#its sad to see how normalized this is now
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i just had to take this ai personality test to submit a job application (to be a bartender).




#the end of our society is upon us yall#i think it’s so funny that so much of imaging our future with technology (sci-fi) branches off into two subsection#A. technology gets so advanced that it becomes the governing (tyrannical) power#or B. technology aids humanity in developing a star trek esque utopia of convenience and luxury#but i don’t think anyone predicted this#this weird dependency on technology (especially AI and other ‘smart’ tech) thats actually just shit#like yeah tech is replacing human jobs and doing it worse and less convenient#it wasn’t that long ago when you could call up any store and a real human being would answer#like… 5-10 years ago??#do you remember when you could walk into a store and get a job application and fill it out by hand#in order to get to this ‘personality test’ stage i had to chat with an AI virtual assistant#and then make an account and (after verifying my email of course) filled out my online application (again…)#and then i had to take this personality test#all so i can continue serving ppl highballs and beer??#its sad to see how normalized this is now#anyway as frustrated as i am by the state of the world#i’m choosing to laugh at how fkn dumb this ai test is#i’m gonna post more pics in a sec
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁
#i LOVE drawing and always wanna do it#but lately I feel like I'm being forced to draw stuff 🥲 even if it's of my own doing#art class. the school project I just started. the animations I make. other stuff.#I feel like I'm constantly on time limits for them (and for some of them i AM 😭)#even if there's literally 0 reasons for me to rush myself i feel SO guilty if I don't#especially when I share the wips here and ppl leave rlly sweet comments like “this is awesome! I can't WAIT to see it done <3”#those comments make me SO happy#but once my motivation starts to wane after working on a wip for days I'm like “no I HAVE to continue I've basically promised everyone this#even if I didn't... actually promise anything to anyone.... 😬#when I asked for drawing requests a few days ago I was like “haha I'll probably only get one or two ☺️”#then they just kept on coming and coming and I'm like “FUCK. WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW 😨 SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL WHAT HAVE I DONE”#and even though i KNOW I can take my sweet ass time on them#I'm still like “fuck. I NEED TO DO THIS NOW. I basically begged for drawing requests and it'd make them sad if I don't 😭😭”#if someone sent me a request and I havent drawn anything for you yet I'm sorry 😭😬#I know the logical answer to EVERYTHING would be “take a break doofus”#but the idea of *NOT* DRAWING OUTSIDE OF MY REQUIRED ART STUFF!!??? shiver me timbers#and now I'm just drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. guilt. procrastination. more guilt.#I draw for SO MANY “pick how you do it” school projects outside of my art classes mostly bc its the easiest option LMAO#but then I get home after doing that all day and im like. fuck. there's more to draw. more to do. I don't wanna do it.#but I'm extremely bored and dont know what to do without it 🙁#you could probably write a poem out of that or something ngl LOL#anyways sorry for being a bummer. I'm gonna keep drawing for my school project after this bc I havent learned a thing 🥲 ciao ✌️#rant#rant post#vent post#artist vent#blog#*falls over dead*#I'll post like normal after this dw
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fwiw i think pomni isnt much for having pets. theyre... fine. she wouldnt be bad at caring for a pet its just not something shed deliberately seek out. but i think if she were to have a pet itd be a cat. it just feels right for her
i would say that shed prefer to have a pet you dont cuddle like a lizard or smth but i dont think shed understand the appeal of them. dogs would make her nervous for a lot of reasons
#fun fact abt how i see pomni#is that i dont think she listens to music#which maybe well find out she does and ill retract that statement#but as of now idk man....#likes red and salmon and is good at accounting and doesnt like being touched#idk man. imo shes one of the weirdest normal people#but also the normalest weird person#which is a way i conceptualize that probably makes sense mainly to me#and not listening to music a lot just feels right with that#ALSO?#more on topic w the cat thing#i think pomni is like me (and others) in that she finds cats more reassuring than dogs#shes not a trusting person so i think an animal that is so trusting like a dog would make her nervous#an animal whos more finicky like a cat would feel less nervewracking as a result#i generally think pomni gets a little nervous when people are nice to her#she can appreciate it but i think it confuses her#and tbh idk if its even in a sad way. maybe. but it just as easily could be a#'pomni is constantly confused by people' thing#anyway#i cant decide if i think pomni would like petting a cat#it depends on how one reads her 'dislikes being touched' thing i guess#does physical contact overwhelm her? or does she just not like the sensation on its own?#cus it changes if shed find fur overwhelming or unpleasant or if its different enough#idk... i dont like being touched often either. im not as touch averse as i see pomni as being#(i like physical contact only by a select few people and i HATE anything else#its a combo of things. heavily influenced by contamination ocd </3)#but for me i just dont trust. skin. i guess. its gross and feels bad#but for others it can also just be that physical contact is overstimulating#and has little to do w the specific type of contact#shit im out of tags . uh pt is idk if shed like petting cats or not
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i dont want to be an adult. i dont. but being a teen and a child was miserable for me too so im not sure what i actually want. maybe i just dont like my life in general under the circumstances it's in. who would've thought. whatever i can't form a single original thought
#got sad because i don't want to accept that its normal that you'll spend less time eith your friends as you grow up.#it makes sense. and i understand. but it makes me deeply sad#i dont want to spend all my entire days working and spend months not seeing people i love. i feel horrible like this already#my mom was also talking about me applying to college earlier today. and im so tired and so scared#fuckkkkk i dont want things to change. i want things to change cause i hate how they are now. but im scared of change#and so so scared things might change for the worse. cause that's happened so much in my life before#so who knows. who knows. dies
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Magenta 😟
#I've had cognitive impairment from covid before but not to where i feel intellectually dumb when i write#my college papers and my writing projects dont sound like “me” as of late#its very bare bones and doesn't have the descriptiveness or humanity i normally give#like i see the scenes or what i want to say in my head#but what i type aint matching up#and yeah i naturally get into slumps like that but this is like that slump x 9000#I'm kinda scared this round might've given me brain damage#havent been feeling all the way like myself#but i also know too that covid takes a while to heal from and of course theres long covid shit which ive dealt with before#im just frustrated guys#i feel like within the last 3 to 4 months i finally healed from my last bout of rona#and i get it again and im back to square one#i just want to write and feel okay with it and not feel so stuck just trying to come up with a basic sentence#seriously even writing basic shit is hard right now#it took me a week to get 5 pages on duality#and im used to churning out at least 10 pages on my projects at minimum every couple days to a week#man give me chronic pain anyday but don't take away my mind and the freedom that comes with that#sorry guys im feeling sad#i know i gotta give myself time but im impatient#i hate how right before i caught covid again i was gonna get my flu shot and an updated covid vax#wish i could've avoided this crud#having weird chest shit too#was a heart thing now its gerd now its potentially back to a heart thing#im tired#i need a hug#i love you 🫂💙#magenta is my vent word
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#personal#sometimes i wish i knew what it was like to be someone people want to talk to#or at least had students who could listen to what i say for just five minutes#god i hate yelling then they say thats all i do when if i talked normally no one fucking listens#then i take it way too hard when they say they dont like me when at least i stepped up to take their class#a class that had already ran off one teacher#but no im too useless because i actually make them do work and tried to have rules#last year was hard but at least i felt fulfilled by the end of the year with all my classes#i have never craved the end of the year so much or as much as i have this year#its not even both classes either its just this one that makes me dread working with them as much as they apparently hate me#sadly i can understand why their teacher left#and i know im not the best replacement since im learning how to teach them as they learn from me#but im just tired#its only a month left but i am so ready to never see any of them again#but depression does as it does and makes me question if im even good enough to get another job#one actually teaching my correct subject that i love#i hope like hell that i get a job and one i really want because i dont want to have to come back to this school#*it has the most substitute jobs#i dont like being loud even if no one believes me i dont like being mean though i know when i have too i just dont feel good enough#if i was i think i would have a job by now i mean im 28 and its been 5 schools in 5 years#sorry being sad on main#if you read this#thanks
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[full of turkey and deviled eggs, half asleep] I don't think this story is sad enough actually I think I have to make it worse
#my mom complained abt the ql ending again so i went off on a tangent on how good a reunion hug between al and sam would be#so now im “hm i touched on it a little in chapter 2 that his presence was comforting even if he couldnt touch but. make it Worse#just keep making these boys upset actually“#cause when ur brain is filled with mourning for someone you want to hug your bestie but. what if the one person you most want to hug#cant. they can be there#they can be there and talk to you and hold your gaze and tell you a joke but they cant touch you#not even long distance the normal way. long distance in a way that a plane ticket cant fix#of course there are the homosexual undertones yes yes but the core denial of closeness is what im getting at#imo from how we see boy interact#sam is a physical person. he likes just gently touching his friends#he may not be like a giant hugger specifically but in the gentle baps on the head to just shoulder brushes and close talking#hes a physical person so the denial of that with his closest bud must be agony over time#anyway yeah im gonna make it sadder!!! its my mental illness i get to pick the sadness!!! whos gonna stop me!!!#and i will be writing him happy at the 4077th. as recompense.#and writing big bj and hawk and trapper and co holiday family happy time. it is good.#.yappin
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probably my biggest killjoy moment is that i think 9/11 jokes can go way too far. i think people like to dunk on "america" as a vague concept, but i dont think a government being bad means that 2 buildings and 4 commercial flights of regular people deserved to die...
#99.txt#i also dont think that the fact that other ppl also suffered suddenly makes it ok....#idk i have some crazy mental illness that makes it so i think anyone dying is bad#i dont wanna like. diminish how badly the us govt fucked up the middle east. but i dont think any rando in america ''deserved it''#i think like...................... its both bad.#i also think that the us military using the deaths of normal ppl to justify even more violence is cruel and disrespectful#just like. joking TOO much about it is. also disrespectful....#idk my neighbor as a kid was on one of those flights. just like. trying to get somewhere. its still tragic#a pretty small percentage of the victims were even military or anything like it was mostly just random people...#im talking in circles but just like... idk !! war is bad ! violence is bad !!!#i know other places have had it way worse but i dont think that makes it ok to be like ''it should happen to YOU now !!!'' ??#i think thats kinda stupid and weird. to crave random violence like that as long as the people were born in the Bad Country#''its ok for something bad to happen to you because something WORSE has happened to someone else'' <- a weird mentality i see too much#in general#idk ppl might be stupid about this and think im saying like ''i love murica'' or whatever.#or that i think this is like. MORE important than other problems. i dont#its relevant to me because i have personal experience with it. and i think its sad and ppl can be distasteful. thats all it is
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Long distance relationships suck. I just read the most jaw dropping scene ever and I wanna YAP TO MY MAN ABOUT IT. BUT HE'S BUSY.
klbjdkfhbrjkbgerh
#ananya talks#its so sad fr#i also js love how he's used to me fangirling now#like it's js normal to see me go feral over a fiction man
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Sanji has adquired top sad wet cat status
#that cream guy just watching luffy tear his arms off ajdhakw#sanji had gone past his angst too quick.... picnic and everything damn...#i finally realized why his guard is offering him aubergines. he looks like an aubergine#but to me it is a metaphorical remainder of his bisexuality he is abandoning by marrying pudding (he is getting out of his polycule)#he wants the aubergine for later akdhkashsk see... he is already tempted by the familiarity#'pudding might be changing that's why she is busy.... oh didn't her room have a balcony' SICK IN THE HEAD#'oh is this inapropiate??' idk MAYBE 'it wont be a crime we will be married tomorrow' JAIL#THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR SNOOPING AKDHAKA#his face is so... that one meme drawing of the guy in a war....#i mean it is sad bc she was his only like light in the darkness but damn... hard lesson#oh luffy is cursing her out this is serious#well good thing aanji snooped...... is he gon a save his sister now or.... he wont fight pudding i am sure of that#sanji is gonna grab that gun and kill himself at this point pudding#jesus christ how long can this go on for.... you already killed him pudding stop hitting the dead horse#i believe reiju could kick her ass now that pudding is distracted but alas.... no girl om girl violence is allowed#sanji not being able to lit his cigarette is so..... this poor man... NOT THE SHOT OF HIM CRYING#omg perfect episode..... jesus christ.....#i uave to say.... i would have really liked for pudding to be normal and have sanji get away from a lover to go with the crew again...#its so bittersweet you know....... and shows his priorities#goddamn sanji crying in the rain trying to get a smoke...... this is like too much... peak poor little meow meow#wait a fucking moment... the intro song starts with my feelings for you are beating intensly.... this really is so gay....#gay sex on screen is less subtle#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 817#wtf pudding... if she didnt want reiju to die why tf did she shoot her....#sanji the flowers... she will know sanji..... sanji noooo#i get the soul thing but where do zeus and prometheus come from???? what kinda power is that...#JINBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#episode 818
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I had never finished eizouken's anime in 2020 but was already one of my favourites somehow just because of the themes and animation. I never had the time till this weekend and I did it.
Just one tiny problem: I got COMPLETELY obsessed but the fandom died 3 years ago and now im scrapping for ANYTHING about it now
where are my incredible specific fanfics at
#going through all of their ao3 session to find goods but not a lot till now#gRA#will i need to write it myself??#does someone know if fixing in something for a certain period to the point where everytime you think about it you feel like crying#even if its not sad or anything and you are not even thinking about the story per se#but about the inside machinations of certain work seeing how the author thought it#and it is just TOO much to bear#is like#a normal thing to happen???#sjdksjdks#idk i had this all my life#liking something so much that i actually feel a little (sometimes a lot) of physical pain in my chest#and my life kind of stops if it is too hard#but just for the time before my chores interrupt my obsession#pensameintos#eizouken
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one thing about christopher hayden is like he's not inherently an awful person yknow? like he's just a fucking tool
#also his particular brand of rich white lazy charisma makes me wanna punch him fr#i think its more annoying to me in particular bc i grew up watching this show so like#when i was a little kid i really liked him i thought he was charming! and now im like ohhhhhh i see. hes boring AND an asshole.#i also just. hate hate hate how lorelai acts whenever hes around and it makes me so sad for her she is too good for him#and i hate it for rory bc he could never be normal about being her dad if it didnt include being with lorelai#gilmore girls
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thinking about Jaskier going up to Kaer Morhen with Geralt and Ciri and it's almost like a role reversal because now Geralt's the one telling stories and laughing with his brothers and Jaskier's eating meals by himself and keeping to himself because he feels like an interloper
NOOOOOO SHUP UP
#dont shup up im pulling up popcorn im just intermittently throwing the popcorn at you as well#because its SAD. BOOOOO. say more#witcher tag#ogc tag#for once geralt fits in. he's with family and friends who dont fear him. that he can trust and let his guard down#act like a normal person#and ciri!!! the child that he now wants and treasures so dearly!!!#he gets to start making a family with her!! in his own way!!!!#and for once jaskier is the outsider. doesnt know how to charm them or slip into conversation#even when folk dont trust him as a bard they treat him as human-- which he complains about to geralt#because he thinks geralt should be treated as a person too#but now he's in a strange place with social moors he doesnt always grok#and people who look at /him/ and potentially see threat#outsider. interloper.#because it was humans who sacked kaer morhen!!#and yes some of it is jaskier projecting his own insecurities#obviously geralt's brotheren trust someone geralt vouches for#(someone geralt's been talking about every winter for a decade)#but he still doesnt know where he /fits/. he still feels outside. which is so different for him#just. is. its a whole Thing
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the problem with society is that middle school girls aren't painting their rooms teal anymore
#this sounds like a joke but im so serious#i dont say this to be like ugh kids these days or whatever#but most of the people who had teal rooms regretted when they got older and said it was cringe and weird#so young girls now dont do the same cause theyre so afraid of being seen as cringe and weird#the same goes for a lot of other things obviously this is just my example#but this fear of like. other people thinking youre weird or whatever is causing kids to grow up to fast#because being cringe and weird is such an integral part of childhood#and honestly just being human#but theyre so afraid of what other people will think#that they put on this image of actung all perfect and 'normal'#and often times treat people who dont do that like shit#because they think thats how they get people to like them#qnd that its like the only way to survive in society#and at such a young age#its really really sad to see#i feel like we've failed the younger generations already#post posting
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