#its only noon here
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
aleksander "sasha who likes to manspread in teeny tiny ass shorts showcasing his thick, powerful thighs and his fucking gray shirt that accentuates his forearms, biceps, chest..." barkov
#sasha im tryna kick it down a notch#its only noon here#its too fucking early for this shit#what did i say about your grey shirts sasha wtf again#someone's legs are gonna get divorced and its not sasha's#eep bye#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#panthers#nhl#hockey#2425#sabby cat clips
24 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
bro fuck it im workposting. i did illustrations, i storyboarded, i directed. I did many cool things in 2024 and millions of people all over the world saw em. that has to count for something
#brawl stars#marcia#i dont workpost because i am deeply aware nobody here is here for brawl stars but on god i#i work and i create and its real#and there is a part of me thats ashamed because i know that brawls is not. like its not league of legends you know?#league of legends is something you post about#about the skin you helped create or sculpted#or the splash art you painted#its has that... value that is obvious even in the eyes of a person who has never played league#its a very mature visual language that historically calls for respect#meanwhile presenting brawl stars art feels like showing my anime girl oc to an art teacher#even mentioning an illust i created for a skin announcement for brawl stars feels so#so dollar store#so laughable#like noone would take me seriously#it feels like when you say you're an artist and then a person asks to see your art#and you show them and they get that soft soft look in their eyes that informs you that they had an image of who an โartistโ is in their hea#and that you did not live up to it but all they'll say is 'oh thats nice'#bro help me im doing art elitism to myself#how can i simultaneously believe that art can be anything and yet only neoclassical realism has real value#i want to be creatively free yet all i do is fear the unimpressed looks of strangers
565 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of
also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut
the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)
#hs#homestuck#dirk strider#eye strain#probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags#so uhhh heres the teรฆ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse#and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol#also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold#though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk#speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least#the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an#and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you#imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting#and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive#uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember#and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags#do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts#beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it#also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa#sigh poor thing#this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm#also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week#(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic#this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah
180 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
the GMMTV outing is happening today and it already has 2.5 Million tweets which means I will spend the day scrolling through Twitter witnessing how FK sit in a corner somewhere while all hell breaks loose lmao
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2bc5b5069dd56e823c1053f5671be9e7/44667a6d0f9c9b93-c0/s540x810/b05d0c5c3c369e6c7c9036c77d664fa9fe1bf481.jpg)
38 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
opening my marvel rivals magneto vid in class so i can look at him like oh my god please dont groan out loud please tell me i muted my shit
#snap chats#listen i can putt hat on loop later in my room late at night with The door locked HOWEEVR NOT BEFORE NOON IN CLASS#someone liked my tweet about it and i wanted to look casuse i gotta look at my big man#and i had a mini heart attack like 'oh my god please dont i dont need people to know i got men groaning and sighing on my laptop'#IT IS TOO EARLY FOR THAT PLEASE my only saving grace is that the like. five dudes here know its just marvel rivals#BUT NO ONE PLAYS TANK THEY WOULDNT KNOW ITS HIIIMMMMMMMM#'snap can you lock in' it is my professor INTRODUCING HIMSELF and i KNOW HIM ALREADY#we're besties... i never said a word in his class but he remembers taht i wear a mask and gave me one when i lost mine#ok bye fine ill semi pay attention#he usually lets his class out early so im hopin he does that so i can get my charger !!!!!!!#'snap was this just an excuse to ramble about your day' NO I SWEAR MY MAGNETO DEBAUCHERY IS ALWAYS AUTHETNIC#i just like talkin bout my day ........ walk with me my friends ....#ok bye. this girl on her tablet drawin shit ima copy her#WAIT I LIED I FORGOT MY TABLET AT MY DORM GODDAMMIT
17 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
Ugggghhhhh this xiaohongshu thing is funny or whatever but I literally flew to London to visit my Chinese situationship for a few days and he was more interested in videos of Americans butchering mandarin than the actual real life guy that travelled down to see him
#like when i wanted to come hang out i didnt mean leaning my head on his shoulder while he scrolls through the app#literally all the time. while eating dinner. while watching a movie. morning noon and night#having to literally yank his arm and snap my fingers in his face because i just asked 3 times what the plan is for dinner#and he straight up ignored that i said anything#we were supposed to go to the natural history museum and then hit up the gay bars yesterday but he decided he didnt want to#because he wasnt really feeling it#and yeah ofc i could have just said ok cool im going anyway see you later tonight#but i didnt come to london to be a tourist i came to visit him#he would literally just grab the remote and rewind the film we were watching bc he wasnt paying attention and needed to catch up#keeps asking questions about everyoen in the film and complaining bc it doesnt make any sense#my brother in christ you wanted to watch this film. you decided this was the film for the night#but youre too busy telling guys on grindr that unfortunately youre not available tonight#grinds my fucking gears#telling him that we should do something nice because weve only got one full day left โoh its ok ill come up to scotland in like a monthโ#โwe can hang out thenโ IM LITERALLY HERE RIGHT NOW. IM HERE NEXT TO YOU RIGHT NOW.
5 notes
ยท
View notes
Note
rather than fears i see them having , i'm just curious in general how they'd rank the following in base , modern , and high noon : large dogs , bodies of water ( can't see the bottom ) , bodies of water ( can see the bottom ) , heights , death , public speaking
large dogs: 4/10 "Most dangerous in a pack and without verticality nearby."
bodies of water (can't see the bottom): 10/10 "No."
bodies of water (can see the bottom): 8/10 "Water is deceiving."
heights: 4/10 "Only need to worry if you don't know how to get down."
death: 10/10 "..."
public speaking: 5/10 "No one would listen to me."
large dogs: 6/10 "Most are 'all bark' but I'm not looking to get mauled."
bodies of water: (can't see the bottom) 8/10 "Dangerous."
bodies of water: (can see the bottom) 5/10 "I don't swim."
heights: 5/10 "Just don't make mistakes when you're high up."
death: 9/10 "Life's shit but it's the only one I got."
public speaking: 7/10 "Fuck that."
large dogs: 2/10 "Don't matter the size, they know to fear somethin' that'll hunt 'em."
bodies of water (can't see the bottom): 6/10 "Ain't plannin' on a dip anytime soon. Not like one will appear in the middle of the dessert one day."
bodies of water (can see the bottom): 4/10 "Good for drinkin' or drownin'."
heights: 3/10 "Some mighty fine ravines to get lost in out there."
death: 8/10 "Do you know what's after death for demons?"
public speaking: 6/10 "Ain't looking to be a town crier anytime soon."
fear rating
#โก ask#โก the end is comin' for us all | high noon#modern au tbt#windchaser#wah i hope this is what you meant! it was fun to fill it out for all three :>#this gave me the motivation to make my modern headers hdfgjk#imagining a farmer or smth try to sick dogs on hn talon for trespassing and they just stare at the dogs. lick their lips.#and start moving toward the hounds. and those barks quickly become retreating wimpers HSDHJK ๐ญ#its not just horses that are afraid of them.....#classic tal knows death is inevitable for them but its SOO scary ๐จ do you know how many things want your soul out there? yeah thats right#they dont want to be immortal or undying thats even worse they just. dont want there to be anything afterwards you know? and in noxus...#thats very much more likely than not if a certain ghostly tyrant has anything to say about it. and they know what swain is about w souls#(if maybe only partly) so they dont want to die anywhere near the demon grand general either !!!!#so stressful so much to think about#if you want me to elaborate on any more ask away!! i know talon isnt much of a yapper thats why im here
6 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
I work ok tje 17th Let me put let me out. Let me oouuuutttttt
#probBly the 18th as well but i dont actually know yet#but the 17th here will be the acgual time of chiak day..#Aell its okay bc i dont care bc i dont like him. So.#i liued imnsorry. i like gim#in other news: tomorrow i think is officiappy one year aince i started workijg my cirrent job so#im going to count my tip jar.. to see.. one full uear#last time.i cojnted ghere was 100 something hut that was a frw momths ago now#i dont rmbr exactly when..#but yaaaaay. counting. yaaaay#moneyyyy#also ghe csndle jar thing i have it ik is getting cramped and messy#bc i havent counged it in a while.so.i uavent Taken all.of.itput in a while so tjeres lile#a neat circle in ghe middle.and them i jusg stuck stuff after around it and it barely all fits#i need go invest in a second empty candle#Or actually d9 something with the money. <- not going to.happen#the only time.ibe ever used anu of it was times.i ran out of singles for bus fare#so id take one ftom thefe#That reminded me#Eafloer.i was tjinking like#itd be soooo much easier to get bus fare if i had a car...#bc its always a hassle bc i habe to wapk to tje bank and Dude the bank is never fuckint open#Aas a kid ur like oooohh the bank so.importsnt and adult..#and theyre open lile 20 minuyes a day. If this place is so damn importsnt why is it closed all ghe time#Nyways my point. i tjought that and then was like#.....If i had a car i woidpnt need bus fare at all bc i wouldnt have to take the bus#anyways th e bank is so annoying#closes at 5 on weekdays and i get home after 4 most days i work#and i also jist. dont geel like doing errands after worming all day#and Closed complefslu on sunday#and open from 9 am to noon on saturday like the fuck
5 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
love how the boss keeps telling us to not go into overtime and to not fall behind with discharge reports etc etc while its just SO much to do all the time??? and not just shit u can plan??? theres so much unhinged shit happening all the time????
#like today one of my patients did a Thing . and it ended up taking up most of my time until noon and i got nothing else done bc of#appointments and meetings until fucking 3.30pm which is when i should be going home#and tmr they scheduled a seminar thing from 1-5pm like??????? i cant do anything else in that time + again its in overtime#im so frustrated and exhausted lmao#and this is obvi not todays patients fault like theyve got their issues and i understand that. yet the way the boss expects us to work#around these unpredictable things without going into overtime.... bro#also im gonna get swamped with patients soon so itll get even worse#idk how to do any of this im ngl#i mean this is only my 4th month and im Learning. but its hard man#a colleague got 64 hours overtime last year which is a lot for our position and she got into so much trouble for it lmao#i hate it here a bit :-)#become a psychotherapist! nobody said and i did it anyways and now im reaping what i sowed#also giving diagnoses is one of the hardest most humbling aspects of it all hands down idgaf what anyone says
2 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
Would love if my body could not do scary shit while im at work
#its not emergency room level scary but i got an appointment at my drs at 4:20#unfortunately my doctor is here in Lawrence on the opposite side of town#and its only noon#and i clocked out at work already cuz i was having an anxiety attack for like. 2 hours#but i was determined to finish what i was working on and its not like i havent done much more demanding things while having an#anxiety attack before#but now im just sitting in the parking lot not sure what to do with myself until 4:20#i could go to my grammys but then id have to tell her what was going on and idk if i have that in me#i texted my mom to let her know what was going on but shes at work so idk when she'll see it
4 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
am not allowed to wear things that show my scars but its reallly really hot and moms sleepin so i found some shorts from before and !!!!!!!! these are so comfy!!!!! i forgot !!
#pup talks#SO THIS IS WHY I USED TO ONLY EVER WEAR SHKIRTS AND SHORTS ITS COZY#even if i didnt have scars think i still wouldnt wear them around people very much cuz im insecure ๐ but right now noone is here an am happ
5 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
.
#I have thoughts about the new tour yet I am not sure if I should share (given why I do so in tags)#I am not surprised to see denmark is absent#I am a bit surprised to see no scandinavian country AT ALL#not surprised to see germany and the uk have most dates (that's sadly something I've seen a lot from bands/artists I like)#a little befundled with the route he has scheduled for both germany and the uk dates#glad to see other countries like switzerland france and the netherlands get their debut#not surprised it is in october since that seems to be around the same time for his europe antics last year as well#all this said I am a bit conflicted what to do myself#I'd like to go to gigs on this tour#yet I've already run out of the country four times these past upcoming five months (three times to finland)#since it is quite expensive and maybe not something I will have time for given I hopefully get an internship in august#with that in mind I feel like I should probably go for only a few dates#and yet last time I felt very much like I was missing out and overlooked because I didn't go to โmore than two showsโ#and here is where I feel like my thoughts are probably not great#i was thinking about maybe going for hamburg as first priority since it is the closest (4 hours in train)#then have frankfurt and munich as second priorities making it a little mini tour#I am not sure if I'd physically and mentally be able to do more than three gigs in a row#yet if I am I sort of want to go to zurich too because I've never been there#two days to decide is not very long#I feel very stressed tbh#and I hope noone will take this in any wrong way#please I really dont want to feel shit again#I know my last concert related take was on the fence#(even though as it turned out the venue did worse than me in that regard)#but this one is really just me thinking about what would be the smartest plan#other possible options would be to go for zurich since it is in a weekend (sunday) and then - depending on whether or not I have work#either go home or follow jere to amsterdam (then maybe paris and brussels)#another option is berlin then hamburg and then to home from there (so two shows)#or london and bristol since its the weekend (maybe manchester as well if it is not far - so up to three shows)#the latter I am a bit concerned about since being trans in the uk is not great atm
3 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
i am. so normal abt natural habitats. SO normal (<- clearly Not Well)
#i cried 3 times#does NOT happen ofteb#(to be clear it's abt the fic. on ao3. by woodenpicador)#and im not even half in#crying screaming throwing up#heavens sake there's so much to say abt it and nothing at all#dreaming abt that i tell yall#only not livebogging it bc most of the time im reading where i dont have WiFi soo#BUT SERIOUSLY it's always in my mind like im thinking abiut nothing? wrong. Im thinking abt woman who makes bad decisions I and II#and like all of them it has not left my mind. In days#it's like a splinter that's fucking lodged into my brain only it doesnt hurt (mostly)#and I can NOONE of my irl friends GOD#js if it was a book id buy it fr#mitos incredible life#more or less incredible how am I gonna focus on anything else#yellowjackets#ig#EVERYONE READ IT (many many ppl read it but more should read it definitely it's like evedthuf)#anyways hi if youre still heree i dont actually think anybodys gonna read all of this. but as they say#'its not truly ur public trashcan on which u display the stuff u like best without fucking lamenting or somtheing#verbs suck
2 notes
ยท
View notes
Note
i have like. vague amounts of notes still in my notes app abt nefise but it is 2am and at last i shall head to bed bc i have an appointment thing i have to go to tomorrow ๐
UGGH GOOD LUCK W UR APPOINTMENT
#you probably mightve already had it by now lmao#but i woke up ate apples and peanut butter#caught a bus#ran to the math office to rent a calculator bc i left mine at home#and then took a test#so now im just Sitting here like wowy zowy its only noon and this day has already been an adventure#hashtag college life !!#ask#soryasongsaa#pen and ink
5 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
unfortunately the allure of "at work i genuinely don't think that much and have no time or capacity to worry about home because i am fully mentally 'at work'" and "at work my family isnt there and i am not reminded of things happening in it by being asked about it by one of them or seeing them" and "at least i make money at work and am there often enough its a good amount and i feel useful lookibg at it" is really startibg to wear thin rifgt now
#i like not thinking i like being so caught in my sorting and doing a good job and helping people i dont feel the coldness settlibg in#i like not havibg sudden run ins i overthink later or being asked What Do You Think Haha in front of people id like to not air laundry to#people who respect me enough to wish well when im just a little bit not all there but dont want My Answer About It or My Assurance#i like not having to consider another job or parrttime searching again and scheduling both them at the same time#i like not thinking man but now im sfucking tired going too. when im cloxked in i turn all this off and i wish i could always be that way#helpful! im happy to help! im glad to. no worries no problem. thoughtful and useful and a joy if a little in need of guidance#the build up to therr. thinking about all of it alone on the way. always the sitting with it. the hours settling in#its wearing thin. something about it is. i think its only me. i wish i worked all the time so i wouldnt wind down back to all of this#everything here and reality going on and all the bad news and every bad memory and experience and incoming ache fffffuuck me man#im fine before anyone (noone) gets conc3rnened im just so tired. im so cold. nothing will come out. do i really need that as proof it hurts
2 notes
ยท
View notes
Text
been really pushing myself with these last several drawings this week, I usually never shade or do backgrounds but I've been really trying to get out of my comfort zone and work on creating complete compositions instead of sketches like I'm used to. It's very rewarding and I'm having a lot of fun, and I hope it shows the amount of time and effort I put into it. I'm sure I'll get faster at these things, I'm already getting a feel for more complex stuff, but gosh does it take a lot of energy. I really have been spending 10+ hours a day drawing , but each one i finish is something I can't stop looking at and admiring, so it's not too bad lol. Art is a conversation to me and lately all the feedback and interactions with everyone has done wonders for my motivation.
#pk.text#kinda just rambling atm#very sleepy and drained#fell asleep around 6pm yesterday#slept until around midnight waking up several times in between#and now just spent the last 12 hours chatting and drawing and its been great#but man im already tuckered out for the day and it's only noon lmao#here's to hoping i last thru the day aye
4 notes
ยท
View notes