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Late night ramblings, but I think I'm always gonna be a little but jealous of the dynamics y'all have got going between your muses. Like, I know it's the kind of thing that was probably built over a long times (maybe years) of RPing together, and I'm only a recent arrival so it's of course not gonna be something I'm gonna have with anyone yet, but-
Yeah. Jealous, lmao.
#call of the void || ooc#don't take this as me whining btw#i'm not trying to be negative about anything lol#just kinda an observation lmao
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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:
context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA
(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)
#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so#cw hospital#cw stroke#<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why#odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read#or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA#also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this#is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language#as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO#especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not#tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA#so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea#to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so#the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao#okay tag talk over#no stream time today because weather boooooo storms
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Big fan of whenever a creator from one of the other languages meets Bad for the first time and he tells them his name is BadBoyHalo and explains it to them
Then they fucking hit it off and later the creator explains to him that no, he is not a bad boy, he is a good boy, he is GoodBoyHalo
#then he stutters and exclaims that He Is A Bad Boy#like legit this has happened several times lmao#a non native english speaker will observe how lovely of a person Bad naturally is and just be like no you are not a bad boy#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#this immortal demon is literally one of the nicest guys ever but that's kinda normal here lmao#just ignore the people in his basement#had to laugh when it happened again today
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Somethin’ stupid
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#lyric comic#somethin stupid#by#Frank Sinatra#WOOO this is old and I’m still trying to develop a style so uhhh the style is VERY inconsistent here lmao#but my first lyric comic was worse so uhh#shadowpeach#uhh old trend lmao#shadowpiss 😔#fanart#digital art#lmk#lmk fanart#Lego monkie kid#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#the lil grinning faces in the first panel are meant to be rumble and savage#idk I just wanted to imply they were cheekily observing them on a potential date not date#THE INCONSISTENCE KILLS ME AHAH URG#drawing#my art#video version is on my Insta and tiktok yay#art#illustration#comic#purple#I like how the background came out kinda umm
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just had a realization as to why I find the Leave as Gods ending pretty chill and something I’d actually wouldn’t mind doing–
I’m nonbiney, xenogender, and relate more to abstract concepts than my own body, becoming a concept too great for anyone but yourselves and your literal soulmate to understand is literally my dream lmao.
#also. I fantasize all the time about just kinda becoming an transient ‘thing’ that can observe the world for eternity but doesn’t really has#to interact with it#so yeah. leaving as a god with my literal soulmate is my dream come true lmao#the Leaving as Mortals ending is very dear to me and the one I like exploring in writing more#but honestly. I’d hate going back to a human body that has to deal with things like Sensations#and Thoughts right after getting in touch with my abstract nature#anyway. this was just me rambling about my personal feelings on these endings#and my realization that my relationship to my own body and what ‘being a person’ feels like to me affects how I view these endings lmao#stp-posting#slay the princess#< yeah. sure. this is going in the main tag
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LOUMAND's OUTFITS IN DUBAI
that quote about how Armand's outfits always leave his neck exposed and open, because he doesn't really see anyone as a threat to himself because of his age and power (idk who said this, sorry. i figure it was someone from the costume department) got me thinking after last episode. this is what they started out looking like in the interview scenes in Dubai: Armand with a plunging neckline and Louis covered up as much as possible with his shirt of coice and always wearing black.
the first time this changes is in episode 4, which is where Armand learns that Louis had been hallucinating Lestat during their relationship. his neckline is deeper than ever, but for a change Louis' shirt is unbuttoned a bit as well. Notable is the black jacket Armand is wearing on top of his shirt, as he's not seen wearing black in Dubai before this.
so then I got curious, what about episode 5 where Armand's version of events is starting to get threatened by Louis and Daniel remembering his mindfuckery. turns out he starts and ends the episode wearing a turtleneck and high colloared coat. This is the most covered up the Dubai penthouse has seen him the entire season. him going out to hunt the crypto bro may be reason for this, but still. His outfit also got darker again, with the turtleneck being black and the coat a dark grey. Louis still wearing black, this time a comfy looking sweater.
moving on to episode 6, shit has hit the fan for Armand and he can't keep on pretending everything is just fine and dandy. Louis is still in his comfy black sweater, but we have Armand here with a black shirt, not too tight of a neckline but far more covered than in the first 4 episodes of the season.
and THEN episode 7, which made me start compiling this post. because look at this. Louis, for the first time in Dubai, wearing anything other than black AND a V-neck shirt. he's emotional about claudia's death and still angry about Armand's mindfuckery. and on the other hand we have Armand, who's most definitely more than aware of it, wearing black again and the same/similar shirt as last episode. this is the first time in Dubai Armand is more covered up than Louis.
well. in the finale they're both wearing the same thing as in the previous ep. Armand's web of lies got uncovered and in their last scene together he is far more vulnerable than Louis, outfit wise, for the first time looking anything other than impeccable with dirt all over him and cuts in his face and of course literally lying on the floor with Louis standing over him.
#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#iwtv#*my post#louis de pointe du lac#armand#kinda miss the slutty shirts ngl#idk what point i was trying to make here. just an observation i guess lol#i made this before the finale and then forgot to post it lmao and i just added the last part now so apologies if this doesnt make sense
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Gods part 2, electric boogaloo!
This time it's someone I don't think I've mentioned before-
Lady of Legend, Lady's (more reasonable and down-to-earth) sister! :D
#ttte humanized#ttte#art#ttte au#ttte lady of legend#ttte oc#i guess?????#she's kinda an opposite of lady#but she's a good guy dw#where lady is childish and carefree lady of legend is responsible and thinks before she acts#pretty much the only thing they have in commin other than having “lady” in their names is their fascination with the wingmen#as they just go about their everyday lives#tho lady is more open about it than her sister lmao#lady of legend is more the silent observer type#ella's drawings#ella's rambles#TECHNICALLY LOL#drawing
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So Linked Universe Hyrule Warriors is basically Tiny!Time (Mask) and Wind who end up fighting with Wars during his adventure and sorta mentoring him, right?
Well, I had a hilarious idea: what if Lana was trying to summon the Hero of Legend because of all of his exploits and experience, but she kept missing and that’s why Wind, Mask, Ravio, Marin and everyone else that’s Legend-adjacent shows up instead?
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#legend of zelda#hyrule warriors#lu warriors#lu wind#lu time#lu mask#lu ravio#I just think it’s hilarious that Legend kept narrowly avoiding ANOTHER adventure#and they kept MISSING because Legend was in Hytopia or smth#…now I kinda want that AU where Legend is in Hyrule Warriors and is SO DONE with everything and everyone#and Leg and Wars fighting like petty wet cats over the course of the game#and when LU kicks off they have this hidden developed rapport that is super complicated#because to the outside observer they seem like they despise one another#but the two are actually as thick as thieves and have a grudging respect for each other#and their ribbing is their love language for one another#but dude really was dodging the draft huh? lmao
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'compliments to the chef!' the chef is currently waving around the steak hammer going 'COCK AND BALL TORTURE' so i think i'll let this one slide. have a nice day tho
#i just came round the corner like 'can you do some fries for table- what are you doing.'#literal five year olds im telling you. he even had the grace to look embarrassed#it was so dead today that my manager had me take ALL THE ALCOHOL OFF THE SHELVES AND DUST THEM#it was kinda funny tho bc basically our bartender today was this one lad who's worked there even longer than i have#AND as a full-timer so he's regarded as like a Knows All kind of worker at my place he's very VERY respected#even though he is just some 20-something guy lmao. and on top of him being our best bartender i in comparison am not even bar trained#everything i know about the bar has been picked up on shift just from observing in fact he's taught me 99% of ALL OF IT#so between the two of us it's not even a COMPETITION#like he has me FLOORED when it comes to bar. so it was absolutely a skill thing but the conversation was:#my manager: i need you both to clean the shelves but if there's customers dan will take the bar and hella you clean#my manager: *silent for 2 seconds. eyes widening* IM NOT BEING SEXIST BY THE WAY#LIKE KING NO ONE SAID YOU WERE 😭#i of course jumped on it i was IMMEDIATELY like 'idk mate it sounds like an HR complaint to me'#man was DISTRESSED lmfaooo#hella slaves to capitalism
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This is so stupid but like. There have been fics where I've wanted to go into more detail about the process of being admitted to the hospital through the ER, but skipped it bc I couldn't find any good in-depth sources to make it realistic. But there frustrating part is that I've BEEN admitted to the hospital through the ER, I just can't remember the important parts 💀💀💀
#i was more or less completely lucid i just have adhd#what i dont remember: who spoke to me or what they said. how i got into bed. what unit i was in. if i rode in an elevator (i must have?)#what i do remember: being made to fill out a form re: my 'religious needs.' marking 'atheist'. waking up alone except for a priest praying#over me. an unattended minor. without my consent. after i had specifically marked 'no' on that religious needs form#wow u guys are getting the ethereousdelirious deep lore lmao#anyway. in hindsight. that was deeply violating and upsetting. should probably speak to a therapist about that.#since im oversharing: i graduated at 17 and passed out from dehydration after my grad night. in the urgent care my ekg was abnormal enough#that i was admitted to the hospital overnight for observation. i rode in an ambulance and everything :)#my official diagnosis was: um yeah that kinda happens sometimes i guess /shrug#and ive been more or less fine since#sometimes caffeine TANKS my blood pressure though. it's the weirdest thing.#anyway.#ethereous speaks
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Real quick 3 things!
1) I know the "Lyoko Warriors" were all hella committed to the group and the missions but from what I remember and am witnessing in my slow rewatch...Ulrich was the realist. Like...is his dedication even properly appreciated? Aside from all of them risking life and limb... So far as I've seen (and remembered) Ulrich in particular has: leveled with and helped Jeremy from day 1 with like no fuss; found a trustworthy member for their group(Yumi); continues his karate training with extra combat classes to continue performing his best in Lyoko; will put his stoic reserved self out there and suffer public embarrassment for even the chance of helping "the mission"; will make deals he detests with even Sissi to help his friends; has actually found his way to his friends to help them in Lyoko while suffering memory loss; has faked an injury in an important game he needed to win to gain approval from his (fanon theorized abusive) dad; had memorized an unclaimed winning lottery inorder to help his financially struggling friend inorder to keep the group as a whole, together; and of course the way he's just sorta always there for any of them and being encouraging even if he's feeling snarky.
I'd honestly like to see the UlrichxEmily timeline. Bro don't deserve the grief Yumi insists on giving him. Like I used to ship them fully despite how frustrating they were but Yumi was lowkey messy💅🏽
She literally strung him along in her confusion (and bcuz I think she liked that he liked her) and refused to talk feelings despite his confessions and efforts and the mixed signals she'd give. But anytime she's jealous over him seeming close to another girl she acts like an angry entitled girlfriend. Yet as I recall, had the nerve to be upset when he acted similar about William. Requiring Ulrich to gain forgiveness as YET when things are reversed its still Ulrich who has to gain forgiveness and explain himself.
I'm not caught up to William's time yet tho so maybe it's different from what I remember 🤔
Regardless it's made me more frustrated with Yumi because I don't think the fandom appreciates the emotional damage she's doing to this boy. Growing up I was frustrated with both but most others thought Ulrich was the problem from the start.
Like...No? Actually.
Ulrich, when tricked by Sissi, thought Yumi liked and confessed to him 1st. He was confused and concerned and ultimately a gentleman about it and took it seriously. Our boy actually took the time to REALLY think over his feelings and determination to proceed with something more with Yumi, someone he'd apparently hadn't really viewed that way before until he believed he was confronted by Yumi's "true feelings" from the girl herself.
Only for her to ignore his reciprocal confession with the reveal that she had never written him a written confession. Mortifying enough but the interaction happened in public where he was also loudly mocked by onlookers(and the culprit Sissi) which...woof. I currently have no words for how AWFUL it must feel.
And while Yumi vocalizes maintaining their friendship she never rejects him and gives him signs both subtle and nit that she's interested but anytime he tries to get an answer, attempts to communicate (despite the clear awkwardness and hesitation he has likely from that 1st confession) she tends to: ignore him, blow up at him, or pleads with him to drop the topic and for both of them to never speak of it if not try to forget it happened.
And I find it astounding how much of it I apparently don't remember because all I recalled b4 the rewatch is Ulrich confessing from a misunderstanding and getting turned down only for Yumi to start liking him back and not want to admit it. And Yumi being really damn weird jealous about Emily to then still not be with Ulrich after almost kissing him. AND HE STILL RESPECTS HER REQUESTS AND GOES AT HER SPEED DESPITE HIS INSECURITIES ON HOW SHE GOES ABOUT IT.
Clearly, kid me had good tastes when deciding he was my favorite.
~Anywho~
2) Sissi is pretty great as a character. Like other than the absolute savagery she'll display when choosing violence (as I've mentioned in a previous post) that girl shamelessly proclaims to all that she is not only an icon but also 🤌✨️ The Drama💅🏽✨️
It actually kinda took me until this moment:
to realize that maybe there was legit reasons for why it kept being implied and outright stated that she’s pretty much the most popular girl and considered one of the prettiest there. Pretty and popular enough to warrant her own fanclub somehow too.
And realizing all the bits of info they give of her makes it clear to me that Sissi is actually an interesting character. Unlike other popular mean girls the main cast doesn't like that I could name coughcoughMandyfromcoughTotallySpiescough
I mean they show she's not academically inclined but she's clearly capable of getting the necessary grades, she's a people person/social butterfly who knows how to persuade or even manipulate others, she has wit and some athleticism, and despite her blunt abrasiveness can actually be nice, helpful and caring. She's also a girl of her word.
So far as I can tell every time she makes a deal, even nasty ones she orchestrated, she keeps her word. Whether that's talking to her dad the principal on another's behalf, providing a role in a play to a girl she doesn't like inorder to help with her parental problems (Yumi), or being a distraction.
When someone is really hurt she's willing and wanting to help.
She got two weird little self professed fanboys wanting to follow her around and she actually gave them a chance to explain themselves (shown to be due to her vanity) and at some point actually befriended them to where she willingly hangs out with them in public and private, knows personal things about them and their interests/insecurities.
She's also pretty observant. And a little silly just cuz she can be.
It's a shame they didn't keep Theo in the time line where he was fast tracking to be Sissi's boyfriend.
How awesome would it be to have Sissi mellow out quicker, gain less and less interest in Ulrich romantically, and manage to keep the tentative almost friendship she wants to form with Ulrich and his group.
And before I forget, if She's the school cheerleader where are the other members??? There should be a squad.
And now 3!
Jim is kinda strange as a faculty member and teacher. Like he's obsessed with rules and quick to think the worst of the Lyoko gang for...what reason?
No seriously I don't get it. Especially when we're in the timeline where he caught Jeremy and Ulrich spray painting him as awesome royalty on a school wall.
Like most of the things they'd be in trouble for are reversed with time travel anyway so the amount of times they're seen sneaking or hanging out would be a fraction of the amount it actually is. Infact there were several moments of one of the kids being stopped by or observed by a overly suspicious teacher (typically Jim) when they aren't actually doing anything to cause alarm bells.
Like Yumi rushing from point A to an unknown point B with a book.
Or Jeremy reporting a trashed area and clearly upset by the shock.
Or Odd being accused of stealing a laptop when he could have just as easily been looking to use it while in the room-maybe sit on the floor since yknow you can DO that kinda thing with a laptop.
Or the group hanging out in the dorms outside of classes, even if its nice outside that isn't weird.
And all the kids have a decent to great reputation from their peers to their academics so why they get those looks and assumptions
at inappropriate times is just weird as hell to me.
#yeah I know it wasn't quick so what?#code lyoko#Sissi might be my new favorite lmao#Ulrich Stern is best boi#rewatching the series slowly still#things are funny#some things are a lil confusing to me#Yumi Ishiyama is lowkey giving toxic and I don't like that for her#lyoko warriors#the teachers are kinda weird#my thoughts#ranting ngl#lowkey venting#this is a good show still#sissi is savage and honestly hilarious#i enjoy observing these characters#so much personality#just some thoughts I had
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all i do all day long is talk to myself about the stuff i know and pretend that i’m being interviewed. like ya know? sometimes i just want to be asked about my special interests like i’m on oprah and everyone’s dying to hear my answer.
#i went for a walk today and i was literally talking to myself the entire time#i kinda stopped when i saw someone but i’m sure at least one person observed my behavior lmao#anyway idk. just thinking about that#lyd says things#autism
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found this older render of the hub area on hypixel's twitter while i was snooping around
look at her. glorious. miss u </3
#i was not just snooping around i was sifting through a mostly-dead roleplay account JHDJDH#i was never involved with the roleplayers but they are so fun to observe#i did the same thing in the zelda fandom lmao. never interacted just kinda 👁️👁️#chat#sb
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IMAGINE CREATING AND INHALING TOXIC GAS LMAO COULDN'T BE ME 😂😂
#dude how was I even supposed to know#I'm just chilling testing for conductivity#(basically the bulb would turn on if it conducted electricity)#and then the doctor said to turn off the thingy immediately after we'd got our observations recorded#bc the compounds we're working with create toxic gas#YOU COULD'VE SAID THAT SOONER DOCTOR 😭😭😭#chemistry is wack I'm telling you#it was even the gas used in wwii so it was NOT safe in the slightest#kinda makes me wonder why we were even creating it in the first place 💀#it wasn't even the most corrosive compound we were using today 🤡#I forgot the name of the compound with the gas lmao 💀#anyways that's my story of poisoning myself basically#I'm okay tho#lungs and heart and throat been acting up but I'm all good
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something very funny is that since like. i barely interact w shit on this acc, i genuinely never get notifs here EXCEPT. for the drawings i posted of that one webcomic (which i still love. not saying that i cringe at it or anythin. just waitin on updates) (it WAS the thing that rly inspired me to get back to drawin after all)
so like. every few days i get a notif of it lmao, completely randomly. just like. im chattin w someone or browsing an online store and then a notif pops out out of nowhere reminding me of those posts
#not saying anything bad!#just a casual observation#this post was spurred by me having a crisis on how to handle art accounts#(ie. im trying to separate art thats like. i can show to real life people with like-#well youre on my acc rn#with art thats gay and furry lmao#and i kinda wanna just detach this acc completely to my irl-safe art acc so ill prob delete the reblogs here to that acc)#but anywho! like#i made a new account for my new art n online persona so ill probably leave this account#who knows; if you're reading this because of that webcomic fanart theres a chance ill post one there lmao#itll be easy to figure out if it's me#for gods sake im gonna carry over part of my tagging system there#anywho#thisll prob be my last post here.#just a chill lil reflection#ciao#sho.scrambles
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kinda personal (again)
The other day I was scrolling through ig reels and a dude talked about how you don't really need to know every single thing about anatomy to draw accurate/good proportioned bodies, but instead have a good sense of spatial awareness and... Fuck man. I don't have that.
I suck at it so badly in every sense of the word... Like I have had a ton of bruises for being clumsy and hitting myself with furniture or things. I often miss a step and fall of my ass (one memorable time I fell down the stairs like a turtle -bc I had a backpack- and couldn't stand up. Fun times). I also can't seem to draw things without having to check over and over with references (And I still can't get them to look right! And don't get me started at perspective or backgrounds. I've literally cried for/because of those fuckers. That's also why I get so weirded out/perfectionist/nitpicky about my own stuff. Because I can't seem to look at it with "normal" eyes. I've tried, it doesn't work). I often have difficulties with a lot of shit because of it and then some (yay for having a roomba brain, I guess).
And it's not something I can really get better at fast or without a lot of work and time (and patience! Something I also lack, because who has time for that. I need things like yesterday! Chop chop brain. And shit... I can't really wait for stuff man) sure I can have some cheats and help (and the delightful use of references, muaks) , but I can't get better at it in a timely manner (meaning now or soon and for forever. Because I constantly forget how to draw and how to paint and other stuff. It's a real struggle. Also for me to use references means to do a finished drawing and that means fatigue and suffering and nitpicking and self doubt). I never knew about this when I was younger and I never thought it was weird or a symptom of something else. I was always just clumsy, couldn't differentiate from left and right and drew weird proportioned bodies besides other "weird" shit. I didn't have a clue because people (adults) didn't have a real problem with my behavior or way of being because I was overall a good student/kid and had good grades and was mostly quiet (I don't blame them nor my parents, it's just weird to be like that since forever and suddenly realize I can't function like I should as an adult or that I have disabilities that have always been there. The chronic pain doesn't help either, but hey! I'm trying and my life is normal-ish so it isn't terrible. It's just annoying and difficult sometimes)
The point is!!! I'm shit at spatial awareness and I get frustrated because I want to be better at it without the constant fight and struggle!
#It's like when a dog wants to play ball but doesn't want for you to take the ball from em to be able to throw it.#Just throw the ball! Don't take it from me! Kinda thing#That's how my brain works lmao#Who would have thought that having adhd and -most than likely be audhd. Bc hey I haven't been tested for the other yet- would be so weird#I mean sure I've been like this my whole life but to suddenly have an explanation and reason of being?#And that my failings and struggles are mostly bc my brain functions differently?#Besides that my body -mostly my head- hates my guts and can and will make it know every single week (The fucker)#Idk I just needed that thought to leave my body and be placed into the void that is Tumblr#kinda personal#Also hey I will try my best to keep being better and drawing what I like... I'm just slower and more self-conscious about it#Also! I studied anatomy at uni! It was nice but didn't help much! Because I didn't know I had a problem with stuff at that point#Now I know and actually try to observe and deconstruct stuff into more simple shapes. Is hard still! But I'm trying!!#The perfectionist and self doubting asshole that lives rent free in my head doesn't help. But I'm trying!#I don't like to talk about my struggles (even less being really serious about them) because I feel they're excuses and also bc-#I don't like to parade my problems on the internet or to ppl in general (I've over shared info before. It's not fun or a wise thing 2 do)#But I found this kinda hilarious because I love to draw and I want to draw but I can't even do that without problems lmao#Also I've always talked and referred to my bran is roomba brain bc it's funnier that way
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