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docdufresne · 5 months ago

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#ive been having so much fun this past week #i missed painting #i missed being silly #this is great

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sporeclan · 2 months ago

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Just a buncha really cute and sweet interactions this time around <3 They all care for eachother soooo much :')

#clangen #clan generator #warriors oc #warrior cats #sporeclan #after oakfox died it seems like foxspeckle and piperdapple have gotten really close and its so so so freaking sweet. i love them so much #and then crowstar reassuring dawnpelt too ;;; and lil greenkit doing such a good job;;:;;; AND MOUSEGROVE :;;;:;;; AUUGHHHHHHHH #theyre all bonding <3<3<3<3 #sc:moons #sc:foxspeckle #sc:piperdapple #sc:strawkit #sc:cliffthicket #sc:greenkit #sc:soltalon #sc:lizardkit #sc:spottedfrost #sc:crowstar #sc:dawnpelt #sc:mousegrove #FINALLY back to the moons....... yall would not believe how busy ive been #reason i completely vanished for a while is that i actually took a trip to america about a month ago! very fun but took a lot outta me #and then i suddenly had to do a buncha other stuff for the past couple weeks too #BUT now im back to business as usual!!! i hope :')

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kate-m-art · 10 months ago

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I get it now, I get the hype, sassy vampire man beloved andjfkmsm

#just need *somewhere* to talk cause nowhere near finishing the game yet still im act 2 but ajskdk #caved and bought bg3 its looked so cool ajdjf #been wanting to play it for a long time now but dont have the hardware but ajdkffk #just discovered geforce now and gosh what a game changer #streams the game instead and i dont think my laptop has overheated once aksjfk #but like!!#yeeeeee im having sm fun w my wood elf druid love her sm #and all the npcs and astarion beloved #feel like a little school girl w goofy smiles whenever theres a new convo w him ajskfk #and idk just like ajsjdj no one to talk to about it and usually at that point just go on youtube to listen to other people talk #but i dont want to accidentally spoil too much so ajdjfk #just sitting here a hyper giddy little mess over how much fun im having #ye anyways if ive seemed kinda mia the past week or so thats why #new hyperfixation for a while i guess but im not mad about it ajsjfk #lowkey wanna doodle characters but akdkg also wanna see how things play out first and hhhhhhhh

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crows-of-buckets · 4 days ago

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I need to draw my rook bc I actually do have some ideas for them I just. Have NOT been in a creating mood idk I'm so tired... Aoughgggh

#crow rambles #i want to write and i want to draw and i want to do a million things and i am doing NONE of them...#insane... crazy even...#like. i have several fic ideas i wanna write (nothing new there) but i am not writing them #i. well i dont have any art ideas now but i WANNA draw but ohh. hard :(#i think i may be having a little creative burnout... give me like four days ill be back on my game #i can never stay away from art for too long. i get itchy if i dont draw for a few days #longest ive went without drawing in the past like. decade. has been a week and that was when i got covid #my ass can NOT put the pencil down #i do want to get some of my rook ideas into fic bc i think it may help me flesh them out a little bit #while i do have a lot of criticisms of dav i kinda wanna stop focusing on them so much #bc i KNOW ive been posting about them alot on here #and while i don't think the game SHOULDNT be criticized (it definitely should) i dont want to be solely negative on it #bc i actually did have fun playing it #and i want to reflect it in my posts lmao #however. i love bitching. i am so good at bitching #its a competitive sport and im winning. top tier bitcher thats me #idk i should probably replay the game bc its always easier to make a protagonist for a dragon age game once you know the plot #but also i want to finish my dao replay... and replay da2... and finish my dai replay i never finished lmao #im at the landsmeet in dao so it shouldnt be much longer. i plan on skipping the golems dlc this go round bc i dont really like it and it #doesnt add very much to the plot imo. everytime i play it i get pissy over the harvester. fucking AWFUL boss #tried killing it on hard mode. once. i am never doing that shit again i HATEEEE that stupid thing #<- by landsmeet i meant i am doing the denerim quests right before the landsmeet. im just before the whole 'anora got locked up' thing #am NOT looking forward to the alienage... idk i really want go get to witch hunt 😭😭

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boimgfrog · 1 year ago

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am i depressed or am i just stressed and tired. let's discuss.

#jay says a thing #like #oof #i have soooo much stuff going on the mext couple weeks #as much as it pains me i might have 2 miss a fun friend event bcos school is kicking my ass #and then i have to work too #so like #yikes #and im slso not eating well bcos ive been rly sick the past few weeks so i cant eat like i normally do so my blood sugar is lower than usual #ugh #not to even mention like #ive been so irritable recently #and idk why #the anger is ever rising i suppose #and im also like. going through do much emotional turmoil too #evry day a challenge

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iamfuckingsorry · 2 months ago

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god this is when me avoiding all the fucking admin shit bites me in the ass.

trying to finally sort out all this fucking bullshit with my home country (where i havent lived since before i turned 18 and have no intentions of ever permanently returning to), and of course they're stuck in the 80s or something so everything needs to be signed, stamped, officially translated, approved by three different agencies etc etc etc. and of course i live in an extremely digitalized country now so everything has digital signatures (not accepted by my home country) and i can't even /get/ everything

#herr's personal tag #ugh #fuck this shit. seriously.#i possibly owe them like tens of thousands of dollars in health insurance payments #even tho i havent lived there for years and ive been covered in my current country of residence #and it's illegal to be insured in 2 EU countries at once #and also i counted as a full-time student until about a year ago and full-time students are exempt from having to pay for insurance #and of course my mother was like #“yeah i got it all sorted”#well #turns out im so fucking stupid i cant even believe it. because of course it's fucking not #and like i know she's full of shit sometimes and i've heard her say stuff related to this that i know was incorrect #i so should have known better. but here we are #so now i gotta #1. fucking finally deregister from both the country and the insurance company so this doesn't keep getting worse #(at least this should be doable tho there might be a fine included for not doing it earlier)#2. get a bunch of documents from my high school and uni #and get those approved as equivalent to full-time studies of the appropriate level #which is gonna be fun because not all of these even exist over here and also my degree was an integrated masters #so there's no clear undergrad/grad division #3. try to retroactively apply to have my insurance payments from all these years forgiven #also 4. get proof that i've been insured over here for the past 10 years and shouldn't owe any insurance payments anyway #because being insured in two countries is impossible under EU law #and also try and get the payments forgiven that way #ughhhhhhhhh #and there's no guarantee they'll accept any of this as i'm doing it all retroactively #and i don't know what my mom has/hasn't done in relation to this as she's definitely faked some power of attorneys etc in the past #and she will 100% lie about this #srsly fuck all this shit. i'm also moving to yet another country in 2 weeks. it's gonna be sooo much fun

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crest-of-gautier · 8 months ago

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cannot stop thinking about this guy i went up against in turf war last night, their snipes have me completely mesmerized.... this is goals tbh!!!

#splatoon 3 #lizz.mp4 #I CANT EVEN BE MAD THAT WE WERE LOSING LMAOOO THEIR SHOTS WERE SO CLEAN!!!#this singlehandedly makes me want to play z+f again after mostly playing e-liter in the past 3 months #this guy went like. 17-0 i mean maybe that's a little overkill but IDC IM IMPRESSED!!!#a z+f who effectively uses their wall to wall me out from sniping them is so. yeah. i learned so much from them #i haven't really been gameing as much lately bc ive been working on personal projects but :) i've been having a lot of fun with my life #i think i will finish reload sometime within the next two weeks. im a bit slow bc the end of december got me emotional #but i think im ready to go back into it soon...!!!! i need to make thanatos buff. for ME !!!!! for my LOVES!!

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#so thinking abt my inability to do things in thr context of my 0cd is interesting. bc i would say my primary problem is my obsessive #compulsive behavior and inflexibility. idk if thr inflexibility is inherent to me bc its part of the reason i got stamped with aut1sm or but #its part of what maked it so hard to tell if i had 0cd or not. bc im just so fucking rigid and structured abt literally everything without #any reason. y do i have to do X thing and i cant do Y thing? idk my brain just says i cant. which kinda does align with 0cd more or just #like something compulsive. and its sorta weird bc i think im a lot more aligned with purely obsessional 0cd. so i dont do a lot of external #ritual. its more abstract. like constantly i have to work or b perfect or else i start getting intrusive thoughts. always thr same ones. and #to make them go away i have to physically suffer usually thru overworking to my mental breaking point or sometimes more direct ways #when its really bad. and then i have to keep working. and i do a lot of fucking ruminating. fucking constand catogorizing and pathological #self reflection. again i have high standards and high affinity for self punishment which is a lot to deal with. its exhausting and misery #making. and the annoying thing is that im like this for a reason. i mean it makes sense. having a learning disability plus bad short term #working memory plus some mood weirdness. ive created a structure that makes me productive but also creates so much pressure thst i cant #function at all sometimes. and whats worse is that even then even with the amount of checking i do i am still a master of fucking up the lil #things. i forgot to write my name in the autoclave list and caused problems for ppl bc i forgot when i went up there Even tho i new i needed #to. i also forgot to put thr foam cap on a liquid nitrogen tank which would have been SO FUCKING BAD if it all evaporated. so many samples #woulf have been lost bc i just fucking forgot to put it back. that was just this week. idk i just forget things like that. i left a freezer #door open in hs and we lost everything in the freezer. i also fucked up an whole experiment by not reading a schedule right. and its really #frustrating not being able to trust that youve done the right thing in the past. not to mention all the bullshit i mislabel but thats more #dys1exia realated. alas. i check and check and get anxious spikes of: FUCK DID I DO X? for a reason. but also its no fun #unrelated

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s0urte3th · 1 year ago

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like i know i need to get my life together and shit but

#man. i dont wanna. i dont wanna so fucking badly. i feel hopeless and frankly i just dont wanna worry rn.#just wanna be some dum bum who lazes around all day and doesnt have to worry. i hate that this world doesnt allow that #let me WALLOW maam!!! let me be depressed!!! dont talk to me!! leave me alone!!#LET ME ROT IN MY ROOOOOOM!!!! i wont actually but FUCK man #just lemme be in my own world for a little bit. oh? its been 6 weeks? didnt notice! what a shame!#just let me be in my own little world man. i know im being practically useless but.. man idc right now. i really dont.#let me have the peace ive missed out on in the past 5 years. i know you dont know that these 5 years have been hard but they have been.#i want to spend the time i lost while i was worrying and in bad relationships and friendships.#do i not deserve that time back? do i not get a reward for my agony? if i do good isnt it supposed to come back to me?#i want that time back. i want to have that time with my inner child that i missed out on. the fun summers. the peaceful vacations.#please just let me have it. i missed out on so much so please. i just wanna be peaceful man.

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kalashtars · 1 year ago

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god. persona 5 royal. game of all time.

#damien.txt #the past 2 weeks ive been playing sooo much bc its just like. fr hitting rn #and this game is sooo good. unbelievably good. a standard at which i dont think any other game will match.#im having fun with it #me everytime akira and akechi are on screen together: these bitches gay. oh my god.#also me everytime yusuke is on screen #also me everytime anyone from the phantom thieves is on screen #they're so gay... and that's why i called them The Queers. so it's canon #i fear i have accidentally completely neglected any romantic relationships bc i was too focused on akira and akechi #which made hawaii.... a time. certainly one of the trips of all time.#hehehe i cant wait to play more tomorrow when i get off work #fr my schedule rn is work -> persona 5 -> sleep -> repeat dkhdkshdjdhd #maybe i should like. do other things. certainly this cant be healthy. but alas. im having fun.

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akihikosanada · 2 years ago

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hello my loves 💗 have been barely online the past month but i hope everyone has been well!!!!

#been barely online in general one thing im not looking forward to is catching up on my shows when i get home i hate when the eps pile up...#i know i didnt post that much about it the few moments i was online but succession ending this year made me so sad wtf....would have liked #knowing about it months ago when i didnt think there would be five seasons 😔#wish i ended with more energy by the end of the day i dont think ive gone to sleep past midnight more than 3 days or woken up after 9am....#anyways yes im having so much fun but i cant wait to sleep for a week straight when i get home its exactly what i need 🙏#miss reading peoples personal posts and seeing what everyones been into love you 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩#my post

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mossuaries · 2 years ago

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u kno what homestuck is kinda cringe yeah and problematic yea but its gotten me to draw so much again!!! gotten me interested and excited abt creating! and i get why people find it annoying but its special to me soooooo

#jus gotta consume her critically #ive been having so much fun these past few weeks #AND reviving this tumblr #the beauty and mysticism of homestuck #q

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steampoweredskeleton · 4 months ago

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#delete later #am i wildly researching where i may end up living at 2am awake bc of pain? yes. should i be? absolutely not #theres a dry spell of properties and obvs i know itll improve again but eurgh. there were some nice places that have gone abd now theyre al #student accommodation and im not doing that. that isnt me seeing students as below me i just cant function in a shared #place with strangers. i will lose it and stop functioning. im just. stressed. and i can't do anything bc im in pain so thw stress is just #sitting there #its. having a chronic health condition that can get worse seemingly randomly sucks. how can i plan for anything. my current fear #is how can i view places to live if i cant leave the flat. my hands will improve but if im not carefil they will keep flaring up #but tine doesn't wait for health to stabilise. im just tired of it all. i need to future plan but whats tge point when idek #when I'm next gonna be able to go outside without fucking myself up. im gonna have to bc i feel so fucking claustrophobic rn #im having a pity party. i gotta sometimes. just. kinda miserable. i hate being in limbo. on the upside all friends gifts arrived. gonna try #figure out how to wrap them one handed. or find a bag. we'll see which i can do lol. feel kinda bad ive just been like hiding for the #past couple weeks but im in pain. not much to be done abd i need ro frequently lie down and just control my breathing #not conducive to fun. its 2am i need to sleep. i hurt #i know im whining a bunch lately. ahit just is. overwhelming and deeply upsetting. and im in too much pain to do anything but #lie here and think about it. and that sucks

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bbybearcubbs · 7 months ago

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I'M NOT DEAD!