#ive had enough of pride
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Tumblr can we get sum mensmental health awareness month posts please, I've had enough of gay pride posts.
#mens mental health awareness month#its 2am here#ive had enough of pride#remember: i dont support it nor do i hate it#just support mental health awareness month
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everyone makes fun of soap when they find out how many hair and skin products he keeps on hand. the cabinet in his bathroom is filled to bursting and he always keeps travel sized bottles on him on missions
when soldiers outside the 141 find out, they call him precious and self-obsessed, a vain pretty boy too preoccupied with his reflection to focus on the enemy. no wonder how he got his callsign. price has given up telling him to leave them on base and just teaches him to individually wrap them so they don’t rattle against each other and give himself away
what they don’t know is that each product contains an ingredient that when mixed with any number of the others, creates potent chemical bombs. he was caught unarmed once, he won’t let it happen again
#ghost picks it up when he watches him meticulously read the ingredients lists on the bottles when he goes shopping with him once#he knows enough about products to know that when you find one that works you keep using it#so hes confused when he sees soap put back a moisturiser hes certain hes seen in his little bag#he waits for him to leave the aisle and checks the bottle#which is when he sees the new and improved formula sticker on the back#he memorises the ingredients and when he checks the bottle in soaps room sure enough theres an ingredient missing#thats when he puts it together#it seems his little intro into guerrilla warfare had sparked some ideas in his sergeant#and hes so damn proud it takes him off guard for a second#he hadnt expected him to keep up with it not when hed rarely need the knowledge#but he is and hes doing it all on his own using his own expertise and forethought#the pride has to make room for a difference kind of warmth at the sheer competency on display in front of him#the next day he drops a new product with the missing ingredient on soaps head#the soldiers around them are shocked that hed indulge in soaps prissiness#hes the only that that sees the feral glint in soaps eye as he thanks him and starts going on about the benefits of looking after your skin#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#ghost x soap#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost mw2#cod ghost#cod soap#soap mw2#soap mactavish#cod mwii#call of duty#we’re a team. ghost team
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I'm gonna hold my fellow alloromantics' and allosexuals' hands when I say this: just because someone doesn't constantly and consistently seeks out a romantic and/or sexual relationship does not mean they're aromantic and/or asexual. Just because someone chooses to remain single and celibate for an extensive time does not mean they're secretly aromantic and/or asexual. I'm bisexual. I absolutely feel romantic and sexual attraction to people. I've also been single since 2019 and plan to continue to be. I'm just very busy and prefer to be by myself a lot. Simple as that. Doesn't mean I'm "hiding my true self" it just means I'm not constantly actively seeking a romantic relationship or sexual encounters with other people. And I need my fellow alloromantics and allosexuals to understand that and be okay with it.
#pride#allosexual#alloromantic#bisexual#i just get so mad when people question me about my orientation#yes im bisexual no im not aroace yes ive been single for years#i just prefer my own company#also to the bitch in college who hounded me nonstop saying i had to be aorace because i wasnt hooking up with enough people to be bisexual#fuck you and fuck your crusty ass car#my ramblings#not tf
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me when i meet with my colleges first out trans teacher who is like a celebrity with me after one of my teachers puts me in contact with her again (i had interviewed said trans teacher 4 years prior and hadnt met with her since) and she tells me tjat my teacher had so many positive things to say about me, about how i was one of her brightest most well spoken students and that she (within like 5 minutes of having been talking) immediately sees exactly what my professor had been talking about and so many super implied positives about me that i would never had known about and i dod everything in my power to avoid prying for more details but even what i heard was soso nicies
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#iwillspeakincessantly#god it felt so nice to meet with her again#talking woth someone whos been so influential at my school and the whole state as far as transgender and queer policy making and has#so many connections amd experience and is also trans and historically a teacher bfor she retired#genuinely makes me feel so much better about my life and where im going#and less worried about if ill ever be able to live a peaceful life as a trans twacher when she personally knows#multiple other transmen tbats shes taught who are now teaching IN MY STATE#safely and happily#ough#we said wed meet more in the future and she encouraged me to join the cities pride group that she had founded and is the head of#and maybe tjis time ill actjally go#she even gifted me a book that she had had that she thinks would give me solace and comfort in my life#tbat was also written by a trans man sinxe she thinks im easily intelligent enough to get the humor and referwnces in#god she said i was well spoken and articulated even tho i feel so stupid and inarticulate sometimes#since i ramble a lot and lose my thoughts and i feel like my speaking vocabulary is so lowbrow and cheap often#no matter how many times other peope say i always sound so intelligent when i speak#ARGH#been super steessed about a lot of things in my life and if ill make it out alive but just this short hour and a half convo over a food#has made me feel so mich better and happier and hopeful#argh argh ougj i love finding out that people talk immense amount of positive things about me#god#i was rlaking about how often i struggle woth socializing amd making friends and she aas like really? ive been having a wondefful time#walkimg with you youre so intelligent and well spoken and its like thank you my issues ckme from group settings#and unclear un familiar subjects and ettiqutes of my fellow youths#but it made me feel so good about myself#im gonna implode :333333 positive
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Unclear who's holding who hostage in this relationship (picrew)
WARNING:: BARELY CONTAINED YAPPING
The story: Inessa is OBSESSED with Essex. Terrified to ask them but every time she sees them she experiences the worst bisexual panic known to man. She is INFATUATED for months before Essex even notices that she's stalking them. When they DO notice that Inessa is the one leaving them increasingly more threatening and violent love notes, they assume Inessa is human, just a particularly sick and weird lonely one and decides they want a free meal, because it's been a good long while since they've been properly full.
It's worth noting at this point that Inessa can sense magical or otherwise inhuman people. It's how she instantly sees through Jess-Ava's disguise (if Jess-Ava didn't give it away with her A+ acting). She assumes all vampyrs can do this.
(spoiler alert they can't)
So Essex slides up real smooth next to Inessa and asks for her number. Inessa promptly melts and gives it to them. They text for about thirty seconds before Essex decides it's probably safe to invite Inessa to their house. It is ABSOLUTELY not safe Inessa is insane and shouldn't be trusted even a little bit but they invite her regardless.
When Essex inevitably tries to turn a teenage make-out session into a true crime story, Inessa shoves them off while they spit out all the dust Inessa's rapidly regenerating carotid artery turned into, utterly confused at why Essex would even try that. She then reveals her sixtyfivehead and waits for Essex to tell her that no, they didn't express an interest in her just to eat her because they thought she was human.
They don't.
She runs home and gives herself a pat on the back for keeping it together long enough to make it to Jess-Ava's old cabin. She proceeds to ugly cry for six straight hours.
Essex feels like shit and tries to make it up to her by going on a few real dates, although just as friends. Inessa doesn't let the friends status stay though and they eventually start for real dating after a few months and it's not questionable at all
#shitpost#picrew#essex sirknaim#inessa mori#vampyr#essex is genderfluid#his pronouns change every hour on the hour and if you dont guess them right she gets to eat you#essex is also canonically ☝️ wildly fucking attractive#i mean their vampyr traits are a too-wide smile and catfish pupils but they just keep out of the sun yk#the rizzlerrrrr#so inessa is totally justified to leave them sweet little letters like “I WILL ALWAYS FIND YOU” written in deer blood on their their locker#also “TILL DEATH DO US PART” carved into a boar carcass right next to essex's lime green 2004 honda accord#this is basically like writing “MARRY ME” in red sharpie on your senior high crush's sandwich btw#without telling them#and in fact you don't write it on their planned lunch you buy and write it on a big mac before secretly dropping it on their desk#still an insane thing to do but less weird in carnivorous immortal creature context#the school had several students unenrolled after the incident with a human ring finger showing up in essex's hollowed out calculus textbook#ive decided inessa is absolutely crazy over this white boy#fun essex fact: their birthname is charlie. despite being gender neutral they decided it wasnt cool enough#fun VAMPYR fact: they tend to keep their partners for life. so essex doesn't have GREAT odds of escaping their crazy girlfriend#i havent worked out why inessa just fucking locked onto this spiky hair queer freak who she could frankly find ten of at any pride event#but its not going to be for normal teenage girl reasons#also another fun tidbit: just like how they regenerate between seconds and weeks depending on the injury; vampyr flesh rots INSANELY fast#thats why their blood is black#its not because of a low oxygen content its because it instantly rots away into a puddle of tar#its because vampyrs cannibalising each other would wipe out the whole species and also to make them less apetising to other large predators#i apologise for my yapping but not really
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Survived today fine. Just chilling now.
Ordered a new bridge for my violin. Current one is kinda bent (from age, I think) and I think it's affecting my sound quality. It's supposed to come in on Saturday, along with some mutes (both for performing and also for practicing. First for making it quiet while playing a song and second to make it quieter in general so you're less disruptive while practicing. I think.) and also some sand paper. Because I'm probably gonna have to sand the legs of the bridge some to adjust it to my violin's shape.
I've never replaced a bridge before. I've put one back *on* after at least one time of accidentally knocking it out one way or another. Kinda really inconvenient. Gotta loosen all the strings, position it, then re-tune the entire thing. So that part is inconvenient, but familiar. But the sanding it into shape....... well, I might look up an instructional video or something. Just in case. It seems like it'd be pretty intuitive, but better to be safe than sorry.
#speculation nation#yknow now that i think about it it probably is pretty much time#i dont know what's standard for violin maintenance but i think it's the same bridge ive had since i got this violin in 8th grade#which was. back in 2010. 15 years ago....#the violin overall is in perfectly fine shape. though i wonder if i should change the other strings at some point.#i changed the G because i had to. because it broke. the others are currently fine but hmmm#idk i'll pay attention to if they start sounding weird. the G was sounding weird before it snapped back then.#im also Pretty sure im suppsed to get the bow's hairs redone at some point... but it's still fine?? i think.#ive never been the type to press hard enough to snap hairs very often. though maybe thats not a good thing#idk im just. thinking#i really want to Stay in the habit of playing even after this semester ends.#it's felt like reconnecting with an old piece of my core identity. i was an active violinist from ages 11 through 19#and even in the time since then ive still Called myself a violinist. bc that kind of thing never leaves you.#my left arm is Still more flexible than my right one. can bend further up behind my back and everything.#but it's also... not the same as Actively playing. it feels right and wrong at the same time.#it feels *right* but it doesnt feel as natural as it used to. im too out of practice. fumbling fingers trying so hard.#trying to not get frustrated with myself when the person in front of me plays so beautifully without any hesitation.#im sleep deprived. and incredibly out of practice. but im taking measures to improve things.#the bridge will help i think. i kept getting thrown off by the sound today. on lower strings it almost sounded like smth was rattling.#and when i install the new bridge on saturday i will practice. until i at least know what im supposed to be playing.#i wont embarrass myself again. i will *not* be so lost next time. my pride as a violinist demands it.#i may be severely out of practice but i was once the 4th best violinist of my high school. i can get that good again.
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ok pt 2 now with more headcanony versions!! these aren’t necessarily my headcanons but they are all ones I vibe w. are they qp to me? idk! do I think it’s cool and real when ppl write and interpret them as qp? yeah! yknow if anybody has any requests for flags to edit onto them lmk! these are quick & fun & i don’t bite. & either way feel free to use these for whatever!! credit would be swag but is not necessary if u do. have a happy & safe pride everyone!!!
#mdzs#wangxian#lan wangji#wei wuxian#pride#edit#ok but like I promise wei wuxian is demisexual also. like idk but he’s so aspec to me#tbh I don’t rlly know wwx’s gender ive just been going w genderfluid in my head. he doesn’t know either he’s in ancient China#wwx going around life like ‘this is a normal allocishet way to feel & im Not going to examine this further’ and tbh fair enough. like me 2#and i had the words and labels for it even.#if i don’t make some manner of gay little image for pride month . is it even rlly pride month!!#i have a time honored personal tradition to uphold and by Jove will i do so. I’m just letting u all come into my gay little studio
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Thinking about going back to support group because I'm sick to my stomach with the amount of transphobia I've heard/dealt with over the past week alone, but also eww vulnerability
#mostly there are just people in support group who annoy the shit out of me#last time i went there were 31 people and it was impossible to hold one conversation#so maybe ill go back if it gets small again but its pride month so...#and im too <3 fucking <3 busy <3#im becoming so grouchy but also just tired and dead inside because of transphobia#almost came out to the entire family just because ive had enough#to the old fart who visited the library and spouted hate-speech for half an hour:#i hope you get fucking cancer you shitstain#saying we need immigrants so we can make them work the low-wage jobs#and that 'transsexuals cross the border to molest kids'#and what did my supervisor do about it. she smiled all sweet and encouraged him.#im going to take her job. i will. because im basically already doing it.#its a fucking feminist library do your job as a manager and kick the bigot out#you do not have to be polite to everyone. not everyone should have 'frEeDoM of SpeEcH'#whatever the crusty old ballsack is gonna die before me anyway and he wont be back
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anyways. holding linebeck gently
#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind#sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex#general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out#so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about#i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me#anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump#smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room#with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms#anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug#linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine#nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest#i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot#and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just#chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries#and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help#like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig#thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want#prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit#uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn#bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link#and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh#ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno#its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later
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the collection is thriving
#jackal speaks#manga collection#i love my manga / graphic novel collection so much i could talk abt it for hours#ive been collecting on and off for years but i was really able to indulge in it once i got my current job#had money and actual free time to read!!#my black butler collection is my pride and joy bc i got vol 6-19 second hand all in one go#blue exorcist also my love but not obsession atm bc im not caught up LMAO however its only a matter of time#i would say ignore the horses but. dont. they are so integral to the vibes#i lack kuro merch so i make do w sebastian ciel and vincent phantomhive horses#the big horse is actually witcher Roach (in progress) but i dont have room w my books and hes pretty so#ALSO IGNORE THE POP BOXES IN THE BOTTOM CORNER SJFDHJ I USED TO HAVE TWO LEVELS AND THATS WHAT I USE TO STACK THEM#not enough rengoku merch
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ace tuffnut
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#enough said#ive had this headcanon for so long#i HAD to#ok but hear me out#i literally cant see him in any other way. like. he is ACE. PERIOD. all his previous relationships have failed bc of it#poor tuff#tuffnut#tuffnut thorston#httyd#thorston twins#inspired by those flags that have dinosaurs & shit on them#he is also a pyromaniac. he told me himself#guys please listen to me#hey everyone! ive got an announcement to make! i...had...an....IDEAAA#he canonically has a tattoo. who wants to bet on what it is😳#ngl i think this image goes pretty hard#if i do say so myself and I do say so myself#asexual#asexual pride
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It's pride month... go on.. treat yourself to some MOUNT GAY
#smokey talks#pride#ive had this one b4 its pretty good#something something mounting gays blablablah#dictated but not read im not funny enough for a joke like that
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This is why im fucking aplatonic bc i either date someone or i become their family and every single other person has fucking screwed me over
#friends ive made in the past year: 7#friends ive kept in the past year: 1 and shes on the thinnest melting piece of ice youve ever seen#as soon as shes done with her rehab im dropping her#bc im just kind of in the middle of it rn but i figured out she extorted $500 from me#and she keeps making comments on the state of my house and my money and my time and shit and im like#you are coming over here to smoke a bowl of weed. not to microcriticize every part of my life#she literally had the AUDACITY. the fucking GALLLLLLL. to say 'wheres all ur money going? why dont u guys ever have enough' like we havent#been sending her half our fucking money for 6 months to pay her back!!!!!#FUUUUUUCK#and the previous person also lost us around $700 and paid us back in $125 in food stamps despite having $5k in her bank#i HATE PEOPLE. I HATE PEOPLE I WANT TO BE A HERMIT#nobody is EVER capable of just being a decent fucking human being everyone always has to have a fucking angle or a play#or just end up a cold hateful bitch (person 2)#having friends makes me want to crack my phone in half#aplatonic fucking pride or whatever. fuck irls#vent
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The thing about chronic pain is that I'll be experiencing the usual horrors (pain and discomfort that isn't possible to fully ignore) but I'm not even phased, like this is just a normal Wednesday night for me.
#it hurts but i can ignore it if i keep myself occupied with other stuff#which means its not that bad#but its bad enough that trying to sleep is out of the question#and that means its another night of taking melatonin with as much advil as my kidneys can tolerate and hoping for the best#disabilty pride month except instead of pride i feel nothing but apathy and discomfort#ngl i am getting more and more discouraged as time goes on bc i am getting less and less good days#and i am losing abilities ive always taken for granted#like being able to drive for longer than 20 minutes#or doing chores#or literally just being able to stand long enough to like cook a single without it using up all my energy for the day#not even exaggerating#i can at best cook one meal a day now#on bad days i cannot cook anything that cant just be microwaved or popped in the toaster#ever since i had covid last summer it seems like my health started getting worse at a much faster rate that it was before#my neurologist said it probably triggered cfs/me and that its basically a form a long covid#which fucking sucks so bad#like exercise helps some of my other conditions but i cannot exercise at all anymore without triggering a bad crash#there is no winning#siiiiiiiiiiigh#its fine though#we carry on
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if i disappear after saying that ive been assassinated no jokes aside if i take that down its not bc i disagree with it, you can still pin it on me as a belief that i think that shit should be said and ill put my whole ass behind it, but saying shit like that has consequences lmfao. also theres a time and a place to bring that up
#ive already. dealt. with enough fucking propagandising royal family members on my fucking ASS this lifetime to last. the rest of#this universe's incarnation. sometimes its better to not get involved which i KNOW is a big part of why the propaganda is rampant#among people who work with ''demons'' but like. no. no race is more superior than other races. hot take i know sorry#~abyssal murmurs#honestly tho. im so sick of dealing with the topics of ascending and (''demon'') racial supremacy and fighting jxdaism under the guise#of ''we hate chrxstians tho and thats good!'' bc ''(JEWISH NAME FOR GOD????) is a horrible person he wiped out half his angels!!!!''#listen i do not care how uncomfortable you are w your species' and peoples' histories you are. leave innocent fucking people and their#concept of the Creator that you dont even understand alone. whats the point in pride in your people if youre only proud of how#your people are Better than another set of people. like. bruh. are you proud of being a (demon) or are you so insecure your only source of#literally describing said propagandising family members lord almighty im gonna stop myself there.#WOW. I DSFJKHDFH. IVE NEVERRRRR SUDDENLY GOTTEN THE URGE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT WAR /AND/ SPILL THINGS PEOPLE#WANT SECRET /AND/ TALK SHIT ABOUT TWISTING KNOWLEDGE TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD /AND/ HAD IT DEVOLVE INTO#''even tho im (practically) hindu jxdaism is too fucking important to my family for me to not have OPINIONS about shit'' BEFORE HMM#WEIRD WEIRD unincarnated selves just fucking going AT it. i mean. spilling opinions. cant say they havent gone at it in other#ways too wow no wonder Ardhanarishvara (God as half man half woman) and Shiva and Shakti are super important to me -#NO WONDER THIS CAME AFTER TALKING ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS AND MIND WHO I SEE AS SHIVA AND SHAKTI#anyway the first post had nothing to do w jxdaism and this topic itself has nothing to do w it i just finally had it click why Certain Peop#calling the things the kings they worship did atrocities of (name) was bothering me SO much. i mean i knew why the rest of it was bothering#me - i mean the NAME bit clicked
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love the new header & profile pic on your blog!
no mourners ❤️
thanks :) i wanted to put sth soc related since i first read the books but i never did and when i watched the show and found all these amazing pictures and gifs i couldn't resist
no funerals ❤️
#i was thinking about changing it for pride but whats gayer than a gay ship as your header?#also ive only had it for like 2 months which isnt nearly enough time#jo says stuff#ask response
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