#man. i dont wanna. i dont wanna so fucking badly. i feel hopeless and frankly i just dont wanna worry rn.
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like i know i need to get my life together and shit but
#man. i dont wanna. i dont wanna so fucking badly. i feel hopeless and frankly i just dont wanna worry rn.#just wanna be some dum bum who lazes around all day and doesnt have to worry. i hate that this world doesnt allow that#let me WALLOW maam!!! let me be depressed!!! dont talk to me!! leave me alone!!#LET ME ROT IN MY ROOOOOOM!!!! i wont actually but FUCK man#just lemme be in my own world for a little bit. oh? its been 6 weeks? didnt notice! what a shame!#just let me be in my own little world man. i know im being practically useless but.. man idc right now. i really dont.#let me have the peace ive missed out on in the past 5 years. i know you dont know that these 5 years have been hard but they have been.#i want to spend the time i lost while i was worrying and in bad relationships and friendships.#do i not deserve that time back? do i not get a reward for my agony? if i do good isnt it supposed to come back to me?#i want that time back. i want to have that time with my inner child that i missed out on. the fun summers. the peaceful vacations.#please just let me have it. i missed out on so much so please. i just wanna be peaceful man.
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