#it's fine nobody cares
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I feel like my body has given up completely
#my diary#too bad I've accepted all medical professionals are unsafe for me to be around#and I'm at the point where I can't rot anymore cuz I have stuff to deal with but I just#am physically unable to even get out of bed before 3pm#it's fine nobody cares#my mom said something about my dad the other day#'he was suicidal just not in any hurry'#that's kind of how I feel right now#too exhausted and burnt out to even properly kill myself
0 notes
Text
ultimately when it comes to shipping and fandom space treatment of aspec characters i just don't accept "aro/ace people can still date/have sex" as an answer from nonaspecs. like yeah. mhm. okay. now i think we both know that you're not saying that out of real interest in the diversity of aspec experiences. so you can turn in your seventeen-page essay on why and how you plan to examine this character's aspec identity within the context of a romantic or sexual relationship complete with evidence from canon and peer reviews from multiple aspec people within the next week or i'm putting you in the pit from the edgar allen poe story
#you know. the one with the pendulum#'hey. why are you as an allo person shipping this aspec character like this'#'oh aspec people can still date/have sex!'#'yeah. now can you answer the question that i actually asked you'#like goddamn just say you don't care they're aspec and you want to fulfill a sexual/romantic fantasy with them. that's Fine#it like. sucks. for sure. lotta aspec people will be unhappy with you. but everyone is entitled to their own wants and experiences.#but i'd prefer you just be honest with it rather than using our community's conversation points as retroactive justification#and ONCE AGAIN. you guys are real fucking cavalier with this shit and it shows a real fundamental lack of respect for aspecs#when most of you would NEVER ship a canonically gay character with the 'other' gender. cause again. it would suck.#you can do it. nobody's Stopping you. but it would suck.#and we understand that putting a queer character in situations that erase that queerness is shitty! until it comes to aspec characters!#and whoa... there it is again... people don't consider aspec identities to be queer... crazy how it always comes back to that#anyway. you all know what i'm talking about. have seen many posts about this lately#it is [ long sigh ] unfortunately a very hot button issue with the advent lately of alastor hazbinhotel#which. again. god i wish there were other canon aspec characters to be having this conversation about.#but we'll have to do our best with what we have#aromantic#aromanticism#arospec#aroace#talking#aspec#asexual#asexuality
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
looks around…
#yes this is out of character#no i don’t care#listen….#headband art resurgence anybody…?#nobody…?#that’s fine whatever more for me ig#not really suggestive but#suggestive#evbo fanart#seawatt fanart#seavbo#parkour yaoi#parkour civilization#pkciv#pkciv fanart#evbo pkciv#seawatt pkciv
183 notes
·
View notes
Text
andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:
“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”
#pr manager is like: andrew… this is the last time i’m gonna tell you#andrew: whats the point of democracy if i can’t exercise freedom of speech#pr manager: andrew it’s no longer about your image#at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up#andrew: neil has connections. i’m fine#they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good#they were sooooo wrong#because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing he’s ever thought#for instance—a tweet that just says ‘an alien googling: human clothes’#he’s on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS#he’s cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills#one day he tweeted ‘does mitch mcconnell know he’s dead yet’#when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted ‘hopefully next he steps down from life’#unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him#and he’s such a shit. he does not care either way#he’s kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. i’m just doing what you asked me#they’ve threatened to change his password so many times#they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended#and he made a new account out of pure spite#his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image#and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then#(he knows he’s the best goalie)#ok i think that’s enough for now. however i will probably be back#andrew minyard#aftg#tfc#trk#tkm#the foxhole court#all for the game
442 notes
·
View notes
Text
like if it hadn't been for the amount of teammate solidarity from landoscar today even I wouldn't have bothered to notice this buttt
I zoomed in on Oscar from this video of the cool down room bc I'd assumed like the caption that Oscar was giggling too but !!
mans looked pissed and didn't laugh with Carlos and George at all until George said "ahhh we shouldn't laugh" and at that point he does a smile but it slips off pretty fast and he does that little huff and goes back to being tired
like the earnest and loyal young teammate who's also gradually becoming friend to Lando, puffing up in outrage on his behalf
vs the older brothers/longtime friends to Lando who have a chuckle over that moment the same way he does with them when he's in their position
idk it's just so unbearably cute how Oscar's loyalty to Lando and him wanting to join in with the big boys play out but the loyalty to Lando winning just like how he chose not to hold his own trophy the way he and Lando usually do in the post race video bc that would be rubbing it in too much ;__;
#landoscar#and pls NOBODY think this is saying that george and carlos were being harsh bc they were NOT#lando's exactly the same way with them#this is how brothers are#but oscar isn't brotherly w lando he's spent the entirety of his time in england and pursuing racing seriously as a lando fanboy#was so careful of wanting his relationship w lando to be good that he went too shy and too careful and cautious#lando's other grid friends are the types who know they can take a lot for granted and it'll be fine and humor is a love language#for oscar being lando's friend is something to think about a lot ! and be considerate of ! and it's so !!!#mine#austrian gp 2024#cool down room
357 notes
·
View notes
Note
idk if I've said it before, but your portrayals of both Rouxls and Queen are among my favorites, and the way they are when you combine the two is the sole thing that got me to say "yes" to queenkaard. When I first saw it in the game and it started catching on as a ship, I was like "nooo I hc him as gay," but then after seeing your stuff I was like "oh nvm I totally see this now."
i think hearing "i didn't see this ship before, but after your art i understand it and/or even ship it myself" is one of the nicest compliments i get, because it makes me feel like i'm representing something meaningful and sweet about a pairing and having people understand what i think is so great and captivating about them. i've gotten a couple asks like this and sometimes i forget to respond but i always really appreciate them :) thank you very much
#ask#deltarune#queenkaard#rouxls kaard#queen#art#doodles#conkreetmonkey#i mean its fine to draw ship art Just Cuz dgmw but i have Paragraphs of reasons why i like All my ships and it feels really good when i can#help people see the reasons why i think characters are cute together and why they'd work#i love feeling like im Doing something with my art. expressing something. explaining something. makes it feel meaningful#esp when i thought queenkaard was very Out There at first dhbsdjbhf i was like 'dude theres only gonna be me and 2 other people#who ship this'. and there was at first. now people dont think its a rarepair. i built this city goddammit. me and like 2 other people 😭#and im only half joking. i drew them so much because nobody else was. its still a rarepair to me. the fanart and fanfics are still#kind of sparse besides me tbh. but a LOT of people say 'i ship it because of cozy' and that makes me happy#there Are a couple fanfics on ao3 i havent gotten to yet only bc ive been tizzy about the gay car this year but i will read them eventually#anyway i still really love queenkaard i miss the blue people i cant wait to draw them more once the new chapters release aaaaaa#also since i mentioned i dont always respond to asks: i still read each and every single one of them#im sorry if anyone ever sends me something and i didnt post it. sometimes i go on ask-reply sprees and sometimes it just gets#answered months later dhbdsbjf. but please dont ever think i dont care about what you have to say i love hearing from you guys#and sometimes i just Forgor because adhd go brrt
139 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something so funny to me about the fact that for some reason Wonder Woman isn't here, but Superman and Green Lantern are (and Aquaman but at least he has more reason to be here). Also the way that Superman looks like he is pointing at Robin (because he and Batman are co-parenting) and Green Lantern is in-between Kid Flash and Speedy (because he's their honorary uncle) is very fun to me!
#justice league#teen titans#robin#kid flash#wonder girl#speedy#dick grayson#donna troy#wally west#roy harper#batman#superman#flash#green arrow#aquaman#green lantern#mypost#dc thoughts#what are the reasons for diana not being here?#she doesn't care that a man has just died really donna's not in any real trouble because she doesn't care?#she doesn't think scolding and blaming is the right course of action?#she doesn't agree with the punishment that they will be given?#who knows?#nobody's actually looking at donna it's tripping me up#girly you're fine /hj
167 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just remembered I can do whatever the fuck i want forever and ever. here's a bunch of miscellaneous drawings or whatever.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/dfaa4adcb240e52e846a8551e73d7b9d/dbc9b6caed21ad65-04/s540x810/352913dc8ac71c0f5b06a1b4f76b6af1c4287b6a.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/223352382a3e6f18d669106147f587e8/dbc9b6caed21ad65-59/s640x960/4c45aac3317694d46157a254a7cfa3de3551e77d.jpg)
these two are just my general hc that when Ingo gets eeby deebied, Emmet takes over the singles line as well on alternating days and wears one of Ingos bajillion coats on single line days.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/318f1b0e428a946dd21362f00bf4359e/dbc9b6caed21ad65-71/s540x810/2b0ee0d4d11a59c2e751e1817aa017477e93b528.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/749e28fc348107e08b68de30051640ad/dbc9b6caed21ad65-ed/s540x810/a2f84b7d03bb04c462d3b40af58c909e870bc7ad.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0c7ff16e3f78722b3723b1a5d1f48dd7/dbc9b6caed21ad65-0b/s540x810/bf0554840d70034d9306508ccaa903c1bb604131.jpg)
these three are from the other night of talking with my boytoy. we were talking about how Ingo and Emmet can probably perfectly(to untrained ears) imitate train horns and whistles. then we were talking about Ingo and his Big Feelings at a wedding and how he'd be sobbing in the corner the whole time. I like gogo a lot and his sobbing train noises
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f48e1dc881a0698c479340993b1a8cad/dbc9b6caed21ad65-0f/s540x810/e9232caaf6d7f3667957567b6831c70054382df6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e81c190fd7f55b33b32e90a0fb2ca01d/dbc9b6caed21ad65-4c/s540x810/ee13caaea4a648fdfc1e857a26431cc6600f0b52.jpg)
boytoy ate raw spaghetti. was bemmet type behavior. plus the starer.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a7899f5d41a570605005a318c0bc6a11/dbc9b6caed21ad65-7b/s540x810/8c825912f043f0631925e1d3467a26318b25da04.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1df2dd3d450e97e9302f1c885f472af2/dbc9b6caed21ad65-9b/s540x810/af0ca86dfe0d7f42213e49340537d6124ef6ab66.jpg)
the last two are because I think for the years Ingo is gone Emmet has been stretching himself thin running the station trying to juggle what both he and his brother would be doing and it leaves him EXGHAUSTED. When Ingo comes back and gets into the groove of things and he's able to even slightly relax, it hits him like a truck and he finds himself genuinely incapable of doing the tasks he needs to do. Gear Station is surprisingly more hectic for the first handful of weeks Ingo is back because Emmet isn't doing his duties. neat to me.
full doodle page btw.
#if you saw this in the sbms server. no you didn't. act surprised.#spenxer lou art#lou is an artist#scratches my head. uhmmm. what else can I say#! the other notes about their train mimicry. Emmet can technically do them more correctly than Ingo. though nobody notices bc they r autisi#Ingo can do a perfect chugga chugga though. He also sounds exactly like a train when he's asleep. even better than emmet. only sleeping tho#emmet's breathing when he's asleep also sounds like chugga chugging. they are a train when asleep#they also have their own train calls. It's eachother names. Emmet's name has a harsher stop at the end and Ingo's has a hitch in it#sometimes if they find other people in the tunnels at night they terrorize people by making “ghost trains” where they just make train noise#they also did this when they were younger before they started working there. leading to rumors of it being haunted#I don't even like Ingo and Emmet I don't even care. can someone run them over#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#subway bosses#subway master emmet#subway master ingo#ingo and emmet#subway master kudari#subway master nobori#whatever. who even care. tags are fine#man. I should really try finishing drawings sometime actually. I don't think I've finished something since like. last year. o1 wild#also hiii hi boytoy I know you'll see this. hiiiii pookiepie
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
HANGMAN PAGE BIRTHDAY WEEK
Day 2: Favorite Promo
This Sunday, Jon, I take everything away…from you. I take your spot at the top of the food chain here. I take away your pride in Blood and Violence when at the end of the throes of war, I - not you, I - am the man left standing. And you’re right, I’m not the same kind of animal as you. I don’t enjoy violence; I hate it. I hate it to its core. But this Sunday, I will be the most violent and bloodthirsty son of a bitch that you’ve ever seen, not in spite of that, but because of it - because that is who I know I will have to be to beat you, and beating you is the last glimmer of hope that I do have here, Jon. This…is Texas Death. And there’s only two ways out - either you live, or you die. And I ain’t done livin’. Jon, after Sunday, you…you will never be the same.
#hangmanpagebirthdayweek#hangman adam page#aewedit#hangman page#adam page#aew#*#gifs#nobody cares about this one as much as i do#it's fine#so many of his promos have spectacular line delivery but i love how soft this one was#pretty much any hangman promo is my favorite hangman promo but this one is the one i go back to constantly....i know it by heart skjdgfhsjd#day 2: favorite promo
127 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think they are supposed to be twins???
(maybe originally in the concept art, but in canon it seems they aren't anymore? dion has been stated to be the oldest, but my thoughts are maybe like he's the older twin lmao. i will probably be 100% wrong if there is ever a future installment in this series.)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/994188e8cbf269ee45723f3771f40d1d/e74002af2a7b86e2-ee/s540x810/6db81e1e00abfa51cc03097a5d67083bbc7c546a.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/19c3b7e4a0757d6b602be86eb8667cb2/e74002af2a7b86e2-15/s540x810/9f4d8902b24c9d500b1fda08a4b6c118656d16d0.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2c177e349e1ff2021f574dd83320d08d/e74002af2a7b86e2-8a/s640x960/6629b7ea33dd858c147d6b1ba5b38b80804f076f.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0245af2e68634cdc1cb94da736fad90b/e74002af2a7b86e2-86/s540x810/835b63862c16e48be794157536555c3f011565a9.jpg)
Funny story, I originally wanted to color these sketches, but I found that most of my traditional art supplies are unusable (the pencil colors has a very faded color, and most of my markers have a diluted yellow coloring lmaoooo ToT). I haven't been using them from 2019 and it really shows.
Oh yeah, here's a full page sketch.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/18a2aa03d2651b973d781f3f5f032682/e74002af2a7b86e2-a3/s640x960/4256cc129eef207ead6b18a2911a1f9feef5cd69.jpg)
#psychonauts 2#psychonauts dion#psychonauts frazie#dion aquato#frazie aquato#psychonauts#traditional art#sketches#unfinished art#pen sketches#art#fanart#cartoon fanart#double fine productions#fanart 2025#usagifuyusummerart2025#you can find more of my ramblings on these guys in the alt text lmao i yap a lot i know#i love these guys but there's not much discussion going on about them especially dion since they're not really the focus on the second game#which that's fine. psychonauts is about raz after all i find him funny and i wonder what horrendous truths will he discover more if there is#ever a future game. unrelated but i love razzle dazzle's was it? AU of Dion not being psychic really? but he can see ghosts#(and the side abilities that come with that) which i think is a passive psychic ability. not strong like what the rest of their family#members have but it does align with what i think his character is like. dismissive but he does care he just can't show it because nobody#will believe him something like that. i have more to blab on this but tag limit lmao#this is just me relieving stress btw i'll get back on track when i feel more better.#you'll see me posting random stuff when i can't focus on what i want to do lol.#plus i've been thinking maybe my un-banger posts should have a specific tag? tundra or cold post??? i'll think about it....#if you read all of this then wow thank you hope you have a nice day wherever you are
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
On one hand, I need to calm the fuck down about Sephiroth and stop giving into Twitter to debate lore. I KNOW I’m better than this lmao.
On the other hand, I see people genuinely angry about “how Crisis Core ruined Sephiroth by killing part of his agency through Genesis,” and “how having friends made him less cool,” and “how all the Compilation is humanizing him too much and taking away his mystery,” and “how he went evil for no reason,” and “how he was always an asshole that saw himself as superior to others and only broke down because he found out he wasn’t all that.”
I see unironic worship of “canon” traits he has that apparently mark him as a perverted alpha daddy dom sex god instead of the actual raging, delusional murderer with a loathing for all life he becomes for a reeeeeeeally key and important reason.
I see remarks like “I hate how First Soldier is ruining my favorite character and taking away more of his agency,” when said “favorite character” is Sephiroth’s most surface-level traits as a villain with no further depth and he has to be cool and perfect 100% of the time or else he isn’t Sephiroth anymore and he’s suddenly “badly written.”
That’s not the same character.
Yes, I know.
Why am I mad that one of the most beautifully designed and canonically objectified and powerfully portrayed and sensually voiced and thirstily fawned over characters in video game history is being reduced to singular traits???
I don’t know.
How can I demand the luxury of rage when faced with such odds.
What did I expect.
Yeah, this one’s on me.
#i need to chill#i really do#this isn’t me i swear i’m not normally this willing to even LOOK at fandom bs nowadays#i used to spend hours arguing for my favs on reddit and youtube lmaoo but i kinda got past it for years#seph just….woke the momma bear in my soul? does that even make sense?#it wouldn’t be so bad if he wasn’t SO widely misinterpreted#and does that sound arrogant? maybe? but it also shouldn’t because i feel like almost everyone else here on tumblr would feel the same way#like it’s just this uncanny perspective that exists in the “normal fandom” but somehow doesn’t even begin to thrive here#the problem is…the “normal fandom” is much louder than we are#so part of me feels obligated to crawl through the mud and try to spread a different outlook if nobody else will#but then i feel like it’s contributing to an endless cycle so idk if this is worth it#god i should relax#i’m just worried the devs will get discouraged and we’ll never get more stuff but that’s probably irrational#i also hate seeing big tweets with some really bad faith take on a character with thousands of people liking them and later parroting them#i don’t care how popular or beautiful the character is JUST STOP REDUCING THEM TO ONE FUCKING THING FOREVER#anyway i’m fine#(i’m mentally ill)#sephiroth#fandom vent#ff7
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
Bang Chan doing the Ride the Vibe Challenge with Haru and Tomoya of NEXZ!
#bang chan#tomoya#haru#stray kids#skz#nexz#christopher bang#christopher bahng#uemura tomoya#inoue haru#FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE#nobody else will care about this but thats fine. they did it for ME#god i WON
130 notes
·
View notes
Text
My toxic masc trait is having a really hard time putting my emotions into words unless they are somewhat aggressive ones and i have been slowly trying to express my affection for people into words more but at the end of the day I'll always be somebody who expresses my love more with actions then anything else, and normally I wouldn't make a dumb ass tumblr post about my feel feels either cuz like who cares but I need to know if other masc and butches or like anybody else have experienced this too where, people just WONT GET IT? like I'll try to SHOW someone I love them in every physical way I know how and then they will be like "how was I supposed to know how you feel, you never said anything" crushing my heart into a million pieces, like a punch in the gut, i was trying to show you but i guess you just like didn't notice or my actions didn't mean as much to you as they do me, it's fine I'm fine
#civetspeaks#i was just thinking about at work today#sorry for how many times i use the word “like”#my old friend group would imply that showing your affection without words was like not a valid way of expressing your feelings for somebody#and would act like if you aren't straight up telling somebody you care 4 them in bold font like a robot then it doesn't count#idk i find it hard to put into words cuz#they would get mad at me like i was expecting people to read my mind but NO I WAS JUST#I WAS HOPING YOU NOTICED THE THINGS the things i did 4 you praying you knew how much of myself i was giving u that's allllll#but it's FINE#it also leads to these moments where i am brave and emotionally vulnerable with people and its really intiment 4 me but the other person#like doesn't see it that way because they are used to that i guess and so then you jsut feel stupid because it means more 2 you then it does#them#ANYWAYS I'M NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL#nobody gets me no one understands i am shadow the hedgehog#is this even slightly coherent
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
I legitimately have sooooooo many fewer weird guilt and scrupulosity issues around fiction than I used to and yet still, every time I write something that touches on a vaguely sensitive topic, my brain is like "They are going to send you to BOOK JAIL for your CRIMES against fictional characters!!!" and I have to sit there going come on man . . . chill . . .
40 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm probably not the first to admit this but goddamn was I a narcissistic prick when I wasn't on stimulants
#adhd#not art#like this only thing I could think about was how understimulated I was#every person was boring because I was in such a severe and chronic state of dopamine deficiency#so I wasn't interested or curious about ANYONE and nobody could 'satiate me' and I deemed everyone boring because of it#then the first week on my meds & I went to visit my neighbor#& I was like 'omg your granddaughter came to visit this weekend? how was she? :)'#and then after I went home and I was like wow she's so sweet and her life seems so interesting I cant wait to talk more about it#and then it hit me I had known her for YEARS and it wasn't until now that I.. cared :(#made me feel really bad but also glad that I actually have the capacity to care and it wasn't just my personality#I had to do a lot of damage control :T but some bridges were burned and I gotta live with that#now I can proudly proclaim that no im not a narcissist bc I think people are interesting and I wanna hear them talk#i can just sit and listen and internalizing their perspective ..#for once I like people and I'm not a victim in some imaginary fight for mediocrity with everyone else#it never excited and im happy to feel that way#also whenever I speak with unmedicated adhders I just look at them like wow you don't even know how much your brain is making itself suffer#every adhder may not want to or can take meds and that's fine but everyone at least deserves to know what it feels when they work
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
i feel like chloe and max having relationship problems makes a LOT of sense considering everything the two of them went through, and max sacrificing arcadia bay would 100% be a huge one of them. especially considering chloe lost her mother to that. it’s a decision max made to save her, but regardless. all of their troubles r incredibly realistic but you lost me at chloe dumping her for VICTORIA CHASE. like?????? it’s like they completely forgot every single aspect of what makes chloe chloe. yes they would be rocky but she would fight for her, just like how she fought for her hope and love of rachel still being out there. like. she is incredibly loyal and not once in the original games did she even fuck with victoria. i’m less mad about them breaking up and more mad abt the character assassination of chloe
#life is strange double exposure#life is strange spoilers#life is strange de#chloe price#max claufield#pricefield#lis#life is strange#amberprice#i feel like the entire reason they do this is that with every new lis game there is a new relationship introduced/new love interest#and that’s the format they’re used to#but nobody was asking for that. nobody wanted that#the entire reason most people were excited to see this game was because of chloe and max#and getting to see them happy together in the future like we’d been teased with on other games#idk i feel like throwing away this relationship and not really giving a clear reason why just so you can introduce new romance plots#is a quick road downhill#this is not me saying you need to stick with someone you’re having relationship problems with if you’re a loyal person. in general.#to anyone who might read too much into this#i’m just saying it doesn’t make sense to me with the characters. and if you like this choice that’s fine i really don’t care THAT much
39 notes
·
View notes