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The album Phantoms by Marianas Trench is so bkdk coded!!!!!
Only the Lonely Survive, Don’t Miss Me, Glimmer, I Knew You When, Death of Me, UGH THEY’RE ALL SO GOOD
He’ll never scar you like I do, but he’ll never know you, not the way that I know you
Can we forgive and forget, can we lay to rest, can we catch a breath
Never more to leave here, you should never be here, I know my love can be the killing kind
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#bkdk#bakudeku#this is seriously in my top five favorite albums#idk if there’s another like it even#I mostly associate phantoms with Lockwood and co#and Anthony Lockwood specifically#but I pulled it out again today and got slapped in the face with bkdk#only the lonely survive???#about doomed love or love that hurts but you don’t care#plus it’s a bop hands down#‘I tell myself that I could do with the space between me to you#and I’m just a drink away from honesty so who knows what’s true but I’m wondering if maybe you don’t miss me too’#STOP#UGH I LOVE IT SO MUCH#glimmer is like dvk2 and immediately after#or death of me or I wish you were here#both easily kacchan dying#listen do yourself a favor and listen to phantoms#it’s an experience#and if you wanna talk about the way it starts from a place of sadness and loss and misunderstanding#then devolves more and more into madness until at the very end the only thing they can do is beg their loved one to stay#I am your gal#STAY#idc what anyone says#that’s all Kacchan and Izuku want from each other at this point anyway#just stay#stay here#stay with me#for the rest of our lives#I love it
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mama, the demons have held court and have sentenced me to death but I am still here under their reign, alive and breathing but within their chains and prison bars. I never intended to survive this long and I like to believe I've surprised them because within every poem is my quiet rebellion, my silent fight and war I wage on and unlike them, these will last long after I am gone. How beautiful a thing it is to be more than my suffering, more than the ending they would write for me. So no, I will never be free of these wretched beasts but their reign ends when I do and I hope, mama, that this is of some comfort for you. I may lose, I may lose, I still yet may lose - but every day I choose to persist, and despite their best efforts I exist, I exist I exist.
#poetry#poem#spilled ink#we broken things#we#broken#things#tw depression#depression#recovery#stay#please stay#just stay#prose#lit#alt lit
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why dont people want to stay..? is there something wrong with me..?
please dont leave me here alone again…
#trauma#traumacore#vent#tw vent#tw trauma#personal vent#abandonment issues#childhood trauma#childhood#dont leave me#why dont people stay#just stay#please
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wait, just went away for 2 days and now we have to pay rent? is it expensive?? 😫
LMAO !!! omg no please stay free of charge for you (and everyone please i don't want your money just your loveeee) 💖
#im kidding pls#i dont need anything from anyone#just stay#forever#that is enough for me babies#💖#iknowhowtobend
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled
#buny text#I'm fine i've just been staying up too late playing bg3 the past few nights#and then wanting to wake up before noon so my parents don't say anything rude to me so i end up getting less sleep to facilitate that#and it's catching up to me#i feel like this explanation maybe undermines my previous statement of 'I'm fine' a bit but I'm fine i promise#look at my lop posts boy
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering
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the angel staying over at my house asked for a nightlight in their room and i told them buddy, don't you produce your own light? what're you gonna do with more? and they said they wanted to see why people like it so much. and also that the nightlight i own is blue and they've been trying to understand color. anyways i think they've stared at it for an hour now
#pig originals#i am going to add to this tomorrow. don't know what this means yet but it's something#unreality#<- just in case. let me know if this needs any other tags#pig pens#hello i think the title for this will be 'the angel staying over at my house'. yes it is long i know
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HI IF YOU READ A POST SAYING 'IT SUCKS HOW EVERYONE ASSUMES WOMEN ARE STUPID AND THINKS THEY SHOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING VAGUELY RISKY EVER' COULD YOU PERHAPS THINK OF SOMETHING TO DO OTHER THAN GOING 'YEAH WOMEN ARE SOOOOO PARANOID AND THOUGHTLESS' MAYBE YOU COULD GO OUTSIDE AND FIND SOME INTERESTING BIRDS OR PERHAPS LEARN ABOUT IDENTIFYING MOSS
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what if thistle had confronted senshi before the story started?
#thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#senshi#dungeon meshi#thistle knowing senshi had been living in the dungeon for years haunts me#this intruder is staying out of my business so ill just leave him alone.#my art
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"Professor Sylvia Maxis, two-five oh-one two-six-oh-nine. I've been calling it the basement because it just sort of has basement vibes, y'know? Like, I think I'm underground-ish, so why would I go deeper? So it's probably not even a basement, but it feels like a basement? Like, ooh, spooky door that I can't get into! Total basement.
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I'm not a psychologist, but I think I'm going crazy. Is that seriously how quickly it happens? That's not fair. I haven't spoken to anyone in a month. I haven't seen any faces that aren't my reflection.
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Haha! Haha! I'm fine! It's difficult, but it won't be for much longer, I'm sure. Anyway. I've managed to find a very sharp little knife. I'm going to be using it to, ideally, not cut my whole hand off! I'm... I waited 'til now so I felt like someone was with me. I've been keeping these entries to keep myself sane, or at least as sane as possible. I just feel like I've got someone to talk to...
Haha. I already said that. A couple days ago. Anyway. [click]. Wish me luck, non-existent person. Please don't be a major artery, please don't be a major artery... [sharp inhale, elastic snapping]. Oh. Oh! Yay. Haha!
Wow, okay. Wow, I didn't think that through even a little bit! Wow! Wow, I'm so lucky that I don't have anything important there! I have no idea about biology! I almost just slit my wrist! Wow, I... Jesus Christ! Ahah!
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[inhale, exhale]
Okay. So, I've cut just at the wrist line - holy shit, thank God - and it looks like more than just my hand is fake. I probably could have cut higher, but this should do. I've cut through the weird gross skin stuff and exposed the hand. It looks like it's got metal plating on it. I can't really see all of it, though... Maybe I should...
[elastic stretching, gagging]
Ew. Well, I now have a disgusting pile of a disturbingly accurate replica of human flesh. But more importantly, an exposed metal hand! Still doesn't work, and it's pretty firmly plated, but it's visible! We take what we can get. I'll need a screwdriver or something, but I'm sure I've got one around here, based on all the screws and machine parts with screws holes in them.
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That's good for today, I think.
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Why do I want to stop? I just started! I'm not even tired. What's happening to -"
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#professor maxis audio entry#25th january 2609#entry eleven#professor sylvia maxis#bestie you cant go around stabbing your arms like that what if you hit something important#i said as sylvia was very bloody aware#shes so crazy#sylvias are social creatures if you put one by itself in a box you can watch it slowly go insane#anyway nap time for you sylvia bb <333#you dont need to do anything dw#dont do anything#just stay#we have plenty of time
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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Wolverine being a confirmed boy kisser by Hugh Jackman.
#I’m a gaslighter I know. I’m trying to change my deceiving ways#I love how actors stay in mind of their characters and he’s like ‘with my boyfriend’ sir stop PLAYING MIND GAMES with me ughh#hugh jackman#he did it audience dude and HE’LL do it again#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett#wolverine#xmen#poolverine#deadclaws#Interviewers is just like me hmm hmm#Fanboy: Don't do it Wolverine!#WOLVERINE: YES
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HOUSE OF THE DRAGON (2022-) SHREK (2001)
#shrek#shrekedit#house of the dragon#hotd#hotdedit#houseofthedragonedit#movieedits#moviegifs#filmedit#filmgifs#dailyflicks#cinematicsource#gotedit#gameofthronesdaily#queenage#targaryensource#targnation#tuserbea#hotdshrek*#mygifs*#userbecca#usergal#usermali#usertully#riveterema#userlin#usershelby#s2#just staying on brand over here 🤡
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