#ive talked about it here and there before but it's about a college kid who is a ritual sacrifice who comes back from the sacrifice

[deadtower]

(drags myself in, covered in blood) first chapter of Deadname... edited

[andiberzatto]

WallFlower (College!Carmy Berzatto x Reader)

SUMMARY: you and carmy meet at a frat party and instantly he is consumed by you. (shy flirting, heavy petting, backseat car sex, kinda submissive carmy)

"not much of a partier?" you ask the lowkey awkard guy who's leaned against the wall of the frat house smoking a cigarette. you'd noticed him throughout the night being talked to by girls but they dropped like flies at his short responses. so you tried your luck.

he snorted a laugh, shaking his head. "Nah. a bit too loud f'me.." he says projecting his voice a bit to make sure you hear him over the latest Migo's song that was blaring through the speakers of the house. he brought the cigarette to his mouth, his gaze dropping to the dance area of the living room. he watched people moving together, dancing and grinding in a haphazardly drunken manner.

"so why show up? you here with someone? or for someone?" you ask softly prying more info out of the magic 8 ball of a man with little response above a couple syllables.

"my friends dragged me out here." came his characteristically short reply. he flicked his cigarette over a plastic ashtray on a nearby table and sighing quietly. "and you?" he asked, raising a brow, "are you here by yourself?"

she nods, "yeah I guess im more of a social butterfly."

"I can see that" he commented jokingly as he leaned back to his position on the wall, folding his arms across his broad chest. he studied your face closely, a small almost unnoticable smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

you hold your hand out as if asking for a hit of his cigarette, "can I?"

"Knock yourself out.." he replied nonchalantly, bringing the cigarette to his lips and taking a long drag before holding it out for you. he watches silently as you took a puff and exhaled the smoke before handing it back.

he took it back from you, your fingers brushing lightly. he stuck it back between his lips. "I dont believe I got your name," he said as he exhales the plume of smoke.

"you can call me y/n/n"

"y/n/n" he repeated quietly. tilting his head to the side. an almost unnameable expression passing over his features. "I like that. its cute."

you nod, "I like you carmy... youre interesting."

he shrugs, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. nobody had ever called him interesting, it was a nice change of pace. "is that a good thing in your book?" he inquired, a smirk crossing on his lips. hes trying so hard to be effortlessly smooth. his gaxze remaining looked on you.

you nod, "yeah. I could be drinking and dancing but somehow im sitting here playing 20 questions with the wallflower. this is... nice"

he let out a short, quiet laugh at your words. wallflower... he had been called that many times before. it was a rather apt description for him. "well, if it makes you feel better.." he started, exhaling another ring of smoke above his head, "ive never been talkative... so youre kind of getting more from me than most ever will."

you nod, " I noticed you turning down those girls so I figured id give it a shot."

he chuckled in amusement, truly you were working on him. getting carmy to have a conversation let alone care about it was a feat. "I guess its working?"

"I mean we are having a conversation right?"

he shrugged, leaning against the wall and tilting his head to observe you, "cant really say its boring if im willingly talking to you, can i?"

"this is very tue." you say raising your red solo cup in a mock salute and taking a sip before setting it down.

"so.." he drew out a breath, "you uh wanna get some air? its kinda getting stuffy in here." his eyes searching for the door to the patio.

you nod, softly grabbing his arm to lead his through the sea of college kids. he followed you silently,the cool night breezing hitting his warm flesh.

"its pretty nice outside tonight, kinda warm but not oo warm." you make light conversation.

"yeah... I like it. its much quieter out here too." he agreed, shoving his hands in his pockets as he looked up at the sky. "I think I can actually see stars out tonight."

you nod, leaning against the siding of the frat house.

he followed your lead,leaning against the siding next to you. he crossed his arms over his chest, his gaze remaining on the stars. "im surprised that no one else is out here taking advantage of the nice night." he mused, tilting his head to the side to look at you.

you smile, giving him a sidelong look, "we got our own little bubble out here." it was cheesy and you knew it the moment you said it but it just came out, something about him made you say it.

he returned the smile, turning to face you completely. "yeah... I guess we do." he paused for a moment, studying your face. he took in your features, the way the moonlight feel on your skin.. it was like seeing you for the first time with new eyes. he pushes himself off the wall, taking a step closer to you.

you look up at him softly, trying to figure out his next move.

he raised a hand to gently tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch is light and almost hesitant. he was treading unfamiliar territory here, unsure of what he was doing or what the hell he was allowed to do. but something about you drew him in, making him want to risk it. "I dont... do this alot. but I feel something for you.."

you look up at him, " I guess thats a good thing."

"yeah" he agreed, his hand remaining tucked behind your ear. his thumb gently strokes the skin of your cheek, entranced by the feel. his gaze lowered to your lips, he hesitated for a moment before asking, "can I try something?"

"depends what it is.." you reply softly.

"I was thinking.." he leaned in even closer, his voice dropping to a low whisper, "that maybe I could see how soft your lips feel against mine?" he is so bad at flirting and dirty talk but even his genuine questions feel blush worthy. its a mindboggling thing about carmy.

"I think maybe you should.."

his heart clenched in his chest. his breath hitching at your words. he cant believe hes actually getting this far with you. you.. you wanted to kiss him. it was unreal. he nodded quickly, his gaze still locked on your lips. his other hand rising to cup your face. "if youre sure.."

"carm... dont overthink this.." you say softly, reassuring him.

he let out a shaky exhale. his fingers tighten soflty on your face, a more sure grasp. he nods quickly, his gaze flicks up to meet your own for a moment then back to your lips. "I wont" he murmured, a hint of nervousness in his voice, "I just.. ive never really... I dont wanna mess this up okay?"

"oh god youre a sweetheart" you mumble, it was supposed to be an internal thought but it fumbles from your lips.

he huffed a quiet laugh, a small sheepish smile on his face. "maybe.." he muttered, his gaze fixed on your lips "but right now im just scared ill make a fool of myself."

"carmy... kiss me please." it was a soft plea, more or less wanting to break him from his nervousness.

he leaned in closer, bringing his face just inches from your own. "yeah...yeah,okay... ill kiss you" he started, "just... just promise me you wont think im bad at it, yeah?" he mumbles a bit insecure.

you smile softly, "I wont I promise, sweetheart."

he closed his eyes, savoring the sound of sweetheart rolling of your tongue directed towards him again. god he was a goner. he finally closed the last remaining distance, kissing you with a gentle hesitant kiss. he exhaled softly agaisnt your lips, his heart pounding in his chest. he was moving entirely off instinct. tuggling your body closer.

you let yourself be tugged closer, wrapping your arms loosely around his neck, one of your hands find their way into his curls.

he deepened the kiss at the feeling of your hand in his hair, the feeling of you against him was driving him crazy. his tongue traced the seam of your lips, silently asking for permission. he pressed himself closer. his bodt thrumming with want and need for you. a long almost feral groan escapes him as his tongue tangled with yours, he gently guided you backwards, pressing you against the siding of the frat house. he wanted to feel every inch of you against him. to memorizd the contour of your body.

you moan in the kiss, god this shy boy was something else. making you feel things no guy ever had.

he broke the kiss, his lips traveling down to your jaw, pressing light kisses along the skin there. his hands roaming lower, moving to your hips and pulling you impossibly closer. he cant get enough of you. the way you tasted, the way you fit against him. he needed more. he sucked o your neck when you gasped at his lips on your neck, leaving a small mark there. his lips moved down, nipping and biting at the skin on your collarbone as his hands slide under your shirt.

you arch into his touch, god were you really gonna fuck against the side of a frat house right now?

he could feel himself becoming lost in you. all he wanted was to hear you moan, whimper and gasp for him. he pushed his body flush against you, hiking your leg up around his hip to grind against you.

you moan soft and breathless in his ear, "carm-"

he shivered at the sound of his name on your lips, his fingers digging soflty into the skin of your thigh, "say my name again... please." he murmured against your skin, his voice strained with need.

he groaned and he ground against you more, he needed to be closer, to feel more, it was so overwhelming. he kisses and bites and sucks on any part of you he can to calm himself down.

you pant and gasp, your head tilted back against the siding of the house. "carmy ... do you wanna.." you start to ask breathlessly.

he pulled back just enough to look at you. his gaze is cloudy and his breathing ragged. his chest heaving and his hands clenched on your body. "want to what.." he asked, his voice low and strained.

"you know.." you say blushing softly, " I mean we dont have to do more than dry humping if you arent comfortable.." this was the first time youve talked boundaries with a guy, normally you wouldnt put any thought into it but carmy was sweet.

"how far do you wanna go tonight?" you ask soflty.

he inhaled deeply trying to steady his racing thoughts. how far did he want to go? hell, he wanted all of you and desperately. but there was something else. hesitation. "I... I just want... whatever youre willing to give me." he said finally, his fingers drumming on the soft skin of your thigh absentmindly.

you kiss him, "ill give you all of it tonight.. or we can wait? if you dont wanna do anything outside.."

he kisses back fiercly and pulls back resting his forehead to yours "I dont.. I dont want to do it outside..." he mumbles between kissing you more, his voice low and gravelly. "we should.. we should find somewhere more private.."

"did you drive here?"

he nodded, reluctantly pulling away from your lips. he pulled his keys out of his pocket. "yeah my apartment is a short drive from here."

he smiles and takes your hand gently in his. leading you to his car, he cant believe a girl like you is choosing to spend your time with him.

you get in and buckles, watching him walk around, he drives a midsized car. Grey Honda Accord. tell you alot about him.

he slides into the drivers seat, putting the keys in the ignition. the car was fairly new, the new car smell lingered alongside the scent of his cologne and cigarettes. almost as if he could hear your thoughts he says "nice huh?"

you nod and opt to make a joke, "absolute pussy wagon."

he snorts and rolls his eyes, shaking his head as he backs out of the space. "yeah,yeah,yeah whatever." he chuckles at your teasing before adjusting the mirrors. "so you still willing to give it all to me tonight?" he askes casually, his tattoed hands flexing on the steering wheel.

you smile and laughs, "you driving a honda accord isnt a deal breaker, no."

he chuckles and nods, "noted." his free hand moving to her thigh to rub soft circles.

you rest your head on his shoulder making a heat softly pool in carmys stomach at such a simple gesture. his fingers graze up your thigh lightly testing the waters. his eyes bounce from the road to you to check your reaction before settling back on the road. the sight of you biting your lip was all he needed to softly graze your clit with his thumb as he drove.

you let out a soft gasp at the brush to your clit making him grin. his thumb presses in soft circles as he drives, hes good at mutitasking hand eye coordination.

he pulls into the parkinglot for his apartment building, quickly shutting off the car to focus his full attention to you. looking at you with your head against the car seat, soft moans spilling from your plump lips as he circles your clit a bit more pressure. god it made him borderline feral for you.

you kiss him sloppily as you moan against his mouth. his tongue pushing inot your mouth, the sweet taste of him invading your senses again as he strums your clit with his thumb. it made you ache and whine for more.

he groans softly at the whine, taking in your breathlessness and your hooded eyes.

"carmy... I need you... please." theres no chance in hell youre walking and waiting til they get to his bedroom.

"yeah? you need me?" he asked softly, caressing your cheek.

he gets out and scoots the drivers seat up, openning the backseat up for more wiggle room. it was a decent size car but carmy was a pretty bulky guy now.

you crawl into the backseat, "on your lap or laying down?"

"my lap." he answers with no hesitation, he needs you as close as possible.

he groans soflty as you climb onto his lap, his hands immedietly find purchase on your thighs. hes so overwhelmed by the feeling of you against him again, he cant help but grind up against you.

"you prefer to see my face?" you ask wanting to know his preference.

he pauses at the question, trying to focus his brain for a second. he takes in the sight of your face flushed and your breathing heavy. it seals the deal for him.

you grind against him, letting yourself move with the pull of his hands. kissing down his neck, "need it carm.."

he lets out a strangled moan at the feeling of your lips on his neck. his head falling against the car headrest. "yeah? you need it huh?"

you nod, moving to unbuckle his belt, "is this okay?"

his hands move down to yours helping you take his belt off and undo his jeans. he gives a short nod, his breath already ragged as he looks at you, his gaze nearly desperate.

you kiss him as you reach down to pull him out of his boxers, stroking him softly before asking, "can i sit on it... now?"

he let out a strangled groan at her ask, his eyes close as your lips trail down his neck. he nods quickly, "yeah... yeah, go ahead and sit on my dick... baby please."

you line yourself up over him, running the thick head of his cock through your folds making him almost whine.

"baby please dont tease-" but his pleas is cutshort in his throat at the feeling of your velvet walls wrapping around his cock. his eyes screwinng shut and his jaw clenching as he let out a low groan. he was so on edge. he couldnt stop the sounds escaping his lips as you took all of him inside of you.

you caress his cheek, wanting his eyes back on you, "how does that feel?" you check in, you can gauge by his moans its good but you want to hear It from him.

he takes a few seconds to breathe, trying to find his voice again. his body trembles softly as he opens his eyes to look at you"so good... so godamn good.." he managed to get out between breaths. his fingers flexing on your hip as he fights the urge to thrust up into you.

you nod softly, "can I start to move?"

he manages a groan and nods rapidly. he wanted nothing more than for you to make him fall apart completely.

he let you lead, relaxing back against the seat his eyes on your form. he could feel every movement, everybreath. his head was spinning, his fingers gripping your thighs so hard hes sure he will leave bruises. he was too far gone to care, "f-fuck.. you feel so good.." he murmurs, his thumb rubbing circles on your hip.

his fingers leave your hip to tangle with your hair, pulling you down to kiss him. he kisses you sloppily and furiously. god it was kinda hot how just the feel of your pussy was enough to make him this undone.

he was hanging on by a thread. anythinng and everything you could give him he would devour.

you start to bounce on his cock, moving your feet for leverage. "hows this?"

god if carmen thought he was a mess before, he was completely wrecked now. everything is a blur, the feeling of you and the sounds you made were all he could focus on. hes losing control, he doesnt know how much longer he can last. "yeah... oh god... yeah, thats so fuckin good... dont stop.. dont ever stop... please." the string of words tumble from his lips as a stream of consciousness.

you keep the pace, caressing his cheek, "you look so handsome baby.." you purr, as he looks up at you from his tilted postion against the car seat, he doesnt even have the power to lift his head the pleasure is so good.

he cant speak at this point, just moans spilling out of his mouth as you talk. his gaze is fuzzy and blurred. but youve never been more beautiful to him when his gaze refocuses in and out.

you lean in, your chest now against him to whisper in his ear, "you close baby?"

he manages a nod, "yeah.. yes... really close...dont stop please.." he mumbles, "I need you... I need you to make me cum for you-" he gasps softly as he thrusts up to meet your downward motion.

your hips never faulter, "how close baby?"

his head falls forward, buring in the crook of your neck as he tries to focus. hes right there, so agonizingly close to the edge but not quite over the edge. "r-really close.." he manages to choke out, "almost... almost there...please dont stop.."

you hold him against your body, one hand cupping the back of his neck. letting him kiss and suck and bite on her neck and shoulder, "mhmm there you go baby.."

he moans against your neck. the feeling of you holding him sends him reeling over the edge. he cant stop himself from letting go. "im... im gonna.." he gasped out, his body goes tense as he held tightly.

you nod, "let go baby... dont fight it.."

he moans your name loudly as he cums . his body shaking and jolting against yours as he rode out his orgasm. his head resting on your shoulder, his face buried in your neck as he catches his breath. "f-fuck that was...wow...just wow..."

softly they start to untangle after a bit of cuddling and redress. his eyes watch as you start to fix your appearence. god he thought you were the prettiest person in the universe.

he kisses you softly, stealing some kisses and kissing your cheek, "lets go inside before someone comes out and sees us.."

[sexilene]

can i please request reader going off to collage and not wanting to go and leave rafe, and then he convinces her that its okay not to go and stay with him? if it's a little confusion im sorry!

ive got ya!! xoxo!!! (sorry about any spelling mistakes, im like so beyond sleepy rn idk whyyy!!!!)

"hey baby? where are the suitcases, packed already?” your boyfriend shouts from the hall, wondering where all your stuff that was once out ready to get packed, is gone from where he last saw it.

“uh- almost,” you call back, watching him walk into your room carefully trying not to spill your sleepy time tea in his hand, staring down at the cup until he places it on your nightstand. "did you put em away?-" he begins, before you cut him off,

“ray?”

“yeah?”

“i need to talk to you about something…it’s nothing bad i promise…” your eyes wide and full of an emotion he can't quite place. he stares down at you sitting on the bed, crossing his arms waiting to hear what you've got to say. “okay, what’s up?”

“weeeell, i'm really proud of myself about getting in but i’m still a little nervous about going away…leaving you…” you ramble, avoiding eye contact with rafe. “got separation anxiety?” he laughs, bending down to be at eye level with you.

“don’t joke right now rafe, m’serious!” you whine, going to hide your face in your hands when rafe grabs your wrists ever so gently to direct your attention back on him. “sorry, sorry baby…continue." your boyfriend whispers, softly rubbing the skin on your wrist back and forth with his thumb.

you take a deep breath to keep the tears at bay ���i’ve just been thinking about it a lot and i don’t wanna be half away across the country! and of course i know how important college is-”

rafe interrupts you by shrugging and muttering out an “eh,” as if to dismiss the importance of college,

“but…”

“but what, baby?” his eyes innocently looking up at you,

“what if i didn’t go? like i want to, but i don’t and it's all so stressful and i feel like i’m gonna disappoint everyone if i don’t go…” a tear then streaming down your face faster than you can wipe it away to keep him from seeing you cry over this.

your sweet boyfriend's heart twists with every tear that follows, he lets go of your wrists to hold your hands in his much bigger, warmer ones and shushes your fears, “hey- hey okay…just relax a minute kid, if you don’t want to you don’t have to. i say it all the time, can’t fucking wait to put a big ass diamond on this finger. and you won’t gotta worry about anything, cause i promise i’ll take care of you.” he tells you, a smirk on his face, trying his best to reassure you.

“i know but i don’t want to look stupid by being the girl who got into an amazing school but then chose to marry her first boyfriend and stay here!” you realize it's not the nicest thing to say out loud but it is- or would be the truth.

“what’s stupid bout being my little housewife?” rafe furrows his eyebrows, bringing his lips down to kiss every single one of your fingers. “aight listen, i’m so proud of you for getting in and doing the preparation for it but if you feel like your mind has changed that's not a bad thing. im fuckin’ relieved you wanna stay, and if you wanna still go to school there’s always UNC… you’d be closer.” your boyfriend was always very good at reasoning, especially with you. he could calm you in any situation with a couple of wise words and kisses.

“yeah…” you sigh, and wipe your nose with the back of your hand, letting go of his. and sure it's relieving to know that you could always choose to make that decision later, yet the thought in the back of your mind still present, telling you not to end up as another figure eight stepford wife.

and as quickly as the thought crept back into your mind, rafe was able to make it disappear “look, i love you babydoll and im gonna support you as you support me yeah? whatever you want, i'll get it for you you know that... you belong here, with me.” he stands back up again, hands reaching down to wipe the remaining tear droplets on your cheeks gently, to show you he cares ever so much about you and how much he wants to be soft with you- as if you could break like a china doll. “kay, so no tears. did your makeup so pretty today baby...”

your wet lashes sticking together, doe eyes staring up at him with love and admiration. “you’re my best friend ray. i love you, so much my heart hurts.”

“and you're mine, and i love you more than anything ever- and you can sleep on it you know? don't have to make up your mind right here." he whispers, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.

ᥫ᭡.

[yuukei-yikes]

do u have any more info on harutaka kid and shinaya kid? i care them

if u ever ask "do u have more info on (kagepro hc)" the answer is yes. and if it isnt i can make shit up on the spot. however for this is a Huge yes. here's doodles.

i've got more but they're somehow spoilery to my comics so LMAO. anyways. 1 million headcanons under the cut.

ok so. something funny. i made them be really into baseball. and it's funny cause ive gotten kagefuture compared to falsettos like 3 times and the kid in that musical plays baseball too BUT THAT WASN'T WHY. i just think ayame (shinaya kid) is really sporty and generally into all team sports but i was like ok i'll choose one to be Her thing. and i knew baseball is really popular in japan so i was between that and football (soccer for the americans but im not calling it that) but idk football is so The Basic Sport ever. so i went for baseball. so she's very intensely into baseball and breaks windows constantly at home. probably on an ongoing fight with ayano abt it

konoha (harutaka kid) (he named himself they wouldn't name him that) is also in the team with her because ayame dragged him along but he's not... suuuper into it and he's Reeeallly bad at it so he's always struggling with self confidence. Another funny thing. i thought of these hcs before the pixar series win or lose came out. ive only seen episode 1 since its free on youtube but when i watched it i was like omfg. that kid being upset playing softball is basically my konoha kid hc. like he's not having a good time and comes back from games really upset. haruka and takane would really want him to quit LOL so that's a point of discussion for the 3 of them

i think he refuses to quit cause he doesn't see it as an option+ayame has a very overbearing personality and is The decider. a little bit of a controlling best friend situation. ayame's the youngest of 4 and has a big age diff with her siblings and that has its cons (not taken seriously) and pros (gets whatever she wants). the cons result in her projecting very intensely in her friendship w konoha who is pretty meek and generally needs a lesson on learning to say no. EVENTUALLY konoha would obviously quit and focus his time in whatever introvert stuff he's into. maybe videogames like haruka and takane and they can be a lame gamer family

btw haruka and ayano are the ones going to see them play and they're rly intense abt it. shintaro and takane are NOT into that shit. konoha doesnt care takane doesnt go cause he sucks anyway and is embarrassed haruka is even there but ayame's bugging shintaro like CRAZY to go see her. shinaya point of discussion GO SEE UR DAMN KID PLAY HER GAME

also i think ayame is really smart and not cause she got the crazy high iq from shintaro but instead i think he'd really get into tutoring her and teaching her big words when she's small LOL so she's got a big vocabulary but she's also a kid so sometimes she talks like. dude that match had me totes discombobulated like seriously. and ayano's like wtf is ur dad saying to u.

shintaro w but he doesn't talk to ayame like she's stupid and just speaks like he would with anyone else and just explains it if he says a word she doesn't know. idk. i think it's cute if he got all into The Brain Development and Abstract Conceptualizations just to know what word of the week to give his kid. its CUTE ALRIGHT. jin would've made this guy a teacher. he can do that here. shintaro being good with kids and finding out he really likes them. is this a hot take. is this ooc. have i lost the plot too much

also ayano works with children so in college she probably studied up all that stuff too so they'd be on the same page and be having weirdass conversations abt ayame's developmental stage or some shit and haruka and takane are like wtf are u guys Talking about.

ummm UMM what else. well kano and ayame is its whole thing bc their relationship really depends on the outcome of kagefuture that i haven't even decided.

in a shinaya situation kano's different from her other uncles/aunts who treat her like best princess girl ever, kano is more distant and he's not like letting her stay over at his place like everyone else etc. like he's more difficult and she's stubborn and likes a challenge so she WOULD be a little annoying about it bc she's curious about him. and i think kido and seto who try so hard to be the best ever are so mad bc they're like this is just like ayano playing favorites with kano (i hc they think that) except now it's our niece prefering him! and kano isnt even awesome to her like we are!! WHY IS HE ALWAYS THE FAVORITE!!!

but their relationship in a kanoshin situation would be super different. he still wouldn't be treating her like best princess girl ever but he Would coddle her a lot more. because i mean i guess kano and shintaro would (INSANELY ENOUGH) be in a stable relationship and living together. so kano would inadvertently be a parent figure to her too cause they live together. but that thought freaks him out so much so instead they're always arguing like siblings lol. if she's staying with ayano she beefs with her siblings and if she's with shintaro she beefs with kano. but i guess kano will side with ayame if it gets on shintaro's nerves. which probably happens often. i think in a kanoshin situation it'd be funny for ayame to be sleeping between them and kicking nonstop and kano's like why did i sign up for this again.

either way, ayame takes joy from riling him up. kind of like shintaro does. this is kano's karma for always messing with everybody so badly. congrats ur niece is just as annoying as ur ex bf/lame husband.

btw it feels silly to clarify but ayame and konoha wouldn't be together romantically. cause i feel pairing up fankids is really common so that's why i say it. they're more like family

haruka and takane have no siblings and both have 1 person as caregivers (and haruka's is kinda not awesome) so like. their family IS the mekakushi dan. and shintaro and ayano are their best friends theyre always hanging out so their kids are like. kind of like cousins. the cousin ur actual friends with and u go to the same school just different grades. that's their vibe hehe

[avonne-writes]

OH IVE BEEN MEANING TO ASK THIS you mentioned that bucky and gale have a few significant fights what are the kinds of things do you think they say to eachother (we love angst give us angst please!!)

Oh boy... I feel like maybe I shouldn't give examples without actually writing the full fights in fleshed-out fics, because a lot of the emotional impact and context is lost this way. But if we don’t forget to consider this point, here are some examples:

In general:

Gale can be much nastier than Bucky. The things he might say during a fight are harsh and cut deep.

Bucky is more likely to be childish in a fight and he's provocative, he tends to push Gale to attack him.

Gale's anger is like an explosion, comes seemingly out of nowhere and is instantly raging. Bucky's anger builds and builds with very obvious signs, and if Gale's in a good mind state, he can intercept it before it gets too bad.

During their fights in their first semester of college:

Bucky: "Alex, perfect straight A fucking Alex. Does he want to fuck you or something?"

Bucky: "Where have you been?" "Out? Oh, okay. That explains everything." (/s) "No, I’m not fucking sulking. Saint Gale can go wherever he wants, whenever he wants, who the fuck cares if I’m worried because he hasn’t even left a text or anything."

Gale: "Am I gonna have to carry it like a mark all my life that I wanted to kill myself last year? Will you ever trust me with my own fucking life again or am I on house arrest until I decide this is not worth it and I actually go through with it?"

Gale: "I said I don't care. Do you think I don't know what your teammates think about me? I’m not blind. It’s a miracle we even made it this far. If you want to end it, let’s get it over with now."

During their fight about having children or not at 30:

Gale: "Did this come up because all your clients and colleagues talk about their wives and kids, but all you have is a boring gay husband?"

Bucky: "You know what, I’m gonna give you your precious space and just sleep in the fucking guest room."

Gale: "I think the real reason why you want to be a dad is because your own father left you. You want to prove that being a shitty father is not in the blood, but it is, it fucking is, goes down from generation to generation, I know because I lived through it, but it's gonna die with me because I will never ever have a child. Not with you, not with anyone else.”

Bucky: "Maybe you would be better off with someone who wants a life as bitter and joyless as you!" (great suggestion by @butdaddyilovehim99)

[hithisartexists]

hi im still alive. i got back in the fnaf craze while engaging with nostalgia. heres the art ive made so far.

1. lyrics from True Romance by She Wants Revenge

2. panel redraw of the graphic novel + a closeup of the face for detail

3. college era willry of them talking about making fredbear's + extra doodle of henrys fredbear fit

4. doodles i made while reading the graphic novels

below the read more: a several paragraph long rant i went on that was just supposed to be willry timeline headcanons. oops

henry henry henry henry henry and william and henry and william and

in my hc, the timelines goes that henry and william met in college. henry was always more reasonable and personable, but he grew attached to william anyway. William, of course, was (not) very normal about this/. He starts writing about henry in his journal, (An idea from henry, actually, to start journals as a form of self therapy. He was reasonable like that.) EVentually they open up fredbears together and start families. Henry was so in love with his own family and everything was going perfectly for him. He and william were still good friends. William seemed to be a bit more distant to his own family, in fact he was never sure if he had wanted to start it in the first place. Realistically, this is never what he wanted, but he pushed those thoughts on the backburner because anything with Henry was out of the question.

This continues until the first Bite, in which the crying child, his favorite son, dies. His youngest was always his favorite because he learned quick. Evan learned from Micheal and Will's interactions not to talk or fight back or he would be in trouble. He learned from his sister not to bother dad because "kids should only speak when spoken to." He was the perfect child to William because he never got in the way or complained.

Upon Evan's death, William is devastated. And like a savior, Henry is there. Henry is there to keep him from being alone (and also to make sure he's not too cruel in Michael's punishments, deserved or not). William tries to absorb himself in his engineering to distract from the death, but it's not enough. He keeps obsessing over it while building, while doing anything, and as it keeps ramping up he keeps leaning on Henry as a crutch, but even he can't keep Will's head above water.

One day, William is brimming with rage. He runs an establishment for all these happy families, the same establishment that tore apart his own. His best friend at the center of it, never truly knowing his grief. And one day, a crime of passion inspired by rage and wanting to be recognized and selfishness over the attention of his friend, who was ready to move on before he was, led to six dead kids, most noteably Charlotte, Henry's daughter. Panic sets in midway through the murders but he knows he can't just let them go now. In a fit of terror he stuffs them in spare suits, intending to return the next day with more time and dispose of them properly. As he leaves, though, they speak. They scream and they cry and they curse and William runs back home, horrified.

Henry is devastated. His poor baby girl, missing, the one time he looks away from her. The police are searching, he and his wife are crying, and Sammy doesnt understand why his twin sister isn't coming home. He takes his first day off work in years. Upon returning, he is greeted by William. How kind of him to run the place in Henry's absence, to keep it so clean. Oh, and that paperwork that bothered him so much is finally complete. And these sweet, understanding words from somebody who truly understands his grievances, all this is all he could really hope for. Will sounded so sure of his words, "They'll find her, she can't be far," the way he spoke so matter-of-factly and allowed Henry to fall limp in his arms made it seem like maybe it would really be okay.

Days pass, it isn't okay. Weeks. Months. In the absence of Charlie, it feels like William is the only one really there for him. It isn't okay. He keeps an old doll his daughter loved with him, and in his spare time he sobs and sobs and sobs into it, filling it with deep agony that only made it harder to look at. He had begun treating it like a new daughter, going so far as to build an animatronic around the doll, something of hers that could bring her back to life. But it wasn't just Charlie in that doll anymore, it was the deep sorrow of her father that fueled the machine. After enough of this, his wife leaves him and takes Sammy with her, overwhelmed and exhausted by Henry's ever-increasing delusion.

Now he really only does have William (and his metallic simulacra of paternal love). They spend more time together, and the dream of the original Fredbear's dies out as both seem to lose interest.

William's wife leaves him at some point as well, or just disappears, his story is unclear. He claims they had a heated argument about how neglectful he was to her and his family, at which point she packed up and left. There's been no way to contact her since.

At one point, William leaves his journal out. He's left the room for a few minutes, and Henry can't help but be curious. He starts from the beginning, a wholesome and slow start where William writes in very short and objective sentences, unsure of how to utilize the journal. As time goes on he seems much more passionate and full of life, around the height of Fredbear's. By this point Henry has managed to pinpoint exactly how William had felt about him this entire time, his writing seemed so much more jovial and near childish when writing about Henry. He chose to respectfully ignore this fact for Will's sake.

On the day of the bite, the handwriting is light and unsure of itself. Most of the pages after this point seem to be tear stained and/or partially torn. It's a sad thing to read this man's grief. The writing is back to the disjointed and discordial structure from the beginning, when they first met. As the pages go on, he seems to have regained his confidence, but he's still clearly a broken man. The pages go on tangents, his writing is harsh and jagged, occasionally leaving holes in the paper. Phrases repeat themselves, words fall off the lines, and Henry's name appears a lot more than he was comfortable with before.

The day of his daughter's supposed 'disappearance.' The writing is the most loopy and inane it's been thus far, but upon decoding it, overwhelming fear floods his heart. A confession. Blatant admittance and graphic description.

Henry slams the book shut, horrified and betrayed. His friend, his closest and best friend, his only friend-- took everything from him. He took everything and gave him relief piece by piece, acting like nothing was wrong for months. Acting innocent for months while Henry sobbed and wept in his shoulders and gave him everything he had left: his mind.

Henry leaves William and cuts him off entirely. He closes himself up in his house with his craft. He still can't bring himself to turn William in. He keeps trying to build Charlie, he builds more of her and tries to perfect her so that maybe, just maybe he can keep a piece of his old life. But nothing is right still; she is made of metal and fear and anger and betrayal and she will never be his dear Charlotte. He keeps working anyway, it doesn't even seem to be about love anymore. He even neglects her, seeing her only as the versions of her he's built and discarded. Not the version she would've grown to be.

He dies in that house to the only thing he could ever trust, his metal and his hands.

(alternative ending wjere william catches henry reading the book and instead of letting him go, chooses to kidnap him and keep him all for himself :3)

and the willy does afton shit. you know the rest

ok im done

[darkspellmaster]

I need help with the context of this coming from Someone who started this series a few weeks ago I’m super lost I don’t know if you answers this before and everything iv searched always confuses me so I’m asking

I need your help explaining something I don't understand did Vincent care about OCiel or only care about RCiel because I Read somewhere that Vincent or Francis I think called OCiel a "spare" when asked "who would inherit the manor the title"

I also heard that he had high regards for the RCiel instead of OCiel and is seen with RCiel more then OCiel it throws me off because people tell me he's a bad father to OCiel some tell me he's a good father to OCiel some have said he only cares for RCiel and it throws me off and no matter how many times I read the manga I always get confused |probably because I have a hard time comprehending stuff |

I did hear some stuff like that he apparently brought back gifts for OCiel after the boat trip they went on that apparently OCiel encouraged them to go on I also heard he took OCiel to learn about the duties of an Eral even tho he would not be one I also was told that he took OCiel to a party because he asked and Cooked OCiel and his wife food??? I also heard that he spent sometime with OCiel like playing “house” and something like that is that true?

I don’t know I can’t really tell the difference between the twins when they were young 😭 and it throws me I would really like a more simplified answer for this please and thank you |im asking this anonymously because I’m afraid of asking qeustions and don’t want to because I feel like I’ll be judge 😭|

Sorry that this took me a while to answer (I teach in college so that comes first) so I hope this answers your questions.

Okay this is very complicated, but I will try to cover this as best I can. So back when OCiel and RCiel were little, after RCiel had his butt handed to him by their Aunt Francis in a fencing lesson, and OCiel had been told by RCiel to go to their lesson, since RCiel needed to change, and, while walking down the hall this conversation was overheard. (Chapter 132 of the manga)

OCiel catches them talking about RCiel, and Francis is rather not happy with the fact that the future Watchdog is actually failing in protecting himself, and by that extension both her daughter Lizzie, her son, Edward, and his own brother should something happen when the kids are on their own as it were. RCiel can't fight, at all, and Francis is concerned about what will happen should RCiel not be able to fulfill his duties.

Francis is the one that calls him a spare, which, in the period isn't a bad word. It's what he is. Nobles and Royals tended to have more than one child should the other pass. Francis is the Spare to Vincent, since he inherited the title, thus, if she was single, she could likely have taken it over as her mother did.

Vincent seems to love his sons, both of them. As his words here indicate that, should something happen to RCiel, since he sucks at protecting himself -thus why Francis is teaching Lizzie, then OCiel will take over. Vincent is showing kindness. He's willing to give everything up, and step away from being a lord in order to protect OCiel. He's worried about him as he is like Rachel, not totally delicate but more easy to get ill.

And yes, when OCiel told them to go on the boat ride, even though he seemed reluctant to go himself, he did bring back a ton of flowers for his son. OCiel is shy about Dee, so he didn't run into the room when RCiel went in there to talk to see Dee (Diedrich) and Vincent. Vincent is looking over at OCiel, who his hiding behind a curtain, while also addressing RCiel in his lap.

He's rightly concerned about his son's illness. It should be noted that we don't see Vincent bring over the food to OCiel, but given we see later there's two of everything, and RCiel goes off to play chess with his brother, it's clear that he stopped by there first then brought the food over to Rachel in the cooking story. The thing is that Vincent knows OCiel won't back down in insisting the others have fun, and chooses to stay home. It shows, as Undertaker notes, that OCiel is different than the other Phantomhives. He's willing to risk his life and do things to make others happy. He thinks less of his comfort and more of others. It's something Vincent himself seems to notice too and encourages his younger son's dreams.

During the party he keeps his hand on OCiel's head, and let's him stay close to him. Showing he's protecting him and happy to have him there with him and RCiel. It's shown in a number of shots, and you can see where his hand and arm is during the different panels even though Yana was covering up the fact that there was twins.

Vincent has RCiel to the right side and talking to him in the moment, while OCiel is to the left side and shown. He's holding onto OCiel's hand while he's scared and nervous.

Even when OCiel is cowering behind his father you can see he's not letting go of his son's hand.

When he's talking to Chlaus, he only one arm hugs him because he's not letting go of that hand.

You can see a moment later he has his hand on OCiel's head and patting it after. That's the only time the hand is off of OCiel's hand. The hand stays on OCiel's head while RCiel get's picked up.

His left arm is extended and down, showing he's either back to holding OCiel's hand or still has his hand on his head and is smiling down at his younger son. Vincent was shown to be cooking with RCiel, and due to the way she was keeping the twins hidden, we haven't gotten to see Vincent playing with OCiel alone as of yet. But he read to his kids, and given his personality, clearly taught them chess and got him all the toys and gives them equal education.

So yes I do think that Vincent loved OCiel very much, I just don't think we've become privy to their moments due to the way yana was covering up the twins reveal and all that. No judging at all. Some handy links... The Official Double Ciel theorist https://theofficialdoublecieltheorist.blogspot.com/ Has a good twins theory thing and...

1)     The difference of the parting and direction of the bangs between Real!Ciel and Shy!Ciel;

RCiel =Parted on the right (When facing him the part appears on the left side)

OCiel =Parted on the left (When facing him the part appears on the right. ) Also I'm going to link you to one of my favorite theorist/a great person to answer a lot of questions. Midnight in Town

She answered a LOT of questions about the twins and in a lot of cases is better in answering about aspects of the series.

[blankcest]

Ford after seeing Dipper and Mabel distance themselves while very clearly being upset by the other distancing themself: I've played these games before--

(their grunkle Ford has to come to the rescue so it doesn't take 40 years and an apocalypse to bring them back together because he wants great grandniblings before he dies >B[ )

OKAY OKAY HERES THE CATCH

I’m actually writing a fic about this concept so like! Ive rotated this. Ive also talked about it in the past also!

Dipper is a burnt out gifted kid. Think Ford Happy Pills but worst. Not even able to force himself to complete one phd. He’s a weirdo, he’s introverted, he doesn’t really put himself out there socially, and he constantly overthinks to the point he burns himself out.

So, he drops out of college. Smart Twin dipper is a college dropout, he’s lonely, hes chronically depressed. He can’t bring himself home yet. He can’t.

He knows where mabel is though. Of course he does. They send letters and packages and call all the time so.. Dipper goes. Dipper goes and doesn’t tell anybody that he’s dropped out. He ends up living in his car, not wanting to spend anymore then his needs

And surprise! Your beloved brother randomly shows up and tells you he’s dropped out!

The twin who was so excited for college tells you hes dropped out! That hes gonna stay around your campus until the summer, and then plans on going to Oregon instead of home.

And youre lowkey freakin out man!!!!

Mabel is happy because “oh my god i missed dipper so fuckinf much” but also holy shit??? is he okay??? this is a terrible idea !!!

He calls stan and ford and theyre like “well maybe he needed it <- knowing his side of the story” and mabel is like “Are you crazy ??? This is dipper!!!”

Shenanigans insue.

[aita-polls]

Full post in plain text under the cut

Anonymous asked:

Would I be the asshole for dropping a guy be of how he treats his parents?

So l (17 M) had been friends with this guy O (17M) for a few years. And.. mine and his friendship had been off and on for about a year due to how he's been treating people recently, but that's not what this is about. This is about how he treats his parents.

So, l've always loved his parents. They're the exact kind of parents Ive always wanted, and they've basically adopted me as their own kid, as I do not have parents of my own. I mean, I lived with O for a bit due to my living situation not being safe at the time, and we all really bonded.

However. While I was there I REALLY saw some in site of how O treats his family.

Before I moved in, he would talk about how horrible they all were, and how mean and "abusive" they were, but now I think he was just saying that because me and a couple of our other mutual friends don't have great parents, and he wanted to fit in. Because his parents are literally the sweetest people l've ever met. And he's mean to them for no reason. For example, he always has some disrespect tone towards them. Like his mother will come home after a 12 hour shift at the hospital, and sit down to talk with us about our day, and she's all happy to see us, and he tells her to fuck off. I mean, I literally heard him call her fat to her face, and only apologized and started crying when she threatened to take his phone. He complains constantly how his dad forgot to do his laundry or make dinner, as if he's not a senior in HS and is perfectly capable of doing all of that himself, and not only that, but he's extremely verbally abusive to his younger brother M(15), who really just tries to spend time with him. O is CONSTANTLY complaining about his family as if they beat and whip him into shape, and it really upsets me because his life is literally so amazing. I DREAM about having his family, and the support he has, but he only takes it for granted.

Idk. Maybe it's because I grew up in an abusive home, or that i don't have parents. But i literally couldn't ever imagine treating such lovely people like this. Especially when they treat me like their own son. And O is always talking about how his mother is going to kick him out, and whenever it was actually brought up, she said she just wanted him to go to college and not live at home until O was 25 (which was his ORIGINAL PLAN. TO LIVE AT HOME UNTIL HE WAS 25 W NO JOB OR SCHOOL.)

So. Idk. It's so heartbreaking to watch such lovely people be put down by this emotionally immature baby man, and I can't do it. Not to mention he's also verbally abusive to me and everyone else, and I think I'm the only person who realizes it.

So, WIBTA??

[problematicraccoon]

I WANNA TALK ABOUT MY SKZ DR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

heres a lore dump

MKAY so in this reality im gonna be in a polycule situation with the entirety of stray kids (shut up i know im an interdimentional whore), but hwen i first shift there, we're still just friends.

some details about me in that dr is that my name is Alyssa Kolanko, im 23, im in a dance crew thats world renowned with Emmy (the youtuber) Beomhan (our boi) Ryan (hellyxryan) and Ravon (also youtuber), we're all best friends (ive been besties with Ravon since we were teenagers growing up together in ohio, then we both moved to Georgetown, Washington for college and to join the dance crew Ultraviolet)

dance crews are treated like kpop groups are in my cr. we're signed to entertainment companies' dance group divisions, have fanchants, fandoms, light sticks, stadium tours, music videos (where we do dance covers of songs and have cool visuals to go with it). if you guys have any ideas as to what our fandom name should be, i'd appreciate it, i cant come up with jack shit lmao.

i lived with Ravon in a cool loft apartment in Georgetown for four years, ever since we moved when we were 19, and now that we're 23, he's decided he wants to live with his boyfriend of two years, Carter (also youtuber from my cr), and i offered to move out so they could have the loft.

i've known the boys of SKZ since i was 21 and they came to see us perform at a dance festival (a type of concert where a bunch of dance crews come and perform at a stadium or concert hall)

as i've been a youtuber since i was like 15 in this reality, i grew a large following and the guys (skz) have been watching my videos since the beginning.

we quickly become friends after we meet, and become very close over the next few years. they fall head over heels in love with me lmao. i love living in fanfiction. ANYWAY.

now that Ravon and Carter are moving in together, i needed to find somewhere else to live. i expressed to the guys in our gc that i wasnt looking forward to living alone, as i love to live with my friends, and they suggested i move in with them since they're just getting ready to have a house built for them. i agree, and we all work together to build our dream house.

when i spawn in, it'll be the day before i fully move into the house with the guys. my besties (the members of UV) all come to me and Ravon's loft to spend the night and help me pack. then, the following day, the guys come and help pile my stuff into our cars and we head off to our house, where (since its totally empty) we'll lay out blankets and pillows in the unfurnished living room to have a big sleepover until we can get our bedrooms sorted out. i am very scared of living with eight other people btw T0T and it's stray kids for christ sake???? its gonna be so fucking LOUD

OH OH AND I HAVE A CAT. SHES AN ORANGE TABBY AND SHES VERY SWEET AND STUPID AND RUNS INTO WALLS AND HER NAME IS MINKA. SHES 2 AND I ADOPTED HER WHEN SHE WAS JUST A KITTEN <3 minho is absolutely OBSESSED with her

and im besties with Brittany Broski because i adore her she is everything to me i would lay down my life for her

and as for my backstory; very tragic, kinda personal, wont share much about that. but all that you need to know is that my parents were shitty, and my aunt Isla (the same one from my better childhood dr, face claim Daphne Zuniga) saved me and my younger brother Eric (eric lloyd) and took us to Ohio from Poland to raise us when i was 13. she also has a son, who's technically my cousin, but i consider him my big brother and he considers me and eric his little siblings. his name is brandon, and his face/personality claim is Brandon Farris (hes a HILARIOUS youtuber, highly recommend him)

so yeah- theres alot more lore in this dr, its definitely my most detailed one, so i might make another post explaining more lmao.

[schlattslonghairytoes]

chapter four

real life!

third person

after the hug they shared the two struggled to keep up a conversation, every time it got quiet and awkward, so they went their separate ways, schlatt going to unpack, and talia going to start dinner with maddie.

the two were never the smartest, talia arguably smarter then schlatt but, not by much. not talking school smarts. more so emotionally, both damaged souls unsure how to mend problems when they arise.

from fights during childhood about who got the better power ranger, the red being a fan favorite amongst both kids, to high school about making dumb decisions and initiating the silent treatment, but at the end of the day, after running for as long as they could, they worked it out.

making peace so the next day they could repeat the doomed cycle, until they didn't, until talia left for california and broke schlatts heart in the process. ripping hers in half at the same time.

neither realized how much they needed one another, but they will, whether everyone around them realizes it before they do, or they come to terms with what has always been set in stone.

real life!

schlatt

I sat in my room, why does she have to be more perfect then before, i don't even deserve to be mad at her, but I am, but at the same time im not. good god why does this have to be so hard. I hear the door next to me close and soon I realize it's already around 12, so I get up and go to brush my teeth.

I walk into my bathroom where I see a pink toothbrush next to my blue one, maybe im sharing a bathroom with cooper he likes pink. that thought leaves as soon as it entered when talia romano walks into the bathroom in a very small pair of pajamas.

"oh shit sorry." she yells quickly, "god im gonna kill ted." I hear her whisper under her breath as she goes to leave.

I quickly grab her shoulder. "hey it's fine we can brush our teeth together, like old times y'know?" she smiles softly at me the same smile since she was a baby.

"yeah I guess so" she laughs quietly. it's been 20 seconds and she's never been so quiet, like in her entire life. ive got to say something, oh god im scared.

"so how have you been? college life treating you well?" christ I sound 50 years old, someone save me. "college life? jay you sound 50." she laughs

that's what I said.

"I mean it's been good, im basically done with my second year, ive moved in with my friend brittnay and I have a cat and a dog now." that surprised me. "you talia, have a cat and dog and you haven't brought it up yet, can I see them." me and talia have always bonded over pets.

one time, years ago, we found a cat in an alley behind her apartment. so we adopted her, kept her at talias, her mom never even noticed. I was her dad, talia was her mom, I remember so well we would sit on her bed with our cat rammy laying on our laps, and just watch movies. she's always loved movies, that's why she's studying film I guess.

"ok here look" she passes me the phone to show me her pets " this is elton he's a border collie, and then this is my cat whiskey."

"ok let me guess, elton named after elton john, and whiskey im assuming is after your favorite drink." I joke, while she loves elton John, talia despises whiskey. "haha real funny jay, alright im heading to bed. see you tomorrow?"

"no im gonna leave in the middle of the night." I deadpan. "you suck." she laughs before closing the bathroom door, leaving me with my own thoughts. I grab my phone and open my contacts

unblock my talia<3?

yes             no

I click yes before sliding my phone in my back pocket and retreating to my bed for the night, the short girl in the room over, still fresh on my mind.

[princesskaulitz]

ik ive ranted on here about nostalgia and things like that before but like…

ik it’s immature but i really do miss things before life got a little too serious.

like wym i’m not in highschool anymore?? wym all those kids i grew up with are in college now??? wym me and my neighborhood best friend who literally made me piss myself laughing one time don’t talk anymore??? wym my grandma has been gone almost a year??

ugh it’s going to take me a long time to grasp this….

i promise yall i’m not depressed, i’m just having a really hard time growing up.

[silvermasquerade]

All for the Mon

How the world works:

Pokemon exist in our modern world! Intelligence wise? Varies but think about the level of the anime if you've seen it. they are smart.

Pokemon Gym/League challenges and things exist for younger trainers and many do it showing off badges and ribbons from adventures. Most kids do it or the coordinator scene.

But, in more recent years competitive Pokemon Battling on the college level and beyond has gotten big. Similar to some modern day Esports teams (among other things), the players while competing under one banner battle on there own. Each Team puts a certain number of competitors (Usually,9) up to battle that night and they are matched to a random member of the opponents team. Often they do double battles were its 2v2. But the member from your team you are working with would be random as well, and you don't know until moments before you get on the field.

This Takes the Place of Exy. Katelyn Day & Testuji Moriyama still helped found the hyper specifics of this type of format.

Also the cheer teams of each school are coordinators, and they do a contest style performances for half times, its cute.

Each of the Major teams have there own things they are known for, ill talk about the three main teams here, maybe ill talk about some of the others later. The Delphoxs (aka: The Foxes): Once Recruited, new recruits are given one of the traditional starter Pokemon to raise (though, there is a variety, usually these were runts of the liter or otherwise abandoned ones. The starters also arent just the region specific ones). Because, its a New start. Same recruiting standards apply. Founded by Wymack and named after his starter, Delphox who he still has with him to this day. They are misfits and there pokemon aren't always the strongest, but thats okay. we love our underdogs, and you rarely know what they will throw out next.

The Corviknights (aka The Ravens): each member has one of the Rookiedee line. Also are known for harsh battling that has left more then one opponents (or their own) Pokemon permanently injured. A trainers line up may randomly have Pokemon no longer there with no reason stated. They tend to have perfect iv stats and lean on cruelty, to no ones surprise. Lots of Dark type Pokemon. Tends to be pretty uniform. They recruit only those who've beaten multiple leagues.

The Farigiraf's (aka the Trojans!): Still the same sunny team we know and love. The signature pokemon everyone has? an Eevee! Every new trojan is given an Eevee to raise with there team and is encouraged to evolve them anyway they see fit. Its about indivuality while still being a team, and the team comps vary wildly. But they are an incredibly strong team with a variety of battle styles under there belt. Many were accomplished trainers before hands.

Evil teams still exist, the Moriyamas are secretly part of Team Rocket and using the profits from the matches they have to fund evil things tm. Not super important what. maybe making Mewtwo and capturing other legendaries to expirement on them. Only sorta relevant its fine ;p

[johnprice-asks]

Henlo Cap, do u have any advice for me who's sure now i'm bullied at work. I thought i was paranoid at first but it became clear now whenever i made a mistake it would get broadcasted in the groupchat and then they would say stuff like : explaining work ethics, watch for cleaneliness at work, dont infect ur coworkers with shit. Now, they are vague about who are they talking about so i never wanted to assume, but yesterday they actually @ me. HR is in the GC and did nothing.

They do it irl too, though they be vague about it like one time i had a bad headache at work, and since i dont have anything to do (ive finished everything i need to do for that day, my jobdesk is free) i thought it would be ok to rest my eyes a bit. And of course it was not ok, my coworkers made sure to remind me by mocking about a certain someone who fell asleep at work, even do it loudly in front of HR during morning briefing (again, HR didn't do shit) we were talking about how our CEO provided us with vitamin because everyone kept getting sick, and then one of them asked if it could make us sleepy, when she said no they go on about a certain someone that's always sleepy even without meds.

Everything is already hard for me since im diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and I actually do drink meds for that. Which is why im sleepy coz i forgot the night med all the time, and took it when i remember (2 am) which made me sleepy in the morning. Idk if i should tell anyone here abt my mental illness coz ppl here usually dont believe in that.

And now im paranoid about everything, about making any little mistake, which lead to making more mistake because its hard to focus when people around me are like that.

Im even afraid of getting sick, because one time i got a really bad flu for more than a week, cant take too many days off because im not really comfortable being at home anyway (i still live with my abuser). So again, they keep mocking about a certain someone who's sick and is bothering everyone with the sniffling and tissues- now saying that if anyone else got sick, its that certain someone fault for infecting them.

Those are the few things they did, there are many more. And imma add that they are never hostile towards everyone else's mistake, like one time someone legit left the office key dangling for the weekend, leaving the place vulnerable for robbery, and the other time they forgot to turn off the AC before going home, waste of electricity. No mockery about that.

Resigning isn't an option because well- that what they wanted and im not giving it to them, it would feel like quitting the battlefield and that means losing, i aint losing lolol

So.. yeah what do i do abt this, im quite new to working and all, so ive never experienced something like this. Im currently working in a startup so there are not more than 20 people here total, and everyone is in on it, they either actively participate or stayed quiet and probably agreeing (fyi : most of them are 30+ yo, some even married and have kids while i haven't even graduated college so its sad for them rly)

And.. sorry for the long rant :3

You don’t deserve to be treated like this. They don’t deserve to know. get out of that place as fast as you can. working a job at fuckin’ Tescos and having a nice lot of people to work with is better than getting bullied in a job that pays 100 quid an hour.

Love your life, let the people around you be good. Your current work environment will only drag you down.

[shlubbiehubbie]

uwu rawr this is my lore if you even care <3

so theres this guy. ive known him for over a year and we got along really well from the moment we met. long story short i fell in love with him. and it happened on accident. we were friends and i catch feelings for him but never get confirmation if he did or didnt feel the same.

heres the long story lol. we were really good friends like we both lived on campus so we hung out everyday between work and classes. we texted and called every goddamn day. we always met up when we had time. i remember feeling the desperation in a text he sent quickly followed by a call insisting he had time after a meeting to hang out and have dinner together. we even started a club together JUST TO BE ABLE TO HANG OUT MORE AND IN NICER VENUES!!! we just wanted a club where we could play jackbox games and watch movies and shows together. im telling yall he was so ideal. ive never felt so safe with someone before. i even introduced him to the solar car club at our university so we could be on the media and marketing team together. god we were almost inseparable. and he acted different when it was just us vs us with other people. he was clearly very comfortable with me. he would even tease me! he loved getting a reaction out of me. and we would laugh until our sides were sore or we were dying on the floor. we were such good friends and at some point i caught feelings.

we did so much together in the span of almost 4 months. i was having trouble with school due to the death of my grandfather, loss of my job, and being placed in 3 classes i already took at my community college (i was a transfer student). i was expected to do more than i should and felt punished for not knowing all the right channels to go through to get shit done. i felt so tired of the bullshit i didnt think a degree would be worth it at that specific university. but i didnt want to leave my friend. i had a lot of friends but this one in particular was special. this was my newest best friend who i spend countless hours with. he knew i was making the choice to drop out after that semester. the signs were clear he was going to miss me. he hugged me like it was the last time he was gonna see me. he doesnt like hugging and i can remember that embrace like it happened yesterday. i did not want to leave him. i loved him. so what do i do? i give him a card saying thank you for the memories and go no contact on him for 8 fucking months. i got over the worst depression of my life because i missed him so fucking much AND i felt like a failure for wasting my time and money on a school that clearly didnt care for me. i was going to CAPS almost once a week even when i was a student.

anyway. i get over the depression. i pick myself back up. i make great friends through the smiling friends fandom. i meet someone who sounds and laughs like my friend. what are the fucking chances. i am encouraged by new friends to reach out to my uni friend. i take my time but i finally do it. i reconnect with other friends and they encourage me too to call the friend ive been missing the most. and…he doesnt pick up. i want to cry. i feel like a failure again. but i think “maybe he called back?” HE DID. AND I MISSED IT! ACK! so i call him back. he picks up. we say our hellos and how are yous. i apologize for the radio silence and say i thought he hated me. he says “no no no no no no i dont hate you dont even worry about it.” im in love again. and the gentleness of his tone? are you fucking kidding me? we talk for like an hour and then i finally let him go to finish packing before he moves back in. i see him the day he moves in and i meet his parents for the 2nd time. after that we start hanging out again but a little too often. we set up proper boundaries after i have a mental breakdown bc he is the only one of my friends from last year that actually missed me and wanted to see me again. he said he wanted to see me again.

the last time i saw him was september 8. i was escorted off campus on the 9th and the 11th due to depressive episodes during both incidents (undiagnosed and unmediated at the time). i was institutionalized from the 14th to the 19th. i still havent seen my friend. i am officially banned from campus and i miss my good friend everyday. i wrote poetry about him that i may never share. i love him. i always will. what sucks is so many things remind me of him. i feel sick when i get reminded of him because i cannot physically be near him and i just miss him that fucking much. i’m hopeless. but i do think i will see him again even if it is not soon. its killing me to wait to see him again. fuck my stupid baka life. god i miss that goober!

[kibblemode]

can you tell me some extra stuff not included in your carrd about the main protags from galaxy quest?

YESS theres not that much i havent talked abt but ill try my best its mostly silly fun facts. im sure there stuff im forgetting but this is just stuff off the top of my head

first off something i dont think ive ever mentioned is How tix & zach met? zach was about 17ish, he had just graduated college and was basically working for meredith + tix as their IT guy. tix had Technically met him at a much MUCH younger age, since indie (his advisor) & hayate (one of his guards) basically raised him, he just didnt know it was the same guy until years later

lenarr (and tiabi) is definitely a youtube + ytp kid. he thinks that shit is fucking hilarious also he LOVES eurobeat..i think he and tiabi would make weird unintentionally funny videos for yt, & with tiabi basically being a nepo baby they can do really outlandish stuff

compared to other alkalibans his age zach finished molting (basically alkaliban puberty) pretty late. the standard is around 12-13yrs, for him it was closer to 16yrs. ALSO he has babyface i think

zach has 2 doggies & 1 kitty also....its very common to have earth-hybrid housepets since native wildlife is considered protected/exotic and can only be handled by professionals. heres one dogy and his kitty...i have yet to design kimi (his other dog). NAMED AFTER NIKOLA TESLA BTW not the car. tesla is really mean to everyone except zach but gizmo & kimi love anyone

tixs anatomy is SO fucked up. he doesnt have internal organs at all but he can still do stuff that would require said organs just cuz. the only "physical" part of him is his eye & by extension the only part of him that can feel actual pain under normal circumstances, everything else requires something specific (anything containing demon magic) in fact he got the scar over his eye from grem when they were going out, it was actually an accident LOL. but also i think sometimes despite not having to like. act normal. hes basically conditioned himself to "feel" things like pain or hunger or What Have You just bc literally everyone he grew up around felt those things, but hes able to ignore it with no ill effects if he wants to. also no bones or anything hes just some weird goop

rarely comes up in the show but zach has AWFUL vision from working on/with computers basically his whole teenage/adult life plus just not having good vision to begin with, he wears contacts usually. when he was a kid he had dumb ass glasses & he hated it

ive mentioned this i think but lenarr is mixed. his dad is black & his mom is chinese (through coding obviously bc theyre animals) this ones more obvious but additionally zach is japanese

actually plot relevant yay! each protag has a corresponding villain that they personally have the biggest connection to, whether its good or bad depends. for lenarr its griff, derric & hydro, for zach its dimentia, and for tix its obviously grem + pixie too

tix secretly REALLY likes botany. partly bc risa was a botanist, but even before he met her hed catalogue weird plants hed find occasionally. indie is the only person who knows and thats only bc its her job to follow him around all the time

lenarrs torn ear is directly related to the events leading to melodys death, i wont get into it bc its still being figured out & refined but it Is related. he probably thinks of it as something that ties him to her. his heterochromia is just something he was born with

also on tixs weird anatomy he literally does not weigh anything + he can lift anything since its not something that uses energy for him. also really funny that he can shapeshift but his default form (that takes the least amount or probably just No energy at all) is 5'4. he hates this

zach & lenarrs dynamic is very very similar to mung daal & chowder in my mind..its really really good

ok last thing bc im running out of stuff. zachs voiceclaim is one of the guys from the starbucks burger video. it was 100% unintentional he just sounded like that in my head for the longest time & i was like like fuck where have i heard this before then i saw the video by chance and was like OH LOL