#just yapping to the void
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caliburn-not-calculator · 2 months ago
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Fuck my imposter syndrome is insane rn
Whyyyy
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ryn-halo26 · 1 month ago
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I know it won't take just 2 "talking it out"s and one slap to the face to get out of a really bad habit. Ryn will continue to blame themselves for Wen'Alak's actions because its a slow recovery. You don't just suddenly become fit from running on a treadmill once or twice, Ryn won't stop blaming themselves for Wen'Alak's actions after two conversations.
It takes commitment to really change, and since Ryn is my self insert, and I very realistically lack a lot of commitment, won't change very easily.
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reality-shitting · 4 days ago
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General realizations ab shifting that helped me
The void is not a realm or a place- it is YOU. You ARE the Void. The Void is solely the awareness of being, fully.
You are not ONE being. Think of the consciousness in you as being interconnected with all other infinite versions of you. These interconnections converge into your full consciousness, the true YOU. It's almost Eldritch to think about.
Something I'm just now thinking of, perhaps this means the subconscious is all other versions of you- you're separated and cut off from experiencing the entirety of being, but that entirety is still there, guiding you from behind the scenes.
No matter what the assumption, "I am" is true. I am kind, as my actions and thoughts show, but I'm also cruel and cold-hearted, as may be the perception of another. I think I'm funny, but someone else may think I'm cheesy- therefore, I am both. And this also goes for the personas of myself in other realities. I am everything. Simultaneously, this also means I am Nothing. I simply am.
To add to the points above, I believe this "Eldritch" conglomerate is what we call the Void state, and would explain why every manifestation happens instantly once we reach this state. Think of it like accessing the files in an infinite data base- all you need to do is find the files you're looking for and download them.
As much as people will try to stress things like "you need to let go" or realizing that shifting is easy, you won't truly be able to understand what they're saying until you experience it.
All things exist at once and every inconceivably small action creates a new reality. As small as "this single cell from 7000 years ago died .000000001 seconds prematurely", and smaller.
Shifting IS easy- in the same way that gleeking or stretching is easy. Some people are able to do it on command or go further than others with no training whatsoever. Others may do it accidentally and sporadically. This does not mean the latter are unable to do these things at will, but they simply need a bit of help learning to do it on command.
Question stressing you out? "But what about this plot hole?", "How does XYZ work??", "What will happen back in my OR???"- STOP. No need to stress yourself over that, this by itself I feel cost me years on my journey. Everything will work out. It doesn't matter how, but it will, and it will either even itself out or be in your favor. Don't even think about those things. Relax.
Another one that held me back MASSIVELY. Struggling to visualize your DR? "I know it has THIS SPECIFIC TABLE in this SPECIFIC place and everything has to be perfect"! No. Your visualization does Not need to be perfect. Nor does it have to be "accurate", really. Once you just let your mind wander and let your subconscious make up it's own layout, it'll help you slip in much more easily. I put so much pressure on myself to make sure I was visualizing my specific reality, and it became so much easier when I just trusted myself to build it up from my subconscious instead of "forcing" a look
They say once it's in the 4D (imagination), it's already real. That's why you're encouraged to embody, think, act, feel as your DR self. Like playing pretend as a kid, you'll be so focused on your imagination, you don't even realize you're in your OR. If you don't shift through that alone, it certainly helps make you feel far more connected. This is also why I came up with the Furina method (although I suppose it's debatable if I really "came up" with it)
Methods/Advice are like pants. Some are too itchy, some are too tight, some you like the feel of but there's just some small flaw. When you find what you were missing, what you needed to hear, it'll be a perfect fit.
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interstellarrisa · 7 months ago
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Some subconscious fun
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You might've heard people saying that are our brain is amazing and capable of astounding things and well they're not wrong. Your brain is the most complex organ in the body with billions of neurons that have trillions of connections called synapses that makes it able to communicate, with this information how can we say that it's not amazing?
Our consciousness is thought to sit at the cerebral cortex and is said to have three levels to it. The conscious, subconscious and unconscious. They're all tasked with different things. I'll explain them all...
The conscious: This is the part that we have control over, our thoughts, feelings, decisions and acknowledgement are all made here. It's what you're using right now to read this post and also where the awareness of you reading this post is. Basically thoughts, feelings and awareness.
The subconscious: It's not in the current focus of our awareness hence called the subconscious mind. It's a barrier that's put up by our mind so that we don't become overwhelmed by all the information that we get when we interact with this world. For example our nose in the center of our vision, the feeling of our clothes or our tongue resting on the roof of our mouth. Because of this barrier we're allowed to focus our awareness on more important decision making and cognitive tasks without getting overwhelmed. This can be noticed when we decide (conscious) to pick up a new skill which can be hard to learn and do before we become a natural at it which then makes it an automatic (subconscious) skill.
The unconscious: It's perhaps the most mysterious form of consciousness since it's not available for introspection or analysis. We do know that it's a hoard of feelings, thoughts and memories lost from our conscious mind, it contains the painful past that we might simply want to forget about. Some people say that we never forget and that it just get's buried deep down within our mind and with the right signals we can recover the forgotten memories.
Now to the fun part. It's a small "experiment" that you can do every night just to see how amazing your subconscious mind truly is. Firstly I haven't found any article's stating that this is your subconscious minds doing, some say it might be your circadian rhythm (internal body clock) but I personally assume that it's your subconscious and if you know loa let's just go with it.
The experiment is you controlling when you wake up. You might go "really, that's it?" but when you first do it and it works it'll feel a bit 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂, anyways here's what to do.
Go to bed. Doesn't need to be nighttime you just need to go to sleep for this.
While falling asleep tell yourself that you'll wake up in xxx hours/minutes. For example you go to bed at 00:00 and want to wake up in 8 hours, naturally that would be 08:00 so just affirm "I will wake up in 8 hours." or "I will wake up at 08:00"
Drift off to sleep~
Wake up and check the time and it should be the designated time.
This is actually a technique used a lot in lucid dreaming method's and could also be used in shifting/manifesting/void method's. Since the brain is just like a sponge when you wake up it absorbs any kind of information presented it with and sometimes induces "hallucinations". I'd recommend shorting the time you sleep if you're gonna use it as a method though. It's also pretty similar if not the same to SATS.
This has worked for me on multiple occasions and if you wake up and the time doesn't match when you wanted to wake up it might be because you already woke up earlier and just went back to sleep and forgot about it later, happened with me a few times but because of signals I remembered. I even got rid of my alarm for school because of this and I still woke up in time for school.
warning: if this post does NOT resonate with you or your beliefs feel free to ignore it, you don't need to send hate or make posts on how stupid this is or that it's wrong. some might misunderstand this post (like the last one) and make misguided comments, please think a little before you open your mouth :). yapping session is cause i'm really interested in this topic lol.
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27spoons · 12 days ago
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n....nat....nat reluctant princess au....
she completely goes against whatever her father wants... is very vocal about disliking the policies he has in place... at some point, she stops being included in courts bc she causes too much of a scene... ends up sneaking out regularly into the surrounding town where shes actually liked... ends up falling in love w a commoner, and when her parents find out they r PISSED... ends up running away w commoner lover bc she'd rather be poor and happy, than rich and hate her life...
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beadelmare · 25 days ago
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manifestation and shifting and all this stuff makes me genuinely so excited. like fym i can manifest anything i want and then if i happen to get bored i can just server hop into another fucking reality
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auspicioustidings · 5 months ago
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...so ftm Soap is for sure the bane of his surgeons life right? Like since they're building him a custom dick anyway can't he get a knot? If there's gonna be a pump for inflation for the whole thing there could even be a different chamber! Oh oh what if instead of using his own skin for a graft he convinces his team to donate some skin and they can patch work that? Can't ridges be added underneath the skin by just using a weird shaped implant? Oh actually he'd like it to be bumpy and irregular and he can bring in the dragon dildo he's thinking of.
Doesn't help that he also frequently brings in his team to show their dicks to the surgeon in close detail because he'd like certain parts to be similar. Gaz is the worst because he is just as giddy and full of batshit crazy ideas given that he is first in line to get dicked down when it's all done. Ghost is mostly questioning if his boy will still have a cunt or if him and Price are going to be double stuffing his arse from now on. The surgeon is once again praying for a swift sinkhole to open and take them away from his situation.
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suntails · 7 months ago
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totals ur drama
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mantequillamcwhoremick · 19 days ago
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My unpopular opinion is that I don't really see Kenny getting a bunch of tattoos. Or even piercings. Most I see him get is maybe Karen's birthday on his forearm or something, but I kinda feel like he'd avoid needles and pain whenever he can. He doesn't need to decorate himself like that or look edgier than he already is, he already has his curse following around and dragging him down like heavy chains.
Stan Marsh, however
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alleyesony0u · 4 months ago
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okay i'm only halfway through the second movie so please no spoilers but can we talk about the inherent dehumanization of becoming the parkour champion? evbo doesn't have a home, he doesn't need to eat food anymore, he literally lives at the top of the world and controls everything like some kind of god. he is no longer human, but because he is just so overwhelmed with the fact that he is finally at the top he doesn't even realize it. maybe that's why the last champion became so corrupt -- he realized his humanity had been stripped from him and he could use that against those he viewed as below.
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bitchslapblastoids · 2 months ago
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In the span of two weeks, I have now encountered so many separate instances both in person and online of people talking about dnp’s body weight…….??????? mostly dan’s, and I don’t want to get into specifics, but the comments have truly run the full gamut, and all I have to say is please stop. no matter what you feel like the tone of what you’re saying is, it isn’t helpful. it isn’t kind. It isn’t productive. It isn’t caring or supportive or celebratory or whatever the fuck. it’s weird and puts bodies in black and white boxes and treats them as though they by default deserve to be under scrutiny and aren’t given leeway to change or evolve without comment and should be held to some singular standard. and yeah it’s especially weird when the comment is explicitly critical, but the “positive” comments about someone’s weight or the comments of comparison don’t land well either. Idk I feel like I’m losing my mind bc I went years not seeing rly any weight talk and all of a sudden it feels like open season?
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winters-rose-daughterofcain · 7 months ago
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Romance and love are not a distraction. They are not lesser they are not frivolous they are not a silly childish expectation added to stories for a happier ever after. You are not better for not caring about romance, you're not smarter for being more interested in the main plot of a piece of media than the main couple. Romantic love is one of the strongest bonds we have, it can bring people together in a wonderful way and a well written relationship between people who love each other, can say more about philosophy and character and growth then most grand sweeping adventure. Finding love and keeping it, having trust in someone else and showing the venerability a relationship takes, fighting for another person, it's compelling. It pushes people to improve it brings out the best and sometimes the worst in them, it is humanity in the backdrop of war and tragedy and injustices that is the centre point, that's the hope of stories. Romantic love or a persons love interest is not a weak or pathetic motivation either, it's realistic. People will go through hell for the people they care about, for the people they love, and sometimes it's stronger than the noble plot focused reason you've decided should be their motivation. Some people- most people, don't want to save the word or repay a debt or discover some power in themselves, they want to keep the people they love safe, they want to stay with the person they love.
Obviously romantic love is not the only kind that can motivate someone, nor the only kind that can be fulfilling, nor dose it have to be the main kind of love in someones life. I agrees actually that platonic and familial love should be focused on more and respected more as it can be just as important as romantic. Just as, not more. If you're fine with the love someone feels for their sister or child bringing their motivation then anything they do that is motivated by love they feel for someone romantically should be just as valid. Romance dose not make something less deserving of respect, it dose not diminish it or make it simpler and it dose not take away from the message. A focus on the love of friends and family dose not take away from romantic love, people can love multiple people in different ways in equal amounts.
You're not better or smarter or understand the text's deeper meaning more because you want a traumatised young girl to end up alone and not with the person she loves because you don't care about the romance. Good for you you don't have too. No one has to care about shipping or relationships or romantic love, but it doesn't make you better than anyone that dose. The idea that romance has no value other than silly fan service and a distraction from the big important main plot is outdated, boring, over done, and quite frankly misogynistic in its conception and undertones. You don't like romance? Good for you!! You don't have to. You don't care about the relationships in a pieces of media?? Amazing!!!! No one is telling you to. You think platonic and familial should be focused on more and held to equal importance as romantic??? Oh my fucking god I agree with you what about that. But there is this weird superiority complex around SOME okay SOME people who find no interest in romance and it's fucking stupid.
Love holds value, it's a perfectly good and compelling and realistic motivation, romance can play an important role in plot and story and character, it can be an amazing way to explore philosophy and relationships and basic human feelings and experiences. There is so so much romantic love can add to a story, it's not a necessity no, just like romantic love is not a necessary part of some peoples lives, some stories don't need it. But some do. Romance can and dose hold value, and recognising, caring about, and analysing that has never and will never take away from any other part of a story.
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12am-motivation · 3 months ago
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me after reading ep 10
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florashifting · 1 year ago
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GUESS WHO GOT INTO THE VOID STATE TODAY AND WAS COMPLETELY AWARE OF IT? THIS GUY DID!
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interstellarrisa · 5 months ago
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Experiencing different realities
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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔
I'm currently thinking about how it would feel shifting from reality to reality and experiencing many wonderful things like exploring ancient ruins, fighting corrupted dragons, uncovering the secrets of the place you're in, falling in and out of love and even the daily silly things.
It feels so freeing knowing that this life is not all there is for me and that there are endless possibilities just waiting to be discovered. Imagine all the beautiful sights you'll see and the feelings that come with them. It makes me really excited thinking about it.
Most of us are shifting to media we've watched wanting to live through the plot, meet the people and experience the different worlds that exist but what about when you reach the story's finale? That bittersweet feeling that one might feel. When fighting the final battle for example and knowing that after this the reason you came here is over. It's different for everyone of course so what I am saying here might not apply to you, it's just some food for thought.
Imagining that serene feeling as you're sitting somewhere enjoying a good book knowing you have all that you want and that everything turned out just fine, for that it doesn't matter how long I spend on my journey.
Anyways.
Nowadays I'm too lazy for methods and since I've had many success manifestations I know that all I need to manifest/shift is that subtle knowing of already having it.
Good luck on your journey everyone!!
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(this post isn't meant to discourage or scare anyone i just wanted to post about shifting that wasn't about "how to shift 123" "this is what you're doing wrong part 637824" or any shifting discourse just shifting)
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ossiethegreat · 1 month ago
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I think color should think out loud slash mumble to himself a lot
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