#just musing into the void
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I am cautiously excited about the new dragon age. DA2 is my heart game, and I remember feeling very sad that Inquisition, no matter how much I loved it, had character writing that never meshed with me as well. So I'm not expecting huge world changing things from DAtV but also do get a little kick from all the people saying it's going to be too much like DA2 as if that's a bad thing.
Also while Inquisition was not my favourite, it IS the place where I made Ista and the idea of being able to remake her in the new engine does have me a little emotional. I loved bringing Liadan Hawke into Inquisition, even if it did feel horribly right for her to stay behind in the the Fade (something i still feel like a monster about, ten years later.)
The audio dramas, for all that needing to listen to them gives me flashbacks to when I tried to get into FF15 a few years ago and ended up faced with a whole wall of lore not in the actual game, are very good. They make me want to know more about these characters, and maybe even write about some of them.
And the baby griffon makes me unreasonably happy.
#datv#just musing into the void#playing on console is going to feel bloody weird though#ista trevalyan#liadan hawke
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Dragon devouring the Light
#hollow knight#oc#my art#muse: Murky#eyestrain#happy dragon appreciation day#kinda#it's 1:30am#anyways... Murk Eater!#ironically eating Light#Murky's backstory is what was essentially supposed to be#artificially made shade lord#but stuff went wrong and they just remained a void hungry beast#if it was completed it would have went against Radiance#and well PK#or anything considered A Light#and destroy it
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thinking about I won't mind thinking about drunk thinking about bordersz thinking about golden thinking about scripted thinking about fresh air thinking about insomnia thinking about alienated thinking about gates of hell thinking about gave and most of all I am thinking about the unresolved chord at the end of it's you.
#the muse of my muse has died#there's just this pit of grief deep in my belly#I cannot even imagine what he's feeling right now. right before coming back and everything#zayn#liam#ziam#ziam gang if you know you fucking know what I'm saying about these songs#at least I hope you do because I feel like I'm just screaming into the void#zayn malik#liam payne
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Something about the first time Mihawk swings a sword it’s as a means to protect himself and escape
And everytime after that it’s because it makes him feel strong and he never wants to feel weak again.
#thinking about that “”I ask god to send me a swords man he says look at your hands quote#I just like the idea of tiny Mihawk needing saving but no one is coming so he has to save himself#I think that’s a world shaping thing to him#musings on Mihawk’s past#my favorite pastime#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#op#takanome mihawk#one piece thoughts
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had someone recently near-totally blow up their relationship with me bc they were afraid to fuck it up by talking to me and thus ruining my opinion of them, which was surely much higher from a distance. and from this? i have learned nothing.
#*takes long drag of cigarette* we're not so different you and I...#GENUINELY there could not be a clearer message from this world that i need to stop doing that. And Yet. 100+ unread texts#brb gonna slowly blow away as dust on the wind#liv shouts into the void#venti latte#sort of? im more like. musing. just being Friends right now.
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Should i post my side stories about Mayuri’s past in Vulpes?
I have a couple of things that revolve around his life before the soul society
And plus i just wanna write about his parents too lmao
#just screaming into the void#vulpes#fic musing#i love my bleach ocs what the fuck#though theyre barely bleach ocs
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meow
#wooooow daigo agaaaain. he's my muse ok i just can't stop drawing him whenever i have a random idea#i need an oc or smthn (<-- i say while neglecting the ocs i do already have)#dojima daigo#rgg#the void given form#i need to get csp ex i want more than 24 frames
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DATV Musings
Still pretty early in the game, but I'm really hoping they don't keep the nuance of the rebelling Antaam just locked in codices like they did with the Mage Templar war in Inquisition.
But based on the vibes... I'm not exactly hopeful. And
#yelling into the void#this isn't spoilers since the antaam situation has been out for 4 years at this point#But yeah. Given the models and what I'm seeing... kinda disappointed but not surprised#bioware critical#datv musings#I'm just rummaging around treviso right now
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sincerity is perhaps the most important thing in the world
#penni yeets her thoughts into the void#in so many different ways#a faculty member went with me today to an appt and his lockscreen is a picture of his wife (who I know and love) and he told me about their#wedding and how they met and his sincerity and kindness to me made a scary situation a thousand times better#and sincerity is so dear to me in friendships too. I miss sarcasm I think and playful rudeness rubs me the wrong way. sincerity is the way#to my heart#want to be friends with me? tell me about the thing you love. boom. friendship achieved. now sit here and listen to this story from dnd#just. idk. had the chance to muse lately#also! brief and vague medical update! still not healthy entirely but I have a diagnosis and medicine! I win!!!!!
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#i just *screams into the void*#song mingi#mingi#ateez#ateez mingi#the amount of crazy facial structures in ateez is like...........#they are a very aesthetic group#i mean that for art and editing purposes#if this was ancient times they would be my muses for sure#aesthetics doesn't always mean conventionally pretty#but they have something that you can't look away from#i do find him extremely pretty though#my lil lion cupcake
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Somewhat angsty void walker au
So Xisuma is born a void walker, not something you'd want to be born as, there's a lot of people out there that want void walker's abilities to walk in-between the worlds/servers/dimensions/what not
But Xisuma is a lost void walker, everything shifts and moves around in the void and he doesn't know where home is anymore
He's met a couple other void walkers and learned how to stay alive and stay away from people but other void walkers tended to put themselves first regardless of what it did to others
So Xisuma somehow ends up on the server, the other members are nice even if he's not too sure how to interact with them just yet, being friendly but keeping them away
It's probably the longest he's ever stayed in one place, with the same people, he freaks out a little when he's realized he's grown attached to them and doesn't want to leave
He freaks out more when he realizes that he's fallen for Etho, enjoying spending time with the fox hybrid and wanting something closer than friendship with him
They're laying on the kitchen floor of his base one night, not really talking about anything in particular when Xisuma feels brave enough to tell Etho a little about himself, it ends up that he shares a little more than he originally intended about what it's like to be a void walker
What it's like to not even trust your own shadow
But Etho sympathizes, he listens to what Xisuma rambles about and Xisuma tells him just how much that means to him
Etho has a soft, fond, look in his eyes when Xisuma tells him that
Xisuma doesn't need to look anymore, he's found his home
#Void walkers are loosely based off of the book interworld#i have a lot of thoughts about them#just about how lonely it must feel to know so many people with the same face but not really knowing who they are on a deeper level#it was originally going to be about Xisuma missing a Etho from a past world and feeling guilty about wanting this Etho as well#but ehhhhhh#might work on that another day#mouse muses#hermitshipping#ethosuma#xtho#etho#xisuma
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there was some display gallery showing off the various logos in hypmic and the ichikuu peeps on the tl were in shambles over both of them using halos in their mc name signatures lol
#vee queued to fill the void#i understand lol this is a pretty big deal like actually lol#one fan suggested an nb logo could have angel imagery since nb was under stairway to heaven#another in a very fast paced series of tweets cried about it being potential sign of ichiro and kuukou’s bond spanning from life#but even into their deaths and beyond when they reunite in heaven (and even pointed out the meaning of stairway to heaven)#and goddamn i sure love being jacked into the hypmic hive mind i can’t believe i was just musing about kuukou and death#and then directly got food for thought LOL but ichiro!!!!!!! i wasn’t expecting ichiro lol!!!!!!#but bb has been weirdly associated with christmas aka the birth of jesus#who gave his life for humanity and i am too in shambles no way does both ichiro and kuukou have self sacrifice themes NO WAY#god i remember when the hella awesome banquet mv dropped and bat fandom banded together to dissect the video#one person commented it’s strange to see kuukou in association with catholic/christian imagery#but posted a wiki article talking about the similarities between buddha and jesus and the ideologies in those religions#*crying* i even posted about it the black crown above kuukou’s head was both catholic and buddhist and meant to be beneficial for humanity#ichiro constantly being shaken to his core by sacrifices…….. him trying to show the nation the path of hope…………#this is so much lol i love getting food for thought from random observations and drops lol
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Chat I may have forgotten that Horuss is a Page of Void.
#Mage musings#I'm writing up my sections on Page of Void and was like#Haha yeah this is how they act. There's no character to reference so I'm just-#Wait a fucking minute.#YOU.
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//SO! Was thinking a little bit about my muse portrayal. I think I've grown too comfortable playing Lawrence... Submissively. I think I write him far too soft. He doesn't bare his teeth enough, and while I like playing him gentle, I have to admit I have been slacking quite a bit in giving him that sharp edge he has. I've never been very good at balancing soft but cynical, but this is something I will be trying to correct from this point onward.
#//It just gets a little bit too “THINK HARD NOW” for me sometimes#//Knowing he would try to appeal to his friends or try to play nice to keep the attention he so desires#//Yet would also go out of his way to secure his comfort zones and stand his ground- THIS is what I've been lacking on.#//I haven't been giving him that eagerness to remain comfortable. I haven't made him selfish enough.#//We can look forward to some muse molding. Thanks for understanding !!#ooc#screamo-mun#//I often forget he's.. YOU KNOW. Unforgiving in his actions.#//He's just as much a freak as Ren or dare I say Strade is#//I need to implement this in less “silly but creepy as fuck” ways and more “harmful and threatening” ways.#//IDK. WRITING IT OUT HELPS ME GRASP IT. ENJOY ME SCREAMING INTO THE VOID !!
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𖥨 ̟⊹ ♡ mutuals only ! open to f / nb !
" let's forget about last night . it shouldn't've happened . it , uh , wasn't very " ──── " it wasn't professional of me . "
#hart.#another test muse im just tossing into the void ??? yep#bodyguard / security for the wealthy n famous#frat boy turned Serious dude#still working out the finer details of him but he wants to not be a fuck up#n clearly he.... is not doin so hot lmaO
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Not me listening to this and always imagining how when Karlach ( @infernaliscor ) chooses death, the scenario in my head is that she shoved Minthara away from her so she wouldn't burn up with her. Then Minthara crying outright as she crawls back over to her and pushes her hands into her ashes and collapses onto her knees. Staring down at what's left of her love, her darling love, and just cries before she barely has enough lucidity to gather as much of her ashes as she can into a leather pouch. Where she then has two swords made from them, two swords that she carries on her back as she goes into Avernus herself, just as she promised Karlach, and enters the blood wars to make Zariel pay for ever laying eyes on her. With Karlach protecting her back just as she did in life ... swords she will plunge into the Arch devil herself, still killed by Karlach even in death.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ worse if she kills zariel ]#[ no matter how many years it takes ]#[ her daughter grows up- the home as she knows fades away fully etc ]#[ worse if as she sits on or near zariel's dead body she collapses on her knees again and turns her head back and screams ]#[ roars and then eventually it fades and she just cries because it did not kill her ]#[ worse if she feels purposeless because grief can kill elves remember that and she stands at the edge of a void or doom and stares#right into the pits and wishes to badly to find her love in oblivion and then she sucks in a breath of air ]#[ with Clive tied to her belt- with the heat of the swords made from Kar.lach's ashes ]#[ existing like k.arlach's hand on her shoulders and she remembers how she wanted life ]#[ remembers that she wouldn't want her to do this to herself and would want her live- and live FULLY and instead of looking into death#she turns away and leaves.. leaves the area.. leaves avernus. ]#[ and then as soon as her feet touch grass- she finally sees the world as k.arlach saw it when she first landed onto the coast ]#[ the world- after spending so many years in the Hells seeking vengeance- was suddenly brighter. ]#[ she could smell things.. feel the softness of the grass and the cool of the air and just..#sits by the river stretching her feet out and taking her shoes off to let it sit in the river ]#[ just as karla.ch was found when you first meet her - can eat and enjoy real food and water and drink. ]#[ understanding it now as she did all those years ago.. ]#[ purposeless now.. not knowing what to do now.. she returns to Bald.urs Gate. ]#[ and gets a house on the edge of the city .. just like k.arlach would have wanted and dreamed about. ]#[ welcome to my head everyone ]
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