#ive never been this kind of sad

[your-average-gay-dork]

my heart is so heavy :/// when will this shit get lighter

[wtfforged]

more cats keep appearing on my canvas idk what to tell you boss

wanted to post the separate parts too :)

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

jack sadicer

[forestgreenlesbian]

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[thedrotter]

re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

more. i dont like making aus like this except i have to get to the end of it so itll all be rounded out. i drew a lot of these and they brought me joy

these all kinda flow into one another so they go in one post but they arent consistently colored or paneled. well who cares. i need to see them

its an alternate ending of this(x) and a continuation of this(x). i have too many comics falling around.

[robotpanties]

uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.

YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.

also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)

also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true

[anxiously-sidequesting]

To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

[heedra]

god i wish i could just move on from this one specific thing in my life im godawful about moving on from

[arionawrites]

decided to make a list of all my diagnosed issues and like fucking. god damn. how am i just living day to day.

[the-cookie-of-doom]

i could sleep. or i could do more drawing studies

[lwieserce]

Feeling deeply sad about uhmmm uhm. Not havijg an easy time connecting with people and not being resourceful. How are losers like me supposed to make it in life.

[montagne-russe]

life could be dream

[drifloonz]

one day ill be annoying ab my selfship again . although i enjoy that ppl enjoy my writing most of this is entirely self indulgent, projection, and for me . being so real .

[homophyte]

fully aware this is probably a pretentious opinion to have but im not really moved by secretly a robot stories yk. like the idea of moving to a no-longer-human state and constantly longing for genuine human experience or human umwelt (computer/sensory interface, as it were) and how significant and special and privileged the human experience is and how alien and foreign and wrong it must be to interface the world as a nonhuman thing. idk i just dont buy the idea that because a thing is nonhuman it must be inherently alien or hellish to experience. but imo thats not super relevant--when i try to think about story types i try to ask like, what is actually being communicated through the central metaphor of the narrative and as close i can figure the secret robot is about belonging and alienation and the dissociation thereof. which is fine theres lots of story types that do this but the secret robot just doesnt speak to me . i dunno. i dont gel with the idea that if you dont 'belong' your whole existence centers around how much you would (should) want to it feels like at some point the secret robot would simply have to live its life right. why are there never proud and noble communities of robots who refuse their dubious connections to humanity and assert their own umwelt as worthwhile huh. but then i feel im asking questions outside the story types ability to answer and totally missing the point. it just doesnt work for me