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Yooooo...this new Julie Christmas album is giving me everything I need honey
#julie christmas#noise rock#alternative#metal#ridiculous and full of blood#im losing my fuckin mind#new music#2024 jams#Youtube
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holy shit
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waiting for the day i can consume cis gay media and not get insanely jealous, dysphoric, or both
#im losing my fuckin mind#its why i cant rewatch yr#i get so incredibly dysphoric and jealous and upset that i crash and it destroys me#the only way ive been coping with dysphoria is ignoring it. im not gonna be trans forever. one day ill wake up cis.#and i know that's insane and impossible but its also 3 am and its something that's keeping me going in a weird kinda way#its so fucking destroying seeing cis gay men proudly in love as a closeted guy#like it does something to my soul it fuckin ruins my seeing what i could have if i was just. born right.#god im tired of all of it#im sick and fuckin tired of it#im tired of feeling like this#im tired of being trans i want it to be over and done with#alright that's enough im so exhausted#vent
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tumblr user suffertime has ascended to a different plane of existence due to clips of ateez in taipei
#ateez#hongjoong#seonghwa#yunho#yeosang#san#mingi#wooyoung#jongho#jeong yunho#choi san#IM LOsiNG MY FUCKIN MIND#I NEED TO SEE THEM LIVE IM SO UPSET#RRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
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HAHAHAHAHA
#rant#IM LOSING MY FUCKIN MIND#APPARENTLY#MY FUCKIN WATTPAD IS ALSO CONNECTED TO MY OLD EMAIL#SAME ONE AS MY OG ACCOUNT#AND I CANT ACCESS IT#BECAUSE I FORGOT THE STULID FUCKING PASSWORD#ABD IT WONR SHOW MY SECURITY QUESTIONS#IT JUSR WANTS TO SEND ME A VERIFICATION CODE#TO MY PHONE NUMBER#THAT IS NO LONGER IN SERVICE#THERE IS NO RECOVERY EMAIL FOR IT EITHER APPARENTLY#SO FIVE YEARS WORTH OF WRITING AND PLANNING IS GONE#G O N E#I HAVE NOTHING#I HAVE TO STARY EVERYTJING ALL OBER AGAIN#AND I CANT EVEN SMOKE TO MAKE MUSELF FEEL BEYTER CAUSE IM FUCKIN BROKE#WHICH IS WHY THWT NUMBER ISMT IM SWRVICE ANUMORE ANYWAY#AAAAAAAHHHHHHH#ALL OF THE PLAYLISTS#ALL OF THE MOODVOARDS#ALL OF THE PLANNING AND PLOTTING#THE ROUGH DRAFTS#EVEN FINISHED FUCKIN WORKS THST I NEVER GOT TO FUCJIN POST ANYWHERE#GONE#FOREVER#so if anyone needs me i will be slowly driving myself insane#while trying to remember everytjing#AND I MEAN EVERYTHING EVERU CHATAVTER PLOTLINE DETAIL EVERYTHING#FOR 75+ WORKS
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IM SUPPOSED TO BE A LESBIAN, WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND OLD MAN YAOI???
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME???
anyways i have no regrets,
more yaoi is on the way, babyyyy
#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadclaws#poolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool x wolverine#logan wolverine#wade wilson#deadpool fanart#wolverine fanart#the wolverine#james logan howlett#art#digital art#poolverine art#poolverine fanart#magma art#magma doodles#yaoi#old man yaoi#im losing my mind#deadpool and wolverine has taken over my life#god i fuckin love poolverine
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he’s so beautiful, if you even care
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tell me rn this man does not look like iwaizumi
#i had to screenrecord bc sharing links shows ur accnt sometimes lol#im actually losing my mind wtaf#i sent the reel to my bf and he was like ‘bro thats iwaizumi’ and sent me that anime cap 😭😭😭😭😭#im cryibg YALLLLLLL#mingyu man of my literal fuckin dreams 😭#i talked so much again#SORRY FOR THE NON ANIME ISH TALK ??? but i cant believe this
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made a quick doodle comic bc im revisiting some old asf episodes from the show lol
picked a nice lil episode to dissect lunar like they're a frog from bio class
anyways. do u think lunar thought their interaction with moon made them feel off. like. that's not really the same guy they knew before they died, just saying.
(( reunited with lunar in vr chat episode. yeah it's 5 months ago ))
more rant in the tags as usual
#lovingdelusions#sun and moon show lunar#sun and moon show#sams lunar#not adding the lunar and earth show tag bc this happened in the sams channel. also this is before the laes channel got made lol#sams moon#tsams lunar#tsams moon#the moon with red eyes is meant to be the older moon lol. the one before he got his memories wiped and all that#I THINK!! i think lunar would miss the old moon#yeah sure he's mean but i think lunar found that a wee bit as a nice thing#it's familiar to him (cough. old eclipse. cough) and it's the guy he got along with after deciding to betray eclipse and fully side w moon#like. the old moon is the one that was there for lunar when they said 'im done working with eclipse'#and now that moon's memory is wiped. lunar would kinda notice its not the same guy he had known before#and losing that bit of familiarity is fucking scary lol#imagine that. nearly all the people you've known before you died. all that sense of familiarity. fuckin gone#killcode is off in god knows where (bc i hc that kc also kinda adopted lunar and no u cannot change my mind)#bloodmoon was dead (in this ep bm still hasn't been 'remade')#and eclipse. as much as lunar hated him. is gone. and that scares him too#im GGRGRGG#im trying to get back to the stuff i genuinely like and im using this episode to kick start that little kindling flame rn#i LOVE dissecting this little bot
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Johnny Cash doesn't sound like a real name to me anymore I'm too far gone, christ
#guys run while you still can#there's no fixing me#ive fully switched#this is my 2+2 is 5#in my winston era#sinston wmith if you will#okay but like actually tho im losing it#bro rewired my damn brain#the chonny jash propaganda is working. the jashaganda#that looks like jash agenda which also works i guess#the gay agenda? nah sorry im apart of the jash agenda#maybe i do need therapy#my therapist is gonna ask like “so whats going on in your Mind?” & im gonna fuckin lose my shit#there is no saving me. they WILL send my ass to the infirmary & this WILL be a mind electric reference#this is my mind electric#chonny jash#moss post#im sorry im like this#why is my brain this way#KJ is losing its mind again
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Y’all stop romanticizing and/or dismissing ocd and adhd, it’s not a joke. That’s stuff we have to live with. Thanks. 👍
#Like- im constantly in thought#Cant turn my brain off#And compulsively searching things and doing things. And I pick my skin. I HAVE problems#But it’s a joke to you apparently#like- you call anyone who has it worse than me a slur and call anyone like me or better “QuIrKy”#My mind is in a dark place#and you don’t seem to get that#If I hear one more neurotypical person go: “sorry UwU im so ocd” I will lose my FUCKIN-#and while we're at it#how about you be nice to pw cluster b personality disorders and stuff as well? It would be nice if you didn’t treat narcs as less than huma#Cuz they have feelings too.#actually adhd#actually ocd#ocd#adhd#stigma
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after the final fifteen the gay pirate show is both soul-breaking and healing like besties they're KISSING they're GETTING BACK TOGETHER they're COMMUNICATING this is the fucking dream!!!
#alex yells at the void#ofmd2#good omens#the bar is on the floor (they actually admit their feelings) lmao#im losing my mind over them though fuckin hell
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Oh my god are people STILL convinced that trans men trying to talk about their own issues with their own language in their own spaces is transmisogynistic somehow
#spitblaze says things#im. tired#what do u want from us. us talking about our issues does not negate transmisogyny existing#genuinely please i do not understand why this makes so many trans women upset i am TRYING to UNDERSTAND what is happening here#if i see one more fuckin post talking about how transmascs are harassing trans women by saying 'trandandrophobia' without a good explanation#im gonna start losing my mind
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can i be yours?
can i be yours?
can i be yours?
can i be yours?
#joel miller#dont mind me im just losing my mind over him while listening to ethel cain and relating to these lyrics so fuckin bad#pedro pascal
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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)
#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's#not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7#chemi chats
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made a mushroom pin that's also the hardest object to photograph on earth. I still have a brick and a half of air dry clay left so I hope to make more :]
#bakuspecial#I dont think I have a craft tag lmao. well#really wanted to make the gills on these shrooms more uh. physical. but I did Not have the patience for it fskjdfhdj#next time hopefully I will have more.#also the matte spray is really cool... its cocomelon shit to me it really does dry matte......#the other pins in that first pic are from a saigon art shop and a prize for a queer art contest I placed in two years ago#I need a good way to display them lol. mostly so I dont lose them#need to make like a scroll of fabric or something to hang on the bookshelf#my vision for this thing is a nice wide brimmed hat thats earth toned and I paint it to look like a log#and figure out how to embroider moss on it. and then mushroom pins#its genuinely not my style at all lmao I just wanna try and make it#alright I should go to bed soon.... Im gettin another stretch of sleepin at normal human hours for a while. best to make use of it#have a good night lads! making some fucked up little things really is so fuckin good for ur brane n mind
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