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arionaleilani · 1 year ago
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decided to make a list of all my diagnosed issues and like fucking. god damn. how am i just living day to day.
#nine bullet points#of diagnosed things i struggle#i struggle with#1. type one diabetes 2. adhd 3. bipolar 4. severe anxiety 5. depression 6. insomnia 7. migraines 8. dpdr 9. ptsd#and im just ?? existing like this??? literally how what the fuck#there’s more than that too thats just like the actual able to be diagnosed shit#probably also at least slightly autistic but my psychologist said that its not bad enough to impact me big time and a diagnosis would do mor#more harm than good so im just kind. Not lmao#but also: abandonment issues self worth issues guilty conscience issues feeling unworthy of literally everything issues#awful at establishing boundaries#sh issues#(not for like years but its a struggle to not relapse every year esp during winter)#suicidal ideation but at least ive never actually been suicidal#not bc i particularly love being alive but because the fact that i dont know what comes after death scares me too much lmao#even at my lowest of lows i have not wanted to kms SOLELY bc the unknown scares me enough to be like#yeah this sucks but at least i know it#at least it’s like familiar which is sad but still true lma#OH ALSO eating disorder lmao. diabulimia is a thing.#genuinely how have i not been fucking hospitalized#not in a bad way but like. idk how i havent gotten to that point yet#tho to be fair there are multiple points i probably should have been tbh#i just. dont want to worry people? or inconvenience anyone. and i know im not gonna kms so its easy to be like ‘i dont need that’#i have overshared way too much in these tags sorry i’ll stop now#if anyone has actually read all of these: i’m sorry. i love you. i hope you feel better than i do. i hope you smiled today.
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archivedolon · 1 year ago
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trying to write main and hs phel a bit more different bc i feel them sort of fusing into 1 which i don't like-- i enjoy their dichotomy and i think the contrast between them are what make the different verses so interesting. this is sort of a reminder to myself and to others that runeterra phel is not easy to get along with nor does he actively try to do so. though he is less strict with himself now that he's away from mt. targon in search of diana, he still needs to hold himself to lunari warrior standards, and just like the moon and night, he's cold and silent. acting otherwise only poses him as a danger to their discovery as a supposedly lost peoples; he would never talk about his mission nor his reason for wandering ionia and he would never actively ask for help in his journey.
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mysoulspiralbound · 2 years ago
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me when i first got into the witcher series
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i couldn't think of a better way to communicate this so its this . my struggle
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venusmage · 1 month ago
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More high lesbian antics involving food
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bearvverine · 26 days ago
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me and gang at the haunted house
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w1lmuttart · 8 months ago
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The lake town
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windwenn · 15 days ago
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This drawing made me realise that actually I love the comfort zone and I would like to go back into it. Also that I must draw more tigers.
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straightlightyagami · 1 year ago
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u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me
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whiteraven90 · 4 months ago
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Who would win? The thousand pound flying meathook t-rex, or… monkey with a stick?
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months ago
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Expertise can't help you here.
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lgbtlunaverse · 9 months ago
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The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
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the-coffee-fandom · 8 months ago
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Had to make a meme to describe me currently
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qiinamii · 13 days ago
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one braincell transfer (divided by four)
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potatokoko · 1 month ago
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where stars rest
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donutdrawsthings · 3 months ago
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People all over the world are thinking of you!
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