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multifandom-cryptid · 9 months ago

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Hydroxyzine: you can't be anxious if you're asleep

#medication #hydroxyzine #im so tired right now #hydroxyzine makes me sleep for 14 hours straight #its impossible to wake me up #i have school tomorrow lol

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andrewknightley · 1 month ago

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saw someone saying something like "do you really think veilguard story would be better if you could do evil choices?" and actually yeah. i think if they let us act more like the dreadwolf on the "you are a paralellism to the dreadwolf" game, it would be more significant when the story tells you "you are a bit like him/you are nothing like him" because , thats how you chosed to play it.

#like i think the game could be good without the evil choices. but i would like a choice at all tho.#it can be just pragmatical vs idealist it can be about how much would you be able to give or sacrifice #how the game is now when you lose people it feels more like you failed more than you sacrificed them #veilguard critical #also #i can see all his memories and judge him in veilguard #but the thing that really made me be on his shoes #was the inquisition mission In Hushed Whispers #where you wake up in a horrible world and you just want the old one back #da4 spoilers #da4 #dragon age #stuff like the emmrich mission i thought it was gonna be a paralelism to solas #of “would you sacrifice your people in order for you to have more power to save others?”#“would you move on from the dead or try to get it back ?” like it worked both ways #there was a moment in game i thought all the companion missions were thematicly connected to the themes of the plot #but idk the themes are there but at the same time there are not idk how to explain it #when varric is like “you are not like solas!!!” doesnt really work for me when its impossible to be like him #it never worked for me when charas in videogame tells you “you are X” for things that you are forced to do in game #and its always a gut punch or very satisfying when you actually chosed to do them #anyways im rambling

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casualavocados · 6 months ago

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You look better this way. What way? Nothing. I couldn't get a hold of you for days. Did you work undercover in the school and help Zherui investigate?

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 08

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #pdribs #userrain #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #'what do you care?' first of all. THE JAW CLENCH. second of all. chen yi why do you care?#he doesnt have to explain because he and ai di have been by each other's sides their whole lives #its impossible to put into words Why Chen Yi Cares bc their identities their whole beings are intrinsically tied together #and him sternly reminding ai di of that by only saying ai di's name....good stuff #cuz. huh. its almost like chen yi waking up and ai di Not Being There is his worst nightmare #what if we made that a plot point! a h a #HES WORKING IT OUT but its HARD to DO SO when again. their identities are tied together. it's a chen yi-ai di tangle #& while chen yi knows there are things ai di doesnt tell him he doesnt know the root feelings bc ai di hides them so well #ai di NEEDED to show his True vulnerable face to chen yi...he needed to sleep with him and he needed to cry #& leaving again (only days after this scene! (which was bc chen yi drunk-kissed him!)) was the final snap inside chen yi to make him SEE #the real ai di that'd been there all along. (while ai di used prison as another excuse to avoid him & the vulnerability he'd just exposed)

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sudaca-swag · 5 months ago

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who is getting more than 8 hours of sleep in this economy best I can do is 6 or 7 😭😭 where are my bitches with insomnio in this site

#but my sleep is shit i can hardly ever go back to sleep if i wake up and i take medication to sleep #also i cant ever nap its physically impossible for me

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coyote-kiddo · 6 months ago

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me when i almost get caught boiling the baby paci i was about to mod

#my dad fr had to wake up and walk into the kitchen right when i was about to boil it...#not to mention my whole family stays up rlly late (like 2am) so its gonna be almost impossible for me to boil it late at night #im gonna lose my mind i just want my FREAKING DINO BINKY #agere #sfw agere #age regression #sfw age regression #age regressor #sfw age regressor #agere shitpost #agere memes #fawn speaks ☁️

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sundrykitsch · 8 months ago

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trying to puzzle out a voice claim for this thang

#my art #oc art #tadc oc #.menagerie #.exhibit: jitter #oc: jitter #voiceclaims are so impossible bc its so easy for me to forget what anyone ever sounds like so very quick #so i can only narrow it all down with vague little ideas #ofc considered s.pinel as shes in their insp list #for jitter i knew i wanted them a bit like. if u heard them talk too much they can grate on your nerves #a kind of higher pitched voice?? something that can get to squeaking real easy #which i gracefully avoided giving them a cat valentine from victorious voice claim. ur welcome all.#DID CONSIDER GIVING THEM AUDREY 1ST'S VOICE A LA L.ITTLE PET SHOP OF HORRORS 1986 #something more nasally like columbia r.ocky horror was close #and then i settled in the ball park of betty boop and here we are now #until i wake up in a cold sweat remembering a completely different voice

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kaiserkisser · 3 days ago

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Thats it im going to sleep i cant take any more physics jo hoga so hoga fuck it

#how tf am i supposed to do the WHOLE BOOK+NOTES+NUMERICALS OF EVERY CHAPTER #in SIX FREAKING HOURS #coz im literally not ALLOWED to stay up. i am physically incapable of waking early. even if i did think of sneaking up and studying #its impossible #bc im not allowed to keep my phone near me so my mom is sleeping with me coz she keeps the alarm which is so dumb but wtv #so I CANT DO ANYTHING MY BRAIN IS REJEVTING THW INFO #ah oops #[🔮] rambles ~

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acaesic · 1 year ago

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man. i wanna get back into multifandom stuff but at the same time i cannot feel anything for things that arent idkhow anymore :,)

#UUUAAAAAGGHHHHH #I HAVENT ABANDONED MY INTERESTS BUT I LIKE I HAVE. I REALLY HAVE #I REALLY REALLY LIKE. UGH I LOVE OBSESSING OVER OTHER THINGS BUT IDKHOW KIND OF JUST LIKE. CONSUMED EVERYTHING ELSE INCLUDING ME IDK #WHY IS LIKING MORE THAN ONE THING JUST IMPOSSIBLE TO ME AAAAAAAAA #I DONT EVEN LISTEN TO DIFFERENT MUSIC ANYMORE BECAUSE I CANNOT MENTALLY HANDLE HEARING ANYTHING NEW #LIKE. I CAN CONSUME OTHER CONTENT AND BE FINE BUT POSTING ABOUT THEM JUST FEELS LIKE WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME IDK #WWHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS WHY WHY BRAIN #like. okay. i love other things too but i think for my own comfort and energy im just gonna stay an idkhow blog for the next few months #seriously i was all in on being multifandom and that was like. relatively fine with me (i think i dont remember) and then the CONCERT #JJGJJGMGMGKKHHKHLGJKGMKHMHGGFJJJKGGK #I WAS MOSTLY FINE UP UNTIL THE CONCERT. FUCK #AND NOW IDKHOW IS ALL THAT I CAN EVER THINK ABOUT AND THERE ISNT ROOM FOR ANYTHING ELSE #IDK HOW I MANAGED TO JUST LIKE OTHER THINGS? HOW DID I HAVE THE ENERGY AT ALL #I LIKE. CANNOT FIT ANYTHING ELSE INSIDE MY BRAIN #IDKHOW CONSUMES MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT THEY SHOW UP IN MY DREAMS THEYRE ALL I DRAW. I USED TO BE A PERSON #idkhow #chase said something alright #yeah. if its okay im gonna stay an idkhow blog for a little while. ill reblog things from other fandoms occasionally but. not often #yeah :) <3 writing this all out calmed me down :)

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ef-1 · 2 years ago

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legs & lessons in perseverance | march '23

#so.#i fell into the fireplace lol #- thats the concise summary. but ive just been unwell health wise recently. i think ms is just harrowing to deal with #because you can go for so long symptom free and then one day you wake up and everything is wrong #your body feels wrong.#i remember being constantly angry at my body as though its a separate entity. especially when i was like 17/18.#because everytime i had a bad ms relapse i would literally breakdown in angry tears like- at my body. i was good to you. im meditating #im eating healthy. im exercising. ive been good to you.#but then suddenly you cant see or youre shaking uncontrollably or your limbs are numb #or my new favourite one: a couple of weeks ago i woke up at 4 am in a cold sweat. the inside of my thigh was burning #i dont mean like. exercise burning. i mean like struck a hot iron rod burning. it was obv nerve pain but that didnt stave off the panic #so i messaged my neurologist and hes like 'yeah its fine. wanna inject yourself?'#anyway. so recently i was helping my friend get his place houseparty ready and we were cleaning out the fire place #and my legs just gave out 😍#and i got so angry and humiliated i kind of just wanted to go to bed and not wake up tbh #which is what i usually do but like. i was angry. angry. scorpio angry as lidya would say. so i had a nap in his bed #and when i woke up i felt slightly better and for once i thought 'im not going to let my body ruin this day for me'#and i just dragged him to the markets with me. and i still had the tremors but we bought more greens than either of us needed #and we laughed and walked and he carried me to the car at the end of the trip and it was one of the best days ive had in a long while tbh #and it feels impossible but sometimes all u need is to brush the ash from ur knees and hide the scruffs with stockings &maybe youll be ok #💚#tw chronic illness #/ multiple sclerosis

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cimicherrychanga · 1 year ago

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btw u guys have to promise to not be mad at me for becoming ur turtle mutual. please

#shut up dave #IM LIKE. NOT NORMAL ABOUT THEM. AND THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME #i nEED a special interest to consume my every waking thought in order to thrive #and after i grew out of homestuck its like i lost my spark its EXCRUCIATING.#what do you MEAN i cant draw 3 comics and 2 full piecesn write 50 page essay in one day every day if im not insane abt some piece of fictio #outrageous!!!!!#and as much as i wish i could. i cant Choose or induce this thats not how it weorks we all know this #i TRIED to make miraculous my next big thing after hs it did not work!!! im still insane abt it! but its the #watching trrailers frame by frame making longass analyses and tracking down the exact car in one scene type of insane.#sure ive made art n comics its still one of the things i was and am more invested in than about 60-something of my other media interests #but GOD then rottmnt hit me full speed. i am FEELING this one. i made art AND the characters i was scared would be impossible to draw #turned out to be. so easy? like i did a great splinter first try and thats HUGE for me usually my first attempts suck #until i develop a personal touch for their design #the style of the show is just sososo good for me. theyre my best friends now. and i INTEND to make that clear to EVERYONE #bc im still feelin lonely!!! despite everything!! and i dont want to!!!!!!!!! and im making it everyone elses problem!!!!#anyways like as i said. ur not allowed to be mad at me. please please. ive always been annoying this is just a new arc #and u have to put up wirh it. or ill cry. thanks.

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bidaryl · 1 year ago

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the thing about twd fic dying off around s6/s7 is that plot lines and characters beyond that are barely incorporated and included so now we're forever stuck reading about fucking negan being the biggest baddest killer to ever walk the earth and the whisperers and reapers and governors are left in the dust. for once i just wanna read about negan being the Alexandria Outcast: Hated By Most, Needed By Some, and let alpha or the fucking commonwealth be the monster at the end of the story. please

#like don't get me wrong he truly was that bitch for a hot season or two there but please.#im too tired to word any of this right i just think that having negan as the only villain in fics is boring #and i would instead like to read about #the trials and tribulations of him trying to co-raise a child with a guy that thinks showering is Optional #and would also like to go into the whole negan and judith being friends and daryl raising judith and daryl and negan #having grief with each other over shit that genuinely fucking matters and is impossible to sweep under the rug but also the fact that theyre #both trying so fucking hard to do right by the kids #that doesnt make sense. Whatever #IN THE HOT TIME TRAVEL FIX IT AU that lives in my head #where everything from the start til the finale happens #with some extra bits and pieces too #where everyone that survived til the end wakes up at the start again and Remembers #but everyone thats dead forgets #negan rocks up at the prison gates with actual lucille by his side #laura and franklin behind him #knocks on the gate all little pig little pig let me in. cos he thinks hes funny. and its a prison #and daryl. whos on watch. is like. No. Fuck this guy. Fuck no #and maggie's like. Absolutely not. Fuck no x2 #and negans like. I had a choice. And I Made it. and now I'm here.#i told you what i'd do if i could do it all over again. turns out; i can't.#if you wont take me i get it. But you gotta accept lucille. brought her all the way here cos i knew if she fucking stood a chance;#it'd be with you lot.#OKAY WELL shit it more complex than that but this is tumblr tags and also im tired. but u get the jist #anyway. fic where negans with team family from earlier on the road and then they all have to sort out their Feelings and shit

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brunetteaura · 10 months ago

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idk how the fuck you guys manage to keep your blog alive work read and on top of that have a social life and hobbies like i only did two of these today and its fucking midnight already and im EXHAUSTED as a motherfucker

#always trying to find the fucking balance but it seems impossible at this point like its either work and dancing maybe a little time #to read or work and friends no fucking time for hobbies and im not even mentioning movies or anything like just straight up a few hours #of friend time and work and my fucking day is already over #today i literally ran from work to the taxi to get to dancing and by the time i was home it was 10:30 pm and ive not even #talked to my friends today like what is this #i literally only had like half an hour to scroll before showering 😭 and now i need to sleep this is so cringe #luckily my bestie isnt asleep so she should call me but yeah im gonna wake up sleep deprived for work 🫂#and dont get me wrong i love being busy but im just upset theres not enough time to do everything that i want #(sometimes)….#📝

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darabeatha · 10 months ago

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/ I am once again thinking about him forming 'voids' across his body and the image of the tree of knowledge (the one that Adam and Eve were told not to eat) sprouting grotesquely from his ribs, sprouting fruits, the branches growing and extending further and further until it begins to feel like ur trapped inside a whole garden,,, a garden that somehow seems to never stop growing

#;l.ucifer #;ooc #ooc #;headcanons #headcanons #i really like the imagery of stuff that seems infinite #its the horrors beyond comprehension just like on the other hand; the impossible biblically accurate depictions #that feels like it doesnt have logic like;; stuff that feels difficult to imagine?#WAKE UP HONEY ITS L.UCIFER NP REVEAL MOMENT/J #like; how much can u keep running before u begin to feel thirsty and hungry? his thing is about temptation #those lost;; those who cant see a path; he goes 'allow me to introduce myself'#so he'll just keep sprouting more and more fruit until the person gives in #its the 'of course you can cut all these branches yourself; but wouldnt you want to use a saw instead?' and the saw is himself

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tortadecuchufli · 1 year ago

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college related negativity under the cut

i have. 2 reading tests in one day. one after the other. And a report to turn in.

One asks for 11 readings. averaging 20 pages each. 3 of those are whole ass DSM 5 chapters. The other has 4 readings, averaging 30 pages each.

I've read like 4 of these.

#i think i need like. Something #i dont think this is a workload i should be handling #especially not when already visually impaired. i am trying other options but none let me write down.#ive had two headaches this week alone that made it impossible to work. probably like 8 waking hours wasted feeling too bad to focus.#on top of this i was seeking therapy bc im trying to. get out of a certain situation. but its too expensive and the only cheap option #is unavailable bc i dont have health prevision #idk man i will figure something out. just idk who to voice this to. dont want to burden them with picking up my slack

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jessiesjaded · 1 year ago

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