#its such a whimper of an ending
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guess who finally read #100 of superboy (1994)
#its me. thats who#man its midnight and i have complicated feelings#fuck#idk even know how to express it#ive enjoyed my time with this series so much#and in spite -- and sometimes because -- of its flaws it developed kon into such an interesting character#but puberty (and new writers) really fucking hit him in the final quarter#it felt like he undid so much of his growth#and the thing is i cant even be really angry at it? bc it makes sense.#puberty + having many loved ones die & blaming yourself for + suicidal tendencies = shit mental health = not good for improving oneself#but he was so sweet before :(#there's moments when his love and genuine care for the people around him shines through. but its far less often#he's always been a little... not great with boundaries. esp with women#and been out of pocket at times#but he always tried so hard#the sweetness was stored in the curls#idk man. idk#its such a whimper of an ending#im left feeling kind of hollow & shitty#but it kind of makes sense in the way tragedies make sense#idkkkkk
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i like him
#somebody needs to keep me 8 metres away at all times or else ill start chewing on him#i just want everyone to know if i end up making a character who happens to resemble harvey in any shape or form#it probably wasnt a coincidence 😐and it will happen again#if i remember maybe ill try getting stardew when it goes on sale.. my friend showed me her farm and she named her chicken after doja cat#or maybe it was nikki minaj i cant remember. and she also said smth about monsters and passing out if you stay out after a certain hour#idk how accurate tht is all i know is the funny fucked up grandpas bed#i read somewhere that harveys supposed to be in his early to mid thirties and i dont have a problem with it but i think itd be very funny#if hes actually younger than he looks hes just a med school postgrad lmao. idk how well that headcanon would hold up since ive#never played the game and idk how often ppl talk about his age or if itsjust an implied thing. i just think its really really funny#im trying to get into the habit of drawing poses so im using reference images to try and build up muscle memory#i found some cute pictures of two ppl playing by the sea shore and it reminded me of xin and sailor so im gonna draw em like that#i havent drawn em in so long..... maybe i should update xins reference since i changed their lore quite a bit#myart#my art#doodles#stardew valley#stardew#sdv#sdv harvey#kinda wanna see him whimper a little bit. as a treat
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I know most of our focus goes (rightfully) to the trial songs, but I genuinely believe Baptism of Fire is equally a masterpiece of meaningful writing and intense vocal acting
Incoming tag rant because I need to yell about this, feel free to yell back
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#like the other vds have good writing about the character and whatever social issue their crime focuses on#but this one is very pointedly about YOU#its about the audience. its about the milgram project. its about self reflection. its about self-appointed roles. its about you#even if you didnt vote t1 or anything the whole things is calling on you to reflect on your own judgements of others#how you treat people who come off rougher. how you treat people who have made a (bad but) common mistake.#do you also find entertainment in seeing people dragged down and suffering because it would 'serve them right?'#but es always remains in control of the situation. the drama doesnt end with 'and fuuta was right - you guys suck!'#its clarified that situations are different and have nuance. we are reminded to look at things with nuance.#then we are smoothly re-immersed in the story#and then!! the acting itself!!!#arthur lounsbery put his whole fussy into that performance (<- fuuta pussy) and i am in his debt every day for it#in both his vds hes just super expressive and fun to listen to#i dont understand japanese but he packs so much interesting intonation and emotion into every word -- im obsessed listening to him#he nails all the subtle emotions fuuta has: the pouts and outrage as well as underlying fear grief insecurity and immaturity#and then baptism of fire hes just... Wailing#like mahiru has her innocent and pathetic cries of pain in her sweet voice that works for her character but fuutas pain feels much more raw#the way hes practically sobbing at the end -- his voice cracking and screeching throughout -- the whimper of pain#its so unbearably intense!! it hurts!! and its supposed to!! but hes just so raw with it#and dont even get me started on his pained hysteric laughter omg....#its just. a masterpiece.#i always appreciate the vds but i dont think ive enjoyed/relistened to one as much as this one#okay WAIT im back to add one more thing because im obsessed with ths idea of intentions#specifically in milgram i think the intention behind the murders are very important to consider#so i love love love the huge focus on 'i didnt expect/mean for this to happen'#plus as a general theme in fiction i think its sooo juicy when good intentions get fucked up#so i loved the repetition of that#fuuta is such a special case because he genuinely had no desire or expectation for his victim to die#(maybe kazui too? but he doesn't say so in his vd like fuuta does)
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hey uncle nina do u happen to have that one para where u talked abt how jersey couldn't say ily during sbst and stan was like super sad abt it? i tried looking for it on ur blog but i can't find it</3
t-the...
tHE DIVORCE PARA???>?@?@?@?3/2/
YOU WANT THE FUCKDISNFN DIVORCE PARA????!!!?!?!
noooooOOOOOOoOooOo!!!!!!!!! :'(
i......Siiiigh.
goddamnit, guys. what happened to 'we hope you heal, uncle nina!' wAS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT I DIED ONCE??? I GOTTA DIE TWICE?!
but....because i love you very much, i will link it for you.
edit: oh god, i am reading it rn and it is soooo rough, i'm am so sorry. cringe. goofy aa. oof. later today, i might reopen it and just so we can suffer i will have it start mid sbst ( which, assumes i can write the smut which, no promises ) and then have it end with ravenstan leaving ( fuuuck lmao, like that fight does not even end there, we're in H-E-L-L holy shit ) because i hate my life but...anyways....
without further ado,
Please Enjoy The WORST
( and i do mean THE /WOOOORST/ )
Part Of Your Day...Maybe Your Life.
-uncle nina, who is going to request a lobotomy at her doctors appointment to forgot the divorce happened.
#yall would do this to me#right before my doctors appt#GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD#no i am so sad i am actually so sad and this is just a fragment of it the whole thing is so fucking upsetting and sad#LIKE HE WANTED TO SAY IT HE JUST CANT HE HAS TRAUMA LIKE HE MEANS IT THO HE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#it was so horrible like the second raven realizes that hes just#been saying i love you this whole time#and jersey has just been saying me too#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#HORRIBLE#AND DURING SBST TOO LIKE MAN WHAT THE FUCK#MID SBST LIKE THAT IS JAIL WORTHY THEY WERE HAPPY#and when i tell u ravenstan NEVER EVER EVER GETS MAD EVER you know it was GNARLY u know it ruined his life </3#lover boy king wow its so horrible bc like no one has ever loved anyone more that jk loves rs too hes just a weapon#and doesnt know how to emote and turned that part of his brain off and cant switch it back on and its scary and#dO YOU SEE HIM STRUGGLIN LIKE JK NEVER EVER EVER BEGS ANYONE AND HE WAS ON HIS HANDS AND KNEES#SCARY ASS JK LIKE SCARY AS FUCK LIKE WHIMPERING AND SHAKIN HE WAS SO SCARED HE WAS INCONSOLABLE#and it triggerin a rs bp episode and him goin out into the snow in a tshirt and shorts and Leaving which is jks WORST FEAR#like losing him AGAIN???? AND ITS HIS FAULt#help im gonna end it all if you dont hear from me im ruined#jk cried after that btw for the first time in a very long time#and he did it alone and in rs clothes knees to his chest :(
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I had fun with the whitney comic, but I'm a bit miffed that thats the comic my brain decided to focus on The Whitney fuckers have enough food!! Theres so many fanworks of this guy😭😭😭😭 I'm begging my brain to let me finish the avery cigar comic 😭😭😭
#I'm joking mostly; I'm just starving for more butchvery comment and guess WHAT#I HAVE TO COOK THAT UP MYSELF#being into avery but not m!avery is truly the nichest niche < dumb idiot who keeps liking niche stuff and end up having to cook for themsel#no hate to anyone btw I'm just salty about where my brain decides to focus its energy#its not even f!whitney 😔#If I draw m!whitney again I need to draw him bloody and whimpering#yaptime
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ok what the fuck
for the love of god, if you were ever interested or invested at all in the wintergatan marble machine project, skip to 8:10
its done, someone else grabbed the MMX and finished it for him, while he is building castles in the air and chasing some harebrained scheeme other people swoop in and finished the machine and they show up at the end of this video
#this saga really ended on a whimper#its astonoshing how this project followed the exact same emotional arc as homestuck did#it makes me understand hussie's frame of mind a lot better#wintergatan#Youtube
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Vienna Blood decided they were going to direct some of the most beautiful tv currently onscreen, clearly inspired by classic golden age films, with gorgeous sets and costumes and camera quality. They also decided absolutely none of the budget was going into improving the writing
#it’s stunning it’s beautiful it’s like if Sherlock knew how to use its budget with set and costuming and directing and editing#however I HATE the romance subplots right now and the 2nd episode ended on a whimper#lame. so much stuff makes no sense and is up in the air. at least the sets and clothing and direction is beautiful though#vienna blood
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#turns out that when i leave my newest lush toy to work its magic to the point of overstimulation#i do end up whining and whimpering like a puppy#who would've thoguht 1#😅😅😅#don't look at me 🫣🫣🫣#my ears are ringing#this was nice 😌🥰#.txt
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i feel so empty I WISH I DIDNT FEEL SO EMPTY
#of course this is my OPINION#but i dont like the extra pages#cant a story end open-ended and still feel like the end of a story should? fulfilling rewarding#even a tragic end should all in all feel that way#but it rly feels like.... we followed these characters and their lives and rooted for their beliefs and fights.. for nothing#idk.#i rly do understand what its supposed to mean thematically#but the narrative feels like it just died with a whimper#IDK.#ugh some more closure wouldve been nice#IDKKKKK#kane reads#aot#aot spoilers#snk spoilers
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(not hornyposting just musing lol) so i’m a singer-songwriter and performer irl and i’m thinking about the fact that i go around on a day to day basis singing serious, professional songs that use dogs and brainwashing and cannibalism as painful heartbroken metaphors. and i’ve been doing this for years but little by little all these things i process my anguish through in songwriting, have also become how i satisfy my sex drive. and i don’t know what to do with that information i just think it’s wild!! fun fact abt me i guess. i go out there in public singing about how service is my fulfillment and calling myself a good boy and i sing about wanting to be violently torn apart and eaten and i’m like. yeah it’s a metaphor. yeah dw i’m really normal. i don’t fantasize about having my humanity stripped from me and being treated like a stupid sweet puppy barking and whining for my lovers sick and twisted pleasure what are you TALKING about. i just like the poetic imagery of it. i SWEAR.
#i just think it’s silly….#like no joke i’ve written five songs this school year and lets see#there’s one about being a ‘‘silly stupid angel’’ who’s degraded and abused and idealized and stripped of all dignity#(yes it’s a commentary on the patriarchy. yes it’s about the toxic relationship i was in at the time. it’s also several of my kinks in one)#there’s one called GOOD BOY about being a dog. whining and kicking up the dirt. growling and whimpering. being taken advantage of#ITS JUST A METAPHOR. obviously. i actually wasn’t into puppy play yet when i wrote that song iirc. guess it got to me….#then there’s the cannibalism one. i gave my soul up you can eat me raw diced up and vulnerable i’m yours to try#it’s a ummmm it’s just a commentary. (also about my toxic relationship. he didn’t want to fuck OR eat me. but somehow still used me)#anyway the other two are just normal one is about filtering myself for him and the other is about being oppressed and poor and angry lol#still though. the fact that over half my songs are literally my kinks turned into poetry. and NOBODY KNOWS#it’s not my fault that those things are on my mind ALL THE TIME. what am i supposed to write songs about if not being a stupid puppy??#i don’t think anyone on my kink blog ACTUALLY wants to hear about this but my kinks are secret so this is the only place i can post about i#hope u can get some sort of psychological insight about me?? or idk stalk me?? show up 2 my shows and kidnap and use me?? who said that#i’m not even like. wet rn i’m just on here as reflex. and i’m THINKING. abt my TWISTED MIND and the weird shit i write about#in an intellectual way. cause i’m not USING my KINK BLOG this week. cause i SAID SO cause i need to KEEP MY WITS ABOUT ME#so i’m gonna be so normal. and not touch myself even a little bit cause i need to sleep and i need to move house and i need to be so normal#unrelatedly: tomorrow i’ll be one month on testosterone!! definitely hasn’t awakened anything in me….#anyway. anyway. i’m going to try to go to bed. probably going to end up edging myself stupid instead though#will just have 2 see what happens…. god it would be a shame if someone came in and used my sleeping body. who said that
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trigun twitter blows like actually fucking sucks ass like actually eats shit like good god what a cesspit. what a fucking travesty how those people live and consume media, twitter fandoms continue losing, seethe, rot, fester, youre all doomed
#sorry idk why i turned into an evil wizard at the end there#but fr trigun twitter fucking sucks its so bad good lord what a sad little life jane#those mfs will say 'i hate when ppl fetishise and feminise vash' to mean ppl draw him with a pussy and call him babygirl#and it makes them fucking seethe for some reason#like man if u want hypermasc vash with a big swangin cock u draw that u go right ahead#but ppl like the way he cries and whines and whimpers and theres fuckall u can do about that imagine getting upset over that#imagine spending ur precious free time ranting on twitter bc ppl ship fictional incest#imagine getting genuinelh passionately upset bc ppl 'dont get' media u like bc they fucking read it differently#imagine not having fun#jesus fuck its so miserable#these ppl are pathetic#jesus christmas man#what a life#god my braincells are burning#trigun twitter sucks so bad christ i hope u all get clowned on we are officially one of the worst fanbases just from how ppl act on there#actual brain damage#im shifting into hyper retard mode#god almighty#sad little people so much fucking discourse over virtually nothing#dont even get me started on the reprobates who talk about vamery like its some rancid problematic ship actually shut the fuck up kys#maim maim kill kill die die die die die#god#hate breeds hate ur all rancid#this is why im not on fandom twt it makes me so fucking angry#rancid site#rancid#putrid
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#my post#out of kink#sort of#i got to do mean things to my partner again today while she tried to do her super important work stuff#and as per usual it ended with her whimpering and begging me for more with her face buried in my neck#no work got done for like an hour or so#and now shes on a work call while her brain is still a lil bit fucked and that is soooo fucking hot to me i might die#ive never felt wanted in the way that i can feel that she wants me and its so fucking HOT i love her loads#also she is probably going to see this at some point bc when shes in the mood to dom me shes gonna make me squirm by reading this blog#and shes gonna use all these posts against me 🥰#hi baby when you read this
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One of my favourite things about the dark souls games and elden ring is that you're not leading the fight in some great battle that will be spoken of for generations to come, but rather you're exploring a world where you can see the remnants of great battles other people fought and you'll never learn the whole truth of what happened but the environment will teach you fragments
The age of greatness is clearly long gone and entire games are taking place in the shadows of history
And in the end you either quietly sacrifice yourself to maintain the status quo or you allow your era to continue drawing to its inevitable end, and either way no one will ever remember your lowly undead/tarnished except you
#i just think its FUN when you're the chosen one but it's not as a big flashy hero but as someone at the 'whimper' end of history#one of my favourite examples is fighting Gwyn at the end of DS1#and it's so obvious that he used to be great and now he's just so tired#the flame has taken his strength and you're putting him down to end his miserable existence more than anything else#and then that's the end of the game well done you win#vs say going back in time to fight Manus in his prime or artorias in the peak of his madness#and then when you do have a huge legend v legend face off such as vs gael#it doesn’t even matter because there’s no one else left to remember it
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until we meet again, season 9...
#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s9#mcyt#EVERYTIME a season ends i have to walk away and whimper#i do actually kind of hope they take a longer break between seasons again like its great but i think these past few years layout can't be#sustainable in the long run? obviously i wouldn't know but seeing burn out always makes me a little worried yknow
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aw poor 42, life really seems to have it out for him...
also does 15 have any story yet? such as why they're a jerk?
hmmmmm not sure! however i do know that dude is the embodiment of karma 1 ! i guess just the power of being a council member got to his head after all sometimes council members can do some serious crimes and get away with it only because they're a part of the council or something yeah the council ancients can be rather mean at times, especially toward lower or working class ancients
#rw#rain world#rw oc#rain world oc#rw ancients#ancients rw#fun fact: both are remakes of my hk ocs#i just couldn't lose the little guys when i lost the hyperfixation#thus i am remaking them into ancients#42 is always an aheem heem whimper#but its ok#they'll get better i promise#after all all bad things must have an end to them as well#misery cannot continue on forever
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OOO there could also be like, ambient noises and sound designs. Maybe you get to chat with the fisher that brings you the fish, but you still never see what's going on there or even see the crew.
Cooking horror game where you play as a cook working in the galley of a ship in the 1800s. There’s some kind of supernatural nautical horror story going on in the background but you barely notice this because you spend all day cooking in the galley.
#the last few dishes you make you hear chanting and singing muted through the ship walls#but the sailor doesn't say anything if you try to talk to them anymore. just silent as they toss you another fucking fish.#this one has almost human characteristics. it has hair#one of them is just eyes. the surface is just eyes#and they aren't dead. they follow you when you cut into the fish. there's no bones inside. you make sushi#the entire ship shakes like something took a bite of the hull. and nobody comes to greet you#you still get delivered fish even as it all goes quiet. after that bite there is no sounds above you. no voices. the music ends and doesn't#come back.#there's just the sounds of searing this whimpering fish until it's cries go silent.#that and your own breath. increasingly labored#sorry I just hallucinated the whole game didn't I#I imagine its like a 2d clicker game. you're in your room. no reason to go above deck. the crew needs food after all#the cooking is a little minigame as you learn how to make delicious food for the first act of the game#you get some set up and worldbuilding by hearing the crew chat above deck and having small talk with the fisher who delivers you fish#around maybe night 4 or 5 is when the fish start to distort but you can tell shits fucked before that#sorry my thoughts are so disjointed but I could write a whole essay on the game and the game's story i just spontaneously made up in my head#incredible post op if you read through all of this
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