#it's insane really

[temporarypenintraining]

Today marks the anniversary of the day a bi-curious 13-year-old nervously asked her best (online) friend to be her girlfriend, and that best friend said yes. Now, four years and five relationships later, that nervous, bi-curious little girl is a proud transmasculine lesbian, typing out a tumblr post, trying to put into words the immense pain, struggle but ultimately joy the past four years have brought him.

It feels like it's been so much longer than four years, because, in a way, it has been. The struggle to find my identity has lasted my whole lifetime. From being an outcast, tomboyish Mormon girl surrounded by little Mennonite girls in dresses, to having my whole worldview being overturned by my best friend coming out as pansexual at a time when I still considered being queer to be a sin, it's been a wild ride. My relationship with my parents has been love/hate, and I've gone through more labels than I can count. When I first came out to my mother (because she found out about my relationship) I called myself a pansexual demiboy. There was a long period of time where I was going back and forth on whether or not I was asexual (turns out I'm not, but I still wear the black ring on my right middle finger because it's a good stim toy and at this point I've been wearing it so long I'd feel uncomfortable without it. It's not plain black anyway so I don't think it's a big deal). I've gone back and forth between pan, bi and omni, genderfluid, agender, demigender, pretty much all the main ones. The only thing I've really been consistent on has been "I'm NOT cishet". That's it. I was gonna go on a long tangent about how I DO label myself but I realize now that you probably don't wanna read a 50-paragraph essay so I'll just do this instead: If you want me to elaborate on some detail of my identity (explain my labels or what I'm comfortable being called or whatever), send me an ask about a specific thing and I'll lay it all out for ya. You probably don't care tho lol. ANYWAY bye.

[candycatfalls]

the book of bill is great

[flufflecat]

thinking about ford "human blood tastes better" pines

ford "i have been desiring blood more than usual" pines

stanford "was bitten by a fruit bat but still wrote the sentence 'i have been desiring blood more than usual'" pines

[spookygibberish]

OK SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE STREET IN THE RAIN AT 2AM AND I SAW AN ANIMAL RUNNING DOWN THE ROAD AND SO I GRABBED IT AND

IT WAS THIS

[kensatou]

(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

[smittyw]

had a category 5 lesbian moment looping midwest princess for the past couple hours so i drew some stills from this vid

[darishima]

made a chart of the straw hats' skin tones with the colors being screencapped directly from the episodes, to show how much they've lightened. this is more than just an "artstyle change" or "design evolution" or "just the timeskip" this is blatant racism/colorism. it's fucking ridiculous and i don't understand how toei is continuously getting away with it please reblog btw, i think this is something people should see

[possamble]

hiii everybody are you normal about Falin showing Laios the same little spell that Marcille showed her? are you normal about Falin remembering it fondly enough that it was one of the first things she showed her brother while trying to teach him magic?

[greykolla-art]

Charlie: “I’m so glad my most villain-coded friend is at full power again! 🥰💕”

*throws this to you angst goblins like raw steak* ❤️

(No I will not do a part 2!❤️)

[hinamie]

surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024

[kosmogrl]

I just need to sit by the sea I just need to sit by the sea I just need to sit by the sea I just need to sit by the sea I just need to sit by the sea I just need to sit by the sea

[pangur-and-grim]

do you remember being too young to ask questions?? like your brain was too newly formed to arrange words in a way that adults would understand, so you couldn't always communicate?

I didn't know what cicadas were as a kid. it bothered me that occasionally a summer day would have this whining nasal background sound, that nobody paid attention to. and it was so LOUD! so I tried asking my mom, and she really struggled for a bit, and then said "oohhh....when you hear insects making sounds, it's just crickets."

BUT I KNEW WHAT CRICKETS WERE! these weren't crickets! so eventually I decided that only I could hear the cicadas, and that made me a little obsessed with them. whenever they started screaming, I would sit down all solemn and contemplate how insane I was for hearing this terrible thing.

then the next year, somebody told me what cicadas were, and I was like oh..........

[cup-o-stars]

Happy B-Day to the Corasante!! ❤🕯🎂🕯❤

(Featuring way too many drawings)

[garbean]

I love dunmeshi for the like.. built in horror of consumption. Like they eat to survive, they eat to honor their prey, they eat to possibly mourn someone. Laios eats monsters because he wants to learn more about the things he loves, Senshi eats monsters to feel included in the ecosystem because he didn't fit in with the outside and with most creatures in general, Chilchuck DOESN'T eat as much as he could because eating too much could kill all the party members, Marcille eats monsters and hates it but she still does it because she'll die before she could save Falin.

[pansy-picnics]

“gay son or thot daughter,” you start to ask, but you can’t even finish your sentence because cosmo and wanda heard “gay son” and immediately started cheering and clapping

[mishaesque]

my issue is that just rewatching Supernatural isn’t enough. It takes too long. I want it all at once. I need a room covered in 327 monitors that feed me every single episode at the same time. I need the DVDs melted down and put into an IV drip. I want every single minute of the show tattooed on the inside of my eyelids. I need to live inside its flesh.