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Yooooo...this new Julie Christmas album is giving me everything I need honey
#julie christmas#noise rock#alternative#metal#ridiculous and full of blood#im losing my fuckin mind#new music#2024 jams#Youtube
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waiting for the day i can consume cis gay media and not get insanely jealous, dysphoric, or both
#im losing my fuckin mind#its why i cant rewatch yr#i get so incredibly dysphoric and jealous and upset that i crash and it destroys me#the only way ive been coping with dysphoria is ignoring it. im not gonna be trans forever. one day ill wake up cis.#and i know that's insane and impossible but its also 3 am and its something that's keeping me going in a weird kinda way#its so fucking destroying seeing cis gay men proudly in love as a closeted guy#like it does something to my soul it fuckin ruins my seeing what i could have if i was just. born right.#god im tired of all of it#im sick and fuckin tired of it#im tired of feeling like this#im tired of being trans i want it to be over and done with#alright that's enough im so exhausted#vent
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tumblr user suffertime has ascended to a different plane of existence due to clips of ateez in taipei
#ateez#hongjoong#seonghwa#yunho#yeosang#san#mingi#wooyoung#jongho#jeong yunho#choi san#IM LOsiNG MY FUCKIN MIND#I NEED TO SEE THEM LIVE IM SO UPSET#RRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
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IM SUPPOSED TO BE A LESBIAN, WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND OLD MAN YAOI???
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME???
anyways i have no regrets,
more yaoi is on the way, babyyyy
#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadclaws#poolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool x wolverine#logan wolverine#wade wilson#deadpool fanart#wolverine fanart#the wolverine#james logan howlett#art#digital art#poolverine art#poolverine fanart#magma art#magma doodles#yaoi#old man yaoi#im losing my mind#deadpool and wolverine has taken over my life#god i fuckin love poolverine
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i open tumblr and check your blog like the daily newspaper only to see posts about charles xavier in bdsm gear but NO pictures… please put me out of my misery, it’s killing me that this exists and i can’t feast my own two eyes on it 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️
Here you are courtesy of Uncanny X-Men #193
Bonus for charles’ slutty crop top because ive been losing my mind the past five hours
#snap chats#THE EAR CUFFS IS CRAZY#leather clad charles is real im gonna lose my mind#also losing my mind cause ive been losingmy mind with my friends#we were ppaying fuckin wii sports or whatever and one of them threw the controller ar the wall by accident#my nights been stupid funny someone save me#anywha please enjoy
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he’s so beautiful, if you even care
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tell me rn this man does not look like iwaizumi
#i had to screenrecord bc sharing links shows ur accnt sometimes lol#im actually losing my mind wtaf#i sent the reel to my bf and he was like ‘bro thats iwaizumi’ and sent me that anime cap 😭😭😭😭😭#im cryibg YALLLLLLL#mingyu man of my literal fuckin dreams 😭#i talked so much again#SORRY FOR THE NON ANIME ISH TALK ??? but i cant believe this
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Johnny Cash doesn't sound like a real name to me anymore I'm too far gone, christ
#guys run while you still can#there's no fixing me#ive fully switched#this is my 2+2 is 5#in my winston era#sinston wmith if you will#okay but like actually tho im losing it#bro rewired my damn brain#the chonny jash propaganda is working. the jashaganda#that looks like jash agenda which also works i guess#the gay agenda? nah sorry im apart of the jash agenda#maybe i do need therapy#my therapist is gonna ask like “so whats going on in your Mind?” & im gonna fuckin lose my shit#there is no saving me. they WILL send my ass to the infirmary & this WILL be a mind electric reference#this is my mind electric#chonny jash#moss post#im sorry im like this#why is my brain this way#KJ is losing its mind again
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Y’all stop romanticizing and/or dismissing ocd and adhd, it’s not a joke. That’s stuff we have to live with. Thanks. 👍
#Like- im constantly in thought#Cant turn my brain off#And compulsively searching things and doing things. And I pick my skin. I HAVE problems#But it’s a joke to you apparently#like- you call anyone who has it worse than me a slur and call anyone like me or better “QuIrKy”#My mind is in a dark place#and you don’t seem to get that#If I hear one more neurotypical person go: “sorry UwU im so ocd” I will lose my FUCKIN-#and while we're at it#how about you be nice to pw cluster b personality disorders and stuff as well? It would be nice if you didn’t treat narcs as less than huma#Cuz they have feelings too.#actually adhd#actually ocd#ocd#adhd#stigma
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after the final fifteen the gay pirate show is both soul-breaking and healing like besties they're KISSING they're GETTING BACK TOGETHER they're COMMUNICATING this is the fucking dream!!!
#alex yells at the void#ofmd2#good omens#the bar is on the floor (they actually admit their feelings) lmao#im losing my mind over them though fuckin hell
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Oh my god are people STILL convinced that trans men trying to talk about their own issues with their own language in their own spaces is transmisogynistic somehow
#spitblaze says things#im. tired#what do u want from us. us talking about our issues does not negate transmisogyny existing#genuinely please i do not understand why this makes so many trans women upset i am TRYING to UNDERSTAND what is happening here#if i see one more fuckin post talking about how transmascs are harassing trans women by saying 'trandandrophobia' without a good explanation#im gonna start losing my mind
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can i be yours?
can i be yours?
can i be yours?
can i be yours?
#joel miller#dont mind me im just losing my mind over him while listening to ethel cain and relating to these lyrics so fuckin bad#pedro pascal
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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)
#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's#not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7#chemi chats
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made a mushroom pin that's also the hardest object to photograph on earth. I still have a brick and a half of air dry clay left so I hope to make more :]
#bakuspecial#I dont think I have a craft tag lmao. well#really wanted to make the gills on these shrooms more uh. physical. but I did Not have the patience for it fskjdfhdj#next time hopefully I will have more.#also the matte spray is really cool... its cocomelon shit to me it really does dry matte......#the other pins in that first pic are from a saigon art shop and a prize for a queer art contest I placed in two years ago#I need a good way to display them lol. mostly so I dont lose them#need to make like a scroll of fabric or something to hang on the bookshelf#my vision for this thing is a nice wide brimmed hat thats earth toned and I paint it to look like a log#and figure out how to embroider moss on it. and then mushroom pins#its genuinely not my style at all lmao I just wanna try and make it#alright I should go to bed soon.... Im gettin another stretch of sleepin at normal human hours for a while. best to make use of it#have a good night lads! making some fucked up little things really is so fuckin good for ur brane n mind
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hi i'm drunkkiel who wants to make out (no eye contact tho because I will cry‼️‼️🤩👍)
#bear in mind i havent kissed anyone in 3 years so you are getting it SLOPPY style (/neg) (<- unless awkward pacing is ur thing)#hello brand new kitty token followers from this month. it is a thin veneer barely covering my freak shit so enjoy ur stay xo peace and love#also unrelated but i have so many fucking cats to draw by wednesdsy im gonna lose my marbles and start drawing#idk#fuckin salamanders instead#it's an entirely self imposed challenge but i live for nothing if not to punish myself artostically#elkk.txt#swag city
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how come nothing i draw these days is pfp worthy
#tw eye contact#sobbing on the ground i usually set like. my fucking. whatsapp pfp to a nice normal peaceful drawing i did bc i hate it being myself but it#been the same outdated fuckin thing for months im losing my mind#asher art#wip#bsd#bsd fyodor#bsd shibusawa#gonna start properly tagging chars 4 organisational reasons ....
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