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joel x nonsense
#well you're a bird now aren't queue#videos#but i cant help myself#when you get close to me#baby my tongue goes numb#sounds like blee blah blee blee#and i dont want no one else#baby im in too deep#heres a little song i wrote#its about you and meeee#i'll be honest. lookin at you got me thinkin nonsense#cartwheels in my stomach when you walk in#when you got your arms around me oh it feels so good i HAD TO HIT THE OCTAVE#I THINK I GOT AN EX BUT I FORGOT HIM <3#AND I CANT FIND MY CHILL I MUST'A LOST IT#I DONT EVEN KNOW IM TALKIN NONSENSE#im talkin im talkin im talkin (blah blahblah blah)
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
(+ cropped versions !)
#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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Ride 793: The palms of their hands
Pag 1
1: Holding hands with you rival
Pag 2
1: Grasping tightly the gratitude
They're moving forward... to the future!!
Pag 3
1: 1500m left until the mountain line!!
Pag 4
2: You're kidding....
He's coming....?
He's getting closer?
3: So odd, and yet I thought I had left him behind completely
This is “three times”, isn't it?
5: He's coming
And moreover
Pag 5
1: He's doing it while singing!!
Even though Hakogaku's Manami had left him so much behind in a moment...
Mountain King is getting closer!!
He's not giving up!!
The distance is closing!!
That's right ♪ I know ♪ If you do this ♪
Pag 6
1: The princess' wish ♪
2: Will come true ♪
3: Mountain King is amazing!! He's humming a tune!!
I heard of this, Mountain King becomes faster when he hums a tune!!
What, amazing!
The magic singing!!
I'll try singing too next time I'll climb!
4: No
It's not magic
5: For you, that “song”
Pag 7
1: it's a device to activate your power!!
2: Like a car's key
3: To carry people and luggage up a mountain road a vehicle needs both a sturdy body, small parts
4: and a powerful engine
5: For bikes, the “body”
Pag 8
1: Practice, repetition, recovery, determination, challenges- everything
2: piles up!!
3: Only someone who has worked
4: tirelessly, without rest....
Pag 9
1: Could get to this position of the mountain stage on the Inter High's first day!!
2: And he can even keep up with my “three times”!!
4: I see, so that's what it means
You piled everything up during this past year...
Pag 10
1: Ouch
2: Ah, damn, I pressed something weird
Ah....
3: Oh, I have a message
Ah, it's from Sakamichi-kun
Ah... it's from three months ago..
Hehehe, ops
4: What is it, what is it...? “Do you remember? The promise we made on the last day?”
Oh... I remember
“We said 'let's race for the mountain stage on the first day next time'”
Ah.. we did, we did
6: “Are we still on for that?”
8: “Of course”
Pag 11
1: To protect your promise with me!!
Wait, Manami-kun!!
Princess ♪...!!
2: Sakamichi-kun!!
3: Manami-kun!!
Pag 12
1: Mountain King caught up!!
He caught Hakogaku's Manami, who had attacked and opened the gap!!
2: He's not surrendering!!
Neither of them is surrendering!!
1200m left until the mountain line!!
Pag 13
1: Now another race...
2: starts!!
4: They're both taking the curve
5: while colliding against each other!!
Pag 14
1: Aaaaaa
Soooreeee
I won't surrender!!
2: They're still neck and neck!!
3: Amazing!
Pag 15
1: From the inner side!!
2: Sooreeee
Manami fell back for a moment and then forced his way forward!!
They hit each other!!
5: The trees are getting lower again
6: One more time...
Pag 16
1: Let's go, “three times”!!
Pag 17
2: Manami used the wind and accelerated again!!
Incredible, what's that!
3: What about Mountain King!?
Pag 18
1: Musical note shaped wings!?
Pag 19
1: Aaaaaaaa
2: Amazing
3: It's just like you
4: You were so desperate to catch me that you unconsciously used the wind to accelerate
5: Interesting!!
Pag 20
1: Mountain King is clinging to him!! I thought Manami had attacked but
Manami didn't get away!!
He caught up with such a weird acceleration!?
Amazing!
2: Maybe your singing is something more than a key
3: Ahhhh
5: These past three years have been fun
Huh!?
Pag 21
1: I'm glad you were here for the past three years
3: Huh... ah!!
4: Thank you
Pag 22
2: Such a close battle like this, such a once-in-a-lifetime battle like this, it could only have been with you
3: Yeah... yeah!!
“The past three years”....!!
4: No, that, I should be the one saying that, really!!
5: That's right... this is my match against Manami-kun...
Pag 23
1: Let's go until the mountain line
2: Let's give everything we have
3: Let's make the most of every second of the time we have left!!
5: 1km until the end....
Pag 24
1: It's the final climb!!
Pag 25
1: Yeah!!
Pag 26
3: Th-thank god I made it in time...
This... I couldn't miss this today
4: Sangaku said that
5: “It will be the culmination of the past three years”
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#yowamushi pedal manga#ride 793#no im not crying i just have 793 chapter of yowapeda in my eyes ;A;#watanabe please stop reminding me that this manga is gonna end!!! I dont wanna hear it!!#and neither does onoda!! Look at his desperate face when he realizes that that's his last race against manami!!!#excuse meeee ;A; i cant do this#so imma focus on the nice things#like onoda sining that 'the princess' wish comes true' right when he sees manami#bc THATS HIS WISH MANAMI IS HIS WISH AND ITS FINALLY COME TRUE#or how cute Manami is in the flashback page and the way he jumps up to reply to onoda#like the only thing missing there was him adding 'it's a date' to that text#bc thats what it is okay its obvious#honestly i understand why onoda is so scared that this is his last chance with manami#given that he had to wait 3 months for a single text lmao#he's scared he wont hear from manami at all once they wont be able to meet at the ih - and he's right#manami please reply to your phone onoda needs you#im babbling to not focus on the last pages bc theyre making me too emotional and I CANNOT HANDLE THIS#if i think about this manga ending imma melt in a puddle of tears okay#so ill just focus on sansaka being canon for now :')
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Fun fact about me: April 18th is my birthday! :)
And part of what I wanted to do to celebrate this year was to give back. Introducing * ~ a dipplinshipping birthday oneshot ~ * :
Rating: T
Summary:
Today was Kieran's birthday, but it was the last thing that mattered to him. In fact, he vowed it would never matter to him again. Instead, he would focus on things that would keep him strong: his battling, his strategizing, and his crown as the Blueberry Champion. His sister and the Elite Four won't stop asking him random questions, though, and if anyone brings up Juliana any more than they already have since she arrived as an exchange student, he's seriously going to lose it. But...why can't he stop thinking about her? And why is everyone acting so suspicious?!
A bittersweet birthday celebration fic for anyone who's had complicated feelings about their birthday. <3
Take this as a thank you to all of those who have followed my work and/or my Tumblr blog. I wouldn't have imagined having the support of this wonderful community on my last birthday, and I can't even begin to describe how encouraged and inspired I have felt to write since finding you guys. I have never written this much for this long, consistently, and your constant feedback and comments seriously brighten my day more than Juliana brightens up Kieran, LOL. Hope you enjoy this! <333
(And yeah, this fic is the "event based idea" that this poll was about. I thought it was so funny that some of you thought it was gonna be some devastating angst LMAOOOO. That's for after TTPD releases, tysm for the bday gift Taylor.)
#I legit was gonna go a bit of a wholesome route for S&S D but y'all said “nah” so I said “bet” and wrote Chapter 18™ instead#anyways#on a real note#seriously tysm for all the love & kind words & support#I hope this brings you some of the happiness you all constantly bring me#<3333#my fics#dipplinshipping#kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana#juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran#I had fun with some references see if you can spot 'em all#now Im gonna run to bed#I have a busy day ahead of meeee#bye for now!! <3#also yes I did lowkey contemplate teal mask Kieran instead#but my bias is allowed for today LMAO#what can I say#indigo disk Kieran is just elite#plus its fun to have the rest of the blueberry squad there#oKAY NOW IM SIGNING OFF BYEEEE#wouldnt be a dipplinduo post without me going back to edit tags#catch me editing typos later too lmfao#yes TTPD release technically falls on my bday in the time zone im currently in#will never ever shut up about that
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saw something so stupid i wrote an extensive hate post on it and then left it to rot in my drafts bc im so niceys and never vague anyone or complain about anything😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
#entering a new era where i am so peaceful and dont care abt horrendously bad fandom takes#its fineee i dont even care that u guys forget about the main fucking character it doesnt bother meeee#it doesnt matter to me that you dont care abt the significance of his emotional reactions to events happening in the manga rn!!!#i dont even care!!!! overlooked mc syndrome has never bothered me ever!!!#im so calm <33 so peaceful <33#nyxi cant stfu
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that ��omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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i think i could heal if people were more crazy about spydoc. btw
#guys u dont understanddd ☹️☹️☹️#they are so tragic#spy is like a fucking psychopath right (i can say that i have psychosis 😊)#and thirteen is too but she tries to push it away#spy reminds thirteen of everything she wants to forget#they bring up all this shit right?#but its also.#the way she treats him#its this thoschei thing but ESPECIALLY THEM#‘oh u think ur good? im going to get under ur skin until you realize how horribke u really are’#thats the plan but it doesnt work#she just goes further into their toxicity#i love theta sigma. theyre such a horrible person (meeee)#spydoc symbolizes this huge thing cause like.#they had been traveling with the fam for awhile right? usually the doctor doesnt have that many companions (which is an entire other#conversation)#everything was calm. it was GOOD#‘you think u can escape me. darling i will always come back when u hate it most’#spy wants to crawl under thetas skin until their souls are merged into one#which is why she killed her#tried.#koschei will forever try but the fact of the matter is#they WANT theta to survive#it would be no fun otherwise#and theta wants koschei to survive. ofc they do#(ie: tensimm)#u love him and u hate it. u love him and u hate yourself for it. u love him and he is always going to be the reason u die#ahauahh#anyway pls talk about spydoc. pretty pls and ty#spydoc
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i really wish i had a close friend on here in the byler fandom bc sometimes i see a take SO insane that SO MANY PEOPLE AGREE WITH that i dont even wanna make a public post about it i just really wish i had a mutual to dm and yell about it with
#i just saw something that made me actually question my sanity because it was so insanely bad and all the comments were so positive#and its not just a theory about a fictional story it was about noah and palestine like it was real shit#i just ranted in the tags of another post and drafted it i might post it#but im hoping someone will just see this and know what im talking about and i can talk about it with them#byler#AAAAAH I JUST CHECKED AND HTEY FOLLOW ME#GET OFFF MEEEE GET OUTTT#im shewing you away like youre a WASP#ok i blocked them
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Would you mind tagging your Essek hate so Essek fans can filter it?
respect and peace and love but i dont rly want to do that
#its just whats happening in the eps and what the characters are doing rn and im talking abt it u can blacklist my talking tag if u want#also general note for people new to my blog . im being a hater in a v much lighthearted way bc its fun 2 talk about 2 meeee#and as u can tell by my 1000000 posts abt other characters i am also a lover#asks#also just adding bc why not:#and i generally just dont like essek . he's a kind of character i find p intolerable (privileged and mopey when theyre caught doing#something terrible) so if that is a problem for u . you should probably not follow (i mean this rly gently and genuinely)
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not to sound like a marketing stooge but fr like. what are the analytic trends on fics...like is it the rating? the established relationship? the fact that its not on the first page of results?
#i cant stop thinking about this im so genuinely curious i want to market test ao3 or smth dfvhujcxn#<- heinous thought to even have. i fucking hate marketing so much#something very nice im experiencing lately though is giving way more weight to comments and basically just what my friends think of my work#obviously i dont WANT to be obsessed w numbers bc its stupid and ultimately pretty meaningless yknow#but i think everyone would agree its kind of unavoidable. like. yes you do want the numbers you do want to see your art reach a big audienc#BUT! its such a nice feeling to sincerely be a little less concerned with that. idk maybe this sounds stupid but its a big deal to meeee ^•
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i like to bring a "you should play In Stars and Time" kind of vibe to the junction.
#literally just been consuming my mind for weeks now. possibly becoming one of my favorite games of all time#its does its storytelling so fucking well using like every element of the game and its gameplay to push its narrative and put you in#the protags shoes. and the attention to detail with the dialogue is fucking INSANE there is so much dialogue in this game#and the story itself is sooo. if you love stories about learning to let go and go on and learning to also let yourself be vulnerable#and if you playing as a character trapped in a doomed timeloop sounds cool and interesting#you should play isat. or at least give it a look. for meeee. kay?#i mean this with every fiber of my being that i think if blows undertale out of the water. when it comes to indie rpgs
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goodnight
#we end the nonsense there#but please... please understand#its the holiday remix....#im talkin deckin all the halls im talkin spikin eggnog#im talkin opposite of small im talkin bIG SNOW BALLS#you got a new toy for me im out here trimmin the tree#i CAUGHT THAT HOLIDAY GLEE#MY TRUE LOVE GAVE IT TO MEEEE#let me come warm you up you been out in the snow#baby im tongue goes numb#sounds like hohohohoho#and i dont want santas elves underneath this ol tree#heres a little carol i wrote its about you and meeee#youre my wishlist#lookin at you got me thinkin christmas#snowflakes in my stomach when we're kissin#and when you're comin down the chimney oh it feels so good i nEED THAT CHARLES DICKENS#you'll be santa claus and i'll be mrs#i'll take you for a ride i'll be your vixen#i dont even know im talkin christmas (im talkin im talkin im talkin)#look at all those presents that a big sack#boy that package is too big to giftwrap#woke up this mornin thought i'd write a chrismash#hoW QUICKLY CAN YOU BUILD A SNOWMAN THINK FAAAAASST#christmas nonsense is my favorite thing on earth actually
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complaining about something dumb. suicide tw
it's not that I think suicide jokes are appropriate to make with strangers or with people who are sensitive to them (obviously) and the reminder to tone them down in the tags is a good one but the little 'uwu they're never okay to make ironically...you'll feel better' is so gd aggravating to me. like I'm sorry but you're a stranger and I'm a grown adult you don't get to finger-wag about the jokes I make about MYSELF. how do YOU know I'll feel better? you don't know me or the relationship I have to this topic! 'I promise' but you don't KNOW 😭 what if I like suicide jokes and they make me happy. what then. what if joking about fictional characters killing themselves is fun for me. truly who is it hurting as long as I'm being respectful of others
personally its like. swearing. the catharsis is so valuable to ME I have to check myself constantly out of respect for other ppl and I know for a fact if I made as many jokes as I wanted to THAT'S what would make me feel better but if I never do idk I'd feel smothered since it's such an extreme thing to say something it's all that I can say to express myself. yeah as someone who's not suicidal ik I'm not the target audience for this but its such a pet peeve let me ventttt. 'I promise' oh my god shut up
#what are you my kingergarden teacher#'it's not an appropriate thing to say ironically' ITS ABOUT MEEEE#like you can't dictate or even determine how I feel about this#and judging by the popularity of these jokes I'm sure I'm not the only one#and even if it is kind of bad for you I think there's better ways to approach this than patronizing condescension#okay im done#cor.txt
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you are reading the demons !! cool cool
i wonder what your opinion on liza tushina will be after you finish the novel ~
#hey guys i finished devils. having a lot of normal feelings of course#that fucking ending#goddamn#also i will be doing a lot of kirillov art. warning you now. i love this man SO MUCH i cannot put it into words#and at first i was like feeling bad for pyotr constantly getting snubbed by stavrogin but now its just. nah. yall deserve each other.#hand in unlovable hand so that both of you have one less hand to do fucked up shit with.#anonasks#i have. so many thoughts.#dont even fucking ask me about liza im gonna have to fucking stop drop and roll atp#SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEE#she is one of The most tragic characters
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augh i’m taking an social justice class because i like the topic but as expected we have share our identities and privileges and all that but like. girl i am so terminally closeted. i can’t be doing this. i have things to add to the conversation but i literally cannot speak on it. i’m genuinely considering dropping the course because i can’t complete this work. yeah i can/will stay closeted anyways but like if i say i’m cis, my word when we discuss gender issues is not as authoritative + i won’t even contribute to discussions from discomfort and fear
#not an issue with the cource that’s very much how these things go#*course#just an issue with meeee. but like AUGH…#i can write she her and move on when im given get to know you sheets etc but when its like in depth it pains me#typically i dont say anything about my gender but for this i will have to state im a woman and its like. well i dont wanna#like my teacher is understanding and says we dont have to share everything but like :/
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not art but i HAVE to share these bcus ive picked up music autism lately . i have a weird habit of overanalyzing and overthinking about music when im hyperfixating on something and trying to connect the dots . well
IM LOSING MY MIND A LITTLE‼️ (SPOTIFY PLAYLIST)
IM NOT WRONG RIGHT. RIGHT⁉️
#sorry im so sick and demented over music its not even funnnyyyy#i have so many more funny as fuck screenshots of me overanalyzing the fuck out of songs#its pretty great#ANYWAY MY POINT WAS . if you think im right TELLL MEEEE I BEG YOU#i absolutely LOVE discussing music with people I LOVE IT#i have other playlists for stuff . obviously#but this is the big one#i think about it alot#obviously#the amazing digital circus#music autism#MY MUSIC AUTISM‼️‼️‼️#IT CONTROLS ME
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