#it's my first poll! 🥳
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Poll Tag
tagged by @my-rose-tinted-glasses thank you! 😘
Challenge: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters, and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.
The challenge seems impossible, just the thought of choosing only 5 characters made my brain overheat and shut down lol. That's why I chose them at random, because otherwise I would have sat on it until tomorrow and probably died (without even choosing anyone 😭).
(I know Beyond Evil isn't technically BL, but I think we can all agree that yes, it actually is).
The choice was VERY HARD, especially in situations where I really like both characters and choosing between them seems unfair (like Love For Love's Sake, Our Dining Table, To Sir With Love etc.). Also, some characters were my favs only in part of the series, like Tharn (The Sign) or Sprite (Twins), but in these parts I loved them dearly. Other characters I wanted to add: Charn (Laws of Attraction), Shin Da On (Light on Me), Yamato (I Cannot Reach You), Rain and Phayu (Oh My Sunshine Night), Mr. Tiwson (MSP), Jang Jae Young (Semantic Error), Im Han Tae (Sing My Crush), Fighter (Why R U), Yoon Tae Joon (ULS) AND MANY MORE 😭
Tagging @italianpersonwithashippersheart @shannankle @pickletrip @miss0ataeand @silverraes @pinkkop @listeningwithearphones @whenisawthemoon @callipigio @whiteorangeflower @benkaaoi @befuddledcinnamonroll @braininanotherdimension @poetry-protest-pornography @negrowhat @maxescheibechlinichacheli @nozunhinged (sorry if I missed anyone). Anyone who sees and want to play consider yourself tagged by me and please tag me if you do it 😘
#tag game#bl drama#thai bl#korean bl#japanese bl#love in translation#the untamed#the eighth sense#dead friend forever#beyond evil#it's my first poll! 🥳
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Help to decide which fics I focus on next!
Don't worry, these are likely all going to be finished at some point, but I don't know which ones I should put more attention into right now, so I decided to do a poll so that the GF fandom can decide for themselves! Out of these stan and ford fics (mostly ford, sorry) which appeal to you the most/which one would you be interested in seeing --> except, i'm not going to give you too much context on these! :P (And I promise this isn't hindering /interfering my progress on the requests from the celebration!! They are taking priority rn I haven't forgotten them ❤️)
#gravity falls fanfiction#gravity falls fandom#stan pines x reader#ford pines x reader#stanford pines x reader#stanley pines x reader#i'm sorry for being evil and making you choose between either stan bill or ford fics!#the real reason is i'm too lazy to make two separate polls#pix writes stuff#fic poll#this is purely because i'm curious which ones would garner more attention on here#like which ones are interesting to readers and which ones are my freaky indulgences that only i like hahahahahaha......#woooo! my first poll! 😁🥳
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I've been wondering about this for a while, but when you commission an artist, how long would you want your piece to be done? Blink once if a day, blink twice if two days, blin-
Just kidding, I made a poll :D
#this is so dumb but I'm curious#first time I did commission I kinda tried to finish the art as fast as I can but maybe I didn't have to be that rushed 🤔?#poll#oh hey my first poll 🥳
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Hi everyone! I'm on my way to 1000 followers, which is insane to think about since I only started posting fics in December. To celebrate, I thought I'd do a week of posting fics! I'm posting this now, so I have enough time to (hopefully) have the fics finished by the time I reach the milestone, and I can just post them.
However, I thought it would be fun to get your input. I'm not sure whether I should write about my biases, my bias wreckers or make it a little more interesting and post about my thirds (the term that I use for members who are third on my bias list lol).
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#(my first ever poll)#(let's see how it goes)#(*whispers* if you're based you'll choose both)#(also TODAY IS PIP THE CAT'S BIRTHDAY!!!🐱🧁🥳🎁🎈🎉)#the owl house#owl house#toh#emperor belos#belos#philip wittebane#pusheen#pusheen the cat#pip the cat#poll#polls
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#one piece#the writing gremlin#prodi writes#my first tumblr poll! 🥳🥰🤗#all these options are one piece btw!#except that last one.
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Awwwww thank you for tagging me(ow) :3
Oh sweet, here have some of my fav characters 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
:3 tagging without pressure: @rockingpeeble @smimon @thegengarprincess and everyone else that wants to join is welcome to do so :3 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
Not me having some kinda type... Who shall I tag? I think I wanna tagggggg... @mybugsmybugsmybugs @mexicangela @lunar-years @biscuitboxpink but no pressure!! I just thought it would be fun!
#:3 an interesting mix but that were the first that came to my mind :3#i am so emotionally attached to jack skellington one day i am getting a nightmare before christmas tattoo with zero and in colour#🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 a big source of my happiness#i saw that triangle dorito and was attached#same with odie i love that little dog so much 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#and ash is just fun because i pulled an all nighter with my twin watching all the movies after they got of the index in germany 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#ash is blood and gore and very special humour#poll#i was tagged :3#also i picked sam winchester for you because you have that vibe
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One Knight Stand Update 4
Chapter 2 Part 3 - The Forest & the Warehouse
Featuring...
Merlin's Guide to Minor Neutral Parties
New text messages and phone calls from non-dead people you haven't ghosted. And maybe some not-so-living ones too.
MC may appear on TV! This might not be a good thing. And they aren't the only one, cameo appearances from a future RO
Duel of AoE spells while frolicking through the magical forest. Your past decisions totally can't bite you in the ass here.
Attempt to summon Cthulhu. Dance the macarena. Have I mentioned posterior-biting consequences here?
Also an abandoned industrial warehouse is the best place for a leisurely stopover.
Icebreaker games stop staring at the noises with mini stat boosts as prizes!
Oh yeah, RO #4 finally joins the crew.
Before you play the game with an old save, you'll want to clear your cache for the oneknightstand.co website and then check that the game's frontpage is displaying Version 0.23. Then after loading the save, check the Status Page to make sure that your stats haven't reset back to the default ?¿?¿?¿.
If your variables have reset back to the default, then unfortunately that save file has corrupted (it happens to the best of us for unfathomable reasons) and you'll have to reload another save file. It you try to play the game through a corrupted save, you'll just get a bunch of non-existent errors. Please do the entire clear cache + confirm non-corrupted save file before reporting any potential errors. Then report the errors... all the errors!
Play the Updated Beta Test
(Since there were bugs & typos still reported & fixed throughout Chapter 1 & 2, your current saves are probably going to reset to the beginning of each section of the game. If things get too wonky, you might want to try restarting from the beginning. )
Additional Word Count (Sans Code): 84,000+
Additional Word Count (With Code): 107,000+
New Total Word Count (Sans Code): 900,000+
New Total Word Count (With Code): 1,227,000+
Average Playthrough: ~70,000+ words
Note: You can view the game code on my site the same way you do on Dashingdon just add /scenes to the end of the URL.
Link to New Polls on the Update (Which don't auto close in a week like the Tumblr ones)
Next Update
Merlin's Guide to Minor Unavailable (the final part of the guide! 🥳)
The first appearance of the Free Time Hub (god help me) Featuring...
Getting romantic with Merlin
Having The Relationship Talk with Adrian
Doing stuff with RO #4 because they're totally here now
Getting help with that entire changeling, amnesiac, lucid dreamer thing
Researching suspicious things you've noticed up to this point
Boosting those stats (with the help of the ROs if you can't bear to be away from them for a few minutes)
Also quick reminder that the Alpha Build of the game on Patreon updates as I complete each section, so the first part of Merlin's Free Time section is already available.
#choice of games#hosted games#interactive fiction#if wip#if game#cog#arthuriana#interactive story#oneknightstand#cog wip#if#choicescript#oks-update#one knight stand#if update
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WIP Weekend
It’s been a while since I’ve made progress on any of my fics, but I’m trying my best to write something for Kate’s Roll-A-Trope Challenge, so I finally have something I can share a snippet of 🥳
Over the last 14 weeks, I’ve been tagged in 19 WIP Wednesday posts / Last Line games / WIP polls (yes, I keep track!), so thank you to the following lovely people for continuing to think of me even though I’ve been suspiciously quiet 💚:
@burntheedges @nerdieforpedro @604to647 @the-mandawhor1an
@kyberblade @almostfoxglove @for-a-longlongtime @djarins-wife
May I offer you some (totally unedited and marginally redacted) pre-spice Din and f!Reader in the trope genre of secret relationship below the cut…
Swallowing, you blink innocently and ask, “Is there anything else you need before I turn in?” You’re not particularly tired, but you should let him get some rest. Slowly, the angle of Mando’s helmet drops a few centimetres, and he releases a vibrant hum. The few seconds of silence that follow feel charged somehow, full of expectation, and just as you realise where he’s relocated his gaze to, he rumbles a reply in the lowest, sexiest register you’ve heard from him this evening. “So far, you’ve known exactly what I’ve needed without me having to ask.” He pauses again as he slowly tilts his helmet, the silence loaded with promise. “So you tell me. What do I need now?” Your eyes inadvertently dart to his crotch again and… shit. You’re pretty sure something’s happening down there. It looks… harder… larger (if that’s even possible). “You, uh….” Your attempt at an answer goes nowhere since you don’t know what to say. You want this, sure, but you shouldn’t. He’s injured, and you promised your uncle you’d keep your distance, not jump into an intimate act with the guy the first chance you get. After a few deep and shuddering breaths, you manage, “You need a good night’s sleep.” “I do,” he agrees. “But your question was whether I need anything else before you go to bed. Sleep comes after you go. What comes before?” Fuck. His words vibrate through you and disintegrate your misgivings. There’s no logical decision to answer in the way that you do; it just happens. “You… if you want.” A pleased hum resonates through the vocoder. “I do,” he agrees again. “The bacta took away the pain, but if you’re offering some pleasure too….” “Y-yes,” you blurt, halfway between eager and anxious. “But… my uncle will kill me if he finds out.” Mando chuckles. “He’d shoot me first. Our secret, then?” Your pussy dampens at the idea, eyes flashing as you nod your acceptance of his clandestine terms. Suddenly, a secret liaison with the apparently dangerous man you’re supposed to be avoiding for your own good sounds like the most desirable thing in the galaxy.
Yeah, you know me… I can’t just write a single scene; I have to write the whole damn relationship!
So, obviously, this is how their secret relationship gets off the ground. You may have gathered that Reader is a certain High Magistrate’s niece and has been given strict instructions to avoid the new resident of the cabin out on the lava flats. You can look forward to plenty of sneaking around, flimsy excuses, near misses, and suspicious confrontations. Oh, and smut 😏
I can’t believe I only have a month left to write all this. What have I signed up for? I’m so fucked…
*Hates self for not being able to write short stories* /jk
I’m clearly over-excited about finally having something for a WIP post, so I’m going wild and tagging a load of writer mutuals and favourites. Feel free to do any form of WIP post you choose, or ignore me entirely if you’re not up for posting snippets right now (either way, you’re all awesome) 💚
@5oh5 @abbonation @always-andromeda @captainredspade @court-jobi
@davnittbraes @din-cognito @dindjarindiaries @djarinmuse @drewharrisonwriter
@dumfanting @eatommo @evolnoomym @fhatbhabiee @fromthedeskoftheraven
@fuckyeahdindjarin @galaxyedging @grogusmum @happy-beeeps @iamsherlocked-1998
@insomniamamma @ishabull @itsjuststardust @joelalorian @jolapeno
@lady-bess @lahooozaherr @larkoneironaut @littlemisspascal @magpiepills
@morallyinept @mothandpidgeon @newpathwrites @oonajaeadira @penvisions
@prolix-yuy @quicksilvermad @saradika @secretelephanttattoo @sixhours
@sp00kymulderr @studioghibelli @syd-djarin @the-blind-assassin-12 @theetherealbloom
@wannab-urs @whocaresstillthelouvre @whxtedreams @wrathkitty @yopossum
#wip weekend#wip whatever#roll a trope challenge#din djarin#the mandalorian#mando#din djarin x reader#the mandalorian x reader#mando x reader#din djarin x you#the mandalorian x you#mando x you#din djarin smut#the mandalorian smut#mando smut#din djarin fanfiction#the mandalorian fanfiction#mando fanfiction#pedro pascal characters#pedro pascal characters fanfiction
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Happy 3,000 followers!!! 🥳
As voted for in the poll, have some Lamb/Narinder/Ewe wedding art~
I'm not gonna' pretend like I like the way the first image came out (because I dON'T) but rather than focusing on that, I'll just say THANK YOU AGAIN FOR 3,000 FOLLOWERS and interacting with my silly little doodles and leaving such nice comments, I appreciate you all so much!
Here's to more CotL shenanigans~
#I've used colored pencils a lot so I should've anticipated this but I guess I was just hoping it would come out better#LIVE AND LEARN I GUESS#art#my art#cult of the lamb#the ewe au#narinder#ewe#lamb#leshy#escher#leshycat
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This bitter life.
pairing: Blade x g/n!reader
Part 1, Part 2.
Summary: Life is not fair, that is the truth every being must accept. Yet, there’s a part in Blade’s mara-struck mind, that he cannot accept this type of ending, he will not allow it, but he has no right to deny fate itself.
In other words, you die and he’s miserable.
Cw. It’s very fluffy trust me, Reader is absolutely fucked, you die, unrequited requited love, not proofread, very slowburn, character development, terminally ill, ansgt only bcoz fluff is for the weak, life is unfair.
A/n: You already know what it means when I upload a fanfic. If you don’t, my only warning is, shit’s going down.
(wrote this bc bladie won the poll for my other fic of which character u guys want a fic for next 🥳)
Days pass by, Blade didn’t come back to the Stellaron Hunters HQ to watch over you. Silverwolf keeps messaging him, telling him he needs to come back for another mission but he’s stubborn.
Silverwolf: Come back here, we’re having a meeting
Silverwolf: oh come on I know you’re seeing this
Silverwolf: Istfg
[seen by Bladie]
His phone shuts off and he just stares outside your window, he knows you’re not getting better anytime soon. He sometimes feels a twisted, aching feeling in his chest when you give him that feeble smile to pretend you're okay, when you both know no amount of medicine will save you, you could no longer hold a glass for more than a minute because your muscles fail you.
He feels sick.
This misery of his never going away.
“I have to go.”
He expected that you’d call out for him, “Okay, take care.”
So he leaves, he wishes he never looked back.
He was gone for 3 weeks, on another mission to exterminate more and more foes of the Stellaron hunters and gather more Stellaron with Kafka.
“Something on your mind?” The blood on his hands could never be washed away, he wants to go back to that stupid Clove-V planet and talk to you.
“None of your business.” Kafka is surprised, it's the first time he sees Blade so irritated (he mostly is but not to this extent)
Kafka doesn’t ask again and they finish their mission.
In 4 days, he rushed to see you. You stopped replying to his messages, only a tiny ‘seen’ message pops up every now and then and he hates to admit it, he’s dying to see you again.
“Doctor.” Your door creaks open, another visitor it seems.
”Is it you Blade?”
He nods, but with a tightness to it, he sits beside you again, mold was already building up on your sink, your lack of mobility making you lose the ability to do normal tasks.
”Are you okay?”
”I wish.” How could someone act so carefree on the brink of death? He doesn’t understand you, no, not at all.
He wants to reach out for you, to comfort you but he doesn’t know how to comfort you. He doesn’t understand why he wants to comfort you, he understands why he cares so much, he doesn’t understand why he’s feeling this way, he doesn’t even understand himself.
But when you smile at his hesitance, he realises, maybe you do.
He doesn’t reach out for you, he’s always an arm's length away from you, never close yet never too far. “You haven’t eaten, you’re going to die.”
Even if you eat, you will never get better; but he wants you to.
“Maybe, but I’m fine with that.”
”With dying? You’re a fool.” He doesn’t want to accept that you’re going to die, that you’re okay with dying because he’s not.
You’re a fool, a bastard, for trying to understand him but he can never understand himself nor can he ever truly understand you.
“You better not die,” his eyes desperately tried to never meet with yours.
He doesn’t want to look into your eyes, he doesn't want to accept the truth. That your eyes no longer beam with excitement at his words, that the sparkle in your eyes had dimmed.
“I know I will,” he no longer hides his worry, his fear, his desperation to keep you alive.
So he asks again, “What do I do?”
Like every other time he asks what ‘can’ he do for you, you repeat your words, “Just keep me company.”
He nods, sitting beside you. The tension in the air is obvious, neither utter a single word in this deafening (yet comforting) silence.
Blade cannot accept that you’re giving up, you’re not allowed to give up, he won’t accept it.
He drapes a blanket over you, “Feeling better?”
“A little.” Your throat burns, but you want to talk to him, even when you’re dying, you want to understand him.
”It hurts.” He doesn’t know what to do.
He wants to understand your pain, he wonders, if your pain is as worse as his, that it hurts so much you’d rather pass. That maybe, you’re the same and you wish to die too.
Neither of you will truly understand the other, but you try.
“I got sick when I was a child, 7– no, 8… I don’t remember,” he pretends he doesn't hear the rasp in your voice, “Just… Medicine made the progression slower.”
You could almost cry, “I wanted to study medicine, I wanted to heal others of their pain.”
”I don’t want to die.”
He doesn’t want to hear your desperate cry, he doesn’t hear it.
“Blade, it hurts,” he’s never wanted to shut off his ears when you spoke what he never wanted to hear, “Can I give up?”
He doesn’t want you to, but has no right to deny you peace.
”Is it okay if I give up?”
No, he won’t let you give up. You were there when he was sick, you did not look at him with hatred in your eyes, you treated him like any other person, something that has never happened in years. In your eyes, Blade was just a man.
So he doesn’t say a word, he doesn’t want you to give up, of course; but what can he do?
“It’s okay, right?”
”If that’s what you need.” He holds your hand out of instinct, “Then give up.”
He wants to yell at you that you’re an idiot, that giving up is for the weak but it’d be hypocritical of him to do so, I mean, he’s given up on life a long time ago, what’s he going to do? Tell you inspirational shit to keep your will to live alive?
“Thank you.”
No tears escape him, not a single choked sob leaves his throat but when your eyes lock for one last time, you understood him and he understood you too.
You two were just the same.
He squeezes your hand and rests his head on your stomach, when you don’t flinch, he realises you’re gone now too.
He can no longer understand you by your words, you can no longer speak to him, he can’t understand your past or who you truly are.
But how could you, how did you do it?
A single medical book rests on his hand, he may not understand what you truly are, but he’ll read countless books for you. He’ll play your favourite stupid games for you.
Maybe then, he’ll understand the only person that truly knew him, who gave him company in this miserable life of his.
What a pathetic, miserable, bitter life.
Note: DEF OOC BUT WHO TF CARES (I DO AND IM EMBARRASSED) but its okay right?? Like i wrote this in just 2 days (5 hours everyday) Whatever whatever i think its okay i feel sick I haven't ate lunch yet bye wuahhshdsj
Written by @khuzena. Likes, reblogs and comments are always appreciated. ♡
#what have i done#honkai star rail#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail x you#hsr fluff#hsr x reader#honkai star rail angst#blade x reader#blade smut#blade angst#blade fluff#i wont take that back#suffer with me#hsr angst#yingxing#blade hsr#hsr x you#honkai star rail fluff
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HI EVERYONE I GOT THIS COMMENT ON THE 500 FOLLOWER POLL (btw we hit it and I’ll be closing that poll at the end of the day so I can get started on the bonus fic 🥳)
This is a super hard question because there’s so so so much good content as far as fanfiction and just asdfghjkl it’s tough to limit it to just a few SO I will do a top 5 bc I have no self control
1) Method to Madness by @fraugwinska: one of my very first Hazbin reader fics by my very dear friend Frau, this fic is absolutely beautiful and just continues to get better! Everyone is characterized so so so well, the premise and execution constantly has me on the edge of my seat, the smut scenes are phenomenal, and Frau writes Alastor so perfectly 🤌 everything by her is wonderful, she is truly one of my favorite writers for this fandom as well as being a very good friend, but this fic in particular has a special place in my heart 💕
2) The Lookalike by @impale-me-radio-daddy: this fic did things to me. I think I've shared every chapter of it as it was posted but in case I wasn't clear, it's fucking amazing. The banter, the reader character, the smut scenes- perfection. All of it. I rest my case 📺📻 (pst they are also working on a new RadioStatic fic that has lots of fun dream shenanigans, keep an eye out 👀)
3) Bluest Monday/Say Hello, Wave Goodbye by @bapple117: I was not a RadioStatic girl before Bluest Monday but the way Bapple writes these two together is crack. The slow exploration of their relationship and how it changed from what was originally intended is gorgeous. I cried, I have no shame about it. And the continuation of everything in Say Hello, Wave Goodbye has been going wonderfully and I can't wait to see where everything goes 🩵❤️
4) What’s Your Frequency, Baby? by @elleinmotion: my first real Vox fic and the one that got me down bad for our favorite Samsung 😍 the way that they write him is just asdfh so delicious, in literally every way, the reader character is also an absolute babe with so much depth and I'm so so so in love with the story, especially now that Alastor is involved as well 👀 I want to somehow bake this fic into a lasagna and eat it
5) Scratch an Itch by @jurijyuu: another one of my first reader fics! The premise of this one was a little more gorey than I would normally get into (antler shedding and unknowing cannibalism, anyone?) but I'm so glad I took a chance with it because its SO GOOD and just like the rest, it just continues to get better 🦌 another dear friend and super talented writer that this fandom has brought to me 💗
honorable mentions to literally anything written by @hazelfoureyes, the Enter, Pursued by a Buck fics by Sharkdukes, The Ruination of Lucifer by Syaunei, and (even though its not a fic) the My Deer Nanny AU by notherpuppet 😁🥰
K THAT'S ALL FOLKS I LOVE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY
#barbie responds#barbie cries#i love my moots#everyone is so creative <3#fanfiction is love#hazbin hotel#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#x reader
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Hi! As I promised here there is the illustration for my very first DTIYS as host
.Many times I have taken part at this kind of challenge, but never as a host, so I'm quite excited.
This was initially meant as a way to celebrate my 500 followers on Instagram, but in this weeks the number increased and now I'm almost reaching 600, so it's a double celebration 🥳🥳I want to thank all of you for your love and support, if a year ago someone had told me that I would almost reach 600people on Instagram posting about my art I would never have believed them, but now it's reality and it's - for the most part - thanks to you. ❤️
Because many of you manifested your interest in my ocs, I decided to choose one of them as a character for this illustration, and after a poll on my stories, Larissa was chosen.
Because I have a special love for Larissa here is some curiosity about her:
✨she's a cat lover (as she should)
✨she's a libra and her birthday is on the 20th of October
✨she's literally a nerd, she likes studing literature and philosophy and I'm sure she would love the dark academia tag
✨in this fic, her family crest is a peacock
✨her favourite color is purple
✨her name - in this universe - means dove
✨in this au she and viserys are only four years apart and they don't marry until she's 24 and he's 19
✨before marrying she and viserys were pen pals
You don't need to have read my fic to join, so be free to draw her and post the result!
Rules are simple:
• tag me in the caption and the post, and use the hashtag made for this challenge #ilreleonewikiadtiys
• traditional and digital are both accepted
• no AI
• there's no need to replicate the exact background or the exact details, you can play with your imagination, however, it would be nice if you keep some parts, like the cat, the peacock and the the Roman-style tunic.
• for more details you can go to the stories on my profile
• no time limit, you can join whenever you can and want
#illustration#artists on tumblr#chiara cognigni's art#chiara's art#digital illustration#digital art#fanart#art#pre asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf fanfic#asoiaf art#asoiaf fanart#the doom in our blood comes back#tdiobcb#larissa rogare#house rogare#oc#oc art#my ocs#original character#dtiys#draw this in your style#art challenge#hosting#ancient rome#lys#essos#viserys the cleaver#viserys targaryen
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It’s my Birthday!!🥳🎂🎉🎈🎁
It’s official I’m 3 years old today😂😂 Big year for me!😂😂 I’m really 24 and let me tell you, I’m still tired😂😂😂
Thank you to everyone who voted on the Birthday poll! I really really hope you enjoy this fic as much as I did writing it! The idea came to me while I was working and I couldn’t stop writing it after it won the poll! (Also I know the gif is the 14th Doctor but I like his smile in it😄)
Please enjoy and have a great weekend!!🥳🎂🎈🎁
A Birthday Wish💫🎂
Caregiver! 10th Doctor & GN Little! Reader (SFW!)
Tags - cupcakes, stuffies, surprises, happy tears, hugs, forehead kisses, the birthday you deserve!, presents, party games, the Doctor being the best cg ever, bops on the nose.
I closed the door and locked it on my way out of my apartment. Even as I walked up the stairs of my building I could hear my loud roommates and their friends yelling and shouting about some stupid ball game.
I shook my head and continued up. If there’s one thing I was going to have on my birthday, it was peace.
Once I reached the top of the building, I pushed the door open and walked onto the rooftop. Here, I got the best view of London and all the stars above.
I would come up here often, after a long day at work or to escape my loud roommates. It was nice, my own little hideaway. Just me, the stars and all of London.
I walked over to the little plastic table I had set up for night like these. I put my backpack into one chair and took a seat in the other.
Then I carefully pullout out the cupcake from my backpack and put it on the table. The icing was a bit messed up from its journey up to the roof, but it didn’t matter to me, a cupcake was a cupcake. I grabbed the candles and put the numbers onto the cake.
Then I just sat there, and stared at the number for a second. I hate getting older, the little side of me hates seeing the age I was actually turning when I felt much younger than I actually was…
I felt like screaming out loud, “I’m not older! I’m just a kid!” But who would listen? Who would care?
The sad answer is no one. My regression was kept hidden from everyone. It was just between me and my stuffies. Speaking of…
I grabbed my stuffed animal elephant out of my bag and and held her in my arms. She’s, of course, is invited to the party! Wouldn’t be one without her.
Then I grabbed my sippy cup and placed it on the table along with some plastic silverware for the cupcake. Once settled I looked back at the stupid numbers.
I mean, who needed a reminder of how old they’re turning? I picked the candles off the cupcake and threw them off to the side. I dug through my bag and found only one last candle left, one regular candle for my birthday wish.
I placed the candle into my cupcake and lit a match, lighting the candle up. A small glow from the fire illuminated me.
Truth was…I didn’t really know what to wish for at first. I didn’t really know, or believe anything would actually come true.
Looking up at the stars again, I took a deep breath and sighed. I guess it didn’t hurt to just wish for anything right? Even the impossible.
So with my eyes casted to the stars above me, I made my wish, “I wish I wasn’t alone, that someone knew and understood my regression and accepted me for it. I just don’t want to be alone anymore.”
With big breath in, I blew out the candle.
And nothing happened. As I expected. Just same old me, another year older.
I began peeling the small paper from around the cupcake, and began digging into the sweetness. That cupcake tasted amazing! But something caught my eyes from above.
I looked back up to the stars, back up to the one I had my eyes on when I wish. And it…moved?
I stood up, stuffie in my hand as I walked closer to get a better look at the star. It looked as though…it was spinning. Is that possible?!
For a moment I looked away, thinking maybe I was just seeing things, but then I looked back and sure enough that star was spinning. How is that happening?
Then I realized something else…that star was getting closer and closer. I couldn’t help but watch in wonder as the star spun and moved closer and closer earth, then to London, then…
That Star was coming straight for me! I snapped out of my wonder and ran! Dodging off to the side as the star slid onto the rooftop, coming to a stop on the other side.
I cautiously walked out of my hiding spot and looked over at the star…which I realize now isn’t a star…it’s a…box?!
A blue police box flew onto the roof and slid across it? How’s that-.
I slowly approach the box, looking at it with wonder. But just when I was about 2 feet away from it, the door flung open.
A man stepped out. Big smile on his face and a party hat on his head. All at once I realized something…
I’ve seen this man before.
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**Flashback to this morning**
I stood and stared at the tall shelves of stuffed animals infront of me. The toy store wasn’t that busy in the morning hours which made it a nice peaceful visit as I chose my first ever birthday stuffie.
Of course I have plenty of stuffies at home, but this one would be special, it would be a birthday stuffie!
Problem was…there’s a lot of options. Every animal you could think of sat on the shelves infront of me. The choices were endless.
“Hard to pick huh?”
I turned around and saw a stranger walk up to me. He wore a long brown coat and a blue suit, and on his feet converse. He had a friendly smile as the walked over and admired the shelf with me.
“Yeah definitely hard to pick.” I replied, looking back to the shelves.
“Grabbing a gift for someone?” He asked.
“No, for myself actually.” I thought about it then added, “it’s umm, my birthday.”
“It’s your birthday?!! Happy birthday!!” The man lit up hearing me say.
“Thank you.” I couldn’t help but chuckle at the man’s enthusiasm.
“Then this is going to have to be a very important plush after all.” He focused back on the shelf. “Which one are you thinking?”
“I think I’ll get….this one!” I grabbed the elephant off the shelf and held her in my arms. She was perfect! Soft and a little weighted in her feet.
“Now that is a great choice!” He smiled back at me, the praise making my little side scream on the inside.
“What are you going to name it?” He asked.
I looked down at her and thought long and hard about it, “Lucky! Since elephants are lucky.”
“Lucky is a great name! Good thinking.” He praised again.
“Any other one you thinking of getting?” He liked back to the shelf.
I looked back too, my eyes settling on a particular lion stuffie. But then I realized I didn’t have enough money. I looked away and back at the man. “Not today, just her for now.” I smiled sadly.
“Well she will do fine! A nice strong elephant to keep you company.” He smiled back, shaking the elephants hand in my arms.
He looked at his watch before saying, “Oh, I’ve gotta run. I hope you have a great birthday!” He smiled before walking towards the front of the store.
“Wait,” I called back to him, stopping him in his tracks. “Thank you for the help picking a stuffed animal Mr…”
“Oh no Mr. It’s just The Doctor.” He replied with a smile. “And it was no problem at all. I rather enjoyed helping. You and Lucky have a great day and a happy birthday again to you kiddo.” And with that he turns and walk towards the cashier.
I stared back at him for a moment before turning back to the shelf. Did he call me kiddo?
He did…didn’t he….why? Maybe cause I’m younger than him? Or maybe…no. No. There was no way he could’ve known….
As I continued walking around the toy store I heard him talk briefly to the cashier before the bell at the door ding meaning he left. I looked around for a moment more, before I went to the cashier to pay for my elephant.
“Just this please.” I said, putting my elephant up on the counter and grabbing my wallet.
“No need, that gentleman in the long coat bought it for you.”
I stared at the cashier in shock. “What?”
“The man that was in here before. He paid for your elephant already. You’re good to go.”
The cashier turns to go do something else while I stand there frozen with shock. I took the elephant off the counter and walked out of the store.
I looked around for the kind man but didn’t see him anywhere. That was so nice of him to pay for my gift. I hadn’t even realized he went to go do that. What a Lucky Elephant my stuffie is!
I smile and give her a hug before I walk away, off to the next stop.
The next stop happens to be a bakery. I browse through the cake window at all the different cupcake selections they had on display. All of them looks sooooooo good.
“Order for Y/N.” The bakery woman called.
I stopped and lifted my head. That’s strange….maybe someone has the same name as me?
“Order for Y/N.” The woman calls again. “Birthday cupcake.”
I froze again in utterly shock. I raise my hand awkwardly. “I…I think that’s for me.”
I walked over to the counter and the baker read the description. “It says, Order for Y/N’s birthday. They should be wearing a red cardigan.”
I looked at myself as if I forgot I was wearing a red cardigan…because I did forget. “Oh…that’s me.”
She wraps the cupcake up and hands it to me. “Happy birthday!”
“Thank you, just one thing.” I stop the baker. “I didn’t order this.” I say honestly.
“A man came in here just a minute or two before you and he ordered it for you.” She explained.
“Did he have a brown coat and spiky kind of hair?” I ask again.
“Yeah, yeah he did. And he wore converse. Crazy looking dude.” The woman joked, “Enjoy your cupcake dear.” And with that she walked away.
I walked out of the bakery and took a deep breath. First the stuffie and now the cupcake. Who was this mystery man? And why was he being so extra kind to me? Most people just wished me a happy birthday but him? He went above and beyond.
The cupcake came with a note that read simply,
Make a good wish tonight!
- The Doctor
The Doctor? Was that seriously his name? I thought he was joking.
There was also something different about him. As I walked back to my apartment the man played on my mind. He felt like how a Caregiver should feel. Compassionate, gentle, patient and kind, amount other things, He called me kiddo and bought me a stuffie and a cupcake.
But now it was over…there was no way I was ever going to see him again after this…
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Until now.
I stared back at the man in utter shock of the today’s events. But more so because a giant flying box almost hit me as it landed on the roof.
He leaned against the box and smiled back at me. “Y/N!! Happy Birthday!!”
“It’s you!” Was all I was able to say at the moment.
“It’s me!” He smiled back.
“You-You’re from the toy store…and the bakery…” My mind keeps racing through the thoughts. “And now…the sky?”
I could help but smile at everything. It was so impossibly crazy! There was no was any of this was real, yet here he stood in front of me. “How did you come from the sky? How doesn’t your box fly? How is any of this possible?!”
The Doctor smiled, slowly walking over to me. “Well when I realized a certain someone was celebrating their birthday alone. I couldn’t stand to see it. So I thought I’d come and visit.”
“I guess you could say I’m someone’s birthday wish.” He added with a smirk and a wink.
Birthday wish? I thought back to it: “I wish I wasn’t alone, that someone knew and understood my regression and accepted me for it.” The realization hit me.
“You’re a Caregiver too?”
“Yup.” He said popping the P at the end. “Isn’t that what you wish for? Not to be alone and for someone to take care of a certain little one?”
“Yeah… I just…I never believed it would actually happen.” I say back to him honestly.
“Well now, if you like it to happened, it can.” He starts to say. He takes his hands in mine and looks into my eyes, “I know we are still learning about each other but, I’d be happy to take care of you. Especially on a day like today.”
I stare back at him at first in complete disbelief, “You want to me my Caregiver?”
“I’d be honored to.” He smiles back.
I squeeze his hands in mine and nod, “I love that too.”
I let go of his hands for a moment and give him a hug. He immediately reciprocates, hugging me back with a tight protective hug. And all at once it feels as though all my issues and problems start to melt away as my regression takes the wheels.
The Doctor immediately sees the slight shift, his careful Caregiver eye catches it. “There you are sweet one. It’s time for you to relax and have the best birthday ever.”
He grabs a party hat from his pocket and leans forward putting it on my head. “There we are! Perfect for the party!”
“Party?” I ask confused. What party?
“I have everything set up already. All I need to do is bring Lucky of course and the most important person of all you!”
I stared up at him in disbelief, “You’re throwing me a birthday party?”
He took my hand in mine again, bring it up to place a kiss onto. “I’m so sorry you’ve had to celebrate any one of your birthday’s alone, but never again. Never while I’m here.”
“From now, you get the birthday you deserve.” He looked into my eyes and lead me by the hand to the blue box.
I followed along, holding onto his hand tightly as he lead the way to the flying blue box. “The party is in there?” There’s no way we’re fitting in there.
“You’ll see.” He winked before unlocking the door and pushing it open. He guided me to go first.
The moment I stepped inside my breath was taken away. “It’s-….I mean how is it? It’s smaller on the outside than inside!” I smiled, looking around the place on pure wonder.
“That’s…” The Doctor started to say, “I haven’t heard that one yet.” He chuckled.
Inside the main Tardis area had balloons and streamers all about. I turned and looked at The Doctor. “This is all for me?”
“This all for you!”. He smiled seeing my enjoyment.
I looked at the center console with wonder. “Does that fly the box?”
“Well it’s not actually a box. Think of that as a disguise. This is actually a space ship and Time Machine.” He explains on.
I looked at him baffled. “No it isn’t. Really?! That’s insane!!” I scream look back at the Tardis interior with wonder.
“It is a lot to take in isn’t it?” He jokes, walking back over.
A small wrapped box catches his eyes, “Oh I almost forgot!” He runs over and grabs the box.
“This, is for you darling.” He hands the blue wrapped box over to me.
“You got me a gift?”
“Of course I got you a gift! Why wouldn’t I?”
“But you bought me my elephant and the cupcake and this, this is enough of a gift in itself.” I gesture to the Tardis. “You didn’t have to...”
He caressed my face, holding my face in his hands, “Y/N, I wanted to. You deserve the universe and more.” He makes a point of saying before placing a kiss on my forehead.
“Now what are you waiting for?! Open it up!” He smiles.
I look back at him with tears in my eyes, before I go to unwrapping this gift, and its…..
“It’s the lion from the toy store.” I hop the stuffie up and look at the Doctor in disbelief.
“We couldn’t have Lucky go on without his friend now could we?” He wraps an arm around my shoulder and looks down at the lion. “Do you like it?”
“I love it!! Thank you!” I turn and give him another big hug, tears falling from my eyes.
“Awwww! You’re so welcome Y/N.” He hugs back, gently rubbing my back.
But the tears don’t stop coming, the day full of surprises starting to catch up with me. Immediately he looks worries and silently ask to pick me up, which I give a nod yes in reply.
He picked me up and holds me on his hip as if I weight nothing. “It’s a lot all at once isn’t it?”
I immediately rest my head on his shoulder, nodding and wiping my tears away.
“A lot of big things and a lot of new things. So why don’t we take a moment to just take a breath before we go on with the rest of the party?” He offers and I immediately nod to. That sounds nice.
The Doctor starts to walk around the Tardis console room holding me in his arms, lightly bouncing and rubbing my back. The gentle movements start to relax me more and more. It’s been a long day and now? I think I just had too many shocks at once.
But it was amazing that he right away recognized that and went to help me. He’s a great Caregiver. And he’s also my Caregiver. But I had to ask…
“Why me?” I asked softly.
“What’s that sweetheart?”
“Why me?” I lift my head and look into his eyes. “You said this is a spaceship right?”
“That’s right.”
“So in all of the Galaxy and all of earth and all of London you chose me. To not just be my friend but my Caregiver? Why me?”
“Why not you?” He smiled back. But he could tell I wanted more of an explanation.
“Alright, you want the truth? The truth is, I was back in London after traveling a while by myself and that’s when I stumbled upon you in the toy store. Seeing you so happy just picking out a stuffie made me forget for a moment all the loneliness I had. And hearing it was your birthday was just icing on the cake.” He ends with a wink, happy with his cleaver pun.
“The truth is, I’ve also never had anyone to celebrate my birthday with. I’ve always been a lone too. And I didn’t want you to have to go through that feeling, that pain.”
“So as I started to run around making a happy birthday for you, I realized something. This wasn’t just my normal self taking over, I could feel a side of myself that I haven’t felt in a while come out, my Caregiver side.”
“I haven’t seeing a little rascal like you in a long time.” He boops my nose, “So I knew I had to make it extra special. And by the end of it, I couldn’t think of my life without having you in it, to take care of, to joke with, to do anything with!”
“So that’s why, out of all the people in the galaxy, I chose Y.O.U.” We both smile.
“Now, the party has just begun! Are you ready?” He looks me in the eyes and I nod my head excitedly.
“Good! Let’s gooo!” He runs down the hallways with me in his arms. I giggle the whole way.
There’s a room in this Tardis that’s decorated to the T with party supplies and decorations. There we spend the rest of the night together. First we play party games, then we eat more cake, then we play even more games, all while I start to learn more about him and he learns about me.
He’s an alien….but he doesn’t look it. And he’s from another planet. He’s always known about age regression because on their planet it was something people did without judgement…unlike earth.
He’s always been a Caregiver and he’s used to have Littles who were his companions but they sadly left. And now he has me!
The night slowly starts to settle down. His long coat and jacket are off as he sit on the couch with me in his arms. I cuddle up close to him, half asleep with both stuffies in my arms.
“I don’t want it to end.” I whine, trying to fight off sleeping.
“Well this is a Time Machine…tomorrow we can go to your next birthday.” He suggest chuckling.
I smile to the idea but shake my head, “Maybe tomorrow we celebrate your birthday!”
“My birthday?”
“Yeah! That way you’re not alone.”
The thought brings a sad yet happy smile to the Doctor’s face. “I would absolutely love that Y/N. Thank you.” I swear I could see a tear or two in his eyes.
Together we stayed like that. Me relaxing in his lap, head pressed against his chest, stuffies in hand. While he held onto me tightly in his arms, as if he was going to lose me. But I was going nowhere, and nether was he.
The Caregiver and the Little. Or maybe a better name for us, the birthday Little and soon Birthday Caregiver. Together at least and for as long as time itself.
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Hi! I loved the halloween event so much thank you for making it! is there a possibility that we are going to have an event for the december holidays too?
hello dear anon! 💕
I'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed the halloween tournament so much! 🥰🥰
and I'm glad to hear that there's so much interest in me potentially doing another one! ☺️💕 I have additional answers here, here, and here on this topic, but the most immediate answer is that unfortunately it's just not going to be possible for me to do one this year 😔😔 however, given the interest I've seen, I can definitely start thinking about something for next year! ☺️☺️ (I'll also make a little interest poll hopefully within the next week to gauge general enthusiasm 💕💕)
in terms of timing for a potential winter tournament, I was thinking I might aim for mid-january through some time in february? (again, this probably would not be until next next year, jan-feb 2026) I have a few reasons for this:
as I mention in that last ask I've linked, I would do something more "seasonal" that's not directly linked to any holiday, so it would still be seasonably appropriate in jan-feb (for the northern hemisphere at least)
december tends to be a really busy month for me, as the whole first half is usually taken up by writing, presenting, and submitting course papers
and then my birthday is at the end of december! as much fun as running the tournament was, it was also a lot of work, which I would prefer not to worry about on my birthday, if that's okay!
but then there's another birthday on january 18th – the blog's first birthday! 🥳🥳 I could absolutely see that being the start date for a winter tournament, but I just don't see myself having the time to get something together by this jan 18th, which is why we could potentially aim for next year?
I thought I'd put this all out here to get y'all's tentative thoughts on this! let me know what you're thinking if this is something you have thoughts about! ☺️💕
so sorry to turn this very sweet ask into such a long post! ❤️🩹❤️🩹 but thank you such much for this lovely message, and I hope all my reasoning makes sense! ☺️☺️ if you have further thoughts, please feel free to send in another ask! ☺️💕
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Any Lord of the Rings (LOTR)/Hobbit Fans?
Hey there! Happy almost Friday. 🥳
I just rewatched Lord of the Rings -- extended edition of course -- and it's still one of my favorite series ever. It also got my muse flowing in a different direction. 😂 Trust me, I still have plenty of Jackles and SPN stuff coming your way, now through February!
Now, I polled my lovely Patrons on this, and quite a few of them are interested in reading LOTR/Hobbit fanfiction from me in the future. But I'd also like to know what all of you think!
If not, it's TOTALLY fine. 💜 But if yes...
If not, I may just make a separate blog for posting LOTR/Hobbit fanfiction when the mood strikes me... 🤔 (After posting on my Patreon first. 💖)
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