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"gen z vs milennials!!!!!" all of you are fucking clowns
#ronan's turn on the mic#wjy do you care about generations#genuinely! step back for a moment. what purpose do generational labels serve? what good do they do?#cause at least from my perspective all they do is...divide ppl#when have you heard someone talk about any generation but their own positively?#its bullshit! it doesnt matter!
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Like no I get that fanfic feels like a big deal but it literally isn’t.
It is just you playing barbies with your blorblos to exorcise trauma or make yourself laugh or anything in that very large category.
To writers: if you aren’t inspired, drop the project. If you don’t love the fandom, leave. If you have a 20th new idea and all you ever write are beginnings you are still a writer.
Fuck everyone this is your archive and I am tired of the pressure writers are putting on themselves. (And that other people are putting on writers)
The internet is on fire and we are floating on a rock in space for fuck’s sake post your forever unfinished chapter of that one fic you know you will never finish. It doesn’t matter what others think, only what you think.
Maybe this chapter is the only thing you will write of this story and maybe someone will read it and go « god damn » and get inspired to do their own thing WE DON’T KNOW HOW THE WORLD WORKS.
My point is it’s fanfiction it can be terrible and it can be bad and anyone who reads it and thinks wow this is bad and COMMENTS on it is a fandom idiot who doesn’t understand how fandom works and is therefore irrelevant.
Practice and write that shitty half baked story and only write a bit of it.
The next one will be better.
The one after will be worse.
Your brain just hasn’t locked in on the recipe. Keep stirring the pot, try new ingredients, don’t freeze because you aren’t getting it right.
#maybe i dont make sense#but like#drop that pressure babe#all my friends are in a pressure cooker#legit just write bullshit and libreate yourself#nothing has to be good#its free and yours#dont even post it#or post it#doesnt matter
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i truly have no tolerance for this fandom shittin on random fans personal trans headcanons. someone saw themselves and their experience in this character, isnt that beautiful? why dont you mind your business and focus on your own fan stuff? wouldnt that make you happier? someones headcanon doesnt negate yours. what the fuck is wrong with yall. its playing make believe x2. its just a headcanon. real life trans folks are in active danger right now and some of yall are wasting all your energy abusing others over which pronoun set figments of someone elses imagination 'should' be using
#our t#this is *any* trans hc it doesnt matter the flavour of the trans headcanon. i dont have time for that shit i have real problems#if i see one more fight over jegbert or dave on this site i s2g#if june happens on screen like if we SEE june happen on screen then that will be canon. even for a single panel she will be canon#but genderbend aus have existed since the dawn of fuckin time and an au isnt gonna suddenly blast june's canon transness outta existence#like what are yall TALKING about.#and im saying 'if' w/ a heavy fuckin sigh bc while the hsbc team has stated that they have plans no one knows#when or where or how thats gonna happen. i want it to happen & i have my own hopes for how it will but we'll just have to see#but this aint abt rep yall just want justification to punch e/o in the face & call it 'fighting against ur intercommunity oppressors'#or whatever cause none of yall are brave enough to get organized#and actually try to make changes in ur communities.....headcanons will never be actual representation#as for dave. yall know that transmascs and cis boys also struggle with masculinity right? esp hegemonic pressures and ideals?#thats kinda what LE is about? thats why so many trans guys see themselves in the striders. thats why i think theyre supposed to be cis#but thats ALSO why so many transfemme folks see themselves in dave. and that should be rlly beautiful!!! we're not so different!!!#its almost like that power structure harms everyone in different ways bc of how we treat e/o inside of the structure!!!!!#i cant TELL you how many of my cis guy friends have cptsd from just not being allowed to express sadness or joy in an acceptable way#and davepeta being nonbinary only adds to this!!! davepetas existence in contrast to dave DIRECTLY MIRRORS roxy in meat/candy#but yall are never gonna be fuckin ready for that so what the fuck ever i guess#i just feel constantly forced outside of this fandom or scorned as a Bad Tranny bc im very literally in the middle of this shit#and i dont believe one style of presentation is inherently better or morally righteous than the other. like what are yall expecting#are yall expecting to be let into tranny heaven bc u wear a skirt and say 'haha yeah all instances of mascness is grossss' be for real#just rlly highlights the fact that no one in this fandom wants to care abt intersex trans ppl or hear them talk or try to#contribute to gender analysis. its not girlboss enough i guess. sorry for not drinking the radfem rhetoric thats embedded itself#into this site i suppose. hope the fandom gets better but idk i dont think thats gonna happen anytime soon#stop treating femininity as smth inherently Morally Good its all 'divine feminine moon phase' bullshit slightly repackaged#to include transfemme folks. which none of yall should want. its a direct pushback to actual feminism but ok all mascs evil bc LE i guess#im not missing the fact that this fandom cracks down hard on queer mascness & tries to 1:1 equate that hegemonic cismasculinity either#yall aint slick at all. sorry im just. fucking tired. feeling like i dont exist & my words dont matter
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link lonk (wink wonk)
#loz#the legend of zelda#toon link#wind waker#i always told myself i would redraw this. didnt think it would look like this#drawn from start to finish w a tablet in paint tool sai for the first time in maybe. 7-ish years#i use sai often enough. in fact when i draw on pc its usually drawn in sai these days but its also usually with my mouse#cause sai is now spread across 4 devices and. the one with all my settings takes 30 minutes to start up and im scared#if i ignore it it still works until i check and it doesnt. i need to buy a new battery#that is a big reason though. i cant shade if i dont get the settings off of it. my csp settings are also on there#but i kinda use the defaults in csp anyway so it matters less. its also been 4 years. im never looking at those settings ever again i have#i have new settings and brushes now#and also gOD. my worst sai settings which are the defaults tbh are still better than trying to deal with procreates bullshit#sucks because its fun to sketch in but the moment i need to do anything else like line its ASS. shading is fine#adding flats is not cause the selection tool is the worst one out there
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I will never understand the way most people seem to hold terrible resentment towards their previous relationships or some lingering something that makes them use the relationship status as a jump rope
#is this just the aromantic spectrum looking at the failures of amatonormativity again? like wow weren't you supposed to be friends first#is it the fact that a lot of people still genuinely believe people of different genders cant be friends? which is bullshit btw#is this the bpd black and white thinking? like once im done im done im not going back im not playing 'will they wont they return'#(if i ever miss past ppl its just fps. they were never anything more)#is this the npd? like *why* would i give myself more suffering over someone that doesnt matter anymore. im above that#i don't know. people at large dont make sense#but its fine. i choose to read this not as despair over the world being nonsensical#i read this as a victory because im above drama and immune to a lot of grief#anyway.
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being a grown up w inferiority complex over a hobby nobody gafs about is so so so so utterly ridiculous. and yet.
#sawry i know ive been so whiny lately ):#accepting that i need longer than two weeks to adjust to this move and being a bit sick as well has been. harder than it should be 😭#thats all fine really like it genuinely doesnt matter if i never publish anything again but what i haaaate#is that yucky feeling im getting just from like. reading fics even. its so stupid and i havent felt anything like this in YEARS#obviously ill get over it but it makes me sad bc i havent felt so welcome/well received in a fandom space and so comfortable sharing my work#in a long time and i dont want to lose that over stupid ass RSD bullshit 😭#anyway its ok we move as always#i just need to use my blog like a diary so i can jettison the feelings and be normal hwcusnxlen
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i think the biggest thing in this fandom that i will never ever be able to get myself to not be salty about is that time the mod of just-papyrus, a blog made specifically for reblogging papyrus art without all the weird shit attached, lost interest in upkeeping it and gave it away to somebody else who immediately turned it into a fucking incorrect quotes self shipping blog
#i dont hate those blogs like ok whatever do ur own thing just quit clogging the tags. but why couldn't u just make ur OWN!!!!!!!!#WHY TAKE CONTROL OF A BLOG DEDICATED TO ONE THING AND THEN CHANGE IT ENTIRELY TO SOMETHING WORSE#SPECIFICALLY SOMETHING THAT WE ALREADY HAVE 42 DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF#DREAMTALE AND KILLER SANS SHOULD NOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR THE BLOG I FOLLOWED EXCLUSIVELY FOR PAPYRUS-CENTRIC CONTENT#sigh. idc if its petty it makes me Heated i loved that blog literally so much#i'm learning to get better at ignoring mischaracterization and overlooking bullshit that doesnt matter i've matured a lot tbh#but i will never forget what was stolen from me. what that motherfucker burned to the ground just for TUMBLR CLOUT#STOLEN tumblr clout at that. bro what is even the point half of those thousands of followers are bots#the other half hasn't used the site in at least 3 years#we had a good thing. it was such a good thing why did you have to do all that .
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god it still feels so good
#the rule of pokemon journeys is that youll go through a ton of painfully mid episodes#and then once in a while theyll smother the audience with catharsid#catharsis#i skipped the previous two eps just to get here faster tbh idc ive seen them recently it doesnt matter#‘’ohhh but iris didnt make enough achievements in the original to justify being the champion-‘’ shut up she deserves this after the bullshit#all the bullshit the fandom and show sometimes put her through#i love you iris you deserve better and im glad the writers recognized it#also seeing her do the kid joke again reminded me how so many ppl missed the point of the gag bc its so obvious here#shes like ‘’ha ha youre so excitable like a kid :)’’…. when beforehand she turned her champion announcement into a surprise#and was all giddy and cute. shes literally in a fairytale getup here#the joke is that shes not above ash at all and she immediately gets shut down whenever she indulges in this#like here she does it and it devolves into a childish squabble and drayden tells em to shut up lol#the joke is not ‘’ha ha ash is cringe’’ (altho he is crimge in bw tbh so i guess i can see how ppl came to that conclusion)#echoed voice#jn lb
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just found out one of my all time absolute fave re artists was bullied off the internet for being "pr/osh/ip" and that tells me everything i need to know about the state of social media and fandom these days tbh.
#they were wonderful and incredible and TALENTED and thats all gone now bcus some ppl think they get to deicde what's right and whats wrong#but i get it and they don't owe any of us anything i just hope they're ok#i recently left a fandom bcus of some bullying and i gotta say it left such a bitter taste and idgaf about any of the stuff i posted/created#and i never want to write fic or engage in that fandom or even watch the film ever again#i just hope they're ok and having a better time offline#basically everyone should just live by 'dont like dont look' bcus this is all fictional bullshit that doesnt matter at all#and if that makes me pr/osh/ip then 🤷🤷🤷🤷 idgaf#what they got bullied for wasnt even bad tbh i ship a LOT worse stuff so kudos for that#btw you all sound like fuckin morons#bcus if you think shipping a problematic ship means you're accepting of problematic relationships#you're basicslly saying if you write idk slasher horror youre ok with killing people#its fiction ffs grow up#m
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maybe this is a betrayal to the ggy coven but tbh of course ill be upset if we dont get ggy prequel and disappointed, but if they give us something else equally as important and interesting to the characters who need the screentime i wont even be that upset
#like i dont want to say fuck everything if no ggy im just so excited to see what is even going to be in hw2#i love sw era and just want to see what direction they go in next#if its some bullshit that doesnt matter yeah ill be disappointed to the extreme#but if not and they give us something cool new and interesting that isnt ggy#like i wouldnt be upset#preferably about gregory lol#pre help wanted 2#pandas.txt#pandas talks#theory#thoughts
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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!
It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.
Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)
Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-
#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense#guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that#maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days#just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow#vent#transphobia#speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it#and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems#i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare#(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time#especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name#the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name#and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont#sexism at its finest#reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name#ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else#its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it#but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender#prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car#id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong#Cori.exe#Post.exe#fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori#literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications#transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon
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I just want to let you know I love your blog. It makes me so happy.
Twice this week I had been having a terrible time at work and I hid for like 5 minutes each time to check your blog just to have a laugh. I hope you’re doing well IRL and I hope you know how much us ghost followers appreciate you ☺️
AW ANON im glad my blog was able to be there for you when shit was gettin crazy ♪(´▽`) it means a lot to hear that: ty !! i hope your days are better and get better :}
#fave#snap chats#yall always manage to send things at such funny times... lol..#i was just thinking to myself if i really mattered all that much The Daily Intrusive Thought yk LOL#ik my blog means a lot to a lot of people but i was just thinkin bout how interchangeable i myself am yk#it doesnt have to be /me/ runnin this blog but it is now innit. so i really am happy to hear this blog makes people happy :}#ik a handful of blogs have def been there for me when ive been In The Worst Mood Ever LMAO so its nice i can do that for people..#plus i like runnin this blog. obvi i like sharin my bullshit LOL but its also just fun chattin wit everyone...#and sharin everyones thoughts :} no matter how unhinged they be sometimes :}#so in The Corniest way possible thank yall for givin me the chance to be a goober and for bein goobers with me <3
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i know that in media you're constrained with things like budget, time slots and stuff, but sometimes i'm just like. my god. the insane shortcuts people take to write "smart / intelligent" characters, especially in plot-heavy stories, always pisses me off. they write them like they're sherlock holmes (bbc version, derogatory) but they fail to realise that even sherlock holmes (arthur conan doyle) was written with a lot of thought, suffered his own subconscious prejudices and had to learn from mistakes.
i guess what i'm trying to get at is—"smart" people don't magically get good at things overnight, the only difference between them and others is how much they're willing to go through to hone their mental acuity. which means when they try something new, they're going to make obvious mistakes, not understand how things work beyond the surface level, and make mistakes in judgements (like when you don't understand something well enough, your analogies and metaphors aren't 100% accurate or concise).
but it feels like there's a assumption hanging over our heads that, as readers, we don't WANT to see the smart one go through the entire nitty gritty of the learning process. we just want to see them do cool things, piece the puzzle together with a flourish, and clap our hands at the end. and in some parts, yes! that is what i want to see! but i am also interested in how they pieced it together. the joy of mysteries is, to me, that everyone is exposed to the same pieces of information, and we're given the chance to try to piece it ourselves. but then the smart character comes along and interprets those pieces of information in a not-obvious way to us, and it's cool!! years of living with a mind that is primed to turn things over in their head, to make sense of things, reveals to us how differently we experience the same reality, and it's wonderful. i'm able to learn from someone who sees life differently than me, and interpret information differently than me!
but right now i'm often left out feeling flat and confused in the mystery-type plots i've seen. the smart person will have been exposed to information we didn't even get the chance to see and interpret, and then they piece things together and everyone in the story claps their hands at the artificial pedestal that's been propped up under that character's feet. explanations of in-setting magic that can be retconned in and out at any point in time, so there's no logical consistency for us to nitpick or understand, so there's no basis to stand on that the story should be taken seriously. plot twists that make no sense as a gotcha. so many things!!
like. this particular example just my beef with g*nshin, so ignore it if you don't agree or smth. but the use of red herrings in the stories piss me off. the red herrings are either too obvious or nonexistent. they always use some random guy acting suspiciously and have the other characters react to it, as if we can't understand it on our own? but like. these red herrings, in the real world, aren't even red herrings. sometimes people just "act suspiciously" just by virtue of being human, not because they're complicit in some bigger overarching plot. sometimes people just stutter because of their anxious disposition, not to hide a guilty conscience. sometimes people are just defensive and irritable because they're a defensive and irritable person, it doesn't mean they're the ""bad guy"" who you need to crack down on and interrogate even further, especially if there's literally nothing that indicates this character is guilty other than their outward appearances.
but like. the smart characters/protagonist almost never get proven wrong. the stutterer was guilty all along and they're just a bad liar. the defensive guy is selfish and obnoxious, they're defensive because they're hiding something, not because it's a natural reaction on having one's sense of privacy and personal space violated.
the game sure loves trying to do nuance with "not everyone is 100% good or bad, we're all Flawed" but they can't put their money where their mouth is. everyone who is not guilty acts in completely transparent and "good" ways. everyone who is guilty acts in completely opaque and "suspicious" / "bad" ways. end of story. how the hell am i supposed to think anyone in this game is smart when they don't even have to use their brain to sift through, critique, weigh and interpret information? what use is there to do so? just use your eyes and ears. the stutterer is nervous for hiding a secret. the anxious is guilty. the angry is scornful.
there's also another rant here about how g*nshin fucking sucks at writing unique and flawed characters, because they like to make everyone the Specialest Guy In The World, but that's for another day.
#yuu rambles#☠️☠️☠️☠️#they got better at writing plots with f*ntaine i have to admit. but im going to expect better from the company that makes millions#every month from character banners. if you're going to be a gacha game that exploits people who are prone to addictive habits#you better have a good fkn story to back up for being a blight on society's moral problems. we have enough of those already#also when i mean they got better with f*ntaine i literally meant i was impressed by the bare minimum#as in they finally followed coherent story beats and had decent pacing#ive also had enough of the bullshit magic explanations using ley lines and shit. its so stupid that they even make their in game characters#explain how ''no one really understand how it works but it doesnt matter here's what happened as a result''#what a waste of talent and money paying the VAs for that kinda bullshit infodump#ok i think thats enough tags for the algorithm to hide my#genshin impact#tag bc i dont want this to show up randomly to ppl who are just vibing and enjoying the game#im critical for my own reasons but i dont want to be a party pooper. you know what i mean?#anyways yeah see ya#also censored a lotta stuff so it doesnt show up in the post tags LMAO
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im kinda on the fence about israel playing in the nations league because yes they shouldn't be there, if russia is banned they should be too, but at the same time i really want to see them get destroyed by france
#yes its immature way of looking at things and it doesnt change stuff that really matters but imagining kylian ripping through their defence#makes me smile a little#the fact that they are now under uefa because 2 federations kicked them out because everyone was done with their genocidal bullshit#sadly football cannot exist without politics and europes to busy sucking their dick to notice children dying
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not that i want yall to do it to ppl i actually like, Id like yall to stop doing it altogether, but also,
can yall stop doing bullshit transmisogynistic smear and harassment campaigns against ppl i actively dislike and have blocked for other reasons that i refuse to get into in public, lest it spin out of control and turn into a harassment campaign? i am too fucking petty for this shit. if you dont like someone you dont need to make up lies about them and stir a whole shit pot about it, fucking grow up and block their ass and maybe blacklist their url if you cant keep them off your dash and stop making it everyone elses problem. christ alive.
#toy txt post#like i dont want to reblog this post pointing out its bullshit even tho it IS bullshit when im already trying not to platform her posts#bc i DO have legit beef with her but not anything i personally am going to start shit over cos i recognize thats not gonna go well and#its not worth it bc its bc of stupid circular neverending discourse anyway! its just annoying. sorry#stop doing this bc its transmisogynistic and awful and also bc im too much of a petty bitch for you to be acting like this#i am not noble and honorable. i am not the aclu. i do not want these ppls urls on my goddamn blog and its not for the dumbfuck bullshit#reasons you put in your callout post i luckily havent even seen but now its like. great. hope no one realizes ive got her blocked and#thinks its cos of that. it doesnt matter cos no one knows who you have blocked but i have blocked too many ppl for a variety of reasons#for yall to be making shit up. just shut the fuck up. christ
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I'm just saying international law literally split Germany in half for DECADES, it should also be able to dissolve Israel
And I honestly believe it would stand a chance if the US and so much of Europe weren't backing that colonial ethnostate
#i normally dont make posts like this#im just pissed off#people who should KNOW better falling for isreal's right to exsis bullshit#i dont know how to explain to you that an ethnostate is a bad thing??? it doesnt matter who its for???#also colonies are a bad thing that should just be basic common sense#also being oppressed in other places doesnt give you the right to oppress others let alone these attrocities#palestine
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