#it’s time to get tested bestie
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Remembered how when I was a child my Mema would get me 1000-3000 piece puzzles and I’d finish them in an afternoon, laying on the hardwood floors and having exactly zero thoughts other than finishing, and how she would provide me with large stacks of paper and a stapler and let me just…. Staple that shit 40 thousand times for hours on end because I liked the feel and sound of it.
I might should get tested
#I don’t think that’s normal#i might be autistic#the more I learn about autism the more boxes I check#it’s time to get tested bestie#love her for supporting my weird interests though#undiagnosed autism#adult autism#asd#asd in women#puzzles#sensory play
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do you think orochimaru had girl power? do you think orochimaru effectively utilized girlpower by funneling money into illegal child experimentation dungeons in otogakure
#sasuke uchiha#karin uzumaki#suigetsu hozuki#juugo#orochimaru#kimimaro kaguya#kabuto yakushi#AUGHHH IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DRAW THESE GUYS#SHAME I COULDNT FIT MORE LOL#next time i'll get the sound village four + bonus test tube yamato to round the whole crew out#have so many kabuto and karin pics on the back burner tooooo... sound village besties you will always be famous to me#my art
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#hi besties ive been gone awhile yet again. im drowning in work brrr#my uni + visa requires a bunch of medical tests which means i need to combat needles yet again 😖#also went shopping yesterday and yhe day before and it was not an enjoyable process👎but! i managed to get clothes i actually like so yay!#my gre prep and internship work is so-so... i dont have a lot of time to wrap them up... lets see#also its cricket t20 world cup season which is like my bread and butter xD#we won the match last night! today is Afg vs Ban and we are all rooting for Afg to win so that Aus doesn't enter the semis 🥲#(the Aus cricket team is insane/pos and i loveeee them but cmon home country comes first xD)#dad and I are watching the match live from the hospital lmaoo#anyway thats what's up with me i hope i get back to tumblr properly sometime and actually get to go through some of my besties' blogs soon#bc my dashboard doesn't show any of my friends :((#megumi in the tags
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I NEED TO GET DIAGNOSED! (violent explosion sounds and terrified screaming follows shortly after my proclamation of suffering
#this is in reference to multiple things. honestly. physical and mental#the lump ? who is she#the possibly undiagnosed adhd that my therapist rec'd i get tested for and my mom already has and is also pushing me to get tested for?#don't know her. who is that.#don't even get me STARTED on the OTHER thing my therapist + a separate counselor + mom said I need to get checked for. that. can wait 👍#we don't need to unpack that one. right now. :)#i mean every time it was brought up it was followed by ''but we don't need to get into that if you don't want to'' and you're so right#bestie I don't want to get into that. I came here to get told i have an anxiety disorder and get meds and instead what you hit me with#was thAT!!!!!!#GET ME OUT OF HERE.#clamtalk
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Thinking about 5x15 and how very distraught Mac was about shooting and killing someone
And then 1x20 deleted scene of Jack asking Mac the last time he shot a gun and if he even remembered how
Something something deep thoughts
#I don’t know#like Mac was SO upset and distressed about shooting a gun in season five#we did not get everything we needed#I mean jack being gone being the most of it#but like#jack checking and double checking on him after the whole Murdoc thing in season one#and Desi just saying that’s not who he is and they were control tests#I’m not buying it besties#I need Mac to have a breakdown#or at least a long time of guilt#even though it wasn’t his fault#it’s like in 2x11 when he thought he brought a building down on that one guy#the panic and guilt on his face#and only comforted by Jack telling him he didn’t kill anyone#I know it’s lot the same but still#Mac needed comfort in that moment and he didn’t get it#and we were ROBBED#anyways#lailuh speaks#macgyver#macgyver 2016
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thinking of the very likely possibility there are true crime channels in the rgg universe and one (1) person has probably looked into masato's ''''''death'''''. for shits and giggles of course.
#snap chats#just got my spanish exam back and i love it when profs are like 'your lowest grade'll be dropped'#bestie i KNOW this'll be my lowest grade i just wanted to test the waters for how exams will go </3 i promise not to suck next time </3#anyway main text post time. NO BUT DO YOU THINK#cause arakawa was infamous before and people knew of his son then but esp after the kamurocho k3 shit#his name DEF exploded and people DFE got nosy.....#i dont think anyone would have figured out that aoki was masato but maybe one (1) person figured he wasnt really dead#i still wanna know how masato's public death went..#but yeah can you imagine. going on youtube and some girl is talking about your fake death like it really happened and is speculating#and you just get to sit in your governor chair like Lol.#IMAGINE IF THE POOR LASS GETS FUCKIN. NECKED FOR THATLKEJKLJ#i dont think aoki would consider some random youtuber as an actual threat but that'd be hilarious if he did#anyway i just think we should exploit social media and the sort more with rgg characters#i think itd be really funny and the peak of comedy if we acknowledged how Actual people might react to shit#i mean... we already got vtubers interacting with the fuckinnn yakuza.. cant get more ridic than that.. lol..#ok bye im learning spanish now
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send help i keep getting distracted finishing up my fics
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i may or may not have like, seven Gold and Silver (lostmetals and preciousmetals) centered fics started and my brain wants to write another instead of finishing one,,.,.eugh
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I AM LITERALLY STARING AT MY DOC AS I TYPE THIS hELP
#one of them is my interpretation of their creepypasta versions and i am LITERALLY staring at my doc as i write this#i also got a lostmetals one shot#and a preciousmetal soulmate AU i will probably never finish#another is an angst take of (creepypasta) Silver trying to fix (creepypasta) Gold i conjured with my bestie lol#then i got a potential pokepasta idea#i have some wack timetravel idea of Silver going back in time to try and save Gold from the events of Lost Silver by altering the past#and uhh a preciousmetal oneshot first thing i wrote to get the hang of their characters that i wrote while reading the pokespe emerald arc#but that was more of a test#anyways help#also i have a lostmetals mini comic thing#and another#and another another#neither of which is remotely finished#sen talks
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If i had a nickel for every time my irresponsible brother and his friends brought actually kinda serious illnesses upon me i'd have three nickels which isn't a lot but the court could bring this post up if they're looking for a motive
#i haven't gotten sick since OCTOBER#i get home thinking okay i'll deal with my annoying ass folks bc i can go out with my besties and go swimming etc etc#fuck it i'll get my period and lose out on approx. 3-4 days of the beach but it's fine right#oh i got a cold!!! bc my brother and his crowd again don't care if one of them is sick and still go out in questionable places#with questionable people!!! fine i'll have to take another 3-4 day break from hanging out and the beach#and then my mother gives me a test bc i developed a fever and i'm getting worse instead of better#and i have covid. which last time took me a week to get over.#my head hurts like hell too. and i still have to study. ^_^#i got covid from him twice and mono once. probably bc you can only get mono once in your life anyway#i got the KISS DISEASE without even being kissed.#whatever. the mono was a blessing in disguise anyway bc i was young enough that i had it like a slightly worse cold#but still. but STILL
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got sad abt fawn’s little motel room again 😞
#gideon shut the hell up challenge#we were thinking abt it in canon but then thought abt it in v3/v3au so. now we have to talk abt those#themmy who gets to be the first to get invited over. it takes a bit to build up to it and then even after they all think they’re ready#it takes another few days to actually Work Up To It. themmy gets first pick bc they’re the least intrusive of the group#the ortegas are close to the group ofc but they are nosy and pushy but this is The Becker’s space. so they get told no when they ask#if they can tag along. (they ofc get approval later after a few times of themmy getting to visit#bc 1. they won’t stop asking but 2. they’re more comfortable w the permitted intrusion that they get a test run)#honestly I feel like one of the ortegas would offhandedly ask Whose room it is (bc they expect them each to have their own)#and the siblings are like no it’s Ours. plural. and then the topic gets dropped bc they’re skittish enough already they won’t push more rn#ohhh the besties giving them little house warming gifts to help spruce the place up but next time they go over it still looks just as plain#except u ask ‘hey what happened to [xyz]?’ and they retrieve it from wherever it’s squirreled away#solo!survivor au…. imagine having to go back to the motel room alone for the first time#you know where the traces of your siblings are hidden. but they aren’t in immediate sight so it feels so Empty.#digging out all of their belongings just to have them closer to you even if it goes against everything you’ve all done this whole time#maybe you don’t stay alone. maybe you invite an ortega over. maybe you invite both.#maybe they show up with a bottle of wine each and none of you say anything bc you don’t know what you even would#maybe they help you pack up everything to move apartments. maybe you don’t let them touch anything. maybe them just being there is enough
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*shaking myself by the shoulders* just say no just say no just say NO JUST SAY NO JUSTSAYNONONO
#ra speaks#personal#hi guys. I’m telling a person who has been using me as their personal chauffeur for the past year No. I can’t pick you up#from a city an hour away at 8 AM. I can’t give you 3 hour driving lessons three times a week. I can’t let you use my car for the test.#not telling them I am not your friend but also not not telling them that.#like don’t get me wrong they’re a nice person and offer to get me food and stuff when I drive them but it’s like…..#I don’t want to do these things. I don’t want to have another friendship to maintain. like I’m sorry if that’s mean but I don’t have time#to be your bestie when I have a month to finish my thesis and do everything else my adult life requires of me to move out and such.#I am not ride or die I’m giving you a ride out of convenience and kindness and tbh it’s becoming less convenient and less kind#for you to constantly ask me to interrupt my day and my schedule and my life to be your chauffeur.#sorry I need to be bitchy about this otherwise I might actually give her a hard no. I’m not doing that. instead of a semi-real excuse.
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ahaha, this may be for the sentimental value but i'm still really normal about magician in the mirror <3 i'm in love with the concept and i can and will eat up omori/sunny friendship whenever possible
and it's the fic that introduced me to you and inevitably made us mutuals!!! so that gives it extra points hehe
Awwww ehehehe thank you! I'm glad! Ngl, I'm still proud with how MiM turned out, while I was writing that I was a bit worried with how it'll turn out cuz I had to semi-speedrun it so not much edits made and the inspo for it hit during same week as anni at 3 in the morning xD
#arianswer#misty-wisp#i think mim was one of the earlier fics i made after tnm#also one of the few stories ive worked on using 3rd pov at the time so i was rlly testing the waters with it by a lot#but i had a mission then and it was to get it out by anni and to spread the: sunny and omori are besties propaganda#honestly surprised me to see that omori was so hated in the fandom after finishing the game#it was like 'did we even play the same game or am i missing something here'
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#to translate this post: someone liked this post i made (on the upper left) on AUGUST 28 having a moment of self awareness that i was running#away from my whole life and not moving or learni ng to drive or anything. it is now march 8. it has been almost 7 months. and i have made#basically zero progress. and there is nothing stopping me but me. i could read the drivers manual and whatever whenever i want. but i am not#doing anything. and i don’t know how to get myself to start.#purrs#i know it’s a cop out excuse but i truly do think it’s covid. i think being in lockdown for a year and a half made me just let go of any#sense of progress. made me scared to take steps forward. and i mean i did bc i lived on campus for a while after that but it’s like.. EVERY#part of my life is stagnant rn it seems. and it’s not just me it’s my siblings too. we’re all getting older but none of us is trying to move#out or gain our independence in any way and my brother isn’t even looking for jobs even though he needs one. we’re all just getting older#but we’ve lost (or maybe had knocked out of us by covid and our mom being so strict) any sense of moving ipward and spreading our wings.#forgotten we have wings at all. and ive done important things like going on a house tour or traveling with my besties (<3). but i have only#made it to page 8 of the drivers manual and i truly do not want to read the rest of it. i have only been on one house tour and im longing to#move out but how much am i really because i can’t bring myself to schedule another tour and start searching for a new home in earnest.#i just come home every day UTTERLY exhausted and spend all my free time trying to process or rest. and im not making room for myself to use#my wings. and it’s truly terrible. why are we all okay with living like this. my younger self would be HORRIFIED if she saw how much i had a#atrophied since graduating and moving back home. my brighton self would be HORRIFIED. i told myself i wouldn’t and then it’s exactly what i#did. and ik im being harsh and ive spread my wings in some important ways during this time but… these are so obvious. such low hanging#fruit in some ways. bc any 16 year old can take this test and pass it so why can’t i at 24? why won’t i let myself? dont i want a nice cozy#home i make my own where i can eat what i want and sleep when i want and have control over sounds? then why am i not running for it?#delete later#i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 my one precious life 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃#also LMFAOOOOO the next tag on that aug 28 post was that i need to get a new campus id card… guess who hasn’t done that either ♥️
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doctor gave some goodish news! she doesnt think it's cancer so that's a plus. On the downside she basically brushed it off as being an ovarian cyst which makes no fucking sense because OCs don't cause any of these symptoms and I've had multiple OCs since I started puberty.
She was like 'you can have a pelvic ultrasound but just warning you they'll probably shove it up your vagina in order to tell you something you already know' and I was like haha I wasted my time coming here
And then she was like ' there is no blood test for cancer ' and I was like ummmmmm you're literally wrong. Like, literally wrong. Cause I was like 'idc if you think I don't have cancer i'd feel more comfortable if I got a blood test to rule it out' like miss girl literally tell that to the vet who take regular blood tests to find cancer in my dogs. Even a quick google search tells you there IS blood tests for cancer. It's one of the only ways you can actually diagnose bladder cancer. But yeah
#she was also like 'oh maybe it's an std' and I was like BESTIE I've literally told you a thousand times even when I was having sex w/ people#i was getting tested allllll the time and I always came back negative#then she was like 'oh it was carbonation and caffeine' and I was like girl I cant even tell you the last time I had either of those things#literally nothing is going up my vagina#the only time anything goes up there is when I do routine checks on my cervix to monitor my nabothian cysts.#im not going to TRAUMATIZE MYSELF just to be told I have ovarian cysts#i didnt even go to the hospital when I had one pop during class in highschool on the right side and I was passing out from pain#im not going to the hospital for one that isn't even painful#but yah
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just taught my sister the entire math and chem syllabus for the month of 11th she missed to go to the eras tour in an hour and she gets everything now:P every day my confidence in my teaching abilities for literally any subject or grade only grows god this is what I want to do with my life i love it I'm good at it i make people happy it's so perfect
#fun fact im the reason like half my class passed 12th#couldn't teach her physics cause she came to me at the eleventh hour (literally)#and that takes time because the concepts are not as intuitive to get#but we can do that later this week#damn i wish i had a me in eleventh lol#liveblogging.pdf#I'm not great at testing but I AM good at helping other people slay#metaphor for my life tbh i will always be the supportive behind the scenes bestie#and that suits me#i will always fuck up under pressure i can't do any standardized tests etc etc#which in this world makes the fact that i know all my concepts useless#but i can teach people#that's one thing i can always do no matter what
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🖊🖊 + Hinata and Nadezdha 👀
HIIII MARI ANGEL <3 I hope ur doing well and had a lovely day/holiday!!!! THOSE ARE MY GIRLIESS <3 i missed them sm u know? i also FINALLY at last finished edgerunners (i started it a bit back and finished it at like 4am this morning asjknkd so good oh my god IT HURTT but it was the loveliest u know?) and i missed the babies <3
SEND A 🖊 + I WILL GUSH ABOUT MY OCS
🖊 - so funny story, but the man that hinata and oda were sent to zero on behalf of her great grandpops s*aburo..... was actually the man who ordained their wedding sansknksd. SO he was a priest right and one popular with the corpos that were employed by 'saka in NC. well, he started speaking ill of the company and selling company intel to their rivals when the employees would go to confession. so like..... he had to go u know? blah blah talk ill of the corp u get zeroed etc etc. they devised a genius plan to have him marry them, when she says "you may kiss the bride" they do of course buuuuut they also zero him in the process while he's distracted.. and they did just that! and it worked! hinata and oda yank out their mantis blades and the deed was done <3. every great wedding ends in someone getting flatlined right?
🖊 - so this second one will sort of be what i think in theory how she’ll be in phantom liberty? so if this is a post game thingy hideo (her charge and her and odas adopted son bc SOMEONE has to and it sure ain’t his brother yori sjzjhzhx) will be ceo as his brother is to step down and is put on house arrest in a time out bc of the coup ksjzjxhxh. if vika ends up having to take on ‘saka again it may mean that the besties turn into adversaries which would BREAK my heart but also be absolutely EHEM *nova* if the white widow and worlds coolest cyberninja faced off u know? ORR if it’s like during the main story i mean the besties in a spy thriller would so be siiiick u know? oda supporting the wife from the tower in the plaza like “thats my wife” ❣️😌 etc etc!
🖊 - YAY MARI U SAINT U I ADORE U SM I’ve been wanting to scream about her for literal years slzkxjxj she’s been around for a WHILE living in the head along with vika rent free with luxury room service <3 she was like a blob of like ✨vibes✨ like with the red aesthetic and the red hair for YEARS until i found the perfect fc and name? a little lore into her design color and symbolism is a HUUGE part of her character development and design? the way as growing up she wore a lot of neutrals and it was deliberate as she wished to be as out of sight as possible? then it was as if a switch flipped following a near depth experience in a deep dive into what was the pre data crash net. red is passionate it’s power it’s so much more and all what she wished to be. she became the red queen and faked her charismatic nature until she forgot where the old nadya ended and the red queen began. for the version of her she conveyed to the world and her true nature became one and the same. <3 lilith killed eve the day she became the red queen.
🖊 - OO okay this’ll be the fun one.. for this one we will be discussing! nadyas………. “lovers.” shes got three in her character arc that hold the most meaning to her both good and bad. those would be: y*orinobu (HUUGE) johnny (VERY) and r*ache (VERY and also painful!). if i for sure need to do a deep lore dive essay into the meaning of people in her life especially these three. but in essential the tropes to best depict them are for sure “mutual obsession inevitable downfall” for yori and nadya. “right person wrong time and rivals to lovers” for her and johnny. and! pain pain and suffering “tragic doomed lovers” for nadya and rachie <3
#teehehe i also get to test the new banners <3 BUT ANYWAYS TY FOR THE ASK AND FOR ASKING OF MY BABY#🌹: mari#d-vx#oc: hinata sanderson#oc: nadezdha sovin#leg.asks#leg.ocs#leg.txt#Ty ty dear and i hope ur doing well <3#i need to do a lore post I need to do it soon or if y’all are interested in asking of her in this i sure can kajsjxhx#Bc we will be here a WHILEE delving into the significance and symbolism and lore behind her skzjjxx#i need to write it down bc it’s EXTENSIVE and yes like the totally normal person I am i have kept it safe in the old noggin kajsjzh#BUT ANYWAY I HOPE U ENJOY ME YELLING ABOUT THE BABIES i missed them ✨😖#no but like when he flatlines rachie a part of her died with him u know? so! painnnn!#but also right person wrong time for johnny blah blah it’s about red string of fate inevitable down fall for her and y*ori etc etc <3#either way hinata will have fun in the new dlc and i am so excited to see what the game will throw at me for the besties <3#SPY THRILLLERRRR THEY SAY?? im sold im so sold#it should also be noted that nadya is one of the most prolific in her time and her Lilith sign in the net is regarded with divinity in the#net <3 rachie programmed all the daemons to have her signature in their code so they’ll never hurt her hehe <3 even the rogue ais see her as#one of their own <3#hinata and o*das wedding was both iconic and deadly and nothing could have been more perfect for them <4#*<3#they’re the icons they’re the moment etc etc i love them both <3#GODD THE NEW BANNERS CAME OUT SO CUTE ✨😖💌💌🥀
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so anyways I'm supposed to put my last homework of the semester in tomorrow at 10am
The box to put it in early has still not gone up
Can you guys like. Remind me tomorrow at 9 that I need this for like 5 points in my final grade it's actually very important (I need 90 average on the whole year to get to move to only linguistics and I do not trust myself with phonology I need these potential 5 points so much)
#Anyways once again in “the world is built for people with very specific sleep schedules and if you don't follow those life sucks”#I'm gonna make a similar complaint during exam week because I need to wake up at 6:45 am to arrive at test on time#(my usual waking up time is 8am btw. For medical reasons. That hour and 15 difference is the difference between sleep and wakefulness to me#(I go to bed at 9:30 if I gotta get up at 6:45 btw.#And it's still not as much sleep as I should get it's just that taking my night meds is at 9 and my sleep stuff takes half an hour to work)#Hhhh I need to remember to put homework in tmrw I hate my TA so much actually#She very clearly has 0 experience being TA bestie you assigned homework how do you forget to let us give is innnn#Hhhhh#Anyways yall fr someone like. Ping me at 9 to ask if I did the thing yet. Maybe even at like 8. Idk I need reminders that aren't phone alar#I'll just turn phone alarm off. I'll super forget to actually put the homework in and then I'll feel like the worst student in the world
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