#ive bullied by some lol

[cerealmonster15]

[vibrating a little too fast] Do You Understand My Vision Yet

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

[forestgreenlesbian]

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[todayisafridaynight]

metal_pipe_falling.mp4

under the cut is more doodles of arakawa in his coat(s) and sawashiro doodles cause Lol

[bumblingbriars]

While not a first generation immigrant child, I still appreciate Belushi: A Biography a lot because Belushi’s family life reminded me of my old home life before my mom and dad died. It also made me feel better about eating bigger portions too because like…. it isn’t just a me thing. It’s just how Mediterranean families eat KAKSJAKSJ

Not to mention Belushi himself reminds me so much of my dad I wouldn’t be surprised if his favorite actor was him. My dad was a big film nut and watched anything and everything that came out back then. Similar mannerisms, humor…

[onawhimsicot]

Behold...the face of a criminal...Fame has evidently proved to be too much for Daan Tat, and her bullying has only gotten worse, so I've separated her from the rest of the flock (but within sight) for the time being.

Poor Gelatinous Cube is SO sad!!! I finally decided to get involved after the third day when Gelatinous Cube was just hiding in a tiny corner of the coop AND Daan Tat and Cha Siu Bao wouldnt let her get on the roost at night. She keeps making sad noises at me like "you want me to go out there??? haven't you seen how they treat me?? 🥺" heartbreaking!!!

Cha siu, the little rat that she is, is just as guilty but I haven't separated her yet because she seems to chill out when she doesn't have Daan Tat encouraging this behavior. She's a bad influence 😔

[vulcan-moon]

genuinely disgusted at mp100 fandom atm, probably going to take a break for a while in general

[dream-sans-mogai]

Anyway, because I'm considered a bigger creator within the mogai community and I have a responsibility to address things given my bigger audience-

Please remember that Tumblr, especially LGBT Tumblr concerning discourse and intracommunity issues, is a hyper niche, reactive, violent, sensitive community with next to zero basis in reality at large and you should not take any of its opinions as absolute fact. Especially the mogai community's opinions.

A lot of people on mogai Tumblr talk big game with very clearly fake the-whole-bus-clapped stories about the real world concerning acceptance towards mspec monos, Neopronouns and Xenogenders and it's my job as an adult and guiding voice to remind people these experiences may happen but rarely do and you absolutely should not just tell random people you use purr/purrs pronouns or your a bi gaybian or you identify as Chronosian or other things like that because it's really fucking dangerous even in hyper progressive places like new york, cali and Detroit. It can be deadly in many many small towns, including ones in progressive states. Especially dangerous in non accepting states.

I don't say this to burst your bubble or ruin your hopeful world view but many stories of acceptance are fake, even if some are true, most of the community is underage and just cause your teacher may approve of your Soniccharic identity, doesn't mean they won't tell your transphobic parents. It's scary and dangerous out here for trans and gay people rn and I won't be one of the idiots who tell you to run and frolic with your Xenogender pins Infront of increasingly hostile transphobes. I want the younger gen z trans people to survive and I won't lie to you about the reality of the battle we all are staring down concerning project 2025.

Most of the people telling these stories live in progressive states and do not tell you about the failed times or exaggerate the acceptance they supposedly received. I'm telling you from the mouth of someone who grew up in a tiny town in South Ohio with less than 1,000 people, it's still just as dangerous as it was 10 years ago. I still get followed in my home town. I still get stares in my home town. My actual home town, a place I grew up in where people knew me as the gnc dyke for a good while in my last 2 years of school. Do not spread this shit around to everyone. Nex didn't think they would become a victim, Brianna didn't think she would be one of the unlucky ones, plenty of those we've lost did not think they would die in hate crimes. I almost died in two of the hate crimes I've experienced.

You need to be really fucking careful and although I love than Neopronouns and Xenogenders are becoming more accepted by the larger LGBT community, you need to be very very VERY careful about what you do, what you wear and who you tell what because word spreads fast in suburbia and hate spreads faster. You do not want to be wearing a pin the day some white cishet magat decides he's tired of the "pedophiles" and chooses you as the first victim because you were the first he saw. Don't hide who you are but Be. Fucking. Careful.

[oldphanny]

so a super old friend from literal primary school just reached out to me for the first time in like over a decade and they have a kid now and stuff and I'm just sitting with the fact that I'm like almost in my late 20's and literally have nothing to show for it.

Like 'what have you been up to'

Literally nothing. Trauma and nasty people being nasty. Im essentially back to where I was as a teen. So anyway, cute kid 🥺 I'm gonna keel over and die now.

[akkivee]

kuukou’s the one wearing the tower records cafe apron which means he’s the one working part time food service labour not jyushi and oh how the turns have tabled lmao

[itty-bitty-mess]

TW: BITTYBONES AB//USE, BITTY WHUMP, BITTY T*RT//URE

Daddy was potty training little Cherry by using a human-sized toilet before Cherry moved on to a bitty potty. Of course, little Cherry missed the bowl like the pathetic thing he was and his waste splashed all over the bathroom floor, which Daddy had spent countless hours cleaning beforehand.

Daddy was furious! He decided the appropiate response would be to punish stupid little Cherry by shoving him in the dirty, used toilet and forcing him to sink to the bottom of it, leaving him there to drown in the dirty water for at least three hours.

The entire time, Cherry screamed and cried for Daddy to save him, to take him out of the icky water, dry him up and give him a little kissie. Of course, Daddy wouldn’t do that and instead began berating Cherry nonstop calling him every name under the sun, yelling many horrible and hurtful words at him. Daddy called little Cherry a useless and worthless piece of shit that was good for nothing but eating, crying and shitting all day, and that wasnt even able to behave like a proper adult Bitty.

Cherry cried and cried nonstop, he felt humiliated and hurt. Daddy spat on his face to shut him up and closed the toilet lid, leaving the pathetic thing alone in the dark. Cherry began crying louder and soiled himself, making the water he was struggling to not sink in even dirtier and ickier. Daddy then threatened Cherry by telling him that he would stay in the toilet the entire night and that if he didn’t stay quiet he’d be getting flushed down the drain to rot among worthless waste like him.

Since that day, Cherry never pissed again, ever. This led him to develop severe infections and health issues that would then lead to him dusting one morning all of a sudden. It was slow and painful for the little thing. And Daddy didn’t care at all, in fact he was happy and cheered with joy when he found Cherry’s little pile of dust alongside his dirty little clothes. He was glad the little pest was gone for good and that he wouldn’t need to waste more money on a useless thing like a bitty ever again. The End.

[bmpmp3]

speaking of genbu's "serious" sounding tone in his voicebank, i think that might be why he was such a dead ringer for teto pre-synthv-bank-release with just a couple little gender parameter tweaks. wait do my followers know this. sorry i know most of my vocal synthesizer talk is genuinely gibberish to my beloved and loyal long time followers but do you guys know this. for a few years, people had discovered that since utau teto and genbu have this similar strong enunciation and dark sounding tone plus teto can have a bit of a tomboyish edge to her voice anyway -> if u mess with some parameters and phonemes he'll sound close enough to her, so it became a bit of running gag in the community, along with just being a genuine and novel use case for his voicebank. actually recently i found out about someone who made a couple of synthv scripts to set genbus voice to his falsetto pitch and set the tension to drop during each syllable automatically to make him sound like the utau sora amaha. genbu's purpose is to impersonate other vocal synthesizers

[alecodys]

ctv cody is so sillay his parents never gave a shit abt him nd neither did any of the kids at school but he stopped caring ages ago so now he just does whatever the fuck. he taught himself how to cook at the age of 8 bc he couldnt wait for one of his parents to come home nd make dinner (microwaved noodles) at 9pm. the chess thing still happened to him btw.

[cartooncatboy]

(remembers this image i made) thinking of her again

[todayisafridaynight]

hear me out on this one

[revvywevvy]

yknow i've mentioned before that chelly is very capable of being violent and explosive. however the most ever angry i've ever drawn her is mildly upset. plus there was the memey-ish thing with chelly literally begging chip to let her bite maim kill people for him.

i kinda wanna draw chelly completely snapping. chelly getting a little too silly.