#its just not the same without hime

[latenightsonrooftops]

Hashira Training Arc Ayame

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

Different fashions reddit user say is the same thing and why they are not

i cant believe this is a post i am making lol but ima clear up how these reddit users r wrong lol (pls dont harass anyone this is just for educational purposes)

Dark girly vs Jirai

Dark girly kei is a fashion that predates jirai (jirai is a lifestyle!!!) The only reason Girly kei is associated with jirai is cuz the girly kei style is what was trending when jirai became a thing. i go more in depth about jirai here

with the next sections i do not know as much sadly but i shall use the knowledge i do have and please feel to jump in!

Cutecore vs Jojifuku

cutecore 1 2

jojifuku 1 2

As we can see there is a lot of overlap. Cutecore is a style that emerged around 2020 (🩷) meanwhile jojifuku is from the 2010s (🩷)

Cutecore often has themes of spookier stuff (not always tho!!!)

Jojifuku (女児服) translates to girls clothing. the look of it is to look like youre wearing kids clothes.

(again i dont know much about these styles so feel free to correct me!)

Coquette vs Hime kei

Honestly I dont know what they are really talking about here lol. Hime gyaru? Hime lolita? Himekaji? So ill show how each one is different form one another

Coquette 1 2

Hime gyaru 1 2

Hime lolita 1 2

Himekaji 1 2

Coquette is a style thats super popular on this app (tumblr) and imo its recently gotten pretty popular. meanwhile ive seen styles like himekaji dwindle in popularity (at least from what ive seen) i think its pretty obvious to see the difference with just pictures so i wont go into a lot of detail (unless you would like me to)

yes all styles of similarities but they also have noticeable differences. Some similarities include 1. all being a more feminine style 2. all often having pink colours 3. all are fashions (and more) But some differences include 1. where/when they originate 2. the silhouette/certain parts of the look 3. the popularity (and more)

Kidcore vs Decora

kidcore 1 2

Decora 1 2

Kidcore as the name states is a more "childish" style. Its very colourful and gives off nostalgic vibes.

Decora is a style that is about decorations/accessories. You cant have a decora fit without them.

Cottagecore vs Mori kei

Cottagecore 1 2

Mori kei 1 2

I dont even know where they got the idea these were the same thing lol

Cottagecore is based around wildlife, farming, cottages, nature. it has a "rural and pioneer" vibe

Mori kei is is more earthy. The best way i can think to describe the difference without rambling is cottagecore is the ppl living in the forest and mori kei is the forest? idk lol.

Rococo vs Lolita

if anything its flipped. Rococo inspired lolita. Also there is so many different types of lolita. sigh.

If you take anything from this I hope its to do your research. And not just listen to the voices you agree with. Listen to the history. Listen to the people who know what they are talking about. Pls lmk if I can explain anything better and feel free to add on! have a good day! (also i am just one source pls go do ur own research!!/nf)

[cinnablu3]

RECKLESS - We listen and do just judge

Masterlist

Officially we have 5 more chapters to go! As Reckless is reaching its end. There might be more if I can't finish within the five chapters.

In your apartment early peaceful silence, Utahime and you are quietly eating cereal.

"Name, I wasn't going to bring it up but it's bothering me..Well with how everything went down." Utahime speaks up

"What exactly is bothering you Hime?" You responded calmly, maybe too calm. She raises a brow at you.

"How did Satoru reach you or even kiss you? Did he force himself ?" She sounded upset.

"NO! Never! Satoru isn't one to do something without consent." You sigh. "But I need to get something off my chest."

"Which is?"

"I agreed to the kiss." You blurt out, immediately Utahime stands up and hands are slammed on the table.

"EXCUSE ME!" She yells scaring you, she blinks before sinking down back to her seat. "Sorry.." She mumbles looking off to the side. "You need to tell me everything." She looks up at you.

"One moment I'm waiting for Choso and the next Satoru pops up next to me begging me back and he kisses me, well to sum up everything in a nutshell." You look ashamed, "But if I told you the whole story, you can't judge." You look at Utahime, who's already making a face.

"Do you know who you're talking to?"

You sighed in response knowing she's going to regardless and you don't really blame her.

The party is in full swing, everyone dancing, drinking and music. Choso and you were standing talking and drinking before he excused himself to grab water for the both of you.

Maybe 2 minutes, maybe 3 minutes went by, a familiar pair of arm wraps around your shoulders. Immediately tensing up, it couldn't be him right? Knowing who these pairs of arms belong to. You turned around and see him. "Satoru." Immediately leaving your lips.

He gives a small painful smile. "I'm happy you can even say my name still." He gives you a tight hug, a familiar grip you deeply miss. "Please let go of me Satoru."

"Name please, I can change."

"I left her."

"She meant nothing."

"Please I'll be more supportive and be loyal to you once more."

Hearing his excuse after another just trying process why are you still letting him hold you immediately pulling away.

He noticed you pull away trying to find a way to keep you close once more. "Can I kiss you? He begged.

"Yes." Like an instinct response to you. He pulls you close cupping your face before pressing his lips against yours. Yet it didn't feel right, this kiss just proved it. The realization hits you just a bit too late. Unaware someone had snapped a picture.

The kiss breaks forcibly as Choso pushes Satoru away, separating him from you. "ARE YOU INSANE FORCING YOURSELF ON NAME!" He barked, Satoru shaking his head. "It's not like that, we were just talking."

"Name did you like the kiss? Was it the same?" Ignoring Choso as he tries to get closer. "You still feel the same spark right? Name tell him, you did please?" He sounded desperate as Choso looks disgusted, pushing Satoru away the more he tried get closer.

He eventually got fed up with the pushing as he closed his fist and swung a punch at Choso's face. The crowd is starting to get drawn, as people start reaching their phones to record. Choso was stunned immediately punching back. Everything was a blur from that moment.

You try to piece your memory, how both were on the ground as Choso got the upper hand as he repeatedly bruised Satoru's face. Geto and other guys stepped in separating the two, Sirens are closing in the background. Everything had become white noise, realizing this is all your fault.

"Name you're crying again." Utahime spoke, You look up at her in tears.

"Hime this is really my fault." You whimpered hiding your face in your hands immediately she reaches over to you and hugs you.

"Yeah it is." She hums, You look at her. "Well did you want me to lie? Name, you put two people in jail."

"No but--"There's no excuse." She injects, "Name, are you serious about Choso?"

"I want forget about Satoru and be serious with him hime."

"Then tell Choso about everything and officially cut ties with Satoru. Completely." She sounded serious.

"I will, I want to be a better person especially for Choso. Gosh I'm actually stupid.." You wipe your tears.

"Just a little. Though I know he'll understand, he just seems like that type of person." She kisses your forehead. "Everything will be fine in some twisted way I know, I promise."

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Why Her and Not Me?

Gojo Satoru x F!Reader (Angst)

I’m back with the angst everyone! I think I am planning on making this a multiple series…because I have a few ideas! Please let me know what you all think! I love hearing from you :) Anyways, onto the story!

Part II

I stared in the oven, watching the strawberry cake slowly come to a rise. I looked at the time and saw that there were only 10 minutes left before I could take it out, so I took this opportunity to start filling my mochi. I grabbed the rice dough and flattened it out, grabbing my freshly made whipped cream and Zunda.

I loaded up the dough with zunda, adding the whipped cream right after. Carefully, I folded the dough up into a cute little ball, setting it down on a plate next to me. One by one, I arranged them in a neat row on the plate, their green pastel colors and smooth surfaces creating an inviting display that begged to be sampled.

There were exactly 10 balls, all for a special someone.

Just as you finished, you heard the back door of your shop open up. You looked over to see Utahime. I smiled in her direction, greeting her.

”Hey Hime! What brings you here?” You asked, hearing the ding of your oven go off.

“I wanted to see if that idiot was over here bugging you.” She said, looking around for Toru. I smiled softly at the mention of his name, seeing her give me a look of disgust.

”Ugh, out of all the boys you could have fallen for, why did it have to be him? Can’t I persuade you to fall in love with someone else? Literally anyone else.” She said, looking at all the sweets I made. I turned the oven off, grabbing the cake and placing it on the counter to cool off.

“Oh come on, Hime. He’s not that bad. He’s actually very sweet once you get past his cocky facade." I defended, my voice softening as I thought about the moments of genuine kindness I had witnessed from him.

”Are you sure we’re talking about the same Gojo Satoru?” She asked, grabbing a cupcake from the plate.

”Cut him some slack, Hime. Hes got so much pressure on him, it only makes sense for him to act the way he does. I know I would’ve gone absolutely insane if I were in his position.” You said, snatching the cupcake from her hand as she was about to eat it.

”Hey! I wanted to eat that.” She whined, making you roll your eyes at her.

”these are for my customers.” You said, placing the cupcake back on the plate.

“Besides, I already made a plate for you next to the fridge.” You said with a smile, placing the cupcakes in a box for pickup. Hime looked over to the fridge to see a pile of various treats, making her eyes sparkle and mouth salivate.

”Y/n, you are literally the best person in the whole wide world!” She said, grabbing a strawberry muffin.

“I know.” You said, going back to check on your cake.

As Hime stuffed her face with the muffin, she looked over to see the kikufuku neatly displayed on a plate.

“Y/n, when are you going to ask him?” She said with her mouth stuffed. You looked over to her with a confused face.

”What are you talking about?”

Now it was her turn to roll her eyes.

”Oh come on, Y/n. When are you going to finally confess your feelings to Gojo??”

You looked back down at your cake, a frown making its way to your face.

”I…I don’t know, Hime.” You said.

”If you don’t do it soon, it could be too late. Y/n, I am only telling you this because I know how much you love Gojo…even though I find it hard to believe that a sweet girl such as yourself finds someone like him irresistible.” She said, walking up to you. She placed a hand on your shoulder, making you face her.

”What if…what if he doesn’t see me that way? What if I confess to him, only for him to reject me and ruin our friendship? I don’t want that…” You said, looking into her eyes.

She scoffed.

”If Gojo doesn’t see how lucky he is to have someone like you fall in love with him, he’s more of an idiot than I thought.” She said, trying to hype you up.

”You two are inseparable. I swear, anytime I see Gojo without you, its like his whole day is ruined. But the moment you show up, its as if he saw a miracle appear right before his eyes. You quite literally make his day better, Y/n.” She said sternly.

”You really think so?” You asked, starting to feel hopeful.

“Absolutely! There is no way anyone could deny that. Honestly, its kind of sickening how cute you two are together. It almost makes me jealous because you're my best friend.” She said, making you laugh.

”Hime, I never you took you as the jealous type~” You teased, making her smirk.

”Shut up. All I am saying is when you two do become a couple, you better still make time for me. I don’t care if Gojo gets mad, I will steal you away if you don’t hang out with me for a long time.” She said

”you’re starting to sound like Shoko, now. She told me the same thing not too long ago” You snorted.

”well she’s right. We had you first. Gojo was the last to have you, so by common knowledge, your besties get your time first before him.” She said, making you smile at her.

”Oh, Hime. If Toru and I do actually become a thing, I promise you I will never abandon you two. Honestly, if it weren't for you girls, I would have never gotten this close to Toru. After all, chicks before dicks.” You joked, copying what Shoko said the other day.

She chuckled, hearing the back door open once more.

”Sup bitches.” Shoko said, making you both shake your heads at her.

”Nice of you to show up, Shoko. Y/n is about to confess to Gojo of her undying love for him.” Hime teased,making you tense up.

”What?! When did I say that?!” You asked, whipping your head around towards the two of them.

”Fina-fucking-Lly. It’s been like five years and you two still haven’t gotten anywhere. I feel like I’m going insane just watching the two of you, especially with the sexual tension going on between you two.” Shoko said, making your face heat up.

”S-Shut up Shoko! You have no idea what you are talking about.”

”So how are you going to confess to him?” She asked, smirking at your face.

”Easy, she is going to go straight up to him with the kikufuku in her hands and look him I straight in the eyes. Then, she will hold onto him desperately and confess her love for him.” Hime said, teasing you a bit.

”Oh, Toru~ I love you so much I can’t think straight! I need you so bad in my life~” Shoko continued, mimicking your voice.

”Then come here baby and lets make love alllll night~” Hime said with a deepened voice, mimicking Toru.

”I do not sound like that, Shoko.” You said, making them both laugh.

“Plus…a part of me still has a bad feeling. I don’t know if he thinks of me that way.” You said, your grip on the counter tightening.

Shoko and Hime suddenly stopped and walked towards you.

”Hey, look at me.” Shoko said, forcing you to look in her direction.

”It’s going to be alright. I already told you last time, there is no way he thinks of you as just a friend. He literally talks about you all the time that even I get tired of hearing about you.” She said.

”Yeah, and the way his eyes light up even more just by the simple mention of your name? Its so obvious he likes you.” Hime followed.

”But…maybe that is just him being…well himself.” You said, trying to come up with excuses.

”Y/n, there is no doubt in my mind that he is head over heels for you just as you are for him.” Shoko responded.

Suddenly, you heard the bell ring from the main entrance of your bakery shop.

”Y/n! Come out here, I need to ask you something.” You heard a familiar voice yell. You felt your heart race at the sound of his warm voice. Your body tensed up even more as you felt your body basically freeze.

”What are you waiting for!?” Shoko asked. Hime grabbed the Mochi you made for Toru and placed them in your hands.

“Go out there and tell him! This is the perfect chance!” They both saiid, pushing you out to the front.

You tried to go back in, but they locked the door, forcing you to stay out there.

“Y/n?” You heard his voice once more, making you freeze again.

“Is everything alright?” He asked, one of his eyebrows rising.

You slowly turned around, finally coming face to face with the tall white haired man.

He looked down at you, his confused face slowly turning into one of happiness as he saw the kikufuku in your hands.

”Is that…what I think it is?” He asked, almost salivating at the sight of it. He loved your baking, no matter what it was. But when you made him his favorite snack, it was something different.

”Uh, yeah! I did. I figured you’d want some since it had been a while since the last time I made it.” You said, walking around the counter, making your way towards him.

You placed the dish in his hands, feeling his fingers brush against yours. You quickly pulled your hands back, almost dropping the dish. Thankfully, Toru had quick reactions and caught it before it fell.

”woah there, no need to be so nervous! You know I love your baking!” He said, instantly stuffing his mouth with one of the mochi balls.

”Mmmm. They are perfect! You even made them with the perfect amount of filling!” He said, making your heart flutter at his reaction.

”I remember you complaining about another shop putting too much in. I wanted to make sure it was just right for you.” You said sheepishly.

”You mean you actually listened to me?” He asked, chuckling at you.

”Of course. I do actually care about what you say, you know.” You replied, looking up at him.

”Oh I’m touched.” He teased, setting the plate down on a nearby table.

“So what was it that you wanted to ask me?” You asked

Suddenly, his whole demeanor changed after you asked. It was weird.

He looked down at you and fidgeted with his hands, making you look up at him with concern.

”Toru?”

“Y/n…do you know what it feels like to…love someone?” He asked, making you blink your eyes up at him.

”Well…I mean…yes…yes I do.” You said, making him look you in the eyes.

”Then maybe you can help me.” he said, making you look up at him confused.

”help you?”

He sat down at the table near him, you following suit.

”There is…this girl. And every time I am around her, I feel nervous. It’s like my hands get clammy and I feel my heart skip a beat just from the mention of her name.” He said.

After he said that, you started to feel your heart race again, heat rising to your face. Was he…was he talking about you?

”Just looking at her makes me feel all tingly inside…and I always long to be around her…” He finished.

”Is…is that what it feels like to…be in love? Feeling like you want to be around that person all the time? Feeling excited every day because you get to see them?” He asked, making you smile a bit. You nodded your head.

”Yes…it is. At least, to me it is. After all, that’s how I feel about y-“ You started, but quickly shut up, not ready to confess to him just yet.

“Hmmm.” He said, lost in thought.

”Toru? Are you okay?” You asked, feeling hopeful. He looked deep into your eyes and a small smile slowly formed.

”Yeah…I am. I…I never thought it possible, but I think I may have feelings for her.” He said, mumbling a bit.

”Oh?” You asked, hoping this was the part where he confessed everything to you.

”You remember Osaka? The girl who just moved here and joined us?” He began, making you come out of your senses. Osaka moved in from a small village hundreds of miles from here. It had been almost a year since then and it was needless to say that her and Toru hit it off really well…but you figured it was just him being nice to her…

”Yes…why?” You asked, not liking where this was going.

”Well…because I think…I think I might like her…” He said, a small smile making its way towards his face. However, while he was thinking of Osaka and feeling his heart beat faster, you felt yours shatter.

“You…like…Osaka?” You asked, tears starting to fill up in your eyes. He looked up at you, not noticing the water beginning to form in your eyes.

”I…I think so…no. I know so! I mean, just hearing her voice…it makes me crazy. I’ve never felt this way before. It feels…nice.” He said, getting lost in his mind.

”I see.” You said, swallowing hard. It hurt so bad. It felt as if you were swallowing nails and sharp razors down.

”I think I am gonna go and talk to her…see what she says.” He said, confidence filling up inside of him.

”T-talk to her about what?” You asked, your voice breaking a bit.

”Talk to her about how I feel, silly. I mean, I’m pretty sure she feels the same way. I don’t think anyone could love me as much as she does.” He said.

”I do…” You thought as he said those words. He quickly got up, pride and excitement filling up inside of him.

”I’m gonna go do it! I’m gonna go tell her everything. tell her how I feel for her! How much I long for her!” He said, quickly leaving.

“Thanks for the talk, Y/n! You really are a good friend!” He said, quickly leaving. You just sat there, staring at the plate of Kikufuku you made for him. Tears piled up in your eyes and you couldn’t hold it back anymore. You quickly got up and ran to the back, letting it all out. Shoko and Hime ran towards you and caught you in their arms as you fell towards them.

”Y/n! What happened?” Shoko asked with worry.

”I knew it…I was such an idiot for thinking he would ever love me.” You sobbed quietly.

”W-What?” Hime asked, confused.

”He…He doesn’’t…He doesn’t…fuck!” You whispered as you felt yourself begin to hyperventilate

“Breathe, Y/n. Hey look at me. Breathe.” Shoko said, breathing in and out with you, trying to get you under control.

After a few minutes of that, you were able to get yourself under control…however, you still felt awful. You felt like life just got sucked out of you. Shoko and Hime were by your side the entire time, hugging you as you calmed down.

”He…He said he fell in love…but with someone else.” You whispered, broken from the memory replaying in your head.

”Who?” Hime asked, baffled that Toru would pick someone else over you.

”Osaka…”

”Osaka?? You mean that new girl who just joined us?? There is no way-“

”It’s true, Shoko. You think I would make something like that up??” You asked, staring at her through your watery eyes.

”Y/n…I am so sorry.” Hime said, completely in disbelief.

”I didn’t think he would be that much of an idiot.” She said, hugging you tightly.

“I can’t believe it…he constantly talks about you during our missions. It doesn't make any sense.” Shoko said, hugging you as well.

”And he constantly flirted around with you, too!” Hime said.

You were completely heartbroken, feeling nothing but emptiness. However, Shoko and Hime were livid. Satoru Gojo had hurt their best friend…and what worse is he was totally leading her on!

“Come on.” Shoko said, pulling you up to your feet.

Hime went out to the front and closed the shop early.

”What are you doing?” You asked softly.

”We are all going out. We need to get your mind off of he who shall not be named.” Shoko said, turning everything off in the kitchen and bringing you your jacket.

”I don’t know Shoko. I’d rather just go home.” You said.

”That’s okay. We can go to my place and just hang out. We can have a girls night and watch movies, eat all sorts of food, all that fun stuff!” She suggested. However, you shook your head. You pushed yourself away from her, grabbing your keys.

”No Shoko…I…I just need to be alone…please.” You said, not wanting to argue. Shoko looked at you with worry. She didn’t want to leave you alone, not like this especially.

”Y/n, we-“

”Please, Shoko. I need you to understand…I…I need to be alone for right now.” You spoke, opening the back door and walking out.

Shoko tried to go after you, but she stopped in her footsteps. She knew you wanted to be alone, but she didn't want to leave you alone. But she also knew that you needed it to collect your own thoughts.

Hime came back and asked Shoko where you went. She explained everything and Hime understood.

”Let’s give her a couple of hours, then we will go to her place.” She suggested, making Shoko nod.

——

You drove towards you house, tears falling down your eyes as quiet sobs slipped from your mouth. You never imagined heartbreak could be this bad…you never imagined the day where you would get your heart absolutely crushed. It hurt so much to the point where you felt pains in your chest. It stung so bad, almost like someone was snipping each string in your heart.

thoughts of Toru and Osaka began to pop up in your head, along with questions.

What did she have that you didn’t? Was it her face? Her hair? Her personality? Her strength? Her charisma? What was it??

All of these questions rushed through your head, yet you could never come up with a proper answer…not unless you asked Toru himself…though that was the last thing you wanted to do. For the first time in your life, you found yourself wanting nothing to do with him. You didn’t want to hear his name, his voice, nor did you want to see him. It would just hurt too much.

You noticed the weather beginning to change. Clouds began to circle above you, getting ready to start dropping rain.

Damn it!

You tried to get your emotions under control, but no matter what you did, the tears wouldn’t stop. The heartache wouldn’t stop.

You knew you couldn’t do anything about it, thus rain began to fall…and hard.

———-

You finally made it back to your house. You quickly ran inside and ran to your bedroom. You flopped onto your bed and let it all go.

The rain outside just fell harder and faster, causing people to rush either to their cars or back to their homes.

Your puppy ran up to you and began to lick your face, noticing something was wrong.

You looked down at him, seeing him look up at you with a tilted head.

You patted your bed, inviting him to come cuddle with you.

He snuck his way under your arm, snuggling up to you. You began to hold onto him tightly. The warmth and softness of his fur felt good against your skin, causing you to slowly drift away to sleep.

though, while you felt yourself succumb to the sleepiness, one thing lingered in your mind as you closed your eyes.

”Why her…and not me…”

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Part II??

Taglist?

[silly-cuchufli]

Can we talk about how pantheon weaves the exploration of grief into every aspect of its story!!!!!! Specifically, the show captures the complex nurture of grief by highlighting the different stages of grief through its individual character and how they progress throughout the story

First, you have Ellen, who represents denial. She lost her husband, David, and somewhat forces acceptance upon herself and her daughter. Even though the story picks up after David’s death, we see Ellen’s journey through grief when David comes back. Ellen’s acceptance of her loss is juxtaposed with denial. When her husband comes back, she’s confused and hurt. She doesn’t want to accept he’s back because, well how could she? She’s lived two long painful years without him. She’s gone through so much, having to accept that he’s gone just for hime to come back. She’s terrified with the pain that comes along side embracing him. If she accepts him as alive again, she also has to accept the possibility of losing him again. She has to learn to accept the pain that accompanies love. Even though she eventually accepts David, her denial to his resurrection is still highlighted earlier on in the show.

There’s also Chanda. He is a not so subtle representation of the anger associated with grief. He literally burns a building and kills a family because he was blinded by his grief. He was grieving his life, and how he would never live as he once did. All of his actions are propelled by his anger over the loss of his life. He is desperately trying to achieve what he never got the chance to while he was human. He’s trying to create the world he never got to live in. He can’t accept the way things are because he’s still stuck in his anger over his loss.

Next, there’s Cody. He represents bargaining. He can’t accept the loss of his wife, so he does anything minimize and postpone his sadness. He doesn’t question or deny Laurie when she comes back like Ellen did with David. Rather he accepts her without a second thought. His actions aren’t solely propelled by love, but rather his avoidance to pain. Even before he knew Laurie’s upload was successful, he didn’t accept that she was gone. He still felt that she was alive and the same as she had been. When she came back, he did anything for Laurie because he didn’t want to lose her or accept that things had changed. He did everything in his power to keep things the same and try to live as he did before. When Laurie is prepared to die to spread her message to the world, he doesn’t accept losing her again. Rather, he prepares to “reboot” her and keep thing the way the are, even though they’re not.

Next there’s Capsian, who represents depression. Now the thing he’s mourning is a bit different from the other characters in this analysis. He isn’t mourning the physical death of someone, but rather the death of his innocence. He found out he was a clone and that his entire life was a lie. Everything he thought he knew wasn’t real, and that’s terrifying. While he goes through the other stages of grief, the show draws attention to the depression part of grief through Caspain. He quickly recognizes the true extent of his loss but still struggles to accept and cope with it. Thus, he is easily manipulated by Pope and throws himself into curing the flaw because to him it’s a way to avoid the looming hopelessness of his situation. He’s lost interest and passion for the things he once cared about, and focuses on what he feels he has to do. He feels hopeless, and desperately trying to cure the flaw is his way of trying to reclaim agency. If he solves the problem, he regains some control over the hopelessness he feels.

Finally, there Maddie, who represents the complex journey to acceptance. Throughout the show, she experiences all the stages of grief. The show focuses on her journey to accepting the loss of her father and the life she once had. We watch her go through the stages of grief at her own pace and eventually come to terms with her loss. We watch her grow into the person that can eventually let her father pass. We watch her move forward despite her loss. She still is in unimaginable pain because of the death of her father, but she still keeps moving.

While all of the characters experience all the stages of grief, it feels like the show focuses on specific stages with specific characters. Pantheon displays how grief is complicated and messy, and not just some straight line. It highlights non-linear growth and how character progress and regress throughout their respective journeys with grief. It shows how grief isn’t something that it easily overcome, but rather a long and exhausting process. It shows through its main cast how each stage of grief is its own journey and hurtle to overcome. Pantheon demonstrates that even after you accept loss fully, it doesn’t take away from the immense pain loss causes you to feel. All you can do is keep moving forward.

[cocosparkel]

Curiosity killed the cat (but satisfaction brought it back)

chapter 3

Summary-

When Marinette finds out that she is adopted, she tracks down her Biological aunt. Who happens to live Gotham, the place she swore she wouldn't go. Well, Gotham just gained a new vigilante - Chaos.

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Chapter 3 : Hello, Gotham

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Looking around at her now empty room, Marientte felt nostalgic. Same time tomorrow, she would be in Gotham, arranging her things in her new room in her penthouse in the safest part of Gotham, which once belonged to Her biological parents. They were well off, and left quite a fortune in her name, including the penthouse which was apparently her childhood home.

After having a long overdue talk with her godmother, she learnt quite a lot about her family.

Her father was supposed to be the heir to a famous fashion company, The Draper. (When she heard that her grandmother is one of her idols, Marinette couldn't stop fangirling.) But unfortunately her father had been disowned by his mother, for he refused to marry the woman his mother wanted him to marry, and instead married Diane, her mother.

Diane came from a middle class family, apparently she was the illegitimate child of some underboss. Diane’s mother had committed suicide when diane was young, and her father was obviously out of the picture. Her step father however, continuously abused her mother when she was alive, and after her death, abused Diane and her sister, Selina.

Selina was definitely alive, but Sabine said she had fallen out of touch with her many years ago, when Marinette was still just a child.

Now, Marinette decided, she would reach out to both her aunt, and her grandmother, and make amends.

Finally ready to leave, Marinette made her way downstairs.

“Maman ! Papa !” She called. “I’m ready to leave!”

Immediately, her parents were next to her, pampering her, making sure she had everything.

“You promise to call twice a day ?” her mother asked her.

“Yes maman” Marinette said sincerely, guilty about lying.

“Marinette, we are going to miss you so much,” her father said, his eyes growing misty.

“Papa, I'll be back before u know it. It's just for the next 2 years !” Marinette said, touched at her father's confession, but slightly exasperated.

“I know”, her father said, the ‘I'll still miss you too’ left unsaid, but it was understood.

“My baby is all grown up,” her mother said, and Marinette sighed, thinking 'here we go again', without any real annoyance.

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After another 10 minutes of her parents smothering her, Marinette finally left her home.She still had six hours for her flight, and she had to meet up with the miracle court. Well, a part of the miracle court.

“Marinette!” Chloe exclaimed as she walked into Chloe's room, “you look so stunning!”

“You look so pretty, Mari-hime,” Kagami said, looking up from her phone without missing a beat.

Blushing, Marinette thanked both of them.

Marinette was in fact very proud of the dress she was wearing, it took quite some time for her to design. To ‘celebrate’ her last day in Paris, she decided to dress up.

Her dress was a spaghetti-strap v neck, coming till just above her knee. It was a dark, midnight blue, with golden glitter at the hem of the dress. At the neckline, she had sewn tiny white rhinestones. The part of the dress which took her the longest was its embroidery.

She had used a thin gold thread, and embroidered little stars, in an array of constellations.

She paired the dress with a black scarf, which had a moon at one end and the sun at the other end.

Slipping off her surprisingly comfortable heels, she sat on the couch opposite Chloe.

For the next one hour, she talked to them about her plans, and what was to be done in case of an emergency.

After promising to call daily, and a very tearful goodbye, Marinette made her way to the airport.

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On the aeroplane, Marinette felt quite nervous, her mind racing with all the different things that could happen.

She knew that if she was treading down a path which led to the end of the world, Bunnyx would let her know, and she and Bunnyx would work together to fix it, like they always did.

That mere thought calmed her down enough, for her to close her eyes without vivid scenes of destruction of Paris, her family and her friends dying flashing through her eyes, a reminder of the responsibility she held, which was crushing her, and god did she wish she had someone she could share it with.

Sure she had the miracle court, but everyone of them looked up to her, she was their leader. The Order of the Guardians couldn't take her seriously, she wasn't trained or chosen the way they were as if that was more than the things she did to protect Paris for the past 5 years, and so she was lesser than them, nevermind the fact that she was the grand guardian.

She craved for someone to see her as their equal. Honestly, Marinette was exhausted.

Maybe, just maybe, Gotham would provide her a fresh slate.

Slowly, with a new hope ignited in her, Marinette fell asleep.

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(Short filler chapter, but i hope you like it !)

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@itsanimepotato

[bitchimasnake-sss]

ibara hime (thorn princess) being the character foil of yor forger:

yor forger is most notoriously seen constantly doubting herself. whether she's a good wife, mother, sister etc. whether she is good enough to have the forger last name.

the thorn princess shows no hesitancy, no doubts linger whether she is capable or not. (see "if i intercept" suggests that she fully knows she can take down however many people it is). the thorn princess knows who she is and what she does well.

its so interesting seeing that a character is a character foil to themselves without an alter ego being involved (every other aspect of yor stays the same even when she's the thorn princess, even when she doubts her job, she never doubts her capabilities)

idk its just interesting ya know??

[chadsuke]

tell me u don’t know shit about yuri anime without telling me u don’t know shit about yuri anime.

like I’m the first to say I don’t enjoy schoolgirl yuri like at all but to act like rn is DIFFERENT bc of things like otherside picnic or Princess principal or etc.? no??? we didn’t FINALLY move past anything what are you talking about. like even if you want to be like ‘well uwu they’re all happening around the same time’ ok then let’s look at 2000s era yuri and this is NOT extensive:

Simoun, 2006: high flying science fiction yuri involving struggles with gender and fighting a ‘holy war’

kannazuki no Miko, 2004: mecha reincarnation magic anime. it’s a lot. (don’t.)

girls with guns trilogy 2001, 2004, 2007: literally exactly what it says on the tin

.hack//sign, 2002: sword art online if it didn’t suck ass. kid gets trapped in an mmo. gender fuckery happens.

read or die, 2006: british secret agent librarians the anime.

canaan, 2009: assassin x reporter and the rival that is obsessed with the assassin in a big clusterfuck.

mai-hime, 2004 (and its spin offs): schoolgirls fight against monsters 2 protect the world except not quite magical girls

tokyo mew mew, 2002-2003: magical girls protect the earth but also environmentalism is v important

and like you can say a lot of these are subtext and you would be correct, but if OOP is citing things like Princess principal, revue starlight, etc. which are also subtext as hell, then I get to cite Canaan. and there’s so many more of these I didn’t even cite!!!! THIS IS FAR FROM EVERYTHING!!!

yes stereotypically the more “canon” yuri anime has gotten 2 be the schoolgirl anime but to act like NOW it’s different is very incorrect and just shows that you don’t know shit tbh. why don’t u go watch some 2000s era yuri and calm down

[jjs-brainrot]

Can't have complexity and nuanced characters in yuri because they'll get misunderstood and overly hated T~T The Kanoko hate has got to be from people who have just watched the anime, because Yoko is literally made to be the most hated character in the series. She's given her own complexity but her actions are almost always framed as being wrong, and her presence is anxiety inducing because she's seemingly uncaring about anything/one outside of herself and her own desires.

Kanoko, at her worst, is just a girl with bpd and is in love with her Favorite Person. And the whole love triangle drama, which isn't rare in stories at all. It's not like Bloom Into You, Kanoko isn't like Sayaka, she's not just going to bow out gracefully. It's just not the type of story that requires its characters to be one dimensional to be enjoyable.

The anime ending right before the arc where "Hime can't fall in love" actually starts being explored definitely did a number on Kanoko's credibility. It just makes her seem like she's possessive over Hime instead of her actually understanding how Hime feels about romance.

Unfortunately, a fair number of manga readers tend to hate her as well (even more than Yoko somehow) which is always infuriating because she literally does nothing wrong and is just a teenager who's going through shit. The only person who understood her and acted as a release valve for her feelings is also a source of frustration for those feelings. She's emotionally stuck between a rock and a hard place as Hime is the most important person in her life, but she also knows if she opens up about her love for her, she could lose Hime altogether.

It was only once Sumika reached out and offered to be someone Kanoko can actually talk about all the stuff she couldn't with Hime to, could she actually begin to even actually process her feelings towards Hime without worrying she'd lose someone very important to her. (and then Sumika becomes someone important to her and also someone she becomes scared of losing.)

Unfortunately Yuri is My Job! has the same problem a lot of satires have: the general audience expecting it's what it says on the box only to find that it subverts and critiques its particular genre (Class S). Like it's very much not the lighthearted romcom it initially bills itself as and has far more drama and interesting stuff to say about its characters and genre than you'd expect from the initial premise.

I could probably fill multiple blog posts talking about most of the complexities of all of the rest of the cast (Hime with being aro and her obsession over masking, Yano dealing with learning to mask while being autistic, Sumika being deep in the closet and not handling romantic feelings well, etc.), but Kanoko is forever my favorite and I will always defend her from those who hate on her.

[trippygalaxy]

The Chain ends up in a place from where there is no exit. (Don't ask how they got there) The only way out is to sacrifice one of themselves.

There are no loopholes, no means of escape, none.

Who, in your opinion, would they let go? Who will be able to convince the others that they should leave them behind?

(They will get revived once the other 8 are out but they don't know that. Yet.)

Ooo!! Saw this on locky’s blog! How fun!!

I honestly believe that they would NOT let Time go, he has a wife at home and a future ahead of him (and kids that are the reason Twilight is born so—)

Not only would they refuse to let him go, i honestly think the boys are thinking more about Malon and how his death would effect her! Its clear that they all care for the woman (platonically) and wouldn’t dare to come home without her lover by their sides.

That being said, i also dont see then letting Sky go for thr same/similar reason!

Wind is too young, four has family, twi also have family, wars has his zelda, legend…maybe, twi would tackle wild

Okay okay— hear me out.

Hyrule.

The man has no family, no obvious love interest, his home is still in shambles from ganon’s rein of tyranny so what does he have to go back to? (His reasoning)

Yeah he might be the ‘healer’ of the group but potions work just the same.

Legend and wild would FIGHT it but i feel like Hyrule can hold his ground without wavering. He would plant his heels into the stone and wait until thry felt, not looking-at them ot even making a sound. He would say one goodbye after he made up his mind and would just shut down.

After years of growing up in a wasteland, you get used to making sacrifices. Normally it was on well…less life threatening things, but it still worked none the less.

And if they refuse to let hime go and even try to pull him along? Fairy spell, good luck catching a fairy thats all the way up in the ceiling!

[veebs-hates-video-games]

Ok more catching up, featuring a bunch more mini-posts condensed into one, for several things I don't have all that much to say about (and then later at some point a couple bigger ones for things I have bigger opinions on: Visions of Mana and 1000xRESIST).

I don't think I ever got around to mentioning Zenzizenzic, but even if I did it's now getting an acknowledgment that I'm giving up on it cause I'm not good enough at it to get any further. It's a shame it's not available for sale anywhere anymore though because it's a good and stylish twin stick bullet hell game. It's also a shame the soundtrack was pulled for sale from everywhere at some point, because it's great and I'd gladly pay money for it.

Jewel Match Solitaire Summertime exists. It's more Jewel Match Solitaire. No more and no less than any of the other games, just a slightly different theme. I pull one out every now and then when my brain won't brain enough to do anything else, and I replenish my stock when they go on sale really cheap.

One Deck Dungeon seems alright. I like the idea of a dice-based roguelike, and it seems to have decent enough mechanics and decision-making. I just didn't really feel compelled to keep playing past the first run. Didn't really grab me for some reason.

Clear Skye Thinking is cute and fun and ebi-hime back on form after whatever that last one was that I tried and bounced off really hard. As usual it's good without quite being great and probably won't leave much of a lasting impression on me, but it's cute yuri fluff, and sometimes that's all you need.

the static speaks my name...exists? Probably? I apparently played it but remember almost nothing about it beyond a vague slightly-positive-of-neutral feeling about it. It was just strange enough to be a little bit interesting, but not strange enough to stick with me at all for more than a day or two.

I finally got around to trying RYB after however many years, and it's got some good puzzles. I didn't finish it though because some of the stuff introduced later on made the puzzles not read as clearly to me visually, and that made it enough less fun that I didn't want to bother.

On the plus side that led me to 20 Small Mazes by the same person, which feels better put together. Good puzzles, good presentation, and knows exactly how much to explore its core concepts without overstaying its welcome. Very much looking forward to their next game that's already been announced that I'm blanking on the name of. Strange Jigsaws, maybe? Whatever it was it has the best trailer for anything ever.

And then finally I tried playing Dad of Boy God of War. I was feeling hopeful about it because people had made it sound interesting, and even though the first hour was not my usual thing it seemed like it had potential. I really, really didn't enjoy playing it as a game though, so I'll probably never find out what happens with it. At least I got my periodic reminder to stop thinking I might actually enjoy big AAA games like that though. Nearly every time I try they extremely don't really do it for me. One of these days that lesson will stick permanently instead of me needing a reminder every once in a while.

[humunanunga]

(inhales) I love the memes comparing Miyazaki and Ito to their content as much as the next person but at the same time, Miyazaki is also the creator of Mononoke Hime and Nausicaä.*

Both open with a culture having its peace disturbed not even by any fault of their own, but as collateral in a neighboring invasion. One protagonist is orphaned by a political assassination, the other is exiled after getting infected by a curse. Both would sometimes draw blood in the heat of the moment, but despite happening under reasonable circumstances, even justifiable, they still want to deescalate a conflict in which so many of the casualties were civilians and bystanders like themselves. One of them had a terminal condition that'd advance faster if he resorted to violence, even if he was right to be furious. Both of them tried over and over again to get it through that it couldn't go on like this, and they were shot for interfering. They suffered trying to warn everyone that there'd be nothing left for anyone if they didn't stop before it was too late.

They did survive the end when it came, but not without scars to show for it. They still have to rebuild their lives from scratch, and so must the land they also tried conserve. They just couldn't get started while the war went on.

*I'm citing the movie here, but the manga is darker from what I recall. Heavier. I'm just here to talk about Miyazaki. That man has also told stories about the horrors.

[vacantgodling]

🧊🍀 puhleeeeaaase

THANKKKKKKKKK *insert the elmo fire gif*

🧊 - Is their current design the first one?

honestly for hya, yeah lmao. his design has only gotten more detailed as i've nailed down his fashion sense. but if you look at the first time i drew him, to the most recent time i've drawn him its deadass the same. all the core elements i knew about him immediately: black hair, deep brown skin, hime bangs, beauty marks, gold. that's all totally consistent with how he is now lmao.

edit: first time i drew him left, most recent right.

see, deadass the design hasn’t changed just got more detailed. also i got better at art too LMAO.

🍀 - What originally inspired the OC?

HONEST TO GOD I WANTED A CHARACTER WITH HIME BANGS i think they're so cute and i wish my hair worked in a way to allow me hime bangs without having to break my neck to make it happen. so that's how the design started.

for his personality... i have no idea. i don't think he was really consciously inspired by anyone. when i first had the idea for paramour my idea of what would become hya was mostly around the ideas of him being a 'typical' gothic lit protagonist who was married off to a creep in a haunted mansion. crimson peak was a big inspo, so ig main girl was kinda? the inspo? maybe a little bit of belle from beauty and the beast, which is why hya still likes reading ig? but literally his personality took an entire left field when i wrote that first piece trying to figure out him and amon's dynamic and hya nose dived into being an asshole land LMAO. but it felt so natural to write that ig that was just who he was always supposed to be!

[professionallydeadinside]

PRINCE TIME LETS GOOOO >:D

“Miss? Sorry, but you dropped this.”

Prince turned around at the familiar voice, already on guard by being talked to so late at night.

She was met with a tall, broad shouldered teenager dressed in a Japanese highschooler uniform. Prince recognized it from other boys she’d seen using the train, but none of them walked through the tunnels at this time. And she’d never seen this one before.

He looked nice enough, his smile looking like it occupied his face often seeing how he was already getting creases at the sides of his eyes. His hair was cut short in a way boys with straight hair cut it, but his seemed to curl out at the tips, giving him a different look than others.

“Thank you?” Prince held her hand out, assuming she’d dropped a piece of paper. She held back a gasp as the boy placed the dropped item in her palm.

It was the same hair tie from the bullet train. It was even still streaked with blood. Prince felt her heart drop.

Surely she was foolish to think that all of her problems would get dropped like how she’d dropped her past life. Trying to keep herself from shaking, she looked back up with a sweet smile.

“I’m sorry, but this isn’t mine. Do I know you?”

The boy nodded. He pocketed the hair tie and exchanged it for a taser he’d been concealing in his back pant’s pocket. Prince took a step back.

“You do. You might not remember, but you do. I’m Wataru Kimura.”

‘Shit.’

Wataru lunged at Prince, who tried to block his attack but was admittedly rusty from years of a monotonous life. He easily got her pinned to the wall. She heard the sound of the taser clicking on.

Selfishly, she wanted to scream at him that she had learned her lesson. Couldn’t he see that she was different? Hair allowed to keep its regular curls, skin scarred over from surgeries, clothing layered with black to keep anyone from looking at her.

She felt the pain streak through her veins as Wataru set the taser in her neck, her muscles forcibly tensed as electricity sparked. Without even feeling it, Prince became aware that she was now collapsed on the station floor.

Spots of black began filling her vision. Wataru hauled her up, putting her arm around his shoulder and keeping her standing with his hand firmly at her side. The taser was buried in her coat, effectively hidden unless someone was looking closely. She attempted to scratch at his face but was stopped with another, shorter shock to her ribcage.

Footsteps reverberated through the station. Prince tried to look up but could only catch a blurred glimpse of a train employee making his way towards them. She felt Wataru press the taser against her, a silent threat.

“Sir? Is she alright?” Prince attempted to speak but could only cough in reply. Her throat constricted to the point she couldn’t speak. Her swaying legs forced her to lean on Wataru, her head rolling like it was on a swivel.

“Ah! Yes, she’s alright! Just a little drunk. Hime-san is my step mom!” Wataru answered with a smile. He sounded so damn innocent.

“My father knows she can drink pretty heavily so he wanted me to find her. It took awhile, but I did!”

The employee seemed to take note of Wataru’s uniform.

“You’re a student? When did school end? Why are you still in your uniform?” He asked suspiciously.

Wataru scuffed the floor with the heel of his foot, looking embarrassed.

“I didn’t have time to change. I haven’t even done my homework yet. I was just worried about looking for Hime-san…”

The look Wataru gave the employee must’ve been gut wrenching, because immediately the man backpedaled and apologized. He excused himself and wished Wataru well, even offering to drive him back home seeing how the next train was going to be awhile.

“I’m sorry Oji-san, but I couldn’t burden you like that. Thank you for offering though! Have a good night!”

Wataru used his free hand to wave goodnight as the man walked off. He waited a few seconds before restarting their trek. Prince squirmed as the tiles under her feet changed to concerete and they left the station.

Prince tried to make it so her face was visible to the security cameras which she had noticed on previous visits. But to her dismay she saw they were already taped over.

‘How long has he been planning this? When did he even have time to do this? Why hadn’t I noticed him before?’

Her thoughts were stopped with the taser at her throat, getting held down for what felt like hours. She felt like throwing up, like screaming, like doing anything before she passed out, unsure if she’d ever wake up.

“Goodnight Hime-san.” Wataru’s voice said in a sing-song way. “I doubt you’ll hold on until the morning.”

Her vision went black.

[fukuokanodivision]

The End Of The Beginning — Vol 1 [Eko/Kairi] ——————————————————————————————————————[YEAR XXXX] —————————————————————————————————————— — Anmitsu Hime, Fukuoka Division — [The live house venue was packed. Crowds were gathered, all sorts of equipment were set up and the overall atmosphere was brimming with excitement. Weaving their way through the enormous sea of people, Eko and his mother managed to find a quieter place to observe, all while he was anticipating the energetic show ahead of them…] Eko: When will the show start? Aoi: In a few minutes, Eko. Just be patient… [Eko pouted silently at her reply, his face cutely puffing up like a hot air balloon.] Eko: Why does waiting have to be so hard~? Aoi: —Laugh— You’ll get used to it. Besides, good things come to those who wait, remember? [As if proving her point, the main lights started to dim as a 3 minute countdown started to decrease, their short conversation trailing off. His eyes now glued to the stage, Eko’s excitement started to bubble up once again…] Eko: It’s starting…It’s starting… [His mother squeezed his hand tightly, watching the performance blow both of them off their feet…] [In that singular moment — The stage was incinerated to the ground.] [However, in Eko’s eyes, he saw a distant future flash right into his sockets…] Aoi: Enjoying it, I imagine? Eko: —Exasperated— S-so…C-c-cool…! It’s sad…but hopeful at the same time! [His mother laughed, patting him on the head and ruffling his hair, causing him to giggle.] Aoi: You’ve always loved music…What if you want to be a musician? Up on these stages and sending your voice out into the world…? [Eko smiled, nodding as he stood up proudly, not bothered by missing a few bits of the concert.] Eko: I…I want to be an idol! I want my music to resound across Japan!

—————————————————————————————————————— [H ERA]—————————————————————————————————————— — Shuryo Alley, Fukuoka Division — [Kairi hated waiting. It was one thing when it came to everyday life…But having Eko kidnapped by the government? Only anger and hatred clouded their usual cheery shtik, which wasn’t a good thing on her terms of behaviour…] [However, she was at a crossroad — What exactly could she do about it anyway?] [Well, for one…Reigniting Traffic Light’s flame in Fukuoka. Ever since the day of their unexpected disbandment, other interesting things had crossed locals minds, including the DRB battles where tons of teams were signing up by the day…] [Who knew their division, despite being a slum of a city, would get even more attention because of an important ensemble termination…?] Kairi: Well, there’s only one thing left to do… [She pulls out her mic, undergoing its transformation as it twirled in her fingers. Adjusting the headset, her mic was joined by its speaker that towered massively behind her.] [Kairi knew something had to be done.] Kairi: It’s now or never. [Traffic Light’s story came to an abrupt conclusion…] [But a new legend was just beginning.] [Looking up for a minute, she noticed a slight crowd slowly becoming drawn to her, a rebellious smile enveloping her face.] Kairi: —Warming Up— [She wasn’t sure when it would come, or how she would even create it…] [However, if there was one thing she knew…] [DRB contestant or not…] [Chuohku was going to pay for everything!] Kairi: Don’t worry Onii-chan! I promise to make you smile every day…! —————————————————————————————————————— [H ERA — 3RD YEAR]—————————————————————————————————————— — PulseCo Records, Fukuoka Division — [The Seishin’s were beat. While both of them watched customers fly by the label office, both siblings sweating and breathing heavily, NaYuta chuckled as he came from behind them, deciding to partake in observing downtown Fukuoka.] [It had been a long time since Eko’s return from Chuohku. Even then, it felt awkward that he was present in the room, something the 3 of them had to put up without for months and months…] NaYuta: What do you think the future has planned for us next? Kairi: I don’t know. NaYuta-san, our revolution hasn’t even scratched the surface yet… [Eko was about to answer, but a notification on his phone interrupted him. Taking a quick check, he surprisingly sighed of relief.] Eko: Well…The good news is I’m not apart of them anymore… [He shows them his phone, displaying a news storyline in the city. It turns out, Lyte had declared his 2 “nemesis superiors” as official agency representatives.] ???/???-2: Lyte is one of the most promising idol agencies. So follow us, we’ll make your “dreams” worthwhile…! [At that — Eko, Kairi and NaYuta all burst out laughing…] NaYuta: When will they learn…? Eko: It’s even funnier if those bastards don’t know~. Kairi: —Laugh— [As if on cue, Mai and Yuno burst into the building, Shu and Zaria trailing right behind the 2. All of them had excited looks on their faces, seemingly eager to tell their respective leaders something important…] Mai & Shu: Did someone say revolution? Yuno & Zaria: We stumbled upon a large crowd out in the streets! NaYuta: You know what that means~… Everyone: Full steam ahead!! —END—

[solardick]

Two words.

Well, lets go back to work and be serrounded by people and have no one tto talk to. Its childhiod all over again.

But portents continue to prelude the reality of experience. Simply have to critically observe the happenings of the animal kingdom. When one starts to uncover what animal signifies what. And the behaviour. Less important is the direction they take unless its down to the singulars and the direction from whence one came. To my experience when direction matters it’s simply noted in context. The craw of the crow is always negative. No exceptions thus far. The dove is always positive. Exceptions depending on the nature of the portent. Yet always relates to the pleasant. Bluejays are aquarian. Eagles to broader perception and expansion. Hawks are similar but lack majesty. Rabbits are lost and found, squirrels are active scrounging about, over commotion.

You should have seen these dipshits leaving tortured and mutilated rabbit carcasses around to signify loss in permanence. Course when i did thst to signify the queen and she died.

Didnmt go over any new cards because i didn’t care. The weekends are too depressing to function.

Now its time to go hime take soem pills so

It doesmt feel like i just got dry fucked up rhe ass all day.

….wait Americans are killign thousands of people so they can put a woman on the throne? Ok, im done with the news. Wonder how muchnof that was true. Probably not alot.

Welcome to the new age of sanctions. “If se dont like you we’ll make tour life miserable until you bow and accept us as supreme. And that your a slug. Ugh. But we wont force you. Thats your decision to make. But, your bot going to have any other options than the one we’re giving you. So we’re actually lying about iy being a choice.

Youre not allowed havign luxury item? Lol what? Oh. No pls satan gove me my luxury! I cant live without. It. Take about bribery. Western world

Is run by the devil. This place fucken sucks.

You way of life ruined my life at childhood. Nut thats not good enough. Got to rub it in for 30 fucken years. And i have to soemd an entire life under this shit because my family are fucken retards that never should have bred together. Dont talk to me about fair or “political correctness” which means what ever the fuck you want it to.

Is there a magic i may push to get me out of this fake reality. Theres no way humanity is this fucken dumb and the dominant species of the olanet at the same time.

Guess its safe to assume that kataya or whatever her name is is the new president. Increase the war effort. Kill thousands more. Nice.

And the war becomes the lunar reactionaries versus the solar plexus.

A beard tax. Hahahah. Thats ridiculous. I hate this ideology. More so now aince its being forced. Being a bunch of nazies while pretending not to be.

But shows the extremes of social engineering. To the drastic for immediate results. One day its one way and the other its a complete change around. Forcing people learn how to live all over again. And if they dont like it. Tax them for their discontent. If gid talks to me. Then i guess he agress with me. Its been enough.