so mad at me.

1: I call myself fat. 2: I compare myself to other people. 3: I’m still dwelling on something she’s already forgotten about. 4: I’m still calling myself fat. 5: I am more important than a dress.

I know this because it’s how I would have reacted if any of my bridesmaids had written this.

I suppose what I’m trying to say with all this is that I am so hard on myself and the people that matter are never so hard on me.

It’s ok that I feel bad about myself, that I hide behind a towel and that I battle with the mirror.

At the end of the day, my people, the people who I need and the people who love me, they love me. All of me, just the way I am. They’ll support me if I want to lose weight, but if I am to do it, I do it for me. So that’s what I’m doing. I’m fighting my battle with the bulge for me. No one else.

💚

FatDisneyPrincesssw 👑 x

[recordvision]

"Just the Way I Am," by Dolly Parton, is largely made up of material Parton had recorded between 1967 and 1970. Find it here on #Vinyl #LP: #DollyParton #BestOf #GreatestHits #Challenge #JustTheWayIAm https://etsy.me/3aKoZBa https://www.instagram.com/p/B7zmsWPndhB/?igshid=1dclco0myxyhi

[poetribawell-blog]

𝐻𝑖𝑑𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑡𝑢 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠, 𝑗𝑑 𝑛𝑖𝑘𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑗𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑝 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑗𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠𝑛𝑦𝑎. 𝑆𝑒𝑘𝑎𝑙𝑖 𝑘𝑎𝑙𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑖ℎ 𝑔𝑝𝑝 𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑜𝑘 𝑘𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑘𝑎𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑖𝑎𝑝𝑎 𝑡𝑎𝑢 𝑎𝑑𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑜𝑟/𝑚𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑙 𝑙𝑒𝑤𝑎𝑡. 𝐽𝑑 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑔𝑖𝑟 𝑑𝑢𝑙𝑢, 𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑟 𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑘 𝑙ℎ𝑜 🤭 . 📸 @niky_christiawan #latepost #girl #tomboy #tomboystyle #asiangirl #love #storyofmylife #justthewayiam #tattooed #girlswithtattoo #tattoostyle #instalike #instadaily #pictoftheday #likeforlikes #followforfollow (di Broadway Streetwear) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Qva1QBTLU/?igshid=l44g2ebzvijm

[bluefudgesworld]

This is me, I won't be manipulated by anybody... #collageoftheday #collage #collageart #collagework #justthewayiam #manipulated

[57young-blog]

Tiramisu and cannoli for dessert. Yumminess! Birthday date night as our favorite restaurant @cenogrille . . . #lowkeycelebration #justthetwoofus #justthewayiam #beunforgettable #58yearsold #58yearsyoung #turned58 #thisisoldage #birthdaycelebrate #favoriterestaurant https://www.instagram.com/p/BxOTgf1hfxE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kefnwhm7ti7l

[glamasaurus]

Real talk. I'm actually good looking and not in the whole non traditional manner I am. I 'm not arrogant but I've spent so many years of my life feeling ugly because I have bags under my eyes or a big ass or imperfect skin or not having a waif like figure. So I am owning it. I'm tired of trying to fit into a mold and if accepting that I'm not a hideous troll is arrogant well then I am. #selflove #selfie #justthewayiam #selfloverevolution #instalike #instagood #instaawesome (Now the location says iceland)

[indian-night-jazmine]

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Title:FIGHT AS LISA TYLOR OR THE BEAUTIFUL ASSASSINE Starring by:Jazmine with blonde hair Jessica with dark hair Episodes:MENGAPA KAKAK DAN ADIK SERING BERTENGKAR HINGGA BERKELAHI ??!!?? Penyebab umum pertengkaran kakak dan adik bisa di bagi menjadi dua ,pertama pola asuh orang tua,yang kedua adalah pribadi masing2 anak.Berbeda pendapat dan perselisihan sebenarnya merupakan hal yang umum dan wajar diantara kakak beradik,hal ini bisa dilihat sebagai proses pertumbuhan serta proses untuk bisa saling menerima dan memahami.Namum persaingan antara saudara harus diwaspadai jika sudah berlebihan atau mulai tidak sehat seperti yang sedang terjadi pada diri gue saat ini.Biasanya persaingan antar saudara di picu oleh beberapa hal seperti rasa iri,dan ingin mencari perhatian org tua dan khalayak umum,,atau karena menginginkan sesuatu yg di miliki saudaranya misalnya akun medsos biar bisa pansos,pacar atau suami(?!?),popularitas,pengakuan,harta tahta dan jatah saudaranya... #itsme#therealme#theoneand only#justthewayiam#myway#itsmylife#myprivacy73#passionately22#mybodynsoul05#myspirit88#kenangantakterlupakan#konyol#temanlama#almhennyngo#sejati#malaysia#toxicsister https://www.instagram.com/p/CViHA2Ul84U/?utm_medium=tumblr

[outofthebinary380]

Learning to love myself, no mater what it is I find. Thing is, deep down, I'm fucking fantastic, and it's about to come to light for everyone else to see. No makeup to hide any of my "imperfections." #memyselfandi #selflove #lovingmyself #immorethanokay #justthewayiam #workinprogress #onlyroomforpositivity #startingover #completeredo #notyourtypicalwoman

[kuchie5]

BJ Habibi pernah mengatakan ini : #justthewayiam💋 #justthewayweare💎 #pegangkomitment #tilltheend #noreasonneedit #yestothiswords #playsave https://www.instagram.com/p/CLfoxOdj3Dz/?igshid=5m7wxmkwleid

[simrahwithsabr]

𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 🌸 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞... . . . . . . . . . #loveyourself #loveyourselfquotes #justthewayyouare #justthewayiam #strongwomen #strongwoman #strongperson #untoldstories #strongisbeautiful #embraceyourself #flawsome #imperfectlyperfect #perfectlyimperfect #imperfectionisbeauty #ethnicfashion #indiangirls #girlslikeus #chubbygirl #selflove #selfcare #colourlove #pinkandyellow #pinkandgold #longhair #longhairgirls (at LoveYourself) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPxGyD6nnxY/?utm_medium=tumblr

[newbestactor]

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What is the title of this song? A: Caramelo by Bakary B: Caramelo by Ozuna C: kandy shop by 50 cent ANSWER IN COMMENT PLEASE @newbestactor . . . #reface #ozuna #caramelo #kandyshop #love #parodie #parodia #hothot #bearded #women #rap #babyboy #hiphop #grace #fashion #lovemyself #justthewayiam #chanteur #creatif #funny #humour #dragqueen #party #song #bailar #raggaeton #latina #bakary #videoclip #dance https://www.instagram.com/p/CPtxHYlhYUx/?utm_medium=tumblr

[highschoollovr21]

I rather prefer my hard work,

To be seen as a finished product.

Not as it’s being created.

[yemisul]

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Just me 👌❤❤❤ #beyourself #justthewayiam #liveyourbestlife #love #begoodtoyourself #begoodtopeople #behappy #glitzedgeng #yemisisuleiman https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu8l9kanily/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t01ecq8l9fyv